the hug was warm and perfect. you had no idea how long it lasted. the two of you just stood there, arms wrapped around each other. Regina pulled away and wiped some happy tears from her eyes, “you should go home.” she said, “i have to go.”
“where?” you asked.
“to talk to Zelena.”
“you dont have Y/N any more and you will never again be able to touch her or take her from me.” Regina stated, “i guess what im trying to say is… bring it, Greenie.”
okay. apparently since suho’s teaser decided to drop three hours ago, i should’ve gone to bed but i ended up getting consumed in this pathcode stuff
so i think i figured out the order of the teasers (but if im wrong ill just delete this post and forget it ever happened lol). anyways, since the beginning of the teasers, i kept a circle with the 10 members on the side. similar to the one below but without luhan and kris
reason is bc of the teasers things seeming to come out in pairs of some kind relating to how during mama era, they had an opposite regarding the circle above. thus, this got me wary about how it might have something to do with this new era. now with suho’s teaser finally out, it was enough to get me thinking about the order and what not… but… this is what i discovered when i decided to play around with the pairs
i don’t know if you see it, but there is a reflection from both sides. i labelled each member a number from the order they came out in (the green ink is for those who already came out, and the red ink is for my guess of who’s next). if you turn it, you will see the reflection clearly
okay, so everything isn’t perfect, but thats bc i drew it… so… yeah, anyways, to see if it was exactly a reflection, i marked down the order
the “path”is the line’s path in the circle, while the “code” is how many dots or member’s that is skipped on the closest side. (the green ink, again, represents the green lines, while the red represent the red ones. the black in the middle is the line that connects sehun’s dot with suho’s dot.)
so yeah, i noticed how it was evenly reflected, which got me thinking about how suho’s power is water + the mirror in his teaser are objects of reflection… which got me thinking baekhyun might be the next release, which carved a path for my drawing above. bc when i learned about color and electromagnetic waves and whatnot in physics, i learned that a reflection is “light that is not absorbed bounces off boundaries (no longer in a straight line)”
i noticed that in the mama mvs as well that the mirror seems to be important for k and m. suho spalshes his water at the mirror, xiumin wipes it, baekhyun shoots his light into it, and lay is able to see baek in the mirror. (that obvs showed who was each others opposite. with the pathcode teasers was it sehun + the window or doorknob reflection, while for suho it was the actual mirror? :|
anyways it leaves the order to be:
1. kai 2. tao 3. chanyeol 4. xiumin 5. sehun 6. suho 7. CHEN 8. BAEKHYUN 9. d.o 10. lay
which then makes the pairs:
- kai/tao: teleportation/time control, folding space and time. a form of change? - chanyeol/xiumin: fire/ice, known opposites; passion and hate - sehun/suho: wind/water, feng shui? (lol) “’invisible forces’ that bind the universe, earth, and humanity together“ :| WHICH MAKES SENSE IF YOU READ this THEORY (not sure whos it is bc source says telekineticwind, but…ooxehuns) bc she said that sehun was the one they had to save bc he was messing up time or smthn, while this time, suho is the one that seems to bind exo-k and exo-m bc the line above that i drew that connected sehun’s and suho’s dots also connect the reflection, making it even. /coughs/ meanwhile wind and water are symbolically forms of freedom/peace. - baekhyun/chen: light/electricity, forms of energy (electromagnetic waves lol) - d.o/lay: strength/healing, active and passive. one can harm, the other can heal. (on the tip of my tongue but i cant seem to get the right words for it) maybe it has to do with “fight or flight.” i learned in psychology that this is a response for stress. so relating to health, fight = strength?, flight = healing? (totally wild guess lol)
so yeah, i came up with the order, but i have no idea where the next place will be. if it’s baekhyun, then it will be a “city of light” place most likely, and if it’s going with the call me = exo-k theory and the baby = exo m theory, then that leaves C and L. However, Lisbon, Portugal is considered the city of light. it also said ??:01, if it’s baekhyun, maybe it’s 4:01 bc 4 is his jersey number. then again they used two ??, so possibly 4:01 pm aka 16:01…?? His birthday is also on the 6th, so 6:01 (am) or 18:01 (for pm)… idk rly
ALSOOOO if its baekhyun, “light” really fits well with those three quote hints
EDIT: I MEANT CHEN WAS NEXT I WAS TOO TIRED TO NOTICE MY MISTAKE. WITH THAT IM NOT SURE ABOUT WHAT CITY OR TIME SORRY YALL. I GOT THEM MIXED AROUND
Dean wakes up surrounded by a soft warmth that only a body lying snug against you can provide and it draws a content smile out of him, eyes still closed. A slight turn of his head causes his lips to brush against Cas’s hair- and shit, Cas.
His eyes fly open inches from a mop of messy black hair, the events of the night before coming rushing back.
Their legs are tangled together, Dean’s arm holding Cas’s waist, holding him to his chest and the contentment quickly sours into bewilderment. He doesn’t wanna wake Cas up though, not yet, so he squeezes his eyes shut and breathes for a second. Cas wanted this, wanted to, wants to, be close to him but what does that mean? Does he want more? Does he even know what he wants?
He can’t deny the niceness of this, can’t ration away the niceness of being able to hold Cas close and wake up to him. But when is he ever allowed to have what he wants anyway?
Katherine heard a faint knock at the door over the heavy downpour. She slowly walked to retrieve it, figuring it was going to be one of the Salvatore brothers, and she wouldn’t mind making them wait in the rain for a few minutes. When she arrived though, she was greeted by the face of a familiar werewolf, whom also wasn’t exactly on the best terms with her.
“Awh, look at this! A stray puppy, stuck outside in the cold rain.” She made a mocking pout. “What do you want, Andrea?” She asked, blocking the doorway so she couldn’t enter.
Andrea sighed, shivering and holding onto herself as she waited for the bitch queen to open the door. The shewolf hated that she had to come to her but she really had no other choice. Finally, the famous survivor came to the door. Of course Andrea expected some snide remark but it didn’t bother her any less. God, how she wished she could just bite her.
"Well first of all, I’d love to get inside so yeah, let me in. Believe me, you’ll want to hear this.”
It’s funny because I (ignorantly) thought that copying was only a big issue in today’s world because of the internet (exposed to so much information/ subconsciously picking up pieces here and there or even directly “stealing” from another source). Anyhow, I’m working on this art history paper and even all the “old masters” (in the traditional sense, basically all white men but, that’s another story lol), were inspired and even “stole” from each other. For example, art historians have pieced together that they would try out the techniques from one artist, like the lighting style, and recreate a figure inspired by a marble sculpture, then render a face that’s similar to the emotion from another character in another piece of work and then create their own composition etc. etc.
I don’t know, I just think it’s interesting to see the ways you combine other pieces to recreate your own “new” thing and what constitute as copying or inspiration. There is a point when it is directly stealing and it is obvious but idk, it’s such a broad topic that’s so open ended. It’s interesting to see how the concept of art has developed (or has it lol) but, ultimately similar issues are still present in todays western art world.
ok i dont like making posts like this im so sorry and i know its so long but thank you for reading
HEY folks i’m Cameron, and i hate talking about myself this way but i am a queer and transgender (ftm) digital artist suffering from combating anxiety, depression, dysphoria, below-average health in general, and above all, FINANCES.
here’s my rundown: so i need to move, AGAIN (this is the 5th time i’ve had to relocate in the past like, 2 and a half years), because our landlord has sold the house and the new owner wants to renovate. i have no idea how/where im going to live, considering i am barely making ~$120 bucks biweekly at my day job which i cannot get more hours at (i’ve already asked). I’m hesitant to look for a new job until I’m moved because I have no idea where I’m going to end up and I have no transport except my feet and whatever bus lines happen to be merciful enough to actually go where i need them to, and moving is extremely stressful for me on its own. i cannot move back in with either of my parents, as they live pretty dang far/don’t have space available/are very conservative, emotionally abusive, and largely the catalyst of my anxiety taking shape over the years. so i have no idea what to do.
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