i have to miss it

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

Captain Philippa Georgiou deserved better

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Welp, SWCV has come to an end with 29 concerts held. I’m proud of the boys and Shawols. I am proud to have been a part of the tour. It was an amazing, dreamlike, breathtaking, wonderful experience. I don’t think I’ll ever get over it. I’ll probably be watching fancams of the concert over and over for the rest of my life. Lol.

Personally, I never thought I was ever gonna have the chance to see SHINee perform live. Before I went to see them in L.A, I felt myself withdrawing from the fandom. I’m sure those who’s followed me since 2010+ could tell. I wasn’t rly making edits anymore and tho I was here from time to time, I was basically forcing myself to reblog SHINee for the sake of this blog. Most of the friends I met while loving SHINee already left the fandom. They got into new groups, grew up and out of SHINee/stan life, found new hobbies, got a s/o, etc. I thought it was my turn to graduate too?? Lmao. So with all this considered, I attended the concert as the last hurrah, as the last goodbye.

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This is one of the hardest things you face after a breakup. Being alone for the first time in a while. It feels weird. It strikes a deep anxiety and you often feel as if you’re forgetting something or something is missing. Being alone feels weird, in a good or bad way, depending on who you are and what stage of the breakup your in. No matter what everyone struggles being alone for the first time and especially after you thought and you would have that person would be together forever. When your single you lose some responsibility, like not having to worry about someone else or make sure that they didn’t text or call you. This can and will take a while to get used to, and some people even stay single for a while after a long relationship to heal and that’s a good thing too. After a heartbreak or toxic relationship, being single can be a good thing to help you heal and find yourself again, realize that you are strong and amazing and that your on track to finding the true love of your life.

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 The Librarians Shipathon 2017 - Week 12: Eve & Moriarty

my ghost
where’d you go?
I can’t find you in the body sleeping next to me

the dash: *fandom drama i completely missed and have zero context for*
me: CHECK OUT THE GUN SHOW