can i talk to you about why this post makes me so sad. also annoyed. i think a lot of teenage girls and young women who had a lot of issues in their family or with their identity rush into marriage and having kids because they think it is the one thing that will make them happy and fulfill them and of course it doesn’t and they often regret it and have a hard time coping with the path they chose for themselves. and ofc theres people in the notes doing tumblr things like “lol heteros” are “yeah kimberly no one wants to hear about your shitty husband!” and im amazed at the lack of empathy. like honestly imagine having to have someone you cant stand in your life forever because when you were barely a legal adult you thought having a baby with them would make you happy.
SU Theory: The Use Of Feeling Blue? - Their Use *IS*Feeling Blue!!
I’m going to start off by saying this is going to sound absolutely insane, but please please hear me out until the end.
That Will Be All starts things off by revealing Blue Diamond, immediately shown crying over the loss of Pink Diamond.
Now that is one stark contrast from what we originally saw of her back in The Answer.
She was hardened then, willing to shatter a gem, even if that gem saved the life of a valued member of her court. Imagine disregarding a selfless act like that? That is ice cold.
But now, she’s broken. Thousands of years later, we learn, after having a taste of her own medicine, that all she does is spend time going back and forth between the Earth and the Zoo.
She abandons her post so much that Yellow had to come check on the zoo to catch her there again, and starts to sing a song to try to make her feel better.
It’s pretty clear that Blue is content mourning Pink forever, even willing to abandon her position as leader to do it. That’s some serious regret.
And when Yellow suggests forgetting about Pink?
Nah. That’s not happening. It’s pretty clear Blue is having serious trouble letting go of the past. She seems to desperately want a do-over.
We’ve seen this character dynamic before.
I suspect the color parallels between Greg/Pearl and Yellow/Blue Diamond in Mr. Greg and this episode are foreshadowing.
Greg is Yellow, and Pearl is Blue. Pearl was unable to let go of the past, unable to get over losing Rose. Blue Diamond can’t accept having lost Pink. Even the names of their lost loved ones is the same name in different languages, it can’t get much more in your face than that really. They even fucking color coded it for us.
Greg helped Pearl move on after having been considered an enemy by Pearl for ages. Yellow Diamond is shown consistently trying to help Blue, doing anything in her power to do so, despite Blue’s clear disdain of Yellow’s efforts.
But that’s where the similarities end, after that we end up with some interesting contrasts:
In Mr Greg, Steven was singing them a song that reminded them they’re all family, and how they needed someone who knew what they’re going through.
But in That Will Be All?
There’s empathy in the song, sure, Yellow understands Blue’s pain, but
She’s lying to herself.
She hasn’t moved on at all. Her repeating of the question ”What’s the use of feeling?” at the end implies she curses her own emotions for being so hard to repress. That’s why she wants to destroy the planet and forget about Pink altogether. They’re not talking anything out, Yellow is trying to push Blue along. Push herself along. She grasps the railing turning away from Blue Diamond as though in shame, here she was claiming to be above it all yet the moment she lets herself remember just a bit, she deteriorates. As though it’s the first time she’s allowing herself to feel anything about Pink’s death in thousands of years.
So the difference is, Steven’s song was about getting closure, while Yellow’s is more about repressing and damning the emotions that she can’t resolve. She was just projecting onto Blue.
That’s not all though.
Greg was able to heal part of the pain of losing Rose by raising Steven, by telling him about his mom, by re-living his memories of his dead wifu with his son. What i mean is, having his son there to share in the pain of missing Rose helped a lot. Helps both of them a lot.
And as for Pearl, whenever she needed to, she could bring up a hologram of Rose and literally re-live her PTSD memories ad nauseum to get them all out of her system. In a way, she did get her do-over. She, at the very least, got to work out how to say goodbye, so that by the time she and Greg squashed the beef, she was ready and could finally move on to Mystery Girl.
But with the Diamonds? it’s a much more tragic picture. Yellow is in denial and wants to rush through/repress her pain and destroy the things that remind her of her loss. She refuses to face it. Blue on the other hand just can’t stop facing it. Not until she gets some sort of closure like Pearl. But that’s impossible, right?
I thought so too, until I heard this line;
Hold the fuck up. Employ????? Blue wants to employ the Rose Quartz line?
ALL OF THEM!??
Why?!? Welp, hold on to your butts;
Yellow Diamond sings two pertinent verses:
“Why would you want to employ her Subjects that destroyed her? Why keep up her silly Zoo? Oh, tell me What’s the use of feeling, Blue?“
“An army has a use They can go and fight a war A Sapphire has a use She can tell you what it’s for An Agate terrifies A Lapis terraforms“
Yellow is juxtaposing the use of the Rose Quartz gems, as well as other gems in their society, with the use of emotions. What has Steven Universe been teaching us this whole time about emotions? What can they help you do?
What else have we seen that heals things?
Blue claims she wants to go to Earth to preserve specimens.
But what if she’s looking for her do-over instead? What if her regret and depression are so deep, they’ve driven her to want to go down to Earth to find Pink’s shards and have the Rose Quartz line, the entire line, cry on them?
Whatever happens, the Rose Quartz line’s healing tears can be used to fix other huge, previously unsolvable problems:
I’ve been mulling this song over since I’d first heard it. For one, it confirms a lot of things about Homeworld and the Diamonds that I’ve been harping on for a while now. But this post isn’t a sermon about how to sympathise with the Diamonds better. I’m not too big a fan of that perspective. Rather, it’s the power that we receive when we empathise with them.
The thing about the Diamonds is that they’re all powerful, huge, and “human.” They err and have feelings, not necessarily in that order. So when they irrationally do something that hurts a lot of individuals and even entire planets, the answer isn’t to excuse them because “they’re sad.” The answer is to reach out to them in a way they understand so that they don’t do it again, and more appropriate to our context, make amends.
Because the two very polar sides of “forgive” and “punish” aren’t constructive. To side with either doesn’t do justice to the people and gems who’ve already been lost or still are losing. It doesn’t make things better for anyone.
This post will analyse the perspective Homeworld has of Earth and human beings. At the same time, the song reveals a lot about how gems view themselves and one another. I’ll round it up with how PD’s death impacted both Blue and Yellow Diamond and how their respective coping strategies led to the way things are now. And I’ll speculate on the immediate future of Earth in that regard.
So let’s get to it!
1. The song implies a falling-out among the Diamonds before PD’s shattering
Why would you want to be here? What do you ever see here That doesn’t make you feel worse than you do? And tell me, what’s the use of feeling, Blue?
When the Steven Bomb opens in Steven’s Dream, we get a rare moment of hearing Blue’s thoughts. Bent over PD’s palanquin, she expresses deep regret. She says, “If only I had done more.”
We know that Blue is sad over PD’s death. And we know from the first verse that visiting anything related to PD makes both surviving Diamonds uncomfortable. But we can find, within the lyrics, something specific about why instead of just sad, regret is interspersed in their mourning of PD.
In sharp contrast to Blue’s lament of wanting to do more, later on in the song, YD says, “Now there’s nothing we can do.” That implies at one point in time, the Diamonds were in a position to do something that could have prevented PD’s shattering. And they didn’t do it.
I want to bring back one of my older posts regarding the circumstances of PD’s shattering. In it, I mention that there’s been some sort of historical scrubbing of PD’s memory from Homeworld, such that only older gems are aware of her or feel any affinity for her. The Great Diamond Authority Logo, colour schemes, and even gem factions show no sign of PD’s ever existing, when this wasn’t the case for older structures on Earth.
But in a slightly contradictory manner, we know the truth to be the opposite. The Diamonds didn’t take PD out of Homeworld’s memory because of the fight. Rather, they erased her because it hurt them personally to be reminded of her existence.
When we look at the circumstances of their argument, there are a few theories I can posit. The main one being this: PD had an unconventional relationship with her Earth gems. I say this because now we have two Homeworld “subordinates” as examples in contrast.
I brought up before that Jasper felt a deep personalaffinity for PD. And this may be even without having met her personally, even with the possibility of her being created after PD was shattered. On the other hand, Peridot and Holly Blue talk about their Diamonds with a sense of detachment. There is a great divide that Peridot puts between herself and YD. YD is perfect; she is not. YD is the most objective; that is what she aims to be. YD is a great decider; she was there to reaffirm the logic of the former’s decisions.
It’s much the same for Holly Blue. BD decides to maintain the zoo; she is grateful for the opportunity to serve. BD is arriving; she wants to assure a pleasant visit for her.
In both these cases the gems don’t feel like they’re coerced into serving their Diamonds. They openly acknowledge that because their Diamonds are superior in different (and at times all) aspects, they’re worth following. It’s very similar to idolising someone and hoping they’d mentor you, or even that you could contribute to their cause in some way. This cause being the betterment of Homeworld.
i can’t fucking stand seeing people say they think harry looks ungrateful or comes across like a diva by not posting on social media or attending events or breathing the way they’d like him to. because harry, aside from dunkirk and another man, really did take a break from the public eye for the past year, and somehow, even though he’s barely been seen, people still want to scrutinize him for NOT being seen and say that that shows he’s snobby or above everyone for not tweeting or some other bullshit excuse or say that him working on an album is completely implausible because he hasn’t talked about it and the rumors about an album merely existing make him look bad. and i just don’t understand this incessant need to tear him down when he literally, LITERALLY has not done anything.
because here’s the thing - he’s had his life on display since he was SIXTEEN YEARS OLD, and when he was younger, you could tell he was much less guarded. and you can see as he got older and saw the way the media twisted his words specifically, the way the media made him into the person they wanted instead of who he is, and the way the media ignored everything he actually did and said in favor of making him their punching bag, he pulled back and became more private, and can you blame him? if you had to try to justify WHO YOU ARE to the entire fucking world and no one would listen and would continue to print shitty articles about you when you’re only nineteen years old, i guarantee you’d pull the fuck back and want some genuine time away from everything, too. he’s never been one to post about every little thing he’s doing, and why so many of you are against him doing anything at all in the public eye is truly fucking baffling and proves you hate him even when you say you don’t, especially when people on here try to jump through hoops to make up stories about how awful he is.
to watch people consistently put him under a microscope because he doesn’t follow the plans they have crafted for him themselves that aren’t based on reality is ridiculous and infuriating. he doesn’t have to live up to whatever random career path people of tumblr dot com have come up with for him, and to get mad at him over some weird plan random people on this website have made up is beyond fucking stupid and i’m tired of seeing it.
There’s a difference between an event being intentionally designed to create or perpetuate a stunt (see: all things babygate) and an event being USED after the fact to do that.
I don’t think we can say with any kind of certainty that this arrest means A, C or C about babygate or Elounor or even the “Just Hold On” video release.
I just want us to be cognizant of the fact this will be USED by outlets and maybe even his team to spin some bullshit, but that doesn’t mean it was a set up to do that.
That’s how I feel at 8:52 AM EST on Saturday, 4 March 2017 with the information I have at my disposal, which, admittedly, is not a lot. And I reserve the right to change that opinion if and when sufficient evidence moves me.
But let’s not go off the rails with “what if” scenarios about babygate and long-term closets, etc. until we have more information.
Simon gets the surprise of his life when his roommate, Baz, asks him to
pretend to be his boyfriend. Everything is going according to plan until
the line of what’s real and what isn’t starts to blur, and they both
have to make a decision.
It’s late, and I’m trying to do my homework when Baz starts staring at me from his bed. I try to ignore it, but after a full minute I look up at him.
“Look Snow…” he starts the moment our eyes meet “I need to ask you something.” The way he’s looking at me, like he’s nervous, makes me start fidgeting in my seat. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him like this.
“I need you to date me” he says with a more determined expression now, ”I’ll give you whatever you want, money is not a problem, I’m desperate, Snow.”
I drop my pencil. Has he been smoking? ”Uh…what?” I give him a strange look. ”Are you feeling alright Baz?”
He takes a deep breath before saying, “For Crowley’s sake, I’m serious.”
He’s serious. I can see it in his face, so I start laughing because this is ridiculous. What could possibly make him ask me this? He really must be desperate.
“You can’t possibly think that I’m gonna fall for that.” He’s serious, but he’s probably plotting something against me. If he just needed someone to date I know he could find someone more than happy to do it.
“Look…I have my reasons. Will you do it or not?”
“You hate me, how could anyone believe this?”
“Oh, they will, not everyone is as thick as you are. Besides, you keep crying about how broke you are, so I’m offering you a way to get money for college.”
He’s an ass, why does he always have to talk like he’s insulting me? The thing is, I do need the money. I want to go to college and share a flat with Penny, but to be able to afford it, I would need to find one, or even two, jobs.
“Say we do this…how much will you give me?”
He looks at me like we’re playing a game and he’s calculating his next move. “I’ll pay you a whole year of college.“
What he’s offering is quite a lot of money, but at the same time, he’s loaded. How desperate is he for me to accept this? “Two years of college.”
“Don’t push it, Snow.”
“Then, no. I don’t accept it” I say simply, and start to stand up.
“Wait. Sit down.” He tells me, so I sit down in my own bed, staring at him “Final offer then. I will pay your whole college if you pretend to be my boyfriend for our remaining year at Watford.”
I know that I’m about to make a deal with the devil, but this is too good to say no. “Fine, we have a deal.”
“No one, including Penny, can know that this isn’t real, got it?” He adds.
“Got it.” I tell him, and he fucking smirks, the bastard. I’m so going to regret this.
Alec Baldwin was back as Donald Trump on Saturday Night Live last night and the cold open poked fun at rural Republicans who blindly support Donald Trump even as he is clearly making their lives more difficult.
It’s just comedy, but it immediately made me think some of the writers had read Nicholas Kristof’s piece in the New York Times earlier this month where he interviewed Trump supporters who were upset about his policies and actions since taking office, but would still vote for him. It’s almost beyond comprehension to be honest. Some of these people would rather die than admit they voted the wrong way. Literally die. A few examples so you can see what I’m talking about:
Ezekiel Moreno took advantage of a job training program that Trump is cutting. He was able to move his family out of a small apartment and into a house, and his daughter now has a math tutor and violin lessons. He would still vote for Trump again. I guess since he got his training, it doesn’t really matter if the next guy can’t.
Elizabeth Hayes was gangraped in college and credits her survival and healing to the Domestic Violence Intervention Center. Trump wants to do away with that, but Hayes says “I will stand behind my president.”
Judy Banks is a 70-year-old Trump Voter who depends on funds from the Senior Community Service Employment Program to get by. She literally said, “If I lose this job, I’ll sit home and die,” but she would still vote for Trump in 2020 because “of those illegals.”
Okay, okay I
haven’t done a real post about all my thoughts on season 4 yet. I’m a sucker
for long posts and I looove analyzing everything. And SKAM is just the perfect
show to analyze. The metaphors and symbolism is EVERYTHING! This post will be
already got sooo much from the season. Multiple updates a day. Clips every day
(so far). I really hope they keep it up the entire season. So far, we have a
little more than 16 minutes of eps 1. We could get a short clip today (maybe
Sana talking to her brother about not getting involved with her friends?) And
then a longer clip Friday. For some reason, I have a feeling that the episodes
will be a bit longer this season compared to season 3, because it seems like
they have A LOT to cover in 10 episodes. So, I’m hoping they are aiming for 30+
minutes rather than 20. But we’ll see!
So, we got the trailer. I already wrote a bit about it, but I didn’t
fully cover it. I think it’s safe to say the correct timeline of events is the
timeline of the reverse trailer: Starting with Noora and then the domino effect
going from there. According to the trailer Sana will be the one starting it
all. She trips Noora, who falls.
From what we have seen so far, it is pretty
clear that this will have something to do with boys! Either something with
William or some of the boys from The Balloon Squad (or both). It is clear, that
Sana doesn’t want the girls to get involved with her brother and his friends,
but at this point they are not respecting her wishes (let’s get back to this
later). They want Noora to find a new crush/hookup and The Balloon Squad is the
target. At this point I think this will be what triggers Sana to do what she
does. The girls will push her to the edge, and she will do something. In the trailer,
she clearly trips Noora on purpose, so I think she is definitely triggered by
something (because otherwise why would she do it?). But I don’t think she knows
what kind of drama this will start (the domino effect).
The next in line is Vilde. Noora falls into her, and tears her pearl necklace
in the fall. A white pearl necklace is known to symbolize innocence, purity and
beauty, and I don’t think that the use of a pearl necklace to be torn is a coincidence.
Vilde has so far been portrait as a bit oblivious and very absorbed with her
own image and appearance. Her thing with Magnus also seems very sweet and
innocent. This will somehow crack, and Noora will be the one starting it. Vilde
has already begun to appear really shady. She seemed head over heals with
Magnus, but she was very quick to find other boys interesting (= Sana’s
brother). She may play it off as finding love for Noora, but be careful Vilde!
Next up is Eva. She is not directly affected by Vilde, but more indirectly trips do to what happens to her when the necklace tears.
her drink on Chris, and I think the drink-spilling may symbolize that this has
to do with her drunkness. We know the girl can get wasted!! I have no idea what
it will be about, but she may do something when she is wasted, which she may
regret and will affect more than herself.
To be honest, I have no idea what the Chris thing is, but I may think Chris is not symbolizing herself. It is more likely that she symbolizes ‘the one filming’ (I did write a small post about this earlier)
We know the one
filming is Mikael, and it would make sense that whatever hurts Even, is
something from his past. I look forward to knowing what happened in Even’s
past, but I’m also very anxious to see him hurting. He is my baby, and if
someone hurts him on purpose, I will end them! But the trailer also shows us
that Isak does not leave Even’s side for one second! He goes down with him and
has his back. This really comforts me. Evak is power couple no. 1!!
Okay, so moving on from the trailer… We have yet to make it to the first
full episode, but sooo much is already building up. It is clear, that Sana
feels like she doesn’t fully fit in with her friends. They clearly don’t
understand her religion/culture and it annoys her! You can’t blame them for not
knowing everything, but I think the issue is that they don’t even try to
understand. They just assume things instead of actually talk to Sana about it.
I think she would gladly answer their questions and talk about her religion and
the culture her family comes from. All this adds on top of them not respecting
her wishes for them to not get involved with her brother and his friends. I
think all of this will strengthen her relationship with Isak. The two of them
became close last year, and he actually talked to her about her religion and
views on the world. He asked questions and they both challenged each other and
grew as human. I think Sana will feel like she could actually talk to him about
things she cares about. The fact that the girls only talk about sex and boys
clearly frustrates her. I think she would love to talk about her feelings on
the subject, but that their lack of interest makes her keep her facade of not
caring about it at all.
We don’t know how her relationship is with Even yet, but they could
easily had become friends over the last couple of months (the time between the
end of s3 and now). The fact that he knows the Quran and therefor maybe
understand her more and doesn’t just assume things could be a big deal.
From the latest text update, the girls could end up partying with The Balloon
Squad (against Sana’s wishes). This party could be the first step into drama
town! Maybe The Balloon Squad ends up having a clash with The Boy Squad –
Magnus being jealous of whatever Vilde is up to and Even being confronted with
his past. He could even be taking totally off guard, if they randomly end up at
the same party. Does Isak even now what happened at Bakka yet? It has to be
something big, since it made him change school and take his last year in
gymnasium all over again.
I’m excited and anxious about this season!! Oh boy, oh boy. If you made
it this far (I know this is a really long post) Please give me your thoughts!
In honor of the100th episode of Supernatural Misha has worked on (He’s worked on 100, only acted in 99 though) - I decided to share with you guys, 100 reasons that I love @mishacollins as a sort of tribute/celebration to him. He’s done so much to change my life and I just wanted to put my love for him out into the universe. I also made this into a twitter thread which can be found HERE.
The Bodyguard(M; in progress; co-written by @alittlemissfit) An AU crossover between The X Files and The Bodyguard (the movie). Scully is a bodyguard who is hired to protect Mulder.
Evelyn Samantha (in progress) After giving up William and being on the run for a few years Mulder and Scully settle down and have a couple more children who turn out to be as extraordinary as their first born who finds his way back into their life. (almost to the end)
The Red Haired Woman (in progress) William begins to have visions of a woman who he believes to be his mother. Picks up at the end of season 10 (Post colonization; also almost to the end)
My Sister A series of vignettes exploring Scully’s thoughts on her sister at different big events in her life.
Never Leave (M) - 52) things you said with my lips on your neck
Movie Night (T) - Every Saturday Mulder and Scully have a beer, pizza and movie night
Head (E)- After watching Caddyshack Scully gives Mulder some head.
I have to be careful about posting things on twitter that i will regret. what I mean by this is that I have to make sure my tweets do not depict me as an introverted analysis of myself because then that would be really gay and all of my bros say I’m not really supposed to show emotion at all, unless, of course, it is for sports
Oswald: When do people start asking questions? Edward: We have to make an introductory post first. Oswald: And when are we going to do that? Edward: Right now! We started recording about a minute ago.
Edward: Hello people of Gotham! Edward: You likely know us as The Riddler and The Penguin, and we’re giving you the rare opportunity to ask us questions! Edward: Perhaps even a riddle or two! Oswald: I’m already regretting agreeing to this. Edward: Try to be a little more enthusiastic, Oswald. We have an audience.
Word Count: 294 (Reminder that this is not a full-length fic but a drabble…)
Warnings: None… slight angst
A/N: So you guys seemed to like the first imagine I posted on this blog which makes me really happy. Requests are open so if you have an idea, ship, or charachter request please go over to my ask box and let me know! Feedback is always appreciated. Love ya!
You watched the fiery head of hair with longing. Archie Andrews had your heart and you did nothing about it. The beginning of the summer was great. You talked nearly every day, or every other day. And then one of those days had turned into a steamy make out session in his backyard.
He hadn’t regretted it, and clearly neither had you. It went on for a couple weeks, until his dad had him start to help out at his shop. You saw less and less of him until the week before the 4th of July. Then he had just stopped talking to you altogether.
You continued to watch from afar, never knowing why it all had stopped. The more you thought about it the more anxious and depressed you became so you decided to let the issue go for the time being.
On the day fireworks were to be let out to represent this country’s independence, Jason Blossom turned up dead. That’s when you started to notice how squirrelly Archie became when it was mentioned and how he always seemed to find away to be near Ms. Grundy when school had started again.
You had also noticed how the events that had taken place at the beginning of summer would never be mentioned again. As if it were a mere dream you had to convince yourself was real.
And so as you watched the boy who had wrecked you from the inside out, you realized it would never be real.
That fantasy that had come true for you this summer would never be brought up, but instead ignored. And those stolen glances you occasionally caught from him only struck a pain in your heart, when you were reminded again of what could have been.
Juggie Jones? 77 70 89 86 48 58 also oh my god i LOVE your writing so frickin much. Sorry to be a pain I know you’re probably pretty busy with these but please? Either way I hope you have a wonderful day because you deserve it
#48 “That’s hot”.
#58 “Get that cute ass over here and cuddle with me”.
#86 “No shirts are allowed”.
#89 “I had a dream about you…”
#70 “Do you know what you do to me?”
#77 “You’ll regret that lip biting”
I wasn’t sure to post this or not but…enjoy my cringe-worthy writing!
(hardcore making out???)
You learned very fast that Jughead Jones did not do PDA. At school or at Pop’s, he was as affectionate as a stone. It wasn’t that he wasn’t affectionate; in private, it was a different story. He could barely keep his hands off of you. Every moment in public he could’ve spent holding you, he would always make up for it later.
This came very apparent when he came over one evening.You both were in the same Chemistry class and had a test to study for. You both agreed to meet up at your house that afternoon because your family wasn’t going to be home. You both walked home, chatting over the study material. Your hands would graze against the others, but Jughead wouldn’t go any further. You didn’t want to push him, not really, but you needed affection sometimes. The subject had brought about little arguments between you before; all ended with both of your being sorry. For the rest of the trek home you thought about bringing it up again, but thought better of it when you arrived at your house.
“Okay, my parents said they’d call at some point but other than that we’re free,” you said as you unlocked the door. You saw Jughead smile out of the corner of your eye and felt a small rush. You knew that smile all too well; his mischievous smile. The moment you walked through the door and set your bags down, Jughead was all over you. His lips broke his smile to start kissing you. Your back was pressed up against the wall as his lips tracked from yours down to your jaw. You didn’t want the feeling to end, but you also wanted an ‘A’ on this test.
“Jug, we gotta study,” he pulled away from your face, panting slightly. His hair fell into his face because his beanie had slid back on his head in the moment. His eyes scanned your face, as if knowing you didn’t want this to stop. The hand that was placed against the wall near your waist moved upwards, running his nimble fingers through his dark locks.“That’s hot,” you whispered, pressing your lips to his again. He smiled into the kiss, reveling in the closeness. You pulled away slowly, biting your lip at the sight of his dilated pupils and red lips.
“You’ll regret that lip biting,” he whispered and you grinned. Your fingers tangled with his as you pushed off the wall and lead him into the living room. He sat on the couch as you grabbed your textbook and notes from class. You sat down next to him and turned the pages in the book to get to the study review.
“Ready to learn about ionic and covalent compounds Juggy?” You asked, trying to get your mind away from the burning sensation his lips left on yours. You looked up and saw that his green eyes were already watching you, like a hawk.
“I had a dream about you…” Jughead said suddenly, breaking you from your thoughts. You turned to look at him with a raised eyebrow. Now was not the time for this.
“Jug, it’s not-”
“We were at Pop’s, kissing in our booth,” he started, trailing his fingers in your hair. “Then when I pulled away you were gone.” He watched the way your hair tangled in between his fingers as he spoke. “I looked and looked, but I couldn’t find you. I lost you.”
Your heart stopped for a moment when you saw the longing look in his eyes. You couldn’t stop your hand as it reached up to his face, stroking his cheek.
“You will never loose me Jughead. Not ever.”He leaned into the touch, his eyes closing slowly.
“Do you know what you do to me?” His voice was barely above a whisper when he spoke. His breath tickled your palm and you smiled at the feeling. The dream must’ve really shaken him, which explains all of the affection. You needed to be sure.
“You’re being very lovey today Jones, what’s going on with you?” Your tone was concerned and Jughead smiled against your hand. He opened his eyes, meeting your gaze with a grin. He leaned over, pressing his lips to yours. You hands grabbed for his jaw and suddenly you felt the couch cushions against your back. Study session and thoughts forgotten, you let yourself melt under his touches.
“I love you, that’s what’s going on with me.” Jughead mumbled against your lips, moving his eyes to your jaw. He trailed kisses all over your face, causing you to giggle.
“I love you too,” you whispered back and a huge smile fell upon his features. He went back to pressing kisses on your skin and you sighed in content. You finger played with the hem of his shirt, tugging it when he moved back to your lips. “No shirts allowed,” you mumbled while your hands moved beneath his shirt. Backing away a little, Jughead pulled off his flannel and shirt. You trailed your hands down his chest and he smiled.
“Does that rule not apply to you?” You smiled, moving your lips to his again. You were about to remove your shirt when you were interrupted by the phone ringing. Jughead audibly groaned, “do you have too?” You nodded and Jughead rolled off of you. You got up and rushed to the kitchen, answering the phone.
“Yeah hey mom, I’m fine.” You walked towards the living room again and mouthed to Jughead that it was your mom on the line. “Jughead is over, we’re,” you glanced at your boyfriend again, “studying.” You turned around a walked back into the kitchen. “Yeah alright, see ya in a bit. Bye.” You put the phone back and walked back towards the living room.
“Get that cute ass over here and cuddle with me,” you smiled when you saw Jughead, shirt on, laying on the couch. You walked over a laid down next to him, resting half your weight on him so you didn’t fall off the couch.
“We still need to study, Jug,” you whispered and Jughead glanced down at you.
“I can’t just cuddle you until you forget about the test?” You smiled at him, pressing your lips to the side of his neck.
“For a few minutes,” you answered and he smiled widely, pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead. So what he wasn’t affectionate in town or at school; he loved you more than you could ever know.
Can i request a Xiumin/Baekhyun [whoever you choose] fight with their bestfriend because she kept saying that their gf is cheating[which is true] then they go away and----you know what's next. HAPPY END pleaseee
It had been an accident.
You had never really approved of Minseok’s newest girlfriend, even if she did seem quite nice. There was just something about her that ticked you off, and you hadn’t known what it was. But because you loved Minseok and you loved seeing him happy, you had watched him introduce her to you with the biggest, brightest smile, one that tore at your heart.
Because you could never make him smile like that.
But that was fine. You were used to it. Being his best friend, you were used to him getting girlfriends and falling in love. You were used to picking up the pieces because that’s what best friends do. Sure, the times when he’d end up crying into your arms about some girl that broke his heart had you crying yourself to sleep and wishing for something that could never be, but you were fine with that. You had never been a greedy person. You were fine with the relationship you and Minseok had, even if he had broken your heart so many times before. You were good at acting. Good at keeping your feelings locked up inside.
But now, you can’t hide the shock in your face, the disgust in your eyes. All you could do was stare in horror as you watch Daeun, the supposed nice and sweet girl who calls herself Minseok’s girlfriend, is kissing another man you don’t know like her life depends on it.
It takes a while for both of them to notice you standing there, but when they do, they jump apart immediately, guilt clouding both their faces.
Daeun looks you in the eye, pleading. “Y/N,” she says, on the verge of tears. “Please…please don’t tell Minseok.”
You just stare at her in shock. Does she seriously think that you, Minseok’s childhood friend, would keep something as big as this a secret from him?
“You’ve got to be kidding,” you say, disgust crawling into your voice. “Why the hell wouldn’t I tell my best friend that his girlfriend is cheating on him?”
“I’m not!” she protests, her voice getting higher with shame. “I’m not cheating on him!”
You laugh, gesturing to both their disheveled clothes, messy hair, and swollen lips. “What do you call this, then?”
Daeun goes red with shame and anger, her fists clenching. “It’s your word over mine, Y/N,” she says hatefully, all traces of that sweet girl Minseok had introduced to you gone. “I’m Minseok’s girlfriend.”
“And I’m his best friend,” you retort. “I have been for years. You’ve only known him for a few months, and he trusts me more than anyone.”
She laughs, the sound suddenly fueling your anger. “We’ll see about that, she taunts.
You grit your teeth and turn around, not wanting to deal with this bitch of a cheater that Minseok chose to be his girlfriend anymore.
Of course Minseok would believe you - he had to. Why wouldn’t he?
“Minseok, I have to tell you something.”
Minseok nods, his eyes fixed on his phone. You sigh - he’s probably texting Daeun. Half of you doesn’t want to break his heart, but you have no choice. This is for his own good.
“What is it?” he asks, not looking up at you. That annoys you - can’t he stop texting his cheating girlfriend for just one minute to listen to what you have to say?
“At least look at me when you talk to me,” you whine. “This is really important.”
He nods dismissively, his uninterested face making your heart ache with pain. Yes, you’ve accepted that he puts Daeun over you, but it still hurts. “Just say it,” he says.
“Minseok,” you sigh.
“I’m talking to Daeun, Y/N,” he says slowly, as if he’s talking to a child. “So I’m kinda busy. Just say it - ”
“She’s cheating on you,” you interrupt, his tone irritating you.
There’s a brief silence.
And then laughter.
“Minseok, what - ?”
“Daeun said you would say that,” he says, chuckling. “I’m just suprised she was right.”
Your brows furrow, not liking the way he’s taking the whole thing. “What are you talking about? Break up with her, Minseok, she’s a complete bi - ”
“What, so you and I can fall in love and live happily ever after together?” he asks scathingly, anger clear in his eyes.
You freeze - not once has Minseok ever used that tone with you in all your years as his best friend. It hurt you - how had he known about your feelings? Had he known all this time?
“Minseok, what - ”
He rolls his eyes. “Yeah, Y/N, I know that you’re madly in love with me. Daeun told me. She said that you’d say she cheated on me so we would break up,” he looks you in the eye then, disapproval and anger in his face. “I can’t believe you, Y/N. How can you do that?”
Your eyes fill with tears as he looks at you with a glare that you never want to see ever again.
“Why would you say that?” you ask, your voice weak and pitiful. Years and years of pining after your best friend has left your heart a mess, and now, a few words from Minseok have completely destroyed it. “I’ve known you for years, Minseok, why would you trust her over me?”
He sighs, looking away from you. “Because she’s right. You are in love with me, I just never noticed because you’ve always acted like that around me and I thought it was normal for you.”
“Minseok, I - ”
“Look me in the eye and tell me you don’t love me, Y/N,” he says.
You look him in the eye, but when you open your mouth, no words come out. Your mouth is dry. You’re a good actor, yes, but this is the one thing you can’t lie about - your feelings for Minseok.
“See?” he says, when you’ve stayed quiet for long enough. “She was right. I didn’t want to believe it, but she was right.”
“But she did cheat on you!” you protest. “I saw her!”
Minseok sighs. “Who did she cheat on me with, then?”
You freeze once again. You hadn’t known the man she had been kissing so intensely. It had been the first time you had ever seen him.
“I-I don’t know,” you mumble.
“You’re a bad liar, Y/N,” he says. “Next time you want to try to sabotage my relationship for the sake of your own feelings, at least try to be convincing.”
You’re crying all of a sudden. The tears start to pour, but you rub at your eyes furiously. You can’t let Minseok see you weak and heartbroken.
“You’re so selfish,” Minseok says disapprovingly. “You’re supposed to be happy for me, not ruin my happiness. I really like Daeun, Y/N, I can’t believe you!”
Selfish. You hate that word.
“Selfish?!” you all but screech. “After all those years I spent with you, never confessing because I thought we would never be the same again - you’re calling me selfish!?”
“Y/N, I - ”
Pure anger suddenly fills you. You can’t believe that Minseok has just called you selfish.
“You’re telling me that after all these years I’ve been picking up the pieces of your past relationships, I’m selfish? Even if my own heart was breaking because you never saw me as anything more than a best friend?” you yell, memories of crying yourself to sleep coming back to you.
“You’re trying to sabotage my relationship, how is that not being selfish?!” Minseok yells back. He steps towards you, anger in his eyes. But you’re angrier. More heartbroken. “I thought we were friends, Y/N!”
You glare at him, shoving him back hard enough for him to fall. “I thought so too,” you spit angrily. “But I don’t want to be friends with an idiot that puts his cheating girlfriend over someone who’s been with him all this time.”
He’s quiet, looking up at you. You see regret in his eyes, as if he’s reconsidering his decision of trusting Daeun instead of you. But it’s too late - he’s hurt you. He’s hurt you so bad that you don’t know if you can recover.
“When you find out the truth, don’t you even think about running back to me. Don’t you dare.”
And with that, you turn and run, your already wounded heart completely shattered into pieces.
I’m so sorry for not posting in literally forever, guys! I’ve been so busy lately because college has been so hectic and I don’t have a lot of free time anymore :( To make up for the hiatus, I’ll try to do a few more requests tonight! I might post them tonight or tomorrow ^^ They might be a little rushed but as usual, if youre not satisfied with them, just tell me and I’ll change them! Sorry again guys, thanks for being patient!
(I hope you liked this scenario, btw! There’s going to be a second part to this!)
i didn’t think about the ramifications of that post and i truly regret making it. i understand that the problems of real people are more important than a tv show, i had no idea it would reach as many people as it did and i should have considered how that post would have been received by others before making it
i didn’t mean to imply that a show is more important than the real struggles going on with regards to the censorship youtube has placed upon LBGT content and i know that i am absolutely in the wrong here
this was never my intention and i can’t apologise enough. ignorance doesn’t excuse me, but i have learnt from this mistake.