i have matti in the wallet

Love me tender - Part One (Shalaska/Pearlet), by Lavish

A/N: Grown-up AU in which Alaska is a stressed adoption lawyer struggling in her marriage, Violet and Matt are the teen parents of a watermellon baby, and Sharon is their not-so-conventional nurse. Set in sunny Cali. If you enjoy this, please let me know by dropping a line for me here. Love always, Lavish.

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hannicanny  asked:

rusame with the milkshake one? pretty please?

My Milkshake Brings All the Boys

Again, Alfred?” Matthew asked incredulously, raising an eyebrow when his brother merely laughed and waved his protests away.

“Come on Mattie, I already told you! They have literally the best milkshakes at that bar, can’t get any better!”

Matthew’s expression still read suspicion. He knew Alfred was fond of sweets and sugary drinks, but to visit that same bar almost every day? “Do you even have the money for that?”

“Psht, of course I do!” Alfred continued in that boisterous tone. He tried distinctly to ignore the silent weeping of his rapidly slinking wallet. But hey, it was worth it! “Okay, be right back!” He waved the other goodbye before jogging towards the bar in question; one of the coffee and other warm and cold drinks variant.

A jolly jingle announced his arrival, and the man behind the counter looked up. Alfred’s heart stopped when he saw those (beautiful) eyes lit up in recognition, smile growing, almost too blinding to stare at.

“Welcome. How may I help you?” that divine creature began, ever courteous.

Alfred took a moment longer to stare, then quickly darted forward. “Uh yeah, I’ll have the-“

“Chocolate milkshake with extra whipped cream?” the barista known as Ivan filled in for him, smile brightening when Alfred nodded sheepishly. And the reason that  Alfred knew of Ivan’s name, was because of a particular note he had left him several days ago.

He could still distinctly remember the first day he had visited the establishment. Wandering in like a lost sheep, Ivan had been his saviour with cakes and warm cocoa. And a note, that read in a fine curly handwriting, To the man who reminds me of the sun.

Naturally, Alfred had returned the day after. This time, the note read To the boy who managed to lose his way and end up in the same bar twice.

He came again. And again. Figured out the other’s schedule. Of course got his name, somewhere along the way. And still, there was something cautious about his visits, as if flirting would be overstepping boundaries, asking for the other’s number like writing his own death sentence. After all, he was just a customer. Maybe Ivan was that nice to everyone who came here.

And yet, as the bright-eyed man handed him his milkshake, he swore he could feel their fingers brush just a little longer than necessary.

Chapter 14/?

(Longer chapter today.)

Summary: After meeting Alfred on an online site for omegas and alphas to find a mate, Arthur decides to make a trip to America to find out if Alfred really is the right mate for him, and if Alfred will think Arthur is the right one too.
AU: Omegaverse AU, Cowboy AU
Warnings: No warnings for this chapter.

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He cheats part 2 (Matt espinosa)

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“y/n I think we should go ice skating! or we can just go shopping.”

“y/n, y/n!” i looked at Cameron who was talking to me, but I didn’t even catch a single world that he said. I was spacing out big time. 

“are you even listening to me?” I smiled sadly at him and sighed

“Sorry Cam.” He just sighed to and smiled at me. Ever since the night that I caught Matt with another girl, which is also the night I got hit by a car, the boys never did left my side. Unless they have shows.

But no matter how many people are with me, I still feel lonely. Because with all of the people, I only need one. And that is Matt.

A nurse walked in carrying a tray of food for me.

“Sir, have she eaten yet?” The nurse asked as she put the tray on the table together with the other trays of food that I haven’t eaten.

“Sorry but she haven’t”

“She needs to sir. please” Cam smiled, the nurse left but the door suddenly burst open revealing two boys. Nash and Carter.

“Please. Please guys, PLEASE, convince her to eat! She’s been here for three days and she haven’t eaten since the day she got here!”

Three days. Three days since I caught Matt with another girl. Three days of pain. It already had been three days. I was unconscious for a day, I got some bruises and stuff.

“Y/n, it’s for your own good. Pease eat” Nash pleaded

“Where’s Matt?” I asked but they just ignored me and Carter tried shoving food in my mouth. I looked at him starlight in the eyes

“Did Matt visited?” He sighed and put the spoon down. I already know the answer. “oh.. but does he know?” he nodded.

I feel a sudden pain in my chest. The thought of Matt knowing that I’m in the hospital and him not visiting makes me wanna break down and cry. But at this moment, I can’t even do nothing. I’m too weak to do anything.

I grab the remote from the table beside me and turned the TV on. It was all about something to do with the government, the environment and stuff. I was about to turn the TV off when Matt’s face popped on the TV.

I miss his smile,

I miss his laugh,

I miss his scent,

I miss his presence.

I looked at Nash, Carter and Cameron and they were all looking at me with sad faces.

“please, don’t cry. Don’t do this to yourself” Cameron said.

I didn’t realized that I was crying. But also, I can’t stop myself for crying. I just can’t held it in. It’s too much.  The pain is too much.

Matt Espinosa, how can I un love you?



It’s been a year since me and y/n broke up and I can’t lie, I still love her.  When she was at the hospital, I was also there too, I never left the hospital. I would sleep outside y/n’s room to check it everything’s fine. But I told the boys not to tell y/n that I was there. I told the boys to tell y/n that I never visited. Because I want her to move on. I want her to find someone new. Someone better. Someone who’s not an asshole. Yes it hurts. But I want y/n to have the best even if it includes not having me.

“Matt. You’re already 30 minutes late for your wedding.” Nash said as opened the car door.

“I don’t wanna do this. But I have too. You know that right? ”

“Yeah. But it’s your fault after all” Nash left as I sighed and got out of the car

Here I am, outside the church, I was getting married today with a girl whom I don’t love. I’m getting married to the girl who I cheated with on y/n. I’m getting married to her because I got her pregnant and because her parents and my parents wants me too.

I took my wallet out from my pocket and read y/n’s letter before I entered the church


Dear Matty,

            Happy 2nd anniversary babe! I love you, so so so so so much. I can never thank you enough for everything that you did for me. Sorry if I’m too moody sometimes. Sorry if I’m such a bitch sometimes. Sorry if I’m so stubborn. Sorry if sometimes I’m a pain in the ass.

Words can never express how thankful I am to have you as my boyfriend. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for being here for me through the rough and best day.

You’re perfect for me Matt. You’re imperfections are just simply perfect for me. I know that I can never replace you. To be honest, I’m afraid that you’ll leave me one day. I’m afraid that you’ll find someone better. Someone prettier, someone who is on your level.

I know that I’m not pretty, I’m not hot. I’m such a nerd. And we both know that. But Matt,  I feel so blessed. Billions of girls are dying just to be with you, but you picked me.

I love you Matt. I love you round the universe, back to you until we reach the stars cause loving you t the moon and back isn’t enough.



I closed my eyes and feel hot tears running down on my cheeks.

“Matty” a familiar voice said. I don’t have to open my eyes to see who that person is. I already know who she is.

I opened my eyes and there she was. The girl who I love. The girl who have her heart broken by me 2 years ago is standing in front of me, in my wedding wearing a white dress with blue on the edge.

She looks beautiful than ever. Her eyes are glowing, her beautiful smile never fails to amaze me. But I do notice that she’s pale.

“y/n….” I instantly hugged her and I feel that her body is cold. “y/n… you’re so pale and cold. Are you sick?”  she instantly pulled away

“No silly. I’m fine Matthew”

Hearing her say my name makes my name sound perfect.

“Why are you here y/n?”

“I came to see you, don’t you wanna see me?” she said in a sad tone.

“no! of course I wanna see you! I miss you y/n. I miss you so much”

“I miss you too much. I miss you so so so much” I smiled and she took my hand and intertwined it.

“Matt, I love you. I really really love you. And… I wish you all the best. Congrats Matt! You’re getting married.” She looked down at our hands and I feel tears dropping down

“Y/n, I love you to if you-“

“no Matt. Let me continue.  Even though I want you to run away with me right now, We can’t. You can’t. Hear me clearly Matt okay?” She looked at me and wiped my tears

“I love you. I never did stopped loving you. I love you till my last breathe, And even though I want us to get back together, we can’t. I want you to be happy. You deserve the best. Thank you for loving me for who I really was. I will  never forget you Matt. You’re basically my life. You gave meaning to my life. All I wanted to do for the past year was to fix our relationship. But it’s too late. It’s not because you’re getting married. It’s because of me Matt. And sooner or later you’ll find out why. You’re the only boy that I love. I love you. I love you. Matthew Lee Espinosa, I love you. Until we reach the stars remember?”

“until we reach the stars” I answered as she wiped my tears. I hugged her for one last time.

“Matt, you need to get in there. Don’t worry about me okay? I can’t stay for too long. And I guess, this is goodbye. Bye Matty.” She kissed my forehead and left. I looked back before entering the church. She gave me one of her sweetest smile. I continued on walking

Until we reach the stars y/n. Until we reach the stars.



Here I am, watching the love of my life exchange vows to his bride. As much as I wanted to be with him, I know that I can’t. He is searching for someone. And I know, that someone is me. But I am clearly aware that as of this moment, He can’t see me no more.

I’ve always imagined myself getting married to Matt. But I never imagined him marrying another girl.  I looked at the boys, and I see sad smiles on their faces. I am clearly aware that today, is the last day I will see Matt.

I looked at him for one last time and walked out of the church. I should go to the place where I belong.


The wedding ceremony had ended. I’m still looking for y/n. But I guess she left.

“Matt. Can we talk? Privately.” Shawn said. I followed him and the rest of the boys and left my bride behind.

“What’s up? Why are you all crying?”

“Y/n….” Cam said

“What about her?”

“She’s… she’s gone.” Nash said

I was frozen. I couldn’t move or anything. All I could do is cry. It can’t be. She was with me an hour ago.

“No. She’s not”

“Sorry Matt. But she died 3 hours ago”

3 hours ago. But she was with me an hour ago…..

“B-but… she was with me an hour ago….”

“What?” They all asked in chorus

“yeah. She was wearing a white dress with blue on the edge. She’s so beautiful. But I did noticed that she was so pale. And when I hugged her she was so cold…”

That’s explains it. That’s why she was so pale and she was so cold.

“why. Why did she left me. What happened to her?”

“she killed herself.” Carter whispered.

“but why”

“her mother told us that she’d been miserable. That’s all”

I broke down crying. The love of my life. She’s gone. She left me. She killed herself.

“NO. SHE CAN’T SHE CAN’T” I started throwing punches at the wall and furiously crying

“sorry Matt.” Jack J said as they left me alone

This is all my fault.

“No it’s not” I heard y/n’s voice. I looked around but no one was around

“Until we reach the stars Y/n. Until we reach the stars” I whispered.



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