i havent been on in forevs so

!!! They finally released the Valentines DLC for iOS tonight ((even though my game crashed like 15 times))!!! I’ve been waiting FOREVER UGHH – also I couldn’t sleep until I drew a quick fan CG so here we are ;;v;; !!! ♥ ♥ ♥

!!! I haven’t done 707 route/afterend yet pls don’t send spoilers ;;0;; thank you!

Cute Gency doodle for stress relief. School’s been a bit tough on me and I’ve been doing commissions to try and keep my parents from having to pay for my bus passes and phone bill, so I basically have no time for myself at all now. I took ten minutes to myself to doodle this to try and relieve some stress and it’s helped thankfully.

Enjoy some random fluff and hand holding, and an ~almost~ smooch. 

Please do not repost, edit or claim as your own. And do not delete the artist comments, thank you!

i retrace your footsteps on the ground, my skin burning as it makes its way back to you. / i follow your voice through the streets, its siren call wrapping around me like a vice.

i drown in your gaze, aching and foolish and gasping for more.

anonymous asked:

Can you give us some book recommendations?

Okay book recs. Oh my god I have so many. I have a question after this that say’s POC book recs, so I’m going to keep this post to book recs that arent poc to keep these separated just for the sake of the anon’s that asked. 

Red Rising by Pierce Brown (Trilogy with a new book - a ‘spin off series’ coming out next year) - I will fucking promote this book series until I die. This is hands down, one of the best books I have EVER read. Honestly, for me it sort of beats out Harry Potter (Which if you know me, I’m obsessed with. I mean, I had a Harry Potter Sweet 16. [I’m from Long Island. Everyone there has a Sweet 16]) Not only is Red Rising extremely diverse and beautifully written,  but the storyline is incredible and the characters literally jump off the page. I dont think I’ve ever read a more human character than Darrow. Honestly PICK UP THIS BOOK. IT NEEDS MORE FUCKING ATTENTION. 

^^^^bolded it so people know that this is the best book ever and needs the read. 

Abarat by Clive Barker (Four books so far) - Now, this may not be everyones cup of tea. Maybe because I’m a painter, I appreciate him more. But his books are wonderfully illustrated with his paintings that follow along with the beautiful storyline. I recommend this book to the fucking stars. Its a fantastic story with amazing paintings. (Clive Barker, for those who don’t know, also created Hellraiser [Pin Head] and Midnight Meat Train along with a plethora of other stories. It’s worth the read.)

Song of Achilles (novel) - I mean, If you want to fucking CRY  then this is the book for you. It’s so fucking depressing but so FUCKING GOOD. I mean, if you know the story of Achilles, then you know why its depressing. But that doesnt take away from the beautiful story between Achilles and Patroclus. Definitely recommend this book. 

Along with that last book, a book that I feel goes hand in hand with it:

Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat (trilogy) - Now. A lot of people have a problem with this trilogy. I personally, as a (mixed, black) poc, have no problem with this book. It’s about two kingdoms, one of poc, Greek-like, and the other of boujee af french-like, white kingdom. In short, the Prince from the Greece inspired Kingdom is framed and shipped away to the french kingdom as a slave. Now, he becomes a slave (as a dark skinned man) to a white prince. There are a lot of things that happen like he gets whipped and other horrible shit. People have a problem with the book because of the dynamic between the two. They find it racist and insensitive. Here’s a great post as to why people don’t like the post, and the second comment is why I read it. I honestly find it to be a beautiful story that develops amazingly over time. I definitely recommend it. 

Kids of Appetite by David Arnold (novel) - I’ve just recently read this book and I absolutely fucking loved it. It’s an extremely diverse, beautiful story. Personally, I found the story sad, funny, heart warming, and inclusive. They brush upon the difficulties that black men specifically, have with the judicial system, by having an African man whom is loving and kind, constantly blamed for crimes that he did not commit. Again, it’s a really lovely book and this stuck with me for a very long time. I really recommend it. 

A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness (novel) - If you don’t want to fucking SOB then don’t read it. If you want a beautiful story, I recommend this book to the stars. Honestly, I went into the book not knowing shit about it, just that people loved it. Then I realized that it was about fucking cancer and I was about to throw my god damned book because I don’t fend well with sad things. THEN I found out that it’s also now a movie with Liam Neeson. Ugh. I havent seen the movie yet, but damn was this book magical and heart breaking and wow… Read it. I personally fucking loved it. 

Fangirl  by Rainbow Rowell (novel) - I mean, I feel like this book actually summed up my early college experience lol! I was writing fanfiction, roleplaying, cooping myself up in my room - the only difference was, I didnt have a quirky, beautiful, sweet man to hold me as I read outloud to him (if you read the book, then you know what I’m talking about). Honestly, this was a fucking amazing book and I loved it so much. it was feel good and extremely nostalgic for people of my generation (’94-’96 specifically) really well. If you loved Harry Potter, grew up with it, went to the midnight book releases and movie screenings, submerged yourself in the fanfiction, then you will love this book. I thought it was fantastic. 

which leads me to this rec. 

Carry On by Rainbow Rowell (novel) - Ugh. So in fangirl, there’s a fanfiction that the main character is writing. I know that this book is not the fanfiction, but it is named the same thing - so thats a nice connection. Again, if you love Harry Potter, if you love shipping Drarry (i dont because I find it problematic. But I feel if you like Drarry) then youd love this. I mean honestly, if you just like a cute story, with ridiculous spells, and adorable love, then read it. If you love Harry Potter ESPECIALLY READ THIS BOOK. 

Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor (Trilogy) - Okay. Honestly, I havent seen many people promote this book series, but it is amazing and arguably, one of the most beautifully written trilogies that I have ever read (besides Red Rising. Ahem. Read it). It’s a wonderful story that comes together beautifully and is such a different book from your usual YA. 

The Archived by Victoria Schwab (Series of two) - So, if Victoria Schwab sounds familiar, that’s because she also goes under V.E. Schwab okay. Listen. I know that everyone loves A Darker Shade of Magic. I havent finished that book yet and I bet it’s amazing. However, we cannot forget the other amazing books she has written. The Archived is such a lovely, creative story that deserves more credit. Honestly, I’ve never read a book like it before and it stuck with me for an extremely long time. Apparently there is a third book coming out that I have actually been waiting for forever. I’m not going to say much about it, but these books are wonderful and deserve the read. 

Speaking of V.E. Schwab

Vicious by V.E. Schwab - This book deserves more recognition. Not only is the cover absolutely AMAZING, but the story is fuckign awesome. If you like Brandon Sanderson books, if you like superheros or Marvel and DC, read this fucking book. It’s fantastically written and needs to be read more. Get on it people. 

I mean, these are just some books. I purposely stayed away from some YA  series because I feel like a lot of people know about them. But I mean, some YA series that are well known that I like are:

Obviously Throne of Glass by Sarah J Maas

A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J Maas

The Darkest Minds  by Alexandra Bracken

The 5th Wave by Rick Yancy (ONLY THE FIRST FUCKING BOOK. THE REST OF THE SERIES IS SHIT AND IF YOU WANT TO JUST READ THE FIRST BOOK THATS COOL. COME TO ME AND I’LL TELL YOU THE REST BECAUSE THAT SHIT WAS RIDICULOUS. IT HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL, IF ONLY RICK YANCY DIDN’T SHIT THE BED. ALSO THE MOVIE WAS SHIT)


So anyway.. i think this is all I’ve got right now haha. I’ll put my favourite books written by poc in the anon above this!  

Things dan and phil need to do:
  • a pastel edits irl video
  • a video of them doing irl pastel edits
  • each other’s nails
  • while wearing flower crowns
  • and big pastel jumpers
  • in a pastel edits video
  • plz?
  • maybe even hair dye

  • !!!! pastel !!!!

so i hit 7k for some reason lmao why? so i just wanted to take this chance to thank all of you so much for thinking that my little blog was worth following. i though this might be a good way to thank and bring recognition to some of my favourite blogs and people on this hell site that we’ve all sold our souls to, so first of all my friends (yes plural, suck on that high school):

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BLUSH - 6

Bucky Barnes x Reader (x uncle Tony Stark)

This is the final part of ‘Blush’ . Thank you all for reading and appreciating my work ! :) I know it isnt perfect, but its only the beginning ! And I also happened to reach 400 followers today ! Yay ! Thank you for the love, it means so much ! :*


“Just relax for a minute. Breath.” Wanda instructed Y/N, watching her pace the room.

“Hes going to hate me. Hes going to disown me !” Y/N said, hyperventilating.

“You can do this another time then” Wanda said.

“No. I gotta do this now. Get it over with” Y/N said, exhaling loudly and walking towards the door. “Just tell Bucky to stay off Tony’s floor for a while”

Wanda nodded, and gave her a reassuring smile.

                                * * *

Y/N stood in front of Tony’s office, losing all the courage she had mustered a few minutes before. She knocked on the door softly, and heard Tony say 'Come in’.

Y/N entered and alnost froze in place seeing Bucky sitting in front of Tony, a guilty look on his face.

“Good timing, Y/N” Tony said. “I was about to call you”

“W-why?” Y/N felt a huge lump in her throat.

Her eyes met Bucky’s briefly, and then settled back on Tony’s.

Tony frowned, watching his niece with narrowed eyes.

“Uh- Tony -”

“Why dont you sit down ?” Tony said slowly getting up from his seat.

He turned to look at Bucky.

“So what have you gotta say, Barnes?” He asked.

Y/N froze again. He knew. He KNEW! She stared at the two men in horror.

“Tony, Im really sorry-” Bucky said, “I didnt mean to !”

“Oh please, you didnt mean to ?! How can you even -”

“Tony, can I -” Y/N felt an urge to throw up.

“You dont say a word, Y/N! This is all on him !"  Tony said, silencing her. "You’re all so quick to support him, he thinks he can just -”

“Oh woah, thats so not true !” Bucky shot back.

“Is too !” Tony said.

“You guys - ” Y/N said. “Let me at least -”

“No!” Bucky and Tony stood face to face now, red faced and furious.

“Bucky this is NOT the way !” Y/N said, grabbing his arm.

“Y/N, you should probably just -” Tony began.

“How can you blame it all on him ?!” Y/N asked. “Seriously ?!”

“Y/N. DONT!” Bucky said, his eyes flashing a warning.

“Why not ?! 'Coz its not just you !”

“Y/N-”

“What the hell ?!” Tony looked at both of them with wide eyes. “Y/N , how can you be so STUPID ?!”

“Tony, I wanted to -”

She never got to finish her sentence, because the door burst open, and Nat rushed in.

“Tony” Nat began. “I can explain”

“What the bloody hell ?!” Tony gave Natasha an incredulous look.

“Is everyone is in this freakin’ tower CRAZY ?!” He said, going back to take his seat.

“Tony, you just cant -” Natasha paushed, searching for the right words.

“Natasha, I can handle this, seriously, why the hell are you here ?!” Bucky asked, thowing his hands up in frustration.

“You are so ungreatful, Barnes ! Hes gonna kill you anyway, I just thought backing you up a bit will help !” Nat shot at him. “And Y/N - she -”

“Nat, its alright” Y/N said in a small voice. “He had to know anyway - I didnt expect much -”

“HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ANYTHING FROM THIS ?!” Tony bellowed.

“Tony they just FELL IN LOVE ! Not bloody MURDER anyone !” Nat said.

There was a sudden silence in the room.

Bucky and Tony stared at Nat.

Y/N just stood silently, eyes closed.

The silence carried on for a moment, before there was another knock on the door, revealing Sam and Steve.

Studying the faces of the occupants of the room, Sam said “ Bad timing ?”

Steve walked in, straight to Tony and said, “He wasnt alone. We were with him”

Tony just stared back at Steve with his mouth hanging open. He reached into his coat pocket for a handkerchief, and wiped the sweat on his forehead.

“I just need a moment” He said, shaking his head, and taking a sip of water from the glass set on his table.

“Cap, you were saying ?” Tony asked, eyes fixed on Steve.

“He wasnt alone, Tony. Sam and I, we were with him. It was an accident - and we’ll pay for everything -” Steve said, in an apologetic voice.

“Pay for what ?” Nat asked, sharing a look with Y/N.

“Why do I have a feeling that we’re talking about different things?” Y/N asked, a hint of horror in her voice.

“Why dont you tell them, Barnes ?” Tony said, looking at Bucky.

Bucky exhaled noisily before speaking.

“We took Tony’s new car for a ride, and I was driving - ” Bucky said. “And kinda had a bit of an accident - it needs replacements now”

“Oh my God” Y/N said, covering her face with her hands.

“And now, what were you two saying ?” Tony was uncharacteristically calm.

“Tony, this was NOT how it was supposed to happen ! ” Y/N said, shaking her head. “I thought Bucky was here to talk about us -”

“Why do you need anyone else to talk to me for you, Y/N ?” Tony asked, softly. “Whats the worst that could happen ? I might throw him out, or maybe kill him like Nat said, but -”

“Tony !” Nat hissed.

“Im so sorry,” Y/N said. “I was afraid that you might hate me after this. But, I cant help it, Tony. I love Bucky. I havent felt this before - you know it !”

Tony remained silent.

“Its always been about grades and career, but Bucky showed me something else - I want him in my life, Tony. And I want you. ” Y/N said, walking towards Tony.

“I can stop if you want” Y/N said, taking Tony’s hand in her’s. “But, that’ll be it. Its going to be Bucky forever, Tony. No one else”

Tony looked at his little girl’s tear- streaked face. And then at Bucky, who stood with a pained expression, but eyes fixed on Y/N, which held so much love and adoration for her.

Tony looked away, trying to blink away any tears that had formed at the corner of his eyes.

He stood up, a hand tightly around Y/N’s shoulder.

“I’ve always been nothing but proud of you, Y/N. You’re my daughter - there is nothing in the world that can change that. And when have I ever said a 'no’ to you ?”

Y/N looked at Tony with wide eyes.

“Yes, its true that Barnes and I have a history of NOT liking eachother - and its not like hes killed my parents or anything -”

“TONY!” Steve and Natasha glared at him.

“Sorry - but hes a changed man, now. Incredibly STUPID, but still. And if it makes you happy, then, I want you to have it - without being guilty.”

Y/N burst out into tears, and flung her arms around Tony’s neck, crying into his expensive suit.

Tony’s eyes met Bucky’s, and a secret pact - of tolerence, and trust and staying by eachother’s sides for Y/N- was formed right there.

* * *

It was close to midnight, and Tony Stark stood at the roof of the Avengers Tower, watching the star studded sky.

“Cant sleep ?” Nat’s voice snapped Tony back to reality.

Tony shrugged, turning to look at her.

“Does it always look like that up there ?” He asked, looking back up at the sky.

Nat smiled.

“On special days I guess” Nat replied, looping her hands with Tony’s. “You did so good today, Tony. Im so proud of you”

Tony smiled back at her.

“After all these years - it felt like I did the right thing. For her. ” he said.

“You did. And for Barnes. After everything hes been throught”

Tony nodded.

“You’re a great dad, Tony”

Nat smiled at the soft blush that had settled on his cheeks.


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One Night Stand

So this has been in my drafts for pretty much forever.  I havent posted it because ive been a little afraid to in all honesty but here goes nothin.  I hope you enjoy it!!

-Cassie

Originally posted by hail-to-the-goalies

           You weren’t the type of girl that ever had one night stands, like ever, and you were by no means a puck bunny but when Connor McDavid himself started buying you drinks you couldn’t say no.  For crying out loud it was Connor McDavid, no one could say no.  But the little plus sign was a harsh awakening as to why you didn’t have one night stands.  It wasn’t just a maybe either, this was the fifth test you took.  To make matters even worse every time you had tried to call he sent your call directly to voicemail.  Understandably, no one wanted to keep in touch with a one night stand but what if you were calling to tell him you tested positive for HIV or chlamydia or YOU WERE PREGNANT with his child.

           You weren’t sure what to do, you couldn’t raise a child on your own you could barely keep yourself together.  You were on the verge of writing a letter, a fucking letter, until a friend had suggested you going to a game and getting his attention.  At first it seemed like a great idea but now being at the Rogers Place along with 18,000 other people getting the great captains attention seemed hopeless.  With about ten minutes left in the third you made your way out and down to the changeroom area.  You waited an hour and a half outside the doors receiving looks from everyone that walked by you making you want to scream as loud as you could. Finally, Connor left the changeroom, his hair wet from his shower, his suit looking perfect, and a beautiful smile across his face.  

            He looked in your direction telling his teammates he would catch up with them later.  The smile that was on his face seconds ago, turning into a frown making you regret your decision to tell him.  “What the hell are you doing here?” he asks you lowly pulling you into a corner.

            “I called you” you start slowly “I wouldn’t have to be here if you would have just answered your phone.”

            “Well sorry (y/n) people don’t usually keep in contact with their one night stands” he says with annoyance laced in his words “I gave you my number but people don’t usually call their one night stand.”

            “You don’t have to keep on reminding me that I was only a one night stand” you say anger taking over you “I found something out and I can’t do it on my own, I don’t have the money to or the time or the mental strength.”

           “What the hell are you talking about?” he asks his voice soft “(y/n) you sound like you’re going to say you’re pregnant.”

           “Connor, I am” you whisper “you got your one night stand pregnant.”

            You could see all the colour drain from his face, mimicking yours after you saw the first test and after your doctor told you. “B-but… but that’s not possible, we-I used protection (y/n) I can’t raise a kid I have my career, I don’t even know you how can we raise a kid together?”

            “And what Connor my life doesn’t matter, I’m in school, I plan to have a career, I can’t raise a kid all by myself” does he really think that you’re going to raise a kid on your own?  Of course, people did it but there is no way you could.

           “That’s not what I meant of course your life matters too but come on (y/n), I the captain of a fucking NHL team you can easily put school on hold for a little while.”

           “Oh!” you yell having absolutely no other response.  Does he realize how expensive university is?  Even though he was handed a full ride scholarship you thought maybe he would have some idea of the cost.

           “Ok that came out wrong” he says quickly “I mean if you’re going to have this kid you’ll have to put school on hold.”

           “I’m not going to get rid of it Connor so yes I will have to put my life on hold, which isn’t what I’m asking you to do, I am just asking you for help” you take a pause to catch your breath and make sure you aren’t about to cry “I don’t have the money to raise a child by myself.”

           “Fine if it’s about money I’ll give you money every month.  But (y/n) I can’t be a father.”

           “Then you’re a coward Connor” the words come out like venom “A fucking coward, you made a mistake and you won’t stand up and help take care of the fucking problem.  Maybe it’s a good thing you don’t want any part of this child’s life, I wouldn’t want him to take any traits from you anyways.”

           “You said him?” he questions quietly looking down at your stomach “did you already find out?”

           “No, it’s still way too early to.  I just have a feeling” you reply, instinctively bringing your hands to your stomach “I’m only about two months along.”

           You stand in silence for a few minutes, silently contemplating what you should do. Apologize for calling him a coward? Ask him once more to be a part of the baby’s life?  Or just leave?  You pick the last option and begin to make your way out of the arena before the tears start flowing.

——

           “Whenever you’re ready in there little buddy, mommy’s ready for you to get outta there” you laugh a little at the baby voice Connor used, it wasn’t the first time but it always managed to make you laugh.  

             Connor hadn’t chased after you that day at the arena but two weeks later at an ultrasound appointment he showed up and shed a tear when the technician played the heartbeat, not that he would ever admit it, and continued to come to every appointment since then.  He had introduced you to his team as his girlfriend even though he hadn’t asked you about it.  But after that he asked you and made it official, and five months later you were basically living in his house.  

              Now in the home stretch of your third trimester you couldn’t wait to get the baby boy out.  Indeed, your hunch had been right, Connor insisted you find out the gender to be sure you were buying the right products and because he though it would be a girl and wanted to prove it to you.  The baby’s room had been painted and all set up, the theme, of course, Edmonton Oilers and hockey in general.  At first the rest of the team had been hesitant about you, wondering if Connor was positively the dad and weary that you were just using him for the money but after you convinced them with a DNA test they took you in and treated you like family.  You understood the hesitancy and you were glad for it knowing that your baby would be raised in such a wonderful environment.  Many of the wives that were already mothers were ecstatic to help you with everything and the entire team loved teasing Connor about becoming a dad.

           “Con, I’m happy that I chose you to have a one night stand with” you smile at him “but if he ever asks I think we should tell him something else.”

           “Yeah” Connor says after thinking about it for a minute “that sound like a good plan.  I’m happy you didn’t give up when I didn’t answer your calls.”

           “(y/n) after he’s born I’m going to marry you” Connor says moving up the bed to be beside you “because you deserve everything and I’m going to give it to you.”

           You can’t help the tears that start coming out of your eyes “I love you so much Connor McDavid” you say leaning forward to kiss him.

           “And don’t worry” he starts again “I’m going to propose to you in the best way you could ever thing of.”

 Okay so I’ve been meaning to do this for uh, a thousand years, but I thought HEY why not blow up my computer while I do so so, here it is!

YEAh I HAvent said anything for yeArs and it’s amazing that i’ve gotten this far. I really can’t thank you guys enough for this and, I mean really. Holy cow.

 You guys have been with me for forever. You all have seen the crappiest poop and the best shit this site has to offer and I can’t even imagine why you followed me because this is so not IT. BUT you guys have been so great and just the most supportive and amazing people and honestly the quality of this picture is so bad and some stuff might be so small but hOPEFULLY you can read it I wanted to add way more but this was the stuff that made me laugh hard and I could fit in. Also if you can guess some of these i’ll like give you metaphorical cake.

  But I just really want to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart.

Maes Hughes is a muse I’ve had so much fun with and , although I am a slowpoke and I take forever and I get busy and lazy and things happen and life pushes my hiney, you guys have all been here for SOME odd reason and it’s just been one of the most fun journeys I could have ever taken part of.

  Thank you guys. So much.

 UM SO I’m gonna tag PEople jeez this might be long

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I KNoW that is not everyone but GOSh THANK YOU GUYS for enjoying my blog and I never once deserved all the love I got from you guys or got to even thank you for sticking through this journey with me. I love you guys so much and hopefully if we haven’t talked much before we can soon!!

     THANK YOU AGAIN SO MUCH FOR 465!!!