It’s the experience of not knowing what to do. Having fun is a foreign concept as a kid. Your idea of fun is playing grown-up games. In particular I loved to play Animal Crossing because I could own a house, pay my mortgage, talk to my neighbors, and fish. It was the fun of being responsible. It was the fun of knowing that life isn’t all about having fun. In fact, I almost never had experiences. I was too scared to ask my parents. I felt like fun was something other people could have. I felt like creativity was meant for others. Relationships were meant to be for the long-haul. Saturn whispers in your ear that if it isn’t long-lasting, don’t do it. You’ll regret it later. So you ball up into yourself thinking that it’s best to keep to yourself and not do anything crazy. You don’t realize you’re robbing your young self of experiences.
Or are you?
Because Saturn teaches you that it’s ok to have fun once everything else is done. You can enjoy life when you have attended to all of your duties. As you grow, he smiles encouragingly as you take the first steps into experiencing all that this life has to offer. You go out to parties with knowledge floating in the back of your head that will keep your night spectacular. There will be no near-death experiences for you. Your relationships will be serious in nature because you seek out those who are serious as well. You skip the heartbreak and go straight to the soulmate style love because Saturn told you to wait. Keep your head down. Don’t go after the playboy. Your art will have a lasting quality that will stand the test of time because you took your time. You placed your love, your heart, your soul into it. Saturn took notice. He knew you could handle the lesson he wanted to teach you.
I LOVE REYLO SO MUCH LIKE WHEN I SEE THEM IN FAN ARTS/MOVIE STILLS/MERCHANDISE MY HEART JUST DOES A HAPPY DANCE AND BURSTS INTO OBLIVION AND LIKE WHEN I HEAR SONGS I JUST THINK OF GUESS WHAT??? REYLO!!!1!!111!! AND OMG THE REYLO FAM IS JUST VERY KIND, CARING, FUNNY AND JUST TALENTED AND ALSO LIKE WHEN SOMEONE ASKS WHAT REYLO IS AND I JUST START TO SAY STUFF AND HOW THEIR DYNAMIC IS VERY INTERESTING AND ENTHRALLING AND IS JUST AN AMAZING SHIP
Do you have and interest and hobbies other than art and Hetalia?
sorry about the late response, i was out of the house all day,
but oh god yeah, i have tons of interests (though admittedly art consumes my heart and my life), to be totally frank im not even a Really Big Fan of hetalia???? gilbert is just………really important to me + got me through a shitty period in my life. lots of characters do that for people and it’s kind of amazing that we can use fake fiction people to save our really troubled selves. that’s cool stuff right there.
anyway other things i like in no particular order: podcasts, scifi, fantasy, magical realism, lgbt characters (ones who are not trapped in Highschool Hell™), period fiction, period lgbt fiction, writing, poetry, (i write and consume lots more poetry than i guess people expect), history, brotherhood in fiction, friendship as a driving fictional force, comedy, pretending to be clever, voices and accents and spoken word Especially, mythology, folklore, cooking, hiking, listening to people tell stories, telling stories, if you need any recommendations on gay fiction with pretty words or fun podcasts im your man basically, and if you need to recommend a story with Found Family tropes then i am also your man,