i hope the soming man's in this one

A Little Help

Hi guys! I wrote this on my phone and I haven’t been to sleep in forever, so I’m pretty positive this is just some rambly words about Tom and the reader wanting to be in a relationship, but being too shy to actually tell the other. So, instead, they just do small things to help each other out. P. S., Harrison ships it. I hope you enjoy!

Originally posted by spiderholland

A Little Help

“You need help, let me grab that for you,” Tom said, reaching up to plunk the novel from the shelf. “Which one do you want?” Tom asked, bringing a hand to rest upon her waist to readjust her position to point out the book she’d been trying to obtain.

    She stood up on her tiptoes, eyes desperately seeking to survey the shelf clearer, “I actually don’t have one particular in mind, would it be a bother to just take everything by Pablo Neruda down?”

    “Course not,” Tom said and easily picked all the Neruda’s out for her. “Who is he?”

    Her eyes widened and she smiled, happy to tell Tom everything she knew about Pablo Neruda. “He’s a famous Chilean poet, I mean, he eventually went into the political field, but I mostly know him from his poetry. When I was in high school, my best friend and I were obsessed with a poem he wrote called, ‘My Ugly Love.’”

She was starting to ramble and she knew that Tom probably couldn’t give two shits about the ugly love spoken about in the poem, but she was so close to him and he smelled good, and his chest was firm when she leaned into him, so it would be a fair statement to say that she was beyond distracted. “It starts out-”

Tom didn’t remove his hand from her waist, figuring that if she didn’t like it, she’d step back from him. His gaze flickered from her lips, to the rosy flush gliding across her cheeks, and then up to her eyes. Tom drank in her words about Pablo Neruda, still not quite registering who he was, but still completely absorbed by her words.

As he listened to her, still holding an assortment of novels in his hands, he accidentally cut her off completely. “Wait, do you have it memorized?”

She was nearly positive that her entire body was tinged pink, “Yeah, I won’t bore you with the details, I just like the poem because it’s different.”

“No, no, tell me. I wanna hear about it. I just got,” Tom searched for an appropriate word. “Excited?” Truly, Tom had cut her off because she looked so endearing that he thought that he would physically blow up if he didn’t kiss her.

He loved it when she talked about stuff like this, he could tell it was one of the few times that she actually felt confident in voicing her opinions.

“My ugly love, you’re a messy chestnut.

My beauty, you are pretty as the wind.

Ugly: your mouth is big enough for two mouths.

Beauty: your kisses are fresh as new melons.

Ugly: where did you hide your breasts?

They’re meager, two little scoops of wheat.

I’d much rather see two moons across your chest,

two huge proud towers.

Ugly: not even the sea contains things like your toenails.

Beauty: flower by flower, star by star, wave by wave,

Love, I’ve made an inventory of your body.

My ugly one, I love you for your waist of gold.

my beauty, for the wrinkle on your forehead.

My Love: I love you for your clarity, your dark.”

She finished and looked up to him with a smile on her face.

“So, what do you think?” She asked him, reaching up to sift through the books that Tom had gotten down for her.

“How do you know the best of everything?” Tom muttered, eyes widened, because, as usual, she was right. The poem was supremely different from any of the traditionally romantic sonnets that he’d read.

She smiled and unwound herself from his grasp and wandered down the next aisle, in search for her friend and Harrison, who’d accompanied them to the bookstore.

Tom, still leaned up against the shelf was slow to notice Harrison’s approaching figure.

“Dude, you need to ask her out. It’s getting ridiculous. Everybody, even strangers, already think you’re together, so why not make it real? Not as if she’s going to say no.” Harrison urged.

Shrugging his shoulders and racking his brain for an adequate response, Tom eventually stuttered out, “you never know, she could just want to be friends, and then if I ask her out, then she won’t even wanna be that.”

Harrison rolled his eyes, “Well then, mate, better wipe that drool off your chin.”

The next morning, in a haste to open the door for her, Tom had accidentally whacked himself in the face with it. Now, he not only sported a bloody nose, but also a split lip. Still, he wasn’t complaining.

She’d freaked out when she saw the blood drip from his nose and the bruises already forming on his jaw and had rushed him home. She stood in between Tom’s legs, while he perched on her kitchen table, and held up towels to stop the bleeding.

“Tom, literally what the hell?” She murmured, gliding her soft palm across his lower lip.

“I told you, I saw a bee and I didn’t want it to sting you,” Tom lied. Obviously, there hadn’t been a bee, but he refused to tell her that he’d nearly broken his face purely to hold the door open for her.

“But I never saw it? I didn’t even hear one, and besides, it wasn’t like there were flowers around. Why would a bee wander over here?” She mused, walking to the fridge to grab a bag of frozen vegetables.

“No, no,” Tom whined, “Those will be too cold, I don’t wanna put that on my face.”

She pouted, “Too bad, let me help you! I don’t want you to be hurt.”

Tom hesitated, and then opened his arms and pulled her close to him, keeping a gentle hand on the small of her back. “Fine, fine. Just do it.”

She smiled and rocked up onto her tippy toes and pressed her make-shift icepack to his face. He didn’t even shiver when the frost-covered package touched his bare skin, because when she was this close to him, he could see the multitude of colors swirling in her eyes.

A week later, it was time for Tom and Harrison to, once again, travel for the press tour. Tom was gutted. He couldn’t imagine leaving her without explaining to her that he wanted to be with her so badly, that the mere thought of leaving her made him physically ill.

Little did he know, that she felt the same way. All he knew, was that he was going over to her apartment to give her one last goodbye hug while Harrison waited in the car.

From inside her apartment, she spritzed on Tom’s favorite perfume. Whenever she wore it, he always leaned into her more while they were in conversation, or fiddled with her hair more and didn’t pull away from her when they hugged.

She had done her best to conceal her nighttime tears with makeup and sheprayed that Tom wouldn’t notice them as she opened the door.

Tom stepped in quickly and before she even shut the door, Tom surged towards her. Bending down to her height, Tom threw his arms around her, ignoring that his phone had fallen to the floor.

“Are you alright Tom?” She questioned, hands stiff at her sides.

“Just gonna miss you loads and loads and loads.” His voice was muffled by her sweater.

Her arms wound around him, “You know I’ll miss you too.”

“I don’t want to leave you yet.” Tom pulled away and his gaze bore into her floor.

Taking him by the hand, she pulled him to sit down on her sofa. “I made you something to help.”

Tom curled an arm around her frame as she sat a heavy box down in front of him, “Darling, what is it? You shouldn’t have gotten me anything, I didn’t know-”

She cut him off by pressing a hand over his lips. “Promise to look at it on the plane?”

She looked to cute and eager and shy that Tom had agreed, and now, after finally boarding the plane, Tom opened the box.

Inside were all the Pablo Neruda books that she’d bought the day she read him ‘My Ugly Love,’ and a note.

The note read,

Hi Tom,

I’m just going to assume that you followed my directions and now you’re flying safely through the air, but if you’re not, and I find out, may Mother Earth save your soul.

All of these books were mine before yours because I wanted to give you something that would remind you of me. I wrote you little notes on all the pages, so it’ll be like we’re talking about them. I highlighted my favorite ones for you in pink.

Please don’t forget about me.

Tom scoffed, as if he could ever forget her. He opened the first book and quickly spotted the swirls of her delicate handwriting on the bottom corner of the page. It read,

Don’t freak out, some of the poems are in Spanish, but I made sure to help translate them for you in the margins.

Tom smiled and began to leaf through the poems, blown away by not only the words of Pablo Neruda, but also by her tiny love poems for him written so softly in the captivity of the margins that he could barely tell that they were there.

When he landed, he would make sure to send her some of his own.

Title: Even Shields Can Crack 

Pairing: Gladio / Prompto

Rating: Mature

Tags: Blowjobs, Handjobs

A/N: Thank for the request, daughterdespoina! I had so much fun writing this and definitely need to explore the idea of Prompto playing nurse a bit further ;) Anyway, hope you like it!

Requests are still open so hit me up if you’ve got one! This is also up on AO3 so you can read it over there if you’d like! Comments, reblogs and kudos are much appreciated! Thnx!

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Sitting down heavily, Prompto sighed softly, dumped the heap of bandages in his arms onto the bedside table, grimacing slightly when some rolled off the tabletop before turning his gaze to the injured man lying in the large hotel bed. Gladio was staring sullenly up at the ceiling, obviously more annoyed than in pain. Though, he probably wouldn’t even be able to tell if he were hurting. Scarlet stained bandages were wrapped firmly around his muscular chest, spanning from where his pectorals started, just under his armpits, all the way down to his mid-stomach.

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Safe - Taehyung Scenario  part 2

A/n: I haven’t time to read it over yet, so that will probably happen in the morning and if you come acoss some grammar mistake please tell me, I know how it can be annoying sometimes haha. Anyways I hope you enjoy, and please feel free to message me what you think of it. 

part 1

Summary: People were hunting your kind of people which you didn’t understand. At first you lived in peace, working together with the others but one mistake from one of your kind messed everything up and now they were hunting, thirsty for your flesh, for your powers. But one man seems to be different than all the others. His aura so gentle, so innocent you can’t believe he is a hunter. He pleads you to go with him so what happens if you are surrendering yourself to him?

wordcount: 4637

Genre: Angst/ Romance/ Future smut 

Originally posted by tryifan


‘’We’re here.’’  Taehyung’s voice broke the hopeful bubble you had surrounded yourself with. Now it was   to happen. Well you did not know exactly what was going to happen but you knew it was not a pleasant something. The door of the van swung open, revealing the three man from earlier. 

The dark blue sky was gone and an Azure blue sky had appeared. The sun was shining high in the sky, beaming down on the world making everything seem much more prettier and lighter as the birds greeted the day with their song. It seemed like it was going to be a beautiful day when you felt the pleasant warmth caressing your skin. 

You scooted back when one of the man tried to grab your friend. A whimper escaped your mouth as you shuffeled back towards Taehyung. Along the long ride you had thought about a lot of things and decided to just trust him. He seemd true-hearted and loyal. Taehyung hadn’t  said a word the whole way, just a couple of glances now and than. The calmness you felt when you looked at him made you decide that is was okay but that did not mean you were afraid. You were scared to death. No one was ever seen again once they were taken. What else could you do than to just trust him?  You couldn’t go anywhere, you were trapped in this nightmare 

‘’please let him go y/n. He belongs to Jimin.’’ he gripped onto your arm and lifted them up, so Dong fell out them. Apparently this Jimin guy stapped with one foot in the van, hoisted him over his shoulder and left. ‘’Don’t worry guys. I got this. Please go to Jimin. He can wake up any minute now and who knows if Jimin can handle him alone.’’ The other two nodded their heads and left you and Taehyung alone. His eyes turned to you once again as he shot you a little smile. With one swoop you were lifted off the ground and you were now hanging over his shoulder as he finally stepped out of the van. 

The fresh scent of water hit your nostrils strongly as it hugged your body tightly in comfort as you got closer and closer to a big white building. Your skin began to tingle as your eyes began to change but a sudden strong burning feeling shot through your whole body causing you to scream out in pain. The band around your neck was vibrating like crazy, as you tried to rip it off but with hands bound together it was impossible. 

Taehyung quickly laid you down on the ground when he heard your scream and felt you squirming on his shoulder. He saw how your eyes were flickering between two colors and how your skin had a dim glow around it. He was conflicted, not knowing what to do. He wanted to help you but he couldn’t so he just listened to your cries of help, to your cries of his name. 

The doors slammed open as his friends and colleaques came running towards you. ‘’Taehyung! what the heck is happening?!’’ Hoseok asked as in confusion, looking at you on the ground writhing in pain. Taehyung stuttered an I don’t know looking at his friend with big wide eyes. ‘’What do you mean you don’t know? She is clearly in pain!’’ Jungkook angrily stated while kneeling down next to you, trying to search the source what was causing this reaction out of you. ‘’Can’t you see she is reaching towards the band, idiots!’’ A tall man harshly spoke up as he pushed the others aside to make room for him. ‘’Okay listen to me. I will take of that band but don’t go around doing funny business, you hear me?’’ The blond tall man told you carefully and slowly with a threathening undertone. You just nodded your head, you didn’t care what they were telling you right now as long as they got that damn thing off. ‘’Guys please hold her down if she dares to disobey my words and tries something.’’ With two men holding down your legs and two men holding down your arms above your head, the dimpled man fished a remote out of his side pocket and pushed a button, snapping the band open. 

You let out a cry from relief when you felt the burning slowly fading away. Feeling the goosebumps rising on your skin as your body was slowly turning back to its own temperature causing your body to gleam with it’s familiar blue colour as steam was rising from your body. The men who were holding you down hissed when an icy feeling burnt their skin, releasing their grip on you. You just laid there with your eyes closed, chest heaving up and down as you could feel the familiar and refreshing feeling once again. 

‘’Are you okay?’’ Taehyung’s voice was soft and shaky, hearing how he crouched down next to you. The first thing you saw were 5 men leaning towards you as they were immediately on egde when you opened your eyes and slowly sat up. To be honest, you had no energy to talk or to do anything since you were exhausted as you could still feel the pain and little shocks going through you. The glow dissapeared and your eyes were back to its original color. All you wanted to do was for them to take you inside and hoping they would lock you up in a room so you just could sleep. ‘’Taehyung?’’ you managed to get out in a whisper, voice hoarse and shaky. He gently hold your hand and hummed showing you he was still by your side. ‘’Just… let’s go’’ so you voiced out your thoughts. Taehyung hummed once more however when he was about to pick you up to get you inside, the tall man pushed him aside. ‘’No.. I think it’s best if I take her to Jin. Just to be sure everything is okay.’’ What was he talking about? No way you were going with him. ‘’What? Why should you take her to him, I can do it perfectly myself.’’ Taehyung retorded back and just as he was about to pick you up, the tall, very handsome man, you had to admit that he was gorgeous, grabbed Taehyung by the collar, pulled him so close that their noses almost touched, this caused Taehyung to react immediately as he placed his hands on the men his chest, trying to keep him at a distance, well he tried.‘’Listen here boy, I don’t know what makes you so suddenly so protective of her but I will take her, you understand who they are and what they’ve done righ? so back off a bit mister. She is not any different’’ Taehyung swallowed and nodded, his hands falling near his side as if he admitted defeat. 


You always had imagined that everything would be grey and well.. grey. You did not hate the color grey but these walls were very warm and their were pictures and paintings decorating the wall. You were actually surprised that there was not any signs of flowers because honestly it would totally fit. The owner of this building could be from a very kind old lady who loves to invite visitors to drink some tea with them. 

Did they had to leave their building and this was the only place they could go to? Or were they trying to decieve you thinking they weren’t that bad so you wouldn’t be on guard? For some reason it made you feel more on egde. Everything was so suspicious here. Taehyung was way too nice to you and why did the other man tried to help you? Speaking of which, he was holding your waist way to tight and it made you uncomfortable. 

After the confrontation with Taehyung, he grabbed your arm and with a strong pull he had you by his side, his hands falling on your waist. You, still a bit shaken and blank from earlier, did not exactly know what was happening but you could definitely feel his hand now. You have tried to swiftly get it off you by slowly walking further to the left. Unfortunately he pulled you back and tightened his hold on you, so yeah that backfired. 

After what seemed like a 5 km walk, the tall man stopped infront of a door, knocking twice before he finally lifted his hand from your waist. ‘’Don’t run.’’ his deep, yet cold voice made you obedient and so you stood up straighter and nodded then the door opened revealing a slight shorter man but his aura around intimidating but also slight relaxed. He looked at you before bringing his gaze to the man beside you. ‘’What’s up Namjoon?’’ 

‘’I want you to check this band and her’’ Namjoon said as he pushed you forwards causing you to almost collide with the other handsome guy. What was up with this group? Why was everyone so annoying handsome. 

‘’Why do I need to check her?’’ He seemed bored not even sparing a glance at you. 

‘’Because this.’’ Namjoon slammed the band against the shorter male his chest ‘’caused some reaction in this girl. That has never happened before. So please Yoongi, please for once do what I ask you to without arguing back, yeah?’’ 

Yoongi just huffed while rolling his eyes. ‘’Yeah yeah yeah. I will look at it.’’ 

‘’Now waterrat, have fun with him.’’ Namjoon laughed, pushed you into the room and closed the door behind him, leaving you alone with this Yoongi guy. 

You stood there in awkward silence as your eyes roamed around the room. You could describe this room as a hospital. The walls were painted an eye-sore white. Curtains hanging in a square form just like at the hospital. Were there any other people in this room, laying behind those curtains? What if Dong was here? Your eyes widened at the thought, quickly taking big, silent steps towards it, not wanting Yoongi to hear it. You saw he was busy inspecting that darn thing so he wouldn’t even notice. Hopefully. You took the oppertunity and so you went. 

The first one, empty. Second one empty also. Third one… not even a bed. Come on. Looking back to be sure he was still busy, you swiftly went inside when you saw he hadn’t even moved an inch. You were right. There was Dong. Laying on the bed, tied up. His mouth fell open and you could see the panic in his eyes and you just smiled, feeling over-joyed seeing your friend alive. ‘’What are you doing here?’’ He hissed sounding worried. ‘’Saving your ass, that’s what I am doing here.’’ you giggled, sitting on the side of the bed, fumbling with the chains. ‘’I told you to-’’ you shushed him, putting a finger against his lips while listening if Yoongi was on the move, when only silence greeted you, you turned back to Dong, eyeing the glass of water on the stand next to the bed ‘’There is no time for chit-chat right now. Those idiots don’t even watch me. Look! no band!’’ you snorted, softly ofcourse waving your hand infront of your neck. ‘’You know this building is very moist and surrounded with water. I can feel it. So I will get us out of here in no time.’’ 

‘’Are you sure. The guys are dangerous you know. They even knocked me out. ME!’’ Taking a deep breath in and out, you lifted your hand towards the water, slowly and softly you lifted the water out, forming it in a little key. You directed the water closer towards the chains and placed in the opening. Fumbling around and shaping the water little by little, you almost screamed out of joy when the chains on his hands unlocked. A big grin formed on your face when Dong looked at you dumbfounded. Okay that was one, now the ones on his leg but since they had the some lock, it would be a lot quicker and true to your words those unlocked to. Quickly doing the ones on your feet too before you dropped the water silently in the glass and rushed over to help your friend to get out of the bed. Since he still had the band around his neck, he could not use his abbility but you just had to go for it. It was now or never. Who knew if such moments would come by again? Probably over 100 years. 

‘’There is someone in the room, so if he is still concentrated working we can leave. but I don’t know if it’s better to run, or to tip-toe towards the exit. What if we -” you were cut of midsentence when you felt the sudden speed your legs were making. Your head snapped towards Yoongi who was silently watching you two sprint headed to the door. Oh shit, this is not good, this is not good. Why was he just sitting there, letting you escape. Or.. maybe he knew you guys would not come that far. ‘’Shit shit shit. This is not good.’’ you sweared. ‘’We have to be faster. Faster.’’ Tightening your hand around Dong’s you legs sped it, now running infront of Dong, pulling you with him. In any other situation you would tease him for being a slow poke but there were no time for jokes right now, you had to get out of here and fast. 

Remembering the turns you took, you soon neared the exit but the screams and yells filling the hallways made you stomach turn. Yes you could use your water but you had no idea how many people were in this building, hunting after you. ‘’Faster Dong, Faster!’’’you screamed back at him, not caring anymore if they could hear you because well, they already knew you were on the run. Dong kicked the door open, wet drops kissing your skin as the green air filled your lungs. The scent and the sound of the falling rain made you feel stronger and relaxed eventhough you heard faint sounds of gunshots and screams in the distance. ‘’Dong run infront of me, I will cover us’’ Dong did not question you and with one nod he did as he was told. You spreaded your arms wide infront of you before you gently and slowly brought your hands together, closing them like a ball. a big giant ball made of rain hanged infront of you, seeing the men approaching you, bullets flying around. You tilted your hands backwards as if you were about to launche arrow but instead you were about to launche a big ass waterball, and you must think, how can water do some damage? bitch please, water is strong, water is flexible and water can be hard as a stone. It will hurt. 

‘’Y/n please stop!’’ Taehyung’s voice travelled through the hummy air, making you feel startled for a bit but you quickly composed yourself. What were you doing? Throw the freaking ball already is what you thought and so you did.

Not looking back, you ran after Dong who seemed to try to rip off that band unfortunately it did not. Expected but still. You made a shield around you and Dong hoping it would stop the bullets which were still flying around, somehow a miracle it had not hit you or Dong but hey you weren’t going to complain.

‘’Wait. y/n wait.’’ Dong stopped you by pulling on your arm. ‘’What?! We don’t have time to stop. We have to keep on going!’’ You said irritated. What the heck was he doing? There was no time for a freaking break and so your feet moved again unfortunately you did not come far as Dong pushed you down onto te ground. ‘’Calm down. they’re not following us anymore and you need to rest for a bit. You know using your powers this much will backfire. So please drop this shield and rest.’’ He said while dropping beside you, rubbing the bruises on his ankle where the chains had been trapping him earlier. 

He was right. You could feel your arms were shaking and you were short on breath so you did what he said and threw the water behind you. You were still on egde though, knowing they hadn’t given up. As you sat there, your mind drifted off to Taehyung. Why did his voice startle you and why did your heart skipped a beat when your name left his lips. Why did you feel safe but somehow also nervous around him? You slowly turned your head to the side when something poked your cheek. Well rather someone. ‘’What?’’ you looked at Dong who still had his finger on your cheek. Shooting up an eyebrow you asked again. ‘’Why are you blushing?’’ he also raised an eyebrow. ‘’Huh?’’ Slapping his finger away, you touched your cheek as you felt the warmness on your cold hand. ‘’Why do you assume I am blushing? We have been running for awhile, remember?’’ 

His suddenly burst out laughing, throwing himself backwards on the ground. ‘’Stop laughing. It’s not funny!’’ you slapped him on the arm, pouting as you did so. ‘’It - it is fu- funny!’’ he stuttered the words, while still laughing, holding his stomach. ‘’’No it is not! Now stop it!’’ You turned you back to Dong, crossing your arms over your chest and furrowed your eyebrows together in irritation. Who does he think he is? You weren’t blushing. You don’t blush and he knew it aswell. No way you were blushing, that was impossible. He was just seeing things. ‘’Oh come on y/n. You were totally blushing and you know it too. So who is the unlucky guy?’’ His loud laughing had turned into chuckles as he sat infront of you, flicking your forehead in a teasen manner. ‘’You are actually incapable to blush since your body has to cool down instead of heating up so you were totally thinking about someone.’’ 

‘’Oh fuck off Dong.’’ 

‘’No tell me, who has the pleasure of earning y/n’s attention?’’

‘’Stop it’’ 

‘’No, I never have seen you blush, so this is actually a miracle right now. You can tell me y/n.’’ Those questions somehow stung as a lump formed in your throat. Feeling the tears pooling in your eyes, you hastily stood up, not wanting to deal with his question anymore and you did not want to cry over something so stupid especially infront of him. ‘’Wha? y/n? what’s wrong?’’ 

‘’Nothing is wrong Dong, just leave me for a second yeah?’’ you winced when the words didn’t come out steady as you want it to be. ‘’There is definitely something wrong. Look I am sorry I just.. There is nothing wrong with a crush y/n.’’ 

‘’Yes! Yes it is Dong! I can’t like someone like him Dong! I can’t like Taehyung!’’ you spat out, pointing your finger behind him, pointing to the building where you came running from. The blows you felt when he spit those words so carelessy and innocently around hurt. Yes normally those words wouldn’t make you react like this but the realization that you indeed seemed to like Taehyung snapped something in you.

He was confused you could see but once the realization dawned on him, he looked at you in shock. ‘’You’ve got to be kidding! Tell me you’re kidding! You can’t like some of them!’’ His words were harsh, hurtful and true. ‘’You don’t think I don’t know!’’ you cried out, pushing him away to create some distance between you two so his words had to travel longer before it reached you.

‘’If you do know than why the heck do you like him! God y/n.. you’re unbelievable really. There are enough guys roaming this world and you have to like him all of people..’’ He held his hands in his hair as he screamed in anger. ‘’Do you really think I wanted this?’’ you waved with your hand around, indicating the situation. ‘’Gosh I didn’t know people could control their hearts?! I wish we could, cause we could save ourselves a lot of heartbreak, don’t we?’’ You were offended, irritated and hurt. ‘’Oh please don’t be smart with me. You just met the guy how can you like him already? You’re being stupid right now.’’ That was the last straw. Fuck him. Just see how far he gets without his power or you by his side. If he wants to be a dick? Fine. less problems for you anyway. You could already be at home if it wasn’t for him so you did what you could best: threw him the finger and walked off. 


Asshole. Who does he think he is? Your father? Heck your father wouldn’t even react like this. He atleast knew you couldn’t control who you liked or not. Who could blame you. He was nice, considerate and his eyes. Ooh his eyes, if you could look at them the whole day, you would. Something in his eyes pulled you in. 

‘’Shut up!’’ you scolded yourself, slapping yourself on the cheeks to snap out of it. The sinking feeling in your stomach made you sick, regretting your desicion of leaving Dong behind. What if he got caught again? You wouldn’t forgive yourself if something happened to him. ‘’stop it already y/n. Everythings is fine. Totally fine. This is just all a dream. Yup that’s what it is. ‘’ nodding your head in agreement you made up your mind to turn around, just making sure everything was okay but the face that greeted you caused you to slip on your feet and fell the ground. Your heart was about to jump out of your chest as those eyes bored into yours. 

‘’Don’t run away anymore. It won’t help you at all.’’ He crouched down next to you. his soft smile slightly calming down your heart. ‘’Tae-Taehyung’’ 

‘’Yes you got that right!’’ The sun on his hair made it seem like he had golden streaks into his autumn coloured hair as his hand was hanging into the air, waiting for your fingers to sink in his. Were you actually going with him? ‘’I- Taehyung I can’t.’’ He was not right for you, he was bad, bad news. Your heart was going to be crushed, stamped on and eventually abondened somewhere cold, dark and lonely. He sighed, dropped his hand and sat down with you, his legs crossed and facing eachother ‘’To be honest, you really have no choice y/n. I wish it was different but it is not and we have to face the reality. You are someone who people for some reason are afraid of and can’t live in peace until they know you’re trapped behind bars or…’’ he stopped, looking away from your eyes a second before returning, laying his hand ontop of yours. ‘’You can be save if you just stay with me. I won’t lie, the stunt you pulled off got him pissed and you will surely be punished for that.’’ he spoke to you in a soft voice, his thumb caressing your skin. ‘’But after that, if you just listen to me and wont run away, you will be okay, they won’t hurt you again. And I promise to do the same with your friend.’’ A sob escaped your lips you’ve been trying to keep together so bad. Tears were streaming down your face as fear and warmth filled your heart at the same time. Slipping your hand away under Taehyung’s hand, you turned his hand around, letting yours fall into his palm, curling your fingers around the back. You were holding his hand, you were tightly holding on to his hand telling him you trusted him. Taehyung was right. What could you do? If you fled, they would catch you again, no doubt plus you would have to live with the guilt you felt for leaving your friend alone in their hands. 

Through tears you looked at him, hoping he could see the fear in your eyes, hoping his words weren’t empty promises, weren’t lies. Taehyung answered you with his smile, pulled you from the ground and lead to his car, parked further away on the street. 


True to his words you had been dragged out of the car when you arrived back at their prison, were thrown into a room, tied onto a chair and beaten up. The man let his fury out on you. Kicks, punches and stabs you took them all. The names he called you, you took them all. You didn’t dare to utter a sound so you laid there on the ground after several hard kicks letting your tears silently fall. The words ‘’I trust you’’ repeating in your head after every blow you felt. After what seemed like forever, the stranger left, leaving you bruised and bleeding on the stone hard ground. Your lips were busted, your head and legs were throbbing and your abdomen stung. Crying hurt, breathing hurt, everything hurt. You could hear the door open and careful footsteps coming your way. You didn’t even flinch when you felt two arms around your body, lifting you and the chair up so he could untie you. He carefully picked you, holding one arm under your legs and the other around your waist he walked out of the room.

You whimpered when Taehyung gently laid you down on a bed when your back touched the matress. ‘’I trust you.’’ your voice came out weak and small as you looked up at him. ‘’I know y/n and I am glad you do. Now shh I have to clean your cuts.’’ his hand touched the hem of your shirt, first looking at you if it was okay. Just as you said earlier, you trusted him so you nodded. He gave you a smile in return before removing your shirt. He cleaned up your cuts and smeared an ointment on your bruises keeping it from swelling. After he was done he tapped your arms telling you to hold them up so he could put a shirt on. It was so long that it covered half your upper legs and it seemed like he choose that one on purpose when he asked you if you wanted to take of your trousers since they could heal properly without the tight denim around it. 

Finally you were laying on the bed, wrapped around in a layer of blankets because Taehyung wanted to make sure you wouldn’t get cold at night. He knew your body worked differently than most people but he insisted and tucked you in. His kind gestures made your heart ache more than it already was as tears blurred your vision once again. What kind of fucked up shit was this? You were trapped. Your heart was trapped, your mind was trapped, your whole being was trapped. Your heart ached for Taehyung, Your heart ached for freedom and revenge. 

And so you stared at the moon, which beams shone through the bars in the window, lighting up the room, making you feel less scared and lonely as you wished you could be her right at this moment. Tears slipping down your cheeks, falling on the cushion under your head, you kept looking at the moon, at her beautiful imperfections. The craters showing she survived hard ships and despite all that she kept shining on in the dark, hoping she could be a light source for those in need. 

You closed your eyes with a tiny smile gracing your face. The only thing you could do was trust Taehyung’s words, to just trust Taehyung and with that thought you drifted off to sleep, entering a dream called hope. 

Marvel Cinematic Universe Viewing Order (by release dates)

I am hoping to find time to watch the Marvel Cinematic Universe, including some things I’ve never checked out before, so I made basically a big list of what order to watch everything in going by release date as much as possible (I’m not going to watch The First Avenger before Iron Man, that’s just silly).

Anyway I thought since I made the list I might as well share it. If I have made any errors please let me know or remind me to update it as we get new releases.

1.     Iron Man

2.     The Incredible Hulk

3.     Iron Man 2

4.     Thor

5.     Captain America: the First Avenger

6.     The Consultant One Shot

7.     A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to Thor’s Hammer One Shot

8.     Avengers Assemble

9.     Item 47 One Shot

10. Iron Man 3

11. Agent Carter One Shot

12. Agents of SHIELD Season 1 episodes 1-7

13. Thor: the Dark World

14. Agents of SHIELD Season 1 episodes 8-12

15. All Hail the King One Shot

16. Agents of SHIELD Season 1 episodes 13-16

17. Captain America: the Winter Soldier

18. Agents of SHIELD Season 1 episodes 17-22

19. Guardians of the Galaxy

20. Agents of SHIELD Season 2 episodes 1-10

21. Agent Carter Season 1

22. Agents of SHIELD Season 2 episodes 11-16

23. Daredevil Season 1

24. Agents of SHIELD Season 2 episodes 17-19

25. Avengers Age of Ultron

26. Agents of SHIELD Season 2 episodes 20-22

27. WHIH Newsfront Ant-Man campaign

28. Ant-Man

29. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 1-8

30. Jessica Jones Season 1

31. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 9-10

32. Agent Carter Season 2

33. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 11-12

34. Daredevil Season 2

35. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 13-17

36. WHIH Newsfront Captain America Civil War Campaign Episode 1-2

37. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 18

38. WHIH Newsfront Captain America Civil War Campaign Episode 3-4

39. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 19

40. WHIH Newsfront Captain America Civil War Campaign Episode 5

41. Captain America: Civil War

42. Agents of SHIELD Season 3 episodes 20-22

43. Agents of SHIELD Season 4 episodes 1-2

44. Luke Cage Season 1

45. Agents of SHIELD Season 4 episodes 3-6

46. Doctor Strange

47. Agents of SHIELD Season 4 episodes 7-8

48. Agents of SHIELD: Slingshot

49. Agents of SHIELD Season 4 episodes 9-15

50. Iron Fist Season 1

  hey guys, just thought i’d whip together a list of some of my favourite authors most motivational   quotes. i especially love using these in bullet journal spreads. hope everyone is having a wonderful new year!            


          oscar wilde 

  “we are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars” 

  “always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much” 

  “with freedom, books, flowers and the moon, who could not be happy?” 

  “to love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance” 

  “be yourself; everyone else is already taken” 

  “to live is the rarest thing in the world. most people exist, that is all” 

  “it is what you read when you don’t have to that determines what you will be when you can’t help it" 

  "you can never be overdressed or overeducated” 

  “yes: i am a dreamer. for a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world”


          fyodor dostoyevsky

   "there is no subject so old that something new cannot be said about it" 

  “power is given only to those who dare to lower themselves and pick it up. only one thing matters, one thing; to be able to dare” 

  “happiness does not lie in happiness, but in the achievement of it” 

  “the cleverest of all, in my opinion, is the man who calls himself a fool at least once a month”

  “to live without hope is to cease to live” 


         james joyce 

  “i am tomorrow, or some future day, what i establish today. i am today what i established yesterday or some previous day” 

  “a man of genius makes no mistakes; his errors… are the portals of discovery” 

  “he found in the world without as actual what was in his world within as possible” 

  “life is the great teacher” 


         charles dickens 

  “the sun himself is weak when he first rises, and gathers strength and courage as the day gets on” 

  “there are dark shadows on the earth, but its lights are stronger in the contrast”“a loving heart is the truest wisdom” 

  “i ask only to be free. the butterflies are free” 

  “we forge the chains we wear in life” 

  “an idea, like a ghost, must be spoken to a little before it will explain itself” 

  “no one is useless in this world who lightens the burden of it to anyone else” 


         franz kafka 

  “start with what is right, rather than with what is acceptable” 

  “anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old” 

  “logic may indeed be unshakeable, but it cannot withstand a man who is determined to live” 

  “a book should serve as the axe for the frozen sea within us” 

  “believing in progress does not mean believing that any progress has yet been made” 

  “my ‘fear’ is my substance, and probably the best part of me” 


         ivan turgenev 

  “we sit in the mud, my friend, and reach for the stars” 

  “if we wait for the moment when everything, absolutely everything is ready, we shall never begin” 

  “time sometimes flies like a bird, and sometimes crawls like a worm, but people may be unusually happy when they do not even notice if time has gone quickly or slowly” 

  “don’t be ruled by others; to belong to oneself- the whole savour of life lies in that” 

  “we’re young, we’re not monsters, no fools: we’ll conquer happiness for ourselves” 


         george orwell 

  “happiness can exist only in finding acceptance" 

  "the essence of being human is that one does not seek perfection” 

  “freedom is the right to tell people what they do not want to hear” 


         victor hugo 

  “laughter is the sun that drives winter from the human face” 

  “music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent” 

  “curiosity is one of the forms of feminine bravery” 

  “to learn to read is to light a fire; every syllable that is spelled out is a spark” 

  “to love beauty is to see light” 

  “adversity makes men” 

  “our acts make or mar us, we are the children of our own deeds” 

  “there is nothing like a dream to create the future” 

  “all the forces in the world are not as powerful as an idea whose time has come”

  “perseverance, secret of all triumphs”

@eggzumii told me that I was the only one selling something Undertale back in Komikon but I’m surprised this sell really well. Some people got excited to see it and some being like “oh man, I love this game”. The kids tho, THE KIDS. One kid wanted one “But mooom it’s Undertale!” and the other pointing at Undyne and Alphys and went all “Aaaw!”. Bless these pure kiddos <3

I had lots of fun! Hoping to spread positive vibe for this wonderful game!

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WARNING: YOU ARE ABOUT TO ENTER THE TERRITORY OF AN EMOTIONAL ARMY, WHO SIMPLY WANTS TO APPRECIATE AND CHERISH AN ANGEL KNOWN AS JUNG HOSEOK. You have been warned!

Now, who is Hoseok for me?

Hoseok is my so called ‘THE bias’ of BTS (since all of them are my biases… oops).

Hoseok is my inspiration.

Hoseok is my sunshine.

And somehow he is hated and under appreciated.

Why is that, however?

Perhaps it could be because he is too kind

Originally posted by eynmagination

It could because he genuinely loves and cares for his members

Originally posted by omojinyounghobi

And in generally is kind to all. After all, there are those who can’t fathom the idea, that someone might actually be nice and supportive to other people.

Originally posted by onetrue14

Maybe he gets hate for trying to stay positive. Some people feed on negative energy and thus really wish to bering someone with good vibes down, they want to bring down that precious smile, to destroy it.

Originally posted by jhope-shi

And of course, one of the biggest reasons people hate him is because he is so talented. And as a result he achieved fame along side his members

Originally posted by itsvanillish

Originally posted by btsgifdump

And it pains me, oh it pains me so much to see this amazing, beautiful young man get hurt.

It hurts me so much to see people throw insults at him simply because of jealousy, because the feel threatened.

Hoseok deserves the universe.

Remember the video, when on his birthday he saw a video filmed to wish him happy birthday? Remember how emotional he got, how touched and honoured?

Originally posted by pastelyoonseok

He didn’t waste any time, making sure to thank all the people around him, to hug them, hold their hand, anything to express his gratitude.

******

This is a young man who had the ability to do a full solo song for the groups album and he chose to write a song about his mum, for his mum, thanking her for all she went through. 

Originally posted by jeonity

This is the young BOY who said to himself that the only way he can make his mother proud, the only way he can repay her for all her sacrifices is to ‘become successful.’ Even if that meant selling his all.

Selling his body to endless practice

Originally posted by yvainne

Selling his private life

Originally posted by hobismole

And even selling his own emotions.

What does that mean?

Well, on one hand Jhope is a sunshine, on one hand he is Hobi.

A sunshine with a smile so pure

Originally posted by hyejonqs

A sunshine with a laugh so genuine

Originally posted by hobsflower

A sunshine who just loves to play around

Originally posted by jhope-shi

Yet on the other hand, he is Jung Hoseok.

Someone with a deadly passion

Originally posted by hobipd

Someone with extremely powerful emotions

Originally posted by prince-hobis-castle

Someone rather serious

Originally posted by hopetaeguk

Someone who smiles much more calmly

Originally posted by chimneytaels

And honestly, I love that calm side just as much as I love the sunshine side.

Because part of the allure of Hoseok is that he is a very full rounded human being. A very beautiful one inside and out. And so what i hope is that Hoseok actually allows himself to be himself (whatever that truly is). 

Im sure that his members are alway there to support him.

Hoseok’s existence seems to be making everyone happy.

Originally posted by kths

Originally posted by sugasmagnificentlegs

But its those precious moments when Hoseok is happy for himself, content with his own self that he shines like the amazing star he truly is.

Originally posted by hohbi

Originally posted by eyesmiletrash

Originally posted by yourbiaslikesitrough

When he allows his emotions to overtake him

Originally posted by sugaswagdaddy

That my heart just fills with happiness to the brim as I realise that yes, I do love this young man in some sense.

It is then that I smile because he gives me happiness, a reason to be excited, a reason to work hard.

Which is why I wold like to ask more people to pay attention to tis amazing young man.

Looks are subjective, dance is subjective and so is the ‘great’ rap style. Just because he doesnt fit your ideal type does not mean that you have to start creating movements in order to bring him down. If your favourites do not deserve to be destroyed, the neither does Hoseok, or any other innocent soul.

Originally posted by hobsflower

I hope Hoseok stays happy.

I hope he IS happy.

I hope he gets more opportunities to shine, to create his own work, develop his own self both as an artist and as a human being.

I hope he stays healthy because unhealthy Hoseok is broken Hoseok and nobody wants that. No, not because people would stop stanning, but because we do not want him to be in pain.

But if he is, I hope he does not feel like he is a Burden to BTS or ARMYs.

Because he isn’t.

Angel Hobi down mean perfect Hobi for me. It means a relatable Hobi, someone who is human, kind, emotional, loving. Angel Hobi means that by being himself, Hobi gives us one more reason to smile and go through our day.

And it would pain me if he doesn’t know what he means to me, to us.

We ARMYs support, love and cherish Hoseok to the fullest and i pray to all entities that he knows that.

Because his smile is one that must never fall.

Originally posted by itsvanillish

Originally posted by hobilu

Originally posted by sugutie

Originally posted by kawaiinekololitablog

Originally posted by btsleepy

Originally posted by sugamysavagebaby

Originally posted by caramelpjm

Because his smile is one that deserves to forever stay genuine.

Lets spread the love for this amazing young man!

Thank you for reading!

Originally posted by hoseokxx

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countdown to jackson’s birthday: #KingJacksonDay
abc’s of jackson: z is for zealous

Today is the day we celebrate the most thoughtful, caring, wonderful, handsome, grateful, funny, loving man alive. Jackson Wang!  I know you’ll probably never read this but just some thoughts:  I really hope you’re doing well.  Everyone has been so worried for you while you’ve been sick and I just hope that you’ve recovered fully.  I hope you know you don’t have to force yourself and push yourself beyond your limits just to please the fans, we’ll always understand if you don’t feel well enough to meet with us or go to schedules.  Your health is always the number one priority, as you say yourself.  We’ll always wait for you to feel your best, even if it takes ten years, twenty years, one hundred years!  We’ll always be by your side.  I hope you’re able to enjoy your birthday to the fullest knowing that your fans care a lot for you. Thank you so so so much for working so hard to make us happy.  I love you so much and becoming your fan has been one of the best decisions of my life. Happy birthday!  I’m so grateful that you were born. ❤

Things Happen

Summary: You wake up next to a man you don’t know, in a place you have never been in, not remembering what has happened the night before. What ensues after is hard to believe.

Word Count: 2,256

Warnings: Mentions of drinking and vomit.

A/N: Thank you to @whothehellisbella for her help, you are amazing, Bella! <3 I hope you all enjoy this one :D 

Originally posted by bucky-papichulo


The buzzing in your head was constant and obnoxious. You knew you had been stupid enough last night to drink yourself to stupor. Groaning, you reached for your pillow and instead your fingers threaded through long hair. Some part of you knew that you shouldn’t, but you still gripped tightly and pulled.

A loud yelp pierced through the air before a masculine voice began to curse. There was a sharp sting to the back of your hand and you hissed, pulling it back and cradling it to your chest.

Your eyes fluttering opened, you gave it a few seconds to fully focus on the person before you and you realized that you did not know him.

“Who are you?” you blurted out.

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Ronan probably always noticed how Adam’s ears would burn bright pink whenever he was embarrassed; but never thought it’d be because of him.

anonymous asked:

I'm not one of those who blames Harry for what is happening rn, but man, I'm side eyeing the fuck out of Jeff. I dont know what restrictions Harry still has and all that, but this is some terrible shit tbh. Like, all these rumours about premiering his music before Dunkirk... that would be terrible!!! It would so undermine and overshadow his role in Dunkirk. Terrible business decision. And now the timing of this registration... it couldnt be worst tbh. I really hope Jeff knows what he's doing

I agree with you, and also, I’m going to go on a bit of a rant because I can’t not. I just honestly think everything related to Harry’s solo career is absurd right now. Harry has been almost entirely cut off from the fandom pretty much since hiatus began. I think that’s fine, and honestly, and I know we’ve all missed him, but I think Harry (possibly even more than the others) needed that time to himself. I think it gave him time to recover from such a tough schedule with One Direction, I think it gave him a break from the fan service and BS that really seemed to have burned him out, and it gave him time to focus on Dunkirk, which was obviously something outside of his comfort zone that required his full concentration. But Jesus Christ, man. This is beyond ridiculous at this point.

We’ve gotten countless media sources, celebrities, and others in the industry talking about his debut album. And because he’s not talking, all of these people and sources are talking FOR him - and we don’t even know which of the things they’re saying are correct and which are completely false. And blah blah blah yeah, obviously the media is gonna talk about solo Harry regardless, but you’re lying to yourself if you think that his team couldn’t have shut up some of the people who have run their mouths about solo Harry at this point. And if the media is going to always make claims about his future music, both true and false, why wouldn’t he just speak for himself? Why wouldn’t his team speak for him? Why have they allowed this to happen for so fucking long? And don’t even give me that bullshit about oh, they just want to keep anticipation up - because at this point, that tactic doesn’t even make sense. I honestly don’t even know how solo Harries are alive right now considering they get hyped up for his music every two days based on what so-and-so said to the media. It’s fucking EXHAUSTING and it eventually burns people out to be constantly disappointed when they’re promised that something is about to happen and then it doesn’t. I’ve seen a lot of burnout in this fandom in the last week alone on the solo Harry front, and that’s so sad to see because things could have been so different.

If they’re gonna have a dude from Columbia come out here and tell me that an album is nearly done, and then have Grimmy say he was about to hear the album, and then have a touring company registered like a tour is gonna be in the works sometime soon when they haven’t said jack shit about ANYTHING, that’s beyond frustrating to me. You don’t have to give every fucking detail but god, not even a confirmation that the album is coming? NOTHING. Nothing at all.

Louis kept up fan service pretty consistently last year and eventually dropped music. Liam posts updates about his album progress to his social media, and yeah, his album still isn’t out, but there also haven’t been fifty people saying to the press every four days that it’s almost done. Niall was active on social media and kept up fan service last year before dropping his single as a surprise. Harry has done none of that, and I’m not saying that Harry has to do it the way the other boys did, but this is….really yikes. I don’t understand what the fuck his team is playing at, I really don’t. I know that Harry is the most famous in the band and I know that his music is the most anticipated, but he is not some untouchable artist with a shitload of street cred where his album is guaranteed to top at number one. I know this fandom might want to think that’s the case, but it isn’t. He is not Beyonce with numerous successful albums and decades in the industry. He has never put out solo music, and not only that, but we don’t have even the vaguest clue as to what his solo music would SOUND like at this point because again, we’ve heard nothing from his team.

The way this is being executed screams lazy and arrogant to me, and Harry is neither of those things, so I want to know what the deal is. To have this buildup for over a year with everyone else talking about it except for the people whose voices count the most and just expecting fans to be there, still waiting and ready and foaming at the mouth whenever you choose to drop music even though you never bothered to say anything about it….that doesn’t rub me the right way at all, I’m sorry. And listen, knowing this fandom and how much solo Harries have stayed pumped, it might work for them, it, but god, that is just….I don’t understand how people can respect that method of doing things. Us, the fans, as future consumers of his music, as the people who ensured that Harry is in the position he’s in today, deserve better than this. I know that fandom entitlement is a thing and we don’t deserve a lot of things that we think we deserve, but are people really gonna try to act like having confirmation of an album from Harry or his team is asking too much? Wanting some respect, and some clarity, and some basic fucking facts (for example: Are you coming out with an album? When is it coming out?) for Harry’s FIRST SOLO ALBUM EVER after over a year of almost complete silence from him (and silence about his future plans long before that) is perfectly reasonable, especially considering how much we’ve been jerked around about Harry’s solo career for like five years now, and quite frankly, anyone trying to suggest otherwise is fooling themselves. Harry’s team may not be able to control everything the media or other artists do or say about solo Harry, but they can (or at least, you would think they would be able to) control their own behavior, and at least so far, it seems like they’re just letting everybody else do the work for them (and do it messily at that, considering how many lies and ridiculous speculation has been published and passed around over the past year or so).

I’m just really frustrated because I don’t understand why his team is doing this and why they’re giving this impression of not knowing what they’re doing (e.g. the Full Stop website) or just not caring (e.g. [the metric for success] “is just existing”). With a lot of the Louis bullshit, even without knowing the exact details of what’s going on, you can usually figure out quite quickly that a) they’re actively trying to fuck him over and b) why they’re actively trying to fuck him over. The involvement of the stunts tainting everything Louis does also makes the intentions of his team clear (though no less infuriating). But this stuff with Harry? I don’t understand it and can’t even begin to imagine why things are being done this way. I don’t think it’s fair to the fans and I think it’s doing a huge disservice to Harry, his music, and if the rumors about when he’s dropping the music are correct, his acting career. I just really, really hope that there’s a huge change soon because I’m really cringing at what I’m seeing so far. I wish I understood any of this, but I don’t and watching it all happen is exhausting.

Alright, some of my word vomit is out. If people disagree with me, that’s fine, but this is my opinion. And no, I don’t think negatively of Harry or anything like that, I’m just not pleased with how things are being handled by his team (just as I’m not pleased with how Louis’ team is doing things) and I need to voice that.

{Reaction} Monsta X as the Mafia

Can you do a monsta x as mafia?

Disclaimer: I don’t own the gifs/images used

Lee Minhyuk

Originally posted by j00h0ney

It is unexpected of him due to his charming face, but this man is no innocent man. He is known as the ‘sweetheart scam,’ the one that uses his pretty face for money and secrets. He can seduce any man or woman alike into his false sense of security, and after that anyone is as good as his. He is known for gaining access for high security information from very important people, and it’s a mystery to a lot of people how he does it - but those are the kind of people that have never seen Lee Minhyuk in person, the kind of people that have never been under his intensive, lustful stare, they haven’t been conned by his tongue, he can dish out any desire that his lover wants to here for a few, vital words that could cost them a lot more than they had bargained for.

But meeting you was different, and falling for you was like a slap in the face. He didn’t know how to react, what to do - he couldn’t tell The X Clan, there was too much risk, and if any other mafia found out he felt attractions towards you it was almost set in stone that you would die. Even though he knew all this, and understood that any wrong moves could cost him everything, he still passed you by, said hello whenever he saw you. He still had hope that one day, things could be different.

{y/n}: “Back again, Minhyuk?”

Minhyuk: “How could I miss up the opportunity to see your-” *sees Shownu approaching* “Uh… you.”


Yoo Kihyun

Originally posted by klhyunnie

This man is known for his coldness, and it isn’t often that an enemy comes by him and makes it out alive. Kihyun is an assassin, a cold-blooded assassin that is behind the murders of some of the highest ranking people in the country. No one, not even in the x clan, asks him about the murders he has carried out, and even if they did, Kihyun probably wouldn’t be able to recall how many he has actually done, but he could give you specific gory details. Kihyun is lethal, and almost as high up as Shownu the leader, he has a lot of respect and no one dares to cross him.

But everyone has emotions, and Kihyun couldn’t stop himself from feeling them when he got to know you better. A part of The X Clan, you work alongside them, helping them plan out complicated procedures and worming ways out of complex situations, and Kihyun has a love for that. But his attraction to you is kept in the darkness of unlit rooms and distance between anyone else. You find yourself falling for him too, but you both know the consequence for falling in love in the business.

Kihyun: “Stay safe, I love you.” *Muttering*

{y/n}: “What was that?”

Kihyun: “w-what, I said stay safe, elephant juice!”


Shin Hoseok/ Wonho

Originally posted by kihqun

He may look sweet, but Hoseok is far from it. He goes under the name Wonho, and makes some of the biggest drug deals in the country. He’s a smart man, and knows how to get away unnoticed. A lot of women fall for his charms, but he knows how to play, and these girls are asking to be played. He has a lot of money, and lives an extravagant lifestyle. He never used to be like this, but after being poor and watching his family struggle, he changed, and now, he lives as though he’s a king and everyone else is beneath him. Everyone else except The X Clan, everyone except for you.

There’s a reason he sleeps around, not because he’s simply arrogant, but because he can’t stand knowing how he feels about you. In such a business, he would rather die than let you be killed, but being in a relationship, death for either is going to destroy the other.

Wonho: “Be careful, won’t you?”

{y/n}: “Careful is my middle name.” *grinning as you leave*

Wonho: “I love you…”


Son Hyunwoo/ Shownu

Originally posted by garisanee

This leader is anything but simple. He’s complex, and smart. He is the founder of The X Clan and has started such a revolution. He trusts little, but those he does trust hold high regard in his life. He may be a leader, and he may have all of the more important planning to do, but he is known to participate in the field too. He’s strong, courtesy of his constant working out, and has a good mind - he can take a little blood on his hands, especially when it’s for the greater good. He is highly wanted within the industry, a lot of people want his head on a stick. After all, he is known as one of the most successful leaders in South Korean history. But he never falls into the cracks, and his members are more than ready to help him and watch his back. Even though he’s tough, he gives credit where it’s due and can be the most caring person despite his occupation.

One of the members he treasures most is you, and you feel the same way about him. The two of you are together, even against all odds. You know the risk of it, but it seems as though it would be wasteful to live in fear. The X Clan are well aware of your relationship, meaning that they are all completely hands-off you, (who would want to cross Shownu, really?). You and him compliment each other, and the life isn’t ideal, but you have each other to work it out.

Shownu: “Did I ever tell you how gorgeous you are?”

{y/n}: “Plenty, but I never tire of hearing it.”


Lim Changkyun/ I.M

Originally posted by wonhontology

This man is not to be underestimated, and he is not to be crossed. He is an assassin, but never really works with Kihyun. Kihyun likes to work alone, and Changkyun can deal with either. He is perfect with his long range shots, but he’s even more lethal with a knife. If he intends to kill you, you’re as good as a dead man walking. He’s dangerous, and terrifying, and it isn’t often that his victim will escape his grasp, because he will get them one way or another. Changkyun has seen a lot of horrific things in this world, and has killed mercilessly, but that doesn’t stop him from what he thinks are flaws, his own emotions.

When he came across you, it was like an ice bucket had been dropped over his head. Changkyun didn’t believe in love at first sight, but seeing you changed that perspective entirely. He found himself falling for you, even though he tried his best not to. The two of you became closer when Shownu asked the two of uo to work together. The two of you were in training a lot, using each other to practice and gain strength. The two of you were like the dream team, god help anyone that tries to cross you.

Changkyun: *Pins you down against the floor.* “You’re getting weaker, {y/n}.” *smirking*

{y/n}: “And your ego is getting bigger” *scoffs*

Changkyun: *starts tickling you.* “What was that? What did you say, huh? How would you like being tickled - you should take it back!” *grinning*


Chae Hyungwon

Originally posted by wonhontology

Hyungwon is somehow one of the most frightening in the group. Nobody dares to cross him. Hyungwon is a man of many talents, he isn’t just good in the field of assassination, he is also good at drug deals and the sweetheart scam, he’s an all rounder, and somehow he’s gained a lot of respect from a lot of gangs, there are many that refuse to cross him. He may appear to be very cute though, his sleeping habits give him an innocent look, like he is childlike, but far from it, sleeping isn’t the only activity that goes on in his bed.

Hyungwon and you had been dating for a long time, and honestly, even though there are risks, he still dates you because he figures that anyone that tries to even lay a finger on you has a death wish. He is very sweet with you, most unlike his attitude towards his job and The X Clan. some nights he will help you with training, others he will cuddle with you until it’s 3am and you start talking about the most random shit.

Hyungwon: “I love you Jagiya.”

{y/n}: “I love you too.”


Lee Jooheon

Originally posted by wonhontology

Jooheon is the more emotional of all of the men in the mafia, but he still takes his job very seriously. Jooheon is in charge of all of the technological side and tracking, he is the one on the other side of the ear piece when other members go on dangerous missions. He can hack any system and extract any information that he wants, he is very much wanted by the government for leaking vital information. He can do whatever he wants, hack CCTV footage, top-security information and leave no trace. He is very dangerous, you’d be very stupid to piss him off. As well as this, Jooheon is handy in the field, and there’s no denying that he can be popular with the ladies in his life.

When he met you, he started to like you almost immediately, and even under the dim lights of the casino, he still admired your face as though it was in the light of the day. Even since that moment, he has been a smooth talker, perhaps that’s what made you fall for him in the first place. His aegyo is killer, but that is only shown to you, it has never been portrayed before the other members. And unlike his job, he is very forgiving and kind. He’s very protective of you, and is very careful when letting you go on missions because he loves you and that will never change.

Jooheon: “Be careful Jagi. I’m only on the other side of the earpiece if you need me.”

{y/n}: “Thank you, Jagi.”