i just called n im crying

keep quiet (m)

Originally posted by nnochu

pairings: jungkook x reader

genre: smut and ceo!au

word count: 3,473

a/n: im back after like a 4 month break lolol !! this is for @jinxkook​ idk how i wrote this and yeah lemme cry for a bit. (ignore this part if you wanna but here’s a lil disclaimer)

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um i was at the front row of mcountdown today and idk who but some angel put nct right in front at the right side (which is where i was) ;;; i kept calling doyoung’s name and he saw me holding the shotalove 잘아토 (good looking baby bunny) slogan and he got embarrassed ;-; the second time he looked at me he gave me a thumbs up because of the slogan and then he laughed at my reaction bc i was almost going to cry TT AND THEN the third time he just looked at me for like 5 seconds n i just . what was i supposed to do um . d o young wb ag t .

gayfloralbabe  asked:

ok so like,, completely random but i just wanted to screm some headcanons!!!!!! mostly im just loving the idea of femme nonbinary hunk bc like,,, thats me!!!!!! the big chubby nb gal!!!!! what a good kid!!! also!!!! i love lance!!! so much!!! genderfluid lance is my fave thing!!!!! lance in crop tops!!!! is the best!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok but like:

  • hunk coming out to lance at the garrison n lance being The Best n gives them hugs n says that their valid n still amazing
  • hunk crying bc they was so anxious abt the whole thing even tho they knew lance was a rad guy
  • lance using hunks pronouns straight away n he compliments her “hunk ur such a cute girl !!!” n “wow u kno i have this friend called hunk n theyre super rad” 
  • the two just sit there all night talking n laughing n painting each others nails , so basically a normal night for them
  • hunk being too scared to correct ppl on her pronouns but lance corrects them as soon as someone gets them wrong
  • “oh hunk is the engineer, hes-” 
  • “oh gosh im sorry hunk, theyre rlly good at that stuff, u should ask them” 
  • n hunk just beams n lance looks at them grinning bc “wow i love them sm”
  • lance coming to hunk one day n being like “hey how did u kno u wasnt cis ????”
  • hunk helping lance !!!! n telling them its ok to not kno n to b confused
  • lance figuring out theyre genderfluid n goes between boy n agender 
  • hunk doing the exact same as what lance did n compliment lance using their pronouns 
  • “i love lance, theyre super rad” n “lance, ur a super handsome person” 
My secret place-Lightwood family x reader

This is a about the 2nd youngest lightwood who feels like they’re being ignored. Its just a bit long. Sorry not sorry. Hope you enjoy.

Ever since I was born i’ve been in someone else’s shadow. Im (Y/N) Lightwood. Im 3 years younger than Alec, 2 years younger than Izzy and Jace and 5 years older than Max. Since im not the youngest Mum and Dad don’t pay me as much attention as Max needs but im also not old enough to make my own decisions or go on solo missions (according to my older siblings anyway.).
Now that Clary, Simon and Magnus are here its worse.

I always loved sketching but im not that good at it (in my/your opinion anyway) and don’t really show it off. One day at the institute we were all sitting in a spare room we (mainly me/you) had converted to a mundane style living room. I was sitting on the floor (there were no seats left) and Clary noticed me drawing and looked over my shoulder to see. “Oh cute! You draw too, let me see.” she said not giving me time to stop her before she had already took my sketch book. She started flicking through and my siblings all looked through it as well.
“Your good for your age.” Clary smiled. She meant it as a compliment but it made me feel small, like a child. I snatched it out her hands muttering a “Thanks”
“Hey why dosent Clary give you lessons (Y/N)?” Jace suggested.
“Yeah totally!” Clary said. I just smiled and nodded before excusing myself to go the bathroom. Instead I went to my secret spot  in the institute.

I was always one upped by someone else. Its so annoying. Anything I like or do someone else does better. I play (Your fav instrument) and Simon’s in a band. I like make up but Magnus is a god at it. Jace, well Jace is quite literality the best shadow hunter of his age, so no matter how good I get at (your fav weapon) he’s the best over all. Since Izzy’s so beautiful I try to style my outfits to live up to my siblings but she’s always jaw dropping with boys fawning over her. And Alec is the leader. Its kind of understandable because he’s the oldest but he’s always painted as the responsible one no matter how sensible I try to be.

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dating nct ten!1!!!1!11!

• “babBBbBBYYyyYYy”
• “i love you too babe”
• “im…i can’t say your name babe, im just gonna call you ten”
• lots of skinship!!!!!!
• butt slaps ugh
• “ur so hot”
• “im hotter than TEN thousand degrees. ha, baby, get it, ha”
• he loves you, everything about you is so cute and loveable and sexy to him.
• lots of nose touching
• god his nose is perfect
• “god, ur nose is perfect”
• lots of cute little gestures that make you want to cry.
• dance breaks!!!!!
• “smack it smack it smack it in the rear”
• “I LOVE U.”
• johnny messes w ten a lot and you’re just like “nooooo johnny don’t mess w my babyyyyy”
• “lol jk i agree.”
• “ill protect you baby!!!!!”
• “ten, ten, ten stop you- you cried bc i went to the bathroom and left you alone for 2 minutes.”
• o yeah he calls you babe and baby a lot.
• he once made you cry bc ten isn’t good at memorizing things other than really, really important things and dance moves.
• so here’s what happened:
• ten got a new phone
• all contacts lost bc that’s how sm rolls w the phone shit
• you texted him not knowing
• “hey”
• “who dis”
• “??? excuse me”
• “knew phone who dis” ten, used the wrong new.
• “you didn’t memorize my number?”
• “ten who do you think it is.”
• you pick up the phone and start crying bc :“( and ten freaks out and he’s like “o nOBABY. BABY N O BABE.”
• it took him all night, but he memorized your number
• and you cried again bc “oh my god please don’t do this for me, i overreacted, you must bc super tired pls get sleep babe”
• but he insisted and was super proud and couldn’t stop smiling after he got it down
• tens tiny, so you two are tiny together and you two just hug in whatever position is the most comfortable
• when you’re sad, tens like “ :”“((((( let me give you a hug, you precious baby”
• ten kissed you on your forehead and nose a lot and you’re like “stop it” but you love it
• ten really doesn’t get jealous it’s like “i grabbed a cup of coffee with my ex boyfriend today”
• “that’s nice, what’d you guys talk about? did you have a nice time? it’s cool you two are still cool.” but unlike most boyfriends he’s genuinely curious about what you did and whether or not you had fun
• he trusts you that much
• you know what rhymes with trust
• thrust
• his hip thrusts send you to the heavens above
• sexy time w ten is so unexpected bc he’s normally so happy and he’s a baby who wants all of your attention
• then he turns serious and then he just crashes his lips on yours and you melt like butter.
• his dance performances bring tears to your eyes bc my god- do i need to explain
• you tease him a lot bc he’s on hit the stage
• and you also tease him for the ghost prank thing on hit the stage. ten can’t stand that.
• “//sends the video clip of him screaming//”
• “stoOooOOOP”
• “it’s cute”
• but you compliment him a lot bc gosh he did well
• “thank u, thank u”
• ~(^u^)~
• he sends a lot of emojis
• lots of hearts
• “why do you call johnny a fatass”
• “cause HE A FATASS.”
• “who’s your favorite person in the whole wide world, ten”
• “my MOM, then my DAD, then you”
• “….at least you’re honest”
• you guys have one official, couple t shirt
• you guys wear it all the time to the point where everyone in the group gasps and takes pictures when you two wear something different
• you and ten never fight
• but you do argue about who’s hotter
• jaemin cannot deal with it.
• “you’re so fucking hot, babe.”
• “mhm, well, you’re hotter okay?”
• “let’s settle this in the bedro-”
• “PLEASE DON’T DO THIS AGAIN. IT’S DISGUSTING.” -everyone. esp jaemin and donghyuck.
• “go on. do it. ill hurt you if you continue. but do it. i dare you.” - johnny and taeyong and hansol.
• “hehe they’re talking about dirty things” - jaehyun, kun, taeil
• “lol what” - winwin, jeno, mark, jisung
• ten loves feeding you
• he’s just like “here babe eat!!!!!”
• and you just, eat, and then give him a small kiss on the cheek on on the tip of his nose and everyone’s like “aw y'all cute, but fuck off w that.”
• “ill teach you how to dance”
• you send him his predebut pics all the time
• and his response is either “who’s this hot piece of ass” or “ew what the-”
• he loves to rest his head on your shoulder, vise versa
• he likes to touch you and like, pinch you like, he just likes touching you, a lil too much.
• asks you a lot of weird questions “what if i got eaten by alligators and got shit out whole and managed to survive, what would you do? would you ever kiss me again.”
• “????????”
• snapchats you derps and then sends “i feel betrayed and attacked” when you take a screenshot.
• you’re on his snapchat story so, much. you’re basically the only thing on his snapchat stories. it’s intense.
• he pouts a little when you don’t do things his way
• he pouts a lot when you watch other dancers dancing and you’re like “uGH hot”
• “you know im-”
• “okok you attention wanting baby, you’re the hottest”
• “thank u babe”
• you tell him to dance to new kpop songs lot
• “do a freestyle to exo’s monster”
• “¡¡¡¡¿¡¿¡¿¿¿¿”
• y'all say “i love you, babe” more times than you breathe.
• when he smiles, you smile
• when he touches you or rests his hands on your shoulder or something, you get butterflies in your stomach and you’re like “ten ugh-”
• “what”
• “me too, i love you too- are u ok”
• “just peachy.”
• you touch ten’s face a lot just, poking it and stuff
• he’s so good looking
• he smiles when you poke his cheeks or something and he’s just like “i feel like play dough”
• “me or johnny”
• “you forevER.”
• his lips are really soft and they’re super sweet
• he secretly eats candy or a mint or something, anything sweet before he kisses you so you taste his lips and kiss him longer
• tens pretty smart.
• ^ all in the wrong subjects tho
• ten plays with your hair a lot and tries to make you look pretty but it only results in your hair somehow getting messed up
• he once tried to do your make up
• “never again.”
• “agreed”


Johnny Soulmate AU

Soulmate au where you have a timer on your wrist that counts down the time until you meet your soulmate and then resets and counts down the time you have left with your soulmate

i feel angsty (even though i suck at angst lmao) and im actually writing and not doing a text scenario? wow be proud of me even though i suck at actual writing

  • 4:27:03
  • Today is the day you meet your soulmate
  •  It starts off like any other day, but knowing that youre going to meet your soulmate today makes you feel all giddy inside
  • Being the hopeless romantic you are, youve dreamed of this moment for so long and now its about to happen. 
  • What’s he going to look like?
  • What is he like? 
  • How are we going to meet?
  • These questions have always gone through your head. And today, youre going to get answers to all of these questions.
  • 3:39:59
  • You had made plans to go out with your friends today to get your mind off of your timer, but you were always checking it to make sure you didnt miss your soulmate
  • 2:01:02
  • “Y/N come on we’re going to the cafe now.”
  • “Sorry im coming”
  • Youre getting more and more anxious about finally meeting him that youre shaking no, barely holding your drink steady
  • “Y/N calm down youre soulmates, he has to like you”
  • “yeah i guess youre right haha”
  • 00:30:48
  • you finally leave the cafe and start walking around the block with your friend
  • but then you realize you forgot your phone at the cafe whoops
  • 00:03:12
  • you sprint back to get your phone when you bump into someone vERY TALL
  • 00:00:00
  • “oh shit im so sorr- oh my god i think we’re soulmates”
  • !!!
  • “yeah um im y/n”
  • “And im johnny. (lmao sorry not sorry) i know this is short notice but would like to go on a date with me?”
  • 04:02:10
  • so yall go on a date to the carnival down the street
  • he wins you a stuffed animal at the ring toss and hes hella proud bc he usually sucks at it
  • 3:30:34
  • ofc you guys go on the ferris wheel and when you get to the top, you share a kiss
  • its slow but full of emotion
  • 2:28:14 
  • its getting late
  • so he walks you back to your place but then you ask him if he wants to cuddle
  • and hes like “shit yeah i do”
  • 1:42:53
  • so yall watch movies and you sit on his lap while his arms wrap around you with his head in the crook of your neck
  • “y/n i know we just met but i love you”
  • “i love you too johnny”
  • yall go back outside for a little walk before you guys officially call it a night
  • 00:47:04
  • thats when you noticed your wrist
  • and you start to cry
  • “johnny im so sorry”
  • “???”
  • and then he notices your wrist too
  • “y/n we didnt know each other long and im so sorry we didnt get that much time together but just know i love you so much and i appreciate this time i had with you”
  • 00:00:30
  • Someone runs by you two and ends up pushing you into the street where a car is seen coming
  • this is it for you
  • you squeeze your eyes shut waiting for the impact
  • 00:00:00
  • but it never comes
  • youre pulled back onto the sidewalk, safe and unharmed
  • but no one can escape fate
  • tears are coming down your face
  • the universe is a cruel being
  • one person saved means another lost
  • youll never forget the man who exchanged his life for yours
Steve Randle Hcs

Requested by @kyleigh-bomb

Headcanon for when y/n comes home from work and is tired

Content: fluff

* steve welcoming you with a bearhug

* ranting about what happened at work

* bringing you ice cream when you wanna cry


* forehead kisses

* watching movies

* you and steve staying at home together the next day

* S L E E P I N G

* steve running you a hot bath

* steve rubbing your shoulders

* calling the gang so they can bring you snacks

* going out and partying

* steve singing to you

* horribly just to make you laugh

* “dance with me”

“no steve im tired”

“Just one dance”

* “Y/N doll”

* a bunch of nicknames

* somehow getting you to play fight with him

* M O R E S L E E P I N G

* and eating

* at the end of the day felling a lot better

* “Steve Randle put me down!”


* sodapop walking in on you guys running around the house

* he just sits down and watches yall

* making a lot of noise

* like yelling

* and laughing really loud

Welp thats all I can think of. I hope it’s good enough and that you like it

Request are open guys just saying


requested: andre burakovsky imagine

       a/n: sorry this took so long! i had a writers block thing and had trouble writing. hope you enjoy this! always accepting requests

       warnings: one mention of anxiety.

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        it had been two weeks since you last spoke to burky. you had gotten in a terrible fight that led to him pushing you to the floor and you running out the door, and you hated to admit it, but you missed that boy so much. you had ignored the endless phone calls and text messages from him, trying to block out any memory of him at all. but you couldn’t handle you’re aching heart anymore. that’s when you decided you would go surprise him at his playoff game tonight.

it was game 6 against the leafs, and if the caps won this game then they would advance to the next round. you were so nervous to go see him. what if he had forgotten about you or didn’t want to see you? you were having doubts, but your heart told you to go with your gut. so you walked out the door with your number 65 jersey on and you’re stomach in knots.

when you got the arena you felt your heart pounding through your chest. you finally found your seat after grabbing a slice of pizza and spotted him. the boy whom you loved and had ran out on just a short two weeks ago was down there on the ice, no more than 50 feet away from you. you patiently stayed in your seat watching his every move, until it was time for puck drop.

he moved so swiftly with the puck, gliding past defenders like it was no problem. after what felt like years of cheering and screaming for the caps, the game finally ended with the caps getting a win, which meant they moved on to round 2. you were so happy for them, and burky of course, and couldn’t stop jumping up and down. when they started heading back to the locker room, you felt your anxiety skyrocket as you realized it was time to go see him.

you carefully made your way through the crowds and found the locker room exit. you sat quietly on your phone for a while, heart beating out of your chest once again. you continued taking deep breaths trying to calm yourself down. you weren’t sure how he would react to seeing you after you ran out without calling or texting him back after that huge fight. you’d just hoped he’d forgive you and you could move on. but with burky, you never know.

your confidence started to decrease as the whole team walked out, some saying hi to you, until there was no one else left. you sat on the bench for a few minutes, cursing at yourself for even showing up. you turned to walked around until you heard someone calling your name. you turned to see andre running out of the locker room toward you, his arms wide open.

“oh my god, i thought i would never see you again. you haven’t answered my calls or anything Y/N. w- what are you doing here?” he said, running out of breathe.

“i came here to surprise you. and to apologize for how i acted. i shouldn’t have just ran out on you. i should’ve called you back and tried to work it out because i miss you so much.” you’re emotions got the best of you as tears started to form in your eyes.

“don’t cry baby girl.” he said softly, putting his hands on your shoulders. you missed his gentle touch. “everything’s gonna be alright. i shouldn’t have said those things to you in the first place, im so sorry for what i said and i have regretted it everyday since then. i miss you.” he looked into your eyes and slowly leaned in, connecting his lips with yours. you pulled apart and you buried your neck in his chest.

“im so sorry. can you forgive me?” you said.

“im even more sorry. i will never lay another finger on you. im a terrible boyfriend and of course i forgive you im just so s-”

“i forgive you.” you said, interrupting his soon-to-be monologue.

he looked down at you and hugged you even tighter. “im never letting you slip away again. i love you.” he said, catching you by surprise. you had been dating for a while, but neither of you had told the other ‘i love you’. you two had never admitted it to each other before, and you couldn’t believe he finally said it. you met his gaze as you lightly ran your fingers through his hair.

“you love me?” you smiled, finding it hard to believe.

“always have. and what’s not there to love and adore? you’re beautiful, so smart, understanding, caring, and you just, understand me more than anyone. you’re always there. im just- im crazy about you.” he turned away, attempting to make sure you didn’t see him blushing.

“i love you too. a lot.” you reassured him. he instantly smiled, brightening up the whole room. he put his hands on your waist, picked you up in the air, and started spinning you around like a ballerina or ice dancer. it felt incredible to be with him again, and have him be so understanding of the situation. once he put you down, you interlocked fingers as he went to grab his hockey bag with his other hand.

“let’s go back home? i’ll cook your favorite meal.” he said, as if he’s trying to win you back over.

“if by 'cook’ you mean order chinese food, microwave it for 15 seconds, and pretend like you made it, then yes.” you laughed. you loved burky, but god was he a terrible cook. he stopped dead in his tracks and started staring at you. “what’s wrong?” you ask in utter confusion.

“you’re just- so beautiful. and ive missed your humor too.” he said. you started blushing, hoping he didn’t notice. you placed a small kiss on his nose and told him how much you missed him as well. with your fingers still intertwined, he squeezed your hand as you continued walking to the car.

you were so unbelievably happy to be back with burky. you were also secretly touched that he just won a playoff game that’s now sending them into the 2nd round, and all he could talk about was you.

“god im so lucky.” you said to him as you both entered the car, prepared to go home and enjoy burky’s delicious 'homemade’ meal.


Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Characters: Donnie
Relationship: Donnie/reader
Request: Do you still take requests? If you do can you do 1, where Donnie is frustetated and when Reader tries to comfort him, he snaps at her, they get into an argument that makes Reader really depressed, but at the end make it really fluffy?
It doesn’t matter if it is 2012 or 2014 tmnt :)
Thank you!
“Donnie, it was just an argument.” You tried to calm him down as he paced angrily in your flat. He had come to yours in a foul mood thanks to an argument with his brothers. He hadn’t actually told you what it was about but he had spent the whole night complaining about what was wrong with them. From what you could gather, they hadnt listened when he said there might be a fault with something he made and it had malfunctioned and that had lead to a massive blow out between all 4 of them so no one was speaking now. You knew this because you has seen blue, red and orange masks glance in the window and then leave after seeing Donnie had beat them here. You also knew from his ranting that Raph had said he wasn’t needed that much. You knew it was a heat of the moment thing and Donnie had to know that too. He was always working on things to improve their life’s and they wouldn’t be anywhere without him.
“No, I am fed up of this.” He half growled as he twisted once again on the spot. You knew he was upset but it had been 4 hours since he had first arrived and you were getting a little annoyed with his mood. Normally, he would stay angry for an hour or so and then cool down a little and the two of you would watch a movie till he thought he could go home. But he had been snappy with you since he had got here and you didn’t like it.
“Im sure its nothing.” You stood up from the couch and were about to go over to him when he turned sharply to you, his eyes on fire.
“Don’t say its nothing, [y/n]. God, you have no idea what its like. Its not like your needed.” He snarled, his anger and words stopping you in your tracks.
For a moment, you stood there and stared at him with wide eyes. You couldn’t quite believe what he had just said to you. You had always been close friends and you were the first he came to in any situation.
Your heart broke in two as you stared at him, the words sinking in. You had always had deep feeling for him and maybe that was what hurt the most. You never thought he would ever be like this with you. He was always so sweet and kind to you that it was alien to hear such nasty words fall from his lips. Tears began to fill your eyes as you saw Donnies whole body seem to tense up at the sight of the tears.
“Get out.” You growled, crossing your arms across your chest. You were filled with a mixture of sadness and anger.
“[y/n], i-“ Donnie took a step forward, his eyes filled with guilt and fear as he reached out to you but you pulled back.
“Get out!” You screamed, pointing to the window with a shaking hand.
Donnie glanced between you and the window as if you were condemning him to his death. But you didn’t care.
“I didn’t mean-“ Donnie took a step closer to you but you stepped back.
“Leave. And don’t come back.” Your voice was low and dangerous. Your words took him by surprise as he jumped a little. You didn’t give him time to respond as you turned on your heel and darted into your bedroom, slamming the door.
You spent most of the night crying into your pillow. Anyone else and you probably could have just brushed it off but it was Donnie. You loved him, respected him and he treats you like that.
In the morning, you opened your bedroom door cautiously. He wasn’t there but judging by the pillows and blanket on your sofa, he had stayed the night but would have had to leave before dawn. You noticed a piece of paper sitting on your table and picked it up, instantly recognizing Donnies hand writing.
“[y/n], please call me today. I need to speak to you. Im sorry. -Donatello.”
You could see his hand had been shaking and there was tear stains on the paper but you didn’t care as you crumpled up the page and dumped it in the bin.
You werent getting spoken to like that by anyone.
————–time skip ——————–
It had been three weeks since that night. Every day was worse than the one before. You had not gone more than 2 days without speaking to Donnie before and now you had nothing. He kept trying to call you and text you but you ignored both and turning off your phone. He had tried coming to yours a few times but you locked the window. Donnie knew better than to try and pick the lock but you heard him trying to open the window.
You went to work as normal but they noticed the dark bags under your eyes. You hadnt had a proper night sleep in weeks and it was starting to affect you badly.
Tonight, you sat on your sofa with your knees pulled up to your chest.
With every passing day, the fear that his words were right cracked your confidence little by little.
A fresh set of tears welled in your eyes as you tried to blink back the tears with no success.
The TV was on in the background but you weren’t paying attentions. It was now 10pm which meant it was pitch black outside. The weather had been terrible today and hadn’t improved. It was lashing down with rain and the wind could easily be heard. You knew no one would travel out in this weather, especially Donnie who often had tech on him so you kept your curtain open to watched the rain fall.
You moved forward, placing both your feet on the floor and sobbing into the palms of your hands.
Your body shook as you sobbed, feeling your breathing becoming erratic.
“[y/n]?” A muffled voice made you jump to your feet and stare at the window where there was now a familiar face.
You could see he was struggling to hold himself up on the ledge due to the weather. He was soaked to the bone and you could see him shivering. You cursed yourself for not closing the curtain. You couldn’t bring yourself to let him in after what he had said and you knew he wouldn’t leave if you stayed in the living room, so you started to walk to the bedroom. You heard a creak of your window and remembered your hadn’t locked your window from earlier when you had it open for fresh air.
You darted inside your room and slammed the door before he could catch you.
But almost the second you closed the door, you heard him banging on the door which you held closed.
“[y/n], please, come out?” Donnie begged, his voice was horse but filled with a desperate tone.
“go away.” You didn’t mean for your voice to sound desperate and weak but thanks to the crying from earlier and the fresh tears now didn’t help.
“don’t cry.” He whimpered, trying to open the door but you held it shut. “Please, I need to speak to you!” He rattled the door, sounding desperate but you didn’t budge.
“No, now go!” You cried out, falling to the floor with your back pressed against the door to keep it closed.
“Please, I NEED you.” Donnie stressed the word ‘need’ which made you let out a laugh.
“Yeah, you made that clear 3 weeks ago!” You snarled through the door, your cheeks nipping with the tears.
“No, I do. [y/n], I need you. Please. Im so sorry. I didn’t mean it. I-I know your hurt. When I said what I said, I didn’t mean it. I was stressed because I always have to be perfect and you make it look so easy. Because to me, you are. I swear I didn’t mean to hurt you. I would never want that. These last weeks have been hell, [y/n]. Please, I need you. I need you more than anything. Im sorry.” Donnie then broke down into sobs outside your bedroom door.
You stared in front of you.
He needed you. And Donnie was a horrendous liar. You had always been able to tell when he was lying or when he wasn’t being truthful with you. But you couldn’t find that in his voice. He sounded genuinely desperate for you to come out.
You spent most of these weeks in your own mind. It had wounded you more than you let on but judging by his actions, it hurt him too.
You pushed yourself up and you were about to open the door when he said one more thing.
“Please, I love you.” He sobbed like a broken man.
You froze.
He loved you. Donatello loved you.
Opening the door, you didn’t realize Donnie was leaning against it while on his knees. He fell forward, landing at your feet. You jumped as he pushed himself up back to his knees but not getting up any further. Instead, you dropped to your knees in front of you. He stared at you, a desperate need obvious in his eyes as you looked at you lap.
“Did you mean what you said? About you loving me?” You asked, not looking at him.
“Yeah, I always have. [y/n], im so sorry. I was just angry and I shouldn’t have taken it out on you like that. It’ll never happen again.” He reached forward, taking your hands in his larger ones. You glanced at him, seeing his tear-stained cheeks, his bright red eyes, the dark circles that seemed to match yours. His hands shook and he was taking long breaths to try and calm himself.
“I-I-“ You trailed off, looking at his hands as you tried to find the words.
“I understand if you’re still hurt and upset.” He mumbled and you felt his hand shake more. But that wasn’t what you were trying to say.
“I love you, too.” You looked up and into his eyes for the first time in 3 weeks.
Donnies mouth fell open and he let out a small sound. He took a deep breath.
“Really?” He breathed, moving closer to you as he spoke as if he could believe his ears.
You opened your mouth to speak but you could so you nodded.
Donnie let out a airy laugh but before you could say anything, he leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours.
You froze for a moment, unable to think straight but then you begin to kiss back. You wrapped your arms around his neck and he reached forward. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you onto his lap, holding you close.
You moaned a little into the kiss, feeling his heart beating hard against his chest.
You pulled away, breathing heavily as you leaned your forehead against his.
“I’ll make it up to you.” He whispered, holding you close.
You smiled, closing your eyes.
Donnie spent the night with you, whispering sweet nothings in your ears but most of all, he told you how much he needed you.

Dating Jaebum would include…
  • Him tucking his head in the crook of your neck, pressing a kiss to the base of your throat.
  • Him being nervous to meet your family
  • “I don’t think I can do it babe”
  • “Jaeeee come on you’ll be fine. My dad is not going to kill you”
  • “What if he does”
  • You pretending to be asleep to listen to him singing when you wake up in the morning.
  • Warming you up.
  • “You should’ve worn more clothes”
  • “Why would I do that when I got you to warm me up”
  • Taking forever to get him out of bed
  • “Get your ass up Im Jaebum oR I SWEAR-”
  • You ending up snuggled underneath him.
  • “Let’s sleep for 5 more minutes okay”
  • Cheesy pick up lines.
  • “It’s going to rain don’t forget your umbrella”
  • “But it’s hot outside I don’t think it’s going to”
  • “Whatever! Don’t call me later then whining about you getting wet! I won’t come and get you”
  • “I won’t”
  • But it did rain.
  • And you found him outside waiting for you with an umbrella.
  • “I thought you said-”
  • “Shut up”
  • Staring into his eyes for hours.
  • Him smirking.
  • “Babe, stop staring at me”
  • “I-I was not”
  • Long passionate kisses. Lots of lip bites.
  • Rough and dominant sex.
  • But occasionally vanilla sex when he’s tired.
  • Expect a lot of jealousy.
  • When you’re talking to a guy.
  • When you’re next a guy.
  • When you’re playing with the members.
  • When you’re talking to the members.
  • just don’t stand near any guy.
  • You two dressing up for an important occasion.
  • But you end up not going.
  • Because hell Jaebum looks like a god when he’s wearing a suit.
  • And you couldn’t stop yourself.
  • And you know he’s always up for it.
  • A lot of teasing. A LOT.
  • Promise rings.
  • Him being the most over-protective boyfriend in the world.
  • Silent treatment whenever he’s mad at you at something stupid and he knows it is.
  • “What’s wrong why are you mad”
  • “I’m not”
  • “I kn-”
  • “I saiD IM NOT”
  • Fighting all the time because the two of you are stubborn af.
  • No apologies, just make-up sex.
  • Lazy mornings.
  • Lazy afternoons.
  • “This time don’t forget to put a jacket on it’s cold outside”
  • “But-”
  • But you know he will anyway.
  • The boys using you to get away every time they anger Jaebum.
  • “Because he can’t say no to you.”
  • Him calling late at night whenever something is bothering him.
  • “Did I wake you up”
  • “Yeah but don’t worry. What’s up”
  • “Nothing really uhm.”
  • “Jaebum.”
  • “I just wanted to hear your voice”
  • Him saying a lot of mean things that he doesn’t mean.
  • You swearing that you’re done for good this time and you’re never getting back to him again.
  • But then the boys will call you and tell you how broken and lost he is.
  • So you give up and go and see him.
  • He’s pretending he’s perfectly fine but his eyes looks so sad and tired.
  • But you are hurt and tired as well.
  • And he is a stubborn asshole.
  • You have to be the one to always give in.
  • But in the end it’s worth it because
  • In a moment of weakness he’ll hold you tight and tells you 
  • “Please don’t give up on me Y/N-ah! I know I say a lot of shit but- just don’t let me go”



summary of smtm5 ep7

- Kush reminding One he’s in YG 24/7
- “show me the friendship”
- #gun has screentime bless up
- “hi donutman” #stopflowsik2k16
- andwae andwae andwae
- did superbee fry his hair tbh what is that
- flowsik’s neck veins
- xitsuh’s face expressions express my life
- myundo breaking up with boi b
- dok2′s bitch face
- did superbee just call- smh.
- 1 dab = 1 reblog
- show me the money more like show me the hairstyles
- cjamm accepting his death
- simon d’s pringle speakers
- xitsuh & one are sitting in at tree K I S S I N G
- let’s just crown bewhy the winner why are we still continuing
- exploding nerves
- your heart will explode too okay I cried 4 times by now
- G2 HOW
- unexpected

It’s been a long time, w/o u my quotes

+i am not your friend
+i am not a furry

‘‘My Mac Daddy Skills are Super Limp’’

‘‘i was just listening to the spice girls and i have to come back to this’’

+i can’t find my titty holder
-Why do i use my time for this

-Guess what
+youre gay?
-yes but
-*whispers in your ear * hexaflexagons

-10/10 date ideas
+If when we met u don’t drag me to a date like that I’ll asume u don’t love me
-*crosses the border into spain * come on babe its time to count down those calories and burn that thigh fat
-ok but when you think about the name ‘‘burn your fat with me’’ could mean 2 totally different things like this could be some innocent workout where youre just getting fit or whatever the fuck but this could just as easily be a ‘lets slice off your leg fat and burn it in a sacrifice to satan bc with the power of love anything is possible. and they say romance is dead’ type thing

+i need all the attention
-bitch accept my love
+i,, eve?
+are you okay
+you just said i love you
-b i t c h accept it

‘‘i have multiple friends i refer to as mom in my contacts and then my actual mom and before i was smart and changed the names i nearlt sent a joke to my actual mom about how i wanted to eat her pussy’’

-Shit they saw the window sex aBORT
-Ripperoni them two
+Dicks? In my window??
-Its more likely than you think

‘‘he gay
the french ones are always gay’’

‘‘I just spammed my mom with middle fingers hi’’

-I’m gonna crawl under a rock and die
-See y’all in hell I guess
+No don’t die
-Too late
-I’m dead inside

-Keiths hard
+hel p i think i saw a blood slurper?
~Keith’s hard
-you ass
+mosquito ::::::::((((

-‘‘Aritmetic love series’’ the only sadism here is the math
+I knew the hexaflexagons had something to do with all of this
-Math is art
~Math is pain
+Life is pain
-Art is pain
~Art is math
#My hair is a mess
~Life is a mess

‘‘Grandma: ‘‘do you want to die, huh?’’
Me internally: yes absolutely I creve death’’

-Tf did I come back to
~we just yelled out the sexual tension
-This is underage I’m gonna go
~i called novi a syrup licking cunt
~and he said he would ‘‘tuck my ass in’’ and then we screamed about how we tought the other was pretty

‘‘I am ready to fight a god.’’

‘‘Texas time I’m coming over to hug you
Don’t question how
Just believe in the yeehaw powers’’

-what rhymes with angel
-wait no
-my name is langel
-it rhymes with
-i like to lick
-what am i doing with my life


-Kiku stop being so fucking edgy jfc
+I’m so edgy I can cut myself on me
-Oh my god

‘‘*gets fucked real hard up the ass * how much sp did you get just then’’

-Rub salt into my wounds like youre up in the Alaskan wilderness, harvesting meat so you can survive the unforgiving winters and manage not to starve. Pound me and grind me untill Im all fine and then wrap me up in plastic before shoving me in a shed for 4 months and slowly eating my remains until Im non existent
+God damnit, you’re turning me on

-Why is your German boyfriend unaware of the existence of trees
+I don’t know
+maybe it’s a German thing?? Maybe they don’t have trees there,,,

-Young love
-I remember when I was young
+I’m a year older than u
-did i fucking stutter

-I’ll just summon a demon on another day uwu
+Eve you are a demon
~Eve is a good demon
-I need to summon an army, baba
-I’ll become the dictator of a country of demons

‘‘Why must you yeehaw’’

‘‘yeehaws from europe’’

-yeehaws from south europe
+yeehaws from north-central europe
~stop yeehaws they’re not even a thing here
-Yeehaws are an European thing now guys
+yeehaws in polish
~No they’re not
+yeehaws in eUrOpeaN
+yes they are

‘‘Also mother asked me if I’m looking for my dream priencess on the beach and yes mom thank you I am gay’’

-I need to go to Walmart today
+Get some wasabi peas 4 me
~Ger some edgy candles for me
+Oo ye

-ya like jazz?
+i ducking love jazz
-That’s rude to ducks
+youre rude to ducks
-Duck you
+id duck you so hard, eve
~God my legs hu- What did i come back to
+oh hi novi why are you awake?
+: )

-if i stay up 2 days with no sleep and then write something 
-how bad can i get
-im already fucking terrible with 1 day of no sleep
-could be interesting
+Ryan you’re gonna stunt your growth
-ive already accepted the fact that im never gonna grow to be a redwood tree

‘‘Been here for 2 seconds and I’ve already destroyed a relationship’’

-Why is post apocalypse Mr. Krabs into bdsm
+why wouldn’t he
~The world is burning,,,,,,,,,,, lets masturbate
-Novi what the actual fuvc
+and they say romance is dead
-It is and you two killed it
+wym we are the most romantic of the romantics sweet and innocent angels
+who did nothing wrong
+get over here you spanish bitch
~I’m already here you American asshole
+we’re proving how romantic we are now shove it up your asshole
~Right after u

+Are you okay
-sorry i turned on a hannah montana playlist and nobodys perfect came on
-this was my shIT

-now baba is really gonna go to jail
-good job novi you idiothole
+shut up Ryan u stupid ass
-you like my stupid ass though
-i just dont like your idiothole
+which one of them
-idk novi why dont you pick you seem to have many holes on your body
+Honestly why are we like this 
-have you decided which hole is your idiothole yet or are you still trying to count them all to make a decent decision
+Ryan is2g
~lowkey laughing because wtf the fuck guys
+Same tbh
-im just sAYING
-novi your name is literally ryan fucker
+I’m not cheating on u w/ another ryan
-theres a spanish ryan i fucking know it
-gonna kill that bitch
+Nah but my psicologist is called Randall
-what an english you did there
+Fuck me up y
-which hole is your y
-im crying o love annoying you
+Well fucc u then
-which hole
+I’m leaving
~I don’t know whether to cry or laugh at your interactions

-yo evvu
+eve my meme bro
-If eve is ur meme bro
-Then what am I
-my bro bro
-meme pardner
~pard n er
-Idk how to feel about this

‘‘idk about you but one of my favorite games when i was 7 was “throw rocks from my driveway at passing cars bc i was raised to be an asshole from birth"’’

‘‘Guys I have resting murder face
I was just chilling looking at my phone and my sister was like ‘‘why do you look like you want to stab someone’’ but ITS JUST MY FACE’’

‘‘Ryan, raised to be a quotable asshole’’

-i am a pure and innocent angel that did nothing wrong
-i was not browsing furries while talking to novi shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
-you have no evidence of this
-: )
-i was curious so i searched for snep on tumblr and of course furries came up?
-so i had to look for scientific reasons only
-it was a check for quality
-nothing else
~Why am I not even surprised

-Why must you do this every time I leave
+,,,,,,, memes

‘‘ok hey the space ponies werent my fault’’

‘‘Everyday I descend more into insanity’’


‘‘i mean ive brought it from ‘i love you’ to ‘hey so like do you ever just wanna scream dick at the top of your lungs in public’’’

-I’m gay
+Hi gay
+I’m Baba
~I’m cant

‘‘,,,,,,i licked it is it enough’’

‘‘mother just asked me if i like jazz and i died’’

‘‘quote me up (quote me up inside)’’

Bonus: I asked for last words and they gave me this

@stammi-ravioli  @plushy-eve  @space-asylum  @rolord  @ask-ageswap-viktor  @shitphobe420  @hatelikingbatman  @ask-yoi-viktor-nikiforov  @phantasmagoricalcoffee  @nocturnal-narcissus  @meow-puta  @wanber  @yuuri-on-heelys  @ask-otabek  @ask-ice-family  @nam-nam-joon  @caffeinebeancrock  @rosebud1903

rangervex  asked:

top 5 pike n kiki moments, which is more of a cry for help bc im trying to make a gifset and have somehow Forgotten Everything Like A Loser

lowkey feel like this is the sort of thing where the answer is “those rare times they interact” but

  1. “I feel confused all the time… I think that’s just what life is.”
  2. when pike kissed keyleth after the feeblemind restoration?????????? Prime pike/keyleth content
  3. when keyleth threatened to fuck up pike’s family if they took advantage of her in episode 95
  4. when Percy called Pike charming and Keyleth got uppity about it
  5. a lil moment but Pike sitting with Keyleth waiting for Vax when he first went to the RQ’s temple is a big one for me tbh

anonymous asked:

I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING AND NOW IM SAD BUT OMFG when ignis (who is still blind ) has a kid what if he has a girl and his little girl asks him if she's beautiful what if she's being bullied and she sits on his lap crying and says "daddy all the girls at school call me ugly " and he tries to tell her she's beautiful but she just sobs out a " how would you know? " i hurt myself so bad



Shawn Mendes-Trouble In Paradise

Requested: anonymous
Word count: 1325
Warning: angsty
Summary: You and Shawn are famous and have a daughter but dont spend enough time with her which leads to you and Shawn to fight. Thus the thought of divorce is brought into your daughter’s mind and issues arise.

Y/D/N-Your daughter’s name
~ ~ ~
“Shawn and I are totally booked that day, sorry. Is there any other dates available for that?” You say with your cell phone held to your ear with your shoulder as you mix a vegetable stir fry on the stove.

You sigh in annoyance when your manager makes it a big deal that you and your husband Shawn can’t make it to the wanted interview.
“Im sorry but you can’t pin this on me. I have other plans too and you can’t just ring me up a few days before and expect a ‘yes’ for a event” you argue back, being irritable from the past few weeks being non stop jam packed with work and in the community eye. I mean. You and Shawn were famous and world known.
“You knew these circumstances would arise when you signed our contract, y/n” your manager; Claire spoke.
“I did. But know after months without sleep and something close to normality, Claire. Im losing my mind and can’t take on any extra projects. Shawn and I have a daughter for goodness sake. We need to be parents! And it’s especially hard given the situation” you counteract, getting more and more flustered.
“Breathe, y/n. Breathe” Claire told you, hearing your patience diminish over the phone with her.
“No! I’m not going to just 'breathe’! I’m a normal person with the same bills and problems as everyone else! I’m not immune to life’s issues and I’m fed up that everyone thinks so” you carry on.

Shawn was in the next room over; the dining room, working intensely on the finishing songs he had to have written and recorded by the end of the month. He had 1 ½ week to do 5 songs and the pressure was on.
But he broke focus and heard your little meltdown with your manager.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head to himself as he dropped his pen. He knew how much the industry worked you both. You especially because you were so beautiful and talented.
And what made you both feel worse about your careers, was the fact that you both were slacking with your young daughter.
* * *

Shawn still sat at the dinner table as you began to set it, wanting to work every second he could.
And unfortunately, the phone was still glued to your ear.
You balance a stack of 3 plates, cups, and forks to the table, then place them on the table.
“Hold on one second” you tell your daughter’s speech therapist.
You put the speaker of your phone to your chest to muffler your call to your child for dinner.
“Y/D/N! Dinner” you call from in the dining room, hoping your 8 year old can hear you from up in her room.
Instantly, you hear her bedroom door open and her feet rush down the stairs.
You resume talking with the speech pathologist.

“Mommy! Daddy! Mommy! Daddy! Guess what!” Your daughter cheered happily with something within her small little fist.
You continued talking terms with the doctor and Shawn was so engrossed in his writing that he didn’t really hear y/d/n.
“Mommy’s on the phone, y/d/n” Shawn told her.
“Guess what!” Your daughter said even more loudly, capturing a bit more of Shawn’s attention. But missing yours.
“Mommy and Daddy are busy right now, hun” Shawn replied and continued to write.
“Hold on” you tell the pathologist and put the phone back to your chest.
“I lost a tooth today!” She chimed anyways, opening her hand to show you two.
“That’s great. Go put it under the pillow and I’ll put a dollar under there later” he said, not thinking twice of his words.
Y/D/N’s face drops and Shawn just realises what he said.
You immediately stare wide eyed at him. Did he really just say that?!
“There’s no tooth fairy?” She says.
Shawn looks like he was just caught in exposing a big secret and immediately regrets it.
“No, y/d/n-” Shawn tries.
But she’s already gone and upstairs to cry.
“Let me call you back” you say into your phone and end your call quickly.
Immediately you glare into your husband’s eyes.
“What? Im sorry” Shawn apologizes.
“Sorry? You shouldn’t be apologizing to me and that’s certainly not going to cut it Mendes” you huff.
“Hey, dont get all huffy with me. Im not the only one who has poor parenting skills” Shawn argues back.
“Poor parenting skills?” you laugh back, “I didn’t crush a childhood symbol you nimrod!”.
“Names now? Thats real childish of you y/n” Shawn retorts.
“Im not childish, Shawn. I dont let my manager overbook me so Im coming home at 2 in the morning. I make sure I see my daughter everyday. We may not be doing much, but I still see her every freakin day! You on the other hand, want to be your industry and fans’ best friend. You have never grown up and never will grow up!” You argue back.
“So Im childish, will never grow up and love the world more than my child” Shawn asked like it was a stupid question.
“Yeah, that’s exactly it” you agreed.
He shakes his head and places his hands on his hips as he looks away, “You’re unbelievable. You dont see the whole the whole picture”.
“What can’t I see Shawn?!” You respond.
“Mommy…daddy” a small voice says from around the corner of the wall.
You and Shawn turn your head to see y/d/n slightly hiding.
“Come on out, y/d/n. You’re okay” you tell your little girl.
She slowly steps out from behind the corner.
“Are you and daddy going to get a divorce?” She asks softly, hugging her stuffed bear to her chest.
“Mommy and I are not going to get a divorce, honey” Shawn says as he goes and crouches to her height and holds her small hand in his big one.
“Then why were you fighting?” She asks.
“Mommy’s and daddy’s sometimes dont always get along and disagree on things. But that doesn’t mean we’re going to split up because of it” Shawn tries to explain to the 8 year old.
Shawn turns his head and looks to you seriously, “I want us to break from our career for a bit. Our attention needs to be elsewhere and we should have realised that sooner”.
You nodded in agreement.
Y/D/N cracks a slight smile.
“I love you mommy and daddy” she tells you both.
“We love you too” you both respond.

Shawn reaches into his back pocket and pulls out his walls as he tells his girl, “Daddy is sorry about earlier. I was just so excited about you losing you’re tooth that I forgot to mention that I wanted to give you a dollar on top of what the tooth fairy was going to give you”.
He pulls out a loonie and places the cool coin in his daughter’s small palm.
Her smile gets bigger and she jumps to give him a hug.
“Thanks daddy!” She grins.
“You’re welcome sweetheart” He replies and rubs her back.
You lean into Shawn’s ear and whisper, “nice save”.
He smiles.

“Can daddy and I tuck you in?” You ask y/d/n and extend your hand down to the short little one, as does Shawn.
“Yes” she smiled and took both your hands, leading the way.
Your husband looks to you with a smile, showing that this is what he was wanting to do in life with you. To have a family and be happy.


member- jungkook

genre- angst mostly

words- 715 (pretty short)

summary- you are the one he turns to when he needs comfort

a/n- all the events today were heartbreaking for me to read/watch. i didn’t watch the whole thing but what i saw made me want to cry. my motherly instincts wanted to fly to korea and protect the poor baby :’) but im thankful for the ones that did treat Jungkook with respect. (also thank @ohmyhoseok for this)

Originally posted by tbhobi

You felt anger boil in your stomach as you watched the older males treat your caring and selfless boyfriend like dirt. He had went out of his way to purchase them the food, and he had called you just ten minutes ago about how much he thought they’d appreciate them. When you saw them straight up reject his kind gesture, you couldn’t help but want to jump through the screen and protect Jungkook. 

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“What do you mean you think we should break up?” “There’s this girl…her name is Tara. We were together in high school but she left me when she graduated. She wanted to go to med school in Chicago and we broke up. But she’s back now. In Charming.” You kept looking at him, not understanding why any of that meant you had to break up. “I still love her. I always have. I never stopped. I love you too but I just…im still in love with her. I want to try and make things right with her. I’m sorry.” You starred at him in disbelief.

“So you used me.” “Baby no, I-” “Don’t call me that. You used me for 9 months to fill a void and now you’re throwing me away but you think you can still call me baby?” “I love you y/n.” “You don’t know what love is.“ You stood up from your couch and crossed your arms over your chest. You wouldn’t let him see you cry. "Get out.” “I’m s-” “GET OUT!” Reaching out, you grabbed the vase of roses he had bought you a couple days ago and threw it against the wall behind him, the glass shattering and covering the floor in glittering shards. Jax breathed out a sigh and turned around, walking out the door.


Fifteen minutes later, your living room and kitchen looked like a tornado had ran through it. Dishes, glasses, picture frames, and furniture were scattered around the floor broken as you sat on the floor leaning against the wall, broken too. After your rage filled redecoration, you collapsed on the floor in a fit of tears. How could he do this to you? After everything you had done for him, this is how he chose to repay you. By letting you know that you had been a replacement.

Not knowing what to do with yourself, you slowly stood up being carful not to step on any glass.  As you straightened out, your whole body felt sore and tense. You didn’t really have very many girlfriends, none that you could talk to about this. Deciding on taking a nice hot bath, you made your way to your bathroom and ran the water as hot as you could stand it before you stripped your clothing, looking forward to the comfort.

Apparently the bath was too comforting, as you ended up bursting into tears twice. On the third time, you couldn’t stop. It wasn’t so much the fact of losing Jax as it was his blatant use of you. You were sure he probably never expected her to come back but for him to throw you away so readily like that? He’d never loved you in the first place, and that’s what hurt. Suddenly, you had the urge to talk to Tig. Yeah, he wasn’t the classiest or the most sane but he was a good friend and right now that was exactly what you needed.

You picked up your cell and typed in his number waiting for him to answer. To be honest, you hadn’t really expected him to answer on you first call, much less the first ring. “Hello?" "Tiggy?” “What’s wrong?” Obviously, you hadn’t masked you voice very well. “I…I need you. I’m not hurt or anything I just need someone right now. Can I come over?” “Um…sure.” “It’s ok if you’re busy.” “No no, come over baby.”


“How could he just abandon me like that? I loved him as much as I could. Guess it wasn’t enough. What’s she look like? She’s probably beautiful.” Hey,“ Tig squeezed your shoulder as you leaned against his chest. "Don’t you say that. You’re beautiful. He fucked up. He hit the lotto with you. That shit with Tara was toxic, still is. It didn’t last then and it wont last now and when it fails again, he’ll come crawling back to you.” “I don’t want him back. I don’t trust him.” Tig nodded and moved his hand from your shoulder to your hair gently running his fingers through it and tucking it behind you ear, trying to comfort you as much as he could. He was never really one for words.

You relaxed into his chest and closed your eyes, taking a deep breath and taking in the scent of his cologne. Tig was giving you more affection now than Jax had in days. You felt so safe in his arms. So relaxed. So…loved. You lifted you head off his chest and looked at him. His ice blue eyes, looked down at you and before you realized what you were doing, you leaned up and pressed your lips against his. He kissed you back for a moment then pulled away from you. 

“Baby, no. I know you’re hurt but-” You silenced him as you kissed him, this time sitting up and placing your hands on his chest but he pulled away again. “Y/N, no. You’re fragile right now. I know you want comfort but this ain’t it."  Embarrassed, you nodded and stood up, getting ready to leave. "Sorry.” You had made it a few steps before he grabbed your wrist and turned you back around.

“I like you. Like, I’ve got…look I’m not good with this type of shit but I got feelings for you. I’m not saying I’m in love with you but…I got a thing for you baby. I’m not gonna kiss you and be with you if you’re never going to talk to me again after. I’d rather just keep you as a friend than lose it all.” You stayed staring at him for a couple seconds trying to make sure you were grasping what he was saying. “Aw shit see? I knew I shouldn’t have said anything. Look just go home and forget about this, we-”

He wasn’t expecting the forceful kiss from you and it had him stumble a bit before he wrapped his arms around you, holding your body to his and walking you back until you felt your back hit the wall. You moaned softly into his mouth and he groaned in response, his hands sliding down to your ass and gripping it firmly. You put your hands around his neck and grabbed fistfuls of his dark curls as he bit your lip. Suddenly he pulled away. “Wait wait wait…what about Jax?”

“Fuck Jax.”

Harmful Thoughts - Derek Luh Imagine


Could you write an imagine about Derek almost relapsing and you help him with it?




I sit at my kitchen table with all the bags I promised Y/N I threw away. This week has been horrible, first I get into a fight with go knows who from the bar and Y/N got mad at me, then I can’t seem to get this track right for my new sound track and last of all I miss these drugs like hell. 

“I can’t do this. I can’t do this.” I mumble over and over again with my head in my hands fingers gripping at my hair. 

Y/N would be so disappointed if I relapsed. Y/N thats what I need. I search my pocket for my phone my eyes bfldgin out of my head searching for her contact. I call praying she will pick up since it is 4 a.m. 

“Derek?” Her groggy voice says into the phone. 

“Babygirl, I need you.” I cry into the phone dropping to the floor. 

“Okay, Im on my way, just stay put okay baby?” She says and I can hear her grabbing her keys. 

“Okay.” I whimper out sobbing into my hands resting on the floor waiting for her to come.

10 minutes later I hear the door open and Y/N, calling out my name. She walks into the kitchen and sees me sitting on the floor a crying mess. 

“Oh Derek.” She whisper coming own to my level and stopping my face in her hands looking me in the eyes. “You didn’t take anything did you?” She asks looking at the bags on the table. 

I shake my head no and she grabs my hands and helps me up, we walk over to the couch and she lies on her back as I lie on my stomach on top of her lower half resting my head on her stomach as she plays with my hair. 

“Thank you for calling me.” She whispers soothingly. 

“Thank you for coming.” I whisper back. 

“You don’t need those Derek, you are so much better without them. I never ever want to see you with those again, even in your darkest days.” She says stopping her movements and looking down at me. 

“I promise.” I say moving her hand back to my hair urging her to continue. We fall asleep on the couch and wake up with sore backs from sleeping there for the rest of the night. 

It was around 3 p.m. and she got me dressed and grabbed the bags and we drove down to the river, where she had me walk out with all my old friends and throw them into the water where they would disappear. 

“You can do this.” She says rubbing my back as I look over the bridge into the freezing water. 

I nod my head and move the bad over the edge and slowly release. I watch it fall and sink deep into the depths. I feel as if a large weight was lifted off my chest because I could finally breathe. I step back and bring her into my arms. 

“Thank you.” I say looking down at her. 

“Anything for you.” She says looking back up at me as I capture my lips with hers. 


Here is a quick little imagine! I hope you guys like it! 

I have some smuts for you guys coming up next….. 

Love you always,