i hold the world

I found it marvelling, how people wounded themselves over chances of healing, how people who had caused each other pain were willing to give each other something better, and I knew it was impossible to not hurt people you love, but it was well within our power to give them the gift of healing, to love the pain away, if only we’d be lucky enough to have them let us, and I lived for it, for healing, for chances, because in this world, that’s all I had to hold on to, hope that my humanity would be forgiven, that I would not be cast out for making treacherous mistakes, that in the end someone would love me beyond what I thought I deserved, that someone would tell me about the future when I cried over the past, that someone would remind me about how important it is to focus on what can be held, what can be moulded and made anew, all I ever need is a little hope, and I’d see us through anything.
—  Eliot Kngith
Dearest Charlie,

I’m killing myself just thinking about what could’ve been. I know I shouldn’t be thinking about it but fuck man, I like to think me and him could’ve been happy together. Or maybe we would’ve been toxic. But I just wanted a fair shot and to be able to say we tried. We loved, we tried, and maybe it worked or it didn’t. But here I am still heartbroken while he posts pictures of his new girlfriend at his dads wedding. As if his step mom wasn’t just telling him how much she liked me and I was good for him. As if his aunt wasn’t saying to him how great I was for him. As if I didn’t hold him when the world shattered around him. As if he didn’t tell me he looks for me in the women he dates, but why couldn’t that woman be me? Why Charlie? It still makes me feel as if I wasn’t good enough. I’ll never be good enough. Not for him, not for the father who abandoned me, not for the douchebag who left me for his ex. I’ll never be good enough.

Love, J. (10/21)

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happy birthday to our dearest jungkook!
thank you for being you 

don’t you just love it when jungkooks eyes go : ✨🌠💫✨💫🌠✨✨🌠💫✨⭐🌟✨💫🌠🌟✨💫⭐🌠💫🌠✨🌟🌟⭐✨💫🌠⭐⭐💫💫🌠🌟⭐🌠💫✨

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Legends of Tomorrow | 2.11

We’ve been all over time.

so this is from my one of my Q&A videos where this lil shit wouldn’t stop messing with his shirt & I felt the need to bless you all with it, you’re welcome

“He just goes around the world and he holds babies.”

“When he has trouble sleeping. Which is a lot.”

Invincible Iron Man 11 

happy && in love !!