i hope someone likes it idk

you know, sometimes i just want to cry loudly when i think about my hopeless unrequited love. it’s been two years and nothing never really happens but deep inside my heart i always hope for some kind of miracle to happen?? this is just pathetic i’m so sad but i have nobody to talk about this issue bcause i’m afraid. idk i find this feeling kind of a secret i have to keep to myself no matter what (even from my family - bcause basically i’m just that kind of person tho), and mostly because the person i like is someone else’s boyfriend. looks like i’m so sick!🤦🏻‍♀️
and what’s scarier is i often imagine what if we really date, like when i see couples in public, i often think like “oh maybe we would look like that” etc. honestly, this is so tiring and i know i have to stop but how??! if that ‘delete all’ button is available i would have clicked that since long time ago.

anonymous asked:

Someone said on Twitter that EXO will be shooting at night. At this point, is there even a chance that they will meet Yixing in that 2 days when he's in Korea? (if he's not in the MV) I'm just so sad if they can't even meet.....

exo are currently shooting, like theyre at the site. its apparently 8 members but im still hopeful he’ll be in the mv so maybe he’ll be joining them later. and if not, idk

lol i might not graduate from high school n my parents are livid. i wanna die.i think i’ll b able to take classes over the summer to make up for it or something but can someone tell me my future isn’t completely hopeless if i don’t?? my parents keep telling me im gonna never get a better job  nd im so scared?? like????? idk what i wanna do but i feel so bad if i have already messed my entire life up. like. death seems like a valid option if its only gonna get worse from here. i dont even want 2 die i just don’t wanna disappoint my family anymore and i don’t want them to be ashamed of me.  im so tired of making everyone feel terrible an guilty and ashamed. im just making everyones life worse. i need to go away. i wanna run away so bad with my bf

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What is a legacy? It’s planting seeds in a garden you never get to see.

okay but what if the pictures in the dark room were all of tyler’s possible targets. it’s clear that toward the end of the series Tyler is being pushed toward violence and anger. On top of bullying the came along with clay’s picture he is also being pushed around by Monty. this could possibly be why alex’s picture is torn down because we see him in the ambulance before it is confirmed who it is. that’s why the head wound left alex alive but in critical condition, because he didn’t do it himself. the odds of someone surviving a self-inflicted gunshot to the head are usually unlikely. plus after we see the ambulance we see tyler stashing away his guns probably after fleeing his crime scene as he has gotten good at stalking. he is probably planning on targeting the school and everyone mentioned on the tapes. BUT LIKE THATS JUST MY THEORY IDK I JUST KINDA HOPE THERES A SECOND SEASON. I LIKE THE SHOW AS A STAND ALONE AND THOUGH ITS VERY CLOSE TO THE BOOK AND I LIKE WHEN THINGS STAY ACCURATE ID REALLY LIKE A CONTINUATION

it’s really sad to think about people who used to be such a prominent part of your life who are not really there any more. not necessarily because of a fight or something but because things just change over time and you slowly drift apart. idk it kinda makes me sad to think about. i hope all the people who i was once close with and drifted away from are doing well thanks for being in my life at one point 

Slavic music masterpost (1/?) 🇨🇿🇷🇺🇸🇰🇺🇦

Btw the songs in bold are the ones you absolutely have to listen to, no excuses.

Pop-folk/folkrock

Христина Соловій - Под облачком (Under the window, UA)
Jana Kirschner - Sama (Alone, SK)
KiRA MAZUR - NARODNA (National, UA)
Kristina - Horehronie, SK
Христина Соловій - Гамерицький край (American country, UA)
Отар Немсадзе з Христиною Соловій (idk the name, but it’s gorgeous, UA)
IMT Smile & Lúčnica - Made in Slovakia, SK
Jana Kirschner - Na čiernom koni (On a black horse, SK)

Sung poetry 

The Retuses - Sagitta RU
The Retuses - Письмо к женщине (Letter to a woman, RU)
Miroslav Žbirka - Jesenná láska (Autumn love, SK)
Jaromír Nohavica - Mám jizvu na rtu (I have a scar on the lip, CZ)
Emma Drobná - čerešne (Cherries, SK)
Михаил Круг - Золотые купола (Golden domes, RU)
М Круг - ВОДОЧКУ ПЬЁМ (We drink vodka, RU)
Владимир Высоцкий - Охота на волков (Wolf hunt, RU)
Владимир Высоцкий - Милицейский протокол (Police protocol, RU)
Jan Nedvěd - Podvod (Deception, CZ)                                                                        

Rock/pop-rock (A short list but I promise these are all gems.)

Океан Ельзи - Не твоя війна (Not your war, UA)
Lucie - Chci zas v tobě spát (I want to sleep in you again, CZ)
I.M.T. Smile - Kapela (Band, SK)
IMT SMILE - Duch človeka (Spirit of a man, SK)
Святослав Вакарчук - Така, як ти (A one like you, UA)

Pop

Tina Karol - Nochenka (Night, RU)
Христина Соловій - Хто, як не ти? (Who, if not you?, UA)
I.M.T. Smile - Myslim, ze moze byt (I think it could be, SK)
Jana Kirschner - Pokoj v duši (Peace in the soul, SK)
Hana Zagorová - Maluj zase obrázky (Paint pictures again, CZ)
Kristína - Ta ne (Duuuuh, SK)
Kristína & Robo Grigorov - Na vysokej skale (On a high mountain, SK)
Peha - Spomal (Slow down, SK)
Тимати feat. Григорий Лепс - Лондон (London, RU)
Kristina - Horehronie, SK
Потап и Настя - Почему (Why, RU)
KAMIL MIKULČÍK & NELA POCISKOVÁ LEŤ TMOU (Fly by the dark, SK)
Richard Muller - Cigaretka na 2 ťahy (A cigarette, SK)
Kryštof - Cesta ft. Tomáš Klus (A journey, CZ)
Marie Rottrová - To mám tak ráda (I like that, CZ)

Rap/pop-rap (This one is really short, but Slavic rap sucks so..)

Majk Spirit - Boh Jediný (The only God, SK)
PIL C - TERIYAKI, SK
ЯрмаК - Вставай (Get up, RU+UA)
ЯрмаК - Чёрное золото (Black gold, RU)
Majk Spirit - Zbojník (A hooligan, SK)
Rytmus - Povolanie Syn, SK

Bonus: ???

Tina Karol - Pupsik (?) RU
Ivan Kupala - Kostroma RU
Потап и Настя - Край ми э ривер (Cry me a river) RU
Тимати feat. Рекорд Оркестр - Баклажан (Eggplant) RU
Потап и Настя - Чумачечая Весна (??) RU
Настя Каменских - Песня Красной Шапочки (??) RU

Infection AU -Bad ending-

previous one: http://thebirdfromthemoon-art.tumblr.com/post/158073555662/thebirdfromthemoon-art-what-would-happen-i

Soooo i decided to make an AU out of this -kinda- but i couldn’t decide in which way i wanted it to go so f**** it let’s just make two different ending for this AU

And of course i’m starting by the “bad” one

Basically after Ladybug was hit by Chat Noir’ cataclysm she didn’t feel anything at first, since she have the ladybug miraculous she is more resistant to it BUT instead of killing her instantly like it would happen with a normal citizen the cataclysm “infection” gros slowly on her body affecting both her physical and mental state. In my idea she become “corrupted” like an akuma can corrupt someone into turning evil but a bit more intense.

I’ll probably draw the corrupted version of Ladybug, but it will more likely look like the design i’ve made in the past for akumatized ladybug.

Things from today's live show♡:
27/4/17

• phil: “There’s no DAWG… at the moment,”

• phil is keeping his bedroom aesthetic

• dan is changing is bedroom aesthetic

• he has a floating white bed ??

• he’s keeping all things silver !

•playing with cardboard boxes ,?,,

• chat: “when will you get a dog?” phil: “one day,”

• gaming video room has been set up !!

• mystery glass ??/

• dan in pink :))

• they touched the sydney opera house in AUS

• they watched fantastic beasts, lion, hacksaw ridge, nerve and snowden on the plane

• dan cried watching hacksaw ridge :’(

• had a little zoo trip

• the danisnotonfire desk is not in his bedroom and has been moved to the living room :?

• phil is still filming in his bedroom

• phil: “I requested a plant.” dan: “I bought a plant!”

• dan @ phil: “prepare inspirations for me,”

• SNUG (living room) !

• dan has a white piano !!

• “are you still trying to get revenge on me for the cereal?” “yes!”

• phil: “I know we can’t have a dog, but can we have a fish?”

• d&p talking about the science art museum and taking photos of eachother !

• dan cried at the show with the metal flower tree :“((((

• boomerangs at the aquarium !

• dan was given sparkley nail polish

• phil: “It just releases your pastely aesthetic,”

• phil: “I think I can probably get away with a fish or a hamster,”

• chat: “are you gonna curl you hair?” phil: “I think i’ll do it for a video at some point,”

• playlist live !

• phil is going to florida with the family

• harry’s new solo is phil’s favourite :))

• dan cried watching the last gaming video, back :’((((((

• some videos next week !!

• favourite room; gaming room !

• phil’s new room is “cozy and quiet” ♡

• dan: “I want to make the new danisnotonfire background, pretty” ♡

• dan has a bonsai !

• dan has an idea for a new dinof video (ooo)

• he has one final video in his old room

• dan said he purposely gave us hints about them moving in his last younow (we all knew lmao)

• phil called dans hair soft and poked it

• phil: “if i had natural curls i’d let them curl”

• the new apartment is called steve/dave/thor

• dan: “phil why won’t you paint your nails?”

• someone at phil’s university painted his nails and he didn’t like it :( (rip)

• probably a dinof video on monday and dans live show on tuesday !

• phil will try to do one in florida !

• “we’re just two irrelevant twits; dan and phil”

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seventeen × al1 tracklist posters

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“I think making mistakes and learning from them is a much better example to set for people. And if I want someone to listen to the album and take away anything from it, it’s that if you’re trying to do something that you love, you should be yourself, and be honest with it, and not try and hide and allow yourself to be vulnerable. A lot of the album is me trying to prove to myself that I can do something, and I obviously hope that people like it. But be honest, and be open, and be vulnerable, is something I hope people take from it.”

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happy valentines’ day to @maenie! i was only your wonwoo anon for a little bit YES THAT WAS ME LOOOOOL, but i wanted to make you something anyway~ | 1 2

say you’ll remember me

Originally posted by giantgyu

mingyu x reader fluff, angst, implied smut

6,445 words

a/n: i know some parts of this are so *stares right into the camera* obnoxiously cheesy but guess what? i like this and i just don’t care. i’m currently writing a horribly stupidly long hoseok fic, but i realized the writing had gotten a little stale n asked my bff for a prompt to write a “ficlet” (this was supposed to be 2k or less) and she gave me: mingyu, fluff and angst, wildest dreams by taylor swift (because my mingyu tag is “he’s so tall and handsome as hell”). so ta da, this is what u get

~ in which your young, dumb love will hurt you, will ruin you, has an expiration date…but is so, so worth it


    You never forgot to visit your hometown in the summertime. Of course, it was nice to see your family, but you could see them any time of the year, and saw them often in the fall and the winter. What made the long drive from the city worth it in the hundred degree weather, sun glaring down on the hood of your car and baking you inside of it, was the chance to see the seaside in all its glory. You’d been raised in a humble beach town and you’d seen it a thousand times, but you’d be happy to see it a thousand more. As a kid, you couldn’t say you’d appreciated it much. The town itself and the beach were a little dumpy, nothing to write home about.

    It was the memories you’d created there once upon a time that made it special. As you pulled into a spot in the tiny parking lot and cut the ignition, you could remember late nights in the backseat of a car a lot older and rustier than this one, making your own heat as you pressed your sweat-slicked body to another. You trudged out onto the sand and as it flattened beneath your sneakers, you remembered squishing it between your toes as you watched a certain young man wading in the shallow ocean waters. He’d splashed some little kids nearby, pretending to fall beneath the surface with the weight of their own splashes back at him, and you’d imagined how this scene would look many years from now with children who were the perfect mix of you and him. You’d been 17 then.

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anonymous asked:

protective keith hc??

rightYes, yes, yes, yes

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-Keith doesn’t really know why hes over protective of his friends, or people he regards as family. He also didn’t realize it wasn’t a normal thing that ALL humans felt. Until school that it. 

-Will kick your ass, and gladly do it, if you so much as even look a wrong way at someone he loves. The looks may include, but are not limited too: 

  • Dirty looks
  • Sexual looks
  • mean looks 
  • mocking looks

-He gets jealous really easily as well, because he is insecure about his friends and family leaving him, so he gets jealous really really easily. 

  • For a long time he didn’t like Lance because he thought Lance was trying to be Shiro’s new little brother, and he doesn’t want too be replaced. 
  • Him and Lance talk it out, and finds out that Shiro is just Lance’s role model and he just wanted too be useful too the team. 
  • Needless too say, Keith becomes extra protective of lance- he doesn’t realise it but Lance is probably maybe most definitely his mate (I have a head canon Galra have mates, because of the need too reproduce a lot, and efficiently.)

-If you threaten his friends in anyway, He will kill you. 

-On a mission, a galra soldier had lance in a head lock, choking out his air. This triggered Keith too go full galra at the sight of his best friend [Re: Mate] in pain. The ending result wasn’t pretty, and he wouldnt allow anyone but Hunk near Lance.

[Okay but, Lance gets captured by Hagar, and Keith freaks out, and Haggar is like, “You want your little mate, red one?” And after they save lance everyone is like, “Mate???” ALlura explains and Lance and Keith blush]

-Someone once made Pidge cry (By saying they hoped her family died, IDK why they said this, IDk why I would make this happned, but lets pretend.) ANd Keith WHipped their asses too hell and back. 

-Do. Not. Insult. Hunk. In. Anyway. He will rip you to shreds, escp. because Hunk is his mates protector (a galra thingy) and he genuinely loves hunk like another brother.