i just don't like the way it makes me feel

my least favorite thing is where I don’t intentionally procrastinate and instead just suddenly find out that I totally didn’t do the thing and it is now too late

I hate that thing

  • Isak: Making my way downtown walking fast
  • Emma: Oh hey, Isak!
  • Isak: Fucking sprinting
I will never let you go...

Sometimes I wake up at night thinking about the way Louis hugs Harry.
Like really hugs him!

The way he holds his back so tight with his hand.
Just holds it there for a while.. 

Then presses his thumb down hard… 

It’s like he’s saying “I’m here. Do you feel me? You are safe with me….

…I will never let you go…”.

And once you realize it’s always his right hand digging into Harry’s skin…
His right arm above his left. The same arm he’s got his rope tattooed on.
The arm where his compass is marked permanently into his skin…

So that press of his thumb is kind of like him saying “My rope will keep your anchor steady. My compass will guide your ship safely to shore.
I’m right here. I will never let you go”.

And that fucks me up a little to be honest…..

No lie, despite all the bad things Ardyn did to me and my friends I didn’t hate him as much as I hated him in chapter 13 for MAKING ME SUFFER THROUGH THIS TEDIOUS AND LONG-ASS DUNGEON ALL THE WHILE MOCKING ME THRU THE INTERCOM LIKE SOME YOUTUBE PRANKSTER AND LAUGHING EVERY TIME I GET TRICKED BY HIS STUPID ILLUSIONS OR TRAPS GOD DAMN YOU YOU SON OF A BITC

I’m so glad mickey was found wrongly convicted and was given a retrial and found NOT guilty

I do think it’s a bit odd how he wants to live in Mexico but hey maybe he’s tired of Chicago 

i know there’s nothing wrong with being almost 20 and never been kissed or on a date, i know that, but god it feels awful.

even an awkward kiss or date in high school would make me feel better. hell even just having someone tell me they like me in that way. because no matter how much i tell myself it isn’t true, at the end of the day when I haven’t had ANYONE even show romantic interest in me, all i can feel is ugly and unwanted.

[Personal Rant-ish]

All I can say, folks, is: I am trying.

Please, be patient with me and don’t mistaken my silence (comparing to my reblogs/ likes/ blog updates/ ect) as:

I don’t like you

I don’t want to talk to you

You upset me

You annoyed me

Or anything else negative.

There are just some days I don’t have it in me to be social. There are some days where I just want to focus on me and me alone or get through my to-do list. There are some people who I am closer with and some people who require my attention more, because they’re having a shit time.

There’s just SO many of you, and even yesterday I blew off my desire to play one of my favorite games (and didn’t even get a chance to eat dinner properly), because some people needed my help.

Please, please, please—don’t stretch me thinner than I already am…

You’re all wonderful, and I. Am. Trying!

Originally posted by aniweak

  • Alice: Now that we got that whole miss Grundy and gun thing out of the way... what did you mean by: "Veronica's lips are so soft and taste like cherries and summer?"
  • Betty: *sweating nervously and remembering her mum read her entire journal* Well--
  • Alice: And what about: "The way she looks at me just makes me feel things™"
  • Betty:
  • Betty: I can explain.
  • Alice: CAN U? DO U HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I CANNOT AFFORD THOSE 50 BUCKS IMMA OWE UR DAD IF HE FINDS OUT ABT THIS?
  • Betty: Wait... What?
OOC

Is it just me, or when you watch others just get all this love, and ask and just generally people wanting to RP with them, does it make you upset as well..? I mean. Not in a way that I don’t like the person or that I’m jealous. I mean upset as in depressed cause I never get anything like that. I don’t have any storylines. I have about one person that enjoys RPing with me. It just bugs me and makes me really upset honestly. It makes me feel like I’m just not good at RP or people just don’t like me. It puts so many doubts in my head. Everyone already has storylines and their clicks on the server and all it just makes me wanna stop roleplaying in a whole because I know no one really wants to accept a new person into their click.

I just finished Friday’s Emmerdale and what a crock of shite lmaoooo, I was hoping Robert would actually seem really broken and bothered but nOPE. This was the reaction I would’ve expected if he’d have just made a pass at Bex, not actually banged her. Not good enough.

This is so stupid, I felt like I was watching an entirely different show. The only shining light was Chas dragging Bex and calling her a trollop. Bex is almost Lachlan-level of creepy (well she is his aunt so) and the show doesn’t seem to know what it wants to do and I’m basically done.

Originally posted by dontmesswiththeleprechaun

I’m going to go listen to the Beauty and the Beast soundtrack again :) :) :)

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Nomi’s Pride Speech

I’ve been thinking about my life and all of the mistakes that I’ve made – the ones that stay with me or the ones that I regret are the ones that I made because of fear.  For a long time I was afraid to be who I am because I was taught by my parents that there’s something wrong with someone like me – something offensive, something you will avoid, maybe even pity.  

Something that you could never love.  

My mom – she’s a fan of St. Thomas Aquinas and she calls Pride a sin.  And of all the venal and moral sins St. Thomas saw pride as the queen of the seven deadly sins.  He saw it as the ultimate gateway sin that would turn you quickly into a sinaholic.  But hating isn’t a sin on that list.  Neither is shame.  

I was afraid of this parade because I wanted so badly to be a part of it.  So today I’m marching for that part of me that was once too afraid to march and for all the people who can’t march:  the people living lives like I did.  Today I march to remember that I’m not just a me. I’m also a we and we march with pride.

So go fuck yourself, Aquinas.

Sense 8, Episode 2: I Am Also A We

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❝I just didn’t think of myself in that way. That idea conjured that image of the singer/songwriter with an acoustic guitar or something… and I didn’t ever see myself like that. Eventually I came to accept it though and I decided that, if I’m going to keep doing this then I also want to be good at it, you know? As much as there is this element of magic involved, songwriting is also a skill that can be practiced and improved.❞

Is it bad that I feel like beer is better for my ADHD than Adderall?

I couldn’t sleep so I spent most of the night watching videos of snakes drinking water and it was really calming but now I’m wondering if snakes feel any sort of emotion~

Can a snake love me, is what I’m asking tumblr. Can it feel? When it sees me does it “!” or is that too complicated of an emotion?

Me: keeps trying to get myself hyped up for P5
Also me: just keeps thinking about more Kaito related stuff