i have had these saved forever

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i’m having a taxing time with the chapter i’m on right now; not because it’s difficult to play, but because it’s difficult to endure. i had to take a break to save my nerves… so this is a gift for myself to keep me going <3

edit: was able to keep going to the bitter end… made >this<

You chose her. You married her. You have a kid with her. So why is it when you’re lying in bed awake at 3:00 am I’m the one you call. Why is it that when you’ve had a rough day my number is the first you dial just waiting for me to say “Hi Prince.” You left me for her so why is it that you still have my pictures saved and even after 5 years of being apart you’ve still managed to hold on to them. You’re with her so why is it that every year on my birthday at 12:00 am you’re the first to say “Happy Birthday.” You’re married to her so why is it that when we both walk past you, your eyes linger on me. Why did you choose her if you love me?
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Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #350

01/31/2017

8:10 pm

When people started asking me who I saw Cassandra being shipped with, I was like, “Jenkins.” I was sort of half-joking, half-serious. But when we started talking about this episode and just mortality versus immortality, the Jenkins conversation came up again, and it was like, “No, that’s why she loves him!” It all fell into place. Although there is this clearly intellectual connection there, and he’s a father figure to the whole group, and she’s never had anyone like that in her life, but also he’s a very handsome man and she loves him and what he does for the Library. There’s a great deal of respect there. But also this idea that he has everything that she doesn’t. She is going to die, and he’s going to live forever. That idea of wanting something that you can’t have, or that somehow he could protect her and be the one to save her, is really appealing. I understood that love, and I understood being so overwhelmed by grief that you don’t know what to do. And to turn to him seems, to me, so logical.
—  Lindy Booth on Jenkins and Cassandra (x)
“They can’t do anything to me. I have nothing left.” Ch. 9

A/N: I KNOW I HAVEN’T UPDATED THIS SINCE FOREVER BUT I HAD A SUDDEN INSPIRATION AND URGE TO MAKE THE LAST PART! I am so sorry for the wait, I do hope you like this part! Also, I thought about waiting to post it tomorrow but I’m too excited so I’ll post it now and you will just have to excuse if it’s badly edited. Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes

Pairings: Bucky X Reader

Prompt: Reader was an undercover agent at HYDRA that wanted to save Bucky, however things don’t always go according to the plans. Angst

Warnings: mention of blood and death

Word count: 1289

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8

You were woken up by a soft beeping sound ringing in your ear, your head pounding as you awoke from your slumber. As you raised your hand to pinch your nose, you were met with a breathing mask and you slowly removed it. As you came to your senses, you could feel the light movement of the bench you rested on as the car drove. Your eyes fluttered open and it took you a moment to recover your sight. 

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disastrousnonsense  asked:

A Utah family's cat named Sage was tortured by someone just recently, and he passed away. There's currently a reward for whoever comes forward or finds the person who did it, and the family is holding a ceremony with candles and stuff for Sage on Sunday at 4 pm, mountain time. I'm in a different state but I'll have some candles around my Bastet statue, I was wondering if you had any ideas for a sort of prayer for him (I'm pretty bad at coming up with things to say) Thank you

First of all, I would like to personally torture and murder whoever did that to your cat. I have no idea what makes some people so evil and I am so, so sorry for you loss and for Sage’s suffering.

One of my favorite pet head stone says: “If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.”

I also know that there’s a nice poem I liked. I think it went:

“If tears could build a stairway

and memories a lane

I’d walk right up to heaven

and bring you home again”

I don’t know if you want one more diety-centric but there are a lot available.

I also have a pet funerary spell that I wrote about 6 months ago for my dog who passed on if you would like to use it (I actually used the headstone mentioned above in the spell post).

Please stay strong. I believe that pets live on in one way or another and Sage isn’t in pain anymore. Know that I am sending the family and Sage so much love; tears have been shed while writing this response. 

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Hey, hey! Is it time for Jeni to be all sappy and shit? HELL FUCKING YEAH!! Thanks for 50+ guys, because even if it doesn’t seem like a lot, it’s a feat for me to have gotten this far in such a short amount of time, okay? Today marks exactly one month since I’ve started this blog, and you guys are all the greatest for taking an interest in my muses and me!

As an extension, any of my current followers who like/rebagel this are automatically entered into a raffle for me to doodle their muse! <3 I’ll choose the wiener at 6PM PDT on Sunday night.

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One more person tries to tell me the reason Hoseok got ZERO lines in Spring day is because he had a the intro and the most lines in BST and imma pop off. 

First of all, BTS always rotates which member gets to do the intro. This is not Hoseok sweeping forward and idk, stealing the intro as a second song, this is his RIGHT, FINALLY, to do the intro. It’s not his fault they also chose the album he FINALLY got to do the intro on as the album where the entire group also gets a solo song. The fact that he has 2 songs is literally irrelevant in this case, at least, it should be, because those solos shouldn’t conflict with the fact that it’s his turn for the intro.

 True, this does equal a fact that he got 2 solo songs on the solo album, but it’s not really the same? I think it’s kind of like saying that Namjoon or Yoongi’s intro counted as a 2nd song when the other albums had the cypher series? Idk, it just? it’s not really even a factor. Besides, Hoseok earned that intro spot. Namjoon has his side projects and his mixtape, Yoongi just released his bomb ass mixtape that’s been well received, Jeongguk has MCing and he relreases solo tracks, Taehyung now has his acting and he and Jin collaborated on the OST track, Jimin has several dance features this past year. Hoseok’s intro was a ncessity at this point, no one should be counting that like it’s a negative and he shouldn’t be ‘paying’ for it by losing album time.

Second of all, saying that Hoseok is getting cut out of Spring Day because of his Blood Sweat and Tears lines is literally ludicrous? Hoseok routinely gets less time on the tracks as a rapper compared to Yoongi and Namjoon, as a Hoseok bias I have no issue with this in general because Yoongi and Namjoon are more experienced, and they mix the track based on a lot of things, from flow to style to how many lines they were able to write, and even all the way down to balancing the entire album. So don’t yell at me about being a Hoseok bias who’s clearing just talking shit. It’s not about that. But Hoseok generally has less time on tracks, so the fact that he had a lot of lines on Blood Sweat and Tears isn’t really a big deal in terms of him getting too much. That’s like saying; oh, Jeongguk had a lot of lines in every single song that’s why we literally excluded him from this song? The fact that he has a lot of lines should be irrelevant. Besides, even the lines he did have in Blood Sweat and Tears were shared with Jeongguk during live stages, and let’s not even TOUCH on what they did to Jin then, and now, in Spring Day, because Jin deserves his own 109 page rant.

This is about Hoseok for now. I’ll do a Jin related rant probably.

ANYWAYS, I think my biggest problem is that there isn’t even 1 line? It makes the balance of the song feel off, wrong even. Even in Fire, Hoseok showed up for around 5 lines total, that was a very short verse but it felt balanced, and the fact that he had a shared verse with Namjoon helped too. Even Jin had lines in Fire. Fire may not be my favorite BTS song but at least the balance didn’t feel as off as if has in the past. 

I think I wish they could have pulled a fire, and at least let Hoseok have at least one line. I’m assuming that it’ll be handled like they did with Jin in BST, where the live stages might have at least 1 line or so for Hoseok just so that he’s not standing around doing nothing. Or maybe the dance will be Hoseok centric (which, i lowkey doubt it because they love to play 2seok but whatever now i’m getting salty).

In short, people like to try to justify the reasons for 2 members in particular always getting shafted like there’s a reason. I’m sure there is a reason. Balance of the entire album is one, maybe Jin’s filming got in the way, idk what got in the way of Hoseok having a single line, maybe he got lost in the bathroom idk, but, I’m AWARE that there are reasons okay. And I’m not blaming the Boys, and I don’t even blame the production staff, I understand balancing reasons, I understand lots of things, I even know for 100% fact that BTS tries realy hard to be accepting of each other, not to get jealous or mad about line distribution, and is one of the most solid groups under the ‘teamwork makes the dream work’ philosophy. 

Still doesn’t make me, a Hoseok bias, feel any better about my man not having any lines okay. So Please let me cry without telling me that I’m being stupid or that he DID have lines, remember he had lines for BST and he had an intro. TT. 

TLDR: please let hyung line biased fans, partially Hoseok (and Jin) biased fans, mourn in peace without telling them that you’re tired or that they’re unjustified ! ! ! As long as they’re not complaining directly to the boys, or about another boy getting too much, etc, then it’s not problematic it’s called venting. Venting is fine. The real issue is when people start blaming other members for their own fav members not getting enough time. But yeh, anyways, this was long. RIP.

Save Me - Part 2 - Chapter 43

We landed a short time later and thankfully since we were now back on schedule, everyone could relax a little. If the rest of the day goes as planned, we’d have about an hour before the Meet and Greet which I was happy about. I wanted a little time alone with Jared.

Emma had arranged for our luggage to be delivered to the hotel so we didn’t have to wait for it which was nice. Depending on how busy they were, you could end up waiting forever for that. Walking right past the turnstiles, we were able to head directly to our waiting van. Without a doubt, Emma has this routine down pat.

“The van should be here in the next ten minutes, security wouldn’t let them park.” Jared said, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. “I just want to relax together when we get to the venue.”

Looking up at him I smiled, “I like that idea.”

At least we were on the same page. I was in desperate need of some alone time, not for anything other than to cuddle up to him. To feel his arms around me. Just to be close. Shannon’s admission was still floating through my mind and it was stirring up all kinds of emotions I couldn’t even show.

Aside from that, I also felt like I needed a nap.

Last night was amazing and beautiful and intense. I wouldn’t change a single moment of it for anything. It was draining though. Although I thought I slept well, it wasn’t enough which was why Jared wanted me to stay back this morning. Then with the whole ordeal this afternoon, my energy was just about tapped out. Clearly, I couldn’t keep up with him.

“You look tired, baby.”

I was hoping it wasn’t that obvious.. Regardless, I had to be honest.

“Yeah, I kinda am. I was restless after you left so I packed us and got ready. After that, I, um, I got sidetracked.” I said, not really wanting to mention what happened again at all as I leaned my head against his shoulder.

Jared sighed, “I’m sorry about everything. I knew all the travel then last night would catch up with you. I feel bad. I don’t want you to get run down.”

It seemed he didn’t want to mention this afternoon either which made me feel relieved.

“I’ll live.” I reassured him.

“Maybe you should go to the hotel and get some rest instead of coming tonight.” He said looking down at me, “If you want to do that it’s okay. I understand.”

That was the absolute last thing I wanted to do. I didn’t want to leave his side. Pulling away, I wanted him to know how strongly I felt since I didn’t want his suggestion to turn into a command. Standing in front of him, our eyes met before I spoke.

“No… I’ll rest at the venue while you’re doing sound check or something but I want to be there tonight. I’m fine. Really..”

Jared seemed a little taken back by my insistence and shockingly he backed down from his suggestion. Emotions flared up and I know I looked upset.

“Baby, I want you with me, I just don’t want you to get dragged out. Don’t get upset.” He reassured, pulling me against him again.

“I just want to stay with you.” I said, wrapping my arm around his waist.

His hand found its way around the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him. Pressing his lips to my temple he said, “I want you to stay with me too, baby girl.”

I loved when he did that. His hand at the back of my neck without fail sent warm tingles throughout my entire body, centering in on my pussy, of course. My eyes drifted closed as my body and mind relaxed. THIS, this is what I needed more than rest. I needed my Sir.

“God, I love your natural reactions, baby girl.” Jared whispered, his fingers massaging the muscles in my thin neck.

My god, I wished we were alone right now.

Our little moment was interrupted by Emma who was walking around gathering everyone’s passports while we waited. Tomo ran to the restroom so Shannon walked over to us while he finished having another cigarette.

“Shouldn’t be much longer.” She told Jared who impatiently put his hand up with wonder then walked away.

Jared and Shannon started to talk about the issues he was working out with Emma on the plane regarding the venue while I just listened. Jared is demanding, everyone who knows him knows that which is why I think Shannon sees the humor in people actually trying to resist. It’s just his nature to fight for what he wants until he gets it.

“I wanted no tables, standing room only and they were fighting it. It’s bullshit. Why the fuck would they care?” Jared said very animated.

Looking over at me, Shannon elbowed me shaking his head, “Those fucking idiots..”

I giggled, I couldn’t help myself, which Jared didn’t appreciate.

“Whatever.” Jared said, rolling his eyes.

Jared certainly can dish it out but I don’t think he takes it very well. At least from what I’ve seen.

“Ah come on man. I’m only kidding.” Shannon said, hitting his arm.

A few minutes later our van pulled up and Jared took both my tote and his to load by our seats, leaving me alone with Shannon. I wanted to talk but now that we weren’t in the moment, it felt weird to open up an old topic. Still, I felt like I needed to. I wanted him to know Jared’s feelings weren’t one sided.

Once Jared was out of earshot and distracted, I nudged Shannon. This had to be short and to the point. I didn’t want Jared to get suspicious we were talking about him.

“Jared means a lot to me too.”

“I know he does, Vivie. Everybody knows. I just know how he is so I wanted to make sure you knew.”

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jared walking back to us so I didn’t have a chance to answer but I suppose I didn’t need to. We both had said enough.

“What are you guys talkin’ about…” Jared asked, his head cocked to the side with a slight smile.

Unfortunately Shannon and I only talked about Jared and neither of us were going to tell him that. It was also unfortunate we didn’t come up with something together to tell him BEFORE he asked either.

In unison Shannon responded, “Food.” and I responded with a shrug, “Tour stuff.”

Hello, red flags!

Jared instantly knew we were lying. I mean, we couldn’t look more obvious at being caught talking about something we didn’t want to share with him. Secrets do not sit well with him, not ever. I watched his eyes squint and brow wrinkle. He was not happy.

Shit.

Jared didn’t look at Shannon, he kept his gaze on me knowing I’d break under his stare long before Shannon would. He knows I can’t lie if my life depended on it, especially to him.

“We talked about lots of stuff, ya know…” I said trying to shrug it off.

My GOD, I’m a horrible liar, I didn’t even dare to make eye contact. I could feel my whole body burning as I internally cringed.

Thinking quick, Shannon tossed his butt in the ashtray then grabbed his bag.

“Come on guys, we gotta go.” He said in a hurry, bumping Jared’s arm as he walked past him. “Emma’s waving us over.”

That bump broke Jared’s glare at me as he looked over his shoulder. His eyes following Shannon to the van.

Pulling it together, when he did turn around, I had a smile on my face though I still avoided eye contact. Slipping my arm through his while gently pulling him towards the van, I hoped he’d let it go.

“I’m ready, babe. Come on!”

Sunrise; Another Ending

Okay so I finally wrote down my idea for an alternative ending for FFXV using an OC idea I had where they have a spear that can reverse anything- life, death, you name it. They’re tied to the king in that they can only use it if they pledge loyalty to them. I wrote a better description here about it here! Also thank you @thatonedaydream for pointing out that I should explain my oc!! All under the cut. Spoilers as well, so be careful!

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Unused audio from LIS: Polarized. And if I’m honest it made me feel so sad - this strongly implies that we could have had the choice/opportunity to save Nathan. I know lots of people didn’t like him, but he went through hell and I really think ACTUALLY seeing him in episode 5 would’ve been amazing. 

How to win a girl’s heart: A 13-Step Guide by Shikamaru

1. Win the match. Stop. Say: ‘’Give up.’’

2. Get saved by her.

3. Cry. And take advice from her.

4. Chuunin exams? Be her escort.

5. When someone asks if you two are dating, change subject.

6. Wait her to come outside early. And ask her ‘’Have you had breakfast?’’

7. Make her think good things about you. Make her believe you.

8.  Get caught in the Infinite Tsukuyomi. Dream about her.

9. Make her worry about you. Tell her ‘’here’s nothing going on that he can depend on her for’’. Get punched by her. Apoligize.

10. Get saved by her again. 

11. Ask her on date.

12. Want advice from her about honeymoon. Make a misunderstanding. Worry about her. Make everything ok.

13. Now you’re a married couple and you have a son. Congrtz.

therealgunn  asked:

The saving grace of that KW interview is that if one of the writers can blatantly ignore the last 6 seasons of the show's narrative and character development, then I can ignore his shit-tastic finale. 8x16? What's an 8x16 I don't know her. Stefan's dead? Nah you're confused. Damon's dead and Stefan and Caroline are leading the X-men and when they die they will be together in the afterlife, making breakfast and having morning sex forever ok case closed NEXT.

It’s kind of amazing that Steroline had two head writers against it, a ton of antis online and yet we ended up getting the eternal endgame with the most powerful moments in the finale. I’m more insulted as a Stefan stan than I am Steroline because I don’t think we would have gotten the mutual “I will love you forever” or the “we’ll see him again” lines if Stefan had lived but I’m just disgusted that in KW’s mind saving innocent children with special gifts was somehow inferior than Stefan dying? How is that making amends letting Damon have a human life with Elena when Damon is just as bad as Stefan if not worse?

!!! Big update !!!

Hey guys! Most of you have probably 100% forgotten about me, but I thought I’d also make this update for those who come to my profile and send asks thinking I’m active. I had a tons of plans for this blog once I got my taxes back to get a new computer, but things have change majorly in the last month…

I’M PREGNANT! Me and my hubby are expecting this Fall! So what was originally a small two month hiatus has turned into a much much longer one- maybe even forever, I have no idea! I’ll still be lurking around, I won’t delete for now, but I won’t be posting, taking asks or making CC- unless I magically get a new laptop, but for now we are in major baby saving mode! This is something we’ve wanted for so long and we couldn’t be happier! Hope you guys understand! ♡

I will be taking asks for the next few hours ONLY- so if you have anything to ask or say, tonight is your last chance! ♡

So I was listening to DA:I banter and...

Solas: I am sorry to have bothered you with my questions about your people, Varric. I see so much of this world in dreams - humans, my own people, even Qunari. Dwarves alone were lost to me, save scattered fragments of memory where some spirit cared to watch. Now I know why I see so little…

Varric: And why is that?

Solas: Dwarves are the severed arm of a once mighty hero lying in a pool of blood, undirected. Whatever skill at arms it had, gone forever. Although it might twitch to give the appearance of life, it will never dream…

Varric: Hmmm…I’d avoid mentioning that to any Carta, Chuckles. they might take it the wrong way.

Hmmm….severed arm of a once mighty hero, you say? Why does that sound familiar?

Ahh…right.
I’m sure that’s just a coincidence somehow…

Our Little Princess (Chanyeol)

-Chanyeol-

“5 minutes until showtime!” the director announced. The members were running around trying to get to their places for the performance. I was anxiously waiting in my spot, worrying about _____, my wife. She’s at home right now and is pregnant. I can’t stop thinking about the child that will be mine to spoil forever.

“You’re on in 5..4..3..2…” he pointed at us and we started. The beginning of Call Me Baby started playing and Kai was singing. I was dancing with all that I had, but still saving some energy for the next performance. After we were done, I sat down to have a drink until a noona yelled:

“Chanyeol-ah!” she called. I got up and went over to her. She handed me my phone that was ringing. It was _____..I picked it up immediately and went to somewhere private

“Hello?” I smiled
“Yo, you need to get your ass to the hospital right now.” my smile disappeared as I heard _____’s close friend answer reply. But that thought vanished as I panicked
“What?! What happened?” I asked quickly
“Her water broke. She’s being escorted to the hospital now. When can you leave the show?” she asked
“I don’t know! What hospital?” I asked
“St. Johns. It’s about 4 blocks away from where you live. Can you make it?” she asked
“I’ll just go ask. If I don’t show up, record EVERYTHING.” I demanded before hanging up and running back. I ran up to Manager-hyung , the members saw and some leaned in to listen.

“Hyung!” I called. He looked up
“Why are you here?! You’re about to get back on stage!” he exclaimed
“I know, but _____’s in the hospital giving birth right now! I need to hurry!” I replied
“You can’t leave now! The crowd wants more!” he argued
“But _____ needs me more!” I was growing a bit angry.
“You’ll have to go after the show.” he crossed his arms
“That is my wife in the hospital. She needs me now.” I fought back. I felt Suho place a hand on my shoulder
“Hyung, let him go. This is the most important moment in his life. His first child is being born. We’ll have one of the members perform his lines.” Suho excused. I secretly thanked him in my mind. Manager-hyung sighed

“Fine. Hurry up.” he allowed. I sent him a thankful smile before running towards the exit
“I GET TO HOLD HER WHEN WE SEE HER!” Baekhyun declared
“HOW DO YOU KNOW IT’S A HER?! Maybe it’s a boy!” Sehun argued
“WHY DID _____ WANT THE GENDER TO BE A SURPRISE?!” Chen asked and the three of them got scolded by the staff to quiet down. I got into my car and drove off to the hospital. Then I ran inside and up to the counter as fast as I can

“May I get Park _____’s room please?” I asked, out of breath. The nurse looked up and froze. I mentally groaned when I saw her smiled and started covering her mouth in shock and happiness.

“H-hi! U-umm..” she stuttered
“The room please.” I asked politely one again.
“Yes, umm, Mrs. _____ is in room 217.” she answered. I thanked her and ran up the stairs. Once I saw the room, _____’s friend was walking back and forth outside
“There you are!” she exclaimed. Then she started pushing me through the door and into the room.
“Who are you?” the doctor asked
“I’m her husband.” I answered and running straight to _____’s side and gripping her hand.
“I’m here.” I announced to her. She smiled and started to push again.
“One more push Miss.” the doctor said. _____ groaned in pain and gave another push before we heard the cry.
“Congratulations. You bore a healthy baby girl.” the doctor announced grinning. He took our baby to go and get cleaned up before wrapping her in a white fluffy blanket and carefully handing her over to _____.

“Oh my god.” we both breathed at once
“Look at her, Yeollie.” she grinned, her eyes twinkling just like our baby girl.
“She’s going to grow up to be just as beautiful as you.” I commented. She then held her out to me.
“What if I drop her?” I asked, a but scared to hold our baby
“You’re not going to drop her. I know it. Trust yourself.” she told me. I carefully took the small baby in my arms and held her like my life depended on it.

“You’re another reason why my world is so bright.” I talked to the baby. _____ made room for me to sit on the bed with her and we sat there, talking and mumbling nonsense to our little princess.

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The first time I saw Willow and Tara kiss, I was 18. That’s also when I realized all these feelings I’d had forever finally made sense. They’ve never known it, but the incredible people in The Kitten, the Witches and the Bad Wardrobe’s chat saved my life that year.

Be safe, be happy, have hope, and may your candles ever be extra flamey.

INFINITE HOPE FOR BAMON

More often then not, WHENEVER Bonnie Bennett’s life has been in danger her salvation has come in the form of Damon Salvatore. 

Only what do you do when her savior is suddenly the one trying to kill her? I don’t know, but I’m excited to find out.

I believe this season has been a bit disheartening thus far, because of all the prevalent Delena and Bonenzo, but we MUSTN’T BE DISCOURAGED! We have to remember that Bonnie was screaming “I LOVE ENZO!!!” from the ROOFTOPS last season! And Damon’s been wearing Elena face t-shirts since FOREVER! Enzo’s making declarations about “braving the ocean and sea”, but he did that LAST SEASON too! But who saved Bonnie Bennett? For the UMPTEENTH time, I’ve truly lost count! 

I believe what makes this season so difficult, is that unlike last season, we HAVEN’T HAD BAMON! :/ Last season, Bonnie and Enzo wrote operas and sonnets for one another, BUT IT DIDN’T MATTER, because Damon was jealous! Damon shoved Enzo against a car, and threatened his life! Damon made deals, despite Bonnie hating him for it! Damon got Bonnie to wake up, when NOBODY ELSE COULD! Damon saved Bonnie! Bonenzo had words. Bamon had ACTION. Actions upon ACTIONS! Bonnie held onto his letter for 3 YEARS, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Kept it safe within the confines of his favorite book! What kind of EPIC HEARTBREAKING LOVE STORY IS THIS?!?!?!!?!!!!!! It HURTS. Bamon HURTS! But they hurt so good! 

Damon desiccated, after Bonnie’s life came very close to being over. He desiccated FOR HER and his brother! Don’t forget this, people! Bonenzo isn’t behaving any differently than they did last season. Delena isn’t any different from what they’ve always been. But there’s been no Bamon to contradict these quick spark relationships. DON’T WORRY THOUGH! Bamon’s coming with the FIRE! They always do! I’m just waiting on the other shoe to drop! ;) They’re inevitable! 

Let’s just watch it all play out, shall we! Stop having expectations, stop trying to predict (I’m preaching to MYSELF!), and just WATCH! The writers have been throwing me a bit, but EVERY TIME I take a beat to go over the episode and realize the things going down, EVERYTHING STILL POINTS TO BAMON! I believe in them SO MUCH right now! I have SO MUCH CEASELESS HOPE AND FAITH in them right now, that nothing can deter me! I’m just gonna watch! After all, I’ve been praying for this! I’ve been praying SO HARD, in Jesus’ name! Time to have some faith now! ;) God bless everyone! Let’s enjoy this final season! Happy watching!  

thedragonfairy  asked:

Hey it's me again 😁 since we have yet to see the precious rabbit known as Lavi in the more resent(?) chapters could you possibly do some really fluffy and sweet headcanons for him please? Thanks in advance!

Arghhhhh I had a draft saved for this forever ago but tumblr deleted it?? I’m so sorry about that I should’ve had this done much earlier. It’s nice to see you again though!!

[ Lavi Bookman Jr. ]
- I’ve said this a billion times but he’s a huge cuddlier
- Lavi actually loves it when his s/o feeds him
- Isn’t afraid to show the world how much he loves you. PDA is not uncommon at all (its kind of embarrassing)
- Lavi sometimes goes out of his way just to fluster his s/o. But when the tables turn, he’s a blushing mess and really confused??
- Will play little jokes on his s/o just to put a smile on their face
- Really likes to sleep with his s/o curled up in his arms. It makes him feel like he has a place to belong and someone to genuinely trust
- Secretly loves it when his s/o plays with his hair. He’ll totally let them put bows in it if they really wanted. As long as nobody sees him like that, he’s fine with it
- So many nicknames for his s/o you can’t even keep track of them
- Takes his s/o for really relaxing dates and pampers them to know end. He just wants you to see how much you really mean to him