you know, sometimes i just want to cry loudly when i think about my hopeless unrequited love. it’s been two years and nothing never really happens but deep inside my heart i always hope for some kind of miracle to happen?? this is just pathetic i’m so sad but i have nobody to talk about this issue bcause i’m afraid. idk i find this feeling kind of a secret i have to keep to myself no matter what (even from my family - bcause basically i’m just that kind of person tho), and mostly because the person i like is someone else’s boyfriend. looks like i’m so sick!🤦🏻♀️
and what’s scarier is i often imagine what if we really date, like when i see couples in public, i often think like “oh maybe we would look like that” etc. honestly, this is so tiring and i know i have to stop but how??! if that ‘delete all’ button is available i would have clicked that since long time ago.
Someone said on Twitter that EXO will be shooting at night. At this point, is there even a chance that they will meet Yixing in that 2 days when he's in Korea? (if he's not in the MV) I'm just so sad if they can't even meet.....