i just feel like buying presents for everyone

anonymous asked:

I don't wanna call it too soon but this is the CUTEST PHIL LS maybe ever. Can't wait for you to say a little on it (especially re his many verbal eyerolls at chat, and the cat paintings...)

ughhhh yes there were definitely so, so many cute little anecdotes and jokes, and a lot of interesting tidbits that i took note of while watching: 

  • he opens the show by saying that he “welcomes” people calling him dad and appreciates all the father’s day messages. amazing
  • he bought his own dad a tasting selection of jams and marmalades which immediately made me irate bc it sounds like the perf gift for my father except i would never think of it bc i’m not as creative as phil ugh. phil probs buys everyone the best presents and i’m envious of people who are good at that
  • i loled at the fact that some vintage family drama sent like nine of phil’s great uncles to australia why is that so funny. also hearing re-confirmation of just how huge phil’s family is was kind of refreshing
  • the whole centipede anecdote killed me omg jst the image of phil freaking out and calling dan into the room (whether it was in his bedroom or somewhere else, i don’t rly feel like weighing in on that debate) and then dan obviously proceeding to freak out even more than phil (which we can very vividly picture based on his reactions in the piece of art that is phil lester vs. praying mantis.) it was just such a cute story lmao, i loved the way that phil called the bug a creepy crawly and said, ‘dan’s not a fan of those creepy crawlies either’ ughghghghhh. and i love that phil is definitely forever and always going to be the designated bug-catcher in their house even though he’s scared of bugs too, jst bc dan is always too busy having an actual breakdown any time he sees an insect
  • the random interjection of him screaming ‘bear’ from the bear kayak video made me lol
  • when he’s talking about bryony’s cat paintings and says he and dan are the only ppl who like them, i like that they pretty much always share tastes in everything, be less conjoined pls 
  • him narrating his thought process when he bought the fairy light twigs: ‘what i need in my life is some light-up sticks’
  • his plan to change up the dresser trinkets for every video is interesting and referring to the setup as a ‘tableau’ lmao–as i’ve said multiple times i don’t believe this room is his primary living quarters so i def took this idea to change up the background every time he films as further confirmation that this room is basically a set 
  • martyn has been in a ‘plane incident’ at one point in his life, didn’t know that
  • the way he talked about louise’s baby was so cuteeeee, his huge grin, the way he immediately went into a higher pitched voice, cheeky suggesting ‘phil’ as a name and then saying philippa could be a boy’s name but getting a bit nervous to make the general point about not needing to gender names and just saying ‘i mean’ a lot and giggling. then his feigned indignation when someone suggested ‘daniel’ lol he’s cute
  • learning dil was pregnant made him want to ‘rip his face off’ ok calm down mate
  • the fidget spinner omg: the way that he needed to make clear that it was no ‘2 pound friend present’ lmao i read this as him jokingly being a bit salty that dan didn’t appreciate all of the time and effort and ‘good money’ he put into this loving and thoughtful gift ahhaha. it was jst such a comfortable and warm little comment i loved it. and i love that he thinks it’s beautiful bc of the colors and i was lit dying at the whole story of him lying on the floor and trying to show off to dan that he could balance it on his nose and then utterly failing. adds more context to the way that dan was so fond last week when he talked about phil injuring himself with it
  • he doesn’t like killing animals, and always finds a way to trap them and throw them outside 
  • when someone asks him to give them a nickname and he comes up with, ‘ma more like mars expedition’.. wtf he’s adorable
  • kath could ‘open a brownie farm’ PHIL PLS 
  • ‘stop calling me dad though bc it’s inappropriate,’ he says with a barely concealed smile as he complies with everyone’s wishes to clean them. why does he love being called dad i need to lie down 
  • traditional lester thing is to get fish and chips when they’re all together
  • his sheer excitement about wonder woman was amazing omg. ‘she kicks so much butt but she has a personality and more movies should be made with a woman as the main character like that’ yAS phil 
  • thoughts on chris pine: he originally jst says he’s ‘funny’ but then when someone in the chat says ‘chris pine is fricking hot,’ he basically agrees and adds that he is ‘distracting’ and ‘radiating out of his face … what is that face? how do you achieve such a face?’ fucking amazing.
  • he always finds coins that are from 1997 lmao only he would notice that and think it’s some secret conspiracy by the universe jst to fuck with him
  • this week’s beauty tips:
    • change your face wash every 3-4 months because your face gets used to it. also you might want your face to smell like something different (his face currently smells of tree sap)
    • don’t spray hair spray directly into your mouth bc it tastes really bad and probably isn’t good for your health
    • drink lots of water (again)
    • put tea bags on your eyes and the caffeine will make you feel more energized and also you’ll look beautiful with teabags on your eyes
  • i’m certain that phil giggling, ‘but they’ve seen it from space and it’s a globe!’ single-handedly debunked the flat earth conspiracy
  • he goes ‘poot’ when he sprays febreze,,,, jesus christ. also of course he had a vanilla cupcake scented air freshener once,,,, have i mentioned that i am so fucking in love with phil jesUS 
  • his spon of dan’s vid was interesting to me, he kind of seemed to think of it at the very last moment even after he’d said goodbye to a bunch of people, and focused more on sponning it than sponning his own vid or anything from the gaming channel. he said it was ‘very funny’ which i’ll admit only added to my confusion about the objective or intention of dan’s video bc it didn’t strike me as trying to be comedic in any way. i wonder if phil genuinely found it funny and what he liked about it hahah, i honestly would pay for him to give it an honest review
  • his lil meows at the end before he clicked out were v pure i adore him

ya i love phil, ik it’s breaking news to yall but i really, really do. his live shows are always exactly what i need and he makes me so happy 

(phil live show: giant centipede attack - 6.18.17)

anonymous asked:

Rfa+saeran hc how they cuddle/show affection?

Yay fluff – I had to this first because I need some fluff Im down today and Im also tired


  • Zen shows his affection with words he likes to praise you
  • He likes to cook for you sometimes.
  • A lot of kisses not just on the mouth he kisses the forehead, cheeks and your hands.
  • Zen is the type to just randomly pick you up
  • He needs a lot of affection so snuggles and cuddles you when ever he can.
  • Loves it when you randomly show him some affection like hugging him out of nowhere.
  • When he sits on the couch and you randomly sit on his lap he will not let you you.
  • If you are alone on the couch Zen will join you and cuddle up to you.
  • 24/7 attention seeker
  • In bed big spoon or small spoon cuddles what ever you like more he is fine either way as long he gets you to close to him


  • He is a bit shy at first but he will get over that.
  • For a while he will be holding hands as much as he can.
  • Cheek kisses and heavy blushing – also cooks for you.
  • He will stumble out compliments that are cute and cheesy - like your eyes are as bight as stars probably got them from Zen or a romance movie
  • When he feels more bold he will kiss you randomly -sometimes fails and kisses your nose or chin instead-
  • He likes when you hug him or hold him he will hug you back but it will take a bit till he gets himself to hug you or hold you tightly.
  • When you sit on his lap he will die.
  • Loves to cuddle once he gets used to you being that close to him – wants 24/7 cuddles and affection since he loves you so much.


  • She is not really used to cuddles or showing affection so she will give you compliments.
  • She compliments your clothes and she will always make sure that you eat and get enough rest mom mode tm
  • Jaehee will often text you and asks how you are.
  • When you had a bad day she will give you a back rub
  • You will have to be the one to start a cuddle session for a while Jaehee loves it when you cuddle her.
  • Specially when she had a hard day you then hug her and snuggle her till she forgets her worries.
  • The first time she cuddles you is when you watch a sad movie together but after that she gets more bold with that.
  • Cuddles every evening you sit with her on the couch and cuddle while talking or watching TV.
  • Hugs and kisses you when Jaehee feels like it soft kisses on the lips.
  • Likes it when you hold her hands it makes her feel save.


  • He buys you presents you have to tell him that that is not what you want
  • He makes you pancakes on the weekends.
  • Jumin gives you a lot of compliments full cheese from romance novels that he reads for research
  • - like every time you touch me I´m blessed by a angel- like what are you reading Jumin
  • He gives you nicknames and you give him nicknames you both make everyone cringe
  • He loves t when you sneak a kiss on his cheek.
  • Is is not the best to just cuddle you he probably has a schedule for it – he never hold to it though he ever ends up cuddling you the whole evening-
  • Likes it much more when you are just hugging him and tell him that you want to cuddle.
  • Forehead kisses and head rubs, neck rubs and chin rubs -I´m not a cat Jumin but I enjoy it so its okay-
  • When he comes home from work and you greet him with a smile he melts and forgets his stress right away.


  • Silly puns but really he is just nervous since he never really had anyone
  • He tries to give you compliments but he is like do you come here often -I live here -
  • His nicknames are puns or something cute like angel – but then he double uses the meaning in german what is fishrod – like you are my angel because you fished for my heart-
  • Pulls out the real classics like did it hurt when you fell from the sky - don´t hit him he is trying-
  • You hug him since he is a cute derp – he loves hugs-
  • He kisses you on the cheeks sometimes on the neck when he is playful
  • Sometimes gives you a hickey
  • Loves to cuddle you when you sleep together face to face.
  • Likes to make sure that you are still breathing
  • He makes you sandwiches when you forget to eat he tells you that you can´t do that – you remind him that he would starve without you-
  • When he feels bad you have to hug him and hold him close even when he tells you o leave him alone.
  • He loves attention so give him a lot.

Spoilers just in case-


  • He likes to stay close to you he needs to learn how to show affection.
  • He holds your hand and makes sure that you take care of yourself.
  • Saeran feels often guilty when you help him he feels like he is a burden.
  • He hugs you when he feels really bad after a nightmare.
  • Saeran will need time to be able to cuddle you its needs a great amount of trust from him.
  • He shares his ice cream with you and stumbles out nicknames.
  • When he is at the point to cuddle you he blushes a lot.
  • Loves to get hugs
  • He will hold hands in public with you when he gets insecure.
  • Cuddles on the couch or in bed likes to be small spoon he feels more save that way.

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Manic Depression

Monday- Shit it’s Monday, man my car is a piece of shit. My boyfriend hasn’t texted me yet. Ah, my project isn’t due til Thursday, it can wait. Man I’ve gained some weight. My hair is awful. I’m breaking out. I don’t want to do anything.

Tuesday-FUCK FUCK FUCK the project was due last night. Aw my boyfriends the sweetest. My roommate is my best friend and I love her.  

Wednesday- I don’t care about anything. I could literally just spontaneously explode and I would be okay with it. What does this life have to offer me anyway. It’s all just a mess. A whole bunch of human-made ideas that we live our daily lives around. Plus I’m failing my classes, my cars a piece of shit, I’m going nowhere. I don’t know what I want. Fuck I have no money.

Thursday-Skip class. Pretend like I didn’t have class in the first place to everyone else because I’m ashamed that I’m failing. Sleep in. Go to work. Not present at work. Mind is traveling to dark places. Get off work, turn up the music to drown out the thoughts. But end up crying all the way home.

Friday-  Just vented to my friend, man life is great! it’s so beautiful, I can do anything! I’m gonna dance, blare music, make jewelry, watch movies… I have like 60 bucks, I’m gonna get a haircut, and buy some nail polish and paint my nails! I deserve to feel beautiful.

Saturday-  I’m feeling like shit. Wha'ts wrong with me. Does anyone else think like I do? I feel alone. I don’t feel understood. I don’t feel connected to anything. I don’t give a shit. I’m a failure. I need gas in my car, but I spent my money on a haircut. Everytime I’m in a great mood I act like everything is limitless, and it fucks me over. I hear the train and I think about a quick death. It sounds welcoming. Why do I feel so disconnected with dying? Normal people don’t even consider this. I must be crazy. My haircut is too short. I look like a boy.

Sunday- I don’t really feel like talking. I’m fine. I’m in my body, but not present in my surroundings. I just want to sleep. I’m exhausted. I’m always running to nowhere, so I may as well not do anything. Just going with the flow. Whatever. None of this matters anyway. I’m here for a reason, right?

As a person dealing with Manic Depression. High emotions, whether positive or negative can have negative results, but when I’m in the middle it feels stagnant. My daily life is a constant battle. I’m never satisfied.

NCT 127: Boyfriend Doyoung
  • I’ve been waiting for so long to do this one bless
  • so he’s a lil difficult bc I feel like he’d want to stay in denial when it comes to having feelings
  • bc man………..you already know the members and the kids are gonna make so much fun of him when they find out he caught feelings yikes
  • so even around you he’d start acting nervous and omfg his eyes would widen even more when you brush up against him or show any skinship even if you’e always felt comfortable around him
  • when you confront him about his weird af behavior he’s like 
  • “?? where? who? …………so anyway did I mention Yuta is a lil bitch for talking about my hair toda-”
  • he just needs to see some signs that you actually like him back ahshsjdk!!!!!!
  • you know that thing he does when he laughs like a dork and he can’t help but show his bunny teeth and eye smile and he just kinda blushes in embarrassment 
  • yeah that’s exactly what you’ll be seeing when you tell him you liked him tooooooo or you went ahead and risked it all and said I love you damn binch same
  • don’t be surprised if he asked if it was okay to keep your relationship kinda secret from the other members lmao
  • but then you know what he’s like………he’s just itching for that shock value and having everyone shut tf up about you and him for once
  • plus he just needs to brag like he can’t help it I mean you’re all his wow
  • ughhh it feels so good now that he doesn’t have to hide his affection for you in front of anyone that matters to him
  • bc he’ll probably coddle you forever if he could aw
  • ngl he really is a sweetheart he’s full of surprises and you never know what to expect from him
  • like he’s the ‘traditional, buying you flowers every week, taking you to fancy dates around the city, spoiling you w/ little presents literally every chance he gets’ kinda boyfriend 
  • but also he’s your best friend and he’s that one person that you could tell literally everything to
  • he pretends to be mad when you take his clothes but he’s dying on the inside he loves that shit pls keep doing it
  • you can’t even get sassy w/ him if yall are ever fighting bc one of you will end up laughing and it’s just gonna get worse from there bruh
  • brings up irrelevant stuff when he can’t think of anything else to say
  • “so ur not going to propose”
  • “………………wait”
  • look just don’t fight w/ him he’s so petty
  • begs you to feed him food bc it’s what couples do and he’ll pout if you don’t
  • every love song that comes on the radio will automatically make him mumble your name and smile what a fuccin dork
  • I want this w him ahsjdkkansnf
  • he likes it when your nails get long and start tapping on everything………not bc he likes it when you pull on his hair and scratch his neck and back when yall makeout yeah I’ll just leave 
  • he’ll roast the other boys for you if they ever dared to be savage
  • which isn’t often tbh they’ll usually leave yall alone bc ew clingyness
  •  he’s all over you if he feels just a little bit of jealousy in his tummy
  • arms wrapped your shoulders, lips pressed to your cheek and neck, him warily eyeing everyone w/ his bunny expression
  • takes you out to the park often and feeds you cute lil fruit bites that he cut up earlier 
  • Doyoung lets you drag him anywhere if you’re excited about something
  • like he just smiles like a dork the whole time w/ you dragging his arm and jumping up and down excitedly omfg he’ll keep staring at you “y/n stop being cute we’re in public and that’s my job…………..”
  • the ONLY time he’s ok w/ pda tbfh…..unless no one’s watching ofc 
  • pretends like he hates it when you call him cute but really he’s just (◕‿◕✿)
  • so yeah ummmmm pls treat this bunny w care and love him for me 💛

Originally posted by taesyong

What if you knew the date of your death day? (Jughead Jones imagine)

It’s little bit different from other imagines and not gonna lie, while I wrote this I cried a little. But anyways I hope you enjoy!

WARNINGS: death (sorry guys, not all stories have happy ending), a little bit of fantasy

What if you knew the date of your death day? It would be on your skin - tattooed and always by your side. No way to hide it and no way to hide from death. And this is me, (Y/N), living in age where you can’t hide from death.
Every day as I grew up, parents would tell how I need to ignore it or how I need to live by present day. And I’m still trying to do that. Sometimes it’s like your secret that everyone has, just with different numbers. Someone will live long and beautiful life and someone won’t.
Lately I live with fear, feeling that I should do much more than I do now. Maybe buy flight tickets and finally to see Italy or Australia. I’ve never felt like this before, I’ve never felt like it would be my last day.
As I walked in my room, I decided to see my date of death. I slowly lifted up my t-shirt and with every move I felt anxious and scared. Under my bra I looked at the date and saw numbers 2017-04-18. One day until my heart is going to stop beating. I felt tears forming in my eyes, my whole body felt so heavy, I just crumbled down on the floor and sob left my mouth.
The first human who popped in my head was my sweetly weird boyfriend Jughead. The only thing that I want to see now is he. His touch and his voice.
I picked my phone and called Jughead. After few beeps he finally answered.
“Hey, what’s up?” Jughead said.
“Hey, Juggy. Are you busy?"My voice started to shake like I was going to cry again.
"N-no, is everything okay?” I heard worried Jugs voice.
“I really need you right now”
“I’ll be at your place in few minutes”
After our small conversation I looked up at the ceiling trying to control my tears. My leg started to move nervously as I tried to calm down. I’m looking like a huge mess right now and I don’t have any strength to change that.
Jughead without any knocking on the door walked in room and looked down at me. He suddenly kneeled down and cupped my face with his hands.
“(Y/N)? What’s going on?” He started to stroke my cheek with his thumb. I looked up at him and tried to say something, but I couldn’t. Jughead wrapped my body with his hands and pressed to his body. A smell of him was like home from me. Every time, when I was with Jughead I felt like in home, I felt loved. His hands slowly stroked my back.
“I need to show you this, because I can’t even say word who describes this situation” I said with shaky voice. He looked at me worried as I lifted up my t-shirt and I showed him my date.
“No, no. I can’t believe this. Not now, (Y/N). Maybe there is some way? Actually I heard that not all of people died based on their date. They lived happily until their last breath, this is-” Jughead started to freak out and it hurt me only seeing how he is already reacting. I took his hand kissed it.
“There is nothing we can do, Juggy. It hurts so damn much only seeing you like this, but I want to enjoy your company for the last 24hours.” I kissed his lips and after our kiss broke I stood up and walked with to the bed. I lay into his arms and putted my head on his chest. I felt how painfully he was breathing, just like me and I couldn’t do anything even if I want to.
I felt his lips pressing to my forehead. I looked up at him and just appreciated his face features and how stunningly beautiful he is. His greenish-blue eyes were so sad, but still warmest thing I ever seen. And his lips is one of my favorite things, because every time he kisses me I feel butterflies like it would be the first time, I feel loved. Only thinking of this I felt tear rolling down my face.
“Don’t cry, hun’” he whipped my tear off making me smile slightly. But after few seconds I saw his eyes shining, like he is going to cry. Jughead suddenly closed his eyes and pressed me by his body harder. I l leaned in to his face and kissed him deeply. It turned out in to make out session and non of us minded this. It felt like he wants to remember my lips, every part of it.
“I love you so much” his voice became shaky.“This isn’t fear”
“I’ll always be by your side, Juggy. Just promise me that you won’t be more distant from people, that you will follow your dreams, but most of all - be yourself, Jughead Jones the third” I smiled and kissed him one more time.
“I-I-I will. I wish I could something for you” He looked at me sadly.
“You already did so many things for me. You make me feel everyday loved and the luckiest girl in the world. I don’t need anything more from you”

On the April 18th everything stopped. (Y/N) couldn’t breathe anymore, her heart didn’t beat anymore, but not for Jughead. Jughead tried imagine how she is laughing from his jokes or sarcastic comments to others. Every moment passed by his eyes and all he wanted was to runaway with her.
Jughead lifted up his shirt and looked at his hip where was his date.

Puppy #9

Originally posted by arkysal

Word count: 706

Warnings: This one is ought to be pure fluff :D

Author’s note: Heyho I am back with a supernatural prompt again :)

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Exo reaction to their gf giving them a big birthday surprise


“Oml what’s happening.. why are there so many balloons??!”


*smiles when his eyes lay upon the whole table covered in chicken*


*so shocked that he got scared and started crying*
“why would you sneak up on me like that?”


*blushing up, feeling a warmth of happiness*
“you really did this for me?”


*shocked puppy is shocked*


*acts surprised like he had no idea for your satisfaction and everyone else you invited, but after they leave he’ll tell you the truth*
“sorry (y/n) can’t hide stuff from me”


*party hard*


*actually so shocked, he wasn’t even expecting it, tbh he didn’t relize it was his birthday*
“oh whos birthday is it?… mine?!…omg”


*there is no present his money can’t buy, so just you being there is good enough*


*shocked, scared, doesn’t know what’s happening*
“maybe if i stay still, they’ll stop”


*just so happy that you remembered and even threw a party*


*you know this awkward little flower pot doesn’t like big parties, so you invite only his closets friends over for a calming game night, and everyone has a good time*

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Christmas Pt. 2

A/N: A lot of you guys loved part 1, so here it is! Part 2! I wrote this for you, so enjoy Christmas with Shawn:) If you haven’t read part 1 yet, you can read it here.


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“Sure let’s give some presents now.” Shawn’s mum says, “Who wants to give one first?”

Aaliyah didn’t hear this though, as she is busy already opening her many presents from Santa and nearly crying with happiness every time she rips off the paper and saw what she’s been given. “Mum look!!!  How did he know what I wanted?”

“He just does.” Shawn replies winking at you, “He’s magical.” Everyone has a massive smile on their face and you know that this day will truly be magical.

“Can I give one?” You ask politely.

“Of course!” responds Shawn’s mum, glancing over at the Christmas tree and wondering which present you will go and get to give to someone.

You wonder where Shawn’s dad has gone, but you then realise from the smell that he has gone to cook a delightful breakfast, with bacon and sausages and more - a traditional English breakfast chosen especially for Shawn’s British mum.

“This one is for my amazing boyfriend, Shawn.” You say as you laugh.

 “Wowww, Y/N I love the sarcasm.” And you both crack up laughing for no reason. You always find the weirdest things to laugh about that no one else understands, and sometimes you don’t either. It’s a special connection that you both have no one can deny. You go over to the tree and surprise everyone by revealing a large hidden present that was behind the sofa.

Shawn looks incredibly shocked and excited to find out what you’ve bought him. “I’m so excited!” Shawn speaks his mind.

“Go on then, open it!” You say in anticipation, looking forward to Shawn’s reaction.

He rapidly rips the paper off of the plain brown cardboard box underneath, and the curious look on Shawn’s face is clearly visible to everyone in the room. He opens the flaps and actually gasps out loud.

“No you didn’t! Y/N! I love it so much!” Shawn looks so amazed that you managed to buy this for him.

“What is it? Shawn please show us!” He hasn’t even got it out of the box yet for the others to see; he just runs over to you and picks you up in a tight and loving embrace. He hugs you for what feels like 2 years and passionately kisses you, and then runs back over to where the present is and lifts it out of its box so carefully it could be a new-born baby.

“Surprise, surprise, it’s a new guitar!” Shawn looks at it analysing every inch of it and Aaliyah rolls her eyes, clearly unimpressed.

“Why do you need ANOTHER guitar?” Aaliyah laughs and gets back to the opening of her own presents. She doesn’t understand Shawn’s excitement.

“Because music is my passion, and you can never have too many guitars.” Shawn replies defensively.

“I’m so happy you like it, Shawn, I designed it for you.” You state and Shawn looks up joyfully at you.

“No wayyyy, it’s amazing. Thank you darling.” Shawn says with the largest grin ever displayed on his face.

“You are very welcome.” You answer and walk over to him to kiss him, but remember his sister and mum are in the room, so you settle for a large hug.

“Now it’s my turn to give you yours.” Shawn pronounces and heads over to the Christmas tree to get your main present. The butterflies are back and the fly around in your stomach whilst you wait to find out what your loving boyfriend has picked out for you this year. “There you go, Y/N. I hope you love it.”

It’s a beautiful, smaller sized wrapped purple box with ribbon around it and little flowers on it. “I love the box already I would be happy with that as my present!” You say and laugh, feeling slightly overwhelmed by everything.

“Hahaha come on Y/N, I’m dying for you to open it!” Shawn says whilst playing with the hem of his t-shirt.

“Ok sorry.” You reply, both of you grinning at each other. You slowly undo the ribbon, and then take the lid off of the box holding your breath at the same time.

You start crying, you don’t know why, but it’s just beautiful. Shawn is looking at you and he looks very anxious. 

“Oh no, I’m really sorry do you not like it?” He sounds as though he is freaking out a bit.

“No no no… Shawn, it’s the most breath-taking necklace I’ve ever seen!” You answer, laughing in between sobs.

“Oh my god, you do?! You scared me so much you silly thing, come here!” He pulls you in close to his chest, so you breathe in his scent and try to return to your normal state.

Shawn’s dad comes into the room with plates full scrambled eggs, bacon, toast and more. “What on Earth did I miss?” Everyone starts laughing hysterically again, and you don’t know why but it just seems like a thing with this family. 

“Oooo, Y/N, what did Shawn buy you?” Aaliyah asks, her attention suddenly back to everyone in the room.

“He got me this.” You lovingly show everyone the beautiful necklace. It’s a rose gold colour, and it says your name in a beautiful typeface. “Thank you, Shawn. I love it so much, and I love you so much more.”

Shawn blushes and responds, “You will never know, and I will never be able to explain how much I love you. Ever.”

A/N: Again, I am really sorry if there are any spelling mistakes or anything lol :/ Thank you for reading, and you can send requests here!

Calum would feel pretty guilty for not being at home most part of the year. He’d feel like everytime he comes back he’d have to create a bond all over again with his kids. So for before Christmas this year, he’d ask you to have an afternoon with his little boy and girl while you went out with some friends. The moment you left the house, he’d go running to the kids who were sitting in front of the tv and be all like ’who wants to try to look for what mommy got us?’ You see, there were gifts that were brought by Santa at house, but there were gifts you liked to buy to everyone just to let them know how much they mean to you. So all afternoon, I feel like Calum would go around every corner of your house trying to find the present, being followed by two very giggling toddlers who were really just excited to be spending some time playing with their daddy. By the time you got back to your house, you’d find the three of them collapsed in your living room. Your babies would have their heads resting on Calum’s chest lightly sleeping with smiles on their faces and Calum would turn his head to you happiness and excitement all over his face, just like a kid. ’We’ve had so much fun babe!!’ And honestly, you weren’t even mad they’ve found your gifts.

11 things I learned before turning 20

1. Don’t rush into anything whether it’s projects, careers, growing up, relationships (especially relationships) because it’s never going to end well. Take it slow and everything will be fine

2. Stop doing drugs it’s seriously not cool. You are going to regret taking that line of cocaine even though you live and breathe the feeling of an ungodly amount espresso shots

3. Be present. Don’t detach, don’t depersonalize, don’t remove yourself. Keep your eyes wide

4. Take more naps, just do it

5. You are SANE! Your thoughts are everywhere you can’t make sense of it, it literally seems like you’re crazy. You are just confused as everyone else. Chill out take some deep breaths and go look at pictures of puppies

6. Take care of yourself and be healthy. I know it seems like a lot because you are lazy but it’s worth it in the long run

7. Buy more vinyls, sunflowers, and iced coffee. The simple things make you the happiest

8. Boys suck and they’re so mean but you’re so young you have so much ahead of you. Don’t get blinded by how much you like that one boy down the street. He’s going to make you leave his house, not walk you to the door but make you walk yourself out the backyard gate, smoke all your weed, and keep your bong during winter break. You’re going to sit in silence because he doesn’t want to make an effort to at least be friends You’re going to sit there and think it’s totally okay when it’s not

9. Take your birth control on time.. Please just do it. It’s not fun spending money on plan b pills and pregnancy tests

10. Start doing things that will benefit your future. It seems impossible when you have big dreams but the small ones count just as much as the big ones

11. You are a sad girl but that it’s okay. There’s so much room to grow and start to radiate happiness, even though it seems like it’ll never happen. It’s there deep deep down inside. The people you surround yourself with bring out the best of it

The Best Gift I’ve Ever Known (Sequel to “So Live Another Day”)

Request- Could you PLEASE to a part two to So Live Another Day??? That Was art!!

“Do you think she’ll like it?” I whispered, smiling to Fredo.

“Dude, you bought Y/N a Rolls Royce. I think she’ll be the slightest bit impressed with you.” He giggled, patting me on the back.

“I just feel like I owe her the world after what she did for me two years ago. Can you believe it? I’m with Y/N two years and we’ve not had one single argument.”

“Knock on wood. I just argued with her last week because she stole my Oreos.” Fredo joked.

“Actually, I did that and blamed Y/N. The Rolls Royce is kind of a ‘I’m sorry you had to take the blame for me’ gift as well as a birthday gift.’” I said shamefully.

“Well if that’s all it takes to get a sports car, allow me to take the blame for you more often.”

“No way. Sports cars are for my baby. You wanna take the blame for me? Cool, you get a mix cd.”

“Gee, such a good friend.”

My phone whistled in my pocket. It was a text from Kendall.

K: Do you want me to take Y/N out for the day so you guys have time to set up the party?

I smiled.

J: Sounds perfect. Need to make this her best day ever.

“Alright, dude. We should head over to The Loft and set up.” I suggested, hopping into my car.

“Can’t we take the Rolls Royce?” Fredo groaned.

“Hell no. I’m having drivers deliver it to The Loft at the party. I don’t want anything happening to this car.”

“JB, you do realize cars are meant to drive with, right?”

“If I see that car out on the freeway, the only person that should be sitting in the driver’s seat is a pretty little lady I call my princess. Got it? Now get in.” I scolded.

“Tell Y/N to get you a leash.”


Hailey and Y/N’s best friend Lauren were meeting us there to set up. I was so nervous for this entire night, and it wasn’t even mine. The amount of pressure that I’ve given myself here is ridiculous. Y/N saved my life, and how is it even possible to repay her after that?

“Justin, small problem.” Lauren squealed nervously.

“Problem? Laur, there can’t be any problems. It’s the most important night of Y/N’s life.”

“Dude, it’s her birthday she’ll have ninety more. Maybe two more with your prissy ass once she realizes the hell you’re putting us through.” Hailey teased.

“What’s the problem?”

“Well, the cake flavor is right. But I’ve known Y/N my whole life, and I’d think she’d tell me if her real name was Robbie.”

“What are you talking about?”

Lauren wheeled the cake over to me. It read “Happy 2nd Birthday Robbie!”

“SHIT!” I yelled.

“Fredo, now’s the time to help me out.” I rushed towards him.

“I need you to go down to the bakery on Sunset Blvd. They mixed up Y/N’s cake and she’s gonna be here in three hours!”

“Okay, first of all, breathe.” Fredo mentioned, holding my shoulders.

“Second, I’m on it. I’m sure they can bake another cake in less than three hours. Relax, we all love Y/N and we’re doing our best. Whatever happens, she’s going to love it.”

“Thanks, now please get a new cake.”

Once Fredo left, I walked into the dance hall to see Hailey attempting to hang balloons.

“Well, if this whole modeling thing doesn’t work out, you may just have a huge career in interior design.”

Hailey smirked at me from the ladder.

“And if this whole singing thing doesn’t work out, you may just have a huge career in prison.”

“Ooh, Hails. That one hurt.” I joked, putting a hand to my chest.

Hailey stepped down from the ladder to admire her work.

“Damn, you’re right. I am good.”

“Yes. For once, you got her favorite colors right.”

“Okay, so…” Hailey faced me and smiled.

“What did you get Y/N, Mr. Romance?” She raised her eyebrows hopefully.

“Don’t tell her, please.” I begged.


“Two guys are delivering a Rolls Royce at midnight.”

“Justin! That’s crazy! But I don’t see what’s so romantic about that.”

“A Rolls Royce…filled with rose petals.”

Jesus, how do you do it?” She teased. “That’s crazy romantic.”

“I just hope she’ll like it and appreciate it.” I looked down at the ground. “You know…after all she did for me.”

“Hey,” Hailey reassured.

“You know Y/N. And you know she will love and appreciate this more than words can say. She’s gonna hug you and kiss you and tell you to take it back because it’s all too much. But the only thing that matters, is you letting her know how much you mean to her. Trust me, Jay. She will be incredibly appreciative.”

“Everyone keeps telling me to stop worrying but I just can’t.”

“Maybe it’s because you only ever listen to Y/N. It doesn’t matter what we say as long as Y/N agrees.” Hailey smirked.


By the time all of Y/N’s friends had arrived, I was shaking uncontrollably. Damn, I just wanted her to get here before I lost my mind.

Kendall called to tell me they had pulled into the club. Lauren shut the lights off and everybody hid. I could’ve peed I was so nervous. Once we heard the door open, everybody jumped up and surprised Y/N. Fredo, catching the whole thing on video, zoomed in on her adorable reaction.

“Oh, my God!” She squealed.

I smiled and wiggled my way out of the crowd. Y/N met my eyes and started crying. She looked amazing, by the way. Her orange dress matched the entire party. I smiled widely and engulfed Y/N into my arms.

“Happy birthday, babygirl. You deserve every single second of it.” I spun her around as everyone “awed”.

“Justin, this is amazing. You’re amazing. I can’t believe you did this for me it’s incredible.”

“I’d do anything for you. I hope you like it, though. I was so nervous.”

“He literally was freaking out, screaming at all of us and shit. This boy loves you insanely.” Hailey peeped from my shoulder as Y/N laughed.

“Well, I love it. And I’m so grateful for this and you.” She nuzzled her head into my neck.


Once Y/N was done teasing the hell out of me on the dance floor, everyone gave her their presents. Kendall basically bought her the entire Victoria’s Secret store, (a gift for the both of us, really.)

“Everybody, listen up, if I could have your attention! I know I’ve pushed a lot of my friends real long and hard today to make this party as perfect as Y/N is, but I just want to say thank you for all of your hard work. I know Y/N means as much to you guys as she does to me. But the gifts aren’t over yet, and if you could all follow me outside that would be great.”

I grabbed a confused Y/N’s hand as everyone follows us towards the lot. Once everyone was out the door, the driver drove in the Rolls Royce. Y/N looked absolutely speechless, as did everyone else. She covered her mouth with her hand.

“Dude…how much did this cost?” She looked up at me.

“It doesn’t matter. You gave me the best gift I’ve ever known. You gave me purpose to move forward in life. I will forever keep repaying you for that. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t exist today. So, from me to you, happy birthday. And thank you for loving me almost as much as I love you.”

“I have no idea what to say…”

“Just say you love me and get in the driver’s seat.”

“I love you, Justin Bieber. Thank you so much.” She climbed into the driver’s seat as I climbed in the passenger seat.

Thanking everyone, we drove off from the party.

“How does it feel?” I asked, Y/N.

“What? Being 22? Kinda like being 21.” She joked.

“No, baby I mean the car.”

“Not as good as being 22 that’s for sure.” She teased.

“I’m just kidding. I love it. It feels amazing. You’re literally the best boyfriend in the world.”

“If you must know, I only buy you these things so nobody can compete with me.” I joked, throwing my hands behind my head.

“Wow. I guess that means you don’t want a fashion show of all of Kendall’s presents when we get home?”

“Ooh, woman. You are good.”

So, my sister’s birthday is coming up in a little over a week and for once, I’m really glad that we agreed to not bother with presents for each other anymore. It kind of takes the fun out of it, but I don’t know. I feel like it gets harder and harder to buy gifts for people as everyone gets older. Maybe it’s because we can get what we want for ourselves or we’re just not into asking for outrageous things like when we were kids, but I feel awful making a birthday wishlist. I can’t be the only one who continuously requests socks, right?

anonymous asked:

So as a white person is it wrong for me to feel upset when people say that they hate all whites or that all white people suck or something. Should I just suck it up and move on because I know that a lot of white people did really shitty things but I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. (Sorry if this comes across the wrong way)

Being white doesn’t stop you from having emotions and shit man. You have no reason to take responsibility for other people’s actions, especially if no other races has to. Regardless, we would all do better to focus on the present… That whole “well white people did xyz” thing is a cop-out excuse to treat other people like shit man, I wouldn’t buy into it if I were you. Honestly, it all boils down to “Treat other people the way you’d like to be treated”, we all learned this in kindergarten. Just because some people seem to have forgotten about that, doesn’t mean you have to too, and stand there while people fuck with you. Everyone gets a base level of respect, you’re not wrong in feeling some type of way about people being little bitches, especially when it’s coming from hypocritical fucking race baiters.


DEEPLY MOVED BY LAY! Part 3 (fan accounts)

Translated this account from a staff of zhangyixing baidu bar who was studying abroad in Korea and was the frontline person to deliver Lay’s birthday presents and cake

Here are some excerpts that really moved me:

[…When I came out of the taxi, it was already 9:48pm (they were supposed to meet at 9). There were only 3 people waiting for stars outside the SM building. Hoping that maybe Lay was still practicing, I sat on the other side of the SM building while I waited. Suddenly a girl came over and asked me in Chinese “I see that you are holding a cake, are you waiting for Lay as well?” I said yes. So we waited for him together while we chatted about how we became Lay’s fan. I was more envious of her, she said she started liking Lay while she was waiting for other stars. She came here often, last time she saw Lay was 3 months ago. She asked me how long have I known Lay, embarrassed, I told her that even though I had connections with him for being the forum staff, I haven’t seen him in person yet, and he doesn’t know who I am.

It was already 10:30pm, a guy came out from SM’s back door. Lay? He saw us and smiled, I knew it was him. In order to get Lay’s attention, I started speaking in Changsha dialect, Lay seemed really happy “Ah, hometown dialect. It feels really good to hear hometown dialect in Korea.” He then said that the presents and cake are too heavy for us to carry so he’ll carry them. He first helped carry the other girl’s, then he carried mine. He kept on repeating words of thanks, and joked that he was worried that he won’t be able to eat cake, but he didn’t know that he would receive two today. Then we started chatting.

Lay: “How long has it been since I saw you last time? 1 month? 2 months?”

Other girl: “no, it’s been 3 months.”

Lay: “really, I feel like it hasn’t been that long”

Other girl: “see, I have been on vacation for 2 months, now it’s already 1 month into a new semester…”

Lay: “I came at 9:00pm by the building front, nobody was here, so I thought maybe you were late. Then I waited 5 min there, also went to the front door and opened it, there were still no one there, so I went back to the studio to practice dance for a little while. Later I came out and still there were nobody here, so I left. Halfway home, I was worried that you guys might’ve came late and could be waiting for me, so I came back to the company again…”

Embarrassed, I told him about my problem with the lost taxi driver, and said “aiya, I’m really embarrassed…” I felt that I didn’t have enough reasons to continue explaining myself. I’m really sorry that I made you worried, Lay.
Lay: “alright, let’s go to that convenience store, we can’t stand here for too long…”

Then we chatted while we walked over to a convenience store close by the SM building, and went up to the balcony. The stairway to the balcony was very narrow, Lay walked behind us, when we walked up the stairs he repeatedly told us to be careful and don’t fall down. I started telling him about the things being discussed right now on his forum. While signing autographs, Lay apologized, “my handwriting isn’t really that great. I don’t know what to write, I only know how to sign my name.” In order to make him feel less worried about everybody judging him on his handwriting, I joked “we liked you for so long, we all know what your handwriting looks like. hahaha, it’s alright.” Later we took some pictures, and I asked him about his health (note: Lay has a coagulation/bleeding disorder, it was revealed in one of the essays he wrote back in the days). Lay actually said “Before I was feeling a little too exhausted, but the problem wasn’t too serious, it was because I danced for too long. After I rested for a week, now I’m all back to normal, so I started practicing little by little again.” I didn’t know what to say, so I said “when you are away from home, your health is the most important. you need to take good care of yourself, don’t get injured again.”


In the middle of our chat, I got a text from TangTang telling me to treat Lay to a meal and that they will reimburse me. He saw the text and laughed “I really didn’t expect you all to prepare these presents for me. I feel very content with the cake already. Before when I celebrated my birthday, I just had dinner with my grandparents. Today you guys gave me so many gifts, I am really really really thankful. Right now I don’t have any money, if I had money I would treat you guys to a meal. It wouldn’t be that you guys are discussing about treating me to a meal. I really want to apologize, to receive all these presents from you guys, but I cannot give you anything in return. How about I buy you some soda? I can still afford sodas.” Of course I told him it’s alright, that he didn’t have to buy me soda. In Korea, a bottle of soda is quite expensive, just a can is around 6rmb. Right now he hasn’t debuted, so he doesn’t have any sources of income. I don’t even buy sodas myself often because I feel like they are too expensive. After chatting with him, I really felt like he was extraordinary. Presents are just necessary gifts, it’s not like they are being given everyday, today is his birthday after all! He just looked so genuinely appreciative, and kept saying thanks repeatedly. I told Lay “These presents are just here to show you our support, it’s really nothing. You know everyone is just waiting for you to debut soon.” He smiled happily and said “Me too, I hope I can debut soon.”


Afterwards, we told him happy birthday and walked down the stairs from the balcony and parted to our separate ways. Before we became 2 meters part, Lay suddenly turned around and spoke loudly to us “Be careful when you guys go home. I hope you guys will be be forever cheerful, content, and happy. Today, thank you guys very much.”]

source: zms_zjy@baidu, love-exo.tumblr.com