i hope they're okay

agent-85  asked:

Rani! I have a fic prompt, if you don't mind? Jemma asking Fitz: "Are you still mine?"

I never mind for youuuu! :) here’s a healthy dose of angst, haha. just what the doctor ordered? *cries about Fitzsimmons forever*

Up on AO3! Beginning below:

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Fitz thinks of all the evenings he longed for her, ashamed of both his lust and his love. He can still feel the ache he buried so deeply within himself it became part of his genetic makeup. He remembers lying on his bed in a cramped bunk, the quiet whir of the plane bleaching to white noise, thinking: I love you and I want you to be happy, even if it’s not with me. He remembers the traitorous prayer, washing over him each night as he faded into sleep, when he was at his most vulnerable and could no longer fight it: But please, please love me back.

He thinks of this and wonders how he could have been so naïve. He’d had so little experience of the world; he didn’t know it was possible to share a bed with someone you loved with your whole heart and still feel empty and alone. He didn’t know it was possible to receive everything you’d ever wished for, only to watch yourself slowly tear it all to shreds.

Maybe things would be different if they weren’t in some mysterious space prison. Maybe on Earth there could be therapy and indefinite leave to a cottage in Perthshire. He imagines it, sometimes, when he feels he deserves the extra punishment. Jemma would smile—like she used to, not this small brittle expression she gives him now, as if he’ll shatter at any moment.

Here they’ve all been separated. He hears murmurings from the guards occasionally, a whispered mention of “Coulson” or a sneering, contemptuous “Little Ms. Quake.” A part of him can’t wait until they’re free and Daisy makes their captors pay, but mostly he keeps his head down and hands Jemma the tools she needs.

As far as he can tell, the menial labor they do only serves to keep this ship/station/rock thing in space. Still, he can’t help the tremors that run through him at the idea that his work, however inconsequential, could be supporting something horrible and he has no idea. He had refused, at first, which landed him in solitary confinement with no food or water until Jemma had been allowed in his cell to beg.

“We’re just keeping ourselves alive,” she’d said. “I can’t find any evidence that what we’re doing in the lab is hurting anyone.”

At his silence she had grabbed his hand. “I promise, and if I’m wrong it’ll be my burden to bear.”

And when he still didn’t respond, she had forced him to look at her and she had cried. “You can’t do this to me,” she said. “You can’t kill yourself like this.”

So now his days follow a steady, unvarying rhythm he’s never before experienced: a shrill, station-wide alarm in the morning, a quick shower, toast and butter with Jemma and a ridiculous number of guards, mindless work in the lab, a thirty-minute lunch break, rotations to fix a keyboard or the wiring in a door panel, dinner with Jemma and a second group of guards, and then lights out in their room.

He has the side of the bed near the wall, and every night he curls as far away from her as he can manage. During the day, they work together seamlessly. Sometimes they even joke, and sometimes he looks at her and for half a second believes they’re back home in their lab, happy and in love, before everything fell apart.

But at night their bodies are too close and he’s never felt more alone. She cries when she thinks he’s asleep, silently, her body barely moving.

He wants to extend a hand and touch her. He wants to hold her and tell her everything will be okay. But he would be lying, and at any rate, he’s lost the right. So he listens to her cry and bites down on his knuckles, hard, to keep himself from reaching for her. Eventually, her shaking subsides into the tortured breathing of her nightmares, and he lets sleep force him under as well.

Every morning he wakes before her to find himself tangled up in her limbs, as if he’s drowning and she’s his life raft, and he hates himself for it.

Old Hollywood Ask Meme
  • Audrey Hepburn: What do you do to get through a bad day?
  • Boris Karloff: What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?
  • Carole Lombard: What makes you laugh?
  • Dean Martin: Who is someone you wish was your best friend?
  • Esther Williams: Do you prefer the land or the sea?
  • Fred Astaire: Are you a good dancer?
  • Grace Kelly: If you could rule one country, which would it be?
  • Humphrey Bogart: Which star would be your onscreen lover?
  • Ida Lupino: What's a hobby of yours that others say is odd?
  • James Dean: What's the most dangerous thing you've ever done?
  • Katharine Hepburn: Are you more feminine or masculine?
  • Laurence Olivier: What's your favorite stage production?
  • Marilyn Monroe: What do you like to do to feel glamourous?
  • Nelson Eddy: Can you sing?
  • Olivia de Havilland: What's your proudest achievement?
  • Paul Newman: What's your most noticeable physical feature?
  • Anthony Quinn: If you were in a movie, would you be the hero?
  • Rock Hudson: Have there been any misconceptions about you?
  • Shirley Temple: What was your favorite toy as a child?
  • Tyrone Power: What was the best prank that you've witnessed?
  • Ursula Andress: Have you met anyone famous in person?
  • Van Johnson: What's something that you had to grow to love?
  • William Holden: Who is your favorite offscreen couple?
  • Xavier Cugat: If you could only own one album, what would it be?
  • Yvonne De Carlo: What is the most thrilling film you've seen?
  • Zsa Zsa Gabor: If you had a million dollars, how would you spend it?

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#that little smirk tho #so smitten

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He woke tho

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Here you are! My first ever meta post!

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anonymous asked:

Psst other anon I have a suggestion that may help if that's okay. What I do is distract myself. But the distraction HAS to be simple and repetitive. Something that after you start you can just kinda zone out and keep doing. My go-to is Tetris (or a similar vidya game) or knitting. You could also try like, doodling in circles. Tracing the pattern of a blanket. Do this with headphones and one song on loop and it might help

Shoutout to the anon who needs to be distracted! (or anyone else who needs this) 

Thanks for the suggestion!

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Autumn, 1998 ~


Thank you to THE BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING @early-grape for gifting me Neppy and Coleman; the magical unicorn couple sent from the God’s of the grape purple skies ~ sunbeams roll down as angelic voice sings~ 
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Rules: Take a picture of your OCS (doesn’t have to be a couple) and one group shot. If you have a couple take a picture of the two together and then their wedding pictures or future wedding pictures. If you don’t feel comfortable or something with wedding pics, just take a second picture of your sim(s) of anything you want. Maybe even include a background story if they don’t have a story of origin.

I had no clue how to do this and have been thinking about it for dayssss, mainly because I haven’t had much of a chance to play Eden’s save and post screenshots, but I thought I could give you some fun facts about the terrific trio. under the doodad~

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