19."I think i'm in love with you and that scares the crap out of me"
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19.“I think i’m in love with you and that scares the crap out of me”
nothing ever goes according to plan in your life. you hadn’t planned on following your best friend around the world for two years and you certainly hadn’t planned on falling in love with him. maybe it was the little things that he’d do like bringing you chicken soup when you’re sick or sending you something for valentine’s day, even if he was on the other side of the world because he didn’t want you to feel unloved on a stupid holiday meant only for people in a relationship. you think the valentine gifts really put you over the edge. you started to wish that they were sent out of genuine love instead of pity. of course harry loves you, he tells you everyday but certainly not in the way you wish he would.
he brought over chinese takeout and a slice of chocolate cake from the deli a few blocks down for the two of you to share. both of your belly’s seem too stuffed for chocolate cake because harry bought way too much food, but both of you can’t seem to control yourselves when it comes to chow mien and orange chicken. “harry my tummy hurts.” you rub your hand over your stomach, groaning at how full it is.
“well maybe you shouldn’t have eaten all that orange chicken.” harry puts down his phone and pushes your legs off of his thighs while getting off of your couch. “i’ll make you some green tea, how’s tha’ sound?”