34: Who/what was your last dream about?
Warning: This may be a little upsetting at the end. Sorry friends, I’m prone to bad/upsetting dreams.
So when I went to sleep, I dreamt that I was sitting at a computer. I was on Instagram, and excitedly checked the inbox I received after I had messaged Stefán a picture I drew. Sure enough, he had replied and absolutely loved my picture.
He started speaking to me about my home life and I told him truthfully how little I have (I think it was a younger version of me from a few years ago when we literally had nothing.) and he felt really bad.
Then he went on to tell me his Icelandic friend was selling a bunch of household things for really cheap, but ONLY to family and friends. I expressed my dismay because the list of things being sold was exactly what we needed, and affordable. SO… He says to me: “Give me a second to set up a call with him. I’m going to pretend to be your dad so that we can get you that stuff.” And I just????
I woke up in literal tears shortly after because it was such a nice, pure dream. and I don’t have a soft father figure in my life like I always wanted so… My heart just broke and I lay there in a sobbing mess for a few minutes because it hit me that I will never have a dad like that… I will never have a dad like that.