i havent actually seen it but im sure this is how it went

re·al·i·za·tion

noun

The moment of sudden clarity when feelings are finally recognized, or are made aware for the first time.

It hit you one late night at the library while you were cramming for and crying over midterms along with the other student zombie population. It wasn’t anything out of the ordinary - you were in your regular spot as per usual, inked paper and random notes scattered all around you, the dimming screen of your laptop reflected in your glasses, hair haphazardly pulled back and out of your face. And he was there with you, as per usual, his own laptop illuminating the serious and focused look on his face as he rested his chin on one propped hand while the other worked hard to scroll down his screen on his keyboard. Just two university students, two dormmates, two friends, studying at the library. The only difference between you two? He wasn’t studying - oh, no - you knew from the last time you got up and walked past him that he definitely not studying. 

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Ascendant | Chapter 1

Summary: In which you and all of NCT go to a high school/university for supernaturally gifted students and your brother Jaemin goes missing. 
Genre: supernatural, adventure, some angst, inevitably some romance
Pairing: :) wait and see tbh.
Words: 1,639 


Something was off today. You could feel it when you walked through the high doors of Eogeum University. There was something in the air, something in the soft whispers of your peers around you that made the hairs on the back of your neck stand up. Something strange was going on and if there was one person who would be able to sense this, it was you.

Your shoes squeaked softly as you entered the classroom where you would have your first lecture of the day. You looked around, searching the room for your friends, when your gaze falls on their familiar features and you walked towards them. They all looked up upon your approach and you greeted them with a smile, which they did not return.

“What’s going on?” you asked as you came to a halt.

“You haven’t heard yet?” Taeyong asked.

“Heard what?” you inquired, having no clue what he was referring to. Taeyong glanced at Johnny, who had somewhat of a grimace on his face.

“It’s about your brother,” Johnny started, “th-”

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Direct Message | 2

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Every single instance in which you were foolish enough to think that two hours of sleep was a sufficient amount to be a functioning, productive human being came back to bite you in the ass the very next day, no matter how many times it happened. Decorative rings of purple-blue hung beneath your eyes like the crescent moon you were so fond of staying up for, and your hair stuck out out in directions you didn’t think to be possible. But fuck, was it totally worth the satisfaction of beating out the giant rock in space as the sun swallowed it, bringing on a new day and an extensive amount of the stress that came with insomnia. You reasoned that an all-nighter was a necessity; you wouldn’t be prepared for your test had you not pushed the boundaries and tested the limits of the body’s ability to lumber on in spite of the fatigue it was plagued with.

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Rant/Analysis

*cracks neck*

alright its time to deconstruct the entire Welcome to Tumblr video because clearly it flew over peoples heads

“are you a white straight middle classed male with a penis and comfortable with a penis? GET OUT”

This is pointing out the various attack posts on cis het dudes that go around on tumblr, and whenever someone calls them on it the response is “TUMBLR IS A VOICE FOR THE OPPRESSED. OH WAH THE OPPRESSORS FEEL BAD WELL GET THE FUCK OUT THEN”

“every other website is terrible”

So many attack posts on facebook, havent seen many for deviant art or 9gag, but im sure they exist

“make a cosplay blog”

its a pretty cheap way of getting tumblr fame, you just look up cosplay and put it on your blog, or have people submit. 

“art blog”

I’m not familar with the art community so I cant really comment on this. 

“penguins are extinct”

People on tumblr are stupid as shit. There was this post going around about how adventure time was getting canceled because of Marceleine and PB. A simple google search which took five seconds to do revealed that it wasnt true at all. Later on it was proved fake but not before the original post got like 30k notes. 

“this girl went missing in 1987”

no idea what this is making fun of since ive never seen this post. I sincerely doubt its making fun of missing kids. 

“hermaphrodite/vaginabled”

a jab on social justice how theres politcially correct terms and which terms are offensive or not and how theres now a goddamn dictionary to the entire LGBT community when there used to be just 4, now theres like 32

“straight, well off, shoe polish, mental disorders" 

a jab on how white cis people cant ever have problems in their lives because they arent oppressed by the majority of the population.

"if you dont reblog these problems you are a heartless monster”

a jab at how theres posts with people with cancer and the comments have some guilt trip inducing comments like “if you dont reblog this im judging you” or some other shit like that. 

“superwholock and fandoms”

A jab on how fandoms can be fucking insane and overbearing and just overall unpleasant. also, Madoka magooka. 

“onceler and shipping”

How dumb shipping is. 

“Wrist Cutting/baby ur bootiful’

A jab on how a lot of people on tumblr romanticize cutting/self harm. another jab on those stupid fucking "reblog if you think this person is beautiful” posts. 

“searching tags”

PORN. This speaks for itself, there is a shit ton of porn on tumblr, a lot of it is kind of disturbing. 

“ask blog/oc’s”

a jab at bad oc's 

“being sad/everyone is beautiful/send messages telling people this”

because we’re not allowed to be sad right? we must be HAPPY ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

“content stealing”

eh….not much to comment on this, it happens. 

“night blogging”

Im one of the people who think night blogging is one of the stupidest fucking things ever. So this part speaks for itself. 

“tumblr is a safe place for boys and girls/everyone/every human”

the whole pronoun debacle and how retarded it is. 

“triggers”

Ok this is talking about the people who dont know what triggers are. 

A trigger is something that causes a violent flashback and hyperventallating and basically you freak the fuck out. Wreack it Ralph has a great example of this. 

A trigger is NOT something that just makes you angry/irritated, the way tumblr uses it. 

Kankri Vantas was a great parody and satire of what triggers are NOT, and surprise surprise, HE flew over everyone’s heads too, and im quite sure is responsible for the continued misconception of what triggers actually fucking mean. 

So yeah, this is what I got from it. For all the “deepness” tumblr is said to posses and the analytic approach it takes to things, I mean look at fucking Frozen. It can be really fucking dense.

Boyfriend!Seungkwan

• your first impression of him was somewhere along the lines of ZAYUM HES GOT A VOICE MAN LOOK AT THT AND OMG HES SO FUNNY HE MAKIN EVERYONE LAUGH WITH EVERYTHING HE SAYS I LIKE HIM ALREADY
• but in reality he whispered to the members to laugh even if it wasn’t funny just to get your attention bc omg u looked so lovely your the type of person him mom says are the best aw
• when it came to asking you out, he went around using his connections and asking what your fave song was and when he found out he started to practice for hours and hours on end but the morning of the event, he lost his voice and had a semi panic attack right there bc tHIS ISNT SUPPOSED TO TURN OUT LIKE THIS:((((
• but the members saw that coming bc guys lbr he’s been singing with no end for this, he was bound to lose it someday so they secretly recorded him singing in the practices and gave it to him in cd form and he was grateful and he went running to u and gave u the cd to listen to and afterwards u were like “Seungkwan, that was beautiful but-” “wILL YOU GO OUT W ME??”
• and ofc u say yes bc who wouldn’t
• and he’s super duper happy that he tries to sing a song describe his feelings but his voice just wouldn’t come out and ur like o no let’s get you rested
• took you to Jeju for your first date obviously, and it was really great you guys literally went EVERYWHERE but his mom wasn’t there :( but he was like thATS OK YOULL MEET HER NEXT TIME
• you guys tried to visit all the dol hareubangs in Jeju and made a wish, you didn’t know each other’s but you guys actually wished for the same thing - for your family and friends, and for your relationship to last a v v v v long time (which it will ;))))
• much like one of the episodes on ‘where is my friend’s island’, seungkwan started to freak out and fan boy over the small things he remembered from his time in Jeju
• “oh mY GOD LOOK AT THAT TREE ITS SO BIG NOW”
• “I rEMEMBER THAT HOUSE I WALKED PASSED IT EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL”
• “JAGIYA SO MANY MEMORIES COMING BACK I THINK IM GONNA CRY”
• and you think he’s the cutest little bun in the world aw
• feeds you all the food Jeju is well known for and insists you try everything and ur like iM FUL- and he stuffs another thing in your mouth
• it was the best time you’ve had in ages and it was way better since boo seungkwan was there :))
• calls you the cringiest things ever just to watch u go red and get embarrassed lol
• yoUR FIRST KISS OH MY GOD IT WAS SO CUTE ok so you all know how he’s a family man, someone who cares about his family and his relationships, so it would only be fitting that he missed you when seventeen was flying back from a country or a place they performed in, you were waiting for him in the airport and the second the two of you saw each other, you guys started running and when you met he just kissed you right there because it had been wAY TO LONG SO MANY NIGHTS OF CALLS AND VIDEO CHATS BUT ITS NEVER AS GOOD AS SEEING YOU IN PERSON AWAWAW
• turns into a shy little boy when it comes to skinship he’s all like really ?? rig-right now ??? u-H //gaps it
• has a habit of turning every sentence into a song, his knowledge of songs is so big he cAN TURN EVERYTHING INTO A SONG AND UR LIKE HOW DO U DO THAT
• “babe! funny story, I was walking down the street-”
• “mAKING MY WAY DOWNTOWN!”
• “hey look at that airplane-”
• “cAN WE PRETEND THAT AIRPLANES IN THE NUGHT SKY LIKE SHOOTING STARS”
• “…. ahem anyway”
• his favourite type of kiss is the kiss where he grabs your cheeks, squishes them really hard until your lips are puckered like a fish and he kisses u bc yOURE SO CUTE U LITTLE BUN
• you know those really rEALLY tight hugs that squeeze all the air out of you and make you feel like your gonna die, but at the same time are really sweet types of hugs? yeah he likes those too.
• “//huggles//”
• “-mmf! can’t,,, breathe!”
• will gET VERY POUTY WHEN HE WANTS AFFECTION THAT YOU ARENT GUVING HIM U MEANY IF IT GETS EXTREME HE WILL THREATEN TO CALL HIS MOM AND TELL ON U BC UR HIS JAGIYA UR SUPPOSED TO LOVE HKM :((:(:(:(:((
• likes hamburgers and suggests (even if he knows that answer is no) if you can eat them.
• “babe we can’t eat hamburgers for dessert.”
• “whY THE HICKITTY HECK NOT”
• also likes summer and fall, is in his element in those seasons like he’s all ready with them scented candles for fall and them swag sunglasses for summer. always rants and raves about all the stuff you two could do together when those seasons roll around.
• “wE CAN GO JUMP INTO PILES OF DRIED LEAVES TOGETHER”
• “and when it’s summer wE CAN MAKE FIVE BILLION TRIPS TO THE BEACH AND BUILD SANDCASTLES”
• and ur just like its the beginning of winter, let’s not get ahead of ourselves.
• challenges you to basketball shoot outs and when you win he can’t accept it bc hIS PRIDE IS SO HURT HE SPENT AGES BRAGGING ABOUT HOW HE WOULD CRUSH U BUT U GO AHEAD AND BEAT HIM??!!!!
• but when you lose he’s so supportive bc he doesn’t want you feeling bad so he’s like, you were just warming up that’s why, you’ll do so much better next time y/n, I believe in you!
• isNT HE THE CUTEST THUNG IN THE WORLD
• obviously likes his best friend hansol, you could tell they were close the second you met seungkwan. you didn’t want to say anything but you could sense hansol giving you the mean eye because he wAS SEUNGKWANS BFF WHO DO U THINK U R
• but when u ask him if he wanted to spend time with your bf he was like offt no I could care less
• and ur like suRE
• dislikes tomatoes with a passion, obviously cause he’s allergic. when there’s some tomato in his sandwich or in his salad or smthn, he’ll place them on your plate to eat o of habit bc he doesn’t like the food going to waste and yOU LUV THEM SO YAY
• secretly made a cd of him singing all ur favourite songs and went to the place you worked and played it through the speakers and everyone just stops what they’re doing and is like ??
• and ur even more confused bc u recognise that voice ??
• then it suddenly dawns on u that it’s ur boyfriend singing those songs and ur heart melts and ur just standing there staring at the speaker while everyone’s working around u and u don’t notice bc ur so into the music but seungkwan is sneaking behind u w a bouquet of flowers and when the songs finished he wraps his arms round u and ur so happy bC U HAVENT SEEN HIM IN AGES
• and ur co-workers are all like wtf yalls are relationship goals
• has an addiction to his mom. it sounds like a bad thing, but it really isn’t. It’s adorable. you often walk in on him having video chatting her and he’s all like “I miss you.” and she’s all like, “me too, take care of y/n” and you just smile and walk away bc this was a special moment u didn’t want to ruin :))))<3333
• hates couple clothing with a passion. he doesn’t know what it is but you secretly think hansol is rubbing off on him bc now he thinks it’s not cool.
• like he dismisses it so fast u don’t even get to finish ur sentence
• “ooh! look at thes-”
• “no.”
• “what about those-”
• “no.”
• “w-”
• “oH HELL NAW”
• when Seungkwan gets jealous, he’ll try to laugh it off as if it’s nothing. though inside its kinda killing him bc nobody can make u smile like that except for hIM and nobody should be touching ur shoulder like that except for hIM. but he’ll act like it doesn’t bother him except u know, u know because you’ve watched him for so long you can recognise his change in mood. he’s not as happy as he was before and u stop him and tell him that you love him and he has nothing to worry about
• and he’s back to his old self again !! bc he trusts that you mean what u say awawawawaw
• his background photo is a photo or photos of you doing the most ordinary things in the world. doing the dishes, sleeping, standing there, yawning, sneezing and he collaged it all into one big photo and is pretty much u doing uninteresting stuff lol when u saw it u were like wHY IN THE WORLD WOULD U DO THAT TO ME and he’s all like WHAAAT U LOOK GREAT I LOVE IT WHEN UR ACTING LIKE URSELF <<<<<333333
• your phone background photo was a photo of the two of u that one time they did a performance and u were in the crowd and they were singing 20 then he spotted u amongst the people and started singing to u and a fan took a photo and it was sO CUTE BC SEUNGKWAN WAS SINGING W SO MUCH EMOTION AND U WERE LIKE SMILING ALL TESRY EYED BC OHMYGOD U LOVE HIM
• always remembers every members’ birthdays and is so on top of buying presents and he forcefully drags u round and asks for ur opinion on his present and ur like babe idk u know them better than I do
• u get all whiny tho bc u didn’t really wanna go birthday shopping so early so everytime u go w him he buys u food bc he’s the best boyfriend ever
• sings like an angel to lull you to sleep
• yELLS SONGS IN UR EAR TO WAKE U UP, ITD A FULL ON OERFORMANCE, COMPLETE W BACKGROUND MUSIC YAY(!)
• it puts a lot of pressure on him since he’s a main vocal in seventeen, to make it worse he always has to refrain from looking tired or upset, since he is the mood maker too. he always has to put on a happy smile around the members to lift their spirits even if he’s feeling sick or upset. he practices way too hard and often visits the hospital due to throat aches, your always there for him when he needs you and he’s forever grateful for that.
• “you know, you can talk to me about how you feel right?”
• “yeah, yeah, I know. but I have to keep strong and happy for the members, you know?”
• ur first fight with Seungkwan would most likely be due to the fact that he took a joke too far, you two were probably doing some harmless bickering but he said an insult that hit a little too close to home and you got upset and he got upset bc it was just a joke
• he then left to let u both cool down bc that’s what his mom always said to do, in case he did something he would regret
• then came back after a few days and apologised bc he missed u ;_;
• “I’m sorry, whatever I said was just a joke, okay? I love you so much and I can’t afford to lose you.”
• seungkwan loves u so much, if it isn’t already obvious. he would go to the end of the universe and back just to see you smile, without you in his life he would probably be v sad v v v sad due to all the stress he can’t relieve and rant out. you’re always a shoulder to cry on, a friend to laugh with, and most of all a person to grow old with. he depends on you a lot, since he’s a growing boy himself and he may not know everything, but he does know you two are meant to be together forever, and you know that too.

anonymous asked:

Why do you love pete so much

I’ve been wanting to post this for so long but I’ve never had the guts, so here goes!! This is going to be a really long answer please prepare yourself… 

  • I love Pete because he is legitimately the best person ever, he’s so down to earth, humble and has such a great sense of humour. Also he sticks up for everyone he loves and he’s loyal as fuck.
  • I’m pretty sure everyone can relate to some of his lyrics. I know they’ve helped me through so much and they’ve helped so many other people as well. Also Pete loves that, like whenever people ask him what it’s like to know you’ve saved peoples lives he says it’s awesome and he was saved in the process as well, what an angel. (tweet)
  • I don’t want to sound like really cliché and emo, but some of the stuff he says really makes me feel better. Especially quotes like this one which is probably my favourite quote ever, also Here’s To The Kids, I mean okay I know everyone takes the piss out of that because yes it’s emo but honestly I love that quote so much because I’ve lived a life of being misunderstood by pretty much everyone and it’s just nice to know someone /gets/ you. Also more recently in a tumblr post Pete wrote ‘Fall Out Boy has always been about inclusion. If you don’t fit in anywhere, you can fit in here.’ This is SO important to me because I’ve always felt like I don’t fit in anywhere. I’ve always had a lot of friends but I’ve still felt uncomfortably different, so it’s nice to feel like I belong somewhere.
  • He’s had a really long history with depression and bipolar disorder, it got to the point where he tried to kill himself in 2005 and that is probably my favourite thing about him (which sounds ridiculous, I know) but the fact he was at absolute rock bottom and tried to end his life but managed to get over that and managed to get through his depression no matter how serious it was is just downright the most inspiring thing, and although I’ve never been in a similar situation I know there are many people across the world who’ve been helped through their depression thanks to Pete.
  • Furthermore, his parents got separated when he was younger, he mentions it in this video as it being his worst childhood memory and this is a thing that’s helped me personally. My parents split when I was younger and it really effected me, so it helps knowing your favourite human on the entire planet went through something similar and still ended up okay.
  • He does so much charity work, he’s such a good person for example in this picture he is giving a homeless man a bag of food just because he felt like it, Pete pls……


  • He’s also been working with Invisible Children since 2006/7 like the main thing being shooting the ‘I’m Like a Lawyer’ music video in Uganda to try and raise awareness of the whole LRA/kony situation. He also took part in a campaign called Displace Me, where 65k people across the USA slept on the streets in makeshift camps and shelter type things trying to recreate what the LRA camps are like in Uganda to help try and raise awareness of what its like for the kids there.

  • Leading on from the depression/bipolar point, he spoke about his experiences and difficulties for the ‘Half of Us’ scheme, helping people everywhere with depression and suicide basically making people feel okay to not be okay and make sure they know they’re not alone. This is awesome because he managed to speak about his serious personal problems to try and help other people which not only is very difficult (because imagine how hard you find it talking to friends/family about your issues, imagine telling the world), but also a very good use of his power as a high profile public figure. (if you haven’t seen it you should really watch his videos)
  • Additionally, he took part in Larry King’s Disaster in the Gulf telethon trying to raise money for the Mexican people affected by the oil spill on the Mexican gulf, answering calls and accepting money from the people who were donating:


  • He is a supporter of Unicef, and ages ago he took part in a campaign trying to raise money for Haiti after the disaster there due to the earthquake. (you can read about that here if you want)
  • Fall Out Boy took part in the PSA for dosomething.org to try and raise awareness about global warming and trying to make people do something to prevent it from happening. (video)
  • Pete is a supporter of LGBTQ+ and took part in the ‘No H8′ photo campaign, a campaign aiming to end homophobia, transphobia etc.
  • Additionally, Fall Out Boy made their views about gay marriage very clear in their latest music video ‘Uma Thurman’. (Pete wrote in a tumblr post ‘We hope you can support the hidden message at the end of our video’). You can read about it here.
  • Every single person I’ve spoken to about meeting Pete have said he is lovely to fans which I wouldn’t doubt for a second because he always does random acts of kindness to fans. For example, you might not remember but he does stuff like he dressed up as the Easter Bunny and gave the queueing Fall Out Boy fans pieces of chocolate. (video
  • Also, he’s good to fans because he never denies people a photo. Look this photo was taken like a while ago and look at all the shit hes carrying and he has Bronx (his son) with him as well, but he still stops and takes a photo like no other celebrities would do that, well not many anyway.


  • Basically this post about one of his book signings made my heart explode.


  • On the subject of his book I don’t know if you’ve read his book Grey but it was the most EMOTIONAL thing I’ve ever read. It explains his life so much and lets you inside his head. It explains loads of Fall Out Boy lyrics so you should definitely read it because it made me love him 900x more than I already did, which was a lot. It has a lot of good quotes, including: ‘I wonder if killing yourself is the only thing you can control in your entire life, and that’s why it’s a sin. Because you’re beating God at his own game.’ (the book is quite dark)
  • He is a really great dad and loves his sons Bronx and Saint more than anything. He stated in the past that having children is the greatest thing that’s ever happened to him because it helped him become less selfish as he believes in his 20s he was ‘the most selfish person alive’ (I disagree, look at all the stuff you’ve just read!) but he appreciates his children for developing him as a person. Also, Pete was heavily depressed again in 2010 following his divorce with Ashlee Simpson and has said Bronx is a main reason he pulled through it. Basically he’s as dependent on his children as they are on him.


  • He’s helped loads of musicians make it, for example Panic! at the Disco (another favourite band of mine), Cobra Starship, Travie McCoy/ Gym Class Heroes, etc.  through his record label Decaydance and collaboration with Fueled By Ramen, so basically he’s enabled other musicians to achieve their dreams through his fame, and has therefore helped a whole lot of other people. (e.g people who are inspired by Brendon Urie from Panic! at the Disco)
  • One final thing, he really fucking loves Fall Out Boy fans.

A main point to remember is he is a super famous rock star who has been absolutely trashed by the media and the internet and pretty much everyone who isn’t a Fall Out Boy fan, yet he’s stayed true to himself and still as lovely as he was when Fall Out Boy started, if not lovelier. Keep that in mind because I can assure you there are not many celebrities who have experienced the same attention, fame, media backlash and abuse that Pete has who has stayed a lovely genuine person that he always has been.

Looking back over the past 8 years of loving Pete and Fall Out Boy, it’s amazing to see him grow as a person and become a better version of himself every day. The point is that people (myself included) thought Pete wouldn’t make it past 27 because he was so sad and so hooked on drugs and 7 years later he’s got his amazing band back, the best friends ever, two incredible sons and a beautiful girlfriend. I swear to god if that doesn’t give you hope in life nothing will, I am so so so proud of Pete Wentz.

also tweets like thisthisthisthisthisthis and this make me cry because he’s my favourite person ever

And when he’s not being inspirational and wordy he’s a complete sweetheart (pic) (tweet) (tweet) (tweet) (tweet) (tweet) (video) (video) and also just (video)

Okay to summarise:

  • His life has been shit at points
  • He got through that shit
  • That makes everyone feel like they can get through their own shit 
  • He’s a great humanitarian and does loads of charityowrk and makes the most of his impact on society by raising awareness to issues/fundraising events
  • He’s so LOVING to his friends for example Gabe, Brendon, Patrick, Meagan
  • He’s never been phased by fame or hate from the media and has always stayed true to himself.

Pete Wentz, I love you forever. 

Now you see me. Part 2

AN: A lot of you asked for part two i hope you like it.

Word count: 1583

Requested: a stiles imagine where you are lydias twin sister but there are a few differences (your hair is shorter, you have blue eyes, you wear glasses) and you’re best friends with scott and stiles but have a huge crush on stiles and get really annoyed whenever he talks about Lydia & scott notices so he talks to stiles and it gets really fluffy at the end WITH  A LITTLE TWIST

SORRY IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO GET THIS OUT, IM SORRY BUT HERE IT IS I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.

Part 1

Theo took you deep into the woods, passing the Hale house, further than the look out. You started to feel your body burning up, you could feel someone following you, you whispered to Theo, “T-theo, there’s someon-” “I know its ok Y/n I have you nothing is going to happen” he said kissing your forehead.

Theo ran faster and faster to keep them off your trail, he reached the spot, he stopped and put you down “Theo, grab the rocks” Theo already knew what you meant you guys came out here to try and see if you can actually do things, you could see the sky darken above you. You were laying on the ground; feeling the earth around you. How the soil feels between your fingers, the rush of the wind, the sound of the trees.

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English is Full of Really Shitty Metaphors

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It wasn’t something you ever planned. You’re not anywhere near smart enough to plan out something like this. You’re just so fucking lucky you can’t quite believe it.

You guess you might have planned some of it though. You knew staying on a majority troll planet wouldn’t be a good idea once you went through your adult pupation and your blood color became much harder to hide. You’re not a complete fucking idiot either despite how you feel sometimes, so you knew you’d have to get schoolfed on a couple other languages besides Alternian.

There were a couple big ones you figured would be the most useful, Amestrian, English and such. The best way to learn how to have conversations in them was to actually talk to someone who spoke it. Watching movies could only get you so far.

Talking to random shitty aliens online seemed like a good way to go about it at the time.

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Hey Little Fighter, Soon It Will Be Brighter

Request: can you do one where you go to the hospital and the guys think youve been ignoring them and are mad at them because they dont know about your problems and so you finaly have to confess that you tried to kill yourself and they are just a big support system to you after that and yeah just really sappy

a/n: first things first, im honestly very pleased with the outcome of this imagine. Unfortunately, having little to no computer access makes it hard for me to do certain things. As youre reading youll notice things such as mistakes that i havent seen cause sometimes theyre hard to spot on my phone. Youll also notice that the spacing of some things, like the paragraphs for example, are really weird. I can edit this completely as soon as i can get on a computer. Sorry it took so long but i hope you guys like it. Its also slightly different from the request but not by much, and its really long cause i got carried away with this one haha. Anyways, let me know what you guys think! -A x)

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gaykentparson  asked:

hey if you want to share, what are your headcanons about whiskey? (or what fandom hc's do you disagree with?)

hahah well its 10pm so im gonna grab a glass of vodka and start this. this post is just gonna be whiskey headcanons ok

okay so first off - whiskey headcanons! 

so i’ve made like individual posts about this before but here’s a giant mishmash of all the whiskey headcanons that my heart enjoys:

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  • this boy is a biromantic asexual and it was a very confusing journey for him to discover this. so one time ransom and holster were talking loudly in the kitchen with some other guys on the team about wheeling chicks (and dudes, in holster and bitty’s case), and whiskey was feeling kinda uncomfortable because all the things these guys were talking about kinda? didn’t apply to him? he didnt really feel any of this stuff yanno? so lardo totally notices because she is Perceptive As Fuck and after the boys have all dispersed she grabs whiskey and asks if he’s okay and he’s kinda like “um???” and lardo is like “hmmm?” and whiskey is like “UMMM” and so long story short him and lardo talk it out over a period of a couple weeks and lardo does some research to help him out and whiskey does some research too and when lardo and him find out that these things are, well, things hes just so relieved because it makes sense to him and it makes him feel better because there’s a label for the way he feels about things and him and lardo bond a whole bunch and become best friends and whiskey stays with her the summer after she graduates and they’re just great friends
  • whiskey has a GIANT FUCKING CRUSH on kent parson and when kent and jack finally get back on good terms and kent comes to a kegster to see people whiskey literally almost has a panic attack and almost faints and lardo is just sitting next to him patting his leg like “down boy” 
  • kent walks over to him and kinda gives whiskey a once-over and then says “your eyebrows are on point”. rip in fucking pieces whiskey u no that boy Ded

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Finding Home

AO3

Chapter: 6

Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug

Ship: Marichat

Word Count: 5022

Rating: t+

Summary:   “You… You’re the best thing to ever happen to me, Marinette Dupain- Cheng.”


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Secrets Make Friends. (Sam Imagine)

Request: Hey there sexayyy! I have a request to put on your list ;D How about one where you meet the boys and you’re a hunter but you don’t want them to find out that you are and the boys are also trying to hide from you that they’re hunters too? And they keep this up for a while until the secret’s out? You can decide on how they find out about each other :D you’re awesome btw THANKS LOVELY. BYE!

A/N: I do realize that this request was sent to me about…a month ago? Ugh. How bad am I? Anyway, since I haven’t written any Sam imagines lately, I decided to make him a person of interest to the reader. I hope that’s okay!

Enjoy!

“Excuse me miss?”

You sighed to yourself and pushed a piece of loose hair behind your ear before looking to the voice of whoever just spoke down to you, already knowing what was coming, “Yes?”

“Can I buy you a drink?” A young man around your age asked, inviting himself to sit in the stool next to you at the bar. His light blue eyes scanned your body as he grinned, “I’m surprised a pretty lady like yourself is here alone on a night like tonight.”

“I’m not thirsty.” You answered him back dryly, “I was actually just leaving, thank you.”

With a forced smile, you stood up and walked out of the bar, saying a quick goodbye to the bartender who responded with a knowing look. Normally, you would have taken anyone’s offer for a free drink, but tonight you were tired. You had just gotten back from a long hunt less than two hours ago and nothing sounded better then cuddling up in a nice bed and going to sleep.

You shivered lightly from the frosty air and pulled your jacket tighter around your body, deciding to walk rather than take a cab since the motel you were staying in was only a few blocks down. Besides, the view of passing cars and city lights was nothing you could complain over. It gave you a sense of calmness to know you weren’t alone.

In the middle of you gazing off into the night, you felt your body being bumped into, followed by a quick and frantic, “I’m so sorry!”

You grabbed onto whoever it was to keep from falling, when you looked up and recognized the person standing in front of you, “Sam? Sam Winchester?”

His dimpled smile deepened as he began to remember you as well, “Y/N. Wow, I havent seen you since freshman year in college. You look great.”

“You do too!” A blush crept onto your cheeks when you realized you were still holding onto him, “S-Sorry.”

Sam chuckled as you pulled away, “So what are you doing out here?”

Hunting demons. “Oh, just…you know. Trying to see if I like the city enough. I might get a job out here.”

“As a lawyer? Still?”

No. “Yes.”

“That’s awesome. I always knew you’d make it.”

Boy, were you wrong. “What about you? What are you doing out here?”

Sam hesitated before replying, “I’m..visiting my brother.”

As if on cue, a man who looked no older than a few years from the two of you stormed up next to Sam, “Sammy, what the hell?! I turned back to find you gone! You scared the living sh- who is this?”

“Hi, I’m Y/N.” You smiled and looked up into his green eyes, extending your hand out to him, “You must be Dean.”

He grinned back at you and shook your hand, turning to Sam with a cock of the eye brow, “How is it that you always know the hot ones?”

“We went to school together,” Sam shot before you had the chance to blush, “We were just catching up.”

“Don’t let me stop you. I’ll be waiting at the car.” Dean winked at his little brother and gave you another grin before turning to leave.

“I’m sorry about that.” Sam sighed and furrowed his brows together, “Hey, how did you remember my brothers name? I must have told you it years ago.”

Because I was practically in love with you and listened to everything you had to say. “I have a good memory.” You bit your lip softly then cleared your throat, “So…why did you bail all of a sudden back then? Was everything alright?”

Once again, Sam hesitated, “Uh, yeah. I mean no…there was just family business that needed to be dealt with and I never had the chance to go back.”

Family business? That sounds a lot like my excuse… “It’s never too late to go back, you know.”

"Right.” His hazel eyes connected with yours, sending butterflies to soar through your stomach, “Thats very true.”

His eyes wandered over your body before he grinned and ducked his head, giving you yet another extra thump in the heart.

“You want to know something?” Nervous laughter escaped your lips as you already began to regret what you were going to say next, “I used to have the biggest crush on you. Like, huge.

Sams smile was now spread across his entire face, “Really? I had a thing for you too! Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

Because being in a relationship meant putting that person in danger. “I was too shy! But, why didn’t you ever say anything to me?”

Instead of answering, his eyes shifted slightly before ignoring the question, “So..used to?” He playfully grinned, “You don’t still think I’m cute?”

Cute was an understatement. Maybe the last time you saw Sam, yeah you would have called him cute. But now? With that defined jaw, those broad shoulders, and beautiful hair? Ugh. He was sexy. But you wouldn’t let him know that, not so easily.

"I don’t know.” You challenged back with a flirtatious tone, “I guess we’ll see what happens.”

His eye brows rose as he grinned, “See what happens? Are you asking me out on a date Y/N?”

Oh, what the hell. “Sure.”

“Sure?”

“Uh-huh.”

“That’s it?”

“Well, I normally don’t tap dance to my asking a person out until the second date, but I guess I can make an exception for you.”

Sam let out a laugh that lifted throughout the air, “Okay, how about tomorrow then? I’ll pick you u-”

"You’ll go on a date with him but won’t take a drink from me?” A familiar voice caused you to snap your head around, revealing the young man at the bar who had tried to come on to you, standing only inches away from you and Sam.

“Is there a problem?” Sam stepped up, “Y/N, do you know him?”

“No. Well, yes.” You sighed, “He tried to hit on me back at the bar I was just at bu-”

“She refused.” Blue eyes clenched his jaw as his fists balled up, “I don’t like it when they refuse.”

Sam now was standing in front of you, trying to keep the man from coming any closer, “Listen, she just wasn’t interested. You shou-”

Suddenly, Sam’s body flew back into the air and landed on the ground with a loud thud. The man looked back up to you, his eyes turning the deepest shade of black before lunging in your direction.

As if your body was accustom to it, you moved swiftly away from his grasp and pulled out the blade that was tucked into your boot all at once. You could see Sam begin to stir as you took a strike at the demon who was too fast for you, but only for a second. Almost like slow motion, he pulled out his own blade and took a jab at your side, but you quickly moved out of the way and stabbed him right in the heart. His body thrashed for a minute before collapsing.

“You…” Sam was standing now with wide eyes, “You h-”

“Sammy! Behind you!” Deans voice shot through the air just as another demon attacked Sam to the ground, using the vessel of a young woman. Just as you were going to help get her off of him, something threw you to the ground.

“How many of you are there?!” You screamed before twisting your body so that you were now on top of her, stabbing her in the heart in no time.

As you stood up to help Sam, Dean had already thrown the woman off and killed her…with a hunting knife?

“You’re hunters!” A gasp escaped your lips, watching Sam regain his composure and look to his other brother, nodding in unison.

“You are too.” Sam stated, “Clearly.”

“And a badass one at that!” Dean chimed in with yet another wink. His grin dropped when Sam shot him an annoyed look, “Sorry, but its true. She’s badass.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Sam ignored his brothers comment and was now turned to you.

“Why didn’t you tell m- we really need to start telling each other things.”

"That we do.” Sam laughed lightly and turned to Dean who was mindlessly involved in the conversation, “I’ll be at the car in five minutes.”

“Oh. Y-Yeah, okay.” With that he gave you a quick wave, “I’m sure i’ll be seeing more of you soon.”

“I’m planning on it.” You gave Sam a knowing look as Dean walked away, “So..are we still on for tomorrow night?”

“Are you kidding?”

“What?”

“You just effortlessly took out two demons. I was afraid that I would have to keep this side of me from you but now that I know its your life too? That date is on more than ever.”

You laughed and took out the pen that you always kept in your back pocket, writing down your number on his hand, “Good, now you know not to mess with me either. I can so kick your ass, Sam Winchester.”

He grinned down at the numbers sprawled out on his hand before leaning over and kissing your cheek softly, walking away while saying, “We’ll see about that.”

You sighed happily and began to walk home, smiling the rest of the way. 

i saw fifth harmony yesterday and im going to write about what happened so i dont ever forget. i walked in and lauren reached her hands out to me and i took her hands in mine and she said “hi i love you” AND HER EYES ARE EVEN PRETTIER IN PERSON  she’s unreal. then i walked over to normani and dinah and asked “can i stand with you guys?” (for my picture) and normani said “yes!” im so glad they were already standing next to each other i wanted to be in between them so badly IM SUCH A NORMINAH GIRL LOL. then i turned to dinah and i started to say “dinah im nina” and as i was saying that (she didnt even let me finish) her face lit up and she went “YES! OH MY GOSH. NINA ROSE! I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN SO LONG I MISSED YOU MY LITTLE MUFASA.” AND SHE GAVE ME THE BIGGEST HUG AND SHE SAID “i still have the sweater you gave me!” (the lion king one i gave her march of last year) and i said “really? you still have it?” and she said “i still have it! i wear it all the time its back at home!” and then we took the picture and they all came and gave me a group hug. and lauren said “i love you nina.” and dinah shouted “NINA ROSE!!” (she remembered my name as ninarose vsdfgsdkfa its actually ninarosA but i dont care she’s so cute im going to change my name to ninarose now). and lauren asked me again, “wait whats your name?” and dinah said it again I WASNT ABLE TO SPEAK LOL. and camila liked my name i guess and went “NINA ROSE? oh my god” and normani said “thats a beautiful name” and then i hugged normani and said “i love you normani you make me so happy” and she said “i love you mama muah” AND SHE KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK I THINK. ally was saying stuff to me too but i dont remember what she said im listening to my audio i recorded but its very difficult to make it out. as i was leaving camila took my hand and said “SUNSHINE. I love you ninarose. you’re beautiful” and dinah called after me “I LOVE YOU MY MUFASA.” i love them so much and the way dinah’s face always lights up when she sees me and how she always remembers my name (even though this time she was one letter off) and how i dont see them very often but dinah notices things like how my hair got blonder and she remembers that it was me who gave her that sweater last year she makes me feel so so special. i love her so much i love fifth harmony so much. we dont get to spend long with them but they always make sure that the time we do have counts. they make sure every fan leaves their meet and greets feeling nothing but loved. i love fifth harmony so much.

Blast from the past. (Michael Clifford imagine)

AN:really proud of this one and i actually proof read it this time so enjoy!

word count:2K

LA California may 19th 2006, I was 9 and it was my first holiday to America, I remember being on a plane with my parents and sitting next to a strange boy with blond hair who in my opinion now looked high as fuck. The one thing I remember the most was the shirt he had on it was a bright yellow one with pikachu and ash on it too, “hi Im Michael” he said sticking out a sticky hand for me to shake “hey Im Y/N” I said shaking his hand and smiling at him. That whole flight we talked about pokemon, played on our Gameboys battling each other and telling really stupid jokes. When the plane landed my mum and his mum swapped numbers so me and Michael could keep in touch. For the first 6 months we talked on the phone everyday but as time went on and we both grew up it was more a phone call every 3 months just to catch up and then 2 years later we weren’t talking at all I was 12 and he had just turned 13 at that time I guess school and his friends took over, but I never ever forgot him and often thought about how he was doing. Now I am 18 and in university studying journalism and living with my friends but Michael? He is touring the world with his band who have just hit it BIG and I’m standing from row at (your city stadium) about to watch him play and hoping for him to notice me. As the show went on which I must say was an amazing show they were going to playing the second last song when I see Michael look directly at me and all he dose is stop everything he is doing and is frozen. I give him a small wave and smile and he dose the same back but he gives me a big smile. “Right this is our second last song its called good girls” Luke says into the microphone just then a big tall guy came up to me and said “miss you have to come with me” “okay why?” “Michael has requested to see you” he simply says helping me over the barrier and into a small stage door at to a room full of clothes and said “the boys will be here soon you can sit on the couch” “okay thanks” I say feeling nervous.

10 minutes later I hear 4 loud Aussie accents coming from down the hall and I know it them so I stand up to greet them “dude that was such a goo-” ash started then stopped when he saw me “Y/N” Michael says and hugs the shit out of me “what are you doing here” “well I heard about this band call 5 seconds of summer on the radio and they said your name so I looked you guys up to see if it was really you and when I found out it was you I got very exited and bought tickets for the show and here I am” “I cant believe this I havent seen you in like 8-9 years this is crazy” he says hugging me again “I can’t believe you your fucking famous now your not the 10 year old boy I met on a plane any more” I say looking him in the eyes “yeah I grew and so did you holy shit you’re not nine anymore you have boobs” he says like he’s never seen boobs before “well that is what happens during puberty” I say laughing then the rest of the boys laugh “so Michael are you going to introduce us to your friend?” calums says “oh sorry guys how rude this is Y/N a friend form a long time ago” “Y/N this is calum, luke and ashton my band mates” “well it was really cool to meet you Y/N but I think we should leave yous to catch up so we’re going to go get changed and go to a bar, see ya” luke says waving out the door and then the 2 other boys follow “okay bye nice to meet you” I shout when they leave. Me and michael were now on the bus couch catching up on the last 9 years. “I really cant believe this its so crazy” he kept saying “so now you’re all famous and very hot and have cool hair do you have a girlfriend?” I ask confidently after taking a drink of my beer he had given me earlier “no I haven’t found the right person yet” he says looking away from me “so what about you since you’re all hot and very smart do you have a boyfriend?” he asks hesitantly “oh yeah of course I have a husband and 2 children” I say looking at him sarcastically “ha ha funny” he says pushing my shoulder “no I don’t have a boyfriend” I say looking at the floor to scared to look at him “why?” he asks getting more confidant “well I never found the right person and I havent really have a spare moment this year because of school but now the year is over I might find the right one” I say taking a chance and looking at him while probably blushing my ass off “yeah maybe you will” he says back smirking like a little boy “so anyway how is school going?” he asks changing the subject “yeah its okay I just feel like im not ready for it not just yet so Im thinking of taking a gap year and traveling” I say smiling because of how fun it sounds “yeah that sound like a good idea” he says smiling at me in ‘that way’ (I know you know what I mean)(lovey dovey eyes btw) blushing like hell I quickly say “I need the bathroom where is it” I ask as he points me in the direction. When I come back I hear Michael talking on the phone to someone saying “man I actually think I could fall in love with this girl it feels so good to see her again and when we talk it isn’t awkward it just feels so natural, you know” omg, all of a sudden I open the door like I heard nothing “oh sorry man I have to go” he quickly says ending the conversation and putting his phone in his pocket “hey” he says smiling at me in 'that way’ again “hey” I say walking over to the couch sitting on it next to him and taking my beer again “you didn’t hear any of that did you?” he say looking concerned “no why?” I say innocently “nothing doesn’t matter, do you want to watch a movie?” he asks standing up to get more beer “sure what do yous have?” going over to the cabinet he opens it to revel a shit load of films “well we have most of the disney’s erm big hero 6, cinderella, beauty and the beast etc” “big hero 6 I love that film” I say getting exited. A wee bit into the film when tadashi dies I feel tears streaming down my face and some hit michaels arm “are you okay” he asks pulling me in for a hug “yeah Im fine its just so sad I hate that bit” “I know  do to” he says smiling at me and then I see his eyes flicker to my lips, dose he want to kiss me? omg what do i do? so then I pluck up the courage and say “you know if you want to kiss me you just have to do it” right after saying that he leans in and kiss my lips with every ounce of passion in his beautiful body, after a long make out session he says “stay the night in my bunk we don’t have to do anything I just want to lay with you and hold you” “of course” I say giving his lips one last peck before he picks me up bridal style and carries me to his bunk. “Here have one of my shirts to sleep in” he says handing me his iron maiden shirt “dont worry thats a clean one” he says laughing before stripping down to his boxers and I taking off all my clothes but my panties and bra and then I put his shirt on the taking my bra off under the shirt. After getting into his bunk we just lye in silence looking at each smiling and once in a while michael would kiss my lips or my neck leaving hickeys along the way. “michael I lied I did hear what you said on the phone” I say looking him in the eye “I don’t care anymore, a part of me wanted you to hear” he says pulling me into hug. That night I fell asleep in his arms and I had never felt more comfortable.

The next morning I wake up to hear the boys laughing so I get up pull on my jeans and go to the door to be nosey, “so what happened last night when we left” ashton asks “nothing we talked cuddled watched big hero 6 the made of for like 30 minutes then went to my bunk and kissed some more and fell asleep in each others arms” he say proudly “aw is mikey going soft” calum says “I actually think I am I really fucking like her man” he say smiling through his words “good for you man, she seems really lovely” luke says patting him on the back “yeah she is, I should probably wake her” he says getting up “no need im already up” I say walking in the room blushing because of how intimated I feel, Michael comes up and hugs me then whispers in my ear say “come to the back with me I have something to ask”.

following him through to the back he sits on the couch and I sit next to him “what up” I ask  "well you know how you were talking about going on a gap year?“ he says "yes” I say confused “well I talked to our tour manager and asked if I could take someone along for the next year and she said yes so would you like to join us on tour and travel the world with me?” “YES oh my god i would love to” I say jumping to hug him “great” he said pulling me back and kisses me.

going back into the lounge michael says “boys we have a little hitch hiker coming on tour with us” in a american school girl voice the rest of the boy scream “omg yessssss” and running and hugging me “this is going to be one of the best tours yet lads” michael says pulling the boys off me “yes it will now miss Y/N would you like some breakfast?” luke asks as if he was a waiter “yes please what do you have?” “well we have bacon, egg, toast, yogurt and fruit salad” he said back “could I please get some fruit salad that would be great right now” “of course” “I will get it for you” michael says pushing luke on the the couch next to me. this would be good, I thought.

one week later and now in (whatever city) michael had asked to see me in the back…again. “Y/N I think i slowly might be falling in love with you so will you please be my girlfriend?” I quickly rushes out “of course I would be honored” I say hugging him and then kissing his lips, “oh and I think  might be falling in love with you as well” I say with a big smile and him smiling at me with an even bigger smile. I fucking love this boy and the other boys and this will be one of the best years of my Life!

Youve Got Other Plans - Part 2

“H-harry I dont u-understnad…” You said trying to comprehend what he just told you.

“Im so sorry” He said running his hands nervously through his hair. He tried to move to take your hand, but you flinched away feeling the tears finally falling.

“Harry couldnt you have done anything?” You chocked out. 

“Love I tried! I really tried” He said. You could see the hurt in his face.

“What are we supposed to do Harry? What are Darcey and I supposed to do?” You said turning away from him, not able to look at his face.

Harry sat quietly for a minute before he jumped up. 

“Kendall and I are fake right? Thats all this has to be, I go out with her here and there, get some photos taken, while you Darcey and I still can be together!” he said excitedly 

“But that means that we would have to be on the down low…” you said trying to understand this whole thing. “I dont know Harry”  

“Baby…” Harry said coming towards you. He wrapped his arms around your waist.

You let out a deep sigh thinking this over. 

“Alright, I guess thats really the only way around this.” You stated.

A few weeks had past, Harry and Kendalls “relationship” had really caught on with all the fans, and media. They were getting so much attention and responses. You couldnt help but think that this plan was actually a good idea in a way because it really got their names out there. You were pleasantly surprised when the media produced a few stories about you and Darcey. Everyone knew about Harry and you. and your child, so you were happy to find out that a lot of people still cared. 

You could see that this little stunt was giving the new couple some negative attention as well. Fans were upset with Harry for leaving you and your daughter and going with Kendall. Others were mad at Kendall saying ‘how could she do this to such a sweet family?’ All in all you kind of felt bad for the two of them, one they had to fake being together, and two the negativity they got. But you guess thats what comes with fame.

A few more weeks pass, and it was getting harder and harder for you. Everyone time youd go out people would be questioning you about the ‘break up’ and you had to lie and pretend to be upset. But after some time you felt like you werent pretending. Harry had been spending so much time with Kendall he had practically forgotten about you and Darcey.

Most nights you were cooped up at home with the baby. Which you didnt mind, but Harry was never around anymore. He seemed to be growing feelings for Kendall as well. Or at least thats what it looked like. 

You had to deal with the rumors, the stories, the photos, everything all alone. No Harry there reassuring you, no Harry there telling you not to look at that stuff, no Harry period. You were starting to feel like he had actually left you for her. 

One week later and you couldnt take it any more. Harry had only seen you three times in the course of three months. You were hurt, pissed, broken, sad, all of the above. And every time you tried to talk to him he was to busy for you. 

Your phone buzzed bringing you away from the thoughts swirling around in your head. 

‘Hey love on my way home.’ a text from Harry.

You didnt even respond to it, you just shut your phone off. Darcey was staying with your moms for a little while so you could have a break and some TLC.

You heard a knock on the door and you went to answer it. 

“Why did you knock?” You asked coldly after you swung the door open. 

“I uh I dont know.” Harry said I little take a back at your tone.

“Its your house too. Or at least it used to be.” You said the last part under your breath but apparently Harry heard you. 

“What do you mean?” He asked confused.

“Dont play dumb styles.” you growled at him. “You havent been home in weeks. You barley come by to see me let a lone your daughter. Your always out with that bitch while I just sit here and wait. You were supposed to be ‘fake’ dating her. But at this point im not sure if that relationship is fake or if this one is.” You let all of the angry and emotions youd been feeling for weeks pour out of you. You let them consume you, they had been eating away at you all that time you had been alone. You finally broke, you lost your cool but you didnt care any more.

“Its me or her harry.” You growled in a low tone.

He didnt respond he just looked away. You couldnt believe it. It had actually happened, he chose her. You had played this scene over and over in your head, but you had always hoped that he would come back. 

You stood there with your mouth wide open.

“Hand me my suitcase.” You said.

“What?” Harry finally responded.

“you heard me.”

Friends with benefits

Pietro x reader

Warning: swearing

Prompt: slightly, the movie, friends with benefits (if you havent seen, it i highly suggest it)

N/A: this is a long one so grab your popcorn and enjoy. Also all the wonderful pj pants mentioned are all ones i actually own, just a fun fact for ya. 

Part 2- 

http://marvelousloves.tumblr.com/post/146919480926/friends-with-benefits-ii 

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I’ve always been told purples my color, not like Barney purple, but lilac purple. So it’s ironic that that same color is the one that comes out of fingers. That’s the only reason SHIELD wants me, no not because of the purple vapor, because of its abilities. I have never really told anyone about my gift, only my dad, who also happens to be a well known SHIELD agent. As some as he found out he was on the phone with Nick Fury. I had wished he would have given me time to adjust, if he would have maybe I wouldnt have ran. I needed to find myself, as clitché as that may sound, and becoming an asset to SHIELD wasnt going to help. I moved in with my grandma who lived two states over and had no contact with my father. I never explained why I randomly had shown up but she didnt question it, only opened her doors for me. I was always thankful for the fact she probably just assumed my dad had scared me off, she always did hate him even, when he was married to my mom.

My grandma was very low tech, not even have so much as a house phone. So I took online classes, at the library, and focused on working with my powers and combat skills. My grandma never noticed, she was too busy knitting or scrapbooking about her dog.

After I got my powers under control I decided to join society again with a high school diploma and powers stronger than ever under my belt. I started locally, stopping thiefs and small town gangs. I also helped farmers with their fields and grow fruit and veggies for soup kitchens. I somehow worked my way onto SHIELDS Radar, maybe it was somewhat intentional.

Nick didnt even ask me to come, he only send plane tickets and enough money for a cab to the airport with a post it note stating someone will be there to pick me up. Of course I took the somewhat offer, not hesitant to pack my bags and leave the boring town. It is only a two hour flight so I pack a book and my music and am on my way.

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I look around for someone that looks as if they’re here for me. I see white hair jumping around, chasing something, but he was so fast the wind he made only pushed the paper farther away. I run over to him, my speed matching his, scaring him a tad. I notice the sign he is chasing has my name on it, I pick up the page , holding it to my chest.

“You’re Y/N?” His accent is thick and very cool, almost soothing. My name rolls off his tongue beautifully.

“In the flesh.” He nods, slightly smirking while checking me out, probably looking at my mint green panda pyjama pants. I ignore it and head to grab my bag. He tries to take to carry himself. I use my super strength, not allowing my grip to budge. He sighs and walks in the direction I’m guessing is where the car is. He opens the door of the all black SUV for me, I have never experienced such gentlemen ways before. Grandma always said thats how Grandpa was, her eyes would light up because of the memories, it was always very sweet.

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Third person P.O.V

“We have a new recruit coming, she is probably the most dangerous of us all.” Nat speaks up, catching everyones attention, they all look uneasy. Bruce the worst of them all.

“Worse then Banner?” Nat slowly nods answering Tonys question.

“NO ONE IS MIGHTIER THAN ME. I AM A GOD.” Thor says, unnecessarily loud. Nat looks down at her feet as Steve is lost in thought.

“Do you honestly not remember when greeny whipped Loki, who is also a god, like a rag doll?” Bruce looks ashamed at himself even if he cant control what he does it that form.

“Nick thought it would be best if she was here with us. I happen to agree with him. Just make sure she feels welcomed and she is to train with each of us. Each day someone else. They are already working on new schedules.” Nat is interrupted by she phone beeping, it was Pietro. “They will be here in 15 minutes.”

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“I have to ask, why is Nick so obsessed with you? He hasnt quit talking about you since you appeared.” His blue eyes are focused on the road, one hand tightly gripped on the steering wheel.

“Im guessing its an ego thing, if Im being honest. Hes known about me since I was 13 but I went into hiding. I needed to work on my powers, being thrown into SHIELD wouldnt help me at all. So, I suppose when he found me again, he needed me to join.” I shrug, putting my feet on the dash, stretching my muscles that are still tired from the plane ride.

“You must be something else if he’s this anxious to get his hands on you.” I chuckle at his words. I wish I wasn’t.

“You have no idea.”

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“You must be Y/N!” Tony Stark cheers while shaking my hand, theres a falseness to his tone. I focus my powers so I can get into his head, the only down side is he will know what I’m doing, my eyes will turn purple. It was a dead give away.

‘Stark, be nice. You have to. Nat said she was more dangerous than Banner. Watch yourself.’ His thoughts said

Wow, how sweet. I already have a reputation. Tony looks startled, this causes Steve to step forward.

“Nice to meet you Y/N.” He says genuinely, it was a nice change from Tonys Demeanor. He shakes my hand and I smile at him which he returns. This continues with Nat, Bruce, Sam, Scott, Wanda, and Thor, whom was probably one of my favorites. Although they were all great, A smile never left my face. That hasnt happened in a while. Pietro quickly takes my bags to my room, I follow him at his same speed.

“How did you?” He looks confused, yet intrigued. I shrug and run around quickly, unpacking my bags in minutes.

“I’ll race you to the common room.” I smirk, he did too. He counts us off and I run as fast I can. Down the hall around a corner. Pietro and I neck and neck until he trips over the rug.

“Wow, I didnt think you would be falling for me this soon.” I smirk, helping him up. He smiles at me and the team is laughing behind us.

“I hate to interrupt but Nat never told us your, ah, qualifications. I was thinking maybe for dramatic effect.” Tonys attitude was bearable but It still rubbed me the wrong way, I think I may have been his tone. Though, He was decently entertaining.

“I doubt my shitty qualifications are to your standards Mr. Stark. I’m probably just a little farm girl compared to you or anyone else in the room.” I was trying to downplay it, not that Im full of myself because of my gift, I just remember Tonys thoughts and decide to have some fun with it. Nat laughs at my statement and at Tonys eye roll, I smile at her which she returns while also cocking her perfectly arched eyebrow. I sigh and wave at Nat telling her just to tell him and everyone else.

“Y/N is from Brooklyn, Her father was Nicks right hand man. Her mother was killed when she was two because of her fathers position, which also led to his death a few years ago. She discovered her powers at age 13, thats when he dad told Nick and he wanted her to join SHIELD. She then ran away to her Grandmas, from there working on controlling her powers and getting her high school diploma. After 6 years she started to use her powers to help with thiefs and gangs in her community, leading us into now. The newest Avenger. She has the power to mimick other powers.” Nat spills my file, the part about my dad stings. Yeah, I knew about it but I was too caught up in school and training to grieve. It was easier to ignore it. Still is.

“So you can steal powers?” Tony questions.

“No, I can mimic them. Stealing would mean I keep them. I can only hold certain powers for a little bit. Some longer than others. It helps if someone near has the power I’m trying to get.” Everyone looks somewhat confused. I can feel Wanda in my head, searching around.

“So, could you mimic me?” Bruce says nervously, probably hoping the answer is no.

“Id have to try to know for sure, which Id rather not, but probably.”

“I don’t believe you. You probably just have speed like me.” Pietro spoke up.

“She’s telling the truth.” Wanda sticks up for me. I smile at her thankfully.

“Prove it.”

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the redbull (redbird(c) ) fic

The Redbull (Redbird) Fic

All author’s notes, left in to enhance the reading experience, have been put inside // these // marks.

by liam and lisa iamnotdanisnotonfire gabricl

prompted by eternallyphan, originally intended to be shock horror but something went wrong

SUMMARY: what the fuck

hwat the fuck?? ? do i do with this??? i  cannot

i’m laughing too hard for this

shove it up his ass!!!

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sm trainee

i have a friend, we’re not super close but shes been a trainee for just over a year. shes young and one of those really really all rounded people by that i mean not only is she smart and musical, but also relatively pretty, hardworking and has a good personality. she attended a sm global audition so she practically beat thousands of people, mind you which is pretty amazing. im not going to say which country shes living in (could be canada, america, europe or maybe even australia or new zealand) but she is chinese. but shes still studying here. however on sundays she goes to train at like where all the trainees from this particular country all gather in a building. then during holidays she flies to korea to get proper training. her family is in china so she flies there every weekend during the holidays.

im not sure how many rounds of auditions she went through (maybe 3 im guessing) when she first found out she made it in she was pretty hesitant because she knows its harsh, i dont think she actually wants to be an idol (i mean come on, its really not THAT great unless if a big dream for you) but she went for the experience. the sechudule is pretty tight because you have so many lessons such as singing, dancing, language and acting. i honestly havent seen her sing or dance properly because she always sings and dances for fun and mucks around a lot and shes always bringing laughter so im actually really curious ughh i want to see. anyways i think shes a great actor because shes one of the best people at drama in my school. and shes fluent in english and chinese and her korean is okay. she is on a diet but not a super intense one. shes pretty skinny tbh and tall. but the thing is sm actually care for your wellbeing because they encourage trainees to do well in school and have backup plans. oh and every month (only when you’re in korea) they have the evaluation showcase thing where some trainees may get kicked out or get told that they are in consideration of debuting. 

my friend is realistic and deep. shes actually thinking of dropping out because it is true that when you became a successful idol, 10 years later you’re in the dump again because more young people have debuted. and everyones into young people. and you’re basically ruined if you have no backup plan after being an idol. plus being a girl idol its so seasy to get hate. as much as we want to deny it, guy idols are much more popular and likeable. 

also about idols i havent heard much because they rarely visit the trainees but she said that amber is really nice and encouraging especially to the non korean trainees. she has bumped into exo and other groups several times in the corridors and when exiting and entering the buildings. shes met her bias but not talked, its just like *walk past, make eye contact* so im kinda jealous about that ahahha. oh and sm is kind of strict it is true that they have the other office. when rumours about you start to surface you have to go there and they lecture and punish you and deduct points from you (they have the points system and if you do well you get rewarded my friend has been rewarded) and if its a really big issue or rumour  you may get kicked out. and when you’re a foreigner trainee you stay in  the trainee dorm which is nearby the sm building

truthfully i kind of want her to debut because its pretty cool when you’re like: MY FRIEND IS ON TV but thats just me being selfish.  but if she does debut it will be so hard for her and i kinda dont want her to go through all that crap and not having a personal life. the trainee period is already ridiculously hard, i heard that every 10 trainees, 9 will end up dropping out/being kicked out. its kind of like when you’re already 25 and you’re still training you basically have no chance of debuting and thats when you finally realise the reality and that you’ve just been wasting your time.  i have no say in this but thats just what i think. i also have no say in what decision my friend will make but either way i’ll be happy for her.

so my advice for those who are desperate to be trainees. seriously only do it when you’re actually willing to give up almost everything and keep in mind that the chances are extremely slim. on average sm debuts a group every 2 years. in other words regardless of your gender its every 4 years. people like chen and baekhyun are just unbelivably talented and lucky ^^  but good luck to all. if you;re really determined and if you will work hard for it, perhaps you can do it :D