i hope it works now lol

::throws up hands and tosses away the stylus:: That’s it! 6am! I cannot allow myself to work on this any longer! I’ve been nitpicking at this for several hours now and if I do anything else to it i will surely over-render it some more lol

Daily paint is a day late thanks to me sleeping for a glorious 10 hours yesterday along with other daily tasks that needed my attention. But here’s hoping i can catch up before I go to work later on tonight!

…Oh yeah, suppose explanation is in order: I’ve always headcannon’d Wheeljack to have like this monstrous visage behind that mask of his, kind of like a counter point to the “oh no he’s hot” or “he’s horribly disfigured” trope that’s been following him about (mind you this was before TFP when I thought of this.) 

Anyways i’m off to bed! Sorry for the unfinished quality of this but that’s how it goes sometimes!

anonymous asked:

hi!! (thank god you have anon bc im shy) you were the first studyblr that i followed, and now i have one on my own! your posts are so helpful, and you have an amazing personality :) you're great, ily, and i hope you have a great day! good luck on your next assignment / quiz / test!

awhh, you’re so kind! luckily for me i graduated, but i’m working now and i need luck everyday LOL so thank you regardless. 

acethetic-of-spades  asked:

Hey hun! How are you doing today? wanna hear another cheesy joke? Why did the stadium get hot after the game? because all of the fans left! lol I hope that one made you giggle! Have you gotten some rest. Have you eaten? Hope you know I love ya!

Hey, love! That joke is really cute and it made me smile ❤

I got a good amount of sleep last night but I’m feeling really under the weather today. Everything feels off. I’m very slow and everything is kind of a blur. I’ve been trying to work on a big psychology project and I’ve been at it for 5 hours now without much progress. I just have no mental capacity.

Thank you for checking in on me again, it means so much. Love you too, sweetheart!

Help meeeEEEE i’m addicted to this game lmaO

 I love it so much lol

one day i’ll finish these doodles maybe

but for now i hope you enjoy these drawings lmao i was kinda bored at work cause i finished all things i had to do so i decided to go ahead and make some fanart, i couldn’t look up references so im sorry if i fucked up some stuff lmaO 

i mean these are just some sketches so it shouldnt matter anyway lol

When all your friends are posting pics with their significant other for Valentine’s Day but you’re still single

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& vice versa

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ヽ(´∇´)ノ ヽ(´∇`)ノ

Heres one of those Gansey Pics I had. I touched him up a bit to make him a bit more presentable for posting. It’s more of a work in progress right now, I was hoping to draw some flowers around him or mint leaves but photoshop kept lagging.

@kitteh-coincidence thanks for reminding to post these up lol. 

Oh and heads up to @sallyjacson for introducing me to the series. Love your blog fellow mazlim!

Yes. I know. I don’t even know what the heck I did lol.

Anyway, I’m really gonna take a rest for real. Tomorrow I’ll have a streaming with @rahafwabas and maybe it will be the last for a long time. I really want to stop drawing for a while and start writting the UVS scripts as long as I can.  So, I won’t update more weird art from me hahaha.  I hope my schedule work this time.

Fresh by @loverofpiggies


still alive

GHUH I apologize for the inactivity and for not being able to update with any more art stuff

I’ve been working on a very cool project for Valve that is hopefully coming out soon and I’m tired and busy but it’s gon be worth it!! I still have a couple more leftover commissions from Tracon hanging around waiting to be mailed but rest assured I have not forgotten!! I’m just not very good at realistically estimating my workload and now I’m swamped LOL. I hope everyone is doing ok though!

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Nekoma Setter | Kenma | Dedicated for my sweet Chloe ( @kenmai )(*’∀’人)♥

The Best of Friends 03

Member: Wonwoo

Word count: 2646

Content: sexting, sex with a third party somewhere else in the house, slight over stimulation, yeehaw cowgirl (i h8 myself), ANGST!!!

Summary: You pay Wonwoo a visit after not seeing him for a few days. After the usual mindblowing sex, Wonwoo realizes he put himself in a bit of a bind

A/N: lol i haven’t updated this series in a long time. I literally posted the first chapter nov. 19 of last year. yikes. I actually like this series tho so :)))) lets hope for more. 

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Wonwoo is nervous to see you again. He’d been trying to ignore the safari in his stomach, but the cheeky texts you had sent him over the past couple days was making it hard for him.

Tuesday

Y/N: Can you come over?

What for?

Y/N: touching myself isn’t the same as when you touch me…

Fuck I’m working right now, Y/N…

Y/N: ugh come over after work?

I’ll try

Wednesday

I didn’t get off of work until this morning and I figured you were asleep by then. Sorry :(

Y/N: It’s fine. I ended up falling asleep after a few rounds

Lol you tired yourself out?

Y/N: yup lmao

Were you thinking about me? ;)

Y/N: lol shut up, please. Can’t tell if I’m texting my best friend or some fuck boy.

Mhmm okay. Wanna hang out tonight?

Y/N: Can’t :( going out with the girls tonight for a birthday dinner…

Oh okay, have fun. Be safe out there

Y/N: I will don’t worry!

And just before Wonwoo went to sleep that night, he received a selfie from you in your satin pajama set that left just enough to imagine. He might have been barely affected if he hadn’t remembered that he helped you pick out that set some time ago when you were shopping online. And damn it looked good on you.

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2016 art summary!!! it’s so shameful how this is mostly of tsuk and yam lol (save for the one month that my heart was dedicated to jaehee 💖🙏) i mostly practiced backgrounds during certain months only so through this summary it looks as if i didn’t try making backgrounds at all TT___TT although it is true that i barely did any bgs lol… i hope my art summary for 2017 wouldn’t end up looking as flat and boring as this one… T_T

either way i managed to achieve a bunch of my art goals, and i’m generally much faster at drawing now!! i don’t dread drawing hands as much, and i think i’ve gotten a better idea of what i want my art style to be like. i want to improve my line work even more this year, and start practicing details and perspective a lot more. i’m excited to see what sort of things i’ll end up making in the near future!!! thank you so much to everyone who has stuck around to see the stuff i create, too ^_^

Pass The...(Bucky x Reader Drabble)

Summary: A bit of a bombshell is dropped at Bucky’s birthday dinner.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Word Count: 572

Warnings: Language, implied smut, Daddy kink

Based off of this request: Idk if you’re doing requests right now, but if u are can I request a Bucky x reader where the reader is Tony’s daughter and the avengers are all having dinner together and the reader says “daddy can u pass me the (insert food item here) and both Bucky and Tony reach for it, thanks!

A/N: I’ve never written anything involving the Daddy kink so here’s a slight shot at it, hope you like this anon, & sorry it took so long to get out - I was working on my new series. I’m nervous about posting about this but here we go anyway lol.

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hey, its zeph aka neverloore here with my first recolor (and my first proper post on here, lol)! its grimcookies’ lovely stefan hair, now in the wms palette, both naturals and unnaturals. file contains separates if you only want one or the other, and one merged file if you’d like both. these show up as additional swatches on the original hair.

you will need the mesh which you can get right here!

download

credits to grimcookies for the hair and wildlyminiaturesandwich for the actions :)

Pursuit of Happiness (Bucky Barnes x Reader) One-Shot

Pursuit of Happiness: After witnessing your boyfriend Bucky’s struggle with anxiety, you take it upon yourself to help him by any means necessary.

A/N: HEY YALL! ❤ I’ve had this in my noggin for some time and I absolutely HAD to put it in a story. I’ve always wondered how Bucky would act in this scenario. (it probs looks like I’m a pot head but I’m not lol. I have the lungs of pre-serum Steve!) BUT I hope all y'all super cool ppl like this! ENJOY! -D.

Warnings: Marijuana use, Fluff. Panic attacks, Anxiety.


Bucky Barnes was a different man now. No longer was he the same flashy, overconfident man that he used to be in the 1940’s. Instead, all that stood now was the giant puzzle that was his mind, which he desperately tried to put together again.

The anxiety meds that his doctor had given him worked, but only for a short amount of time. Because of the serum, medications rarely worked on him for long.

You’ve had this idea for a few weeks now, but you were still in some inner turmoil when it came down to actually giving it a go. Seeing him toss and turn each night, unable to get the much needed rest he needed, or having to to hold him as he sobbed into your chest after another one of those terrible anxiety attacks he experienced every day was torture; both for you and him.

You would give anything in your power for him to be at peace and he knew that. And honestly, it made him fall even harder for you.

After many exhausting days and nights, you decided to give your idea a try.

You told Bucky that you would be home from work a little later, which wasn’t unusual. Unbeknownst to him, you actually took off from work an hour early to meet an old friend of yours.

“Are you sure this isn’t too strong?” You ask, staring skeptically at the black haired woman in front of you.

“Y/N, it’s not crack, for god’s sake. I’d never do that to you or your precious Bucky.” She reassured, pushing the small little bag closer to you.

“I know, I know, Jess,” you laugh, putting your hands up in defense. “I’m just checking!”

Jessica rolled her eyes playfully before giving you a hug. “Have fun,” she says with a wink, before disappearing into the sea of New Yorkers.

You hoped that you just made the right decision.

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You were seated on your shared bed, staring at the small bag in front of you. You trusted Jessica -really, you did- but you were skeptical by nature. Especially when it came to your boyfriend.

You sighed and rubbed your temples with your fingertips. It was worth a shot, right?

“What’s wrong, doll?” You jumped slightly and looked at your boyfriend.

Bucky was leaning against the door of the bedroom. He smiled softly, but you couldn’t ignore the dark circles under his eyes or the hidden exhaustion behind them. Even when he was suffering, he was still beautiful.

You smiled and patted the bed beside you.

“What’s in there?” He asks, sitting next to you.

“It’s something to help with the nightmares.” You reply, reaching in and pulling the small goodie out of the bag. The brownie was barely the size of your palm, but from what Jessica said, it was all he would need.

Bucky cocked his head to the side as he stared at the brownie. “Isn’t sugar supposed to make you not-tired?”

“It’s not just a regular brownie, hun,” you unwrap it and place it in his metal hand. “It’s a pot brownie.”

Bucky’s eyes shot back to you, widening in surprise. He expected another prescription, or hell, even alcohol. The last thing he expected was this.

“You’re tryin’ to get me high, sugar?” He asks, smirking at you. You scoff.

“No, I’m trying to help my exhausted boyfriend feel better. That’s all.”

He chuckled softly, staring back down at the brownie. You began to grow worried. The last thing you ever wanted to do was pressure him into doing something he wasn’t comfortable with, especially like this. Or make him feel like he was.

“You don’t have to try it,” you blurt out. “If you’re not comfortable we can ju-”

In one swift motion, Bucky took a giant bite out of the pastry.

You gaped at the crumbs in his hand in shock. This is exactly what wasn’t supposed to happen.

“BUCKY BARNES!” You cried. But it was too late. With a sheepish grin, he swallowed. God damn it!

“What’s wrong?” He asks. You softly swat his shoulder, making him laugh.

“YOU WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO EAT THAT MUCH!” You exclaimed. This wasn’t supposed to happen. He was only supposed to eat a quarter for today, then so on and so forth. You covered your face with your hands. Who knows what will happen now.

“Oh, come on, doll,” he pulled your hands from your face and placed a kiss on your nose. “I’ll probably just sleep it off.“

You glared at him. Was this all just a joke to him?

“What if it causes a panic attack?” He frowned.

“Then you get Steve. I’m sure he won’t mind.”

“And what do I tell him?” You ask. “Oh hey, Steve! I fed your friend some drugs and now he’s having a panic attack. Come help me?”

And he had the audacity to laugh. You swatted his arm again. “I’ll be fine, doll. Trust me!”

He reached out his hand and cupped your cheek lovingly. No matter what he did, you could never stay mad at him. You trusted him more than anyone else in your life.

All you could do now was wait.

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You both ended up on the couch a while later and you were growing a tad bit concerned. It’s been forty minutes, yet Bucky was completely fine. You expected him to be completely passed out by now or panicking like crazy, but instead you got a normal Bucky, eating pretzels and watching first Harry Potter movie. Maybe Jessica’s brownie didn’t work on him. It wasn’t impossible, although it would suck. You’d have to come up with another way to help him.

Life was hard sometimes.

Halfway through The Sorcerer’s Stone, Bucky began giggling out of nowhere. You barely heard it at first, as it only happened every few minutes. But when you did, it caught you off guard, as you mistook it for crying. But when you glanced over at him, you saw him slowly turning red with laughter.

“What’s so funny?” You ask, cracking a smile.

That only made him laugh harder.

He covered his mouth with the sleeve of his sweater, sinking into the cushions of the sofa.

It has begun.

His giggling turned into full on laughter. You had never seen him like before. Bucky laughed around you, yeah, but this? This was a whole other level. He was laughing at the stupidest things, like Ron Weasley’s scared face, or Professor Quirrell’s purple head wrap (which he said looked like a giant plum.) This was the best thing you’d ever seen.

But what made him completely lose it was the three headed dog.

Bucky was in tears. He was laughing so hard, he fell over; landing on you and sending the pretzels everywhere. You watched him the entire time with a grin. This was far better than what you expected. There was no screaming, no panic attacks, and especially, no psychotic Steve kicking the door down with a medical team. This was going great.

This was the Bucky you’ve missed.

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“Please?” He asks, staring at you with pleading eyes.

“No, you just ate an entire pizza!” You exclaimed.

“Y/N!” He whined, tugging your arm. “I’m starving!”

With a sigh, you got up from the couch and headed into the kitchen. You knew that getting the munchies was a part of getting high, but Jesus! Bucky had eaten an entire pizza by himself AND yours, too. You were only able to get a couple slices before he all but inhaled what was left of it. On top of all that, he wanted a sandwich!

Bucky was on the stool across from you giggling like an idiot at the cat videos that played in front of him. You couldn’t help but stop and stare at his actions. It made you wonder if it would help his nightmares. It seemed to be helping his panic attacks just fine, which was amazing.

“Honey,” You say, leaning over the counter and poking his arm. He glanced over at you and smiled. “Have you felt anxious at all yet?”

It takes him a few seconds, but you can see the wheels turning in his head as he processed your words. He shook his head. You felt your heart swell with joy. It had been a solid three hours now, which was really freaking good for his position. He usually experienced sudden flashbacks at unexpected times, sending him into a state of terror. But as you watched the way he contently watched the videos on your phone, you couldn’t help but tear up a bit.

You rested your head on your hands as you watched your boyfriend eat his sandwich happily.

He was doing so much better.
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“Mmm, doll,” he purred, nuzzling into your chest. He moved so that he was lying on top of you, his head buried in the material of your shirt.

It was the end of the movie now, Gryffindor had won the house cup and Bucky had long forgotten the movie. He peered up at you with hooded eyes, smiling contently.

“How’re you feeling, Buck?” You ask.

He hummed, pulling you closer into him. “M’sleepy.” You gently ran your fingers through his hair.

“That tends to happen when you’re stoned, darling.” You assure him. But when you look down at him, his eyes are already closed and the only that’s audible besides the Harry Potter theme song is his soft snoring.

You closed your eyes, making a mental note to thank the goddess that was Jessica, and also, get more of those brownies.

-FIN.

8 Months Post Op: Goal 1 Achived!

I have finally hit the 100lb down mark! The last month has been hard because my weight loss had stalled but I knew it was normal because hello I’d just lost 97lbs very quickly so when I jumped on the scale Sunday and it said I was 228 I was super happy because my stall had ended AND I’d lost the last few lbs before I hit my first goal!

This is where I started

(Yes work brings us camels to pet periodically and their names are Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego. I don’t remember which I’m petting here lol)

Here is where I am now!

Guys that shirt came out of the juniors section, it is a XL! I am super happy with my results so far and hope they continue till I get to my end goals! Next goal is to get under 200 so hopefully if I keep going to the gym and eating proper this will happen quickly! Even if I were to lose absolutely no more weight I am very happy with where I am right now but of course I want to get that nice toned body we all dream about so I’m going to keep pushing towards that goal!

I keep getting told I look like I look like a teenager (usually between 12-16 is what they say lol) so thats interesting! I guess losing 100lbs took years off my face :)