i hope the quality is better than what i see right now omg

April Fool’s DLC SUFFERING Ending  Guide Part 1

So I’m still shook over one of the normal (read: SUFFERING) endings I finally unlocked from the Mystic Messenger April Fool’s DLC. Here is my guide of what I USED which unlocked the ending.

Following this should give you the unlock the chats “Epiphany” and “The world for you and me” after the game branch. 

Also: Spoilers! I’m placing this guide under the cut. 

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We All Need A Good Gal Pal

*WARNING* This post is most likely going to be a bit soppy/sentimental. Obviously I’m gonna try and make it humorous but grab a bucket just in case…

That means you Moon.

So I’m sure many of you are aware that recently I took my first steps outside as Jess, and just over a year ago I also announced to my friends about my secretive (not so much now) hobby. 

As much as their support has been nothing short of fantastic, before all of that there was the original gal pal: Moon.

Now I could go on for decades about how useful she has been, but it’s probably more useful (and certainly more relevant) to let you know why she has been so important and instrumental in this transformation from ragged cave-man lookalike to the would-be-Queen that is Jessica Blaise.

1. Moon Don’t Lie To No Bitch

Moon has always been a good friend, even before she knew about Jess, but one quality I’ve found invaluable is her ability to tell me the truth, no matter what.

Moon do I look good in this?” Fuck no! That dress ain’t gonna work on you, you don’t have the boobs for it.

I think my makeup looks good today!” Yeah and some people think the world is flat, don’t make them right though does it?

Omg these heels are killer!” Yeah they do a good job at killing your fashion sense.

Call it harsh, call it hilarious… I call it honest feedback.

One of the best benefits of having a friend like Moon, and hopefully any gal pal, is that they’re looking out for your best interests. If I don’t look good in something, Moon will be the first person to let me know. She has my best interests at heart, and she wants me to look good just as much as I do.

2. What The Fuck Is Highlighter???

I know this one is probably quite obvious (and not actually that relevant to highlighting) but I feel it should be stated regardless.

Stop me if you guessed this already, but girls are really good at makeup.

And I don’t mean ‘Girls always use makeup of course they’re good at it.’ Nah.

Most girls, Moon included, don’t actually use anywhere near as much makeup as a crossdresser would (especially Moon with her bloody flawless skin… rude). It’s not about their actual skill will the makeup, it’s the knowledge and theory behind it.

What’s the use of concealer? Ask your gal pal.

How does highlighter work? Ask your gal pal.

Why shouldn’t I use dark colours on my lips? Ask your gal pal.

Regardless of how much or little your gal pal uses in terms of makeup, they will have a wealth of knowledge about it and will easily guide you into improving your makeup in no time. Plus it doesn’t hurt to have someone helping you while you’re applying the stuff you know nothing about…

3. Stand Properly! Have You Never Seen A Woman?

I might sound like this font of female imitation knowledge, but most of the tips I throw up on this blog are simply regurgitated information that I learned long ago from Moon. 

One of the most invaluable lessons she ever taught was simply how to stand like a woman.

I’ve said before that looking at women pose is a good way to learn how to take pictures, but this should only be used if all else fails. If you can (and I can’t recommend this enough), get a gal pal so instruct you how to stand.

It’s not uncommon for Moon to start lifting my arm into the right position or telling me to relax my shoulders. This is all stuff I’m aware of, but it’s better when you’ve got someone who can actually see what you’re doing wrong and correct it.

On top of all that, you also get someone who can help take photos. I mean, I’m a big fan of selfies but sometimes you just wanna feel like the god-damn model you were born to be.

Well, that’s my side of things. However just to make this post extra long (sorry…) I thought I should get Moon to weigh in her opinions of having a crossdresser for a friend.

What’s it like having a crossdresser for a friend?

I’ll be honest. It was a little different to start off with, especially since Jess is the first and only crossdresser I’ve ever met. It didn’t take me too long to get used to it though; eventually she was asking for me to join her on ‘dress up nights’ which was essentially a cheap, student excuse to get drunk and look pretty… always fun though!

What’s different about Jess’ makeup than other girls?

Well… nothing really. I guess that’s the point though. She has to apply a bit more of the base makeup (concealer, foundation etc.) but after that it’s quite similar to my own and other girl’s makeup routines.

Do you see Jess differently when she’s dress up?

Again, a bit at first. Not in a bad way of course, but it was just getting my head around a male friend suddenly looking female(ish). I don’t know if it’s gotten easier over time because she’s better at makeup now than 8 years ago or because I’ve just got used to it.Overall I don’t really see her as a different person, just a much prettier person.

What’s your favourite thing to do with Jess?

Dressing up; without a doubt. As much as certain outfits don’t work on Jess (or myself at times) we’re always pushing each other to try different outfits. It’s always a great accomplishment when we try on an outfit we didn’t think would work but does!

Also Jess always has fancy dress outfits, and they’re nothing short of hilarious to try on, regardless of who’s wearing them.

I just wish she wouldn’t get changed in front of me…

What has been your favourite moment with Jess?

Oh god… we’ve been doing this for 8 years now, there are way too many…

If I had to pick one, even though there are definitely more, I would say the time that Jess wanted me to record a video of her spinning in a dress but I started recording while she was still explaining and sorting herself out.

Yeah, that’s the one.

I think I’m making these longer on purpose now…

I hope this has helped any of you who are thinking about telling your friends or looking for some guidance.

Just remember: any good gal pal will have no problem with you crossdressing over than those heels don’t work with that dress Hun.

Message me if you have any questions!

- Jessica Blaise x x


[march study challenge] • 05/03/17

Day 5: studyblrs get real

I’ve been looking forward to this one for a while now, because I am nowhere near the picture-perfect accounts with clean uncluttered desks and white backgrounds and neat handwritten notes with every title written in flawless calligraphy. It’s a shame because the studyblr community sort of conditions you into thinking that you need to have an aesthetic or you won’t get notes, and then that means we have an unrealistic view of what studying should really be. This is something I wrote in my very first post:

“I realised I wasn’t cut out to be one of those cool minimalist bloggers that used mildliners to highlight every second line of their aesthetic study notes. So I reckon my posts will lean towards the study end of things, but this probably won’t be Scandinavian stationery and pastel-coloured calligraphy. If it does turn out like that, I’ll cry a little inside. This, for me, is an online journal to document how I go this year. I want a place to keep it real, to post things that I learn and to see how I’ve grown over my final year of school.”

I have to shamefully say that I’m not really upholding my aforementioned promise to keep it real on this blog, so I hope that the following list makes up for it:

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Heartstrings (Lin-Manuel Miranda x Reader)

A/N: So this one is based off a request that I unfortunately can’t find (sorry omg). That being said, it ended up changing a lot from what the request actually was. I’m not sure if I’m completely satisfied with it, but hey, here it is!

Summary: You’re asked to be a part of the Hamilton orchestra, and then some. Of course, that means spending a bit of quality time with one Lin-Manuel Miranda

Word Count: 2,918


You made your way downtown, your violin in hand. You hummed to yourself to calm your nerves. It wouldn’t do well to look as anxious as you felt on your first day of work.

You were to be in the orchestra for a show called Hamilton. You were still in shock as to how you got asked to be a part of a show whose intentions were to go off-Broadway just freshly out of university. Sure, you had been playing several instruments since the age of 5, and had attended Juilliard, but you thought there would be a lot more of the clichéd “starving artist” period before you would make anything remotely big. Not that you were complaining, of course.

You just had to work harder not to fuck this up.

A friend of yours had been recently in touch with a man named Alex Lacamoire, who was working on Hamilton. Upon being asked if there were any openings for the orchestra, Alex had said that there was still a lot of work to be done before an orchestra could even be incorporated, but if they had anyone in mind he would definitely give them a shot. Not even a week later you had had a one-on-one audition with the great man of music himself.

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anonymous asked:

omg omg omg so for the drabble game, hmm omg I can't even think... can I get a jungkook pov when oc was on her date w/john and he was home alone all those hours or a jungkook pov when he thought oc was with jin!!!!! -anon kook either is good :)

How long is a drabble supposed to be?  Because what I wrote is 2500 words.

The Fitting - Jungkook POV 

The Scene Where Jungkook Waits for the OC in Part 11

Originally posted by apgujeon

She had only been gone for fifteen minutes and Jungkook was already missing her.  He knew his behavior earlier was a little outrageous and he felt ashamed of thinking that she could be sleeping with someone else. It was difficult being with someone and having to keep everything a secret.  In a normal relationship, he would have been able to call a friend and share his fears and frustrations when there was an issue.  In this relationship, Jungkook had no one he could turn to, no one to ask for advice, no one to tell him whether or not his fears were unfounded.

He wandered aimlessly around her apartment for a few minutes, unsure of what he should be doing while he waited for her.  His mind would wander to what they did in the bathroom just a short while ago.  The sight of her bent over the counter, her skirt around her waist, her panties pulled down to her ankles…

Jungkook texted her:

6:16PM  Can you feel me inside you still?

6:16PM  I can still smell your juices on me.

6:19PM  You know I think about you all the time.

6:20PM  I’d be happy knowing that you think about me even half as much.

6:24PM  Everything is going to be okay.  I trust you.  

She texted him back quicker than usual.

You have nothing to worry about.  

I’m going to put my phone on silent while I’m out but I’ll be thinking of you.

Feel free to eat whatever is in the fridge.  

I’ll see you when I get home.  Be ready for me. ;-)

Jungkook smiled at that last line.

6:28PM  You know I’m always ready for you. Kekekeke

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Writing Effective Starters: An Essay.

Ever been stuck on how to get two characters to meet? Ever wonder why your starter is liked and forgotten? Ever seen someone else’s interesting starters and thought, man, I wish I could do that?

Here, we’ll teach you how to write a starter in four easy steps.

STEP #1: Engage the Other Character

The first thing you want to do when you want to write a starter is think about the characters in a social environment. Where are they? What are they doing? And most importantly, how is the other person’s character going to get pulled in?

You have to consider the actual contact between characters.Here’s an example of what not to do. My character walked into yours on the sidewalk. If you give me that on my roleplay blog, I will not answer it. No exceptions.

Why? Think about the last time someone bumped into you–in the hallway, in the mall, wherever you were. Did you stop and say ‘hello, my name is [y/n] and I think we should do [activity] and be friends?’ NO. The person probably mumbled a 'sorry,’ you probably mumbled ’s'okay,’ and you both went off to do whatever.

That is an ineffective starter because, plain and simple, you didn’t pull the character in. You can go ahead and spend as many paragraphs as your heart desires describing the business of the city, what your character’s wearing, the weather, the atmosphere, whatever, but listen up: if you do not actively engage the other character, your starter is ineffective.

So what do you do? There are tons of options. Have your character speak directly to the other character. Have your character do something where someone else is able to jump in. The other writer is trying to put their character with yours, and they’ll work with you on this, just don’t leave everything up to them.

Going back to our example, instead of having someone walk into another character, have them stand in line and compliment the other person’s [insert literally anything here]. They can just make a comment about how long the line is taking. Now the character is engaged.

And other note, I’ve seen starters where one character is talking to a third-party archetype and the expectation is that my character will swoops in like a hawk and steal your character away from whoever they’re talking to. This is–don’t. Don’t ever. No. Bad. Shame on you.

Here’s a quick check-list to make sure your starter will work:

  • is my character directly contacting the other character?
  • is my character doing something that the other character can appropriately respond to?
  • have I made it possible for someone to reply to my starter?

STEP #2. Check Your Writing.

This is a good tip for roleplaying in general, obviously, but it’s even more important for starters, especially if it’s an open, or the first time you’re making a starter for someone. I’ve seen a lot of starters from quality blogs that don’t even make sense because the writing is so inflated. Whether you’re trying to look good, do more than your ability, or think you need to try extra-hard, don’t. Just keep your starters natural. Don’t use words you don’t know. Don’t use compound sentences if you’re not familiar with the sentence structure. Don’t use crack grammar styles because you think it might be right. Stick to what you know, read over it before you hit post, and stay in control of your writing. It’s better to have a beautiful one-line starter than a long para that confuses other writers.

Re-read your starter before you post it and ask yourself these questions:

  • is my grammar correct?
  • are my words spelled correctly?
  • are there any typos?
  • are the actions clear?
  • does I have any vague sections?
  • will others be able to understand what I wrote?

STEP #3. Have an idea for your thread before you make your starter.

There’s nothing more frustrating than seeing a really generic starter with a writer I want to work with, replying, and then not being able to find a suitable plot and floundering into nothingness. There should be a “something happens” section in a thread. In creative writing, this is called “The Trouble.” The sooner you get your character into trouble, the better.

In a nutshell, you should have an idea for your starter planned beforehand. I’ll use an example from my roleplay blog. One of my characters is a librarian. So if my threads are lacking and I want to use her, I might go and make a starter that’s something like,

Eliza sat behind at her desk, trying to focus on a book instead of [insert stressor here]. When someone walked in, she smiled, even though she wished they weren’t there. “Hi, can I help you?” She hoped they said yes, since she currently had a bottle of alcohol hidden on almost every shelf and it’d be really awkward if someone were to find them.

This isn’t the best starter, but it comes with a plot. In fact, it comes with multiple plots. When someone answers this, their character can a) notice my character is really harried and start asking after her, b) think she’s being a jerk and give her attitude, c) answer her question with a 'yes’ and continue to observe how frazzled the librarian is until something happens, or d) answer with 'no,’ find a hidden bottle of alcohol, and watch the plot turn into a kaleidoscope of options that the writer can choose from.

Now, let’s say you want to write a one-line starter. This is a more nuanced thing. It’s easy to write “Hey, want to hang out?,” stick a .gif and a #open+rp under it, and wait for replies. I do it all the time. This starter is fine: the grammar/spelling is correct, it engages the other character, it’s good, right?

The problem comes in with the next few exchanges. When someone replies with “sure,” an a .gif, and you’ve kinda just typed up your starter without thinking about it cuz your threads are dead, whatever whatever, you run the risk of either sitting there like 'uhhh’ or having a dud thread that leads to your character and the other character standing in an undefined white room like 'what do you wanna do’ 'idk what do you wanna do’ until someone just drops it.

So don’t do that.

And some of you will say that you’re just letting the other person use their ideas. To this I say, no. No, no, NO, no no. You can’t just post your generic open hoping that someone else will have an idea. If the other person had an idea, they’d make their own starter.

This ties in with the example I used earlier: don’t have your character walk into someone else’s and expect the other writer to just pull some plot out of their derriere that smells like rainbows and perfection. It doesn’t work that way. You come up with something. You’re the one making the starter. That little thing that says 'source’ next your blog name means it was you. Own it.

If you want to post a one-line starter that says 'hey, wanna hang out?,’ you should have an idea of what your character’s going to do. Whether that’s going to smoke a blunt, getting coffee, or taking a free class in underwater basket-weaving at the local oyster club is up to you.

Ask yourself these questions to avoid these pitfalls:

  • where is this thread going?
  • does my character have a clear idea of what’s going on?
  • is there a plot here?
  • am I trying to dump the plot work onto whomever replies?

STEP #4: Have an accessible setting.

If you want to get replies to your open, don’t give someone a setting that their character wouldn’t be in. I cannot count how many times I’ve seen really, really good starters that I can’t reply to because of the setting. It’s nice to make a post like 'omg why are you in my house,’ but, shocker, most people don’t just walk into other people’s houses’. Another big one I see all the time is when writers say something like 'no one’s around.’ If no one’s there, no one’s there.

Now obviously, accessible starters are on a case-by-case basis. Maybe a stranger wouldn’t be in someone’s house, but their significant other would be. Setting is something to play with and enjoy, but you should still keep it in mind. Don’t force other writers to finagle around with their characters to put them in some bizarre place just so they can answer your starter. Put your character somewhere other people will be–instead of in the middle of a forest where no one is, put them just outside of a campsite. Instead of writing 'no one’s around,’ talk about how your character assumed no one was going to be there. Don’t stick your character in random places just for the hell of it and pray to the roleplay gods that someone will bend over backwards to make it work.

By the same token, I see a lot of starters without an established setting. Don’t do that, either. It’s OK not to have everything hammered down in the original starter, but have some idea of where your character is. Your character doesn’t exist in a little white room. Put them somewhere, and put them somewhere that makes sense.

If you need to test your starter’s setting, ask yourself these questions:

  • would other characters be here?
  • have I cut off other characters?
  • do I have an actual setting?
  • if no, do I have an implied setting?

So there are your four steps. Engage the other character, have proper grammar/spelling, have a plot idea in mind, and take care of the setting.

Final Remarks. 

Make it easy for other writers to answer your starter. Don’t stump them or expect them to pick up all the work. It’s great if you write a half-page starter with beautiful extended metaphors and 5 Shakespeare references, but it’s all a waste if your character’s on the moon, the reader’s lost in your hyperbole, you didn’t use quotes, and your character’s busy talking to the Queen of England.

Before you click post, ask yourself these questions:

  • does this make sense?
  • if someone sent this to me, could I answer this?
  • if someone sent this to me, would I want to answer this?
  • does this look promising?
  • am I praying to the roleplay gods that someone replies to this instead of doing some basic footwork to get replies?

And that’s all from me, folks!

Shura x Saizo C-A

I’m sort of having trouble with the S Support. So if anyone can write one up, feel free.

Shura x Saizo C-A

C Support

Shura: ……….

Saizo: ………..

Shura: ……….

Saizo: Hyah!

Shura: …..Huh!? What the hell do you think you’re doing?!

Saizo: You managed to dodge that. Your reaction speed is greater than I’d imagined.

Shura: Tch, you nearly killed me just to find that out?

Saizo: I heard you were a ninja once before, so I wanted to see for myself. How you evaded my shuriken… Your time in Nohr’s obviously influenced you. But your movement in general is still reminiscent of those trained in the shinobi arts.

Shura: You should know well the kind of training we’re forced to undergo. It’s not the type to be forgotten so easily, no matter how many years have passed.

Saizo: But it can certainly be dulled, as you’ve just proven.

Shura: What’s that?

Saizo:  You heard me. You’ve gotten sloppy.

Shura: Excuse me for not having the luxury to properly keep up with my training. You act as if I’d be able to strut around Nohr as a ninja. Have you any idea what kind of attention that would attract? The kind that’ll have me in chains, if I’m lucky.

Saizo: Tch, any capable ninja would attract no such attention to begin with.

Shura: You act as if I was in Nohr for a mission. I was child, and I lived on those streets. I served no master, nor did I have any objectives. How long do you think I could go playing ninja under those conditions?

Saizo: ……….

Shura: Exactly. (leaves)

Saizo: Huh.

B Support

Shura: …….Come on out.

Saizo: You’ve already got that bow of yours drawn. You knew I was coming?

Shura: I think you’re underestimating me a bit.

Saizo: Maybe. You know, you have one hell of a story behind you.

Shura: Huh?

Saizo: Your country was renowned for the ninja it produced. Unfortunately, so were your neighbors.

Shura: Oh, that. Yeah, so what?

Saizo: The man responsible for the fall of Kohga no longer draws breath. The people of your country can rest easy after it’s been restored.

Shura: The world is better off now that demon’s dead.

Saizo: Heh, I couldn’t agree more.

Shura: …Kotaro’s death seemed a bit personal for you.  

Saizo: He was the one who murdered my father…

Shura: ……I apologize.

Saizo: Why are you apologizing? You had it far worse than I did. If I were in your shoes, I would have stopped at nothing to give Kotaro a nice slow death, a thousand times over.

Shura: I share those sentiments. But the moment has passed, and he’s gone. There’s no point in such talk anymore. ….But why would you say I had it worse?

Saizo: The people of Kohga were massacred by the Mokushujins.

Shura: And is that supposed to make your father’s death anymore bearable?

Saizo: Watch your tongue. I’m simply trying to pay my respects.

Shura: Then brushing aside your father like that’s a terrible place to start.

Saizo: Tch.

Shura:  It isn’t fair to compare our situations. The point is we’ve had something taken from us. That pain… I’m sure it’d be the same whether it had been a million lives, or just one.

Saizo: You’re saying my father’s life is equal to that of an entire country?

Shura: It might as well be if the person we’re talking about is their son.

Saizo: …You and I are more similar than I’d like.

Shura: Heh, but at least you’ve still got your honor intact.

Saizo: So what are you going to do? Are you going to wallow in that agony of yours, or are you going to do something to earn that honor back?

Shura: I’m working on it.

Saizo: ……Draw your weapon.

Shura: What?! You still wish to fight me?

Saizo: Earlier I sought out to test Shura, the Nohrian Thief. But now I wish to fight against Shura, of Kohga.

Shura: Heh heh, if that’s what you want, don’t say I didn’t warn you.

Saizo: I’ll see about that.

A Support

Saizo: Here you are.

Shura: Looking for another fight?

Saizo: Normally that’d be the case, but I wanted to ask you something.

Shura: What about?

Saizo:  Your clan, they were among those that served the royal family.

Shura: That’s right. Heh, in another life, we’d have probably have worked together a few times.

Saizo: Hm, maybe. So what do you plan on doing about your clan?

Shura: My clan? What do you mean?

Saizo: You are its last surviving member, are you not? That would make you its head. How do you plan on going about things?

Shura: Damn, I hadn’t even thought about that. I’ve had my hands full just thinking about Kohga. Uh, what’s it matter to you anyways?

Saizo: I’m the fifth head of my clan. As fellow clan heads, my curiosity was piqued.

Shura: Well I hate to disappoint you, but I haven’t a clue as to what to talk about.

Saizo: But you do plan on reviving it, don’t you?

Shura: We’ll see.

Saizo: It’s already clear you lack the qualities of a leader. 

Shura: What?

Saizo: To lead your clan, you need conviction. No half assed answers like ‘we’ll see’. 

Shura: I’m a bit overwhelmed here…

Saizo: That’s no excuse. You’ll be faced with many situations where you’ll be demanded to make tough decisions. And you’ll need to act swiftly.

Shura: I don’t suppose there’s some sort of training for this type of thing, is there?

Saizo: A good place to start would be to figure out what type of man you are.

Shura: I’ve had many years to think on that.

Saizo: And from now on, you’ll do so unburdened by your struggles in Nohr.

Shura: So what is it you propose I do?

Saizo: For starters, put that bow down for a moment and go back to your roots.

If you plan on leading a clan of ninja, you’d better remember how to be one.

Shura: It’s been quite some time… I don’t suppose you’d go easy on me? 

Saizo: In battle, a loss will cost you your life. But during training, it’ll teach you all you need to know.

Shura: Tch, I see how it is.  Enjoy your handicap while it lasts. Once I get back into form, you just may be the one learning a thing or two.

Saizo: I hope you can still throw as well as you can talk, otherwise you’re in for a world of pain.

Shura: I’ll make you eat those words.

Saizo: I look forward to watching you try. 

Omg this is really great! And don’t worry, I’m sure I or @dingzhu or someone else can whip up an S Support

When Wonho is your boss

Originally posted by anda-flan

  • okay lbr ceo!wonho looks fly 24/7
  • wonho in a suit is the ultimate wonho
  • anyways he’s the type of boss who’s really nice to all his employees but is like lowkey savage??
  • like he’ll pull pranks and stuff thanks to the encouragement (and dumb ideas) from his secretary minhyuk
  • tries to be smooth with the ladies but actually uses internet memes/pick up lines. like honestly if it wasn’t for the fact that he’s hot af everyone would probably ignore him (ppl only laugh at his jokes cuz they don’t wanna be fired lol)
  • but he’s still genuinely nice tho and a real softie at heart
  • so you’re the administrative assistant that was transferred from another branch, and so far you’ve only heard rumors about your new ceo
  • on your first day here you were LOST right off the bat like wtf the building is a maze
  • and since you came a little early people weren’t there yet so you can’t ask for directions
  • then you wandered into a big office and WOW SO PRETTY it’s got fancy curtains. and a comfy couch
  • but then you saw a name plate on the desk and walked closer and then you saw ‘Shin Hoseok’ engraved on it
  • before you could even think holy shiiiz someone behind you is like:
  • “Can I help you?”
  • you froze 100% but then still manage to turn around and guess what, it’s your boss wonho. you just trespassed knock knock into his office lol good job
  • but inside you were like OMG the rumors were true. he’s hot.
  • however you didn’t know wonho was also like OMG the rumors were true. you’re hot.
  • you bowed and apologized, and explained yourself as professional as possible
  • wonho was really chill and friendly about it, much to your surprise and insist on walking you to your own office
  • but not before trying pick up lines on you
  • but being rather pure-minded you were like ?????que?
  • and hes like ha..ha nvm…i’ll try again later
  • from them on he calls you to his office a lot, but it’s more like he’ll come to your office and escort you to his because “you might get lost again.”
  • you’ve told him a million times like “Thank you sir, but I know my way around now so please just call next time, you don’t have to do this.”
  • but he’s like “But what if I’m the one who gets lost…in your eyes ;)”
  • and you’re just ?????????????
  • (cue minhyuk gagging in the distance while hyungwon is like wtf u creepy mf)
  • but on a srs note wonho is a hard worker like he’s serious when he has to. like when you’re explaining reports to him he LISTENS 
  • you also notice how he doesn’t get angry at his employee’s mistakes but rather gives advice and try to help so they don’t make the same mistake next time
  • dem qualities made your heart flutter and you realize he’s basically perfect (except the jokes which are kinda stupid??)
  • he inspired you to work even harder and from that point on business kept getting better!
  • one day he calls you to his office, like actually called this time, and you see him looking a little more serious than usual
  • while you sat in front of his desk you got a little nervous like omg is he gonna fire me cuz I never laughed at his jokes
  • but then it turns out he needs a big favor
  • there’s a big business event going on next weekend (aka those rich people parties) but it’s important he goes cuz he gotta represent
  • but he also needs a partner who knows about his company just as well as he does
  • “And nobody fits that position better than you” - Wonho
  • BUT LETS BE REAL he’s only just trying to make this a date with you!
  • because you is a cutie
  • but he obviously leaves this part out so you were like wow this is seriousss and agree
  • he then takes you shopping? at really expensive places?? and buys you this really nice dress???? like whoa you were being pampered outta nowhere
  • but he claims this is all for “business matters” so you were like aight okay then(???)
  • so at the night of the event he picks you up and yall go to this crazy fancy hotel and there’s like rich ppl everywhere but for some reason people kept staring at you two
  • “It’s because you look extra beautiful today.” he’d smile at you 
  • you’d say the same thing about him if it weren’t for the fact that you just became a blushing mess
  • so at the event you were expecting people to ask you questions and talk business matters but it’s just rich people drinking wine and laughing?
  • and wonho basically took you sightseeing cuz the hotel has a really nice garden
  • food was EXCELLENT tho and probs cost $100 a bite
  • and when people did come up to greet wonho and ask if you were the girlfriend HE DOESN’T EVEN DENY IT
  • you’d look surprised but wonho would just whisper “it’s for business” in your ear
  • but after a while you question him and is like aren’t we supposed to talk to people about our company
  • wonho then confesses that he was just trying to take you out here to relax because you’ve worked hard and he wanted to thank you somehow
  • but you were like WHAT i don’t deserve this pls take hyungwon next time
  • wonho just laughs then says he really enjoys being around you and he appreciates all that you’ve done for the company so far
  • afterwards he drove you home, and to be courteous you offered if he’d like to come in
  • he obviously agrees
  • you made tea and started chatting and it was really comfortable like it felt old friends instead of boss and employee
  • wonho tries his pick up lines again
  • this time he actually used a funny one and you busted out laughing
  • and you laughing made him laugh
  • but then OOPS he spilled the tea on himself 
  • his (probably expensive af) white polo is now stained 
  • wonho was like ehh but you panicked and is like OMG wait I know how to remove tea stains! and insist on cleaning it
  • but you didn’t register that cleaning his shirt would require him taking the shirt off
  • and so you see his body holy coOWWASDKFJHSFG GOD DAMN
  • that straight up fired up parts of your body that really should not be fired up right now
  • and so the REAL test begins and you’re trying to clean the stain in the sink but wonho’s just casually leaning against the counter right next to you
  • like daaamn you didn’t realize you were thirsty to just touch him wtf might was well just drink some water from this faucet asap
  • but fukin wonho he’s not even trying to hide the fact that he’s wants to distract you
  • “Hoseok you’re distracting me.” -you being straightforward as always
  • but then he reaches over and shuts the faucet off and is like “That’s the point.”
  • you looked at him weird for a sec but then he moves closer and then WHOA his lips are on yours
  • his hand instantly finds your hips but you were frozen 300%
  • oh god his lips are so soft
  • he pulls back and you could see he’s blushing but he’s still looking right into your eyes
  • “Sorry, that was rude of me…I couldn’t help it.” he says with this ultra shy grin. “I just…really like you.”
  • r.i.p. your heart
  • “But you can push me away if you want.” he’d smile at you
  • and you know he said this cuz he doesn’t want his status as your boss to pressure you into doing something you’re not comfortable with gosh what a sweetie pie
  • but who are you kidding you totally like him back
  • so instead of responding verbally (it’s not like you even can at this point), you wrap your arms above his shoulders and kiss him back
  • and that’s the best response he could have asked for

[a/n: I’m so sorry for dying like I always do, but I certainly do hope this was a enjoyable/lighthearted addition to your reading.
I dedicate this to all the wonho stans and also to senpai @infinitum-imaginaerum for commencing my descent into wonho hell (thank you but at the same time WHY U GOTTA play with my wonho feels like that jk I hope you’re doing well at university! :))]

My Sweet Pup Pt. 2

[OMG, down to the wire before the mid season aired!]
My Sweet Pup Pt. 2

“So what, you’re not going to talk to me now?”

You leered at Dwight who was ahead of you. “I don’t see why I should; you let me go in there and look like an idiot.”

“I did not –“

“You knew! You knew what Negan was going to do when I went in. You could have given me a head’s up. Like ‘Oh, Y/N the surprise you’re thinking isn’t exactly it.’ Or at least not have looked so darn enthused about it. My God, he’s a human being and you passed him off like secondhand clothes, did you even tell him anything?”

“He’s a prisoner we don’t have to tell him shit.”

“What’s he a prisoner for then?”

Dwight appeared dumbfounded for a second before recovering a scowl. “Why?”

“Because I’m kind of hoping it’s nothing too bad, I don’t think Negan would hand off a murderer or a rapist to me.”

Your shoulders slackened as soon as the words left you.

“I’m sorry; we’re talking like you’re not here.”

All you got in reply was a grunt.

“Look, I know what Negan said. But you can talk when he’s not around –“

“The hell he can! You heard the orders.”

“I heard that he was mine now, and I say he can talk if he wants to. Now since you never answered whether or not he’s dangerous I’ll take the latter and chance it, so why don’t you go to the repertory and get him some better clothes. I know I have plenty of points for it.”

“I ain’t doing that, he’s a goddamn prisoner, Y/N.”

You flinched at the word and Dwight sucked his lip in remorse.

“Fine, you probably wouldn’t get him his size anyways, we’ll go and you go get Carson and ask if he’ll meet in my room in an hour.”

Dwight eyed you. “You sick again?”

“No, look at him, he’s been beaten half to death.”

“Doc’s already looked at him.”

“Did he treat him?”


“Did he give him something for infection, check for internal bleeding, the very least get him some salve for his wounds?”

“He don’t need all that.”

“Regardless, I want the doctor to look at him again. Come on, Dwight, it won’t be that hard. No one would think twice about it if Carson comes to my room.”

“I know, but –“


“Fine, but if the Boss finds out about this –“

“Then I’ll take the heat.”

You could tell he wasn’t happy about it, but you were glad he went. Dwight had a bigger heart than he showed, and though he wanted to please Negan, he usually wanted to do the right thing more. But now you were alone with a prisoner, and your heart thudded in the realization. But like you said Negan wouldn’t have given you someone malicious, and he didn’t seem that volatile to you.

“Do you have a favorite color?”

You didn’t receive a reply and you blushed. Either he was too afraid or he didn’t trust you. But it was a better chance of it being both.

“I think blue to match your eyes, I don’t know about jeans though; if you’re wounded there the denim could rub it raw or break the sore back open.”

Still no reply, that was okay. You were used to this, well, not quite. But you grew up with loneliness, and you had your ways to combat it. Having conversations with yourself had been one of them. At least now you had a pair of ears to listen when the urge struck. Rummaging through the bins you tried to find a shirt that would be comfortable and easy to move in for him. He watched as you lifted each one across his chest, estimating the length, his gauge jarring you.

“What do you think of this one?”

He only stared at you, his gaze slitting as he calculated your motive, when his stare broke he only shrugged.

“I think it will be loose enough to not agitate anything, and the color looks nice on you. Do you…I need to know your pant size. I’d like to get you some slacks so you can look or you can tell me, I’ll also need your shoe size too.”

This man was a man of looks and each one made you fumble. It was like he was trying to cut through you, see something beyond but you didn’t know what. He brushed past, but not too far so the chain wouldn’t pull and lifted a pair of slacks out of a bin. Twisting around he went to the adjoining bins and pulled out a pair of sneakers.

“Thanks, so socks, and then we can go.”

He snorted at your gratitude, brushing his hair from his face.

“I could cut your hair if you want, it want be salon quality but I can make it even.”


It was gruff, like steel gliding on sand. You glanced over your shoulder. “So you can talk. I’m glad, Daryl. We won’t cut it then. Come on, let’s get out of here so you can have a bath. If you want one I mean.”

Entering your room, you eased him on a seat and looked him over. You were kind of happy that your stare appeared to have the same effect on him as he wriggled in the seat.

“He didn’t give me a key, but I’m going to try to get this thing off you neck. You just got to be a little patient with me.”


The voice startled you again, but you picked yourself up quicker this time. “I haven’t picked a lock in a few years so it may take me a little while.”

“No, why’re ya takin’ it off?”

“Because it doesn’t look very comfortable, is it?”

He turned away before giving a small shake of the head. “I didn’t think so.”

“Still a prisoner, aren’t ya scared?”

“No, not really. Are you saying I should be? W-what did you do?”

He didn’t reply to that, only watched as you bent a bobby pin and found the main chain.

“D-did you rape somebody?”

He lurched up at that towering over you. “The fuck I did, I’m not some monster like ya’ll are.”

Between the cursing and switch in demeanor had you whimpering, you huddled yourself in a ball before daring to make eye contact again. He seemed surprised by your reaction, sitting down when he saw your lip quivering.

“I didn’t mean to scare ya.”

“It’s okay, I’m just not good with many outbursts. I don’t know what you did to be here, but you’re here with me now, and I’m not going to let you be treated like gutter trash, okay? The other stuff…we’ll just forget about it for now.”

You saw him clenching his teeth, but he nodded. Not long after you were able to click the stubborn lock open, letting the chains clank to the floor.

“Do you want a bath? I’d like to soak your feet if you’re willing to do that.”

They were the worst you seen so far on him, bruised, battered, open sores leaking where he had been working on the fence and dodging the undead. You had no idea why Negan had put that up for, he said it was so the prisoners could get adequate exercise but you had heard the sarcasm dripping when he said it.

“I don’t think I can do it.”

“I’ll run it for you.”

“Can’t bend.”

“I’ll help you, I won’t look or do anything you don’t want me to. But we really need to clean you off, especially if we’re going to get you better.”

Paying more attention now you saw how much it hurt him to move about, and settling him on the commode you saw him wince as he lowered himself.

“Let’s get the shirt first. I could just cut it off, if you don’t care that way you won’t strain too much.”

“Don’t matter to me none.”

You got the quilting shears, praying they were still sharp enough to cut through the heavy fabric. You had to work to not to blanch when your hand touched the sweatshirt. It was so grimy, layers of dirt and sweating eating away at the cotton and making it permanently damp. You could smell the days he had spent down in the cell. This seemed extensive, even for a criminal. Clipping the arms away you tossed the shirt in the trash, seeing the hole in his shoulder.

“Oh, my God.”

It was a bullet wound for sure, and getting infected, the creamy white pus starting to surface.

“It shot through.”

And looking at him from behind he was correct, each wound bubbling with a germy crust.

“We have to get those cleaned out.”


Cutting through his pants you smirked, now he was back to making noises, though you understand since you were stating the obvious to him. You turned to the tub and let the tap run, making the water to the highest warmth it would go before it was on the border of being too hot. He had begun to stand then, the pants falling and you flushed when you saw he hadn’t had underpants on. Standing as quickly as you could you helped him over, nearly falling in the process and got him in the water. You could see instant relief come over him.

“Want me to wash your hair first?”

He shrugged, and you had no idea how he did that with a hole in him.

Getting a cup you began scooping water, tilting his head back to before pouring. His eyes were still open, staring at you.

“Am I making you uncomfortable, Daryl?”

He shook his head, the long strands splashing drops of water on you. You giggled at that, wiping a few from your face.

“I have coconut or sage shampoo, you pick.”

“Don’t matter.”

“Sure it does, I guess sage would be good, a little woodsy.”

He grunted as you squeezed some into your palm slicking it into his scalp. You took your time, letting your fingers course through in case there were any sores on his head. From what you could tell he was enjoying it, and as you rinsed watched the dirt run off and turn the water brown. It took almost an hour to get him clean after that, soaking rags in antibacterial soap and hot water and draping it on his feet and shoulder.

“Does everything fit okay?”

He was still in the bathroom dressing, as you waited on your bed for him to come out. He didn’t answer, but if you could see through walls then you would’ve probably seen a shrug. A knock on the door caught your attention and you scuttled to open it. Seeing Dr. Carson’s weathered face eased a smile on your face.

“Is everything all right, are you having trouble breathing again?”

You ducked your head in embarrassment. It was something you tried to outrun, but it followed. You were stuck with the title of ‘the poor sick girl’ of the bunch. No matter what you did and how you tried to prove otherwise it followed. It didn’t help that Negan made sure you hardly did anything, keeping eyes out and reporting to him if they thought you were doing something strenuous.

“No, no it’s not me, my new friend is in kind of bad shape.”

Dr. Carson stared at you curiously. “New friend?”

Dwight called out behind him. “Daryl, the prisoner in cell A.”

“Oh, my, does Negan –“

“He’s the one that acquainted us; I only wanted to make sure he has everything he needs to heal. The shot in his shoulder has a bit of pus in it and I wanted to know what to do about it.”

Letting the men through the door you sat back down on the bed.

“So where is he?”

You pointed to your bathroom door. “He’s changing his clothes but…”
Perhaps it was a bad idea to have him dress. You mentally hit yourself. Now he was going to hurt himself pulling the clothing back off. You knocked on the door.

“Daryl, can Dr. Carson take a look at you?”

The door cracked the doctor looking back at you before slipping in, Dwight not far behind him. You waited anxiously on your bed, hearing murmurs through the door. You could go in if you wanted but besides being crowded you didn’t want to embarrass Daryl any further. Not too long after you heard something slam, then yelling, before Dr. Carson ran out of the room.

“What happened?”

“He had one of your razors on him, sliced a good bit out of Dwight.”

“Are they okay?”

“We’re fine, aren’t we Daryl?”

There was no reply as they exited the bathroom. There was a good bit of blood running down Dwight’s arm, the cut long and jagged. Daryl’s eye had been bruised the black already surfacing.

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“Why’d you do that Daryl?”

It was a whisper from you. His eyes wouldn’t meet yours as Dwight took him by the scruff of his neck directing him out of the room.

“Where are you taking him?”

“Back to his cell, I think doggy’s had enough playtime today.”

Yours and Daryl’s eyes met as he was dragged out the door, and you couldn’t help but be crestfallen from the situation. You didn’t know hide or tell of this man, shouldn’t even matter. But you felt like something was wrong, off in a way. He had been fine with you, it wasn’t until Dwight had come back that he shifted and lashed out. Picking of the disgarded shirt you decided to wait until it was clear and take it down to the cells. That was the reason you gave yourself anyways.

You knew where they were, but there had never been a reason for you to be down there, so you hadn’t been. And now, you were kind of glad of that. It was vast, and empty, each footfall echoing off the concrete walls. It also smelt, urine, sweat, and something underlying dirt and blood. As you went further in you looked for an A and as you made your way in yells and moans could be heard through the block. Reaching the other end of the hall you found your destination wondering if you should knock or not. Shaking your head of the idea you twisted the knob.

You dummy, of course it’s locked.

Glad to have a bobby pin, you went to work. Two locks in one day in how many years?

Clicking the door and swinging it open you saw him huddled in the corner of the room. He stared at you in shocked awe before sitting a little straighter.

“I guess if you wanted you could get by me right now. But I thought you’d like a shirt down here.”

“So ya risked getting caught to bring me a damned shirt?”

“Yeah…Why’d you do it, Daryl? Couldn’t it have waited until after you were looked at?”

“Ya wouldn’t understand.”

“You could try to help me to.”

He decided to stare at the wall, remaining quiet.

“I’ll head up to my room, then, unless you need something else before I go.”

He snorted, shaking his head.

So you made to stand and close the door.

“Why’re you here?”


The way he was looking, each time a study, but you weren’t sure what he was asking.

“Here! With that prick, with these assholes!”

You closed your eyes at the words and tone. “I - Because this is my home.”

“If ya actually believe this is a home then we’re both fucked.”

With that you slowly closed the door.


Okay, i’m going in on this. Yeah, i am.

I saw something not long ago that triggered me into this.

First of all, let me say something. i have no plans to be rude here, i just want to put out my opinion on this.

I am not trying to invalidate any opinions, im just putting out my opinion on those opinions. I want see if anyone agrees with me; i need to see it. I’m beginning to have a loss of hope.

please keep in mind I’m also not here to trigger anybody. I’m triggered. This is my release. I’ve wanted to say it for awhile, but i have also wanted to withhold getting into the fandom drama. well, now i think it’s gotten to the point in my head where I need to say it.

I’m not gonna put my opinion on everything, just things that I feel kind of passionate about whenever I see it pop up.

(generally about tog)

One of the most common statements i see, or simply have a passionate opinion on, is this:

I. Rowan is controlling and possessive.

II. Aelin was better as Celaena.

III. Aelin doesn’t give Chaol or Dorian any credit.

IV. All Rowan wants is sex.

V. Aelin hasn’t changed at all. She kept her bad traits and gained more.

VI. EoS was written poorly than all the other books.

VII. Certain ships like Lysaedion being mashed together.

VIII. Elorcan, Malide, and Manorian.

IX. Chaol not being in EoS.

X. Nesryn is boring.

XI. Not enough diversity in the series.

XII. Killing the black character (Nehemia) being killed off to further the white character (Celaena).

XIII. Doraelin.

XIV. Chaolaena.

XV. Samlaena.

XVI. Rowaelin.

XVII. Aelin is overrated.

XVIII. Sarah J. Maas sexualizes abusive relationships.

XIX. Aelin is mean to Chaol, after all he has done is help her.

XX. Dorian after Sorscha.

XXI. Sending SJM hate. (F u)

If you want my opinion on what I feel is truth about these topics, go ahead and keep reading. This is merely my view on things, and I’d like to see who agrees with me.

If you disagree, that’s cool. You can tell me why something I said about what triggered you, or where you think I’m not seeing things correctly.

But at the end of the day, this is how I see it, please don’t send me hate for it. Only 1% of you guys would think of it, this fandom is beautiful, but it can be brutal, too. Save it, at least for now. If I really piss you off, just punch a pillow. Don’t hate on me through an anon ask.

If you doooo decide to reblog this with a counter-argument, I probably won’t have a discussion with you: this is where I make my peace, and say what I need to say.

so many people say the whole fandom is up SJM’s ass-look at me. I love her. But I don’t totally agree with what she’s done. Read below, and you’ll find a hard truth that people who love SJM and her books do have their own opinion.

and btw shoutout to the people who say you can’t love an author? I met SJM and actually talked to her for an extended amount of time okay I can damn well right love her my queen

besides we basically know every author, because they expose their soul when the write. Fite me writing is style soul and spirit

Here we go. Let’s Russian roulette this post.

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Garish Room #21 ~ 12th Anniversary column part 2 "Heresy or ecology?"

Sharing and reuse ~ Face to hope ~

When the band overcomes the limit of 10 years, and the members have known the bitterness and sweetness together, they become very close, to the same extent, as a family or beloved. And each of them surely knows interests and inclinations of others. We present to you the second episode in honor of the 12th anniversary: «It may be useful to someone else!». Each member had to bring some thing lying around for a long time at home and which should to be given to another member by lot. Exchange unnecessary, but really practical things, can be crazy event…or eco-friendly solution? So what the obtained things will make the members to feel - hope or despair?

In addition to the personal qualities of each member, you can estimate their subtle sense of style they took personal things to get rid. Here is the final transcript of enthusiastic discussion held on the day of the exchange!

Rules: Members take turns pulling out of the box of paper with the names of the other members. The person whose name is written on a piece of paper gives his thing to someone who pulled his name.

Round 1!

Reita: Interestingly, whose garbage I will take home (laughs).
Kai: I wish my thing will be get by someone except Reita.
Ruki: Well, I’m first… Oh, it’s Reita.
Reita: Oh, Ruki got… This is cool.
Ruki: Really? Great it’s not Kai (laughes).
Kai: Come on, my thing is from the category of useful!

(Reita, raising and lowering his hand, took inventory for muscle training (see photo))

All: (loud laughter)
Ruki: Eeeee????…What’s this?!
Kai: For which group of muscles is this?
Reita: for this (shows part of the arm from shoulder to elbow).
Ruki: Oh-h-h..Thank you! Great gift!
Kai: (with excitation) Bingo!!!
Reita: This thing has much higher efficiency than conventional dumbbells.
Ruki: (trying to raise and lower the dumbbell) This is really cool! Just a little bit of a work-out, and already feel the effect.
Reita: It gives the effect very soon, so it’s called “Quick Macho” (laughs)
Aoi: That’s true cool!
Uruha: Nothing will happen if he will get such entertainment? (laughs)
Kai: Give a try! (also trying dumbbell). Go nuts!
Aoi: Well, you got.
Reita: Understand, ne?
Ruki: Now it’s clear to what someone has a partiality…
Reita: I bought it for myself, but I usually get bored with everything, so I threw it.
Ruki: That’s right. And then things gathering dust in the corner (laughs).

Round 2!

Uruha: Second… Oops, written “Ruki”.
Ruki: Well, probably, it should be fine (laughs and brings a hat).

Reita: Isn’t it a new one? And, it seems, is worth a lot of money.
Ruki: Yeah.
Uruha: OMG! Why did you bring a new thing?
Ruki: Well, I bought it by mistake. In fact, I wanted a hat with longer fields. This hat is by Borsalino, made of rabbit fur.
Uruha: If the size fits…Hmm, not too small? Is it ok? I pulled out proper piece of paper?(laughs)
Ruki: You can correct it…
Uruha:… maybe to put it on auction? (laughs)
Aoi: Yeah, and to write “Ruki used it” (laughs)
Reita: Actually, I also have a hat, but I don’t have the guts to wear it.
Uruha: Hmmm, everyone brought so good stuff…
Aoi: And I brought a rubbish…
Reita: It’s ok, no one will go home with empty hands today (laughs).

(at this time Reita’s “Quick Macho” still was walking around the hands)

Aoi: Hey, give me too.
Kai: It even fits the hand.

Round 3!

Aoi: Well, it’s my turn…“Uruha”? I managed to peep and it’s alarmed me that it is in a plastic bag …
All: Ahahahaaa!
Uruha: I think Aoi will be really overjoyed … (gets brought thing).

Aoi: Oh! Glasses! (from bajra - male fashion brand)
Reita: Are you ok with used thing?(laughs)
Uruha: I cleaned them with a special liquid for glasses (laughs)
Aoi: (trying on glasses)…Oh-hh not bad. Thank you very much! And they fit very well.
Uruha: This is because they are one-dimensional. I wear glasses only with diopters now, so I stopped wearing these ones.
Aoi: It seems, everyone brought such good things? And I brought a rubbish (repeats).

Round 4!

Reita: It is a fate! My thing is Kai’s one (laughs)
Kai: Interestingly, how it will be to you…(brings his thing)
Reita: If it comes to that, from the beginning you said you wanted to give it to someone else, but not me (laughing opens the box). Oh…Fancy&Merci?
Ruki: What? Freddy Mercury?
Kai: No!! It’s Frency&Mercury (laughs) (very expensive brand of sunglasses). I just thought that Reita won’t wear something like this.
Reita: (slowly wears glasses)
All: (pointedly) Oooooooh….

Kai: I thought anyone, except Reita, would be glad to get this thing. I bought them a long time ago, and recently decided to re-remeasure all sunglasses lying at home, and, as it turned out, these ones don’t fit me.
Reita: I guess those sunglasses suit you that you wore at DVD Documentary.
Ruki: I wanted to bring those glasses too.
Reita: In my opinion, these glasses are more suitable to you…(gives them to Kai)
Kai: (wears the glasses)
All: (impressively silent in confusion)
Kai: Well, something like that (laughs).
Reita: How much do they cost?
Kai: I don’t remember, but I can say that is definitely not cheap (laughs).
Aoi: All of you are so honest…
Ruki: All prepared for today’s event better than I thought.
Aoi: Could you say it before? (laughs)
Reita: But at the meeting it was agreed that it is impossible to bring the trash.
Aoi: No, it certainly isn’t “garbage” in the literal sense …
Kai: If this thing can be used, that is enough.
Aoi: But it is necessary to plug in…
All: Plug in??

Round 5!

Kai: Well, the last lot can be probably not to pull out (laughs). Under general applause let me take Aoi’s thing.
Aoi: Oh, it’s not interesting like this…
All: Ahahaa, what is this???

Aoi: This device is called “VU meters”, and it measures the sound level.
All: Ahahahahaa!!!! (loud laughter)
Uruha: It’s not usefull for Kai! (laughs)
Reita: Here is a syndrome ofa man who can not throw things…
Kai:(laughing) Oh, come on, I’ll try to use this somehow.
Ruki: pfffffff (giggles in a fist)
Aoi: It can be used for work. Not that it isn’t useful to me, just because it is necessary to connect with the cable, and I have already taken all the output jacks at home.
Uruha: And you brought it just for that reason? Severely.
Aoi: But you can look super cool, if you connect it. And revel in the sense of “Yes, I’m actually a musician.”
Kai: That’s it. Well, I’ll try to use it.
Aoi: Just it is a bit useless in the case of the digital equipment (laughs, turning to the manager). Escort Kai to the door and follow him to stay this thing with him.
Kai: Surprisingly, that Uruha has got Ruki’s gift.
Ruki: I thought I should bring more stale things, but eventually I got the most useful thing.
Uruha: Yes, it will lie idle at your place.
Reita: I was thinking if we do this with a box as in the series “24”?
Ruki: No, no way!
Reita: At least from the sixth season.
Ruki: And this would be nice! (suddenly changes his mind)
Uruha: I also liked it today! Maybe I should bring a radio-controlled cars instead of glasses?
Reita: There is no more useless things than personally assembled radio-controlled machine.
Ruki: Our today’s gatherings were unexpectedly funny.

(after this all took turns in good faith trained with “Quick Macho”)
Reita: 8000 yen.
All: Ehh?! Why so much?(laughing)

translation from japan to russian by http://haruurara-kazan.tumblr.com
translation from russian to english by me
photos by haruurara-kazan.tumblr

Episode 7! 

[If you’re curious about the previous mega-posts, feel free to read them here:

Episode 1  Episode 2  Episode 3  Episode 4  Episode 5  Episode 6]

It’s mid-November and we’re right now in the central part of the Yuri on Ice series. This is where things start to get interesting, right? To make things better, number 7 is my lucky number, so I was expecting something good from this episode.

Have I ever told you that I have an unbelievable good luck when it comes to OTPs? No matter what kind of ship it is, if it becomes my OTP, my OTP will become canon. No matter how gay. This has never failed me (I don’t have maaaaany OTPs, though, but still).

So far, it seems like Yuri on Ice won’t break my streak of OTP good luck. I told you all to trust me, right?

What did I expect from this episode, knowing this? I read about Japanese fans theorizing about a kiss and, let’s be real, I really wanted it to happen. It either had to happen in this episode or in the last episode. 

Turning to figure skating (because yes, I’m a figure skating fan and I’m watching this show for it too), I really wanted Leo to make it to the podium and qualify for the GPF. Bias? Noooo. (Yes.)

I also wanted #JusticeForPhichit. He didn’t get good quality animation last episode and he also deserves a better score, so I hoped he could improve his standing in the FS and, if he beated Yuuri, make my predictions true.

I was also really curious about Georgi. As I predicted a couple of days ago, I thought he was going to fail during his FS. I’ll probably be using the #PoorGeorgi hashtag a lot these days.

For this episode, I’m going to change my way of watching it: so far, I stopped the video every time something interesting happened, took screencaps and wrote my opinion. This time, I’m going to watch the whole episode first, scream inside, die, and then rewatch it for screencaps and to write everything. The cons of this new way is that it might take me a bit longer to watch and I won’t have a way to scream as I watch it, which is something I love to do when I’m overwhelmed with feelings. It might also change the way I write this post. The pros, however, is that I have more time to think about what I want to write, and might skip unimportant things to focus on the most important ones. I will still talk about the impressions I had while I watched the scenes for the first time, don’t worry. Also, I hope Crunchy’s player doesn’t make it too hard to skip scenes so I can take screencaps better.

Okay. I’m ready. (I’m not.) Let’s watch this.

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anonymous asked:

how did you desing fay as a character? do you have any steps kinda thingy to desing my own? i really like your art and art style btw

UHHH I started with his personality, and then I fit how I think he would look according to that! It’s hard for me to explain bc I have a very random way of designing my characters… I just kinda get an image in my head of how i think they would look like?? and I don’t really have any reasoning for most of my choices LMFAO 

If you’re not sure how to start I think it’s good that you base your character off something? Like an idea or even an object! e.g. I WAS TALKING to @cosmosmoonstars​ a whle ago about OCs and they have a rly cute OC named melba based of a teapot, and I think that’s really cool!! I’m sure your OC will grow and change as you go along, so don’t worry too much about getting everything right the first time!! Fay’s changed quite a bit since I first made him (maybe not terribly obvious bc his design is relatively simple HAHA)

I think it’s more of my art changing than anything but my art of him used to be a lot more inconsistent SO I GUES SMY POINT WAS that I took a while to develop fay into a consistent design and I think there’s still a lot more for me to expand on SO!! IT’S OK TO START SIMPLE AND LET YOUR CHARS GROW!


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Carisi-centric thoughts on Ep 17x07

aka Carisi Cuteness Overload Volume 2

Sonny is just a wonderful human being.

Sonny and Women

I’ll start by something that occured to me as Dodds Jr. was all “before your boss leaves his desk”. It seems that Dodds Jr. has a bit of a hard time with a female supervisor, and not necessarily because he’s a misogynist (that we know of). It’s probably because he’s used to his dad and the old boys’ club that pretty much rules the upper echelons of the police department.

Now think about Sonny. I’ve said it many times, that Sonny looks up to Benson, practically idolises her, and he’s never once reacted differently to her because she’s a woman (I even made a post about this a while back).

In this episode, Rollins doubted her ability to raise a child on her own. What did Sonny do? He didn’t start with the maternal platitudes like “but omg you’re so nurturing and sweet and you’ll make a great mother and once you see the little baby you’ll feel like you can do anything” etc. 

No. Sonny said that, after working with Amanda  for over a year, he now knows that there’s nothing she can’t handle. Sonny acknowledged her skills and her badassery and her toughness, and correctly identified those qualities as something a mother needs to have.

And he also correctly identified the fact Amanda would not be swayed by the mushy maternal stuff, because that’s not who she is. She’s working as a cop at almost 9 months along. Sonny pointed out her own determination, something Amanda herself doubted because she’s in a vulnerable position right now. Sonny came to the rescue, but not as “the man”. He spoke in support of her, in admiration of her. As a friend. Speaking of:

Sonny and Amanda

Sonny and Amanda have come so far. Remember when she had to go to Atlanta, see her former boss who had raped her, and an oblivious Sonny asked to tag along only for Amanda to make a face, because she wasn’t comfortable around him?

Well, now he’s at her bedside as she’s going through a difficult time, and she feels comfortable enough to break down in front of him, to share her fears and insecurities.

And who better to lend an ear than Sonny? Who is so gently supportive? Again, the fact he got Amanda to giggle, to smile, during such a hard time, that was everything. As was his blatant relief when he learned her baby was fine. As was his sweet little face when he realised Amanda was struggling, before he got in “Must. Help. Friend.” mode. Sigh. Sonny just wants to make people feel better.

On a side note, both Kelli Giddish and Peter Scanavino were fantastic in that scene. One of my favorites this season.

Sonny and his Faith

I liked all the little hints that Sonny is religious in a respectful way. I was hoping for some more details when he said his own priest saved his life (probably something to do with teenage boys getting into trouble, if I had to guess) but still, that said something about him. And I also appreciated that Sonny was respectful of the Bakers’ beliefs, even if he found them weird. He even spoke up to their defense, early on.

Sonny is not judgmental, and he’s also never shy to express a different opinion. Not even because he’s bold or daring, just because he’s his own person. A quirky, kind person with strong opinions.

And the fact he called his mom so she would light a candle for Rollins? That’s the type of believer Sonny would be. Unobtrusively praying or someone, even having his family pray, without being in your face about it.

Amanda’s little giggle was the perfect reaction. She doesn’t seem to be religious, but she still appreciated it. Just the thought that she had people thinking about her. Someone else’s mom, Sonny’s mom; especially when Amanda’s own mom couldn’t be bothered.

Uncle Sonny

We got confirmation that Sonny has a little niece who drools on him! Like we didn’t know. And he was so good with the Baker kids. His little grin was everything. Sure, he was playing “Uncle Sonny”, but you could tell he was enjoying it.

Sonny and Anger

Sonny gets mad. He’s not always a ray of sunshine. But even when he does, his rage never really takes over. That’s something I’m always concerned about, because SVU has a tendency to make its male detectives violent, but so far Sonny seems to be resisting that trend.

Even when Sonny is incensed, he doesn’t lose it. He gets disgusted, maybe he loses faith in humanity for just a moment (though not entirely, as his closing comment proved, when he said there are still so many good men of the cloth), he might even get physical briefly, but he keeps his anger in check. Because that’s not who he is. He is a kind, gentle person.

Sonny and Continuity

Sonny being Catholic, Sonny being good with kids, Sonny being a supportive friend, Sonny being especially sensitive to crimes involving children, Sonny being a law student and knowing all about extradition treaties. I just love that the writers seem to keep track of Sonny’s traits. They’re keeping Sonny true to himself. It’s more than I hoped for, if I’m honest.

Sure, he still has his quirks (his inability to correctly calculate a conception date, his reluctance to dry clean his clothes, his “lol Rollins at 7 months you were HUUUUGE”), but they’re all endearing quirks. I’m so happy with his characterisation this season.

The Barisi Corner

Sonny is seriously filling in for his absent boyfriend, going over extradition treaties and talking about jurisdiction issues and throwing jabs at other lawyers(/perps). Also, he’s concerned for Barba’s career, all “omg that would be political suicide, my boyfriend Barba is too smart for that”.

Which, like, that’s great, but we do need Barba back. Soon.

In Conclusion

Sonny is the best :’)

Something to say..

okay so everyone has heard about the Rolling Stones article, everyone has heard what the boys have to say and, whether bits were left out or not, they have behaved disgustingly. By this I don’t mean the fact that they’ve slept with girls, that’s their business and, to be honest, good on them if they’re getting some. I mean they way they spoke, it is NOT ok to talk about these girls like they are objects and to talk about them in the way they did, there is no excuse for talking about girls like they’re toys and basically saying that they took advantage of the fact that the fans would sleep with them. These girls probably feel really vulnerable and stupid right now, they’re not stupid in any way and yes, they would’ve wanted to do whatever they liked with the boys but this fact does not, and will never, make it okay for them to be spoken about in that way and I really would’ve hoped that the boys know that. Another point to this article seems to be the way we, as fans, are spoken about. This part breaks my heart the most because we’re meant to be a family, we’re called the 5sos fam because we’re meant to be more than just fans, we’re meant to be different and support each other. I think it’s wrong that 90% of the fam have been disregarded as obsessed teenage girls, implying that we are shallow, don’t care about that music and that the boys would rather have a different fanbase (at the point I would like to remind the boys that we got you to this point and we haven’t given up on you so show us some fucking respect because we’ve helped you as much as you’ve helped us). This dislike of female fans brings me onto a much bigger topic of feminism. But how could music and feminism be related??? Let me explain. In this day and age, nearly 2016, bands and boybands are mocked and dismissed for having a fanbase that is a majority of females. This is so ingrained in modern culture that even the bands themselves would rather have males fans than female ones. Why are men still taken more seriously, still more respected and approved of than women? It takes the approval of men for society, for the press, for the band themselves to think they’ve proved themselves and people need to see how wrong that is. Women and girls are still being told that their opinion is not as important as a man’s and that they are shallow and could only possibly like a band featuring guys if they’re good looking. But it’s not true. Every single person in the fam is here for the music, admittedly some more than others but there wouldn’t even be fans if there wasn’t music. People need to wake up and realise that nothing, absolutely nothing, should have to be approved of by a guy to matter and to be a proper thing, who’d have thought that girls actually matter just as much, that their opinions are just as important and should be taken just as seriously. These matters are called equality (gasp) and that means that every single person should be equal, it’s called feminism (double gasp). What people don’t realise is that, feminism is needed even in music because, if it wasn’t needed, we wouldn’t have a journalist and four men in a band, who are respected by millions, who have saved lives and inspired people, disregarding the importance and the quality of their largely female fanbase. Aside from this pressing topic, the whole article reveals/portrays the boys as fame hungry individuals who neither care about the fans they have nor what they have to do to gain more fame. There’s no doubt that the interview obviously hasn’t shown the boys up in a good light, however this also does reflect themselves as real people. It leads me to wonder whether this is the most honest they’ve been in the past few years, we’ve always seen them as caring and lovely, open-minded and respectful but maybe that’s not who they are anymore. It genuinely upsets me that, even after all this time they don’t seem to realise that what they say affects the fans and that, the 5sos fam is mainly young women, their fans are conscientious and they do the right thing. We’ve defended them at every opportunity, spent our time on them and, money aside, we’ve given them our hearts and our trust to create a safe place for us all to be. The fam includes people who are different to other people, those with mental illnesses, physical difficulties and everything in between. A while ago, Michael became our advocate for this when he opened up to us and I would’ve hoped that the article addressed this more than it did because it’s important; rather than saying how much they effectively disliked (for want of a better explanation) the fans they have compared to what they would consider a better group of people, the could’ve talked about the fact that they’ve changed millions of people’s lives. I’ll leave on this, one of my friends said, we’re family, not fans, because family help each other and we stick together, that’s why we’re different, that’s why they’re different. She’s right, I had problems in the past that I’m still dealing with but without the band I’d be in a much worse position, it’s the same for so many people. I struggle to cope with the fact that the same band who have been a part of the butterfly project, something that’s helped me over the past couple of years, is the same band who was in this article. People need to wake up because it’s not  okay what they said and it never will be, no matter how out of context some of those things are inexcusable and, as a family, we need to show them that. To use their own lyrics ironically, carry on, out last the ignorance. And I hope with everything in me that this is going to get better.                                                                                                                                 OMG SLAY ABBY!!! Lol bet you didn’t know there were two of us. I’d just like to add that the way they talk about sex is vile. It’s the twenty fucking first century and there shouldn’t be a stigma around talking about sex. But that doesn’t mean that you can start bragging or degrading the people you’ve slept with. Obviously I’m not naive and I know they sleep with girls and honestly I don’t care. But as someone that’s made mistakes sexually and been made to feel like trash after I think the way they speak about it is disgusting. If I see one more fan say ’ oh but they got to fuck 5sos’. When they agreed (and I hope they both gave consent or else that’s a whole different matter) they didn’t expect to be spoken about publicly in an article. The fact they think just because they are famous they can talk about it like that be proud about it is wrong. The fact that they think they believe we are the naive as to stand by them after they said stuff like that even more shocking. In all honestly the saddest part about is this is clearly who they really are. I feel like the last few years have been a joke and they are all laughing at us. When I joined the fam they were 4 boys who put their music and fans first. It’s a sad day to see such caring boys turn into fame hungry assholes.

this is my first follow forever (DONT JUDGE THE PICTURE I CANT EDIT LIKE YOU GUYS OK BUT BEFORE YOU GUYS ASK IVE IT WITH THE NEWEST VERSION OF PAINT) and i will mention every blog that i will really follow forever out of different reasons. This will be a long post and thats the reason why ¾ of this post hidden under the read more option. I am sorry in advance for my english :D (im 100% sure i made some major mistakes)

I really appreciate the presence of every person im going to mention now. I love every single blog so much and some of you are crazy edit makers and i actually read every tag of you guys and I also follow your personal problems and your funny days and whatever you guys share on here. You are making tumblr special to me. Even if I barely talk to you or hardly ever reblog your stuff, I love your blogs more than you could imagine :)

(dont take it personally if I didnt wrote a text about you, thats probably bc we havent talked as much as I talked to the others or we stopped talking at one point. But I still love you guys ok

1-85cm x baekjongxinghun x bibgang x bigbangsquad x blondragon x bulletproofhobi x eomchina x everything-korea x experiencingkpopmusic x fyx-s x gzbrin x hinoji x ikwonn x jammyvan x jinkissweatyballs x jiyong-oppar x koreeah x kwonjiycng x memoirs-ofageisha x letsallsleepoverwork x prince-ji x rap-oppa x seriousdarkmatter x strongbaeri x tabimyhubby x taeyangspecs x vinylcards x winkingstarsandlullabies x xxxloveee x youngbaebae

and yeah i do follow more blogs that i really like and recommend you to follow, you can see them in my blogroll :) the ones i mentioned are just my absolute favorite mutuals!

now comes the part where i just thank all the people who made my time here more than just enjoyable. the people i consider as my close tumblr friends. i hope ill meet some of you one day, especially my european friends (+ yooneroos and officialyanghyunsuk :D)

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anonymous asked:

Hi, I just recently found your OUaT essays and found them insightful. Rumple is my favorite character, but I've lost faith in the writers ability to write for him. He came of one dimensional in 4a and 4b tried to make us feel sorry for his plight without showing us enough to make us think he can change. My question is are quality Gold stories still possible or have the writers screwed up so bad we should lower are expectations from now on?

Have heart, GottaHaveFaith!Anon– every season and every episode is a new chance to get things right. They seem to have ‘rebooted’ Gold with his coma this season, and minus the Dark One curse it’s a fresh start for Rumple to decide the kind of man he wants to be. I’m rooting for him, Belle’s rooting for him, and thanks to plot machinations even Dark Swan Emma’s rooting for him– I’m excited to see what happens!

Also, I don’t know what it is but EVERYONE in the cast is on-point and bringing their A+ game this season. They are all-in and swinging for the badly-CGI’ed fences. The show seems to understand that they’ve tacked away from the brilliance of S1 and are making some serious course-corrections back to excellence.

The writing is getting BETTER?

It’s only been 3 episodes and we’ve already seen the following:

  • Magic has a @#$&$%& price again!
  • Dark One curse lore missing from the past 4 seasons
  • Focus on Emma, you know, supposedly the main character
  • Snow and Charming debating about how best to lead
  • Charming being dashing and showing his self-doubts
  • Granny and the dwarves being a peasant chorus and a reality check
  • Hook admitting past wrong-doing
  • Regina and Emma fighting about trust and the proper uses of power
  • Hook and Emma discussing the nature of evil
  • The Charmings being parental to Regina
  • Belle and Hook are BFFs
  • Belle doing research and existing on-screen for more than 2 seconds
  • Camelot prom and Henry’s first crush (complete with playlist)
  • A parable about the dangers of worshipping the state (RIP Griff)
  • Awesome casting of new characters (Arthur, Guinevere, Merida)
  • New characters help reveal important things about the main characters instead of the other way ‘round (Frozen, I’m looking at you)

It’s soooo much better than S4 I could scream. I’m hopeful as hell, Anon– grab your velvet cap and hold on, ‘cause this season’s gonna be a wild ride.

anonymous asked:

Hello kel! I'm really sorry to bother you with my problems, but lately I've been stuck with my art. I can't motivate myself to draw a lot or even finish a drawing the day I start it. I've also had a more anime-ish style that I've been wanting to get out of, would you have any suggestions for that? I'm so sorry to bother you! I love your art btw!

HEY ANON it’s no bother! I think that happens when you can’t find something that excites you? I get these long droughts of art block too where I can’t really bring myself to do anything other than doodle until I get some idea that I like and that pushes me to actually finish something 

So i guess the best thing to do is find something that excites you!! Like flowers or space or maybe designing characters! Don’t worry about producing a lot of ‘quality’ work, just draw things that MAKE YOU WANNA DRAW MORE even if they’re just scribbles. Trying new things can help too, so maybe u could try using new methods of coloring/ trying traditional media if u do a lot of digital? 

Style-wise I find that that is actually dependent a lot on what you consume? So try surrounding yourself in the kind of art style you want to develop, STUDY them and see how they translate whatever features into that style. I think doing more life drawings would help too? Just to remind yourself of how facial features would look in a non anime context. Sorry that I couldn’t be more helpful BUT I HOPE YOU GET OUT OF YOUR RUT SOON!!

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