i honestly do not know anymore leave me here

Honestly I don’t get mad when people ditch me as a healer anymore because I Know they’re not doing it on purpose, they’re just trying to killem dead which, is meant to be helpful to me in the end, and I appreciate the thought

But that does not make it any less terrifying please I liked you as a player come back I want to Heal you please god do not leave me here with a Mei and a hanzo

dogt fucking rb this if u do I’m gonna block your ass

honestly I do everything to ignore it but I can’t handle this loneliness anymore there’s just not anyone around me anymore and it makes me wanna die and isolate myself from the rest of the world forever cause it happens every time everyone leaves my ass so why should I keep trying I mean i know it’s my fault but. I don’t know what I should do to make people keep caring and not get tired of me I have no idea and it scares me cos every time I get attached to someone there’s always that “hey u might be having a good time rn but they’re gonna go away” feeling constantly nd the worst thing is that I’m right and it’s horrible and I feel empty and bitter

JUSTIN BIEBER IMAGINE ✨ "She's Not You" part 2 ✌🏻️

“I’m not leaving here till I have you”

The words giving me top notch anxiety.

“Well , if you’re waiting to have me back you might as well take some sips of bleach till it kicks in cause it’s not gonna happen” I say turned my head at him.

“Please don’t be like this y/n, I honestly can’t do this without you, I’ve been so depressed and down lately and I know it’s because you’re not here with me anymore.” He came closer to me

“What about you saying you’re fine without me? Those pictures you sent me of you and hailey, any of that ring a bell?!”

“That wasn’t real! Do you not understand I was putting up an act to make you jealous ! None of it is real man , none of it. No matter how much I tried to like and what other people , she’s not you, nobody is.”

“Honestly Justin, I can’t.” I turn around and nod my head, but he comes holding my hips from behind me and whispers in my ear “please do baby, I need you”

I freeze as I hear his words hit my ear “I don’t want to get hurt again.” I say under my breath, he holds me in tighter “that’s not gonna happen” this time whispering into my neck.

“I don’t know” I say , he turns me around and kisses me softly and slowly “ I know you know about that”
“Stop it” I say “well I don’t see you pulling away” he kisses me again , harder pushing me against the wall this time , having me unable to escape his grasp. “Listen Justin, I don’t want to try us again and deal with your old ways” he backs up a little

“I know that babygirl, believe me being without you the time I did makes me appreciate you even more, every moment we had. It makes me feel like a dick head knowing that I didn’t treat you the way you deserved to be treated, I’m sorry baby.”

He pulls me into him cups my cheeks and ask “am I forgiven?”

No matter what happened it’s true , I really do love him and there’s no one I can be with that I feel the same towards, I don’t know where this is going but I can’t help it.“

"You’re forgiven” I say holding onto him tight.

2

Hello there.

After a long time of consideration I’ve decided that the best thing I can do is put an end to TheLothbroks. I’ve been running the blog all by myself for a while now and, honestly, I can’t do it anymore. I don’t have the time to do it properly and I really, really hate to do a shitty work. Since I can’t bring anyone new to help me out, based on the reasons this blog was born, I’ll leave it here as an archive. Maybe one day I’ll be back as an administrator to some other blog, who knows.

I will not leave the Vikings fandom, you can still find me and my edits in my personal blog. You’re all very welcome to come and talk to me, anything you want!

You still have tons of Vikings blogs to keep you updated, such as Vikings History, Vikinks and Vikings in Uppsala.

Thank you so much for being with me for almost two years. :) I love you all.