i have to drive in like 3 or 4 hours

Thanks @babymoostachios for the tag
Currently in the middle of an 18 hour drive so this gave me something to do lol

1. Who are you named after? 
My moms best friend from high school!
2. Last time you cried? 
Probably last week lol
3. Do you like your handwriting? 
I kinda love it :p
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? 
I’m a very picky eater and actually don’t eat lunch meat lol
5. Do you have kids? 
I do not
6. Do you use sarcasm? 
Too much!!
7. Do you still have your tonsils? 
8. Would you bungee jump? 
Scared of heights but I would anyway!
9. What is your favorite kind of cereal? 
Cinnamon Toast Crunch!!
10. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? 
Never, just force them off every time lol
11. Do you think you’re strong? 
Not compared to some people
12. What is your favorite ice cream?
Vanilla and coffee
13. What is the first thing you notice about someone? 
Usually their smile
14. Football or baseball?
Baseball! I used to play softball so I actually understand the sport
15. What is the least favorite thing you like about yourself? 
I have very thin hair and you can see my scalp, which makes me insecure, but I’ve learned to really love my body and myself otherwise
16. What color pants do you wear? 
Usually black jeans
17. Favorite smell? 
Coffee being brewed, and my peppermint essential oil!
18. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? 
Probably my mom
19. Favorite sports to watch on TV? 
I don’t watch sports on tv
20. Hair color? 
This weird mixture of light brown and brass and orange undertones that are coming out from all the times I used to dye my hair
21. Eye Color: 
22. Favorite food to eat:
Mashed potatoes! 
23. Scary movies or funny?
I love scary movies but I spend the whole time behind my own hands, so funny!
24. Last movie you’ve watched: 
Probably a Christmas movie
25. What color shirt you’re wearing? 
26. Favorite holiday? 
27. Wine or beer? 
Wine, cheers 🍷

I tag @frusciantesoctopus @magikpepper @cosmos-deceptis @usuallyonlywater @oh-my-blonde @lovemesayhellyes anyone else who wants to do it!

i was tagged by @undesregnet thanks bitch.
Rules - tag 10 followers you want to get to know better after answering!
Nickname: gladly i have none Gender: female
Zodiac: virgo
Favourite colour: black
Time right now: 00:28
Average hours of sleep: like 5 with good luck 7
Lucky number: 17 because it’s my fathers lucky number too
Last thing I googled: lyrics from Five Finger Death Punch
Blankets I sleep with: 1
Favourite bands: Five Finger Death Punch, Architects, Bring Me The Horizon, Parkway Drive, Three Days Grace, Bullet For My Valentine
Favourite solo artist: Selena Gomez
Dream trip: Norway, Island, America
Wearing: sweatpants and a comfy shirt
Age of blog: 3 years 4 months
Following: 1.249
Posts: 24.356
What I post about: bands! and everything i feel like posting.
When did my blog reach it’s peak?: i have no idea.

i tag @fliederfuchs @jhorseinfires

Reason Friend Not Dead

#1: 2 hour drive in the dark but that reason is steadily becoming weaker with all the Hamilton pain she’s reblogging!!!!

#2: The dog is sleeping on me and I can’t disturb him. But I bet he’d like to go for a car ride…..

#3: She’s one of two friends I have and if I kill her, the other one will be stuck bailing me out of jail on her own. 

#4: She’s a science major, need her for the chemicals. Bodies don’t hide themselves!

#5: She supplies me with Mountain Dew. 

58 of the most beautiful sentences from “Paper Towns”

1. “What a treacherous thing it is to believe that a person is more than a person.”

2. “I like this. I like the consistency. I like that I can drive fifteen hours from home without the world changing too much.”

3. “Everyone demented with the mania of owning things. All the things paper-thing and paper-frail. And all the people, too. I’ve lived here for eighteen years and I have never once in my life come across anyone who cares about anything that matters.”

4. “I knew these halls so well — and finally it was starting to feel like they knew me, too.”

5. “Forever is composed of nows.”

6. “Tonight, darling, we are going to right a lot of wrongs. And we are going to wrong some rights. The first shall be the last; the last shall be the first; the meek shall do some earth-inheriting. But before we can radically reshape the world, we need to shop.”

7. “I imagine it is hard to go back once you’ve felt the continents in your palm.”

8. “This was the first time in my life that so many things would never happen again.”

9. “We can hear others, and we can travel to them without moving, and we can imagine them, and we are all connected one to the other by a crazy root system like so many leaves of grass — but the game makes me wonder whether can really ever fully become another.”

10. “It is so hard to leave — until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”

11. “Humans lack good mirrors. It’s so hard for anyone to show us how we look, and so hard for us to show anyone how we feel.”

12. “You keep expecting people not to be themselves.”

13. “I always felt like you had to be important to have enemies.”

14. “New York was the only place in America where a person could actually live a halfway livable life.”

15. “The physical space between us evaporates. We play the broken strings of our instruments one last time.”

16. “I can almost imagine a happiness without her, the ability to let her go, to feel our roots are connected even if I never see that leaf of grass again.”

17. “The day passed as it always did — in slow motion, with a thousand plaintive glances at the clock. But now it was even more unbearable, because every minute I waste din school was another minute in which I failed to find her.”

18. “Nothing is as boring as other people’s dreams.”

19. “Such was life that morning: nothing really mattered that much, not the good things and not the bad ones. We were in the business of mutual amusement, and we were reasonably prosperous.”

20. “And when I say that her hand brushes up against mine, and I just grab hers because it feels like there is less to ruin now.”

21. “Once the vessel cracks open, the end becomes inevitable.”

22. “If it doesn’t happen to you, it doesn’t happen at all.”

23. “There are so many people. It is easy to forget how full the world is of people, full to bursting, and each of them imaginable and consistently misimagined.”

24. “The town was paper, but the memories were not. All the things I’d done here, all the love and pity and compassion and violence and spite, kept welling up inside me.”

25. “Maybe she had sat here in the cacophonous darkness and felt some kind of desperation take her over, and maybe she found it impossible to unthink the thought of death.”

26. “At least I carpe’d that one diem.”

27. “Even though I could see her there, I felt entirely alone among these big and empty buildings, like I’d survived the apocalypse and the world had been given to me, this whole and amazing and endless world, mine for the exploring.”

28. “I’m not saying that everything is survivable. Just that everything except the last thing is.”

29. “I think the future deserves our faith.”

30. “I’ve never seen her eyes dead like that, but then again, maybe I’ve never seen her eyes before.”

31. “I don’t know how I look, but I know how I feel: Young. Goofy. Infinite.”

32. “It’s kind of great, being an idea that everybody likes.”

33. “Maybe the strings break, or maybe our ships sink, or maybe we’re grass — our roots so interdependent that no one is dead as long as someone is still alive. We don’t suffer from a shortage of metaphors, is what I mean. But you have to be careful which metaphor you choose, because it matters.”

34. “Everything’s uglier close up.”

35. “I always liked routine. I suppose I never found boredom very boring. I doubted I could explain it to someone like Margo, but drawing circles through life struck me as a kind of reasonable insanity.”

36. “She either trusted me or wanted me to fall.”

37. “I learn something about fear. I learn that it is not the idle fantasies of someone who maybe wants something important to happen to him, even if the important thing is horrible. It is not the disgust of seeing a dead stranger, and not the breathlessness of hearing a shotgun pumped outside of Becca Arrington’s house. This cannot be addressed by breathing exercises. This fear bears no analogy to any fear I knew before. This is the basest of all possible emotions, the feeling that was with us before we existed, before this building existed, before the earth existed. This is the fear that made fish crawl out onto dry land and evolve lungs, the fear that teaches us to run, the fear that makes us bury our dead.”

38. “At some point, you gotta stop looking up at the sky, or one of these days you’ll look back down and see that you floated away, too.”

39. “And this is what I was trying to do, too. I guess: to listen to all the little sounds of her, because before any of it could make sense, it had be heard.”

40. “Leaving feels good and pure only when you leave something important, something that mattered to you. Pulling life out by the roots. But you can’t do that until your life has grown roots.”

41. “I have nothing to gain from kissing her. But I am no longer looking to gain anything.”

42. “I leave, and the leaving is so exhilarating I know I can never go back. But then what? Do I just keep leaving places, and leaving them, and leaving them, tramping a perpetual journey?”

43. “We bring the fucking rain, Q. Not the scattered showers.”

44. “I think maybe the reason I have spent most of my life being afraid is that I have been trying to prepare myself, to train my body for the real fear when it comes. But I am not prepared.”

45. “Isn’t it also that on some fundamental level we find it difficult to understand that other people are human beings in the same way that we are? We idealize them as gods or dismiss them as animals.”

46. “I decided to clean out my locker, because I didn’t really want to come back here and again have to feel like my lungs were drowning in this perverse nostalgia.”

47. “I wanted to tell her that the pleasure for me wasn’t planning or doing or leaving; the pleasure was in seeing our strings cross and separate and then come back together.”

48. “You can argue…that Ahab is a fool for being obsessed. But you could also argue that there is something tragically heroic about fighting this battle he is doomed to lose.”

49. “Only now, after all this lost time, did I realize how terribly I had misunderstood both her game and the prize for winning it.”

50. “You listen to people so that you can imagine them, and you hear all the terrible and wonderful things people do to themselves and to one another, but in the end the listening exposes you even more than it exposes the people you’re trying to listen to.”

51. “She’d told me: the pleasure isn’t in doing the thing; the pleasure is in planning it.”

52. “Sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are…People are different when you can smell them and see them up close.”

53. “I didn’t need you, you idiot. I picked you. And then you picked me back…And that’s like a promise. At least for tonight. In sickness and in health. In good times and in bad. For richer, for poorer. Till dawn do us part.”

54. “We are now as I wished we could be then.”

55. “It is saying these things that keeps ups from falling apart. And maybe by imagining these futures we can make them real, and maybe not, but either way we must imagine them. The light rushes out and floods in.”

56. “Doing stuff never feels as good as you hope it will feel.”

57. “I am afforded the chance to think one more thought, and I think about her. I blame her for this ridiculous, fatal chase — for putting us at risk, for making me into the kind of jackass who would stay up all night and drive too fast. I would not be dying were it not for her. I would have stayed home, as I have always stayed home, and I would have been safe, and I would have done the one thing I have always wanted to do, which is grow up.”

58. “And for those two minutes we just stared at each other, and I watched the blue in her eyes. It was nice — in the dark and the quiet, with no possibility of me saying anything to screw it up, and her eyes looking back, like there was something in me worth seeing.”

(from www.buzzfeed.com)

6 things you didn't know about Jordi Alba

Chess fan

“I love playing it and I keep doing it with my father. It makes me think and that’s why I think it’s great that is thaught at schools”.

Sleeping 12 hours

“I can sleep for 12 or 13 hours. At night I do it from 12am to 9am and I have a nap of 2,3 or 4 hours at midday”

Salad mad

“Salad drives me crazy. I eat it for lunch and dinner… I can’t at breakfast but I am happy with a salad, some chicken and some rice. I drink about  3 litres of water a day”.

Driving licence

“I’m working on getting my driver’s licence. Did theoretical exam few years ago. Practising now, hope to get it before the summer! (he said in 2013 but in 2016 he claimed that he will make it soon)


"I like rumba and "flamenco”. 


“I love the Spanish TV show "La que se avecina”. I can watch the same episode five times and I keep laughing".

anonymous asked:

Not to bother, but I have a small problem. I have an great story idea, and have a good grasp on the characters I'm writing about, but the words aren't flowing and I write like a paragraph or two then no motivation to go on. I don't know what to do...

that’s totally okay! everyone works differently. for example, i only write a story like once every 4 months or so. once i get an idea i write and share it within about 2-3 hours (which is why i only do one-shots). 

motivation is very fickle and if you only write when you’re motivated then i’d say it’s best to be patient with yourself while it is gone. your motivation will return one day. in the meantime, maybe keep a journal or something of your ideas for plot and characters so that when your drive returns, you will have the things you wanted to write about at your fingertips.

if you don’t want to wait for motivation then just try to write something every day. it can just be one tiny sentence- progress is progress, friend. either way, best of luck. i know it’s hard but please try to be patient and kind to yourself. ~Nicole