i hope people will understand what's going on here

I’m comic...ing? Comicking?

Where have I been forever? Why have I not been doin’ shit around here? I decided to nut up and stop promising myself that one day, when I get good, I’ll do a comic. I’m just gonna fucking do it now and all of you are going to have to suffer for it because I AIN’T GETTING ANY YOUNGER.

So you can start here. I’ve only done 35 pages thus far. I’m probably going to be screwing a lot of things up. I’m still learning.

Is this something I’d be interested in doing full time? Absolutely! Do I know that’s a pipe dream? Oh, the understanding is crushing! But I put this up in good faith and am curious anxious to see the response. Because lawd knows I care way, way too much of what people think of me.

Hope y’all bear with me and by all means, let me know your thoughts. I’m a novice here and I probably need to get slapped around a bit.


Haha, I’m going to regret that! :D

Mine

Originally posted by worldstyles

REQUEST: Jealous Harry smut

HARRY’S TEXTS // (Y/N)’S TEXTS

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Instagram PSD Tutorial: How To Use & Basic Help

So I’ve had a handful of people recently asking for help on how to achieve the results I did. As a novice once myself I understand how confusing things like PSDs and clipping masks can be so I’ve organised this (hopefully helpful) tutorial on how I did this graphic. I hope that after this you don’t have any more questions but if you do feel free to bother me with them, I don’t mind one bit! I’ll try my best. Please reblog/like if you found this helpful.

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The mistletoe

After so many years Draco should already know that he shouldn’t piss Pansy off, but, since he doesn’t now he had to suffer the consequences.

It was the week before Christmas break and Pansy was feeling extra inspired by the holidays when she decided to point her wand at Draco and now he had to walk around with a mistletoe hovering above his head.

“What do you mean this will only go away once I kiss the person I love?”

“I mean exactly that, darling” she smirked. “Next time, don’t piss me off.”

“But I don’t love anyone” Draco tried.

“Shut up, Draco, if you didn’t the spell wouldn’t have worked.”

She smiled at him and left him alone, in the Slytherin common room, with a mistletoe on top of his head.

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When Draco got to the Great Hall the normal noise of the conversations faded. The Slytherins were smirking at him – Pansy had already told them everything, probably; the Gryffindors were trying not to laugh, but it wasn’t really working; and the Hufflepuffs and Ravenclaws were looking at him weirdly, but amused. Even the teachers were looking at him from the head table trying to understand what was in front of them.

Draco just raised an eyebrow, scowled and, with squared shoulders and head held high, headed to the Slytherin table.

“How are you, Draco?” Blaise smiled innocently.

“Good.”

“When are you going to get rid of that?” Pansy asked and Blaise laughed.

“Shut up, you two.”

That made Pansy and Blaise laugh even more and Draco asked himself the same question his friends had asked him before.

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For the rest of the week Draco walked around with the mistletoe, since he didn’t dare kiss the person he wanted to kiss.

“I can’t believe you didn’t get rid of that before the break” Pansy narrowed her eyes at him.

“I told you I don’t love anyone.”

“Shut up, Draco” she hugged him since the train was already ready to go. “We both know who you love.”

“Goodbye, Pansy, Blaise is already waiting for you.”

“Enjoy your holidays, darling.”

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Draco wasn’t sure if he would enjoy his holidays. He was one of the five only Slytherins that were staying at Hogwarts for the holidays and the other four were all younger than him.

After supper, Draco went to the library wanting to, at least, study in the holidays since there wasn’t much he could do. He was in the middle of a transfiguration essay when someone sat next to him.

“Whoever you are I’m not going to kiss you!” He said without looking up; he had already had some people going up to him offering a kiss because of the mistletoe.

“What makes you think I came here to kiss you, Malfoy?”

“What are you doing here, Potter?”

“I came here to study, hope you don’t mind.”

“Don’t let me stop you.”

They studied for some time, ignoring each other and focusing on the books and parchments in front of them.

“When is that going to go away?” Potter asked suddenly.

“What?”

“The mistletoe. It’s very distracting.”

“Why?”

Draco was really confused, not understanding what Potter was trying to tell him with this stupid conversation about the stupid mistletoe, but Potter started packing his things and got up before answering him.

“The answer to your question is that the mistletoe makes me want to follow the tradition” he grinned before exiting the library.

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It was Christmas day and the students that had stayed at Hogwarts were having supper together, all sitting at the Hufflepuff table.

“Can I sit here?” Potter asked behind him.

“If you want to” Draco shrugged.

Harry smiled a little and sat next to him, starting a conversation with the Ravenclaw boy in front of him.

“Potter” Draco called when they had almost finished supper.

“Yes?” Harry looked at him.

“The other day in the library… what did you mean?”

“What did I mean when I said what?”

“Stop being difficult, you prat!”

“I mean exactly what I said… Draco.”

“Can people stop saying that?” He muttered. “And since when are we on first names basis, Potter?”

“You better get used to it and start calling me Harry.”

“You didn’t answer my question!”

“You know what I meant.”

“If I knew I wouldn’t be asking.”

Harry grinned and got closer to Draco in order to whisper on his ear.

“I meant that I want to kiss you and that that mistletoe on top of your head is making it harder to ignore the urge.”

Harry saw Draco blush and tried to hide his smile behind a spoon full of desert.

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Harry was near the lake watching the sunrise; he had gotten up early just to watch it, the beautiful colours of the sun shining shyly and reflecting on the snow calmed him.

The sound of the snow crunching under footsteps made him rise his head and look at the place the sound had came from. He was surprised to see Draco appear in his view, but his lips curved into a smile when he saw the boy’s nose and cheeks red from the cold, making him look adorable.

“I didn’t know someone was here” he said once he was close enough for Harry to hear.

Draco moved his hand to take the hair out of his eyes and Harry’s eyes were drawn to the mistletoe above his head and his heart warmed with hope seeing that the blond boy hadn’t kissed anyone yet.

“Come sit with me” Harry smiled at him. “We can watch the sunrise together.”

“The sun has already raised, Potter.”

“I don’t care, just sit with me.”

Draco raised an eyebrow, but sat next to Harry anyway and looked at the view with a little smile on his face.

“I see you still haven’t done anything about that” he pointed at the mistletoe.

“Good to know your eyes work.”

Maybe if it was some years ago Harry would have answered in a different way, but now he couldn’t feel offended and he didn’t have the urge to reply in the same way so he just laughed like he never thought he would do with Malfoy.

“What are you laughing at, Potter?”

“It’s just… you’re funny, Draco.”

The other boy just looked at him surprised and, even though he tried to cover it, there was a smile on his lips when he faced the view again.

“What does it take to get rid of the mistletoe?” Harry asked curiously.

“A kiss.”

“Just that?”

“Yes.”

“Then why haven’t you kissed anyone yet?”

“Firstly, because I don’t go around kissing random people” he narrowed his eyes. “And because it has to be a kiss from the person I love.”

“And why haven’t you kissed that person yet?”

“Because I don’t think that that person wants to kiss me.”

“So you’re just going to walk around with that on top of your head your whole life?”

“Well, I don’t think this person would ever want to kiss me, but I’m hoping that Pansy has a counter spell.”

“Why do you say that that person would never want to kiss you?”

“Just drop it, Harry” he sighed.

“I don’t see why anyone would refuse to kiss you.”

“What?”

“I think you should just go for it, Draco. No one in the right state of mind, unless they are taken, would refuse you a kiss.”

Draco looked around with rosy cheeks that were like that not only because of the cold and a confused expression that made Harry’s heart warm and sad at the same time, because Draco shouldn’t be this insecure.

“I’m trying to give you a hint here, Draco. Stop overthinking and just get on with it.”

“Are you trying to say what I think you are trying to say or am I completely misunderstanding you?”

“I have to do it myself, don’t I?”

“Do what?”

“Honestly, Draco!” Harry shook his head with a chuckle.

Harry smiled at Draco with shiny green eyes and placed his hand on the back of his head, leaning forward and placing his lips on the other boy’s ones. Draco gasped a little and after a few seconds of wide eyed surprised he gripped Harry’s arms and kissed him back.

“I’m glad to see it’s gone” Harry smiled when the kiss ended.

“Is it?” Draco’s hands flew to the top of his head. “How did you know that it was you? How did you know that I love you?”

Harry sucked in a breath when he heard the other boy’s confession.

“I didn’t know, Draco, but I was hoping that you did.”

“Why?”

“Because I love you, too” Harry said simply and kissed him again.

Draco couldn’t help but think, when they were watching the beautiful colours of the early morning while walking back to the castle holding hands, that Pansy would be extremely disappointed to know that Draco and Harry kissed and he got rid of the mistletoe while she was still home.


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so i might be stepping out of line making this post but i feel it needs to be made so yolo i guess.

i know a lot of millenials have a sort of knee-jerk negative reaction towards abrahamic religions (really mostly christianity and judaism) and i understand. really, i get it. my dad is a pastor, and he used his religon to abuse, demean, and control me at every opportunity. he regularly tells my sisters that he’s “so sad im going to hell” and other sundry passive aggressive nonsense, so trust me i get it. i understand how a certain religion can be triggering to someone.

but there is a very important point here, and i really hope you understand this.

you cannot let it make you prejudiced, and, let me be clear here, im talking specifically about antisemitism.

i know exactly whats going on in your head, because for a long time it was what was going on in my head. you hear the word “judaism” and you have flashbacks to sunday school and the old testament and all the times you sat in a church and felt personally attacked, and you associate that with judaism and jewish people because most of the things that upset you were in the old testament. 

you can have your triggers, but you can’t let those triggers become an excuse to further marginalize a minority thats already attacked from literally every position of power there is. every major religion has leaders who are antisemitic, every country has a history of marginalizing jewish people, every person on the planet grows up in an inherently antisemitic world and has to unlearn that sort of toxic mindset.

and maybe this post should have been made by a jewish person, or somebody with more education on the subject than me but i think its really important that people don’t let their personal experiences with organized religion turn them into the kind of prejudiced person that hurt them in the first place. 

as a romni i have a shared tragedy with jewish people, so i feel like it was easier for me to step back and be like “woah, your thought process here is super toxic and you need to stop” but i feel like a lot of white christian-raised people don’t really have that touchstone and need somebody to be like “wake up, what you are doing is wrong”

I get it, okay?

You’re bitter. You’re hurting, you’re raging, you’re scared.

I get it, but I’m only human
and my skin is butterfly wing thin, just like yours,
so the claw marks you leave with your words
are wounds I will carry for a lifetime or more.

I get it. You’re breaking before my eyes
and I can’t catch your pieces
because I’m too busy holding my own,
see, you broke me before your first cracks showed.

I get it. This path you are on is heavy with hate
and you hold it for everyone you meet.
You loathe like you love,
boundless and bold you tear through hearts
and beat them like they are drums
but we are not instruments
for you to play until your palms bleed.
You’re burning bridges faster than I can build.

I get it, I wish I didn’t but I do
so listen to my words because I wrote them for you.
Just because I understand doesn’t mean I condone,
just because you’re hurting doesn’t mean you’re alone. 


BURNED BRIDGES ONLY LIGHT THE NIGHT FOR SO LONG // l.s.

anonymous asked:

Congratulations on 600+ followers !! It's nice to see people appreciating the hard work that goes into making art <3 I was wondering if it would be possible for you to draw Kokichi Ouma from NDRV3 ?

Aaah thank you very much anon <3

yay Ouma this little mischevious guy! (I still have a drawing of him somewhere in my folders I hope I’ll find the motivation to finish it one day hahah) gosh I want to play NDRV3 so much– I only watched some videos of the Prologue but I want to know what happens next T T too bad I don’t know enough japanese to understand it

Anyways, here you go! hope you like it ;3

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“She’s a saint with the lips of a sinner. She’s an angel with a devilish kiss.”

pairing: Yoongi x reader

genre: Vampire AU, angst, mature


Innocent.
That’s how she looked. In this room full of sinful people, she looked so pure and out of place. Innocent.

With so many people surrounding her, she stood out to him, catching his attention.

He watched from afar, the way she tried to fit in, but it was obvious she wasn’t the kind of girl that would get drunk and dance with any guy that gave her the slightest bit of attention.
It was obvious that she was uncomfortable in the situation she was in. Her ‘friends’ close to her side, but none of them giving her any notice.

He was watching her for quite a while now. He came here just for a quick meal but now it was a bit different.
When he came here half an hour ago, everything was like it usually would be. Sweaty bodies grinding against each other, the smell of alcohol in the air, the smoke from the cigarettes slightly suffocating him. He was concentrated on finding the right person. But the moment she passed next to him, filling his nostrils with the sweetest and most delicious scent, she messed up his plans for that night.

He turned his head around trying to find her in the crowd.
It wasn’t hard spotting her.
He noticed her trying to push herself between the people and trying to escape the crowd. But not being completely sure if it really was the right person he started making his way towards her, trying to catch a whiff of that delicious scent again.

And sure enough, when he came close behind, he knew he was right.

The scent that was filling his nostrils up again was making his mouth water, he could already feel his body twitching, wanting to go after her. But he calmed himself down.
He decided to observe, something that he didn’t usually do when picking out his victims.

Keeping his eyes on her the whole time, he backed up finding himself a seat in the far corner of the room.
From there he could clearly see everything that was going on.
Keeping his eyes on her wasn’t hard, since she didn’t belong here.

While observing her he could clearly see that she wanted to get out of the place but she didn’t have the courage to leave alone. Like she probably didn’t have the courage to come in the first place.

Under the colored lights that shined over her once in a while in the dark room he could see she was fairly pale. Almost as pale as him.
Her dark hair contrasted her skin making her look even whiter.

She was constantly trying to cover up the exposed porcelain skin on her chest but the little black dress she was wearing wasn’t allowing her to do that.
And he didn’t want her to. Because the sight of her skin alone was enough to make him want to taste her. Even just a little bit.

He was starting to get surrounded by a bunch of drunken girls, trying to get all over him.
One of the girls was practically trying to straddle him giving her body to him.
He could smell how hot their blood was but the thing that repulsed him, is that the alcohol on their lips had a stronger scent. Never had he ever thrown away the chance when it showed itsef to him like this.
He could’ve just sunken his teeth into her neck right then and there. No one would even notice. But he didn’t.

These girls were becoming disgusting to him all of a sudden. The only one that was any worthy to him right now, was her.

He pushed the drunken girl away harshly, making her fall down under his feet, only being concentrated on the girl on the other side of the room.

Suddenly, like she felt he was watching, she turned around and their eyes met.
He froze in place not being able to look away. It was only for a brief second. She had turned back around trying to find the people she had came here with. But only that one moment was enough for him to decide.

I want her.


A/n: so this was kind of a short preview of what this fic is going to be. I really hope you liked it or found it even slightly interesting lol.
I don’t know when I’m going to write and post the first chapter, but it will be soon-ish. I hope you understand that I have school and other work to do and I’m really trying to fit writing into my schedule.
Anyway, I’d really appreciate if you left me some comments telling me if you even like this. :))

sekhmet06  asked:

You and Mama can ignore us. You can just ignore our weird/boring/difficult questions. You can ignore our requests for help. You are not related to us. We are not under your responsibility. But you both are here. Listening to us. Answering our questions. Motivating us. Helping us in every way. So, the question is: Why do you all this? Two wonderful, amazing, and lovely persons who are here listening to so many seedlings. What we did to deserve you? Hope this is understandable. 💙

We do it because we all yearn for one thing: love. We all want to be loved. We all want someone to listen to us, to know what we feel , to share our thoughts, no matter how silly they might seem.  I remember times in my life when no one listened to me. I am grown up now, having my own life, but there is something basic missing. I don’t want to go too deep but many people here are like my children to me and I feel responsible in a way. Of course I don’t know you people in real life but I know some of your thought, feelings, even fears. And I feel needed. I feel wanted. You people are what keeps my fear away sometimes and make me want to fight. It’s giving and taking. So the answer would be: I do this, because you are doing the same for me

All right Blacksun peeps listen up,

I know y'all have been made aware of Arryn’s comments regarding Bmblb on Twitter and how it wasn’t made based on canon events (and if you aren’t here’s a screenshot of her Twitter thread which has since been deleted).

Knowing that, I would hope to whatever higher power there may be that you guys (or anyone for that matter) don’t be dicks about it.

Don’t rub it in people’s faces and say “I told you so!”, don’t go prancing around on a high horse thinking your ship is canon, don’t try to reduce this down to people crying over not getting what they want. Many people (ESPECIALLY those in the wlw community) are understandably upset with the song and people are hurting in a way that’s deeper than “my ship won’t be canon”. If you’re not LGBT+ you especially need to sit back and understand the feelings some of us are experiencing. Although I’m not a B*mbleby shipper anymore, I’m disappointed with the way RT/Jeff went about releasing this song. People have been waiting for queer representation since V2 and having this happen is extremely baity regardless on if it was intentional or not. I’m in no way condoning the shitty behavior towards the crwby that will inevitably transpire over this, but at this point given the circumstances it’s to be expected given how horribly handled this entire situation was.

So, as always, be decent people and don’t go rubbing salt in other’s wounds. Stick to enjoying Blake and Sun’s relationship without being rude to other shippers. We don’t like it when it’s done to us, so lets return the favor. 

anonymous asked:

I was wondering since I'm a big Star Wars fan, if you've ever done the Egos as Star Wars characters? I love you and your blog btw, hope you have a wonderful day! <3

(*cracks knuckles* Get out your light-sabers, fam. Here we go!)

The Host–Yoda all the way. He’s crotchety and mysterious, and a powerful force for good with many things in his past that he regrets. Plus, they’re both hard to understand (Yoda speaks backwards and Host speaks in 3rd person).

Bim–Padme, easily. They’re both spunky and fight for what’s right, but they have this innocent spark that tends to get them into trouble. Their love for the people around them is their greatest strength but also their greatest weakness.

Google–R2D2′s interstellar sass with C3PO’s ability to speak and constantly annoy the others.

Silver–Jar jar Binks. Clumsy, loud, but somehow still endearing (unless you’re one of the people who think he’s secretly a sith lord).

Doc–Lando Calrissian. Why? I don’t know. Just go with it, ok?

Ed–Watto, always trying to strike a deal and not afraid to cheat to get what he wants.

Wilford–Han Solo. No one else in the world has a big enough ego (except maybe Mark) to pull it off, but Wilford Warfstache is definitely Han Solo.

Dark–I know you all want me to say Darth Vader, but honestly, he’s Jaba and no one can convince me otherwise.

anonymous asked:

hi I love your work! you have such a pretty art style and I love your riko. I like the ciel/sebastian vibe for riko/kevin even if I don't like the pairing. your stuff is making me question tho. also I wanted to know why you like riko so much? not judging, I just am curious. your art about him is beautiful and I love it but not him, yknow what I mean?

Hello, and thank you for stopping by :D

Yes, I know what you mean. I don’t know if I really like Riko either, or perhaps I don’t want to admit it, because I know he’s … terrible, hahaha.

Though, there is a difference between liking a character for their actions, and liking the concept of that character. I’ll try to explain it as best as I can, and,.. well, I took 4hrs for this, so there is a TL;DR at the end, hah.

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anonymous asked:

whut r ur opnions on jacks slutey gf?

i’m hoping that this is a troll message, but regardless i’d like to give my opinion on this andie stuff (which is her name btw, since yano she’s more than just jack’s girlfriend). i understand why people, specifically younger fans, are upset and jealous of andie because they’re in love with jack, i get that, however, going out of your way to insult andie and trying to find reasons to hate her will not make any difference. quite frankly i don’t think any of us have any right to even really have an opinion her considering we do not know her, all we know is what we’ve seen and honestly all we’ve seen is her clearly smitten with jack??? i think if you truly care about and respect jack then you will respect his decisions and have faith that he’s chosen a good girl, and even if he hasn’t, even if she turns out to be an awful person (which i doubt) it’s none of your business. you should respect jack’s happiness, being bitter about him being happy is honestly insane? if you are a fan of someone surely you would want him to be happy regardless, right? i couldn’t care if he dated a literal disney villain, as long as he’s happy then that’s fine by me! (not that he even needs our approval to do anything, he’s a fucking grown man who can do whatever the hell he wants)

Hannah's!Sister vs. School and Bryce

Request: Can you do a head cannon on the reader going back to school finally after Hannah’s death since she was her sister, and Justin or Bryce says something rude so reader tells them off please. - anon

A/N: I hope this is what you wanted, a warning that I personally think Hannah’s sister would care more about grieving Hannah than hating the other people, so that’s why she’s a little calm in this headcannon. I also have this theory that Justin’s actions are based off of the actions of the people around him that he wants to impress, so when he stays with Alex (let’s pretend he stays more than one night) it’s Alex who begins to influence him and he starts to understand what he did wrong, so I’m going to have the reader insert go off at Bryce here [and a little something extra at the end])

Warnings: Mentions of suicide, Mentions of past rape and abuse

Hannah’s Sister vs. School and Bryce…

  • It was your first day back at school since Hannah’s death
  • It was a disaster from the moment you walked in the door, you wanted to lay low but all anyone did was stare at you with pity

  • The posters on the walls were even worse, they were too late for all that supportive crap that they didn’t really care about
  • You paused, considering turning around and walking out before Clay and Tony appeared at your sides

  • They’d both done their parts to help your family get through the tough time, and you trusted them. They’d told you everything to expect and how to handle all the other reasons on the tapes
  • You didn’t want to hold a grudge at the other kids, it wouldn’t bring Hannah back, but you also weren’t going to deal with all their ‘I’m so sorry’ crap

  • It was a conflicting want, whether you would see and forgive the people on the tapes. You figured a couple of them deserved a chance to redeem themselves, but others certainly did not
  • Courtney began to walk up to you as you walked to your locker, and you glared her away before she got the chance to meet you- she didn’t deserve redemption after her rumours, no matter how much you could understand her fear of coming out

  • Classes went by much the same- stares and whispers, and it took everything you had not to snap, but you knew Hannah didn’t want this
  • Hannah wanted you to move on with your life, you’d convinced yourself that’s why she didn’t leave a note, and you were determined to grant her her last wish- or what you’d forced yourself to think was her last wish

  • After class you saw Alex and Justin in the halls together, and you decided to approach them while you waited for Clay and Tony
  • They were both stunned to see you, awkwardly waiting for you to steal the first words

  • You thought it right to give them a little piece of your mind, but then told them you didn’t blame them solely for what they did
  • It was important to you that you didn’t let yourself forget that you love Hannah more than you could hate anyone else

  • You were calm and content with how things had gone with Alex and Justin until Bryce approached
  • All three of you instantly had defences up, and it took all your willpower not to launch at him and attack him for what he’d done to Hannah and your old friend Jessica

  • “Miss Baker… look, I’m really sorry about Hannah,”
  • “No you’re not,”
  • “Uh… okay, well she was a lovely girl, my condolences to the family,”
  • “You ruined her,”
  • “I- I don’t know what you think I did-”
  • “I know what you did. How dare you stand here and lie to me”
  • Things escalated fast between you and Bryce, though Alex and Justin tried to defuse it

  • You’d promised you’d just let the authorities deal with Bryce, but screw it, they were taking too long anyway, so you raised your fist and punched him straight in the nose
  • Justin tried to muffle a laugh and then protectively pulled you back to him and Alex while Bryce was distracted

  • “Did you just punch Bryce Walker?”
  • “He deserved it,”
  • “Yeah, but we should go”
  • You followed Justin and Alex to the end of the hall before you stopped

  • “Why the hell should I trust the two of you? You killed my sister!” You snapped, your emotions raging from the run in with Bryce
  • “I guess you shouldn’t,” Alex admitted, “but if you want us, you know where to find us”

  • Clay and Tony cut back into the picture, and they took you to lunch and tried to calm you down from the emotional day you’d had

 

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“What do you mean you lost the money?”

“I mean,” Aleks snapped back, shoving a few extra clips into his bag, “That they fucking jumped me, beat my face in, and now the money is gone, Sly!”

“We just have to get it back before Kootra finds out,” Sly said, trying to calm him, but even he sounded doubtful. You don’t lose that much money when the money belongs to a crew like the Hub. He’d seen plenty of what happened to people who lose money in his lifetime and he needed all of his fingers, thanks. He was lucky to be alive now, he wasn’t gonna push it by hoping that the Hub was gonna be understanding here.

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Cassian Andor x Reader; Angst Imagine

Originally posted by semisweetshadow

> Requested by Anon ! 💕 <

tw: angst, mentioning of a suicide mission

The last few weeks have been really rough for you, you lost two of your squadron members, the missions you went on were really difficult
and hard but the worst thing was that Cassian wasn‘t there for you to comfort you and to talk with you about problems like he usually did. Honestly, Cassian was really distant lately. He spent more time with his team mates and less time with you and you felt kinda abandoned by him. You knew what the Rebellion meant to Cassian, and it meant a lot to you too but you always thought that you‘d be the most important thing in Cassian‘s life, just like Cassian was the most important thing in your life.

You still saw each other on the Resistance Base but you didn‘t meet each other regularly to talk and to have a good time anymore, everything Cassian did was to plan something with his friends and team mates and he didn’t even want to tell you what they talked about. Cassian changed to the bad in your opinion and there had to be a reason why he changed.

All thinking about your crumbling relationship with Cassian didn‘t help so you asked him to meet you in your quarters as soon as possible because you wanted to talk about your future with him, you made it very clear for him not to cancel your request.

_
It was already late at night when Cassian finally came to your room. His clothes were dirty and it seemed that he trained till now. He didn‘t even bother to sit down somewhere, he just stood in the middle of your room and waited for you to take the word.
„Cassian,“ you started, „did I make you angry somehow ?“
Cassian‘s tired eyes widened and he shook his head.
„Of course not Y/N, why do you think you did,“ he asked.
„Well, you‘re distant, Cassian. I noticed it some weeks ago but I thought you‘re just busy and stressed, I thought it would pass but you‘re still like that… I know you‘re important for the Resistance and I know what everything means to you but you can‘t neglect our relationship because of it, you need to strike a balance.“
Your words were harsh and direct and you hoped Cassian would understand now how his ignorant and distant behavior made you feel.
Cassian avoided your gaze and thought carefully about his next words.
„I don‘t neglect our relationship, not at all. It’s just… difficult… you don’t understand… the people here need me,“ he answered.
His words angered you.
„I‘m a high ranked pilot, Cassian, they need me too and I‘m still able to find time for you ! Our relationship can‘t go on like this, you have to decide what your priorities are, the Rebellion or I.“
Cassian looked at you in shock. He never expected you to face him with a decision like this. His gaze wandered to the floor and he hesitated for a long time till he answered.
„My love, you‘re just as important for me as the Rebellion is… you don‘t understand yet but you will.“
The fact that Cassian hesitated hurt. You thought you‘re the most important thing in his life but the situation seemed to be different.
„Please… leave my quarters, Cassian. I need time for me now.“
Cassian considered to stay no matter what you said but then he did as you told him. He saw how upset you were and he didn‘t want to make it even worse than it already was.
_

The next day Cassian returned to your quarters together with Kaytuesso. He was confused when he didn’t find you in your quarters, he just checked your calendar after your dispute yesterday and you had to be there.

Cassian and Kaytuesso looked out for you on the whole Resistance Base but they weren‘t able to find you. Cassian was really worried about you so he hoped that maybe Mon Mothma or Bail Organa knew where he could find you.
Mon Mothma knew indeed where you were but Cassian disliked the answer. She told him that you went off to a risky mission with your remaining squadron members to take down Grand Moff Tarkin‘s Stardestroyer.

You weren‘t the first person who tried to destroy Tarkin‘s Stardestroyer and Cassian knew what happened to the previous people who tried to destroy it. They either died or they were arrested by the Empire and forced to work for them.

Cassian felt downhearted, he was sure that you went on the mission because of him and his behavior. He didn‘t want any of this, he never intended to hurt you and he never wanted you to go on such a reckless mission, all he wanted was to plan the perfect surprise for you without you noticing, he wanted to make you to his fancée and later his wife. He kept distance from you so he could make everything perfect but he didn‘t want to make you feel so bad that you go on a suicide mission.

„Cassian… I‘m really sorry but don‘t blame yourself, you couldn‘t have known how she‘d react ,“ Kaytuesso tried to comfort Cassian.
„But I should have,“ Cassian insisted.

What Does ____ Sound Like?

Describing the sound of a language is a really difficult thing to do, mostly because everybody hears things a little differently and we make different connections. I’ve heard people describe French as being “romantic” and I’ve also heard people say it sounds like “someone got something stuck in their throat”. Some people say Spanish sounds musical but I’ve also heard people describe it as angry. Mila Kunis even once compared Russian to Klingon, and there’s a scene from a TV show where one of the characters accidentally gives his blessings in Klingon, having believed it to be Hebrew. The fact of the matter is, the only way you’re going to know what a language sounds like is to hear it. So I’m compiling a list, separated by language, with various examples of said language in its natural context. This means there will be soap operas, youtubers, movie trailers (probably a lot of these ‘cause they’re easy to find), some newsreels, maybe advertisements. What there won’t be is music or those recorded dialogues they put in language learning textbooks. The point of this is to hear different languages actually sound with your own ears.

Some things you should know:

I am in the United States so all links are confirmed to work in the United States, I cannot guarantee they’ll work anywhere else.

This is (hopefully) not going to be the only post of it’s kind. I plan on making a series, here I just start with a few major languages. I’m hoping later I can make little series like “East Asian Languages” and “The Uralic Branch” kinda thing.

These are not meant to be comprehensive or even useful for studying. This is literally just a list of links so people can hear a few different languages and get a feel for them.

I will attempt to mark regional accents where I can. If no accent/region is marked it’s probably because I don’t know. If you see one of these and you DO know what accent/dialect it is, let me know, I’d love to include that kind of information.

Clearly there isn’t much here for people who are d/Deaf/HOH. I cannot caption the videos because they’re not mine though some of them do have captions put there by their creator. Later on I hope to do versions of this for “What does ____ look like?” and show written language as well as signed languages.

NONE OF THESE VIDEOS ARE GUARANTEED TO BE FREE FROM LANGUAGE, NUDITY, AND ADULT TOPICS. Partially because I can’t actually understand most of them so who knows what’s going on. I can tell you that the visuals are all pretty clean (so no porno or bloodfests).

There will be NO horror movies or trailers for horror movies. There might still be creepy stuff or horror like concepts but NO jumpscares. Mostly because I just really don’t wanna watch them and I don’t wanna accidentally expose someone else to some creepy horror movie trailer when they too really don’t wanna watch them. That’s just mean. And if for some reason someone finds something on here that they believe to be a jumpscare let me know so I can take care of it.

What does German sound like?

Die Welle (The Wave) 2008 Trailer

Goodbye, Lenin! 2003 Trailer

What does Italian sound like?

Quo Vado? 2016 Trailer

La Bella Gente 2015 Trailer

Interview with Il Volo, 1 Mar 2013 La Vita in Diretta, Roma

What does French sound like?

Celine Dion Interview on France 2 News 16 Nov 2013

Un homme idéal (A Perfect Man) 2015 Trailer

Entre amis 2015 Trailer

Venez comme vous êtes McDonald’s Ad

What does Spanish sound like?

Mexico Una Película de Huevos 2006 Trailer

Peru Esto son fueron los peores ‘roches’ en la televisión peruana  

Argentina 5 películas argentinas que no pueden dejar de ver

Spain Día De la Fiesta Nacional de España -  NOTICIAS 1

What does Portuguese sound like?

Brazil Apresentação no Bom Dia Brasil - Rede Globo  

Portugal Entrevista a Daniela Ruah Noticias Portugal

What does Mandarin Chinese sound like?

美人鱼  Mermaid (2016) 中文预告片

The Monkey King 2 2016 Trailer

What does Japanese sound like?

母さん俺は大丈夫-24時間テレビドラマスペシャル

24時間テレビ 制作発表 生中継 V6 & Hey!Say!JUMP #150701

What does Cantonese sound like?

Scene from 花樣年華 (In the Mood for Love) 2000

What does Arabic sound like?

Egyptian Panda Cheese Commercial 2014

شاب سعودي يهكر عقل مقدم صباح العربية على الهواء  

What does Russian sound like?

Чёрная Молния (Black Lightning) 2009 Trailer

Putin’s Victory Speech 2012

PSA:

As you guys may have seen, we’ve been getting some really not kind messages lately (we didn’t post them all though). I don’t really know the reason behind them but they just keep coming and it’s… tiring. So we decided to put a the blog on a little hiatus, we all got stuff going on right now and getting here after a long day at school/work and seeing messages saying our work is shit is really discouraging. I hope everyone who’s been nothing but amazing to us and the people who send in nice messages everyday understand why we do this. 

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