i just can't with any of you anymore

  • Kara: hey Alex can you help me with this
  • Alex: is that a lamp
  • Kara: yeah well it's supposed to be a red sun lamp but I can't get it to work
  • Alex: why do you need a red sun lamp what are you--
  • Maggie: *smirking* just help the kid out with her red sun lamp, little danvers has plans
  • Kara: *blushing* I- *fixes glasses* want to surprise Lena later ton--
  • Alex: you know what? I don't even wanna know just hand it over
  • Maggie: trying not to break any more of your furniture I see
Things The Signs Have Said That Break My Heart
  • Aries: Was I ever anything more than a sad kid? I thought the drugs would help, but they just make you sadder and a little deader. I really tried my best, but I don't think there's much use anymore. Nobody cared then, and nobody cares now.
  • Taurus: I'm sorry, but I fell in love with you. I watch you move and I'm captivated. The world slows down just a little bit when I look at you. I wanna kiss your long neck, and run my fingers through your curly hair. I wanna listen to you talk for hours about old movies and bad music. I wanna hear every word that you have to say. But I can't, because you're in love with someone else
  • Gemini: I dreamed so much as a little kid. All those dreams are dead know. The world has a lot of fun killing little girls dreams.
  • Cancer: Please don't go! Stay! Stay! I need you to stay! No one ever stays.
  • Leo: I used to be special. Everyone thought I was going to be this amazing person. They thought I would do great things, but look at me. I'm nothing. If I was anything, it would be a failure.
  • Virgo: She just left. She didn't say anything. In one simple second, all the love and laughter that we had, was ripped from both of us. She just decided she did't feel like loving me anymore.
  • Libra: It's all gone. Any hope that I had is gone.
  • Scorpio: Do you think that if I get prettier, he might look at me like he used to? Maybe he'll love me again.
  • Sagittarius: The whole world is at my fingertips, they say, but I can't seem to ever grab it.
  • Capricorn: I could tell she didn't love me anymore. She would smile, but in her eyes I could see the pity and slight disgust she had for me. I tried to stop loving her, but I couldn't. I felt pathetic, like I was stood up. But this time I couldn't just go home and forget about it the next day. She was, and still is, my everything.
  • Aquarius: I don't want to feel this anymore. I don't want to be trapped in my mind. I want to live again. I just want to see the light one more time.
  • Pisces: Could you just tell me you love me? You don't have to mean it. I just want, for a second, to feel loved.

anonymous asked:

I think it's also worth pointing out that characters like Tails, Knuckles and Vector technically don't the same muzzle/mouth designs like most other characters. (Knuckles' tapers out into a 'point', Tails has a small canid muzzle of sorts and rarely uses the side mouth anymore, and obviously Vector has a long crocodile snout. I guess you toss in Antoine and Rotor too) All theirs protrudes out enough to where you can't fully see their other cheek in certain 3/4 angles.

I’d say for the most part all Sonic characters have roughly the same type of muzzle, just tweaked/pushed pulled in different ways. If you master the basic muzzle, you’re in good shape for tackling any other arrangement.

it’s also worth mentioning on the mouth placement- ‘cool’ characters get side-mouths (Sonic, Shadow, Rouge usually, etc), ‘cute’ characters get front facing mouths (Amy, Tails, Cream).

sentence prompts
  1. “What if I say no?”
  2. “Get out.”
  3. “I dreamed of you last night.”
  4. “I don’t know if you noticed… but we’re in a party”
  5. “You can dance with me… if you want!”
  6. “DON’T LOOK!!”
  7. “I think people hug at this point.”
  8. “I’ll take you.”
  9. “Why didn’t you call me?”
  10. “Would you stop that?!”
  11. “I loved you.”
  12. “Yeah I was there.”
  13. “Don’t say that.”
  14. “I’ll take the couch.”
  15. “You lied to me.”
  16. “Maybe you didn’t love me after all.”
  17. “Take my hand.”
  18. “SO… you think I’m hot?”
  19. “What are you doing?””Hiding.”
  20. “Let’s run. Together.”
  21. “Wow! you’re good at this!”
  22. “I think we should stop seeing each other.”
  23. “You have a picture of me? On your fridge?” 
  24. “Do I know you?”
  25. “I thought we could go back to whatever the hell we were!”
  26. “Did I just say that?”
  27. “Breathe, okay? Just breathe.”
  28. “Stand behind me.”
  29. “But I don’t want to leave.”
  30. “Tell me a secret.”
  31. “DON’T PRetend with me!!”
  32. “I saw you, right there.”
  33. “I-I just wanted to say that I uh, I missed you.”
  34. “I’m not lying.”
  35. “You look… okay. I MEAN-”
  36. “I knew I’d find you here.”
  37. “You still remember?”
  38. “I guess I just wanted to know if you missed me.”
  39. “All I needed was my friend.”
  40. “I like your new place.”
  41. “You left!”
  42. “Do you know any jokes?”
  43. “Are you hungry?”
  44. “I’m not supposed to be here.”
  45. “Do I even wanna know?!”
  46. “Take me home… please?”
  47. “Hey just be cool.”
  48. “You have pretty hands.”
  49. “I’m sorry.”
  50. “Sorry I woke you up.”
  51. “It’s about to rain, get inside.”
  52. “So… friends?”
  53. “I’m his/her best friend.”
  54. “I got you, it’s okay. It’s okay.”
  55. “We can leave, you know?”
  56. “Did I interrupt something?”
  57. “I’m trying, okay?”
  58. “OH MY GOD YOUR EYES!!!”
  59. “Why didn’t you ask me instead?”
  60. “Sing to me.”
  61. “What’s my prize?”
  62. “I don’t want to see you anymore.”
  63. “You’re so cute!!!”
  64. “I was trying to protect you.”
  65. “I’ll kill you.”
  66. “And then you laughed.”
  67. “I didn’t know where to go to.”
  68. “I was having a nightmare.” 
  69. “I know this song.”
  70. “I need someone to hear me.”

dealingishard  asked:

Do you do the thing where you crave things you are allergic to in a self destructive way? When I am depressed I don't eat for a long time and then binge eat all the things that I can't eat and then feel even worse. I can't figure out how to stop other than not having the food around (which is hard because my roommate is allergic to nothing) do you have any suggestions?

I legitimately crave meat every now and then, and a whole bunch of other shit I know I can’t have. 

For me I’ve been able to Not Do The Thing because giving in can literally make me ill for weeks and I’d rather just not deal with that anymore or risk having to stabbing myself with an epi pen, but if it helps to know, there are some theories that when you have food intolerances and allergic issues certain things are going on in your body which make a batshit kind of sense. 

Allow me to paraphrase wildly here, basically the there was a study recently that suggested that eating small, tiny tiny amounts of the thing you are allergic to (usually done under medical supervision) can help boost your tolerance and eliminate the issue, so now some researchers are proposing the idea that when your body is craving things you shouldn’t have, it might actually be trying to “fix” itself. This is wildly under explained but yea, there’s some science to back up why we possibly crave foods we are allergic to, and it’s got nothing to do with “I’m a self destructive piece of shit, witness me!”

The body can also become addicted to cortisol, and get wired up wrong so that it finds the stress hormone soothing, so that might also be another reason, again this was stuff I read recently in a fairly new study so I dunno how concrete it is, but it makes me feel better about my body going “you know what we should eat, red meat slapped between two slices of wheat product, boy doesn’t death sound delicious

As for how I avoid it, I eat something else. Usually I’m just hungry and my body is just craving, so I go off and make some soup with far too much salt in it to try and sate the junk food craving, or I slice up potatoes and roast em real quick and have some salty starch to tide me over. Sweet things are more difficult at the moment because sugar is making me feverish, but I’m hoping, hoping, I’ll be able to start eating homemade jam again on some oatcakes or something. I can also eat fresh caramel sauce without issue, but not once it’s set…so that’s my excuse for drinking it out of the pan and none of you can stop me. 

When I needed to stop eating certain things immediately and was struggling to do it, I just stopped buying it. ETD had to put up with a barren wasteland of a pantry until my body stopped going “lick all the wheat things” and after about 3-4 weeks the cravings subsided and I’m back to making bread and other things and don’t feel the compulsion to shove them in my mouth for the quick easy carbs. 

You basically just have to make the conscious decision to stop hurting yourself, and to let the cravings work their way out. Your body is most likely addicted to certain things, whether it’s the sugars the salt or the easy energy you get from it, and you giving it what it wants every now and then despite the fact that it’s really bad for you in terms of allergies, is feeding into it and keeps you in the cycle of craving things you are allergic to. So take your time, and try not to punish yourself too much if you end up giving in.

Just be aware that once you do give up certain foods for good and ever go back to them, your reaction can be very very severe if not life threatening, especially if it’s a genuine allergy. So please just be careful and take care of yourself <3

anonymous asked:

With the recent discussion/discourse about drarry, I was wondering if you read 8th year fics? Personally, I can't really do it anymore because I just can't see that ship happening mere months or even a year after the war. They're just too young and everything too fresh, imo. Even so, I adored Lumos from the most recent drarry fest. I read it because of the fest, and I don't really know why it's an exception for me. Any thoughts? If you don't feel this subject has been beaten to death already lol

Interesting, anon! I do read them, but find them tricky in a couple of ways and don’t seek them out the way I do other things. One of those tricky points is exactly what you mention - it feels weird to me when eighth year fics just drop them back at Hogwarts and never mention the war again, and use the eighth year setting to write hp fic where they’re young and carefree.

Otoh pt 1, I think teenagers actually are more malleable than adults in a lot of ways, that there might be more flexibility when wounds are fresh than when they’ve become adults and gotten used to thinking of each other as one dimensional avatars of evil. They’re still close to a period when they saw each other every day, and I can understand the lure of that familiarity, a sense of wanting to go back to normal and normal including each other.

Otoh pt 2, when the wounds are really fresh and that’s addressed, I think that can be some really amazing fic. Amazing. Like I’m thinking of @eidheann‘s I Am Your Shadow, tout_a_coup’s Of the Heart’s Fullness and Of the Coming Emptiness, geoviki’s Waters of March, @icmezzo‘s Kiss the Joy (Until the Sun Rise) and I’m sure a whole bunch more that I’m not thinking of by name rn. Fics that tackle what that moment might really mean to them - the significance of war, what it means to be in proximity to former enemies, how you move forward from that - can blow it right the fuck out of the water.

Otoh pt 3, a good author with a good story can sell me on a whole lot of things.

BUT if they don’t work for you, anon, there’s no reason at all that you need to read them!! I absolutely understand the reservations you have, and like I said, there’s a whole (pretty massive) subset of eighth year fics that give me some of the same pause. I’m not up for ruling them out categorically bc I see so much potential there but, as with pretty much everything, it depends on how it’s done.

Alternative Cusses

I work in an old folks home, which is somewhere you really can’t cuss because of the high concentration of seniors, so I’ve been finding myself using substitutes that are a little bit.. unconventional?  (Some say you should just stop cussing altogether but frankly that is fake and impossible because life is frustrating.)

  • Shit = Garbage, as in: “Holy Garbage” etc.
  • Fuck/Fucking = Funk, or Funky, as in “I keep dropping this thing on my FUNKY toe”
  • Jesus Christ = Cheese'n Crackers… not original but funny to me at least
  • Son of a bitch = Son of a Westley (This one found its way into my lexicon via Olan Rogers, it’s a long story but there’s a video)
    [Note: I also like “Son of a Binch” but I tend not to use it there because it sounds too similar and I don’t want to accidentally offend someone. I do use this one in life though because I just enjoy it]
  • BONUS = “Heck” in place of cuss words that are not the word Hell, as in “I lost my Hecking blood pressure cuff”, “Son of a Heck”, “Mother HECKER,” etc.
  • It’s also always good to bring back that good ol’ classic “What in Tarnation” just because nobody uses it anymore (…did anybody real? ever? use this??)  Makes me think of Yosemite Sam and when that pops into my head I can’t really be angry any more.

I hope you will find these substitutions at least as entertaining and a lot less boring than the usual standbys.  Feel free to incorporate them into your daily life for Health and Vitality.

anonymous asked:

Hai ^~^ Ik this is weird and all that but I need to vent and you probably won't answer so might as well just send it, I'm going through a really tough time rn and uhm my anxiety has gotten really bad these past few weeks and my depression has also got worse, idk what to do because I have no one to talk to and I don't have any friends, my grades at school have also been going down(I can't focus anymore and I overthink all my schoolwork)I just really need someone right now and all I want is a hug

hello darling!! ahhh im sorry, i know im really bad at this kind of thing but ill offer you that hug if you need it 💕

i cant imagine what you’re going through right now and i wish i could be there with you so it can be a little bit easier. i dont know if its going to be of any help but i dug up a few useful masterposts-

of course if it helps to just talk youre more than welcome to send me another ask, on or off anon in case you want me to answer privately. i dont know what to say for times like these but i can offer a listening ear and 30874 virtual hugs

/sweats 

I’m taking a cuter (or at least cuter compared to the usual things in my mind) approach to this one because I’m in a cute mood


Giants that collect tinies in jars, saving them for a special occasion to binge eat when they want to.

“You can’t eat all of those at once…” their friend warns, but the giant takes that as a challenge, reaching into the jar and shoving a handful of the tiny delicacies into his mouth. He turns to his friend, his cheeks stuffed with tinies, and tinies fall out from between his lips as he shouts, “WATCH ME!”


A roommate coming home to their giant friend in the kitchen, their mouth stuffed with something suspicious, holding their hand over their mouth.

“What’s in your mouth?” The friend asks.

“Nuffin’” the giant mumbles with difficulty.

Their friend, oddly suspicious at the giant’s acts, approaches slowly and begins to tickle them. The giant attempts to suppress their laughter by pushing their friend away, but ultimately bursts into laughter, holding their stomach as they bend over, laughing and trying to breathe, and a stream of tinies just fall out of their mouth to the floor and all just scamper away ohmygodsdfsdf


Two giants are talking to and playing with their tiny friend. One of the giants pretends to eat the tiny by sticking them into their mouth, and they smile at their other friend, who laughs and tells them to spit the tiny out before they end up hurting them. The giant laughs and responds that they won’t hurt them, but in the middle of that sentence, they end up choking on their laughter and the tiny, and as they cough, they end up accidentally swallowing the tiny, which leads to all three of them freaking out


Giants with a giant jar full of tinies, eating them in handfuls like french fries as they binge watch season after season of their favorite show on Netflix. Bonus if the tinies are watching along, making comments about the show and laughing along with the giant and screaming at betraying characters and tinies dangling above the giant’s lips saying, “wait wait don’t eat me yet I want to see this part–”


Giants that just finished eating far too many tinies at once and they’re lying down on their bed, complaining about a stomachache, while their friend sits next to them, telling them that they shouldn’t have done it, but the giant reassures them that it was well worth it.

And the friend rubs the giant’s gurgling belly as all of the tinies struggle and pound against them from inside ❤

  • Me: White people are white and we don't get to magically "stop" being white when it's convenient for us.
  • Some of you guys: UM? Reverse-racism much⁇ Can we STOP with this "ALL WHITES ARE EVIL" bullshit? White people are GREAT. Why, I can't think of a single thing white people did, ever, that would lead to this UNFAIR TREATMENT of us. Have you tried being PROUD of your whiteness? You're just as bad as a racist. Do you even hear how you sound right now? Tumblr SJWs have gone too far.

anonymous asked:

It's just another sign they're leaving OUAT, Svenja! They can't stand each other anymore! lol

He didn’t even post a photo of them together, or use any emojis! How dare he! He’s so rude! He and Jen hate each other OMG I’m gonna cry!

Seriously, what nonsense. I never thought I’d see the day where people managed to twist things to claim that Colin O’Donoghue is rude (and not in the “how dare you with the face, sir” way). It just makes me facepalm so hard. Like, to anyone doing this crap: I recommend getting a life asap and worrying about how you word your own tweets rather than how Colin words his, so as to avoid embarrassing yourself from now on.

here’s your daily reminder that

  • the split attraction model is not homophobic and if you think so you are misunderstanding it’s purpose and ignoring it’s history as a useful system for asexuals and aromantics to describe themselves
  • asexuality is not a blank slate which is “filled in” by romantic attraction
  • likewise for aromanticism
  • asexuality is, by default of not being a straight identity, an lgbt identity
  • if you think aces are straight because they don’t experience sexual attraction you are assuming that being straight is default, i.e. heteronormativity
  • yes, heteromantic asexuals are “straight asexuals” but they are still asexual, saying they don’t belong in lgbt because they only experience “het attraction” is ignoring that an important part of their identity is asexual
  • most of these arguments against us are anti-ace arguments we’ve basically heard a thousand times before, just twisted around to seem pro-lgbt.  No matter how you word it, your argument is boiling down to “Aces are just straight special snowflakes” “Asexuality isn’t a real identity” and “Aces don’t experience any hardships and can’t be in lgbt because I said so”
  • Ace and aro spec people belong in lgbt, your identity is not just “essentially straight,” and you are strong for constantly having to deal with the violent backlash from the rest of the lgbt community

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Ginger&Rosa sentence starters
  • "Where the hell have you been?"
  • "We were just, you know, roaming about. Being free."
  • "You're not doing it right. Try again."
  • "Close your eyes."
  • "You always stay up late."
  • "It says here that boys don't like girls who are too serious."
  • "I'd prefer the world not to end. Wouldn't you?"
  • "I think we should pray."
  • "I haven't got to do anything."
  • "You do realize that God is an invention?"
  • "The only life is the one we have now, which is why we must cease it, and live while we have the chance."
  • "I never seem to know where he is anymore."
  • "Can't you thank me? Even one word."
  • "That's it? That's all you can say to me?"
  • "I'm not your student, I'm your wife."
  • "Why do you twist my words?"
  • "It's lovely. So romantic."
  • "There's poetry in small spaces."
  • "We tell each other everything."
  • "I've got nothing to hide."
  • "I just don't want you to struggle like I did."
  • "I'm never going to have any babies. Never!"
  • "I'll put the kettle on."
  • " ___ is unhappy, darling, but not because of you."
  • "We could all die tomorrow."
  • "I don't want to die. I want to grow up and do things!"
  • "Can't you be a girl/boy for a moment or two longer?"
  • "I think it's immoral... You know, to use precise language."
  • "Don't worry, I'll buy you a drink."
  • "You are a thing of beauty, ___."
  • "I think I'm more of a poet, actually."
  • "I never said I wanted anything different, did I?"
  • "Real love... when it comes, it's like a siren call."
  • "We have a lot in common, you know."
  • "Don't you care about the future anymore?"
  • "Some of us have to concentrate on just one person."
  • "I can't help you unless you talk, do you understand?"
  • "Did they hurt you?"
  • "You don't care!"
  • "I can't say it... I'll explode if I say it!"
  • "What is it you can't say, ___?"
  • "What right have you to judge me?"
  • "How fucking convenient."
  • "Forgive me. Please."
  • "I loved you, ___. Don't you see?"
  • "What really matters is to live."
  • "I'll forgive you anyway."

anonymous asked:

what i don't get is why stefan was upset that he kissed katherine and it wasn't elena 5x16 yet 5x18 we're suppose to believe he's not in love with her anymore? they're just friends? they didn't even spend any time together for me to believe he bonded with her on a friendship level and realized he wasn't in love anymore? like he legit was upset about her 5x16, spent the day platonically with caroline 5x17 then 5x18 he was all you can't be friends with someone only in love with them blah BLAH

Well everything was rushed. It was in 5x14 that Katherine kisses him and he thinks it’s Elena and then he figures out it isn’t Elena and then in 5x15 he kills Katherine to get Elena back and then in 5x16 he gives himself to the travelers so they can cure Elena and Damon and then in 5x17 he’s still paying off that debt and is being continuously tortured by the travelers and he and Caroline just end up spending the night together and then in 5x18 it’s “so we grew apart and we’re friends” and it’s like … …

because nothing suggests that the connection between you two is gone. Like Stefan dreams about Elena to get through the suffering of dying over and over:

Thinking about Stefan enrages Elena so much that she was going to kill everyone because the thought of him being hurt triggered such fury:

while focusing on him gets her to break compulsion

She ditches school to find him in 5x03:

they nearly kiss in 5x04:

and then in 5x06 when she finds out that he’s over at Tessa’s, she freaks out, like she rants about it to Damon on the phone and then she actually goes over to the cabin and then she can’t even look at Tessa touch him:

and then in 5x07 she says in front of Damon that Stefan knows her better than anyone:

she wakes Stefan up because she just has to set things right with him and she may have said that she misses him as a friend but I don’t remember Elena ever being this anxious when Caroline or Bonnie or Matt were pissy with her for like an episode.

And then in 5x09 Stefan admits to Katherine that the trigger for his PTSD isn’t the fact that he was drowning for months on end but it’s the break-up with Elena.

Then this is Stefan’s reaction to Elena being captured in 5x10:

and he has this conversation with Katherine:

and then in 5x11 Elena is pissed that Stefan slept with Katherine:

and what I love about it, which is always how Stefan looks when Elena reacts to him sleeping with someone else is that he knows she’ll be upset by it:

and then Katherine hijacks her body and in 5x14 he struggles to pull away from her:

But they’ve grown apart and are just friends now? WHEN? WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN?

  • Luca: Oh we're not drinking here, tonight we're going big. Let's see, what club should we hit first? There's club was... There's Wrong.
  • Elias: Ummm those places shut down a long time ago.
  • Luca: Oh no!
  • Yukiya: "Oh no" shut down too.
  • Randy: There's Where.
  • MC: Where's Where?
  • Amelia: Where's where Was was wasn't it?
  • Klaus: No, Was wasn't where Where was, Was was where Wrong was. Right?
  • Joel: ... Ok?
  • Azusa: Not OK, that place is lame.
  • MC: OK is Lame? I thought Lame was a gay bar, or is that wrong?
  • Luca: That's wrong, that's not Wrong.
  • Elias: Guys, focus.
  • Vincent: Oh I like Focus, let's go there.
  • Cerim: Where?
  • Klaus: Not Where, Focus!
  • Amelia: I thought Focus was closed?
  • Vincent: No, Was was closed. Once Was shut down and reopened as Closed.
  • Guy: So Closed is open!
  • Luca: No, Closed is closed.
  • Leon: I don't know... third base!
  • Joel: Ehh... Third Base is all frat guys.
  • Amelia: I'll go any place. Ok?
  • Azusa: Not OK! OK is lame!
  • MC: OK is not Lame! Lame is a gay bar.
  • Klaus: Shut up!
  • Luca: No, Shut Up shut down. I can't believe I don't know the clubs anymore.
  • Elias: Guys, just pick a club, ok?
  • Azusa: Not OK!
  • Everybody: *Obviously tired with the conversation* OK is LAME... Gay bar.
  • Everybody: ...
  • Elias: For the record, I was in there once and I'm pretty sure it's pronounced Lamé.

it’s just like…whenever i call trump out on being misogynistic, racist, ableist, bigoted, etc. his supporters don’t even deny it they just straight up use slurs and threats as if that makes me wrong, and they only prove my point?? like good job buddy, u calling me a dirty farmer c*nt or wanting me to get raped by trump and then killed don’t make the things i say any less true or you any better of a person