Tentative Writing Plans for the Week
Those of you that have followed me for a while know I’m a survivor of PTSD. Those of you that have followed me for a while know I’m going through a nasty relapse right now. It’s taken a while, but I believe I’ve hit the pit of despair as far as this relapse goes. It’s not pretty, I hate it and feel horrible. I can’t put it into words other than “Please let it pass soon, I can’t handle this.”
I really don’t like divulging my personal problems on my blog as they are that: personal. They have nothing to do with writing whatsoever, but this relapse is starting to impact my writing and I fucking loathe it.
My updates are getting slower and not up to my standards. I have found myself the past week writing just for the sake of writing updates as I know you guys love it! Well, I can’t do it right now. I can get Inked, BtP and possibly the next MbA out this week, but other than that I do not have any tentative writing plans for the week.
I don’t know how long this is going to last but believe me when I say I AM NOT ABANDONING ANY OF MY PROJECTS! They bring me life and while it pains me to take a step back, I have to do it.
I’m sure most will understand and I beg for your patience. I’ve tried to hold on as long as I could and fight this, but I’m losing this time. The darkness is winning and it’s time to fight it headlong with everything I have.
I love you guys. Truly. Please understand.