i have no idea how to decent selfies

Hi DGHDA fandom. I’m Neko. Don’t let the lack of grey fool you (colour comes from a box) I am super fandom old. I also can’t take a decent selfie to save my life and have no idea how filters work. I write stuff. A lot of stuff. Possibly too much stuff. I’m like Dirk that way, except, instead of talking I type. Verbose is the word you’re looking for. Feel free to tell me to shut up.

Breaking News

I just shed my first fucking tear for Killian Jones.

As you probably don’t know, I’m not an easy crier. I’ve only cried a handful of times for movies and series, the most stereotypical one being Inside Out, but just so. I can get very emotional but I don’t cry easily when touched, in fact, I’ve ironically said I have a frozen heart because of how rarely I cry.

I’ve also been a fan of Killian Jones for more than three years now. I’ve seen him in all types of angsty, sad and painful scenes, I’ve read countless angsty metas and headcanons and scenes in fics. I did tear up in @drowned-dreamer‘s Find Your Way Home, twice, but no tears escaped ( >:( ). Also in Firebird because fcuk this episode.

And I’ve always been sad, that I haven’t cried for him. I haven’t loved any character as much as I’ve loved Killian and I though I’m only 23 I’m having a hard time imagining I will ever love another character as much in the future. So I was sad that I haven’t taken that step yet…

And then I decided to read @ripplestitchskein‘s Light of All Lights. I haven’t even finished the first chapter, but (spoiler?) when Emma told him he was free and he couldn’t believe it at first, and thought how lost he was after Liam died…

It happened. IT FUCKING HAPPENED. I teared up, and the bastard escaped my eye. I even tried to take a selfie but the lighting is horrible and you can’t see it.

But seriously, man, it was a life-changing experience. I paused reading the fic because I had to come here and tell you (though can’t continue reading because I have to go to sleep).

Honestly, @ripplestitchskein, I don’t know if you did it on purpose, but really, really, thank you. You have no idea how much that meant to me. Thank you.

(Once I have some decent free time I’ll finish the fic and leave a proper review :P)

This is definitely cheating but Happy Bellarke Fam Selfie Night! This pic is old, the last time I went out properly and bothered with hair/makeup and decent clothes and looked passable. 

You have no idea how amazing it is to wake up here in the morning (UK boii) and see all of you guys’ posts about the episode which can either be angsty as hell, funny as hell or somewhere in between. Highlight of my Thursday, I swear.

Love you all. Enjoy the ep!

Can’t wait to see you guys’ beautiful faces, if I haven’t already <3

@problematicbellarke @spacexualkids @bellarke-always @abazethe100 @skychild29 @ravenbellclarke

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Tagged (a while ago lol) by @sehunsets @jinwhales​​ @vitamin-suga @amartae @boxtae @pockytae (and i think someone else but i forget:///) for the selfie tag!

Tagging some lovely people: @syuby @98r @jimyoong @soysuga @kaiption @sugacreme @jeonghaans @hoseokin @hosoeok @jimlki @rapmoanstar 

hello everyone with vinda here and this is my second appreciation post. just today this blog reaches 1k followers and i’m so grateful for that. i’m only a girl with no decent editing, writing, nor drawing or even cracking skills only with the ability to compile wonderful pictures of those beautiful men but despite all of that you guys still want to follow and reblog stuffs on my blog, you have no idea how it literally brightens my day <3

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ALRIGHT U FUCKIN DONKS GUESS WHAT I GOT IN THE MAIL TODAY

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THE THING I’VE WANTED SINCE FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL i graduated almost six years ago because fuck time right? FINALLY GOT TO ME TODAY

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OH ALSO I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO TAKE A DECENT SELFIE BUT THERE U GO LOOK AT MY JACKET LOOK HOW AWESOME AND COOL I AM HELL YES