i heard this saves me when my life's in danger

when you watch a show and feel a billion things at once because your favorite characters come for your soul with some knee-jerking and tear-jerking scenes and suddenly you start to question how long your tear ducts will be safe, because you’ve been crying about them for so long (SOMEONE HAS TO BE EMOTIONAL ABOUT THEM OKAY AND OBVIOUSLY IT HAS TO BE ME).

if you know my blog you know that i’ve been fervently posting about raven and sinclair’s relationship for a while now, but i’m seriously about to die on the raven x sinclair hill because these two have literally just consumed and ruined me for good - no turning back. Ever. here’s the deal:

remember when in 3x12 sinclair wanted to keep raven save but didn’t manage to do so due to his wound that emerson caused him? how he so desperately wanted raven to stay in the rover because he knew emerson was still out there trying to get her? how he tried to convince raven that “it’s okay”, because he knew that she wouldn’t just leave him behind - dying on the ground? how he died with that image of raven crying above him anyway? not knowing if she would make it out alive, but definitely leaving knowing that she wanted to save him as well - “I’m gonna get you out of here!” - which she ultimately couldn’t?

everyday of my damn life i remember how this all ended and how it left me hollow.

BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER I GET SOMETHING GOOD BECAUSE 4x11 HAPPENS AND CHANGES EVERYTHING FOR RAVEN AND SINCLAIR.

the minute I saw the sneak peek and heard someone whisper “reyes” i knew it was him. the thing with sinclair is that he does not just appear, but he appears when raven is in immediate danger once again - having her third seizure of the day as ALIE states - shaking on the ground alone with a bleeding nose, not managing to get the med-kit. NO ONE around who could help her, because everyone left.

BUT THEN THERE IS SINCLAIR WHO SWEEPS INTO THE SCENE

AND THE FIRST THING HE DOES IS HOLD HER HAND

THE SAME WAY HE HELD ONTO HER FACE (AND SHE HIS HAND) BEFORE HE DIED, BECAUSE THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO MAKE RAVEN AWARE OF HIS PRESENCE, TO GIVE HER SAFETY, TO GROUND HER. THEY RECONNECT AFTER SO LONG AND IT HAPPENS UNDER SUCH DRAMATIC CIRCUMSTANCES THAT IT BASICALLY MAKES ME CRY BECAUSE ITS SO TENDER.

AND THE BEST THING? RAVEN’S HEART IS SO DEEPLY AT PLAY HERE! MANIFESTING SINCLAIR AFTER LOSING HIM! OR THE FACT THAT SINCLAIR ISN’T IN A POSITION IN WHICH HE HAS TO LEAVE HER SIDE BUT CAN BE WITH HER AND HELP WITH A HEAVY AMOUNT OF LOVE.

IN OTHER WORDS: THESE TWO ARE INTENSIFYING MY FEELINGS INTO ETERNITY AND I NO LONGER HAVE A HEART BECAUSE IT BLEW UP

Sentinel Wars(3/?)

Thanks to all the lovely people who left comments and asked me about this little plot bunny…  I have written more.

On AO3 | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3:

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Rex sticks close to Kenobi for the rest of that first duty shift. (And the following shift as well, because apparently Kenobi is a crazy person who works through his down-time and probably never sleeps. Now Rex knows where Commander Skywalker gets his bad habits from.)

Those twelve hours are the worst control Rex has ever had over his senses since he first manifested as a Sentinel. It takes every ounce of his self-control not to get lost in his head. All of his senses are clamoring for his attention, constantly focusing in on Kenobi’s scent, his voice and his breathing and the blood rushing in his veins, the shine of his eyes and the pale-on-pale tracery of scars on his hands. Barely an hour since he synced to Kenobi and Rex finds himself fighting the urge to tuck his nose under the fall of copper hair at the back of the Jedi’s neck and lick-

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A Broken Soul

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Title: A Broken Soul

Pairing: Lucifer x Reader

Word Count: 1,010

Warnings: Death and Angst

A/N: It’s Satan Sunday!! This was requested by an Anon! I hope you enjoy this! <3 Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! I could always use more Lucifer requests! I love you all so much! <3 <3

Life was never simple for you.  You became a hunter at the age of sixteen.  Ever since then, you’ve been on your own.  You never cared about being on your own.  That is, until you met a fallen archangel; Lucifer.  It was love at first sight for the both of you.  

Since Lucifer was let out of his cage, there were more demons and angels coming after you.  You were seen as his weakness.  Lucifer did his best to assist you.  He didn’t want to attract any more attention to you.  The fallen archangel couldn’t put you in anymore danger.  He loved you too much.  Lucifer couldn’t always be there to protect you.

When Lucifer teleported himself to your safe house, he stood outside for a few minutes.  He didn’t want to do this, but he had no choice.  You were his top priority.  He loved you more than anything.  Lucifer opened your door slowly, poking his head through the doorway.  “[Y/N],” Lucifer called out.  “It’s me, Lucifer.”  He entered your safe house, shutting the door behind him.

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You are my lucky one [Monster AU]

I always looked forward to the doctor’s next visit. It’ was that I enjoyed them, they were really painful and he was a cold man. He treated me for what I was, a monster. But all the pain, the cold treatment, everything was worth it, because I could see her, her.

When you are out of hope, when your colorful dreams, go black and white and then they just disappear, when your whole world crumbles, you just need one sparkle of light to survive. And she was my sparkle, my hope, my dreams, my life. I didn’t remember who I was anymore, didn’t have any memories left from my past life, I just knew I was there because I was a monster, and I had seen it, how things moved when I wanted, how some sort of wind just blew things away. They said it was my doing, but I couldn’t figure out how I did them. I was dangerous, dangerous to have her close, but she was still there, treating me like a human, treating me like I was worthy of some respect.

Sometimes I heard them calling me numbers, I was an experiment and that’s how they saved my archive, with some numbers, but she would call me Sehun whenever she could. “It’s your name, don’t forget it” 
But no matter how much I loved her, I couldn’t stay there forever, I had to run. Run away from that place, that place that kept me and many others captive. I didn’t know how many, but I knew there were others, others just like me, being called monster and treated worse than trash. But leaving also meant leaving her behind, she couldn’t come with us, I couldn’t do that t her.


“They will haunt you, they will treat you like they treat us, and you are far from being a monster. You are light, divine light” I told her the night of our escape. I had looked for her in my way out, to say goodbye. To see her for the last time.
“Sehun… don’t think this is a goodbye. You know why they let me stay as an assistance? Why they didn’t replace me when they found out we have a connection?” Why was she talking about that? I thought it was weird, but I didn’t have time for that. I had to runaway and kiss her before I did.
“W-wait” She stopped me again. Is she avoiding it? Denying her feelings? “You need to know. I’m their experiment too. They call us the lucky ones. I’m a mere human but we share something, a bond. No, something stronger. We are one in a million, we are what the myths talk about, we are abominations, we are divine. However you want to call it, but we are better known as soulmates” Then she kissed me; it all made sense. It was like the wind inside me was blowing in all directions trying to escape, but the more I kissed her, the more I could control it. “I can’t leave you here then”
“Yes you can and you will”
“Why?” I was sinking again, sinking in that darkness. I knew I couldn’t make it without her.
“Because we’ll meet again, we are souls that are meant to be together. Sehun, it doesn’t matter how, the universe will do it. If we don’t meet in this world, we’ll meet in the next one”
“And you’ll remind me? That my name is Sehun and that I’m not just a monster?”
“I’ll tell you everyday, that I’m your lucky one. I live because you exist”

A/N: Here’s the scenario for the anon that requested a lucky one au. I hope you like it! I kind of did xD Admin A~

AUs are a problem I have (part 5)
  • You just sold a bunch of old books to my secondhand store for cheap and one of them’s worth a fortune and my partner will kill me if he finds out but I think you should have the money AU
  • I didn’t mean to get you arrested, I thought I was helping AU
  • I’m planning a heist and I need your very specific skillset to pull it off but when I tracked you down you’d become an alcoholic and spend your days cheating at video poker AU
  • Your pizza keeps getting delivered to my house by mistake and I need to talk to you about your choice of toppings AU
  • Prison chaplain/ wrongfully convicted death row inmate AU
  • You bring my grandmother a basket of homemade candy every Christmas and she keeps dropping hints about how great you are so we should probably go out at least once—you know, just to make grandma happy AU
  • I was down on my luck and had lost the will to live when I heard you playing the fiddle and long story short I think you saved my life AU
  • The PTA bake sale is coming up and you’ve outsold me two years in a row so I’m pulling out all the stops AU
  • I just quit my job and put all my belongings in a U-Haul and started driving, you’re the hitchhiker I picked up on a whim who I’m starting to think is a dangerous fugitive AU
  • Graffiti artist/ mural painter AU
  • You’re the only major film critic who hated my movie and I need to talk to you about it because I agree with you AU

(previously)

it’s been three years.
three years ago, I felt something.
and I chased that feeling. and I made it here.
I don’t think I can say that this day changed my life. in the long run, yes. but I wasn’t suddenly strong in my faith or capable of defeating mental illness as soon as I heard this song. I feel like a lot of people say that. I don’t think it’s really that sudden. or if wasn’t for me.

I was only 16 when I heard them for the first time. I’m going to be 20 this year. no. they didn’t save my life January 31st 2013. I don’t think my life was in danger that day. I heard them while watching a Buck Wild on mtv. I would say that things were pretty serene.

they saved my life when I didn’t know whether I wanted to pursue a challenging faith driven life or a surface level death.

I chose the challenging one.

it’s easy for me to say that they saved my life that day. but they didn’t. I grew and changed and was scare. I experienced life. and they helped me be able to do that.

so, thank you twenty one pilots. thank you for car radio. thank you for trees. for the self titled. for helping me decide that a surface level death is nothing compared to the promise of grey skies. dang I love me a grey sky.