i just have feelings about this okay

anonymous asked:

First of all I hope you're okay! And you may not want to talk about it but I get you with the CR awards thing. I stupidly decided to watch a couple of YouTube videos on their views with the results and I nearly cried. It is honestly heartbreaking that a community, just innocently loving a show can get so much hate for it. Not only that but there was a considerable amount of homophobia in the comments. I'm sorry but I needed to saying something to someone. Hope you have a nice day! x

I’m feeling better at the moment, thanks ~ Oh god, you should not have done that..especially on youtube,don’t 
I had a looong discussion yesterday because i made a comment and it got many likes..and comments …unfortunately…almost everyone told me that they’re mad because of the Cr awards,saying it’s not deserved.It’s absolutely not fair to hate the Fans AND the Anime for something that was just a Popularity poll when we’re just loving this show…sigh..i really just want to enjoy Yuri on ice…
I hope that for you as well :)

Oh but one thing : I hope nobody gets too much into the hate.That only turns you into the same person as they are :P
Let’s spread more love for the show :D

The Final Problem?

Sherlock fans that think it’s okay to shit on writers of a show because you feel like you’ve been queerbaited.

Were you promised Johnlock? No. Stop calling me condescending because I have realistic expectations from a popular show. Stop calling it queerbaiting, because I’m pretty sure it was all just in your head.

Not everything has to have LGBT+ representation. And that’s coming from a pansexual trans man.

Also, don’t shit on others for having a different opinion than you/are happy about how the show ended/don’t ship Johnlock. That doesn’t make you a “true LGBT+ ally”, it makes you a dick.

PS: Didn’t the show already have canon gay characters? Irene Adler, Mrs Hudson’s married ones, the two guys that owned the pub in HoB, etc etc? What did you want? Them to fuck on screen for true representation?

PPS: I also ship Johnlock. This fanbase just disappoints me. Not all of you, just the salty ones. We’re all in this together. The show was good, right? Unless you only watched for Johnlock, which is exactly why you’re salty. I gotta say, you just hurt yourself with that one. Don’t have too high expectations. Times are changing, maybe next time LGBT representation won’t be such a problem.

sharingan-rasengan-chidori  asked:

Omg I'm feeling sick and anxious about Johnlock becoming canon.... I haven't read any spoilers, I've stayed away but there's been accidental sightings and now I'm not wanting to hope but I'm not wanting to grieve just yet and I'm not sure I can watch this episode omg what are you thinking about it all?

I am actually feeling amazing, Lovely!

But it’s okay to have doubt!!

Just give the BBC’s episode a chance! <3 I’m so confident, after watching it myself, that this is NOT our Sherlock. Especially with how okay they are with all the leaks. We’re getting a different story today.

Okay everyone – let me just say something. I know we’re all angry, sad, devastated, etc. and we have every right to be so.

But something about this season is just… too fucky™ for me to get over. It feels too weird, far too surreal – I can’t believe the story I’m being told/shown and it’s not just a gut feeling. 

Season 4 was filled with plot holes, continuity errors, odd representations of ideas and characters, characters we are incredibly familiar with, and a glaringly obvious lack of attention to detail. In addition, it gave us a “spectacle” – such as Mary’s “cinematic death scene” where she was shot with a massive spurt of blood and thrown backward – precisely what we have been told does NOT happen, aside from in the movies. We could even spot differences in the style, CGI, set design, and editing that has been one of the highlights of BBC’s “Sherlock”. Sherlock has never been a show to ignore details nor make massive scientific errors – Sherlock Holmes prides himself on his ability to observe before making any judgments. “It is a capital mistake to theorize before one has data. Insensibly one begins to twist facts to suit theories, instead of theories to suit facts” 

This whole season has felt like an entirely different show than what we’ve all seen before. Nothing feels right – in fact nearly every moment of it felt incredibly wrong. That’s not something I can just ignore. As Sherlock [the writers?] have stated before: “I lack the arrogance to ignore details”.

I’m not an overly optimistic person – in fact I’m quite pessimistic at times – it’s a fault of mine. But that’s why my feelings of doubt and confusion are even more alarming. I’m not one to grasp for any glimmer of hope unless I have reasonable incentive to do so.

I mean why show the finale well before the set TV premiere date? Why no NDA? Why was no real action taken when the episode was “leaked”? Why did composer Michael Price come out and respond to questions on twitter “the real version will show tonight” only to hastily delete it? And why did the season’s “grand finale” have no new musical compositions?? Just listen to TLD’s “Who I Want to Be” and tell me that it makes sense to have such a beautiful and heartfelt piece of music only to completely ignore the soundtrack (and emotional depth) in the third episode of the season – the one that is supposed to be this game-changing, “shattering climax.” 

Could this really just be an elaborate “fuck you” to devoted fans? But why would the cast and crew who have put love, time, and devotion into this project, go through with such a spiteful act? Why begin an elaborate scheme in attempts to “tell the story the right way this time” only to do precisely what everyone in the past has done before? I mean, every cast member who has so tweeted and posted things regarding the new season and it’s ultimate “end game” is suddenly incompetent, or didn’t understand the meaning of what they were saying? Suddenly everyone, who up until this point has seemed so talented and intelligent, is completely baffled and had no idea? What is the balance of probability of that?

I’m not trying to pour salt in anyone’s wounds – believe me I am hurting as well. Perhaps I’m delusional from my hurt… but I don’t think my feelings and doubts are entirely unfounded. In fact I know the evidence is on our side here.

 All I’m saying is that none of this adds up. 

Regardless of everything however, I love all of you. 

Thoughts for 1/16/17

- I realized today that the phrase I use most with my coworkers is “don’t worry about it.” It annoys me. They are stress balls. Do you want stress? …because that’s how you get stress. These people have no chill.

- I already forgot all the things I was going to type

- I didn’t sleep today, so by the time I get off work (in 5 hours) I’ll have been awake for 24 hours. If I’m being honest, I feel okay. I just keep having little coordination errors. Like knocking my water over, and something joke-y. I guess the other downside is that I’m not as clever, and can’t think of jokes, which sucks… for you.

- It’s cold. (weather channel says 2 degrees… fahrenheit) The weather channel also says “feels like -5.” You don’t know how I feel, weather channel. You don’t know.

- That last photoset I posted took place in the morning, the other day, with similar temps. I got to the “destination” and realized I had forgot my gloves, and was like… pffft …I got this …and I totally did get it. The end.

- Interestingly, I was the only one at the park (“destination”) at that time. I was excited about that… until I realized that every path had a frozen sheet of ice on it. Luckily, I don’t have much self preservation… and the sad T1i that I use could not possible be MORE damaged… so I trudged (penguin waddled) on.

- I wish we all had more money. We could buy cool stuff. Like lasers… and islands. Laser Island. We could probably buy cameras too… on Camera Island.

- I’m not tired. You’re tired.


- It was so cold when I was out shooting the other day… it was so cold that every time the flash went off, steam came out of it. It looked like I was shooting old style flashes… with the little explosion thing. You know. The thing. You know it.

Okay, I hope we can all agree now that 1) it was complete and utter queerbait right from the start, 2) they needed to write mostly everyone out of character to make this family soap opera work, 3) the implausibility and countless absurdities would have served some kind of purpose if this last episode (a series finale, people) had told us anything new about any of the characters but 4) it absolutely did not?

Let’s hope the Supernatural people can learn something from this trainwreck: when you’re telling a story without actually telling it, the whole thing slowly rots from the inside out and sooner or later you’ll be stuck with a stupid, insipid, meaningless ending. Fiction has rules - disregard them at your own risk. 

im being bluntly honest when i say i dont stan for most het brightheart ships bc it seems like a lot of the dynamic behind them are “this boy makes her feel special…..and it’s different from her canon het pairing where it’s literally that dynamic because……i say so……..it’s better than cloudtail/brightheart okay he didnt tell her she was beautiful and didnt take over her arc about loving herself enough”

anonymous asked:

So, the idea that the in-story media is being viewed by a character was a bit of a revelation to me, and I continue to have a great many feelings about Viktor reading the happy secret relationship fluff as wish fulfilment, very sadly. And this is so very, very not okay (no confirmation/denial anticipated; I just wanted to acknowledge the pain). Thank you for telling me such a beautiful story. 💙💜

Yeah, the in-story media was very much supposed to be not only a look into how the outside world viewed the events of the fic but also the kind of things the characters in the fic actually saw written about themselves/others and how it influenced them. 

Thank you so much for enjoying the story!

To me John Watson and Sherlock Holmes has always been about friendship; a friendship that has grown into a strong and not often seen friendship.
I get that many people think of them as more (as Johnlock), and that is totally their right to ship them that way! It really is! I can totally see why people would ship them. But for me I choose to just “ship” them as an amazing friendship. One that has gone through so much, so very much, but has endured through it all.
I don’t know I guess I had to write my feelings out because I’ve been reading other people’s posts, how they’re super disappointed with the episodes and will only take certain parts of it. But that saddens me because there’s so much to retain from these episodes. I guess I’m not of the same mind as most fans; maybe I’m not as invested as others. I guess I will enjoy the show and choose to see it how I do (because we all have individual imaginations, we all view it differently).
I mean in the end they are still simply fantastic stories that captivate us, and bring us along on a legendary adventure. And I’m pretty sure we can all agree on that :)


MIKO: Let me tell you a teeny tiny secret! Hanuel and I used to go to high school together– we were actually both a part of Asian American Sims club, to be honest– and for as long as I can remember, I have never seen him so head over heels for someone ever since… An ex of his. He’s been really iffy about dating ever since then, but I have a good feeling about you two being together!

TITANIA: How come?

MIKO: Well, for starters, did you know he talked non-stop about you before you came to San Myshuno? Every time we went out to eat, he was always gazing longingly at his phone and telling me all about you. Face it, Ti. He likes you so much!

TITANIA: Oh, stop it, you. (sighs) Okay, maybe you put up a good argument, but… Something still feels off– I don’t know. Let’s just go get some coffee or something, okay?

MIKO: I’ll only drop it now if you promise to tell me all of the juicy details of your date later!

TITANIA: Fine, fine. But you’re paying for my macchiato!

the fear that this is real is frustrating because like if I’m watching this episode NOT as satire then like… I can’t empathize with Sherlock easily or care about what happens to anyone. I don’t get to feel human the way I always have when I watch BBC Sherlock. It’s an empty feeling.

:/ I really want M theory to be true. It’s too awesome. And this… is not awesome. If they did something very different but still clever and exciting? Okay that could work. We’d adapt our theories. But this is just… How could we predict TAB but not this dumpster fire?

If we’re expecting episode 4, when will that air?

anonymous asked:

Hi! Can you please do a NCT Dream first 'I Love You' reaction? Thank you!

Mark/Jeno: they would kind of just giggle because his s/o just said I love you. Like they actually feel strongly enough about him to say I love you.

Originally posted by wings-lie

Renjun/Jaemin/Chenle: would be shy about it but smile and say it back a couple moments after you did just so they could process what just happened.

Originally posted by exovixxnct

Haechan: he would be like ah yeah okay of course- wait what oh yeah heh love you too have a good day good bye

Originally posted by nctinfo

Jisung: he would sit so awkwardly just as if his mom said something about ointment or the birds and the bees but like he would be a positive kind of awkward like he would just sit there and smile and forget to say it back so he would call you later saying it earning teasing and talks with his hyungs.

Originally posted by imchanyelling

~Admin Ellie

anonymous asked:

The new chapter (ANLG) was absolutely amazing! I love how you write and the pacing that your stories have. If I can ask, what goes into your writing, do you make detailed list of events, just one off thoughts, write daily and edit as you go or all at once then edit? I just really admire your work!

Ahh thank you so much!! I’m especially happy you like the pacing, it’s one of the things I always worry about - I don’t feel like I have very good control over it sometimes, scenes just drag or speed up without my consent^^

(Ahahaha you’ve made the mistake of asking about my writing process, now I can babble about that for however long I like >:3 I’ll put it under a cut though, I’m not that evil)

Keep reading

#danhowelldefencesquad thing

I feel like the phandom has been distracted with the #phillesterdefencesquad that they kinda just forgot dan a little?
Tbh i have always tougbt what would happen if we just put too much attention to phil and forget dan. With dans last video that is exactly what happened, and i feel bad about it. I know dan commented that its okay but still??
So please people of the phandom, dont make hastags like phil/dandefencesquad
Make #danandphildefencesquad

Bcs like they both need equal protection

Also another thing that makes me mad is new fans or phannies who force phan and/or are too obsessed

Ugh okay RANT DONE
i just felt the need to rant about this, thanks

*drops the mic*

anonymous asked:

Okay dude but what's so bad about shopping possibilities?? As a trans pan guy I have a few m/f pairing myself with one of the characters that I like headcanoned as pan?? Like maybe it's just a way for people to actually explore feeling good about themselves and not just using a sexuality as an excuse bud?

Good for you and good for them! I just don’t like people saying they hc ppl as bi or pan simply because it’s Hot u feel.

HERE COMES A THOUGHT: Steven healing Jasper’s corruption by entering her mind through his dreams, and the whole thing is a giant homage to the ending of Revolutionary Girl Utena.

Jasper is Anthy, and just as Anthy is trapped by swords of hatred, Jasper is trapped by the green spikes of corruption that plagues her mind.

But the Anthy trapped by those swords is not the “true” Anthy, and the Jasper plagued by corruption is not the “true” Jasper, merely the monster she’s resigned to be. The “true” Jasper is pure and uncorrupted, possibly still wearing her Pink Diamond uniform, and Steven finds her trapped somewhere deep within Jasper’s mind. Maybe she’s hiding in her own hole from the Beta Kindergarten, sealed shut by the metal spikes that she used to contain the other corrupted Gems. That’s how she sees herself now–as nothing more than a corrupted monster.

Steven struggles to free the Jasper trapped inside her hole, just like Utena struggled to free the “true” Anthy trapped inside her coffin…

But he just can’t do it on his own. Jasper has to want to be saved.

“Jasper, please! Please, take my hand!”

I can really imagine Steven with this exact face, because he desperately wants to save Jasper and make everything right. He doesn’t even care that she was his enemy, he doesn’t care if she hates him or if she will always him, all he cares about his helping someone in pain. So he reaches for her…

Does she reach back…?