i have problems when i'm alone at night

And then I realized at that moment when I just wanted to cry, I had no one to turn to. I had no one who I know would be willing to listen to me; to help me. I had exhausted them all already. And now there’s no one left. I have no one else to turn to. I don’t want to bother them with my problems anymore; these people who claim to be my friends with real lives and no real problems, who are probably out right now somewhere having a good time with their friends while I sit here alone in the dark almost in tears. When I realized everybody I used to go to was virtually gone, I truly felt alone. And sadly, I want to get used to it. Because that’s the way I fear it’s going to be.
—  Alone on a Friday night

anonymous asked:

If white people are less than 38% of the population how are blacks a minority? I agree with the anon in saying I had 0 problems with black people until BLM arrived. I'm a police wife & I know there is corruption but not all cops are out to kill us.

So I just pulled this from the US census website:

I mean, maybe I can’t read, but anything that starts with “white alone” is well over 50%.

So, uh. I have no clue where the hell you pulled 38% from. Unless you couldn’t read last night when you saw this chart:

But, whatever, I guess?

Also, nothing wrong with pointing out issues within the police force. If your husbando or waifu is as amaze as you say they are, they should want the police force to improve, too. They should be out there with BLM wanting improvements, not working against BLM. (and don’t say it’s not possible. Houston PD [or was it Dallas, one of them] have been working with BLM to improve things). 

If you’re not part of the solution, you’re part of the problem. Silence always supports the abuser.

anonymous asked:

Hey, you work outdoors a lot and I was wondering if you had any tips on how to deal with mosquito bites. Do you leave them alone or is there something you can apply? I'm asking for my puppy and I who get attack at night when she goes outside to pee.

So the dragonfly and bat populations at my camp is so mercifully high that we… don’t really… HAVE mosquitoes. Right?! Its crazy! Other places in the general area do, but for some reason they’re not a problem here, and I have been bitten maybe four or five times this year, total.

I really have no mosquito advice. I hate them, especially because they think my blood is very tasty.