i how i feel right now

hhhng i still felt bad abt not getting her skin color right so here’s my bby

also i kinda finished pokemon moon finally so

A bisexual fucked me up last week lemme tell ya

first off, jaemin’s health is absolutely the most important thing, and i’m so glad sm isn’t putting him at risk of further injury. but i’m just……my heart is so sad for this poor boy and how he must be feeling. since his injury, he’s missed:

1) the first major awards show of his career
2) the first year-end shows of his career
3) all the v lives/videos from the end of november til now
4) the fan interactions the rest of the group has had (christmas fanboard, new years greetings, etc)
5) HIS GROUP RECEIVING THEIR FIRST AWARD

and now his group is making their first comeback without him…….i can’t even imagine how overwhelmingly disappointing and frustrating and painful this has been for jaemin, watching his group do all these things without him, i am so crushed for my child i just

So I just realized something today. You know how we always rant about the (old, too old) age of the actors playing Harry Potter’s parents in the movies?

Severus Snape, Sirius Black and Remus Lupin were (more or less) 31 years old when Harry started to attend Hogwarts.

Yep.


Still, in the movies, they were interpreted by a 55 year old (Alan Rickman), a 43 year old (Gary Oldman) and a 38 year old (David Thewlis) respectively. (These are the ages they were when the first movie was released.)


And you know Ben Barnes, who is often fancasted as teenage Sirius Black? He is 35 years old, only a year younger than Sirius was when he died. So Ben Barnes is in fact a good fancast for old Sirius! And Andrew Garfield, who is often fancasted as teenage Remus? 33. Yep. You get my point here.


Ways I am exactly like Maria Reynolds

• half-dressed
• apologetic
• a mess
• looks pathetic

Do you know that line from Perks of Being a Wallflower?

“And you’re listening to that song and that drive with the people you love most in this world. And in this moment I swear, we are infinite.”

In this moment, the sky outside is blue and pink and orange and so sweet I hurt–

I’m listening to Jon Bellion, that smooth voice singing: took fifteen hits ‘till I could barely walk. 

In this moment, my room is dark, the plants on my windowsill outlined by the sinking sun reflecting off the snow at the end of another day among million-billions. 

I have felt infinite before but right here and now I feel ephemeral; I am so, so small; 

I am a sliver,

an infinity of nothing. 

Don’t mind me I’m just sitting here getting emotional over Kageyama Tobio.

Have you ever stopped to think about how far he has come?
He started as a lonely tyrant. Completely unaware of the fact that he is not the only player on the court. That you have to work together. You have to trust others.

Then Hinata came. He had teammates. He had a partner. He learned to trust for the very first time. He learned to accommodate others. He learned how to build them up. He is stronger, immeasurably more now than he ever was.

He’s not alone anymore.