i just had to make a collage of your face

I have a lot of feelings about Nathan Sharp

If Nate wasn’t my favorite artist already, the new “StopRewind” music definitely put him there. (Tied with Dodie of course lol)

I never paid attention to the lyrics before. But after watching the video, I understand it a lot better. It’s about pushing through when life sucks because someday you’re gonna be where you want to be, even if you don’t know it yet. The video showed him reaching out to the “exit” many times, just to put him right back where he didn’t want to be.

Because if you focus too hard on how much you hate where you are, it takes focus away from working through to make sure you reach your dreams.

His face when he saw the collage of all his videos (including his tour announcement, which I noticed, that was a nice touch) just kind of made me want to cry. He’s come ridiculously far, and looking back on all the things he’s done must be incredibly surreal.

Man, imagine looking into the future just to see a screen full of the things you’ve achieved ten years from now. There are so many amazing things in store.

The video sort of helped me restore hope in myself. I’ve had a difficult time believing that I’m ever going to reach my dreams, but if Nate can do it, so can I.

So thank you Nate, even if you’re not going to see this. Thank you for following your dreams, thank you for giving me another wonderful role model to look up to, thank you for making this video, thank you for EVERYTHING.

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🍒💣 thanks for tagging me darl @nakamottoyuta, you’re so pretty!!!!

i hardly ever take selfies and this was the only successful one i managed to take just now out of like 20++ HAHA (i cant smile jskdnd) and the middle picture is totally necessary- i look so bad oh my but i’ve shown my face so many times on here already ahh

i tag anyone who sees this! feel free to do it and tag me because i wanna see your beautiful faces!! 💜

I Guess I Don't Hate Her Yet

Takes place in a regular high school AU. Shiena x Otoya

This was a result of me basically free-writing with “Shiena hates bullies and Otoya is a giant bully” in mind, so I don’t think it came out as good as it could have.

Please go easy on me, this is actually the first yuri ship fic I’ve written, hehe…

Shiena Kenmochi was furious. She was furious at the Myojou Academy administration, and furious at her roommate. Although she stated in her applications that she despised bullies, the roommate that was assigned to her by the administration had, all within the span of an hour: broken her glasses, stolen her spare ones, and teased her about cutting her hair with scissors. It was a good thing she managed to find the spare pair of glasses for all of her spares that she kept for emergencies like this one.

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knru  asked:

Hey ...how do you deal with anxiety?

So my go to answer would be exercise, because I find comfort in zoning out for a bit while moving around. But I know this isn’t going to be a super popular answer, and there are many ways to deal with anxiety. I think there’s two types of anxiety - anxiety you have time to deal with, and anxiety you have no time to deal with. If you have time to deal with it, maybe you’re at home or at a friend’s house. But if you don’t have time to deal with it, you might be at school, work, or out in public. This isn’t mean to diagnose, treat, or cure anyone, but maybe this might be helpful

Anxiety You Have Time to Deal With

- take a hot shower. showers are free of distractions like emails and text messages. the water also relaxes you.

- find something to do with your hands. if you’re too anxious to just sit and watch tv, doing something while watching or listening helps. i like small craft projects, like cutting pictures out of magazines and making little collages. (don’t pick a super elaborate or messy project, you might end up more frustrated than relaxed. i tried to make one of those glitter calming jars once and ended up with a huuuuuuuuge mess in my garage that i had to clean up, and more stressed out than when i started) other small projects could be coloring pictures or putting a puzzle together.

- make a calming playlist. the calm music playlist can be quiet and soft, or very loud and in your face. it should just be music that makes you feel good. the playlist doesn’t have to have any cohesion, other than you like listening to it. it’s also good if you can take it on the go.

Anxiety You Don’t Have Time to Deal With

- try to get outside and get fresh air. if you can’t leave the classroom / workplace, ask to go to the bathroom. get a moment to yourself to process the anxiety. it’s amazing what a few minutes by yourself can do to help.

- a mental game might be helpful, like naming all the countries in the world that begin with all the letters of the alphabet (andorra, belarus, cambodia, etc) or all the animals (alligator, bear, cow, etc).

- drink plenty of water and maybe eat something

That’s all I can think of right now, feel free to add more! 

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I’ve had a very bad couple of weeks health-wise, so I did what any other person should do when they lose some of their motivation… I make transformation collages. Sometimes, you just need a reminder of how far you’ve come to kick your butt back into gear. See you at the gym tomorrow morning, bright and early 😎🌄