i have so many things to say just

I’m just thinking about how Andrea cried on the stand and Taylor was so completely done and she said the most brutally honest things because she had no patience for that disgusting creep and that must’ve been so hard and taken so much emotional strength and she really did that for us, so many young women look up to her and she did it to show us that we can say no and that’s so incredible we could not have picked a better woman to stan

anonymous asked:

Do u thin there's a chance of some kastle smut this season? how many episodes have u seen so far?

I’m on epi 8 now and I totally don’t see it. Judging by the way the writers are going, I would say not for another two seasons. There are clues during the show that a romance is being built - it’s like very obvious things - but it’ll be a slow burn a la Olicity (and hopefully better handled than the hot mess that otp of mine is) rather than something for now.

Kastle is otp of ‘it’s right, just not right now’, understand?

If you really want something like NOW, I have to say Kastle is not the kind of ship for you.

So, earlier was I having one of my occasional moments of pointlessly whiny self-pity (all WHY do I ever try to be in fandom, whyyyyy as an aggressively mediocre writer and a person who fails utterly at even the most basic of human interaction do I even try, shut up self, ugh) which led to me actually looking at how long I’ve had this blog and I discovered that yesterday it was six months since I posted my first fic here.

And for me, that is kind of a big deal because I generally don’t ever hang around in any given fandom for more than a couple months at most. But, you know, I like it here! A lot! I enjoy writing these stories and I have so many things I still want to write. So I just want to say a huge thank you to you all for putting up with me, I know I’m kind of weird, sorry.

I also for the first time ever made myself look how many followers this blog has and damn, that was… surprising. I never ever take for granted the pretty amazing fact that there are people who like to read what I write and I really, really am just so massively grateful to everyone for that.

So yeah, thank you.


unluckyrose replied to your post: Not to chat about a topic from ages ago, but your…

I have so many interesting things to ponder about this, but I am distracted rn I will just say, would his angel guide give him visions to draw him to mysteries? perhaps his guide would’ve given him a vision or otherwise told him to go solve the Rockport thing

his guide absolutely brings angus towards mysteries that need solved, but it doesn’t actually help him solve them, that’s all him. it probably gave him the vision of not completely trusting the bureau at the end when everything was going down. 

okay, but what if his guide is his grandfather. the memory of my grandfather’s name died long before i was born indeed 

anonymous asked:

Um... please don't take this the wrong way, but have you not been answering many anon asks lately? I'm not accusing you of anything, Its just normally you'd respond to at least one of the few I've sent the last few days by now and I'm trying to figure it if the app is just screwing me over again.

I am typically more likely to respond to off anon things only because i dont really have a response for everything so i would send it back privately. Also most of my inbox is requests right now and im not doing all of them. Some of em are questions i didnt know the answer to and forgot to answer then too much time had passed. Or they are frequently asked questions and I can only say “nope dunno what you mean” like so many times lol (this mostly pretains to fic questions cause i dont read fics) 

usually too much time has passed so im like “oh wont answer this now i guess” 

no harm meant! But if you just say things “hi!” and i cant respond privately i dont like to flood my blog with those. So i encourage you to be off anon if youre a regular! ill do my best

(right now though my inbox is buried in requests so i dont see some stuff)

anonymous asked:

hELLO I'm a young trans boy named Roni, but the issue with that is it often gets pointed out as a weird name, especially since it's pronounced like macaroni and like.. heck. I'm already out to my parents, so I can't really change it and I'm personally comfortable with it, it's just the constant judgement and having to repeat myself. A good chunk of people I know think my name is Ronnie. Another name I was considering is Roswell, but my mom hates that one and I'm already attached to Roni. Heckin.

i love the name Roni, my name is Caspian and ive been called so many things. Like Casper, Cat Pee, Casin, etc and to be honest if you love the name then stick to it! Others shouldnt have a say in your name, because its yours!

anonymous asked:

This is a genuine question, so I'm not trying to make you upset or anything just curious <3 What's the big deal about the follower count thing? I mean unless the person that asked was being a dick to you earlier or something. Again I'm just curious not trying to upset you, sorry if I did in any way lol 😅💙

Because every time I’ve ever posted what my follower count is, it starts drama by causing hateful anons and other people being shitty. Same thing has happened to many of my mutuals.

I used to be nice about it by just saying that I’d rather keep it to myself, but so many people have sent in asks asking even though I’ve stated I do not want to reveal it and I no longer tolerate it.

That’s exactly why I put my ask box title as “ask anything but my follower count”, so that new people and others would know to respect my decision & not ask, yet people still do it sarcastically. It irritates the holy hell out of me.

You didn’t upset me! Don’t worry about that. It’s been a while since I answered why I don’t post my follower count, so maybe it was time to post my reasoning for it again.

anonymous asked:

What did you think of Jason momoa’s rape joke at Comic-Con?

I don’t know how old this ask is since I haven’t been on tumblr (off of mobile) in a long time so I’m sorry if this is a late response.

For those of you wondering what anon is referring to: in 2011, at a Game of Thrones panel at San Diego Comic Con, Jason was asked what is was like to work on the show. He replied with, “But as far as sci-fi and fantasy, I just love that genre. You do so many things you can’t do, like rip someone’s tongue out of their throat and get away with it, and rape beautiful women, you know? And then having them fall in love with you, you know what I mean?”

Was it a stupid thing to say? Of course it was! Do I think it’s possible for people to learn from their mistakes? Absolutely. This happened 6 years ago and I think people can grow and learn a lot in that kind of time frame. It’s also important to note that his character on GoT was a rapist, that’s a fact, but him glorifying rape, in a sense with his quote, was a big mistake. “Rape beautiful women,” was incredibly childish and there’s no denying that at all.

As a fan of someone, I think it’s incredibly important to be honest and realistic - and accept that they aren’t perfect. This was never new and it was constantly brought up through the years to him. He never responded. It’s unfortunate that it took him 6 years to finally make a statement and apologize only because I feel like he was pushed into a corner and had to cover his own ass once again. I wish he wouldn’t have taken so long, but I’m glad he finally released something. His apology was short, but sincere and heartfelt. He’s admitting his mistake and showing that he knows he was wrong, and I can respect that.

With everything going on in Hollywood right now, Jason’s comment in 2011 shows that the conversation of rape is finally taking a turn. People are realizing that there are power to their words and they’re finally being held accountable for them. Jason being called out and forced to take accountability was absolutely necessary. We have to call out our faves on the problematic shit they do. It doesn’t make us less of a fan, it makes us responsible.

Moira is the best Irish rep I’ve ever encountered

Alright hear me out. When Moira was revealed, I was super psyched to see that she was Irish, and not a stereotype whatsoever. Like, I genuinely spent a whole day practically in pure excitement because Blizzard had not only created Irish rep (a SERIOUSLY rare thing for us, aside from dopey background characters), but one who was based around true Irish culture. Rather than a drunken brute with a beer belly and wearing green all over- you know, the way media portrays us regularly- we got a character based on Genuine Irish Culture

This is PARTICULARLY prevalent in the Moon skin, which has numerous nods to Celtic culture- pagan symbols, a design mirroring common depictions of Irish deities such as the Morrigan or sorceresses such as Aoife, the wicked queen who transformed her stepchildren into Swans in the tale of the Children of Lir.

I really dig the concept of a sorceress themed Irish character with the power of genetics on her side, specifically because of the conscious effort Ireland as a country is making to have more and more science based jobs, specifically for women. It mightn’t have been intentional, but I wouldn’t be surprised!

These aside, however, there’s one thing that made me extremely happy, and ultimately left the impression that Blizzard had done a very good job with Irish representation: the fact that Moira is a Gaelgoir, or a fluent Irish speaker.

She’s got almost as many lines in English as she does as Gaeilge, in Irish. The reason this is such a big thing compared to, say, Sombra having so many Spanish voice lines is that Irish is very much so a language that’s struggling to survive and is slowly but surely dying. Ireland has a population of just under 5 million, and of those 5 million, only 70,000 people speak Irish fluently outside of the education system, and only 20,000 of those people speak it as their first language. 

By having Moira be clearly one of those 20,000, judging by how often she uses Irish- which is a hell of a lot more than anyone I’ve ever heard in my life, because we all speak English rather than Irish- Blizzard have given the Irish OW community something which means more than they could have possibly imagined- the first good piece of Irish representation that I’ve ever encountered, and for the first time ever: I feel truly represented! 

Notes to the girl whose house I live in

by reddit user JJX2525

It took me a week to find where you keep your wifi password. A whole week! I was really worried you’d thrown it away, but lo and behold, there it was in the cutlery drawer of all places. Everything about the way you organize things confuses me. I guess because you live on your own now you just put things any old place. I know there was someone else before, I heard you talking about him on the phone. Johnny, I think? Jimmy? Anyway, I know because you said it was tough being alone. But you’re not alone, of course. You have me!

Keep reading

Oh, the things I can’t say to you because I’m your superior…
—  Ravenclaw, barely holding back from reaming a coworker.

some quick random thoughts about the last chapter:

  • naked guan shan is a sight to behold, and it’s not like we didn’t know since old xian loves to draw him in various states of undress (which is still hilarious to me), but d a m n, he is hella build
  • he also looks gorgeous in those white pants
  • actually he looks gorgeous full stop, like srsly sometimes i can’t believe how beautiful guan shan is, his character design is so good
  • guan shan looking up he tian’s horoscope is THE MOST. ADORABLE. THING. EVER. and it clearly shows that guan shan has been thinking about he tian and wants to learn more about him, wants to understand him, and im just!!!! so excited because guan shan’s feeling have been slowly shifting and turning into something more, and seeing his journey into falling in love with he tian is so breathtakingly beautiful HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DEAL
  • “your partner is very tender, soft, sweet, and understanding, will look after you well” [muffled screaming] OKAY LISTEN he tian’s horoscope is making me so emo because he actually is all those things, we got to see it in the way he constantly cares about guan shan, and we didn’t really need a confirmation but im still very grateful that old xian spelled it out like this
  • WHAT IS HE TIAN’S ZODIAC SIGN THO @old xian you can’t have guan shan look it up and not tell us I NEED TO KNOW
  • ….i honestly don’t want to say that guan shan was about to jerk off thinking about he tian but it sure looked like it and my brain short circuited for a while there………….
  • ..was…………was he tian waiting on guan shan’s balcony while guan shan showered and then hiding there until he could make the perfect entrance GOD DAMMIT HE TIAN
  • okay but guan shan’s mom making he tian wait for guan shan in his room and he tian looking around it to learn more about guan shan and then stepping out on the balcony and turning around when he hears guan shan walking in but stopping in his track because guan shan is SHIRTLESS and that wasn’t in the plan and HE NEEDS A MINUTE idk about y'all but im considering this canon
  • i fucking knew he tian was smart as hell, and the fact that he just showed up at guan shan’s house to help him study is making me feel stuff because !!!!!!!!!! he cares!!!! about guan shan!!!! so much!!!! he wants guan shan to stay in school and succeed and be the best version of himself because, unlike she li, he knows guan shan has potential and deserves so much more than being used as a scapegoat and he tian just loves him so much IM SHOOK
  • (i honestly want to make an analysis about he tian vs she li so badly, i wish my brain could just work sigh)
  • those last three panels are just so???? cute???? i don’t know, he tian looks adorable in them and their banter feels so comfortable and light-hearted, and i just really love it (im lowkey laughing at guan shan’s punches feeling like a massage to he tian THESE DORKS)
  • (guan shan not looking at he tian in that third to last panel is interesting tho, i wonder if it actually means something or if im reading too much into things as usual)
  • i really REALLY need to see guan shan and he tian studying together and then guan shan’s mom inviting he tian to stay for dinner and the three of them just interacting with each other, it would be SO GOOD and have so much potential to learn more about he tian and guan shan @old xian IM BEGGING YOU (……am i being too greedy??)
  • guan shan’s mom is gonna become the number 1 tianshan shipper just wait for it

second-fannypack  asked:

Prompt: Richie and Eddie don't know each other, but Richie just wiped out on his skateboard outside Eddie's house

here we go

+ eddie hates sundays

+ he always finishes his homework friday when he gets home but his mom won’t let him go out past 6pm on sundays anyways so he always has to find ways to entertain himself

+ usually bill would come sneak in through his window to keep him company but he had therapy tonight until 7 and eddie was alone and bored out of his mind

+ he was currently staring out his second floor window and watching the squirrels 

+ but then he sees him

+ the cute, lanky neighbor kid from down the street skates right past his house

+ and then,,, back past his house?

+ he starts doing tricks on the sidewalk (nothing fancy, mostly just jumping up and landing about 50% of the time) but after the 3rd jump he… looks up at eddie?


+ and eddie’s like shitshitshit i’ve been caught staring at this boy and now he’s making me blush what the fUck

+ then the neighbor kid gets cocky

+ he decides to try that thing where you,, flip the board,, in midair before landing on it? (eddie is not very familiar with skating technical terms)

+ this trick makes eddie very nervous

+ Cute Boy falls flat on his ass and his elbow hits the ground hard

+ eddie runs down the stairs and out the door after grabbing his first aid kit from the nightstand

+ “ohmygod ohmygod what the fuck is wrong with you you could have broken your arm and all i have is neosporin and bandaids here what were you thinking come inside i have to clean up this scrape before it gets infected- no don’t TOUCH it do you know how many GERMS there are on human hands oh my god”

+ but then eddie just looks up and cute boy is smiling at him in the sweetest way he’s ever seen abut then he just smirks and says “hey i’m richie and i’m usually pretty good at skating but i guess i couldn’t help falling for you”

+ eddie needs his inhaler

one video that i just don’t see people talk about enough is phil’s draw my life video. i really feel like it deserves a more in depth discussion.

there are so many things about this video that make me think a lot about phil as a person and his past. 

an obvious one is him talking about losing one of his best friends in the last year of uni. idk i guess because phil is such a private person it hits me that much more to hear him talk about it?

just from watching this entire video ( hearing him talk about his childhood and his relationship with his brother and his memories from his grandpa and his group of friends) and just from the knowledge we have about him in general it’s obvious how important the people he loves are to him, and how serious he takes the relationships in his life. and i feel like it was no different with this one.

and just to think about him dealing with this grief (him saying that his last year at uni was a blur and that it took a long time for it to get better), and then deciding that he has to do something with his life, that his friend wouldn’t want him to be sad and that he doesn’t want to be sad and deciding to do all those things that are out of his comfort zone (like auditioning for a movie and going on the weakest link and investing more in his youtube channel) just make me think a lot. 

because he told us more than once how shy he was and how hard it was for him to do things that scared him (like saying on a few occasions that he regrets not going to parties and meeting people when he was younger because he was afraid people wouldn’t like him or that he wouldn’t have a good time) and to think about him pushing himself to do more and be better and be happy because he deserved it just makes me so damn proud of him. to take this grief and channel it into trying harder is not a given, and it’s just another thing i really respect about him.

and there are so many other things about this video that just make me appreciate it so much . like his sincere voice that we don’t always get to hear and him talking like this about himself and about how much he appreciates his life and his audience and the opportunities he got and hearing what parts of his life he decided to talk about in this video because even if some of them seem secondary to others he obviously feels they are important enough to be included and idk i’m rambling haha

(obviously this is just my interpretation of this video and other interactions we had with him, i don’t actually know what he went through, those are just my thoughts. you are more than welcome to tell me yours :) )

I have so many Anduin feels

Clearly, if you couldn’t tell, and I wanted to write it down otherwise I feel like I might explode from emotions. This entire cinematic was beyond beautiful. Blizzard really went above and beyond in the artistic department - everything looked so damn -real-, which took my breath away. But the main thing that really struck with me is the fact that you can clearly see Anduin’s personality in this moment. So please excuse me, but there’s a lot of pics and a long opinion below the cut.

When we first see him, he’s got the lion helmet on, looking all badass. Even after he’s knocked off his feet, he gets back up and proceeds to go after the troll who tries to kill him, granting us this amazing image -

Looks like he’s channeling Varian to me. He’s standing all, big and trying to be imposing. And almost immediately after, they focus on his face, going from this -

- to this -

Look at him. Look at that face. This isn’t a life-long trained/skilled warrior. This isn’t a battle-hardened paladin who’s fought for years and years. This is a child, a teenager (WoWpedia says seventeen, and we all know how Blizzard is with lore, but it does sound about right), who has been shielded from the harshness of actual war for most of his life. War is brutal; war is dirty and cruel and this world has seen it constantly. And I don’t know how much time will have passed from Legion to this expansion, but regardless.

He looks so sad, almost out of place and worried, and just…-scared-. Like the sudden realization of what he’s in the middle of, of what he’s leading here - not Genn, not his father, him. He’s the one who’s leading the armies of the Alliance, thousands of soldiers against an army equally as powerful. Stormwind and the Alliance could fall in this moment and it would be his fault. And I think it all comes at him at once. This is what his father was talking about, it’s what he was trying to protect him from.

But this is Anduin we’re talking about. This isn’t a warmongering character, we all know how much he would prefer to solve things peacefully, and (I’m keeping my fingers crossed that Blizzard doesn’t totally and completely butcher his character of course) it must have been something to drive him to this point. Look - His mother died when he was a baby, his father was gone most of his life and was only around for a few precious years before he was killed, his ‘aunt’ Jaina has been MIA until lately and Velen is who knows where. I’m hoping we’ll get an answer to that between then and now, but my point is this - Anduin, High King of the Alliance, leader that everyone looks to for guidance and support, really doesn’t have a support system himself. He doesn’t have anyone he can really depend on. The only one who’s been shown to constantly be around is Genn, and whether for good or ill, I suppose it’s something, but it’s not enough. He’s probably been struggling to keep things together for a while. I doubt he’s been eating or sleeping much.

And what does he do, surrounded by death and destruction of hundreds of lives? We see that looks around the battlefield in a moment of calm and is clearly distressed by it. 

It’s in this moment that I think he really shines, no pun intended. We know what his father would do in this situation, we know what other characters would do. But Anduin is different, it’s what makes him so special in this game. He looks at his father’s sword, a sword of legend no less - 

You can see the confusion, the uncertainty, the self-doubt even now. Shalamayne responded to him yes, but you can absolutely see him still coming to terms with it. He still feels like he isn’t worthy of it.  
“I cannot do this father. I can’t be the hero you were. I can’t be the king you were…”

And no, he isn’t. That’s what I love him. He’s his own man, finally able to step up and make his own imprint on history. Because of that, I think it’s important to note the imagery of him throwing the sword back down - 

Something about this really strikes me not only as beautiful but incredibly moving as well. There is some very deep in this shot. He’s beginning to accept the fact that no, he isn’t his father. No, he isn’t a warrior. That isn’t his path. What does he do instead, then, when surrounded by injured and dying soldiers? Do what he does best, of course - 

Heal. Resurrect. Anduin has had an affinity with the Light that few have had before, especially humans. We know this and it’s really beautiful to finally see it in such a wonderful cinematic. I think it’s really touching that if you look closely you can even see tears in his eyes -

We know from lore that Anduin has resurrected his father before, which is something that happens so rarely in canon. Casting such a spell for one person would be difficult enough, but an entire army? That’s practically impossible. We also know that for a character to channel such a spell for a long period of time takes a lot of stamina and strength. It’s exhausting. But he doesn’t give up. He doesn’t stop to take a breather. He stands tall with the rejuvenated army surrounding him once more.

“Stand as one!”

Which just hearkens back to previous cinematics, I think. 

“What am I supposed to do now?”
“What a king -must- do.”

“For the Alliance!”

What I find most interesting is that he doesn’t say ‘For Azeroth!’ like his father in the previous expansion, he says Alliance. Which makes me wonder just what has happened to cause all of this. 

The point of all this rambling is this - Anduin Llane Wrynn has been underestimated both by other characters as well as players for too long. Many people call him names for wanting to find a peaceful way to solve problems and for some reason that’s a bad thing? I don’t understand it, but I’m so happy and proud to see him standing alongside us on the battlefield. This boy does not get enough credit and I’m glad they finally have let him do something amazing. He is much stronger than I think even he realizes, and I would love it if people would finally give him the love and recognition he deserves. 

Anduin is too good for this world and we don’t deserve him.

anonymous asked:

Tiny bitter rant incoming, but why does this fandom want Lance to be their m|m rep when he's the usual character made gay in every piece of media ever (flirtatious, loud, hilarious) when there's a character who would break so many stereotypes if he was gay since he's the "hero," a ptsd ridden soldier, the golden boy, the one who has a huge heart and is willing to always take people in but for some reason never talks about his own family ever (which hits straight home for lots of lgbt) (cont)

(Cont) especially when the sad reality is that lots of lgbt escape to the military to escape bigoted home situations (and of course lots of little boys are gonna be watching this and I’d rather have lance be the gender role breaking stereotype saying you can like shopping, face masks, and other traditionally femme things and still be likable and get the girl, while shiro can show that you can be the hero and being gay doesn’t change that at all, especially with how lgbt are always side props)

anon I 100% agree, you made SO MANY good points, I really don’t have to add anything else to this just…thank you  🙏 🙏

feeling blue so I drew something opposite of that feeling