Hey dude!! If you get the chance would you be able to write some Dallas trans HC little things. Rather it be him coping with his shit or just little tidbits. I'm feeling hella dysphoric ATM and I would love to see/hear abt my son.
Buddy, I hope you feel real better soon!
Dallas is STRONK. So strong, but he is no match for when he has to remove his binder. He struggles to the point he’ll be rolling on the floor with his giant dogs surrounding him, concerned. When his binder is finally off, he’d be gasping on the carpet, laughing with his dogs, “it’s off.”
During the summer, Malek lends Dallas his clothes because it’s too hot to wear binders. Dallas is sort of flat, and if he wears overlarge clothes, no one can really tell. Sometimes he’d get anxious and wear a sportsbra (his mom’s) since it’s cooler.
His only consolation is that Malek’s clothes smell Good always. Like Downy.
When he was 13 and he had to deal with Satan’s Monthly Blood Subscription, Hazel would come over his room and watch Carrie and a bunch of horror stuff with him. She’d let Dallas rest his head on her lap and she would feed him M&Ms, gently put a warm bag on his aching abdomen. She Worries. The dogs would come and lie on Dallas’ tum for Extra Warmth.
(It was a relief when The Subscription was slowly terminated when he started T.)
Dallas doesn’t formally come out to Poppy at 16, but I mention there’s a silent understanding between the two of them. Dallas and Poppy sleep cuddled to each other a lot, and Malek used to be sort of jealous when Dallas let Poppy rest her head against his chest and have her arms playfully inside Dallas’ shirts when it’s cold. He’d never let Malek do that stuff.
When Dallas was 16, Ben slapped his back one day and winked at him, “puberty making you sound less squeaky, boy”
His voice was changing and it was? Really cathartic. The smile he gave Ben was similar to the smile Mulan gave Shang when Shang caught her cheating the arrows with tomatoes. It was big and crooked and embarrassed. But he was sooo happy that day. His voice was /changing/. Everyday he’d say “hello” to Ben using the deepest voice he could muster, and Ben would wink at him every time. He is so cute.
He comes out to Malek, finally. It’s also him coming out formally to Poppy. His mom signed a permission slip for his top surgery and Poppy is so happy she’s incoherent and crying. Dallas is happy too but he’s uncomfortable being the center of attention. He mumbles “it’s no big deal,” but Malek who was Stunned into silence, interjects, “it is a big deal!” And he pulls Dallas (and Poppy) into a massive bear hug that lasted a full on 10 minutes.
Despite all that, Nobody treats him any different. Sure when he changes clothes, the rest of the team politely turn their backs because he says he’s not comfortable with them looking yet. But he’s just Dallas. He is, and will always be one of the boys.
I’ve been such got7 trash lately and the comeback didn’t help so hERE WE GO + gifs bc, as previously stated, I am trash
*GIFS ARE NOT MINE, CREDIT GOES TO RESPECTFUL OWNERS* hope you like it :)
He would poke and prod at you to get your attention. When he finally had it, he’d try with all his might to convince you to take a break because “you can’t study all the time! Breaks are healthy. Did you know cuddles improve your mood by 110%?”
“That’s nice Mark, but will they improve my grades by 110% too?”
Mark would kind of pout and mope around you until you agreed to a break. Then, he’d want to go for a little walk or something to help get your mind off things; he’d ask a little bit about your studying, but would want to focus on other aspects so that when you returned to your piles of notes, you’d be refreshed.
You would have totally forgotten about your date night, so when JB showed up at your door with expectant eyes only to find you wearing loose sweatpants and your “coffee makes everything better” shirt, you’d feel awful. He’d be a little disappointed, but as soon as he saw your open textbook and messy notebook on the coffee table, he’d understand; you stuck with him while he worked, so he’d want to do the same. He’d make some food and/or tea for you both and would sit in the room with you, careful to not be in the way but also letting you know he would help in any way he could.
He’d remind you of all the hard work you’d put in during class time and the past couple of nights; at this point he honestly thought it would be impossible for you to be capable of forgetting even the smallest detail. Still, he’d accept your worrying and decide he’d help you study. Of course, he’d propose a game. He’d leave the room for a few minutes and come back looking like… the Stay Puft marshmallow man. He’d wriggle his eyebrows, explaining that every time he asked a question and you got the correct answer, he’d remove an item of clothing. You’d go through the layers quickly, though stopping to die of laughter when you saw him with one of your lace bras over a t-shirt.
He’d 100% join you in your piles of notes, reading through them quickly to understand the gist of the subject matter if he didn’t already have an idea of what you were dealing with. He’d start asking some questions to figure out how to best approach studying for the assignment, and it would snowball from there. He’d start with a small idea, and you’d pick it up from there, maybe correcting him, and pretty soon you’d be bouncing all these ideas and facts off of each other. Instead of reading and rereading the information, he’d get you to talk about it as much as you could, reading through your notes to make sure you were on the right path and didn’t stray.
He would be kind of similar to Jackson with his approach; he was sure you knew everything there was to know about the text/exam’s subject, but he understood your worries. However, he’d absolutely hate to see you so stressed, beating yourself up after you didn’t get the right answer, never taking into consideration that your brain wanted you to slow down and change things up. So, being the sweatheart he is, he’d propose a game to you in which he would ask questions based on the review your prof had given you and the notes you had in your notebook, and for every right answer you got, he’d give you a kiss. It’d probably be the giggliest, cutest study session ever tbh
He would shamelessly annoy you because he wants you to spend time with him. He’d own up to being selfish, but wouldn’t care too much because he just wanted to cuddle with you and talk about memes his day. Bambam’s relentless and random screeches, cheek poking, and giggles would go from endearing/funny to frustrating really quickly; no matter how many times you told him to bug off, he’d continue. Finally, you’d turn to him, cheeks red with the nasty words you kept inside, and create a compromise: you cuddle with him for an hour, then he helps you study after you grab some dinner. He wouldn’t mind helping, he was just happy he got his cuddles.
Yugyeom would walk in and see your papers and hands covered in coloured ink, and immediately take things into his own hands. He’d stop dead in his tracks and start asking general questions like “what are you studying (Y/N)?” “when’s the test/exam?” but pretty quickly he’d get more specific, asking the relevance of something you had just mentioned to the unit you were studying (or on the world ?). You’d start to get annoyed because, as much as you loved him and talking to him, you needed to study. You’d tell him just that, but he’d brush it off and continue. After a few more questions, reapeat what you had said before. Then, he’d simply look at you and say: “But you know it all already; you explained it perfectly to me, without any difficulty.” You’d just kinda stare off in amazement because dammit he was right.
I have an Sehun (EXO) scenario that’ll be posted tomorrow night, and a Svt reaction coming soon (I’m actually drowning in homework atm and wifi is beyond terrible everywhere I go besides McDick’s what is this) ! In the meantime, feel free to request :)
So you guys already knew my dept and the depression who caused to turn me into a pile of regrets and tears..and i’m sorry if i sound whiny or pathetic but i really need help.
I am on a good way to pay those dept off, but i miscalculated the bills and so i don’t even have a spare single coin left to buy some food..i am literally having a rough “diet” and i feel like a piece of shit.
I’m praying, people will share this and maybe take a commission of mine to help me out of this damn misery, It’s once again “Pay what you want” and i will try my best, to present you still the same quality than before, even though i am weak and useless atm.
If there are people who just want to help, i won’t refuse donations anymore, i shall accept it, even though i feel kind of bad to get something without returning a favor… 1Melli@web.de would be my paypal address.
I would be REALLY thankfully for every single dollar i receive, to buy at least a dinner for those days..
Hey,, Sorry - I know requests are closed atm but someone really close to me just passed away and I've been needing something to lift my spirits.. Anything fluffy as all shit is fine I just need to take my mind off things
14 and 27 from the last post? Please you can write it with modern!kylo? Thank you a lot, and I am sorry for my English
It’s alright hun, my requests for drabbles are still good so I’m gonna do this little piece for you. I’m sorry for your loss and may they rest in paradise. Keep your chin up and feel better (in due time of course). I hope you like this :)
(also to the other anon, don’t apologize your English is perfectly fine :) )
Modern AU Triplet Kylo Ren +
“You did not just wake me up at 2am just because you’re in the mood… We aren’t even dating.” +
“Is that my sweater?”
Suddenly you felt yourself being roused from your sleepy state by a deep whisper.
Your brows furrowed as your eyes just barely started to peel open. Even in your blurry line of vision, you could distinctly make out Kylo’s face before you. You were used to waking up randomly when living with the Solo-Organa triplets, but never had they dared rouse you from deep slumber this late in the evening.
You groaned, “What?”
Seeing you still not budge even the slightest Kylo groaned as walked around to the other side of the bed. To your surprise the mattress dipped as he scooted closer to you, feeling his broad frame brush against your back side your eyes instantly shot open. Practically falling off the side of the bed you moved away as you glared over your shoulder at him.
“Whoa! What the hell?”
“I’m trying to wake you up.”
Your brows furrowed, “You did not just wake me up at 2am just because you’re in the mood… We aren’t even dating.”
Kylo sighed, “I’m aware. That’s not why I’m waking you up.”
Your brow arched as you waited for him to continue, obviously wondering as to where this was going.
“I have something I want to show you.”
You sighed, “Can’t it wait until the morning?”
“It won’t be here in the morning.”
You paused for a moment, considering the patient expression on his face. For the time you had lived with the triplets, Kylo had continually been the most closed off, the most abrasive. This was not a side you were used to seeing. Maybe, just maybe, it would be worth entertaining his change in mood.
You groaned, “Fine.”
He gave you the faintest hint of a smile you had ever seen grace his features before climbing back out of the bed. Slowly you sat yourself up, stretching as far as your limbs would allow with a little pop in the joints. Humming in content you lifted yourself from the warmth of your bed.
“Bring a coat or something.”
You rubbed your eyes, “What?”
“It’s outside, get a jacket.”
You sighed as you gave Kylo a nod, “Alright.”
Turning to your dresser you quickly pulled out one of the drawers as you fished a sweater out from the collection. Content with how heavy it felt you slipped it over your head and carefully shimmied yourself inside. Looking you over Kylo suddenly paused with furrowed brows.
“Is that my sweater?”
You shrugged, Kylo seemed to be hesitant. Almost offended that you were in possession of one of his sweaters. You yawned, “Where’s the thing?”
Kylo nudged his head towards the balcony, the very small perk of your apartment. Despite your lack of enthusiasm for the complex as a whole, it was certainly a perk you did not expect to have. Luckily for you, it was spacious enough to fit all three hulking triplets and yourself. Sliding open the door Kylo moved aside as he allowed you to pass him to the outside. Yawning once again you wrapped your arms around yourself.
To your surprise it appeared as though Kylo had already been out here, a telescope was sitting on the edge of the balcony and a whole array of cushions placed before it. It looked surprisingly nice and in a way, peaceful. Closing the screen door behind you Kylo moved closer.
Not bothering to wait for you, he sat himself on the cushions, adjusting himself comfortably. With a sigh you brought yourself beside him, gently seating yourself beside him. The second you found yourself on the cushions, you suddenly felt the warmth of a thick blanket engulf your legs. Kylo had splayed it out across himself as well as yourself, protecting you from the frigid night air.
“Why are we out here?”
Kylo looked to his phone for a moment before he nudged his head towards the sky.
You sighed, already fed up with his vague answers. Obliging to his request you looked up to sky, wondering what on earth he could have possibly woken you up for. The instant your eyes went to scan the sky however, you found yourself instantly slipping into awe. Not only were the stars shining particularly brighter, but a blaze was flying through the sky above you. The Haley’s comet itself, gracing you with it’s presence.
Taking note of your suddenly jubilant expression Kylo smiled, “That’s why.”
Though he wouldn’t tell you, Kylo had taken special notice of just how down you had been feeling as of late. As the quietest of the triplets he was naturally more of an observer, and considering how much he already watched you, it was only a matter of time before he caught on. To him, this was a hopeful gesture to lift your spirits.
“It’s beautiful”, you smiled as the haze of sleep disipated.
Kylo smiled faintly as he pointed to the telescope, urging you to take a closer look. Practically scooting into his lap you leaned in towards the telescope, dying to get a closer look at this spectacle.
Seeing your strain to get a good angle Kylo suddenly placed his hands at your hips, moving you into his lap effortlessly. Despite your cheeks turning ablaze from the contact, you comfortably settled into his lap. Looking up into the telescope you smiled, staring at the comet in awe.
Though Kylo enjoyed the view of the comet flying across the sky, he couldn’t help but smile in content at the sight of you finally smiling. It felt like it had been weeks since he had seen your genuine smile, and now it was beaming across your face. Pulling away from the telescope you sighed, turning to look at Kylo over your shoulder.
Kylo gave you a faint smile and nod before he turned his attention back to the sky with you. For the first time in a while, you were content and so happily in awe. All thanks to the least likely candidate under your roof, Kylo.
dissociation can be experienced in many different ways. some examples are
feeling disconnected from your body, as if it didn’t belong to you
parts of your body feel like they’re not there/not yours
your surroundings don’t feel real, as if you’re in a play or in a video game
something about you and/or your surroundings doesn’t feel quite right, like something is off and you can’t pinpoint what it is
spacing out duing conversations
not recognising yourself in the mirror, or feeling like something is off about your reflection
everything slows down, sounds seem distant, reality feels like a movie
your surroundings feel a little more distant than normally; too distant to feel comfortable and too real to make you panic, so you just feel uncomfortable
these are just some examples what i can think of atm. also, sometimes these things only take a couple of seconds for me. sometimes i suddenly feel sick out of the blue because i don’t feel like a real person but then the feeling vanishes and im like “what was that” yea
Headcanons for the chocobros with a SO who has narcolepsy if that's okay?
Hi anon friend! I’ve been pondering on this request since I received it, which you know has been a long while… (sorry for the wait.) I’ve been trying to work on it on and off, but I always end up deleting my progress (not that I made much progress lol). I don’t think I’d be able to fulfill this request just because I do not know enough about narcolepsy to write an accurate headcanon/or story involving it. I don’t want to *trying to think of an appropriate word*…. condescend on narcolepsy? I don’t know. I can’t find the right word atm. Lol.
Basically what I’m trying to say, I don’t feel comfortable about writing this because I don’t want to offend anyone in anyway incase I get important information wrong. I hope you understand, love!
Here is a picture of Ignis being cute instead.
Requests will be open again once more really, really soon, so please do drop by with some more requests and I’ll be happy to do them!
I hate to use the word Hiatus, so let’s call it a mental health break. I have a lot going on in my personal life atm. I am moving, preparing for finals, working full time and to top it off my Bipolar is at its worse. I am not writing much and anytime i do it feels forced and I am usually not happy with how it turns out. I am not going to stop posting completely, I still have a few challenges I am a part of and like 5 more drabbles left to write for my 500 celebration. I will also be reading all those who write for my challenge.
Basically I am just not putting pressure on myself, if I write great, if I don’t thats ok too. Thank you all for understanding, feel free to still talk to me too!
*slams hands on desk* I’M GOING TO SEE TO IT THAT RUFFLED GETS UPDATED TODAY.
At least I hope. That’s the plan. I’m so close this chapter is just a few hundred words away from reaching the minimum word limit. I’m ready to update. Just need to reach that minimum. Then we’ll probably go to year 3 next chapter cause I’m ready to move on. Cause the deeper we go into the years, the closer we can get to the fluff. And more Veela stuff that will pop up as Adrien matures.
RoM and TWoL are ready to be updated but I’m going to hold off, probably will update tomorrow on RoM, TWoL a day after.
That just leaves working on LFP and boy, that is going to be a doozy of a chapter I can feel it.
I’m ready to go at it but at the same time I’m kinda nervous of what could happen. Cause everything is a mess atm, and you have Volpina joining the fray and just… oh boy. The Fox will be revealed. And will anything be resolved?
Perhaps not, cause Ch 10 I’m hoping to cover two akumas, one caused because emotional mess isn’t resolved. But we’ll just have to see, cause sometimes writing has no control and it doesn’t go as I expect. Like Copycat is a perfect example. I didn’t expect Copycat to be that big of an emotional mess. All I had down on a plan for Copycat was “Adrien” asking Marinettte out on a date. That’s it.
I thought that’d be it and I could perhaps include Puppeteer too.
So we’ll just have to see. But I can feel it, Volpina for sure is going to be a doozy chapter. And probably one of the longer chapters. With all the cover and focus on, I can see it easily being 20-30 pages in length.
telling a violent story vs using violence as a story
i really want to write this essay but as usual i don’t have the spoons for doing it justice so it’s pretty much just extemporaneous word dumping. anyway.
every story has a different tone about where they draw the line with violence and death. you can probably think of a lot of examples of both ends of the scale. there’s a misconception that being higher up on the violence/death end of the scale is more adult and more realistic, which ps is bullshit thanks bye. if anything it’s a sign of immaturity but that’s sort of beside the point atm.
the point i wanna make is this: it’s not a secret that i have strong feelings about killing off major or otherwise sympathetic characters. i have an opinion about this that differs from the majority in that i don’t like a character dying in order to motivate another character. it’s tacky. it’s cheap. it’s boring. it’s overdone. and a character can motivate another character while like. still being alive? weird right? live characters always present more options than dead ones. (obviously discussions of character death but also #rape mention ahead.)
For the poly ship thing I don't think I can or will ever get over IwaOiHina because man I love IwaOi and I love Hinata and it's just perfect
ヾ(０∀０*★)ﾟ*･.｡ friend same, this ship is a combination of sunshine and
the Power Couple of Angst and I too will never get over IwaOiHina
each have something they’re obsessed with, Oikawa’s obsession is aliens
and space, Iwaizumi’s Godzilla while Hinata is obsessed with dragons.
They all love volleyball with every fiber of their mind, body and soul
and they each love the excitement the other gets when they’re talking
about what they love. Hinata’s gotten really good at physics because of
Oikawa talking about aliens and space then explaining astrophysics to
Hinata which led Hinata to end up learning about physics more than he
expected to. Oikawa makes Hinata and Iwaizumi watch so many crappy alien
movies with Hinata making impressed crow noises at the effects because
they’re getting decent, Oikawa’ll talk about theories while the movie
plays and Iwaizumi will be resting his head on Oikawa’s lap with Hinata
smooshed between Iwa’s back and the couch (he’s sitting in between the
space??? I’m not sure how to describe this D:) with his legs over Iwa’s
waist, Oikawa’ll stroke Iwa’s hair and Hinata will be leaning over to
rest his head on Oikawa’s shoulder.
Iwaizumi and Oikawa have
watched so many movies with dragons in them for Hinata, they’ve
rewatched How To Train Your Dragon 1 and 2 over five times but its worth
it when you see how excited Hinata gets and how emotionally attached he
is to each character, Hinata has memorised most of the wiki information
on the dragons in httyd and moved on to researching different
mythologies and different types of dragons. Oikawa and Iwaizumi help a
lot when Hinata goes off about a certain type of dragon or differences
between dragons and how much he wishes he had a dragon if they were
THIS ONE COMMENT led Iwa to be so inspired that he draws.
So. Many. DRAGONS. With Hinata in the drawings and OIkawa there and
honestly, Iwaizumi’s art is gorgeous and he deserves an award, he gets
it when he sees Hinata freeze up and then tackle Iwaizumi to the ground
refusing to let him go while he kisses Iwa’s face left and right,
Oikawa’s dragged into it and they’re all a blushing, giggling mess on
the ground with Hinata having the biggest smile ever than melts Iwa and
LISTEN LISTEN, HINATA AND OIKAWA REINACTING
SCENES FROM GODZILLA TO ENTERTAIN IWA. They have so many onsies that
Oiks and Hinata wear, Hinata ends up on Oikawa’s shoulders and Oikawa
and Hinata make Godzilla noises while Oikawa stomps around the room,
going past Iwaizumi before Hinata jumps off Oiks and onto Iwaizumi.
CUDDLES ENSUES + EXTREME SMILES AND LAUGHTER.
Oikawa adore Natsu. Honestly whenever she comes over Hinata is happy to
see how much Natsu likes Iwa and Oikawa, she’ll often request that
Oikawa lift her up to be like a plane or for Iwaizumi to watch a movie
with her. Iwaizumi’s brothers already like Oikawa bc childhood friend
perks, but when they first met Hinata they were so surprised that Iwa
would be dating Hinata as well as Oiks, until Hinata gave them all a
crash course on polyamourous relationships with Oikawa in the background
giving them glares if they don’t accept their chibi-chan. Oikawa’s
older sister adores Hinata (and Natsu but shhh) and the two of them tend
to cook together considering Hinata can actually cook, not like Oikawa
or Iwaizumi - but tbh, Oikawa can cook basic stuff, but living off rice
and ramen is, apparently, not healthy so.
Natsu one day asking
if Iwaizumi can lift her and Hinata up and he does so pretty easily, its
funnier because Hinata’s squawking in surprise while Natsu giggles so
much and Oikawa takes so many pictures for future blackmailing purposes
(Iwaizumi has so many on Oiks and Hinata, its stressful) until
Natsu asks if Hinata can lift up Iwaizumi. To which Oikawa was 100000%
entranced to find out that Hinata, in fact, can lift up Iwaizumi. Bridal
style as well. Iwaizumi did yell out when Hinata carried him and he
started to tell Hinata that its bad for his back, Hinata only responds
by running while carrying Iwaizumi. Oikawa runs after them hysterical.
being really good at putting make up on because when he was younger, he
would watch loads of make up tutorials and then his sister got into it
and then, naturally, Iwaizumi got into it after Oikawa ran over to his
house in middle school when the winged liner on both his eyes were
totally even. A few years after high school did Iwaizumi start a youtube
channel for make up tutorials and designs, in them he has Oikawa and
later on Hinata joins and honestly, have you ever seen Hinata try to
stay still while Iwa tries to apply make up onto him?? Its a nightmare
but its cute watching him be fascinated with everything.
runs a vlog account and talks about volleyball, aliens, Hinata and
Iwaizumi, along with loads of discussions on important topics such as
the lgbt+ community (he has a series of videos explaining each part of
the community with everyone from hq!! to help expand on things),
feminism, politics (he makes fun of politics. Its hella amusing) and
runs an advice blog that Iwa helps with.
Hinata doesn’t have his
own youtube channel, instead is in so many of Oikawa and Iwaizumi’s
that its like he’s part of them anyways, and if there are videos of
Hinata as the main focus, its videos that are inspiring or uplifting.
BUT i have to say this, Hinata’s amazing at editing audio and videos and
is often the person who edits Iwaizumi and Oikawa’s videos before they
post them, depending on who’s video is being edited, that person will
cuddle Hinata while he edits. (hinata also gets bribed with food and
kisses to edit Oikawa’s videos first and a dragon plushie to edit
Iwaizumi’s videos first)
Hinata wears most of Iwaizumi’s hoodies
because they feel worn out and comfortable and warm, also because they
smell like Iwa and it makes Hinata feel calm and happy, Oikawa wears
Hinata’s t-shirts because they’re so dorky and the designs on them makes
Oiks amused so why not, Iwaizumi wears Oikawa’s sweatpants because they
are hella comfy and baggy and (he admits this begrudgingly) the fact
that the pant legs are longer means Iwa can slip them over his feet that
are pretty much cold 24/7. Iwa likes to bury his feet under either
Hinata or Oikawa to warm them up and Oikawa screams and jumps away from
the freezing things and refuses to have his butt used as a heating
mechanism while Hinata just squeaks and turns until he’s comfortable and
so that Iwa’s toes aren’t touching his skin, bc lets be real, Hinata
and Oikawa never wear long trousers at home, either skirts, shorts or
Also, magenta is very much Oikawa’s colour while grey is
very much Hinata’s and blue and black are Iwaizumi’s colour af. just
gonna put that out there
Lemme just say this, whenever Oikawa
feels extremely insecure or anxiety is being extremely shifty, Iwaizumi
and Hinata will do anything to make him feel better. Oikawa once ran out
of contacts and had to go out to the mall for something really
important and so had to go there with his glasses on bc Iwa and Hinata
had classes at the time. Oiks hates wearing his glasses, he hates how it
feels and how it makes him look and how it shows he’s a mess and it
ruins everything he’s trying to build about his image, when he comes
back with a new stock of contacts and everything he needed he just sits
and overanalyses everything, he saw too many people he knew at uni and
they all gave him this confused look, so many people from high school
that had strange expressions on when they saw him with glasses and it
hurts him inside more than he’ll admit. Hinata knows something is off
the second he’s in the apartment because of the atmosphere, it isn’t as
lively or energetic with Oikawa bouncing and tackling Hinata with a
demand for kisses in order to properly enter their apartment. Hinata
notices Oikawa’s glasses are on the ground askew and is immediately
worried because he knows Oikawa’s insecurities are horrible when he
starts to focus on them and by the way he hasn’t seen Oiks yet, he knew
Oikawa was going through a bad moment.
Hinata would call or text
Iwa to bring things that Oikawa love, so much milkbread, incense and
headphones while Hinata searches the apartment for an ipod that has
instrumental music - especially violin, hella calming audio ones - and
when Iwa comes home they light up the incense, prepare the living room
with a bunch of pillows and blankets and get a movie ready and walk into
Oikawa’s room, cuddling up to him and kissing him everywhere, Hinata’ll
kiss the nape of Oikawa’s neck and the juncture between his neck and
shoulder, Iwa’ll nudge Oikawa’s head with his nose and then kiss his
temple, when Oikawa looks up and sees Iwa wearing glasses he’s confused,
when he turns and sees Hinata wearing glasses as well he’s very very
The three of them end up back in the living room with
Iwa and Hinata making sure Oikawa knows he’s loved and that his
insecurities will never drive them away and that his insecurities are
100% valid because they make him worry and Iwa and Hinata’ll try and get
Oikawa’s mind off whatever made him upset even without saying actual
words. When Oikawa seems to be slightly cheered up theyll bring out the
And just, protect him, protect Oikawa Tooru.
（‐＾▽＾‐） this ask did not destroy me at all, at all, my feels are totally in check atm, totALly, anyways, I hope you like my attempt!!
i feel so happy and at peace with the way my life is atm, even though i know it’s unsustainable and i’m just being distracted from unresolved issues and need to get back into therapy and start taking better care of myself. like i could have got my script for hormones ages ago but instead i’ve been putting it off bc i don’t know how to do a good thing for myself, even when it comes to something i need like mones or not skipping my meds for a week and a half
((I mentioned this on artemis too but sorry for the lack of activity here, I can only find the muse to get a few replies in to somebody when they’re one liners. My creative energy has just been super duper low lately.
That said tho mutuals can always ask for my skype/discord (tho be warned i’ve been having issues with skype for months now) if you wanna chat about stuff))
Thank you everyone. It’ll get better, I know it.
We just have a lot on our plate atm with boyfriend and it’s strange to not -care- about anything. He’s been laid off and my job isn’t rainbows and sunshines so we’re going to move back to the UK and try to find something better. There aren’t many games studios in Ireland that look for folks like us.
The thing is I should feel something about the whole situation but I’m just numb, which doesn’t help because part of being a community manager is to be super aware of everything and enthusiastic and available. Right now I just want to do nothing.
why was yousef so sad at the end tho!?
he’s mood changed when even was mentioned idk if they had a thing maybe a love triangle between even, yousef and mikeal?? seems a bit of a reach. maybe he misses him and regrets how they left things cause it seems like even had a really bad episode and ran off instead of dealing with the fallout and maybe yousef contributed to it and feels bad?? It could go so many ways I have no idea what to think!
I’ll do a top 5 for songs and just my current favourite TV show because I have a lot to say about the show I’ve chosen:
1. Bojack Horseman. This show… I’m watching it again on Netflix (scrounging off my sister’s boyfriend because I’m a cheap ass). Anyway, it really speaks to me and there’s sometimes that I feel like it was made specifically for me. First, it’s animated and I love cartoons for a more mature demographic. Second, it can be funny and witty but can also have moments were the characters souls and troubles are just bared. It reminds me of myself in a way. From how it loves a good laugh and was made to entertain but just has those moments of highly personal one on one time between two people. It was made for someone who loves comedy but also finds life hard for themself even though others don’t think they should struggle with their position. If you love a colourful range of down to earth characters, each with a harrowing tale behind them, then you will love this show. I highly recommend it.
As I said, one TV show because I have a loot to write about my faves. Anyway, I’ll fly through the songs now:
1. The Clash- The Guns of Brixton
2. Adam and the Ants- Picasso Visita el Planeta de los Simios
3. Sex Pistols- Watcha Gonna do About it?
4. The Professionals- The Magnificent
5. Adam and the Ants- Plastic Surgery
Those five songs right now, I can’t go a day without listening to them.
i need to stop being so greedy bc it’s like ill just eat everything on my plate to the point where I’m licking the knife clean. its as if i feel like I’m missing out on something by not completely finishing it off and I’m sick of it tbh. i need to just stop eating when I’m satisfied but I just can’t seem to do this what is wrong with me fml fml fml tomorrow I’m gonna try so hard to listen to my body properly bc atm my brain keeps taking over