i hope u still like it tho!!!

when i was like 14, i once wore contact lenses instead of glasses to school bc i had just learned how to put them on and i wanted to show them to my friends right, and this one guy goes and tells me “i thought girls were supposed to become beautiful when they stopped wearing glasses. something obviously went wrong with you” and that was??? so incredibly rude i wanted to cry but i just stood there not knowing what to say bc i honestly thought we were friends

but the girl sitting in front of him (who was also his crush, mind u) hears him and turns around with the most disgusted expression on her face, and calls him out on it like “omg i cant believe you said that have you even seen yourself in a mirror you have no right to tell her shit” and then she turns to me and says “dont listen to him, you look gorgeous with or without glasses” and she probably already forgot about that but i always remember it whenever i feel self-conscious about myself

so the moral of the story is: if u see someone being a jerk to someone else, dont laugh along and call them out on it. stick together and bring all the fuckboys down

“I don’t know. They grow like trees, tall and over towering. And you’d think they were ridiculous, because the are only flowers. You’d think that they would look strange, trying to be something they are not. But they don’t, no one ever thinks that of them. Their stalks are sturdy and confident and they reach for the sun without shame, They are beautiful. You can’t help but feel happy just looking at them” 
-I can’t make you love me by @moonfox22 <3 

11 p.m. is for single mothers
who cradle a glass of wine in their fingers
and wait for the sound of a child crying
they hope will never come—
it always does.

12 a.m. is for high school students
to do homework they didn’t have time to do
after lacrosse practice and dance rehearsal—
they yearn to rest their tired eyes
but cannot.

1 a.m. is for sneaking into your bedroom
on a school night at seventeen,
reminding yourself how tired
you will be in the morning,
convincing yourself it was worth it.

2 a.m. is for star-crossed lovers
rolling in bed sheets smelling of
alcohol and tragic dreams that
ironically lull them to sleep.

3 a.m. is for hopeless romantics
wishing under late-night skies
for someone to talk to,
for someone who gets it.

And all of those people think
they’ve got it bad, but
when 4 a.m. rolls around the corner,
the past sinks into your veins—

4 a.m. is too late for anyone to save you,
for when 4 a.m. tells you,
“You can’t do this anymore,”
you believe it.

—  4 a.m.

anonymous asked:

favorite swimming suits?

i basically only have these and i don’t have any bikini sets (weird)!! hope u find something u like anon :-)

  1. trillyke’s color block swimsuit - a classic
  2. sundayspell’s palm print swimsuit - i’m a sucker for these prints
  3. llen’s 80′s swimsuit - here are two recolours i recommend! one / two
  4. margeh75′s 21 bodysuit - i use as a swimsuit tho
  5. waekey’s double scallop swimsuit

other lists I’ve done can be found here, I think I’ve covered the bulk of everything I could possibly do, if there’s still one not there that you want - go ahead and hit me up :’-)


I’m still obsessed w/ those perilette n paper lazuli thing and since there’s a perfect pic for that so ye WHY NOT

But srsly tho! Hope u have a great b’day senpoooii \;;w;;/

cassiopeiathewraith  asked:

Hey i saw your post about carve the mark, i was wondering how it is considered as ableism. Because after i finished it, the message that i get is that even tho she's in pain and everything, she still does what she can to protect someone who cares about her (or something like that, I hope u get what i mean). Forgive me if I'm wrong, I read books but not included in any discussion group, hope you dont mind educate me about that. Thank u :D

i want to preface this by saying i am no way an authority on what is and what isn’t ableist. (this is because while I am mentally ill and SOMETIMES experience pain in my ankle (that surgery cannot fix) which sometimes impairs my ability to walk, i am still, for the most part, able-bodied).

I also didn’t want to give you a half-assed summary of what’s been said about why CTM is problematic, so I’ve amassed a bunch of links for you to check out that are from people whose opinions matter more than mine!

To start, here’s a link that leads you to an interview VRoth did with NPR, which is important to understand why her portrayal of chronic pain is problematic.

Then, you need to understand how and why that actually is so (from someone who actually experiences chronic pain)

Here’s a twitter thread providing further evidence and explanations 

Here’s an article talking about chronic pain even further

One more article/rant about chronic pain in CTM

“My inability to get up in the morning is not a gift. Not being able to work, go to school, see my friends, live on my own, be ambitious, have energy, exercise, all that is not a gift. Having my life continually disrupted because my body has decided to stop working properly is not a gift.

This is, to me, very much like saying a loved one’s death is a gift. Yes, you become introspective about mortality, your values are reinforced, maybe your relationships with others are strengthened because you’ve been reminded of how short life is. These are positive things to take from an inherently negative experience.

Chronic pain/illness is very much the same. I have grieved for the life I no longer get to live. Have I become more grateful for some things? Sure. But I wouldn’t count that as a gift. I’d say it’s putting a good spin on a bad situation. I have no other choice.”

Here’s an article that talks about both ableism & racism in the book

Here’s an article talking about racism in that book

Here’s the last bit which goes with the article before this. It’s essentially pieces of evidence that show the racist elements of the book

There’s a ton more resources out there if you’re not satisfied with what I put here or if you want more. 

I am in no way trying to dictate what anybody should and shouldn’t read because it’s not my place and free will is a thing. My aim in this is to warn anybody who are at risk of being hurt by these negative portrayals, so they can choose to avoid books like this to save themselves from being hurt. Furthermore, I ask that all of you do your best to not promote this book in any positive light lest someone else get hurt by this book. 

Happier - reid x reader

A/N this is a lil more angsty and less fluffy than i usually write. I like it tho (:

Anon request: An imagine to the song Happier by Ed Sheeran.

Hope you like it!! let me know what you think. (Italics are the song lyrics)

@hanny-bananny idk if u want me to tag u in my work still, if you want me to stop just let me know and i wont be offended!

Originally posted by dr-spencer-reid-though

Walking down 29th and park
I saw you in another’s arm
Only a month we’ve been apart
You look happier
Saw you walk inside a bar
He said something to make you laugh
I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours
Yeah, you look happier, you do

Spencer walked down the street with a cup of coffee in his hand, watching the sun set quickly over the busy street and buildings surrounding him. As he walked he allowed his mind to wander, and he started thinking of you.

You’d only ended your relationship a month ago. He was so torn up about it. He knew that it was best logically, because his work was getting to be too much. It took his attention away from you sometimes which caused you to feel unneeded. You deserved better.

But a big part of him just wanted you. He loved you and he needed you, but your happiness came before his own, and if you wanted the relationship to be over, so be it. 

Spencer was taken from his thoughts when he heard an all too familiar sound. Your laugh.

He’d know that sound anywhere. It was the most beautiful laugh in the world. He snapped his head up to look for the source of it, praying that you wouldn’t see him because he looked like a mess. Recently he’d thrown himself into his work to distract himself from the breakup.

Spencer’s eyes landed on you, but he didn’t see what he wanted to. He wanted you to run to him. He wanted you to hug him, and let him hold you for a million years. He wanted you to confess your love to him and admit that you needed him just as much as he needed you. But that didn’t happen, because you were holding hands with someone who he’d never seen before, and you didn’t even notice Spencer standing on the sidewalk far from you.

A big smile adorned your face as you produced the beautiful laugh that Spencer had fallen in love with at something the stranger said. The stranger’s smile mirrored your own as you walked into a bar, leaving Spencer dumbfounded at his luck. He could’ve gone without seeing that, it was painful.

Ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody love you like I do
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you’re moving on with someone new

Nevertheless, Spencer continued walking home, thinking to himself that if you were happier with the stranger than with him, then he could learn to be okay with that. He wouldn’t take it personally.

He’d hurt you, he was so invested in his work that he had neglected to remind you how much he adored you and that was his own fault. Your relationship in the end lacked the passion that it had always had in the beginning, and now he was paying the price.

Spencer was so afraid that he’d never love that much again. He was scared that he’d never have the chance to feel again.

‘Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I’ll feel it too
And until then I’ll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

Sat in the corner of the room
Everything’s reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself
You’re happier, aren’t you?

Before he knew it, Spencer had arrived home to his apartment. He threw his keys down on the table that you had bought with him when this was your shared apartment. He kicked off the shoes that you had given him as a gift. He tore off the coat that you’d always said you loved. He couldn’t think straight, he needed to tell someone about what had just happened, so he dialed Morgan’s cell phone number and listened to it ring as he awaited an answer.

“Hey, pretty boy, what’s up?” The friendly voice sounded in his ear.

“I just saw Y/N, and she was with a guy, and they were holding hands and laughing and they went into a bar, and I’m so.. Oh, god, Morgan. I just don’t know what to do with myself. She looked so happy, and I want her to be happy, but.. I want to be the one to make her happy, does that make any sense?” Spencer rambled. He opened a beer and sat on his couch. He didn’t drink often, but this was an exception.

“Woah, Reid. Slow down. Listen, it’s been a month and that’s not very long. But you knew this would happen at some point in time. One day you’re gonna meet someone new and you’ll be happy just like she is. Time will make it better.” Morgan said in a calming voice. Spencer just sighed, and they finished the conversation but he still didn’t feel better. He was a hell of a lot happier with you.

The next day at work, Spencer sat at his desk and smiled through his pain while he looked over paperwork and sipped on his coffee.

Oh, ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody need you like I do
I know that there’s others that deserve you
But my darling, I am still in love with you

Spencer checked the time and was relieved when he saw that there was still a long day ahead of him, he needed to be distracted. However, his thoughts neglected the work before him and came to rest upon the topic of you, who he loved so much. Now that he thought about it, of course you’d found someone new. You were beautiful and kind. You were selfless, smart, and considerate. In fact, he didn’t even feel like he deserved you. There were better men out there, who could give you what you needed.

All he needed, though, was you.

But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I’ll feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you
Baby, you look happier, you do
I knew one day you’d fall for someone new
But if he breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I’ll be waiting here for you

Spencer sighed, and just told himself to accept the fact that you’d moved on with someone new. He knew it’d happen eventually, but he didn’t realize that it’d be this soon.

Throughout the day, Morgan and JJ kept checking up on him, assuring him that he’d find someone else too. That wasn’t what he wanted though, he just wanted you.

Spencer swore to himself that he’d wait to look for someone new until he was positive that you were too far out of his grasp. If this mystery man that you were currently with hurt you or ended it with you, Spencer would still be waiting here with open arms. You were his home, and he prayed that he’d be able to go home soon.


P.S. please leave me a like or some feedback so I know that you’re reading!! if you like my work and would like to see more, my masterlist is linked right up there!! ^

Here is my secret santa gift for @mintowls for @tsukyamgiftexchange ! I am so so sorry for not having done any of your cool aus like im so inept its horrendous :(( 

I hope you still like this gift tho ;; v ;;;)/ … Happy new year!

spaceinvaydr  asked:

Would you be willing to draw any characters from Dota 2? I would love to see some of them in your art style

i dont know anything abt dota 2,, but i still wanted to draw something for u so here u go !!! (i just chose a random character from here lol)

Play On [5] || Jungkook Fanfic

So, you agreed to date Jungkook as a consequence for losing a bet with Jimin. It’s just for a week, anyway. It’s nothing serious… right?

Part 5 // Part 4Part 3, Part 2Part 1

Originally posted by jeongguk

Word Count: 5.1K

Main Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Type: fake dating au / university au / Romance / Fluff / tbh idk man. Whatever this is.

A/N: to cooking kookie anon, i’m sorry the part you requested isnt here T~T i think i failed u somehow :(( it’s going to be on one of the next few parts tho. @ the readers who waited for this… finally, here you guys go hahaha, i’m not entirely satisfied with it though, but i hope you guys still have fun reading! 

Disclaimer– I don’t really know if Jin likes chicken over beef, nor do i know if he likes mushrooms or not hahahah.



“I don’t have a spare helmet.” Jungkook informed, looking at his hands where he held his metallic-coloured bicycle helmet. Unable to reply, you just stared at him, since you didn’t know how to respond. He could clearly just wear the helmet he was holding, but as he opened his mouth to add something, you were prepared to just disagree with what he was about to say. “Just wear this.”

“Jungkook.” You replied, shaking your head. “You’re the one who’s driving this bicycle. You should be the one who’s—”

With a sudden action, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you to him so abruptly that you almost crashed into his chest. You tried to protest, but the words that came out of your mouth somehow resembled a foreign language spoken outside earth. He put the helmet on your head, securing it with a click under your chin and smiled victoriously. “So if we get in an accident,” He patted your head, smiling at you with such gleam in his eyes. “At least this little head of yours could still survive.”

You sneered at his mocking statement and readjusted the helmet on your head. The size was no doubt bigger than yours, but you could probably manage. Probably.

After what had happened yesterday at the university grounds, Jungkook couldn’t keep your “yes” to himself. He had already told the three by yelling it out once you’ve set foot on the car park and the two had almost lifted Jungkook in the air for his triumph.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Pls give me a giant masterlist of sterek songs , i dont care how long or short (tho the longer the better haha) like madi just whack me w them musicaly sterek feels

  • Higher by The Naked and Famous (!!!!!! my sterek ANTHEM)
    -ALSO-> The Linney cover of this kicks my ass 2 4 / 7
  • Night After Night by Sandra Lyng (like. i get such a fratboy/fuckbuddies vibe w/ a side of obliviously fallin’ in love *_*)
  • Still Falling For You by Ellie Goulding (do i. even need a reason for this one.)
  • Free Animal by Foreign Air (my favorite pasttime is listening to this song and imagining sterek kicking straight ass  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
  • History by Olivia Holt (like. listen and then try and tell me this isn’t a PERFECT FIT ‘i didn’t know i felt the way i did before’ fucking oblivious boys honestly. ‘its like we never really closed that door’ also? that chorus? *sips tea*)
  • Intro by The xx
  • Stone Cold by Demi Lovato (i… am so s orry..,,,, ‘i was your ember but now she’s your shade of gold’ i want to d I E)
  • Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World (like!!!! hs!au where ya at????)
  • Closer by Lemaitre
  • Lay Me Down by Sam Smith (a.k.a the feels they can’t put in words)
  • Replay by Zendaya 
  • Haze by Amber Run (i cant even explain. just. listen for yourself)
  • I Found by Amber Run (listen. if i could put all of amber run’s song, I would.)
  • Believer by Imagine Dragons (the rhythm and beat of this song is more sterek than the lyrics, but fuck - when I say the sound of it is STEREK, you best b e l i e v e)
  • Won’t Let Go by Airia (the soundtrack for an angsty, aching, fucking epic whirlwind of a fic.)
  • I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace (oh boy, good ol’ Early Seasons sterek)
  • Cold Water by Conor Maynard (a song about water????? ‘i won’t let go’?? ‘even though time might take us into such different places’ ?? like. no further explanation needed lol.)
  • Intoxicated by Ashley DuBose (’lets just get drunk and tell each other our secrets’ fuck ok, i see u. someone write this fic.)
  • Barricade by Paxton Ingram (this song gets me ten types of fucked up. so much longing and regret and PINING. GO D.)
  • Bloodstream by Transviolet (straight lust like there isn’t any other explanation.)
  • Higher by Rihanna (let ‘im know, stiles. also??? where are my stoner!sterek fics at????)
  • This Means War by Marianas Trench (Point 1: “It’s been what? A half a year, like nothing ever happen in-between us. Fill me in on how you’ve been.” Point 2: “But that’s not what I came for, my amour. I hate to admit it but I miss the war. Gotta get you under fire quick. Brace for it.Conclusion: fuuuuuck.)

ronkiku  asked:

can I request a drawing of a blushy choro(if requests are still open)? I just love the way you draw him!

pbhht rqs are always open!! aND SURE!! i’ll draw any choros at any times,love that boy

i think i made his head too big,oops :x hope u still like him,tho!!!