i hope it will be online soon

“I used to feel pretty indifferent towards most of the side characters in the show, but I’ve grown more attached after reading some of the side stories [(Girls Ops, Sound of Water Sound of Hammer, A Spot of Sunshine, etc.). I’m also really hoping Reki writes something with Klein soon, because man, that guy deserves it! I really want to know more about his guild.]


                                       when the world falls around you, and hope is lost,
                                    when you find yourself alone, amid a lightless place,
                                               look to the distance. know that i’m there
                                                     and that i watch over you always.


The T.O. & the BOOT! I’m really excited about this project. I’ve been developing it for a good handful of years and am currently figuring out publishing options. It’s a pretty crazy story with quite a few moving parts, so I’m still tightening things up; but I’m hoping to have something for people to read ONLINE for FREE sometime soon! 

It’ll be my first time doing my own thing (Story + Art) since serializing PEEPO CHOO with Kodansha and I’m really PUMPED! 

I might have to try crowdfunding this. Hope I can get enough interest & support! More info soon!

POST UPDATE: Just adding some more teaser images :)

What happened to Texts Between Gems?

Hi, everyone! I hope you’ve all been doing well. A lot of people have been asking where I’ve been. I don’t usually share much personal information online, but I suppose I can spare a little bit.

Full disclosure: I am a college student and I’ve had a very busy semester. These past few months have been full of incredible new opportunities, experiences, and achievements for me in my life away from the internet.

I’m very proud of what I’ve been able to do, but I’m sad that this blog fell to the wayside. I love to write, I love TV and I love engaging with other fans online. I wish I could always have time for that.

That being said, the semester is wrapping up and very soon I will have time. In fact, I fully plan on posting texts along with the new Steven Bomb as it airs on TV this coming week.

I’m excited to be back! Running Texts Between Gems brings me great joy, and I hope that you will share in that joy with me as I become more active again. I appreciate you all. You make being a fan so much fun.

That’s all. Thanks, everyone!

Types of SD Messages; A Comprehensive Study

The Level One Starter: Heyyy there sexy lady ;) how u doing tonight? Got plans for the weekend? Loved your profile, was hoping we could chat more xxx

The Midlife Crisis: Hey beautiful :p I am a professional man living in a city who is looking for a naughty partner in crime. I give generous gifts and dinners as well as tickling and kisses :p I can spoil you any way you like if you can spoil me :p I have a place in XXX and you can CUM by and we can have some adult fun :p :p message me back, I don’t bite…unless you want me to :p

The Scrapbooker: Got any more pics? X

The Google Translate: hello there sexy, i can spoil and am gentle man. can give kisses and lots of spoils. message back with sexy pics in bikinis xxxxxxxxx

 The Dad of Three: Hi :) I’m David and I already know I’m a bit old for you. I guess I’m wondering what a nice girl like you is doing on a site like this?

 The Straight To The Point: Hi, I love your lovely round breasts I can’t wait to squeeze and lick them and stimulate you in every way you’ve ever dreamed. I’m looking for someone very fun and naughty!!! I like anal and various roleplays. Have you ever used toys? xxx

The Chicks Dig Doctors: Hi, I’m Sam :) I’m a medical professional living in the city and I went to university to study medicine, I am working in my medical practice, seeing to my many patients, and that’s why I can’t meet during the day.

The Done This Before: Hello, I’m Michael. I’m 52 years old and run a successful firm in the city. I read your profile and have to say I’m intrigued. I am currently staying at the XXX and wondered if we could get together during my stay. I will compensate you for your time.

The Didn’t Read Your Profile: Me and my wife are looking for a young hot thing to spice up our sex lives ;) Must be sexually submissive, into rape fantasy and costumes xoxo

The Definitely Not A Rapist: Hi there :) I liked your profile, was wondering if you’re free tonight? I have a nice place overlooking the river and could wine and dine you, and also some lovely gifts to spoil you with :) I love making ladies smile. Let me know if you’re free, I could buy you dinner and we could go back to mine xxx

The Conversationalist: Hey ;) x

The Talking Clock: Hello my fair lady :) I loved your profile and have messaged you once before but you didn’t seem to reply! If you’re going to take this seriously, you should reply PROMPTLY to the messages that people send you. I sent you a message on the 4th at 6.30pm and even though you were online you didn’t reply so I am trying again today on the 6th. I hope to receive a warm and friendly and PROMPT response as soon as you see this!!! xxx

The College Student Who Wandered In: Hey, you’re pretty hot :) wanna grab a drink tonight?

The Mother Didn’t Hug Me Enough: Hello, Mistress- i am looking for a beautiful woman like you to dominate me. i want for You to choke me with your high heels and stick huge black dildos up my asshole until i cum over your boots and You have me lick it all up

The One In A Million: Hi, how are you? I’m looking for a young lady to spoil and am prepared to negotiate a pay per meet fee or a monthly allowance, dependant on whether we like each other or not. My email is XXX and please let me know if you’re interested after reading my profile. I’m staying at the XXX until the 10th and we can talk about it over champagne if you’re free this weekend?

anonymous asked:

THE RFA BREAK UP POST AH MY HEART!!! Okay. So. What about the MC moving on and finding someone else? And RFA+V+Saeran realize that they still had feelings for her, but it's been a long time(like maybe a year or two) and MC's finally moved on and they just... Don't have a chance? Why am I like this. Why do I want this. I'm awful. (PS I didn't cry when I read the breakup one, no sir, I did not.)

hey i just read your breaking up headcanon and can i ask for rfa+v+saeran regreting their decision but idk maybe its too late or not its up to you

hi can i ask for a sequel of your break up hc like they regretting their choice and trying to get you back

aah these were similar so I figured I could do them all together! hope you like it. A sort of sequel to this


  • It took 14 months for Yoosung to regret everything
  • 14 whole months
  • Once he realises that he does in fact still love you with every ounce of his being, he starts getting weird
  • Like Yandere Mode™ is activated 
  • It starts off with the usual social media stalking, and he even has Seven helping him find out things about your life via what you post online
  • But soon enough he’s becoming obsessive, and Seven stops helping so not to let it get worse
  • But it does
  • Not being able to investigate everything he can about you online makes him jealous of anyone you’re in contact with
  • Talking to the guys in the messenger? Not on his watch
  • He becomes insufferable, constantly inserting himself into your conversations, commenting on everything you post online
  • You’re almost certain you’ve seen him in the corner of your eye whilst out and about a few times
  • But that’s just you being paranoid, right?
  • Either way it eventually reaches a point where he’s on your doorstep, begging you to take him back
  • He’s crying and rambling, and he’s quite possibly has something to drink
  • But you don’t love him anymore
  • In fact you’re unsure if you could ever love him again 
  • So you tell him this, and it sure as hell is not what he wants to here
  • You’re stuck with a blubbering mess at your door, and have to call Seven to come and retrieve him
  • After this things change drastically
  • He knows he doesn’t have a chance with you, you made that extremely clear
  • He stops stalking your online presence, instead turning to the one comfort he has - his games
  • All he ever does is sit at his computer, playing his games, isolating himself from the outside world
  • Because he doesn’t want to be a part of the outside world if he doesn’t have you.


  • It really didn’t take long for Zen to regret his decision
  • Like it was probably about 5 months, if that
  • Even the first night when he went to bed alone he had the seeds of doubt growing within him
  • Unfortunately for him, those 5 months were all it took for you to move on
  • You knew it was all for the best, things just didn’t work out
  • But he didn’t think like that, and he wanted you back
  • He tried to be romantic, turning up at your door with flowers, dedicating his performances to you, leaving you voicemails of him singing love songs
  • But you ignored everything
  • You felt guilty ignoring his efforts so much, but it was the only way you would get him to move on like you had
  • How would he let it go if you let him think he was getting somewhere with you?
  • His attempts start getting more desperate, with more and more drunk voicemails being left throughout the nights
  • One of these nights you hear a thump by your front door, opening it cautiously only to find a passed out Zen on the floor
  • You debate just bringing him in until morning, but that would probably give him false hope, so you grab your phone and call Seven to come and help you
  • The two of you manage to get Zen into the car, and you go with Seven to take him home
  • Once there you take Zen inside, helping him to his bed
  • After fetching a glass of water for him, you see he has start to wake up a little
  • Still drunk and groggy from passing out, he thinks he’s dreaming
  • Crying a little, he reaches his hand out to hold yours
  • I love you so much, please just come back to me
  • But his begging still does nothing for you, so you tell him that things will never go back to how they were, and you quietly turn around and leave to go home
  • The next day is surprisingly peaceful, no calls, no visits, no voicemails
  • This continues for weeks, and althought you don’t hear from him you think he’s moving on
  • But you soon find out that isn’t the case
  • Jumin informs you that Zen is drinking much heavier and earlier than he had been previously, and the reason he hasn’t been contacting you is because he’s usually too drunk to even move, that is of course if he hasn’t passed out
  • You lose count of times you wake up to find him passed out on your doorstep, because no matter what happens or how much time passes, he always finds his way back to you, even when you don’t want him to
  • You are after all the love of his life, and he doesn’t know any different than to go to you.


  • She thought she was doing the right thing
  • She thought she had made the right decision
  • But one night whilst watching Zen’s latest romance film for the 100th time she realises it would have been your 5 year anniversary
  • Had you not broken up two years ago that is
  • She’s been so damn busy with work, she’s barely had time to think about how she feels
  • But here she is, suddenly swimming in memories of the two of you 
  • It doesn’t take long for her to realise she’s full of regret
  • How could she let you go?????
  • It’s late now, so she decides to just sleep on it
  • Waking up she’s hopeful it was just a night of reminiscing 
  • It wasn’t
  • If anything, she feels even stronger
  • She suddenly can’t stop thinking about running her hands through your hair, the glimmer in your eyes, the way your hand fits perfectly into hers
  • Every little detail she overlooked before were now screaming to be seen
  • It also just so happened this was the day of the RFA meeting, and she was going to have to see you
  • She got lost in your eyes as you spoke to the group about the guests for this particular party
  • She doesn’t even know what was said
  • After the meeting she casually makes comment to Jumin about how happy you looked
  • That’s when he says the one thing she never wanted to hear
  • Well it’s probably because of the new girl they’re seeing
  • Her heart literally shatters as he says the words
  • Jaehee doesn’t really know how to handle this??
  • Why at the same time she realised what a monumental mistake she made by ending things with you, did she have to find out there was someone else making you happy
  • Her way of dealing with it is pretending everything is normal
  • Not you or anyone else ever notices, she hides it so well
  • If you had known, maybe you would realised you felt the same
  • But you never find out, so you never reflect on how you feel about her
  • She supports you in your relationship, and seems to get on really well with your girlfriend
  • But when no one is looking, her eyes well up, and the occasional one escapes
  • She cries herself to sleep more often than she’d ever be willing to admit
  • Seeing you and your new girlfriend happy together breaks her heart over and over again
  • She would kill to be the one making you smile like that, just like she used to.


  • He’s always prided himself on his ability to ‘kill his feelings’
  • And when he ended your relationship, he did this easily
  • It didn’t take long for him to revert to his old ways, being stiff and generally unwelcoming 
  • He was civil to talk to, but he was so different to the person who had you inside his head for three years
  • The breakup felt like it had almost killed you
  • It took you a very long time to get over it, because you never had any closure
  • But then you met someone, someone who let you in from the start, who treated you like you were the single greatest thing on earth
  • You still had a lot of hurt in you from Jumin, but this new person was like a breath of fresh air
  • As things get more serious, you start bringing them around the group more
  • Up until the first time Jumin meets them, he had no idea you were even considering dating other people, let alone be in a serious relationship with someone
  • He’s polite, but doesn’t make much of an effort with them
  • He ??? doesn’t ??? know ??? what ??? this ??? feeling ??? is ???
  • It feels like his heart is actually aching, but that’s just illogical, surely?
  • That night he sits with Elizabeth, drinking his wine and trying to figure out what is going on with him
  • The best thing he can think to do is call up the person who knows him better than himself, and he does so, explaining these strange feelings to his best friend
  • V chuckles softly, a hint of sorrow in his voice as he tells Jumin what it is
  • Jealousy
  • He hangs up, shifting Elizabeth and walks over to his penthouse windows, looking out at the night sky
  • V is right, and Jumin knows it, but there’s nothing he can do
  • He is the one who ended things after all
  • He can’t swoop in now and hope to have you back
  • His solution is to obviously stomp out the feelings, but it doesn’t work
  • He cant get you out of his head, you even haunt his dreams now
  • So instead he distances himself from the RFA more and more, only speaking with V on a regular basis
  • RFA parties can’t be avoided, so when the winter party finally arrives, he doesn’t have a choice but to go
  • Seeing you hurts him, but no one could have prepared him for what happened
  • Your significant other proposed, in front of everyone, right in the middle of the room
  • You were so happy and excited you didn’t see Jumin’s tall figure quietly leaving the building
  • But V did, and for a brief second, he almost thought he saw a glistening tear making it’s way down Jumin’s face.


  • About 6 months after that party, you started to feel better
  • To say you were completely over him would be a stretch, but it didn’t feel like the world was crashing around you whenever you saw him
  • As you started accepting the relationship was over and letting go of it, Seven slowly started joining back in with the RFA more
  • It doesn’t take long for the two of you to become relatively close again
  • But it’s different 
  • You still love him, but it just feels platonic now
  • It didn’t seem possible that you would ever get to a place where you could be happy in his presence again, yet here you are
  • The pair of you spend a lot of time together, but you still manage to start dating again
  • A lot of people are uncomfortable with how close you are to your ex, except one
  • They’re so perfect ???
  • You can’t believe it ???
  • If you thought you were happy when you were with Seven, you were wrong, this was genuinely the happiest you had ever been
  • Little did you know that during those months where you were rebuilding your friendship with Seven, it was bringing back more than just platonic love for him
  • Without even realsing he found himself madly in love with you again all of a sudden
  • He just wanted to have you at his side all the time
  • And whilst you did spend a lot of time together, it wasn’t how he wanted it
  • He stalked your new significant other online within an inch of their life
  • Everything they ever posted or was posted about them he found
  • But there was nothing in there to use to get rid of them
  • They were a good person
  • But even so, everday before he went to sleep, he would check again
  • One day he would find something, to keep this person away from you
  • He had to find something
  • Slowly as your relationship progressed, Seven started holding himself back, once again isolating himself from everyone but V
  • He didn’t know how he was supposed to live a life where someone else made you smile the way he used to.


  • A little part of him always harboured some feelings for you still
  • He knew he would never completely move on, but he didn’t expect this
  • It had been a little over a year since he broke off your relationship
  • You were less bitter, so he saw this as a sign of you having moved on
  • But something about that just didn’t sit well with him
  • Had you really let it go?? Did you really no longer have those feelings for him??
  • For a long time it seemed like you would never move on
  • So now that you had, he hated it
  • It didn’t take long for him to realise
  • He was still in love with you
  • The second it was clear to him, he wanted to drop everything and run to you, just to plead for a second chance and tell you how much he loved you, how he had been so stupid to give up such a perfect person like yourself
  • But he didn’t
  • You finally looked happy
  • And if that didn’t make his heart feel light and airy, he didn’t know what would
  • He knew how much he had hurt you, and he didn’t believe he deserved a second chance no matter how much he wanted it
  • So he chose to keep his feelings to himself, never telling a living soul about how much he craved curling up with you every night 
  • How he craved to feel your hot breath on his lips again
  • How he craved to see you smile because of him again
  • He spends his time pretending he doesn’t love you
  • Just seeing you happy and healthy is enough for him
  • Even if not having you by his side physically hurts him
  • Whenever he hears you laugh he has to actively stop himself from daydreaming about a life where you were his once more
  • Unlike the others, it’s not because you’ve moved on that he never gets you back
  • He just thinks it’s for the best
  • But if he had told you how he felt, he would have found out you were still in love with him too
  • Instead you both continue to hurt, both wishing the other would reach out
  • But neither of you ever do, and neither of you ever get over the other.


  • He was wrong
  • He was so fucking wrong
  • He doesn’t even know why he said it
  • Of course he loved you, of course he still loved you
  • But he had said it, and he had shattered your heart into so many pieces he could never fix it
  • So he never tried
  • It took a long time for you to get over it, at least 3 years to be specific 
  • But you got there eventually
  • Looking at him didn’t hurt
  • Being in his presence didn’t make you nauseous 
  • Hearing his voice didn’t make you want to scream
  • What you didn’t know is that it was the other way around now
  • Looking at you hurt 
  • Being in your presence made him nauseous 
  • Hearing your voice made him want to scream
  • He knew he had left it far too long now, and you were finally happy
  • There hadn’t been much if any relationship between you since the breakup, so when he started isolating himself you didn’t even notice
  • It was Seven who reached out to you, telling you something was wrong with his twin but he didn’t know what and he didn’t know how to help
  • So being the person you are, you went over there to try and speak to him
  • It was awkward at first, you had barely spoken in 3 whole years
  • But you wanted to help him so you pushed and pushed
  • Eventually he snapped and and blurts out that he can’t handle his feelings for you anymore
  • You’re taken aback by his confession, which is followed up by a question you dreaded answering
  • With what almost seemed like tears in his eyes, he quietly begged for you to just tell him you still loved him too
  • The only thing he wanted to hear, you couldn’t say
  • He asked you to leave after you told him you didn’t, and you did so without putting up a fight
  • The last thing you wanted to do was make the situation worse
  • For the first time in a long time, Saeran cried himself to sleep
  • He distanced himself from the group slowly, only speaking via Seven
  • But he always kept an eye on you, because even if you didn’t love him, he wanted to keep you safe and happy
  • You were the first person he truly loved, and you would also be the last.

@dril tweets for the Vampire Chronicles
  • Lestat: I shoudl not be expected to put my knee on the ground to propose to a woman, the same ground where the animals shit,
  • Louis: see this watch? i got it by Crying. my car? Crying. my beautiful wife? Crying. my perfect teeth? Crying. now get the fuck out of my office
  • Armand: interseting. it appears "emotions" were basically just rrage faces that people did in real life, before online existed,
  • Marius: stonehenge actually sucks and i hope someone pushes those rocks the hell over real soon
  • Daniel: im pretty sure the neighbors can hear my keyboard clicking at 4am and thats why they throw chemicals at me
  • Claudia: ive never heard of this "europe" but it sounds like a big bunch of shit to me
  • Akasha: Blocked. Blocked. Blocked. You are all blocked. None of you are free of sin
  • Gabrielle: "This Whole Thing Smacks Of Gender," i holler as i overturn my uncle's barbeque grill and turn the 4th of July into the 4th of Shit
  • Nicki: priest plugs my coffin in at the end of the funeral. "MILLERTIME" lights up in neon on the side, desecrating my corpse and sending me to hell
  • David: im seated down, and Ready to get pissed off.........
  • Antoine: i just looked up the stats and the number of meaningful relationships ive formed is less than the number of public restrooms ive Screamed in
  • Anne Rice: what happens when kirby swallows the qur'an and is granted its considerable power. my 81 chapter fanfic explores this issue -- and more
In Bed With… Taeil


A lot of this was written by @yourmadambunny for my Got7 blog since she offered her help (thank you so much!) however I deleted that blog and thought I should still post it - but elsewhere! I’ve added a few stuff just to make it longer but majority of this was written by her! Thank you very much! ^^

(side note: ik in comparison with hansol’s, this is very short and not overly smutty but I wanted to give @yourmadambunny most of the limelight and not change what she wrote too much - the other members (except one) will be more similar to hansols)❣️❣️❣️

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Hold Me Tight | one

Originally posted by kyungsuhos

genre: fluff/angst

word count: 10.5k


It was a normal day.

I was doing my job as his stylist, making sure that his clothes were the perfect fit for when he set foot on the red carpet. My job also included doing his makeup. Kyungsoo didn’t like having a lot of people around him so when they found me they were very pleased to find out about my makeup classes.

I was a recent University graduate student when they hired me. It was my first real job and I was so happy to have it. Can someone imagine how it would feel like to be doing your most desired job for one of the most famous actors in the country? It felt like a dream. I would be able to pay for my student loans and maybe have it a little bit easier.

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anonymous asked:

hey, I'm sorry to bug you with silly, idle things, but my day has been pretty fucking terrible. Could you just tell me a few comforting things about jughead with a significant other, and I understand if you won't do this, because if one person brings it up, everyone will want one, but I simply figured I'd ask, seeing as you are online at the moment. thx xoxo. I adore your blog, and you're a very kind individual.

anon i love u so why not, i haven’t written anything in a while and i love my bf and i hope you feel better soon anon !!

  • when you’re at pop’s together and he’s busy writing away on his laptop, there isn’t much conversation between the two of you. you work on your homework, and he writes, stopping to ask your opinion on something or asking you to edit his work, which is something he trust no one with but you
  • he likes giving you forehead kisses, which is easy to do because he’s so tall
  • he likes napping with you a lot during the day, mainly because it allows him to be awake during the night hours
  • he ditches class sometimes, sneaking away with you to go spend time together elsewhere
  • he’s always critiquing most films, television shows and writing, but if it’s something that you really enjoy, he won’t say anything negative about it (unless you do)
  • whenever you’re feeling down, he takes you to the park, where you just sit down on the grass together silently, talking only if you want to
  • he loves teasing and poking fun at you sometimes (i.e. “aww, you missed me? really? lil ol’ me?”)
  • he’s low key really protective over you to the point that he’s willing to get into a physical fight to honor and protect you (even though lbr, what can that string bean do?)

@rax-writes @emmcfrxst @frostypalmer @jugheadjones-iii

anonymous asked:

Soooo I was wondering: what was your first impression/thoughts of good ol' Robin?


He’s always seemed like the kind of person that would be fun to get to know and I fucking love his work and art style, like how can you not? super cute lil cube people <3

At the time when I was friends with Cran, Gritty and them, I didn’t feel like I was, I guess, cool enough to talk to him?  Cause I had just started becoming friends with the animators and I thought I wasn’t cool enough like the animator peeps to talk to him.  Cause I only started working with youtubers literally this time last year so in my brain I was like, “oh I’m a newbie, so I shouldn’t really go off bugging people cause I might come off more obnoxious than I already am.”  I’ve always had that mentality and still do haha

He’s also the type of guy that doesn’t tweet and post much online as I would, so I felt like if I were to ever talk to him I would come off as annoying…  Since I write a lot and talk a lot… I can be a bit of an overwhelming person to talk to, at least I would think and hope I’m not haha.  So in a sense he came off as intimidating cause I didn’t know how he was personally and I just didn’t want to bother him since he seemed like a busy guy, which he is, and I was too shy… heh…. for reasons I’ve just stated.

But as soon as he heard through the grape vine that I was shy to talk to him, he started conversations with me and we hit off pretty well so yeah :)

I need to make a notice here because not everyone checks my Twitter but I’ve come down with a really bad sickness for about a week now. I have one last group of charm preorders still to send and half of them were already packed and ready to ship but I got sick just before. I’ve been stuck in bed the past few days and I missed school as well. I’m hoping to recover soon and be able to send out the last group of preorders soon. I feel so guilty asking for your patience with all the delays. I never expected it would take me this long to get some out. Please do not worry if you think your package was lost if I haven’t contacted you. It’s just going to take some time. I’m hoping for a speedy recovery so I can get them all out soon. Thank you for waiting, I’m glad to see when the orders I’ve already sent out are starting to arrive. Take care of your health everyone.

A Proposal to Remember

A/N: an Anon request for a Spencer x Reader where the reader isn’t into cheesy, romantic stuff but Spencer is, so when he wants to propose, he has to think of something unique instead of something typical. @coveofmemories


After two years together, Spencer wanted more than anything to ask the woman he loved to be his wife. Problem was, Y/N wasn’t into anything super cheesy and romantic and that tended to be the way he rolled, so finding a way to propose that would instantly make her say yes was going to be tough. But he was pretty sure he’d figured it out. 

When he’d met her two years ago, it was in passing when he and Morgan came to her elementary school to question someone else. Once he’d left, Y/N had found a way to contact him and ever since, they’d been inseparable. On more than one occasion, Spencer had gone into the school to meet her second grade classes. This year’s class really loved him, and she loved every single child she taught, so he figured he would use it to his advantage.

“I’m going to have off for a couple of days,” he said as they went to bed that night. “Maybe I can come into the classroom again? The kids love me.” He smiled widely.

She turned into him and pursued her lips, coaxing him to move forward. “Why wouldn’t they love you? You’re amazing. You wanna come in tomorrow?”

“Absolutely,” he said. He could finally put his plan into motion. With what he needed to propose in his car, he fell asleep soundly. Hopefully, by tomorrow afternoon, she’d be his fiancee.


By 8:00 o’clock the next morning, Spencer was dressed in his normal work clothes and Y/N was donning a navy blue sundress with white flowers on it. “You look beautiful,” he said. “But then again, you always look beautiful.”

Once they both got into school, the kids surrounded him, attacking him with hugs. The morning had been filled with both of them reading to the kids and teaching the math and sciences lessons for the day. For the majority of the time, Spencer sat in the background, smiling at how beautiful and effortless she looked doing what she loved. At 11:30 they would have recess and lunch, but it was raining, so recess would be inside.

With only five minutes to go, Spencer walked to the front of the room and asked her if she wanted to go grab some Chinese food. She’d been craving it all week long, so he figured it would be a good way to get her out of the classroom for enough time to execute his proposal. “I still have five minutes to go.”

“I can watch the classroom for you. I ordered it online a few minutes ago and I know how you said that towards the end of the week you can go a little stir crazy being inside. Especially if it’s raining. This way you can get out for a bit,” he said, hoping it’d work.

“Are you sure?” she asked. He nodded and then she moved toward the front of the class. “Okay, kids, I am going to go grab myself and Mr. Reid some food, so I need you all to behave for him.”

They all promised they would and soon she was out the door and in the car. As soon as she pulled away, he turned to her fifteen students. “Hey kids, I need to ask you a favor.”

“What is it, Mr. Reid?” one of the little boys asked. 

“Well, I love Ms. Y/N a whole lot and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.”

One of the little girls, named Abigail, bounced up and down in the back of the classroom. “Do you want us to help you propose, Mr. Reid?”

He explained that he wanted to make a unique proposal because she wasn’t a girly-girl and didn’t like roses and the like, so he wanted them to wear a shirt that he made. They enthusiastically agreed, so with the help of a teacher next door, who he let in on his little plan, he ran out to the car to grab the shirts. When he came back in, he put them on the table and told everyone to take one. “Remember,” he said, knowing they might fight over who got what, “We get what we get and we don’t get upset.”

Each of them pulled on a t-shirt and he stood them in line, making sure he had everything perfect. “Okay now I want everyone to turn around and play with each other and only get into place when Ms. Y/N asks you to.”

Five minutes later, she came back with Chinese food, putting it on her desk and asking Spencer if everything went okay. “It was fine. They are always great for me.”

“Okay kids, I need you to get back to your seats,” she called. But instead of walking back to their desks, they stood in a line like he’d asked. “Oh my god!” She clapped her hands over her mouth and turned toward Spencer. Each of the children was wearing a t-shirt with a letter on it, so the message spelled out ‘Will You Marry Me?’

When she turned toward him, he dropped to one knee and pulled the ring he’d bought three weeks ago out of his pocket. “Y/N, I know you aren’t the cheesy, romantic type, but I still wanted to do this in a way you’d always remember. I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?”

“Yes!” she cried, pulling him up from his stance. When he stood up, slipping the ring onto her hand, he kissed her. Not as fervently as he would’ve had he not been in a room full of children, but it was perfect. What made it all the more perfect was that the kids reacted just as he thought they would. The girls were oohing and ahhing, but the boys were pretend gagging and telling them to stop. It would definitely be a proposal to remember. “Okay, now everybody get back to their seats.” As they ran around, all excited that they got to help, she snuck in one more kiss. “It was perfect, Spence. Just perfect.”


Hey all,

I would like to apologise for my absence from CrossDressing and posting on this blog. I do still have pictures to post from BWBG and I still love dressing. I’ve just had no desire to dress for quite a while now, and I do not know when I will next dress in my own clothes or home.

Ever since visiting Cindy the first time I have thought differently about CrossDressing, and I’m glad. It’s made me realise that I want more out of it, I’ve been taking pictures hidden in the bathroom for too long. I was constantly buying new clothes, wigs and shoes to keep things ‘new’, this is not what I want from my hobby. Especially as every item I buy doesn’t even get worn for even an hour a month, it just doesn’t seem worth it. The most ‘at home’ I have ever felt with my hobby has been with Cindy, as it is an accepting environment. However back at home I’m hiding in the bathroom trying to get as many pictures as possible late at night, which just isn’t enjoyable for me anymore. I want more from my dressing however I don’t know what that is, I’ve thought about the idea of modelling ever since Cindy said I would be great at it. That put a huge smile on my face and is probably the happiest moment I’ve ever experienced whilst dressed.

It was also amazing being dressed and having a social aspect to it, at home it is very isolating and the only social aspect I get is online and mostly anonymous. Most of it is also simply complements on how I look dressed up, and not directly about me as a person. When I dress up I’m expressing my natural femininity as an image, my feminine personality. It’s not a form of escapism or another persona, it’s another image of who I am. It’s not another persona or a way of escaping for me, it’s a way of expressing more of who I am. Plus I really love 'women’s’ fashion.

However the fact that fashion is 'mens’ and 'women’s’ really gets to me in a way, it’s more accepting for a woman to be masculine than it is for a man to be feminine. I also think that clothing should be masculine or feminine, so individuals can wear what suits their personality, not clothing simply assigned to their gender.

I do know I would like my CrossDressing to be a lot more social and known. Due to the way it is viewed by society it cannot be simply told to someone like it could most other hobbies. It is best told one-to-one and even that is hard, you cannot be aware of how they will respond. It isn’t simply accepted or disliked. If it is accepted, they may not even ask what dressing means to you or any other questions like that as the fact that society drives you to approach it one-on-one makes it seem that your sensitive about it therefore they do not want to ask anything that may be too personal. This means you have to take time to explain your personal reasons behind it. It may also simply be a result of prejudice, and they may think they know all the answers already where in actual fact it’s unique to every individual.

Even when I want to talk about it with someone who knows, I have to wait until I can talk to them privately to avoid being overheard by others. So even though they know and I’m with them, I’m still hiding it. I do not feel safe talking about it with someone who knows in a public place, which is still very isolating.

It is said to “be the change you want to see in the world” however with societies views on CrossDressing I really have no idea what could even be done or how to even start. As it’s forcing most CrossDressers to stay in the dark, therefore it is not known or understood by most people. If it was seen more often, it would likely reduce prejudice etc. the only hope I can see currently is that some Transgender individuals are beginning to be accepted. This is not the same at CrossDressing but it does give hope that society may one day understand it and accept it.

It’s so in the dark that I myself as far as I’m aware haven’t even seen another crossdresser in person, ever. Just myself. CrossDressers are a lot more known online, however I myself am afraid to step outside dressed up or even tell others about it in a public place. I always worry it could easily cause a scene. I wish a lot more people would see it as interesting like quite a few that I have told do and not something to be concerned about, like it needs 'fixing’ or is some kind of personality disorder.

The fact that I cannot even affect how it is viewed within my own home or family gives me no hope whatsoever that society as a whole will change its views anytime soon. Which I hate, as I do not want to continue hiding it and feeling isolated. I do not agree that it is something that should be, however we’re driven to hide it no matter what we believe. This also means I’d have difficulty going out dressed up as I couldn’t even walk out the door whilst dressed up without letting anyone know I would be doing so.

I have no reason to go out dressed up but if I ever did I don’t know how I’d go about it due to this. I’d also be worried that being dressed up outside may cause a scene or make others feel uncomfortable if they know I’m CrossDressed and do not accept it. I also worry that some may act out irrationally because they see it as 'abnormal’ and others may frown upon it because of their religion or culture.

If anyone who knows me personally has read this, please contact me. Talk with me about it, I wish so much for it to be more social and to not feel isolated offline. Due to the fact that nobody does, I find it hard to talk about it even with people that know because I have no idea how they feel about it and how interested they really are.

If anyone else who has read this feels as I do, understands or has any thoughts. I’d love to talk, on here or on Kik (PinchedSlinky).

Thank you all for making me feel welcome here <3

My last night in Shanghai and I’ve finally found a reliable VPN that I think is reasonably secure. (Incidentally, in the time I’ve been gone, the US Congress has overturned Internet Privacy Regulations approved during Obama’s waning days. Everyone should now consider investing in a good VPN to keep the ISPs from selling your online habits, curiosities and secrets.) 

I hope you’ve enjoyed the peaceful Oregon landscapes I had in the queue. These locations are now, of course, endangered due to Trump erasing environmental regulations which affect every single one of us. (His days are numbered.)

Sorry for the editorial. Anyway, ANYWAY, I’m looking forward to catching up on all the great things everyone has posted. Don’t be alarmed by the flurry of flying hearts… let the love flow.

New photos soon…

ok alike any other series that’s about to end, ofc they’re gonna do a farewell party. so here’s my unpopular and crappy opinion about the whole she-bang that you guys might agree on or maybs get mad at.

(Regarding the photo)

Is hating on Nikki still a thing? Like girl, I thought we were over that lmao

I mean, I get wanting your ships to happen and to work but what I don’t get is that you guys are still hoping that Ian would get a divorce and date Nina because a bunch of teenagers want him with her.

Get 👏🏼 your 👏🏼shit 👏🏼in 👏🏼 order 👏🏼they 👏🏼 are 👏🏼not 👏🏼getting 👏🏼 back 👏🏼 together 👏🏼

Here’s another thing: apparently, Ian left the #TVDWrapParty as soon as Nina arrived. Well bitch, I would too. If the other root of the torment and misery you felt is in the room, I’d leave as well.

I’m not saying that Nina is the main cause of the hate and the online bashing. It’s not even the actors themselves, it’s the fans.

Honorable reasons why (SOME - ya’ll will hop on my asian ass and like get mad @ me so I’m putting “some”) DE fans send rude and awful messages to the actors:

- Nikki Reid:
She was dating Ian and is now married to him, which is apparently an applicable excuse as to why you can harass and bully her.

- Ian Somerhalder
Broke up with Nina and wanting bamon to happen, saying Delena is toxic, also getting married to another girl (surprise, surprise) that is not Nina.

- Nina Dobrev
For leaving the show, for saying that Delena is Toxic, also wanting Bamon to happen, also for her role as Elena Gilbert which is inexcusable: SHE IS PLAYING A ROLE DONT HURT HER FOR PLAYING A ROLE YOU DESPISE

- Kat Graham
For wanting bamon to happen and for being REALLY GOOD FRIENDS with Ian.

So yeah, I don’t blame Ian for leaving. I don’t find the tension between Ian and Nina weird and I certainly don’t believe that they caused it. I think that the devoted fans caused the rift between their friendship that made it awkward for them to reconcile and just be friends.

If you do hate these people for what they decided to do AS ADULTS, then that’s on you. Maybe they’re just acting like high school students, avoiding their exes in the hallways.

Announcement (12st May 2017)

Hey everyone,

It could take up to two years before my issue is fully resolved, but as far as my online activity goes, it should hopefully be back to normal soon.

  • I’m gradually putting my blog posts back up. Let me know if there’s any particular mod you want back up, and I’ll post it.
  • I originally started my Patreon in hopes that it could help me with my situation, but after some thought, I don’t think it will, so I’ve closed it. Since I didn’t release any paid posts, nobody who contributed has been charged anything.

As for creating new content: I’m thinking of focusing more on programs than individual mods. I released the new version of Mod Constructor earlier this year, but it’s limited in what it can do because I had to develop it as quick as possible.

If I were to focus more time on it and less on individual mods, it could mean great things or the modding community. If I created a mod to add a new active career, it would add one new active career. If, however, I were to create tools for others to create full active careers, it could result in loads of active careers made by different people, which is a lot better than just one!

It will take months to do that, but it will probably be worth it in the end.