i have never watched this before

i can’t believe that i am rl evan hansen
- gets consistently stellar grades on writing assignments but when it comes to Speaking is driven by emotion & cant keep a handle on what’s actually being conveyed to listeners (jared: “you know they think you’re gay” evan: “..oh my god” / 6th period lunch: “so you’re selling pot brownies” me: “..oh my god”)
- sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry s
- sweaty hands McGee
- fidgeting, Shakey Foot, hands in Mouth
- innocent to a ludicrous point
- bi as hell
- likes a good tree
- would rather lie and deceive than hurt ppls feelings or face any kind of conflict whatsoever
- has a good collection of fiery comebacks but will never use them bc “no no no i don’t even THINK mean thoughts i didn’t mean that n”
- ‘you’re breaking up with me’ ’…..no? im not?’
- ’ if i stop smoking drugs’

State of the Robron Fandom (As I See It)

I was raised on the American soap opera. Mostly CBS soap operas. That means I grew up watching The Young and the Restless, As the World Turns, Guiding Light and The Bold and the Beautiful. I had a slight flirtation of General Hospital in college, watching for three years before taking a break never to return but I keep up. I loved and hated all the characters that ran through the television screen and into my life.  I enjoyed reading the soap magazines to hear what others were thinking about my favorite and hated storylines.  

As I grew up, those magazines remained (most of the soaps did not) but added to that was social media.  It started out on message boards, moved to fanfiction.net, then LiveJournal then Twitter, Tumblr, and Achieve of Ours.  Since then soaps have changed, well the American ones at least. The ratings fell, and so did its existence.  

Since then, I have moved on.  British soap operas are catching my eye. Emmerdale, in particular.  Well, Robert and Aaron are what caught my eye.  The rest of my love for the show came with time. Anyway, with that came a new fandom. An intense fandom is full of different personalities and opinions.  Full of talented and smart people A fandom that is loud and very proud of those different views and talents.  Which is great. When things are going well.  This is what I’ve seen in the Robron fandom and where I stand on it.

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my thing with tv in general is that i will literally not seek shows out on my own. i will refuse to do it. if you want me to watch something you have to literally set it down in front of my face and hope i get invested before i have the chance to escape because adhds weird like that. the upside is that i never get the chance to watch everyone’s favoritest most progressive show of the week before tumblr decides its very bad actually so im like immune to the vicissitudes of this website in all respects except those involving Overwatch 


Sunday Progress Update:

Welllllll…this week has not been my best.  Not even close.  It’s been much more mental exhaustion that has kept me from working out every day like I always intend to.  Between work being hectic and requiring me to be “on” even more than usual and my mother being in the worst mood ever, I’ve just done far too much sitting around watching OITNB (least favorite season so far) and reading (Before We Were Yours was awesome, and I really enjoyed Allie and Bea!).  My mother is currently on her “I have no life so I wish I could just kill myself” kick…which then leads to her “But I would never do that because God is just testing me” kick…both of which put me through the emotional wringer.  She qualifies for respite care services; however, due to a fun late-in-life-onset bout of racism, she is “too scared” to leave a stranger alone in her home because I told her that NO she is NOT allowed to request a “white caregiver only please.”  WTF?!?!?!  I seriously blame her membership in the cowboy church–I loathe that she’s become a member of that backwards cult…but that’s taking us off topic.

Long story short, it’s been a taxing week.  I’m not in the mood to beat myself up for falling short.  I should FINALLY be able to work my summer hours for the first week ever next week, and I’ll compensate for this week’s poor showing.  Annnnd, because I sometimes make brilliant decisions, I took Monday off!

Thanks for the support on yesterday’s post!  The husband is extremely patient with me, and he pretty much left me to my own devices all day and I felt so much better!  Then, we went on a early evening date, enjoyed some no-kid-in-the-house sex, and then headed over to our friends’ house for poker night!  The husband won $130!  And, that will now finance tonight’s dinner at our favorite pub! 

From Not Always Related:
  • (I take my 12-year-old daughter to see the musical “Cats”. We have never seen it before. This is what she says once the play is over.)
  • Daughter: “Dad, did we just watch a bunch of cats introduce themselves for two hours?”
ID #27991

Name: Esmee
Age: 18
Country: Netherlands

Hi there. I’m Esmee and I’ve never really done anything like this before. I’m normally very very VERY shy and awkward but I do actually like talking to people and making new friends and I figured this was the way to go. I’m a big lover of all kinds of music, I’m currently mostly into RHCP, the killers, white lies and imagine dragons. I spend most of my time either binge watching TV series, playing video games, stalking youtubers, writing and trying to stay mentally stable tbh. As I quit my study bc I sucked at it I have loads of time to talk and annoy people and not nearly enough people to annoy. I’ll probably be pretty awkward at first but with the right amount of memes I may be able to keep the conversation going. I’d prefer to talk on whatsapp or skype or something more than write actual letters because it’s quicker and I’m lazy.

Preferences: 16+ would be nice bc similar stages in life and all but no gender preference or anything. LGBT friendly.

The Brideprice (SSC/Rosvolio One-Shot)

After the incident in the town square, Rosaline found herself paying closer attention to her betrothed.  He’d surprised her more than once before they parted ways that day, and she was unsure how to process these glimpses at another side of Benvolio Montague she’d not expected to see.  She thought back to the promise she made to Livia about her brideprice.

“What is it, Capulet?”  She looked up in surprise, Benvolio watching her from across the table.  She opened her mouth to speak, but no words would come out.  Her fiance chuckled at her and shook his head.  “As tense as the course of our relationship may have been thus far, you have never before been nervous around me.  What is causing you distress?”

Rosaline stared at him for a moment, half a smirk on her face.  “I have not yet decided how I feel about your ability to read me like a book, Montague.”  Instead of responding, Benvolio simply raised a bemused brow at her.  With a heavy sigh, she gathered her courage.  “I have a…request…”  Still he kept quiet, infuriating in his patience.  Rosaline dropped her gaze, afraid of the possibility she’d misjudged him.  “For Livia-”


Yes? Blinking up at him, she saw a miniscule grin tugging at his lips.  “I…but I have not made the request.”

“Oh, forgive me, Capulet.  Continue.”  He crossed his arms over his chest expectantly, eyes dancing with mirth.

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never would have thought to associate a One Direction song with inuyasha but here i am… watching amvs to pass the time before work and???

anonymous asked:

CW are going to give us the maximum they can afford because they are the couple and it is the moment, look with olicity or vam with delena or others couples, raign with frary so do not worry it's gonna be the longest and explicit sex / Love scene on the show, because is bellarke,THE COUPLE, so i'm not worried about it,because watching how they work in the past with others main couples,and knowing that bobby and eliza killed it with sexy times and their chemistry, is gonna be unforgettable.

fun fact: i have never watched a cw show before the 100. and it’s so funny because my mum is into almost all the cw shows besides this one (she’s been trying to get me to join her in the dctv stuff for literal years)

anyway the upcoming blarke sexy times better be the best thing since sliced bread or else i’m canoeing up to cwhq with my menagerie of pets catch me outside with 2 big ol’ labs and a pair of angry cats as i yell bad smut into a megaphone

anonymous asked:

🐱When did you enter the Yuri on Ice fandom🐱 By the way you're amazing

I’m on YOI fandom since they announce there’ll be a figure skating anime hahahaah. Like I already have a feeling I’ll love this anime/fandom since the very first trailer. And Yuri catch my eyes since then. I keep waiting for the anime to release and watch Yuri skate. Can you believe xD I never been like this before. Maybe it’s because I always wanted to watch an anime with figure skating as the theme. I’m interested in ballet and figure skating since I was like in high school but I don’t know anything about it since I live in tropical country which means figure skating is barely known in here. And when YOI released the first poster I was like “this anime is going to be the death of me” and I was right xD

tagged by @it-may-be-shay! tyyyy <3<3<3

1. What’s your favorite emotion? inspired! 

2. Spicy or Mild? used to HATE spice, (or was convinced i hated it and never tried it,)  then moved to asia. it’s actually slowly becoming a preference

3. Do you enjoy reading? absolutely i do

4. Do you have an OTP? (If yes, who is it? If no, why not?)  the tired whale ship is my fave, shortly followed by a dozen other pairings

5. Which cartoon character do you resemble the most? hmmMMMM tricky. im gonna say nishinoya from hq, cause one time i was watching the first season with a friend who’d never seen it before and when he was introduced she was like “oh my god cora it’s you” and i feel like that’s pretty accurate lmao

6. Best compliment you have received? oh geez another hard one. recently, @cerberosthehellguard told me that my “biting wit” is inspiring, and that shook me up reaaaaal good. also a certain someone including my posts in a list of things that make them happy…. that sure got me… :’>

7. Pineapple on pizza, yes or no? never

8. If you could be any age for a week, what age would that be? hmm if i choose an age younger than my age rn, do i still have the memories of being older? bec if so id love to be ten years old with the math and drawing abilities of 19 year old me

9. How do you start a conversation? i don’t, usually. friendly, sure, but i rarely initiate. when i do tho, it’s usually with a compliment

10. What cheers you up? walking and drawing. i loooooooove walks

11. Are you wearing socks right now? to be completely honest i havent worn a single sock in eight months

Wonder Woman is an exceptional movie.

The wartime commentary is spot on. Diana’s character development is very well paced and incredibly satisfying. She’s a wonderfully multifaceted character who’s compassionate, affectionate, sexual, powerful, and strong all at once. Steve Trevor is kind and brave and gentle and patient and refuses to fall into conventionally masculine tropes. The movie acknowledges the treatment of Native Americans under American colonialism and has a Native American character. It has POC, and a scene that shows Sikh soldiers, acknowledging the participation of POC in the World Wars, something I have never seen before.

It’s an unequivocally genuine movie, which brings to life a story that’s both heart wrenching and heartwarming at the same time. Do yourselves a favour and watch it.

Ryan’s Face When He Unsheathed The Sword On This Week’s AHWU Like I’ve Never Seen Anyone Embody The “Kid On Christmas Morning” Look More Perfectly

The Sheer Joy In His Voice When He Announced “These Are Deadpool Swords!!” Is Something I Never Thought I Would Experience

Also Him Casually Like “It’s Been A Long Time Since I’ve Worked With Nunchucks” “You Worked With Nunchucks?” “Briefly” As If It Should Surprise Anyone At This Point That Ryan Has Used Every Weapon Under The Sun

And Then Him Struggling To Get The Sword Out From The Holster On His Back For Ages

Ryan Killed Me Like 7 Times In This One Video What A Start To The Week

Hi guys! Here’s a little masterpost of quotes from children’s books that you can use in your bullet journal, or anywhere else you feel like!


  • “It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
  • “The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.”
  • “You become responsible forever for what you’ve tamed.” 
  • “You - you alone will have the stars as no one else has them…In one of the stars I shall be living. In one of them I shall be laughing. And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing, when you look at the sky at night…You - only you - will have stars that can laugh.”
  • “Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them”
  • “A rock pile ceases to be a rock pile the moment a single man contemplates it, bearing within him the image of a cathedral.” 


  • “If I am a princess in rags and tatters, I can be a princess inside. It would be easy to be a princess if I were dressed in cloth of gold, but it is a great deal more of a triumph to be one all the time when no one knows it.”
  • “When you will not fly into a passion people know you are stronger than they are, because you are strong enough to hold in your rage, and they are not, and they say stupid things they wish they hadn’t said afterward. “
  • “There’s nothing so strong as rage, except what makes you hold it in–that’s stronger. It’s a good thing not to answer your enemies.”
  • “If nature has made you for a giver, your hands are born open, and so is your heart; and though there may be times when your hands are empty, your heart is always full, and you can give things out of that–warm things, kind things, sweet things–help and comfort and laughter–and sometimes gay, kind laughter is the best help of all.”
  • “Somehow, something always happens just before things get to the very worst. It is as if Magic did it. If I could only just remember that always. The worse thing never quite comes.”
  • “But I suppose there might be good in things, even if we don’t see it.”
  • “You don’t forget, but you bear it better.” 


  • “I am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship.”
  • “It’s wicked to throw away so many good gifts because you can’t have the one you want.”
  • “Love is a great beautifier.” 
  • “Watch and pray, dear, never get tired of trying, and never think it is impossible to conquer your fault.”
  • “I want to do something splendid…something heroic or wonderful that won’t be forgotten after I’m dead. I don’t know what, but I’m on the watch for it and mean to astonish you all someday.” 
  • “Conceit spoils the finest genius.” 
  • “Be comforted, dear soul! There is always light behind the clouds.”
  • “Life and love are very precious when both are in full bloom.”
  • “The only chivalry worth having is that which is the readiest to to pay deference to the old, protect the feeble, and serve womankind, regardless of rank, age, or color.”
  • “Books are always good company if you have the right sort.”
  • “The humblest tasks get beautified if loving hands do them.”
  • “Now and then, in this workaday world, things do happen in the delightful storybook fashion, and what a comfort that is.”


  • “So Matilda’s strong young mind continued to grow, nurtured by the voices of all those authors who had sent their books out into the world like ships on the sea. These books gave Matilda a hopeful and comforting message: You are not alone.” 
  • “Never do anything by halves if you want to get away with it. Be outrageous. Go the whole hog. Make sure everything you do is so completely crazy it’s unbelievable…” 
  • “I have found it impossible to talk to anyone about my problems. I couldn’t face the embarrassment, and anyway I lack the courage. Any courage I had was knocked out of me when I was young. But now, all of sudden I have a sort of desperate wish to tell everything to somebody.”
  • “I’ve always said to myself that if a little pocket calculator can do it why shouldn’t I?”
  • “There is little point in teaching anything backwards. The whole object of life, Headmistress, is to go forwards.”
  • “I’m afraid men are not always quite as clever as they think they are.”


  • “So many things are possible just as long as you don’t know they’re impossible.”
  • “Have you ever heard the wonderful silence just before the dawn? Or the quiet and calm just as a storm ends? Or perhaps you know the silence when you haven’t the answer to a question you’ve been asked, or the hush of a country road at night, or the expectant pause of a room full of people when someone is just about to speak, or, most beautiful of all, the moment after the door closes and you’re alone in the whole house? Each one is different, you know, and all very beautiful if you listen carefully.”
  • “Time is a gift, given to you, given to give you the time you need, the time you need to have the time of your life. ”
  • “You must never feel badly about making mistakes … as long as you take the trouble to learn from them. For you often learn more by being wrong for the right reasons than you do by being right for the wrong reasons.”
  • “The most important reason for going from one place to another is to see what’s in between.”
  • “What you can do is often simply a matter of what you will do.”
  • “What you learn today, for no reason at all, will help you discover all the wonderful secrets of tomorrow.”
  • “Whatever we learn has a purpose and whatever we do affects everything and everyone else, if even in the tiniest way.”


  • “You cannot change what you are, only what you do.”
  • “We are all subject to the fates. But we must act as if we are not, or die of despair.”
  • “Every opportunity will come again.”

pssst, emma canonically sailed on the jolly roger before she was even born.

The Wedding Night

Ok so @omgkatsudonplease was streaming Pride and Prejudice tonight and lots of Rivals jokes were made as we have established that umfb&mha is actually an accidental Pride and Prejudice AU. And then suddenly we found out that apparently there is an extra scene in the American version that I had never seen before and let me tell you, that Fucked Me Up because I love that film and this new scene kills me. 


So what did I do with this new, groundbreaking information? Wrote a Rivals version of this scene of course.

So without further ado may I present to you The Wedding Night scene, otherwise known as my 1am fic rambling and a snippet of what Rivals - Past, Present and Future might be like 

                                       The Wedding Night 

Walking slowly into the room, Viktor finished pulling his shirt off over his head and looked to see where Yuuri was stretched out on the bed before him. Unlike Viktor, Yuuri was still wearing the formal white shirt of the day’s celebrations but his trousers were gone and the shirt was half unbuttoned, giving Viktor a tantalising glimpse of sharp collarbones and smooth, perfect skin. At the sound of his approach, Yuuri turned to face him, eyes softening and face breaking out into a smile as he looked at his once fiancé and now husband.

“Come here,” he murmured and Viktor obeyed, climbing onto the bed to where Yuuri was lying with a slight smirk on his face and arms open invitingly.

“Of course solnyshko,” Viktor breathed, planting a light kiss on Yuuri’s forehead and then laughing a little when Yuuri made a soft noise of protest before reaching down to capture his lips in a much deeper kiss. After a few seconds he pulled away and Yuuri smiled up at him, eyes bright in the darkness of the room.

“You always call me solnyshko,” he teased, running one hand down Viktor’s side and sliding the other up to tangle lightly in his hair. “People might think you’re getting…predictable.”

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i hope this can serve as (yet another) an important lesson that we have no idea what goes on in the lives of the people we watch from a distance

as a fan of someone, no matter how much money you’ve spent, you’ll never be entitled to more of them than what they’re willing to share with you and while it won’t make much of a difference i truly am sorry to the twist/styles family that we found out the way we did

that wasn’t our information to know and that person’s information to leak before they were ready to have it out in the open

rest in peace robin ❤️ while i never had the pleasure of meeting you, i have no doubt in my mind that you were an amazing man with a lot of love to give

Makeup Marichat May, Day 11. Age-up Marinette!

Title: Change
Word Count: 1,934

It’d been a while since he really saw her last. After they’d gone off to university, he’d had a hectic schedule that didn’t allow him much time to socialize with his friends from middle school or high school. Plus, with Nino away in Spain, and Alya’s web journalism internship they hardly had a chance to all get together.

Seeing her now, sitting on her balcony quietly consumed in sketching, Chat Noir was hit with an overwhelming wave of nostalgia.

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10 Reasons I should play Isak in the US Skam Remake

1. Isak and I are virtually indistinguishable from one another. Never before have I so closely, intensely related to a fictional character. 

2. I can rock a snapback

3. I wrote, co-directed, and starred in a short film that won the Atlantic Youth Film Festival and went on to be featured at the Toronto International Film Festival High School Festival


4. REALLY want a blonde Isak? I’m game

5. I totally felt a Natural Connection™️ with Tarjei AND Henrik when I got to meet them 

6. Trying to be straight™️? ME

7. I can cry. I mean, CRY cry. Ugly cry (but still look good) 

8. Do you see that picture of me and my boy squad in front of a castle? Yeah. #boysquad 

9. I’ve acted in almost a dozen plays, both through school and independently, as well as three short films, so I know what I’m doing, but am definitely an unknown. 

10. Sitting on a bench? Sign me up

BONUS: I would do anything to play Isak Valtersen. Julie and Tarjei were able to expertly craft this phenomenal character that helped me grow as a person more than I ever thought a fictional character could. When I watch Skam, I see so much of myself in Isak. I took the exact same Gay Test as him. I laid awake for hours wondering if boys I liked, liked me back. I awkwardly came out to my friends when they heard it from other people first. I dated girls to prove to myself and people around me that I was straight. My first gay kiss was ripped right from a movie, only I was laying down like Sleeping Beauty and he got down on one knee and kissed me. I understand Isak because I am Isak. I’m the scared, lonely, angry closeted kid who makes other people guess who I like because it’s easier than telling them myself. I know US Skam won’t be able to replicate Julie and Tarjei’s Isak, because it never could. Nothing and nobody ever could. I don’t know if US Skam will be good; some remakes (The Office, Shameless) are amazing, others (Skins) are terrible. I hope US Skam is good, because I hope other people get to have characters they connect with the way I connect with Isak. I want to play Isak (or Isaac?) because I want to do for somewhat else what Tarjei did for me. I will always be grateful to him. I will never be able to thank him and Julie enough for Isak Valtersen. 

If anybody important ever sees this and wants to give me a chance, I’ll be eternally grateful to you as well. :)