i hope u see this anon

anonymous asked:

Maybe you could do one where Sirius has a bad dream or has a really bad irrational fear at night and is crying and Remus comforts him?

Hello Anon! Thank u for the amazing prompt! You’re the first person to answer my pleas. So this is my first Wolfstar fanfic so we’ll see how it goes. It will switch POV’s a lot, just warning you. Also, I’m sorry but looks like I made a rlly depressed Sirius. I’m sorry. This is called “Stay”

There was someone in the room with him. He could hear the breaths coming from somewhere close by, but there was an inky blackness over his eyes that wouldn’t let him make out the figure. He tried to reach out, but his hands closed on nothing.

Sirius wanted to help, because those where the very breaths he’s heard thousands of times, by both himself and his brother, Regulus. They where the breaths of someone trying to hide their pain. They where measured, as if trying to swallow down hysteria. They where full of repressed pain and Sirius wanted to help, but he couldn’t see.

As if some force heard his pleas, a faint “Lumos” echoed through the room. Sirius was blinded by a bright white light that felt colder than a winter’s night. Soon, Sirius’ eyes adjusted and he didn’t see the source of the light, but he saw who was in the room with him.

His fingers where bloody, and his shirt, and it crusted on the tips of his hair. His inky black hair, not that much different that Sirius’ hair. His brown eyes where fixed on him, full of anger and a hint of disappointment. His skin was so pale. So pale, it was almost unnatural.

“Regulus,” Sirius murmurs, tears brimming his eyes. Regulus perks at the sound of his name.

“Wh-wh-wh-what h-h-h-happened to y-y-you?” Sirius wasn’t the type to stutter. He was always clean with sharp comebacks, but something about seeing those he loved scared him beyond repair.

“Oh you should know all about that,” Regulus says with a maniac giggle.

“After all, it’s your fault this happened.”

“Reg–wha–what are you talking about?” Sirius says, almost scared.

“You shouldn’t have left me, brother,” Regulus says, spatting out the last word as an insult.

“Left you….? I…..” Sirius, for once, was speechless.

“All those summers spent with the God forsaken Potters? What do you think happened when you where gone? What taunts do you think I have to force down because you ran off with your Gryffindor friends? Huh? What do you think happened? WHAT?”

“I-I-I-I-”

“They make fun of me, Sirius. Call me names, hide my stuff, make sure I’m cut off from everyone else. And then I go home for the summer, alone because you’re sorry arse is hanging out at the Potters, making me the only target for mum and dad.”

“Reg…. I-I-I-I didn’t know….. I didn’t know……”

“It’s to late now, brother. The damage is done. There is nothing you can do.”

There is a loud thump on the bed beside Remus’. In Sirius’ bed. Sirius has been tossing and turning ever since he fell asleep, and Remus would know, because he’s been up the entire time, and his wolf senses caught every change of breath.

He wanted to wake Sirius from the nightmare. He knew that Sirius was plagued with them, almost every other night waking up and ruffling his black curls.

Remus always stared wide eyed at him, too scared to ask if he was alright. Sirius always wanted to be tough, and if he knew that Remus knew his deepest secret, he’d freak out. So Remus stared at Sirius, upright on his own bed, wishing that he was brave enough to help.

Then there was a deep, shuddering breath as Sirius bolted up, his breathing heavy. It must’ve been really bad, Remus thinks to himself. Something stops him from making this like most nights. Something stops him from just laying down and forgetting this ever happened.

“Are you alright?” Remus whispers to Sirius. Sirius jumps a little, but all of the tension leaves his body, making him a crumpled heap.

“Ye-ye-ye-ye–” but he can’t get out the words, because he isn’t all right. That was the worst one yet. Sirius puts his face in his hands.

Remus’ scarred hand reaches for the half eaten chocolate bar on his nightstand and walks over to Sirius’ bed, where he sits down beside him, his long lanky legs hanging out over the edge of the bed. He offers a piece of it.

“It’ll help,” he says, knowing it always helps when he thinks too much about his lycanthropy. Sirius breaks a piece off.

“Thanks,” he says, letting the rich chocolate melt on his tongue.

“Do you want to talk about it?” Sirius shakes his head, memories already floating up in his mind. Remus just nods, staying silent. But somehow, Sirius finds comfort in the silence. It doesn’t press him for answers like James would’ve and it’s comforting. Remus is comforting. After that dream with Regulus……

Sirius finished the chocolate bar, feeling reasonably lighter than when he first woke up, but he knows it has nothing to do with the chocolate.

“Alrighty then,” Remus says, clearing his throat. He stands up, moving back towards his own bed. But before he makes it there, Sirius catches the sleeve of his jumper.

“Stay?” he says. It’s just one simple word, but it lights fires in both of them. Remus nods his head.

They both climb under the covers, subconsciously keeping a space between them. Sirius moves his hand so it’s resting on Remus’ scarred one. Remus settled a little closer, and so does Sirius. Soon, Sirius is lying on Remus’ chest, clutching the fabric of his jumper. Remus’ head rests just above Sirius’, a height difference Sirius always complained about, but they where now both grateful for. Remus could smell the sweet smell of pine trees in Sirius’ hair, and fell asleep with a smile on his face. They both slept peacefully that night.

—–

They both jumped awake as the curtain around Sirius’ bed sprang open to reveal James Potter.

“I knew it,” he says with a smirk.

anonymous asked:

Kel!! I've been giving my OC's so much love and attention recently and it feels really great!! Thanks for always showing me that OC's can be so much more than "that guy who did a thing in a story I haven't quite written". It gives me strength to continue trying to grow them and expand what I know about them when I see your art and enthusiasms about your own OC's. Hope you're doing well, just thought you should know uwub

THAT’S AWESOME ANON I’m rly happy to hear that!! YEAH i think it’s rly fun to play around with your OCs even if you don’t have a full story and stuff I MEAN I CERTAINLY DON’T, but i like doodling them in silly situations anyway HAHA  I HOPE YOU ALWAYS ENJOY YOUR OCS WITH THE SAME SORT OF ENTHUSIASM ANON send them some love from me 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

anonymous asked:

i dont remember how i found ur blog exactly, but i followed ur blog feeling mostly neutral on kakashi: i liked him ofc but i never really saw much art or anything on him. now, after following ur blog for awhile he is one of my fav lol just thought u would like to know ur blog is having this influence! :) hope u have/are having a great day!

Anon, I’m very sorry I’m seeing your message so late, but thank you so much for telling me this!! ♥ You made my entire day.. and tbh I can’t stop thinking about it. I’m overjoyed I have that kind of influence with my blog!

I shall continue to post more of this Good Ninja Man

anonymous asked:

hey! just wondering but do u have any jeanmarco fics in store soon? i really love your jm stuff and i was hoping to read more from you :^)

Hi anon! Well, tbh, it’s what ever strikes me at a particular moment, but jeanmarco will never leave my heart. I have many WIPs I have left in me to write about them, and honestly, I’ll never stop writing about them? O_O;;

If you have anything you’d like to see, though, please feel free to send me a message. I love prompts and head canons. c: Thank you for asking me about it, though! I’m really happy you like my stuff. <3

woa thank you¡¡ 

heres how i draw ‘em [i hope this helps]

when u draw anything, you need to get reference. there are drawings, but drawings are not usually good reference. its way better if you use pictures of a real hand

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theres a lot of really good reference sheets on deviantArt

taking reference from your own hand might work better Because you can see it from various angles and pose it as you need. i often ask my friends to pose their hands and so i can copy them, that can be useful too. you can use 3d models of hands as well c: heres one that i really like

knowing the bones of the hand is really useful Especially the phalanges and the wrist because thats what you want to pose.

i simplify it a little bit though;; i only draw the phalanges and the joints, its better if you start off using only shapes such as rectangles and dots/circles. 

also, take into account the length of each finger so it doesnt look weird. the middle knuckle is the highest one [random tip lol]  and when you draw from a different angle, remember to take care of the nails too!! to give the full perspective

i do it like this, the base first, then the actual shape:

[that hand is pretty dang ugly but you get my point] FRENCH FRY!!!

imagine youre drawing French Fries. 

its v important to pay attention to the bend of the wrist to make it look realistic; look at your own hands, at your friends’ hands, at anyone’s hands! taking reference from different sources and materials is very important.

here are some more lil hands i drew using the French Fry method c:

then you add details like nails, wrinkles, bone… etc

eventually youll get there with good reference, patience, and lots of practice!!! 

hands are a very important part of the character, they express more than u think. exaggerate, play with it, mess it up!! just know the base and some anatomical stuff;; do some actual, solid research and /figure drawing/ and then interpret them as you Like¡¡

i hope this helps !! you can msg me for more hand ref [or other ref in general] c:

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anonymous asked:

P l e a s e i need more Ushijima in Bokuto's kneepads 💎💎💎 you are godly for making this art!!

USHI + KNE E P A DS ???/ ? ??

OK STORY TIME so tbh i thought bokuto was just wearing mid-calf compression pants (which are still pretty hot if you have really muscular thighs hh hhh nngn g gg gnggg) under his shorts like fine ok i guess i’ve seen stranger shit BUT THEN I SAW LIGHT ?? I SAW SKIN, ANON. SKIN.

pretty sure at that moment i cried then got on my knees to thank the universe for bokuto’s Grade S Zettai Ryouiki like. damn

ok i need to lie down now

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(An anon asked me to make something like my video  for THIS post. Thank you tumblr user Enitari for this beautiful post all credit goes to this person) 

FUCKIN G WEINER DINGLE BURRITO JUST LET ME EXPAIN MY LOVE FOR THIS IMAGE ONCE AND FOR ALL 

[AGGRESSIVELY INHALES] 

LET ME TELL U HOW FUCKING  IMPORTAN T THIS IMAGE IS FOR ME?????? IS T HIS REAL LIFE???? JUST LET ME EXPLAIN TO U A TH ING”“!!!!?!!?11!!!

JUST LOOk AT HIM?????????????+++ LOOK AT REN??? DOG??? HOT LOOK HOW HAPPY THE DOG HOT LOOK CLOSER HOW HAPPY HE IS AOB IS EYE CLOSED BUT RENREN ????NONONO DIDNT FUCKIGN THINK SO REN EYE OPEN LOOKING AT SMILE AOBU AND REALIZING HOW HAPPY HE IS THAT THEYRE FINALLY TOGETHER DO U SEE IT ??? DO U???? ? ?  DO YOU REALLY? ?? YOU FCUK ING EGGHEADED DICK BURRITO. REN LOVES BOB SO MUCH CAN U SEE THE LOVE I JUST HIS SMILE SAYS EVERYTHING LIKE AOBUBA HTANK U FOR LOVING ME I THOUGHT IT WAS WRONG LOVING U BUT NO I AM LOVE U THANK NO IM SORRY SORRY OH AH SORRY WOW HEHE SORRY

NO REN STOP SAYING SORRY U FUCKING FRECKLE UR THE MOST PRECIOUS THING ON THE PLANENT U LITTLE SHIT JUST S T  O P

THIS IMAGE IS THE EVERYTHING THE LIFE THE MEANING  I WANT TO TELEPORT INT O THE MIDDLE OF THIS IMAGE AND TOUCH EVERYTHING IN IT I WANT TO LIVE INSIDE THIS IMAGE AND SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE INSIDE THIS PIECE OF FRICKERY JUNGLE DONGLE DOGGIE PIC AND JUST WATCH THEM UNTIL I DIE I WANT TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND SEE THIS PIC  I WANT THIS PIC DISPLAYED AT MY FUNERAL AND AT M Y FUCKING REINCARNATION BECaUSE DAWG SINCE I SAW THIS FRICKERY DINGLE DONGLE PIC I WILL LIVE FOREVER  IM SO DONE I WANT THE LION KING THEME SONG TO BE PLAYED IN THE BACKGR OUND AS I SLOWLY DISPERCE INTO THE WIND WHILE I VIOLENTLY FAP IN THE DISTANCE

U THINK U UNDERSTAND ME YET NO U DONT BECAUSE U ARE NOT SEEING IT U SOYA NIPPLE LOOK AT THE PIC LOOK CLOSER LOOK AT THEIR FACES LOOK AT RENS HAND AND HIS PERFECT EYES MY VAGUGA HAS EXPLODED I WNAT REN TO TOUCH THE JUNGLE

THIS IMAGE IS MY RELIGION I PRAY TO THIS IMAGE EVERY NIGHT BEFORE I GO THE BE D THIS IMAGE IS HTE LORD DEAR LORD PLEASE LET ME LOOK AT U AGAIN OH THERE U FRICKI  N ARE THANK U BCUZ SOMEONE FRUCKETY FRICKFRICKIN MADE THIS GAME HELLO YES I LOV E U SO MUCH I WANT TO TOUCH ALLOF U CAN I DO IT THANK U rEN AND BOB FOR BEING A CHURACTURERS IN HTE GAME THANK U MOM DAD FOR GIVING BIRTH TO ME AND THANK MYSELF FOR NOT HAVING A LEGO GET STUCK IN MY EYE SO ME BLIND SO I COULD LIVE TO SEE THIS IMAGE THANK YOU SO MUCH 

I NEED THIS PICTURE EVERYWHRE AT ALL TIMES TH IS IS THE MEANING OF MY LIFE I NEED THIS I WANT THIS IMAGE TATTOED ON MY FOREHEAD I NEED THIS LOOK AT HIM JUST LOOK A T THE HOT DOG AND THE AOBUBA ALL THE HOT AOB WHEN I TOUCH THE IMAGE I GET BURNS ON MY FINGERS WHY OH WHY DO U ASK U FRACKIN CHEESEBURGER BECAUSE ITS FRICKIN AOBUB AND SNIPPETY SNAPPETY FUCKIN JUNGLE DOG REN I NEED HIM IN MY LIFE???? iM SO DONDIDDELY DOODOO DANGERS DONE