i have no source i'm really sorry

  • Phichit: So, how long have you two been together?
  • Yuuri: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Viktor and I are not together. No, no.
  • Phichit: Really? Sixteen "no's"? Really?
Why are you sleeping on Kookiemon?

First of all, let me apologize for this huge delay. It’s summer break and I got a little bit carried away by the good weather (in other words: I was damn lazy and now I’ve to come up with a lame excuse)

Anyway, I’m here to present a new theme for my serie called “Why are you sleeping on Kookiemon?” The rules are simple: 1. Making you all fall in love with this gorgeous duo by rewinding to some great moments that’d happened between them. 2. Hopefully gain more shippers in this cozy fandom. 3. I have only the month July to achieve my goals. Plus, I have to exclude every event in 2016. 

Enough, gibberish already, you want to see some moments. Curious about what the theme for this week is? 

Rookie years

Y’all thought that Kookiemon only happened in the past year? Nah-ah, and I got the pictures to prove it (per usual, the following photos are from fansites <see logo> with the ‘Do not edit’ rule, please respect this) By the way, it’s a long ass list, so be prepared.

↪︎ Junkookie looks so cute with his hair bow! 

↪︎ They look so dazzling next to each other 😍

↪︎ How can you resist Kookiemon’s aegyo? + Joonie’s famous shades 

↪︎ The similarities in their fashion styles gives me life

↪︎ Cries forever 😭

And now a list of non fansites pictures.

↪︎ Evil maknae, since the very beginning.

↪︎ I’ve edited this 2 pics into lockscreen size, just for you guys. (by the way, look at their smiles, I’m melting!)

Some gifs for a nice ending


Part 1: Classic moments

Part 2: His gaze fixated on him (Kookie edition)

Part 3: Eyes speak louder than words (Namjoon edition)

“Whenever we leave it’ll definitely be sad, but I love being here. I can’t imagine Teen Wolf without me — and I don’t mean that in a cocky way. It’s just that this is my home, my family. The support group I have on this set … dammit, I just really love these people.” -Tyler Posey

attention neurotypicals

stop reblogging pd posts!!

how to tell if a post is pd or not: look at the source- does the url have ‘bpd’ ‘-pd’ or ‘borderline’ in it? that post is for pds to rb only. look at the contents of the post- does it say ‘depended’ ‘fp’ ‘favorite person’? it’s for people with personality disorders only. 

please let us have our own space to vent about our mental health and stay out of the notes on neurodivergent posts if you aren’t one of us thanks

The Road Not Taken...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could


I used to have  copy of Robert Frost’s The Road Not Taken up on my door whilst I was at school. Whilst I was going through unsuccessful admissions and difficulties with exams, it was a source of comfort to me. The idea that there can be more than one path could lead to a fulfilling life, even if that path was less straightforward. It’s cheesy, but bear with me; it’s either this or shonen manga metaphors.

It’s the time of year when most juniors of my grade apply to the speciality training of their choice. The next few months will decide the course of the rest of many careers. It’s also been a year with record numbers of juniors not applying to training. Some may be going abroad, others may locum, or take on non-training jobs, perhaps help at medical school.

After a lot of thought, I decided to be one of them. Although many are leaving medicine, that’s not my reason at all: I want to get it right. For me, it was never about politics; despite the furore about contracts, I suspect that I would have decided this all along. Most people I know have changed their career plans significantly though med school and foundation years. Some tried a speciality and fell in love, but many of my friends are applying specialities that they have no direct experience of. I just can’t do that; I can’t even decide between hospital medicine and general practice without trying both. And I can’t fully commit myself to an application until I feel a conviction behind my words; I want to know, not merely say, that the speciality is for me.

I have slowly built up an idea of the job qualities that appeal to me, but finding the jobs with good combinations of pros and cons, particularly if you haven’t worked in all the jobs you’re considering, is not easy. The specialities you apply for will dictate the amount of extra work you’ll need to do to progress your career, how soon you’ll finish training, and perhaps where in the country you will spend the rest of your life. The differences between specialities is far more nuanced than I first thought, and only getting more complex as the job of being a doctor itself changes. I really want to make the right choice for myself, and for my patients, and I’m still not sure what that is.

It’s a huge decision, and I’m still no nearer to finding an answer, or making peace with a decision. It’s giving me a (mostly low-key) existential crisis that I know won’t go away until I’m happy that I’ve made the right decision.

So, we’ll see what happens over the next couple of years; it’s a little scary to not yet know what I’ll be doing next year, and if I’ll have a job at all, but nobody knows yet. My friends and family are supportive. My colleagues tend to wonder why I didn’t apply to both medicine and GP anyway, just in case, but overall their response has also been understanding. There are a lot of great things I could do with an FY3; it’s like a gap year, except you can earn whilst you do interesting stuff. My only hope is that I find useful, exciting things to fill the year, rather than just working in a random speciality I have no interest in for the sake of not being bankrupt.

I try not to get too angsty over here, but I felt that this side of things is also a part of medicine, and that future docs deserve to see that not everybody has it all planned out. We laugh, we cry, and we wonder whether we’ll pick a job which contributes meaning to our lives and will truly help people. Medicine involves a lot of sacrifices, I want to pick a job that makes them worthwhile.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.


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Finished this (and Mark’s Deadspace playthroughs) last night! Full-color Virtueplier~

Magpie wings, Alexandrite crystals, and lots of shiny gold bc I always manage to use the stuff ehehehe

((and iridescent hair to match his wings!))

He’s the Virtue of Kindness, and fun fact about Magpies - They’re believed to bring good news in Korea! unless the sources I found were completely wrong in which case I’m so sorry

Here, have a preview of a little something I am working on for agentverbivore!

When I think of my wife, I always think of the back of her head. I picture cracking her lovely skull, unspooling her brain, trying to get answers. The primal questions of a marriage: What are you thinking? How are you feeling? What have we done to each other? What will we do?
— 

Spike, The Replacement

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Apparently Val has had enough of the bullshit and I don’t blame him, I’m so sick of these people who think they have the inside scoop when really they know nothing about anyone or anything happening in the show. Unless it’s coming from the direct source stfu and continue making yourselves miserable with hate in the privacy of your own damn mind! As Mrs. Tamar Braxton would say: GETCHO LIFE!!

Important

It makes me really happy that you guys likes my art. Means a whole lot to me<3
It truly brings me a smile to see and hear that. :,)

But I’m getting real tired of seeing people reposting my art on tumblr or twitter or instagram. Or other websites that I found my art on..!
Without leaving a link/source. 
Yeah, I’m glad I have my name on it(thank god for that). But still I find it a bit rude..I do have a twitter and as well a instagram. If I wanted to post my art on there. Then I sure would have postet it there. 
If you want it postet on there, then ask me! I can be contacted here, my ask box is always open. 
I won’t bite. So don’t be afraid to ask me. 

It would be great if there was a source as well. :/
But please don’t crop my drawings as well and then post it online.
Especially don’t crop away my signature/watermark!

That really hurts my feelings.

I’m sorry if I sound mad or something. I’m really tired right now and things aren’t going great for me(felt rather depressed lately). So finding this on the internet. Was just not what I needed.
I get really not motivated to draw more APH art(I have only found this happening to my aph fanart..) if this keeps up.

Of course you are free to use my art as a background on your phone or something, that part I feel honored if you do. <3

But it is a whole other thing when it gets reposted and treated like that.

But please, don’t repost.

Reblog and like is love, you know!


-Cloud