i hope something like this happens again!

lwom  asked:

David Haller and Sydney Barrett

Send me a ship and I’ll give you my (brutally) honest opinion on it



There’s this hole in my heart that i thought would never heal because i told myself never to fall for fictional characters like that ever again…

Then this happened

Originally posted by therewillbeddl

I already care deeply about David and Syd. She’s real This is a real relationship. I know because I’ve read more than once from Noah Hawley that he doesn’t pull punches or create gimmicks or leave one hanging with hand wave excuses or confuse just for the sake of it. He’s too good a writer and novelist for that. What ever he has in store for us…I’m hoping it’s something no one expects or can predict. Otherwise that’s going to be very disappointing. 

Dan came aboard this show… a show with a love story deep and passionate in so many unique ways at its core… and once more I realized he did it again. Dan’s best ability as an actor is  to reach out to an audience and pull them in–viscerally, tangibly draw you in to this guy’s life and make you care.  I’m aboard. 

Originally posted by xmenladies

And Rachel…my goodness she’s a terrific actress.  

This is going to be so good!

Originally posted by patriciawalkerd

We’re in good hands. 

anonymous asked:

I absolutely ADORE your genie!Bucky story. I was just reading A Wish for Christmas and I was wondering if you planned to write anything for when Bucky does lose Steve? So, so sad but I'm curious as to how Bucky would go on and if Steve would be reincarnated at some point or something. Just want to say again I love your writing so much and you're amazing

Ahhh, I’m so sorry Nonnymouse (and I hope it’s okay that I call you that; it’s an Old Fandom Thing. Someone do tell me if they don’t like it, please?) that it took me so long to reply. I was thinking about my answer..

I’m going to steal a page from one of my writing and general-peopling heroes, Seanan McGuire, and say Spoilers. Because I genuinely don’t know. I talked about what would happen if Steve died, it’s over here (that’s a LONG post with a lot of rambling, but it’s near the bottom or CTRL+F for ‘For Genie’), but essentially he’d leave the world and humanity behind forever, but if there was some way they could go on beyond that? I’m calling spoilers again. Sorry :(

But so I’m not sending you away empty-handed, especially after you said such sweet and lovely things (thank you <3), I can tell you I’m planning another longish, proper story in the Wishing-verse. Not soon, there’s a list in front of it, but probably towards the end of the year? And it’s quite likely that it will feature consequences from Steve breaking Hawkeye’s curse, consequences Bucky will have to deal with, consequences that, even with all his near-infinite power, he can’t simply wave his hand and fix.

anonymous asked:

Something is bothering me about ep6. When C goes to see Q. It felt like she wasn't there because she was worried about him. being locked up , missing his meds. but to know what else he knows, which I understand is ok, but It felt like that was her first priority. It all reminded me of the s5 waking him up scene screaming up his face "tell me what the target is. When the attack is goin' to happen". I really hope I read it wrong and I'm mistaken. but I just found myself muttering not this again

Totally. That’s also why she risked her life to save him in episode 5, so she could get information from him. Clearly she doesn’t give a rat’s ass about Quinn 😒.

I had a very strange dream last night. And Fresh was in it. I don’t remember what happened before or after he was there. But I know I was just walking through this extremely large building with all these hundreds of people. I think they were all monsters, maybe a few humans? Anyways, I turned and started walking back through the crowd. And eventually I heard someone yell, “WHO WANTS TO BE A COLORFUL FREAK WEIRDO”, or something like that. And I was the only person to respond, and I kinda just yelled back “YEAH! I DO!”.

And out of nowhere, I was picked up by this insanely tall Fresh. Like, HUGE. And he’s got this tiny Dre my size walking beside him for whatever reason ( @cursetale, don’t know, felt like I needed to tag you for some reason, I absolutely love your bab and hope you have a nice whatever-time-it-is-for-you, sorry for the probably slight inconvenience of this tag). Anyways, don’t know what that was about. But Fresh just holds me in his arms. And I curl up against his chest as this insanely tall Fresh carries me, talking to me in this voice that is admittedly very attractive. And I just kinda close my eyes as he’s carrying me and fall asleep in his arms.

I don’t know, I’ve just been thinking about that dream all day. I get butterflies in my stomach whenever I think about that part, it just really stuck out to me. If only I had an insanely tall Fresh in real life to carry me away from all my problems….

hc for anti

- already took over

- he’s just toying with us. just wait for the whole picture 

- he’s going to come out at us at the most unsuspecting time. 

- like i feel jack will be playing something like “Oh…Sir” or “Cluster truck”, then anti will fully take over when he’s having the most fun and is vulnerable

- but the video won’t have the energy that his videos will usually have at the beginning. 

- it will sound something more like his first videos where he wouldn’t scream or yell or get really giddy and hype. 

- all of a sudden his head will just drop, and Anti will come out, saying something like: “what is this garbage.” and then it will switch over to a game of spoops or something.

- at the end of the video, jack will come back and have no idea what just happened

- the part where its after the outro screen will play (the bloopers) and jack will say “whatever that was, it will not happen again” then it will cut to anti saing “Or will it?”

threefivestep  asked:

Your voltron headcannons cured my cancer and added 12 years to my lifespan

if i applied to med school could i like. cite this as a reference

  • *something happens* lance: “hashtag yikes” 
    • keith: “how about you never say the word ‘hashtag’ out loud again” lance: “um hashtag salty much?”
  • allura and keith will judge each other for making bad decisions while in the process of making the exact same bad decisions
  • *hunk voice* “justice…… is served”
  • shiro mentally refers to every voltron mission as Operation FUBAR
  • [allura decks lotor] “your princess is in another castle”
  • hunk introduces keith to people as Galra Keith. it’s his full title now
  • one time pidge didn’t wanna go to the kitchen for a glass of water so she spent an hour programming a robot to do it for her instead
    • robot: “what is my purpose” pidge: “you get me water” robot: “……..oh my god” pidge: “yeah welcome to the club, pal”
  • coran, holding out his fist for a fist bump: “hunk!! fist me!!!” hunk: “oh man this is really not a conversation i wanna have”

It breaks my heart ya'know,
That Jackson, actually kneeled down begging personal space.

Guys its time that we should really start something, like idols are humans to, would you like to be overcrowded when going through airports?

This truly breaks my heart that Jackson got down on his knees begging for personal space from Chinese sasaengs(?) It truly does break my heart, remember idols are human to, they breath, they eat, they sleep, they use the bathroom and do many other things a like to you and I, the only difference is they preform because they want to use that talent they are gifted with.

I hope that in the future that things like this don’t happen again to Jackson, got7 or any group boy or girl to beg for their own personal space…

When you love someone, when you really love someone, waiting is easy. I mean, of course you miss them and you want to talk to them and you want things to happen quickly, but this isn’t how it works. You can’t stop thinking about them, even in the busiest hours of the day. You wish for a miracle, or looking for signs and random quotes that they are the one. That this love is not on your mind. That it is real. That waiting is worthwhile. And you countdown the days to see them again, or you watch their social media profile hoping they will post something about you, even if you have decided to not “like” it, because you let them go. And I know that deep down, in your heart, you want as much as anything else in the world, for them to come back to you. You hope that you are their one and that by almost loosing you, they will realise how awesome you are and how much they want you in their life. That this time, they will make the effort to put you there. And, just like fairytales, they will fight to keep you and prove they totally deserve you. Otherwise, you know that you will have to let them go. And that time, forever. And I know that love sometimes means letting go, and being happy for them even if they don’t love you back, because this is what love does, but it’s gonna hurt. If something like that happens, it’s gonna hurt. And guess what; you can’t do anything to stop it. Because in the end, everything happens for a reason and things are the way they are supposed to be, so if they don’t come back, they are not meant for you. So you wonder what you should do. And how to stop thinking about it. Well odds are you can’t. If you love them that much, if it’s deep and real love, you can’t. You see them everywhere. You pray for them. You talk to them in your mind. You wonder what they are doing each moment of the day. And you wish for them to realise they love you as soon as possible. But it doesn’t work like this. Everything will happen when the time is right. When you’re both ready. When you are mature enough, to understand that only together you can be yourselves. And until then, you have to wait. You have to wait but if you love them, waiting is worthwhile. And easy. So, as long as you are waiting, try to do something else. Focus on yourself and be more you. Find new hobbies or make some changes or generally, do things you love. Take care of yourself. Find the most you possible and be ready. While you are waiting, that’s what you can do. Be ready for them. Not only physically, but emotionally. And when you have truly found yourself and radiate the most you possible, they will realise. They will come to find you. If they really love you. They will come back. And try to win your heart. But you should be patient. They have to realise your worth. So they have to be patient too. They have to prove you they want you back. They have to gain your trust day by day. And finally, they have to prove they deserve your heart and they will protect it. And you can accept them back to your life. Because, if after all this time they still love you, and they try to catch your attention and gain your trust, that means they deserve you. It means that your love is real. That you belong to each other. That you are meant to be together. But right now, you don’t know that. Truth is, you can never know. So you just hope and trust your instincts and believe in the feeling in your heart and wait. Just remember, that love comes to find you the moment you stop looking for it.
—  moonstone-girl

anonymous asked:

If your comfortable with it can you do a HC for the RFA+V+Saeran reacting to MC getting abused by her boyfriend (like the RFA and others are just like really close friends and we're third wheeling on their date or something and it just happened in front of them?) I completely understand if you don't want to :)

Thank you for your request! They all like MC in this, it’s better to write like this.

Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!
Any mistakes, report to me




  • He has feelings for you, but you have a boyfriend.
  • So he’s just your friend now…
  • In one party, you, Yoosung and your boyfriend were outside of the party, talking.
  • “I will grab some juice!Do you guys want some?”
  • You and your boyfriend don’t want, but you wanted to go with him…You’re scared of being alone with this man.
  • Yoosung then go grab a juice for him, then he goes back, smiling.
  • When he gets back, he sees your boyfriend yelling at you, calling you some nasty things…And then he slaps you.
  • Yoosung breaks that cup in the wall, picking one piece of glass, running to that man and putting that sharp glass on his throat “...Touch her again, you monster…And i’ll cut your throat so you can’t talk like that again…Or  i’ll cut your hands, so you will never touch her again”
  • The man seems scared, and you seem surprised “GO AWAY NOW” When Yoosung takes that glass from his throat the man run away.
  • Yoosung’s hands are bleeding, but he smiles at you “Don’t worry about me…Do you want juice now?”
  • You give him a little smile and nod, he got closer to you and kiss your cheek, the one that man slapped “…If he comes back…He’ll have to deal with me…”


  • Zen was going to go out with you to a mall…
  • Your boyfriend wants to go with you, he’s jealous of Zen
  • So you two were waiting for Zen, you were waiting in front of his house.
  • Your boyfriend started to say a lot of mean things to you just because you said that this was going to be fun.
  • He even said that you were fucking with Zen.
  • He’s so disrespectful
  • When he was about to hit you, Zen jumped on him
  • You didn’t even see him get off of his house, so you were surprised.
  • Zen’s kneading the guy’s face with all those punches, your boyfriend face’s red, it has a lot of blood.
  • When Zen finishes, he said to the guy “GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE” And then the guy got away, Zen looked at you and puts his hands on your cheeks “Are you alright?”
  • You nodded, he kisses your forehead “If you want…I could be your knight” He smiled…
  • You don’t know exactly what this means…But you liked it.


  • You and Jaehee was waiting for your boyfriend to get off of his house
  • When he gets out, he comes to you already yelling mean things to you.
  • When he was about to hit you, Jaehee holds his hands, he looks at her surprised by her strength
  • “It’s better for you to say that you’re sorry to MC”
  • The man laughs “Fuck you Bitch" 
  • And then he’s on the ground with Jaehee immobilizing him
  • “This was not very nice…I said to you to say that you’re sorry…” And then the man says that he’s sorry.
  • She let him get up and look at him with an evil look, and he just gets back home.
  • “MC…I’ll protect you if this guy comes back…”
  • You smiled and hug her, saying how grateful you were.
  • “I have to protect those i love…” She says whispering, you look at her and she smiles 
  • “…Want to go grab some coffee?”


  • You guys were in a restaurant, Jumin doesn’t like your boyfriend, but who you date, it’s none of his business…
  • But he wants this relationship to end, he likes you and can be better than this idiot.
  • When you guys ordered, your boyfriend starts to say some things in your ear, and then you looked to Jumin 
  • “…We’ll be back” your voice it’s broken as you go out with your boyfriend.
  • Jumin gets up and follows you guys to see that man hitting you.
  • He punches the guy, after calling his bodyguards that were on the outside of the restaurant 
  • “Take this guy to the police station…But not before breaking his arms.”
  • He grabs your hand going to the other side of the place “MC…You don’t need this guy, and i’ll not let you go back to him, i’m with you now, and i’ll forever be”
  • You look in his eyes, his face is pretty close to yours, but he kisses your cheek, but almost kissing your lips.
  • “We can talk about all that in my place,it’s better for you.”


  • Not even him can make your boyfriend smile, he knows something is wrong with that man.
  • He can feel that you’re uncomfortable when he’s around.
  • So one day, Seven decides to stalk you and your boyfriend.
  • You can call him weird, but he’s worried about you.
  • He sees that man slap you, he goes to you, stopping in front of you “Touch her again." 
  • Your boyfriend was about to punch Seven when Seven grab his hand, breaking it.
  • The man screams fill the empty street "This hurts?This will hurt even more.” He broke the other guy hand “Now, go away. You have to go to the hospital…Before i break your legs” 
  • And then the men go away.
  • Seven looks at you, hugging you after that “Please MC…Don’t hide those things from me…You’re very important to me”
  • He’s thinking about some joke to light up the mood
  •  "Hey…You are good being a girl…But how about being my girlfriend?“
  • You laugh…Hoping he’s serious.
  • And he’s.


  • That man worries about you…
  • A lot.
  • He can tell your boyfriend is rude, but your choice…
  • But on a park, he listens to that men insult you, calling you a bitch 
  • "Excuse me…But MC is not that." 
  • "Shut up you blind sucker”
  • V just smiled as the guy looks at him 
  • “Yeah, i’m blind…But the guys i can pay to beat your damn ass are not, and they are pretty strong too”
  • Now the guy looks scared “So…Please, go away.”
  • V says calmed, smiling, “Before i call them.”
  • And then the guy goes away “MC…That man doesn’t deserve you..Please, don’t go back”
  • You say to him a little “Ok” his smile got bigger as he hugs you
  • “You mean a lot to me MC…Don’t let anybody think otherwise, you’re worth .”


  • Saeran likes you…So he doesn’t like this man.
  • He wants to punch him, but he has no reason for that...Until today.
  • Your boyfriend goes to your house, and see Saeran there, and starts to yell…
  • You told him that Saeran was there to see the movie with you two but the man slaps you.
  • Saeran eyes got red when he sees that, his veins are almost exploding “YOU MOTHERFUCKER”
  • Saeran starts to punch your boyfriend so much, he picked up his spiked bracelets.
  • The man faces, it’s unrecognizable, it’s a blood pool.
  • You stopped Saeran before he kills the man, Saeran grabs the man feet and puts him outside “DON’T EVER COME BACK,YOU’RE A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT”
  • He slams the door. 
  • He looks at you, getting closer, putting his hands on your cheeks, and then he starts to give you little kisses.
  • You’re surprised by that “MC…I love you…”
  • You look at him confused “I’ll not repeat that…So this will have to work.” And then he kisses you.

Happy Halloween! (x)

Thank you Jack for making this also one of the most fun things the community has ever felt! We were so into the whole Antisepticeye thing and it was all the community had been looking forward to. I’m sad that it is over but I would never forget that this happened! 

Also the ‘Say Goodbye’ video is your most phenomenal work in your channel. Kudos to your acting and kudos to Robin for the editing.

On behalf of the whole community, we all had so much fun! I hope next halloween something like this will be made again because I’m gonna miss Anti haha.

Thank you again, Jack! Still better watch out ;)


By: ProMarvelFanGirl

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Fluff, talks of death (minor characters) and torture

Summary: The team tries to get you to smile after a rough mission.

Requested by: Anon - Hope you like this!  I decided to make it Team Cap cause I just watched Civil War (again). I hope you don’t mind. 

Hi! i was wondering if you could do a buckyxreader kinda thing where she’s an avenger and something bad happens, and the reader thinks its her fault so she stays in her room for a really long time and while thats going, the rest of the Avengers team plays little competitions like “who can get (Y/N) out of their room” and when they do, the reader is still sad so then they play “who can get (Y/N) to smile” and bucky is the one to finally do it.

A/n:  Requests and tagging are open!  Also please let me know what you think!


The mission had been a tough one. A couple civilian lives lost and some of your teammates injured.  You knew it was your fault, you didn’t need them to tell you.  You had let your guard down and got captured,  you had even been tortured for a good hour before they got to you.  While they were saving you, civilians got hurt.   You had only been on intense missions like this a few times before, you knew now you wouldn’t be going again for sometime.

Not that Steve or the team was going to keep you from the missions but because you refused to go on any more missions till you had perfected your training.   The thing that upset you the most was the fact that a man had lost his life because of you and now two kids wouldn’t have their father.

Steve had already told you that you couldn’t resign from the team.  He even tore up your resignation letter.  So you decided to be a child, despite your age and locked yourself in your room.  You had refused to come out.   Locking the door you got under the covers of your bed and stared at the wall.  So far you had been there for 4 days.  You hadn’t muttered a word to anyone despite their best efforts to get you out.

They had even made it a bit of a game.   Steve was first.  He decided to pull the fire alarm.  He had a tablet in his hand and was standing next to your door with a smug grin on his face, pressing the button on the tablet, the loud beep of the alarm filled every reach of the hall.  He stood waiting for you to come out, you never did.  Over the loudness of the alarm all Steve heard was “LET ME BURN TO DEATH!”

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Slowly but surely getting back to writing something regularly. This is for the lovely @koshkavinni and based off her little comic. Enjoy Vinni~

Summary: On the battlefield, anything can happen. Never turn a blind eye to the possibilities.

Word Count: 1111 (i couldn’t do that again if i tried)

On Ao3

The mission was so simple. Get in, grab the refugees, get out. Simple.

But anything involving the Galra was anything but simple.

The timing was wrong. There wasn’t supposed to be a Galra squadron landing to take the prisoners. There wasn’t supposed to be a battle cruiser orbiting the planet.

None of this was supposed to happen.

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The One that Got Away

You were different from the others I’ve met before, but how come I couldn’t have kept you within my grasps.

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader

Word Count: 14 k

Genre:Angst/Romance; College AU

Warnings: Mild Language

In the hottest of summers and the brightest of days, Min Yoongi dreaded to start school again. He never understood why people were crammed together in a public facility, which the system either brainwashes students to become society’s insignificant soldier toy or learn to be free of this ignorance that chains people. He never actually understood it, accepting the fact he was not part of this world he was born in. No one came to understand the vivid imagination he has, the world he created within the spaces of his wondrous mind-always questioning. There were times that he would spout nonsense to gauge people’s reaction as if he was experimenting each and everyone to see if they would fall into a particular category, sub-category or even a smaller sub-category that he made up to satisfy his never ending boredom. It’s not like Min Yoongi disliked his surrounding human companions, but the fact that a handful of them probably won’t even matter in his life and his end goal-he didn’t see the point.

Aside from being the bittersweet cynic he is, he only loved one thing, music. An invisible wavelength that strums the highest of pitches or the lowest of frequencies, he was in love with an intangible entity. Relating to something that wasn’t a physical being, yet the sound was able to manifest into the loveliest forms that invisibly existed. He didn’t pay attention to the wandering eyes that came to his way as the sounds of his music muffled their entire existence. He didn’t care about the ignorant students that only seemed to care about their mundane social circle and their need to have some temporary gratification from the approving eyes others. What only mattered to him were the sounds that he would create from his calloused hands from endless plays of the grand piano or the constant pressures he would press on his musical digital interface.

That is until he heard one of the most scorching sounds ever to come across his ears.

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Auston Matthews #16

Requested by Anon:  Hey!! I love absolutely everything you write!! I was wondering if you could write a Auston Matthews one were he’s sad about his goal drought and the reader comforts him or something like that. ❤️❤️

*Hiii!! OMG This was from such a long time ago! I can’t believe I missed this one. I’m so so sorry and thank you very much. This is very sweet, I guess. I hope you like it! Enjoy. :)*

Word count: 830

Originally posted by mttymrts

The door banging had gotten so normal in your house that when it happened again, a few seconds ago, you didn’t even flinch anymore. The first time Auston banged the door, you almost fell from the couch – it literally sounded like a bomb went off, just imagine the power those massive muscles held. Now, though, you can sleep through the night even if he banged his way down to the living room.

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Drunk confessions

Summary: Bucky shows up at readers door drunk to apologise

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word count: 1.000

Warnings: idk one swear word and alkohol; angst

A/N: This is for @buckysmetallicstump‘s Disney Quote challenge. I had the quote: I was hiding under your porch because I love you.

Honestly this was supposed to be light and fun and then something happened and idk. It’s pretty angsty but it’s got a happy ending :) Hope you like it!

Originally posted by campercooperpugfi

“(Y/N), stop! Let me explain!” Bucky yelled, running after you. Furious, you stopped dead in your tracks and whirled around, crossing your arms over your chest.

“What?” you hissed. “You push me around, play with me and now you expect me to listen to you? Who do you think I am?”

“If you would just listen to me-“he began to speak again, only for you to cut him off once more.

“I don’t care what you will explain and what not. I can’t live like this anymore. You have to choose. Do you want to be with me or not?” You hated to hold a gun to his head like this but it was time. All the past months you two had started to built something like a relationship.

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Back Again

Here it is! There might be a second part, but I haven’t decided. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy! (The flashback is in italics) Let me know what you think!

You sighed as you drove through the town you used to call home. You looked around noticing how nothing had changed. You loved this town, but you had to leave. You couldn’t stay after what happened. Your heart broke a bit as you thought about him. You couldn’t believe he kept something like that from you. You were together for six years and his old lady for five. You sighed as you thought about the day you found out, which was also the day you left.


“You’re what!” You yelled looking at him. He sighed and looked at you. You were in complete and utter shock. There were no words to describe how you were feeling. All you knew was that you wanted to throw up. You paced around his room at the clubhouse trying to process what just happened. His wife just showed up at the clubhouse with their daughter.

“Look, lass, I know this is a lot-” Chibs started but you interrupted him.

“A lot? Chibs, you’re married! And have a daughter!” You screamed throwing your hands out to your sides as you stopped pacing to face him. He winced at the use of his nickname leaving your mouth. You never called him Chibs. He nodded tried to come closer to you but you backed away from him. Having you back away from him but he also understood why.

“Please, would ya just listen?” He tried. You gave him a single nod. “Yes I am married, yes I have a daughter, but it’s not what ya think. The only reason I’m still married to her is to protect them. I won’t put them in danger, just like I wouldn’t put you in danger. No I’m not in love with Fiona, but I love my daughter, lass. I won’t have her in any situation where she could get hurt.”

You understood that, you knew what came with being involved with the club. You knew as soon as you became Chibs’ old lady, there would be risks but you knew he would keep you safe. That part you understood.

“But you kept it from me. Everyone else knew, but you kept it from me.” You were quiet now. The hurt setting in. “We’ve been together for six years and not once did you tell me about it. You tell me everything, Filip. At least I thought you did.” You sighed looking down to the ring that adorned your finger. Chibs felt his heart drop. You looked up at him with teary eyes. “We were never going to get married were we?” His heart shattered hearing you talk about the two of you as if it was over.

“Of course we are, love. As soon as we get things settled with the Irish and get rid of Jimmy O’ I’m all yours.” You shook your head. With tears cascading down your face you, slipped the ring off. Chibs couldn’t take it anymore. “I love you. Ya can’t leave me, lass.”

“I love you, Filip, but you lied to me. It wasn’t something small either. You didn’t tell me about your wife and daughter. I don’t know if I can trust you again.” You looked him in the eye as the words left your mouth. Tears brimmed his eyes. You lifted your hands to cup his cheeks. Standing on your toes you kissed him. He brought his hands to your hips and squeezed a bit. You pulled away when you need to breathe. “I love you, Filip Telford.”

“And I love you.” Tears were streaming down both your faces. You dropped your hands from his face and took one of his hands in yours. You placed your ring in his palm and closed his hand around it. You let his hands go and walked out of the door and out of his life.


It happened three years ago. You swore the day you left you would never come back, but here you were and no because you wanted to be. You started to get nervous as the garage came into view. You hoped that the guys were on a run and wouldn’t be there, at least not yet. As you pulled in you were relieved to see all the bikes were gone. You parked your car and shut the engine off. You sat there for a minute gathering every ounce of courage you had before opening your door. You weren’t sure how long you sat there but it wasn’t until you heard a soft yawn you turned around. You smiled at your daughter, she was just waking up. You smiled when she looked at you.

“Hi, baby, did you have a good nap?” She nodded rubbing her eyes. You couldn’t help the small laugh that left your lips. She was so much like her dad. She had the same dark hair and dark eyes, all she had of you was your nose, but you were fine with that. “Are you ready to go meet one of momma’s friends, baby?” She nodded again. “Okay, let’s go.”

You got out and opening the back door to get to her. You unbuckled her and lifted her out. You placed her on your hip as you shut the door. She yawned leaning her head against your shoulder. You smiled at her as she hid her face in your neck still not ready to wake up. You kissed her forehead and made your way to the office. Not knowing if they were busy you knocked on the door as you approached it.

“Come in!” You smiled at the voice. You opened the door to see Gemma sitting at her desk. “What’s the problem?” Figuring it was someone with car trouble, she didn’t even look up from her papers as she asked.

“I’ve got a lot of those, which do you want to hear first?” You smirked. Gemma’s head snapped up hearing your voice. She smiled at you and you smiled back. She noticed the little girl in her arms and smiled even wider. She stood up making her way to you.

“Hey, baby, it’s been a while,” she said bringing you into a hug. You hugged her back trying not to jostle your daughter.

“Hey, ma, it really has.” She pulled back to look at you and then looked down at your little girl.

“She’s a cutie.”

“She is.” You looked down at her as well. You noticed her peeking her head out a bit to look at the person you were talking to. “Do you want to say hi, baby?” She quickly hid her face in your neck again. You and Gemma both laughing at her reaction. “She’s usually not shy, but she just woke up from her nap. She might fall back asleep actually.”

“Don’t you worry about it. Come on in, sit down.” She motioned to the couch she still had. You sat down adjusting your daughter on your lap and Gemma sat across from you. “You know I’m happy to see you, but why are you back, sweetheart?” You sighed knowing you could never keep anything from Gemma.

“I wanted her to meet her dad,” You said motioning to the little girl in your lap, who had fallen asleep again. “I couldn’t keep her from him, not more than I already have.”

“What’s the other reason?” She knew you too well.

“On my way here, someone started following me. I don’t know who, but they were in a black SUV. They’ve been following me for two days. I lost them on the way here though. I haven’t had anything to do with the club since I left, Gem, I have no idea what’s going on or who they would be.”

“Shit.” Gemma muttered as she leaned back in her seat. “I might know, but we’ll have to wait for the boys to get back.” You nodded knowing you would have to see him at some point. “Come on, let’s take the little one inside and we can catch up.” She stood up and you followed trying not to move too much so your daughter could still sleep. Once you succeeded you followed Gemma into the club house to wait on the boys.


You were sitting at the bar with Gemma when you heard the thrumming of motorcycles. Your heart sped up the closer they got. Gemma patted your hand that was sitting on the bar holding your bottle of water. You looked to Gemma with scared eyes. She gave you a soft smile.

“I’ll go check on the little one.” She stood up giving your hand a squeeze before making her way back to the dorms. All you could do was nod. About the time Gemma rounded the corner, the door to the clubhouse opened. You couldn’t bring yourself to turn around. You only heard one set of footsteps coming inside. You crossed your fingers hoping it was one of the other guys. You turned around to see Bobby. He stopped and looked at you.

“Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes.” He smiled and made his way to you. You smiled back giving him a hug.

“It’s good to see you, too, Bobby.”

“So what brings you back here? We didn’t think we would see you again,” He said. You sighed nodding.

“I wasn’t planning on coming back, but I needed to talk to him.” Bobby nodded.

“Well, he should be here in a bit they were still talking when we pulled in.” About the time he finished all the guys walked in. You looked up and locked eyes with the Scotsman you ran from three years ago. No one said anything feeling the tension in the air. You were about to say something when you heard the soft cries of your little girl. You turned to see Gemma walking to you with your daughter in her arms. You immediately made your way to them.

“She woke up and couldn’t find you.” Gemma whispered.

“Oh, I didn’t go anywhere, baby. Momma’s right here.” You gathered her in your arms, beginning to rock her. She looked up at you sniffling and rubbing her eyes.

“Momma?” Her little voice squeaked.

“Hi, sweet girl.” She sat up straighter and put her hands on your cheeks.

“My momma,” She said again looking at you. You turned your head to kiss her hand.
“Your momma, baby.” She smiled at you settling down in your arms. You rubbed her back helping her calm down a bit more. You almost forgot about your audience until someone cleared their throat. You turned looked at the guys behind you. You turned to see the same Scotsman staring at you with wide eyes. You couldn’t get any words out and neither could he.

“I think you two should talk,” Gemma stated. You nodded at her. You looked down at your daughter.

“Do you want to go outside with Aunt Gemma for a few minutes, sweetie? I need to talk with my friend.” She looked at Gemma and then at you. You could see she was a little nervous. “I’ll be right there, baby, okay?”

“Okay, momma.” You sat her down and she took Gemma’s hand. You watched as the two left and the others followed her out, you assumed they wanted to meet your little girl. Finally you looked to Chibs.

“So I need to tell you something.”

“Aye, ya do. Would you care to explain why you’re here and a wee one with ya?” He was shocked and angry and happy all at the same time but his tone came across as angry. He saw your eyes harden.

“Listen, Filip Telford, I don’t need that tone from you. I’ve had a long few days and I’m scared shitless for my daughter and I don’t need shit from you.” He was taken aback by your tone. Yes, he had seen you mad before but it had been a long time, it still shocked him. “I left because you lied to me, you don’t get to interrogate me, Filip.”

“You’re right, lass. I’m sorry. What brought you back?” Chibs took on a quieter tone.

“I wanted you to meet your daughter. I didn’t want to keep her from you more than I already had. She needs her dad, Filip.” You sighed looking at the man who still held your heart.

“She’s mine?”

“Yeah, she is. I found out a few weeks after I left.” You crossed your arms looking down at your feet. You heard his footsteps come closer. He tipped your face up to look at him.

“I’m a dad again?” He asked with tears in his eyes. You couldn’t help but tear up as well.

“Yeah, you are.” Without thinking he kissed you. It shocked you at first but you melted into it. You still loved him and he still loved you. you could feel it. He pulled back after a bit.

“Thank you. Thank you for bringing her here. I can’t wait to meet her.” You smiled at him.

“I can’t wait for you to meet her either.” He smiled back at you. You stood there for a bit when he realized something.

“What’s her name?”

“Aria, Aria Telford.”

“I love it.” He looked at you, he couldn’t believe you were back. “Wait, ya said you were scared for the two of you. Why?” You pulled back and sucked in a breath.

“I started down here so you could meet, Aria, but a couple days ago someone started following me. I lost them when I started getting close, but I scared me. He followed us for two days, Filip. Two days.” You started to get worked up again. He wrapped his arms around you, trying to calm you down.

“It’s okay, I’ll take care of ya, both of ya.” You wrapped your arms around him and breathed him in. You had missed him so much.

“I’m sorry.” You whispered into his shoulder. He pulled back to look at you but kept his arms around you.

“For what?” You looked into those eyes you had missed so much.

“For keep her from you. And for leaving.” You shook your head when you went to interrupt. “After having Aria, I understand why and why you didn’t tell me. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be, I should have told ya.” You just looked at him.

“I’m glad I’m back.”

“I’m glad ya are, too.” The both of you knew without saying anything that you would try again. You had always known you didn’t want to be without him. He knew he didn’t want to be without you either. “So, can I meet my daughter?” The smile on his face was contagious. You smiled back.

“Absolutely.” You took his hand and walked outside so Chibs could meet his little girl.

SEVENTEEN’s Reaction to Lifting You Up To Place The Christmas Tree Star

None of the gifs belong to me! I hope you like it anon~ <3


“You’re so cute…”

Originally posted by saysvteen


*jokingly* You’re so heavy oh my–

Originally posted by sebongies101


“I’m not gonna do it…jk I love you I will.”

Originally posted by honqjisoos


“You want me to…carry you…? What?”

Originally posted by infinitblaq



Originally posted by hoshl


*stands awkwardly* *waits for something to happen*

“What am I supposed to do again?”

Originally posted by pledisseventeen


*you carry him instead*

Originally posted by cosmic-lala-latte

+ Bonus +

christmas vibes~

Originally posted by 17-percent


“But…there’s a ledge right there?”

Originally posted by the1the8


“Of course I will. I mean, I’m pretty strong.”

Originally posted by mountean


*jokingly* “You can do it by yourself! I believe in you!”

Originally posted by infinitblaq



*thinks* She’s begging me to help her wow I’m irresistible–

Originally posted by mountean


*awkward* Oh yeah…sure…

Originally posted by hanwooz


*extremely honored*

“Okay! I’ll do it for you jagiya!”

Originally posted by mountean


I hate seeing something that kills me right through the bones and I just have to act like I don’t care. I abhor remembering how happy I was yesterday and realize that I am not feeling the selfsame today. It’s difficult, really. It’s difficult to have the good old times back when you just know that things don’t happen again the identical way twice. Life probably is just a matter of living the moment while you can or miss and regret it later on. And guess what? I hope that I did live. Because frankly, I didn’t live enough.
—  R.