i have dreamt of doing this

anonymous asked:

How do you feel god's presence? I've never felt anything like it and i was wondering whats your personal experience

i think that culturally we sometimes hold on to a notion that confirmation of belief is always going to feel like an earth-shattering experience, an upheaval, a force so powerful it cracks our souls apart. while there are spiritual experiences such as these, i can’t say i’ve ever had one, and maybe if i do in the future how i view god will change. but for now, i see god like this:

have you ever sat in science class learning in awe about how the universe exploded all at once with a bang into being? have you ever held a nautilus shell and admired the geometric perfection of its spiral? have you ever danced barefoot in summer grass with the earth warm on your soles? have you ever laughed so hard your ribs hurt? have you ever held a boy in your arms and dreamt about what his smile might look like as you lie beside each other in the dark? have you ever walked gladly in the rain with no umbrella? have you ever bit down into the sweetness of a ripe peach? have you ever sang your heart out with the car radio on high? have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and realized that you were feeling not just okay, but good, but great?

that, to me, is god. the small, tender moments of beauty

unstrung, the ribs float,
overdone in their burning

to nowhere

I have been dreamt here
beyond the wide disquiet
of firs

there is not a shadow I do
not count

real and dear,
carved into the dark,
the spell of sleep

her hands at the river


by morning,
earth will be warm again,

stay your murdering hand

mysteriouslysizzlingthing  asked:

Hi! It's my birthday on March 24, I'd love some AgeGap! Smut. Thank you so much for doing this, each and every story is a gift!

Happiest of birthdays, @mysteriouslysizzlingthing!! Your birthday delight was crafted by the amazing and creative @peetabreadgirl (who also sent along the gif above!) We hope you enjoy!

When it’s Right, Part 2

(part one is here)

rated M

Since Peeta had thrown caution out the window and kissed Katniss that day in her classroom, he hadn’t been able to think of anything else. He dreamt of it at night, thought about it during class time when he should have been focused on teaching. But only when he was alone did he allow his mind to be consumed by more than kissing. And it went wild.

What was the rule again for sex? It had been so long since he’d needed to know. Was it three dates or five, he wondered. Ten? God, he hoped not.

They’d taken things very slowly since then, and that was a big part of Peeta’s problem. He had a new vibrant, young, incredibly attractive girlfriend, but there hadn’t been time for more than a few stolen kisses on their breaks now that Peeta was coaching an outside soccer league with games on the weekends and Katniss was helping the music department get ready for the spring program after school. They rarely saw each other in private due to their crazy schedules and they were already several weeks into the relationship, but they only had a few dates under their belts.

For the first month there hadn’t been a lunch they hadn’t shared, or a night they hadn’t talked on the phone until the wee hours of morning. He hadn’t run on three hours of sleep since college, but being with Katniss made him feel like a teenager again.

Peeta had been thankful at first so that he could sort out his feelings about their age difference - fifteen years was a lot to get over. But now that he’d gotten used to it he found himself wanting more. The conversations they had during their respective conference periods were amazing and with every word he fell harder for Katniss. But if he had to go another hour without being able to touch someplace other than her arm or hold something besides her hand, he was going to physically explode. Which was why he was avoiding her today.

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Day Eighty-Three

-An elderly man clutched my arm as I walked by. “Do you have hair dryers?” he asked, his eyes filled with desperation. For his sake, I hope he does not go through with this purchase. I do not know if the last of his hair can withstand it.

-The voice of a child floated over from the DVD section, complaining, “This is not educational!” It is nice to see a child with their priorities in order who has no time for trivial things like entertainment.

-A woman walked through the store on her phone, bragging of how she had talked her child out of calling social services on her. Each day this job shows me people I never could have dreamt existed. This time, it was a guest borne from nightmares.

-I have discovered the active wear section to be prime dumping ground for unwanted merchandise. This strategy is sure to leave discarded items hidden indefinitely as no sane person would dare enter this area.

-A tampon applicator was found near an empty underwear package. Something has gone horribly awry.

-I walked by a young couple seated in display chairs they had placed in the center of the aisle, sharing a drink on an admirable and inspiring date.

-The unmistakable delicately-brash tones of a harmonica sounded out from an unidentifiable source for several seconds, only to cease at the start of a crescendo and be swiftly forgotten by all onlisteners but myself.

Shiro was on ponytail duty and a certain Red Paladin was very very pleased.

I legit dreamt of Shiro tying Keith’s hair into a ponytail after sparring at night, and he apologized for doing such a messy job but Keith would have none of it because SHUT UP SHIRO I LOVE IT. I just really really love Keith omg orz

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Phantom of the Opera Asks

1) Prologue (Monkey Music Box) – Is there something you wish you could forget?
2) Overture – Do you play an instrument?
3) A Rehearsal for Hannibal – Have you ever been in a theatre production?
4) Think of Me – Is there someone you think about every day?
5) Angel of Music – Do you believe in the supernatural?
6) Little Lotte – Who is your oldest friend?
7) The Mirror (Angel of Music) – Are/were your parents very strict?
8) The Phantom of the Opera – Do you like haunted houses?
9) The Music of the Night – What is your sexual orientation?
10) I Remember/Stranger Than You Dreamt It – What is your most memorable dream?
11) Magical Lasso – Have you ever said something you regret?
12) Notes – Have you ever gotten anon hate?
13) Prima Donna – Do you like being the center of attention?
14) Il Muto (Poor Fool, He Makes Me Laugh) – Have you ever cheated on a partner?
15) Why Have You Brought Us Here?/Raoul, I’ve Been There – Where do you feel safest?
16) All I Ask of You – What do you look for in a partner?
17) Masquerade – How different are your public and private personas?
18) Why So Silent? – Have you ever made a room go completely quiet?
19) Notes II – How well do you take direction?
20) We Have All Been Blind – Do you think you’re clever?
21) Twisted Every Way – Is there someone that you have mixed feelings towards?
22) A Rehearsal for Don Juan Triumphant – Have you ever seen a ghost?
23) Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again – If you could bring someone back from the dead, who would it be?
24) Wandering Child (Angel of Music) – Do you think cemeteries are romantic?
25) Don Juan Triumphant – Have you ever pulled a prank on somebody?
26) The Point of No Return – What can someone do to seduce you?
28) Down Once More…/Track Down This Murderer – What is the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?

It’s generally agreed that listening to people describe their dreams is the WORST. Which is a bummer since Im that person thatll come up to you & say “I dreamt I married the KoolAid guy! You & a beetle were my bridesmaids!”


I have over 100 dreams I’ve recorded since 2003 and I’ve always wanted to do something with em. So instead of forcing some poor asshole to listen to my rambles im gonna draw the things! Draw the weird things in my dreams! It’ll be easier for people to ignore that way.

Trying to incorporate the colors from the dream (I would only record the brightest ones) and whatever random shapes I can remember. 

Here’s the first one from January 2003. 3 weeks after I turned 12 and 5 weeks after my father died. 

'Love Actually' Cast to Reunite for NBC's Red Nose Day

The cast of Love Actually is reuniting.

Stars of the 2003 film, including Hugh Grant, Keira Knightley, Colin Firth, Liam Neeson, Bill Nighy, Andrew Lincoln and Rowan Atkinson, are rejoining with the film’s writer-director Richard Curtis for NBC’s Red Nose Day.

The alums will gather for a short film, Red Nose Day Actually, that will air in the U.S. on May 25 after premiering in the U.K. on March 24. Other castmembers set for the short include Lucia Moniz,Thomas Brodie-Sangster, Olivia Olson and Marcus Brigstocke.

From an original script written by Curtis, the short film revisits the characters of the original film to discover what they’re up to in 2017.

“I would never have dreamt of writing a sequel to Love Actually, but I thought it might be fun to do 10 minutes to see what everyone is now up to,” Curtis said. “Who has aged best? - I guess that’s the big question…or is it so obviously Liam? We’ve been delighted and grateful that so many of the cast are around and able to take part - and it’ll certainly be a nostalgic moment getting back together and re-creating their characters 14 years later. We hope to make something that’ll be fun - very much in the spirit of the original film and of Red Nose Day - and which we hope will help bring lots of viewers and cash to the Red Nose Day shows.”

The Red Nose Day Campaign began in the U.K. in the late ‘80s as a campaign to help end child poverty. The special made the leap to the U.S. in 2015, where it has since raised more than $60 million. Globally, the campaign has raised more than $1 billion. Money raised from the campaign goes to the Red Nose Day Fund, which helps keep needy children safe, healthy and educated, both in America and abroad.

Over the years, Curtis has done Red Nose Day specials for several of his other famed projects, including Vicar and Mr. Bean.

NBC, home to Red Nose Day’s U.S. telecast since 2015, is also under the same corporate umbrella as Universal Pictures, which released the Christmas-themed romantic comedy in 2003. The film went on to gross more than $240 million worldwide and become a part of the pop culture zeitgeist. Most recently, Saturday Night Live spoofed the film in December with Kate McKinnon’s Hillary Clinton appearing in a scene reminiscent of the original film, in which Lincoln’s character declares his love for Knightley’s character with a series of signs.

Notable exceptions from the cast list for the reunion include Emma Thompson and Alan Rickman, who played husband and wife in the film. Rickman passed away in January 2016 after battling cancer.

NBC normally telecasts Red Nose Day special live with a slew of celebrities appearing to help raise money. Last year, Craig Ferguson hosted the broadcast but there is no host yet for the 2017 edition.

On College Studies: Adrien Agreste going to the US

Why do most fics that feature College!Adrien throw him in New York?

I mean yeah sure it’s such a great city with so many great colleges but why doesn’t he go like in England where they have the best business studies in the world? If he’s gonna study physics why doesn’t he go to Switzerland?

And if he’s going to study law or fashion, why doesn’t he just stay in France? And Paris above all things! It’s a really great student city too, despite the cost of living. But he’s Parisian anyway, right?

There’s the Nanterre university, the oh so famous Sorbonne and countless of more private schools where Adrien could get an amazing diploma recognised all over the world :D

Even so, there are a lot of cool cities in France like Rennes and Lyon and Strasbourg and Grenoble… And those are just examples but France is more than just Paris. Going abroad isn’t always about travelling to another entire country.

Not only that but 90% of colleges in France require from their students to have a 1 year exchange in another country, be it through partnerships of the school, or European Union conventions like the Erasmus one. So yeah, here you’ve got your Adrien going to Italy, or the USA, or whatever country you keep sending him to for a dramatic welcome-back-to-the-country-Adrien kind of plot!

Encourage patriotism by keeping the characters in their country! Plus, most French people just stay in their country for college anyway, because it’s very cheap. It’s really refreshing and college in France isn’t so different from the US when it comes to choosing your courses! Isn’t that great? All you gotta do is put Adrien in a French university (not college) and that’s it. No research. Just slam that american system in there.

the only difference is that you’re in a shitty old campus on your first year so they can sort out the good and motivated students and send them to the better facilities aka go check the Sorbonne campus for example but other than that feel free guys

Study in front of the fireplace for a change of scenery? Don’t mind if I do. 📚✏📖☕

Side note: I have started dreaming about differential equations. The other night I dreamt I was scaling a mountain and cackling gremlins were chucking linear DEs at me like grenades, and if I didn’t solve them quickly they exploded. 💣

Drabble game #3

We were so sorry for not posting anything lastly, so we wanted to make up for it with a drabble game! Request away for all the groups that we write about. You can request as much as you want, but we won’t do everything!

100 ways to say “I love you”

  1. “Pull over. Let me drive for a while.”
  2. “It reminded me of you.”
  3. “No, no, it’s my treat.”
  4. “Come here. Let me fix it.”
  5. “I’ll walk you home.”
  6. “Have a good day at work.”
  7. “I dreamt about you last night.”
  8. “Take my seat.”
  9. “I saved a piece for you.”
  10. “I’m sorry for your loss.”
  11. “You can have half.”
  12. “Take my jacket, it’s cold outside.”
  13. “Sorry I’m late.”
  14. “Can I have this dance?”
  15. “I made your favorite.”
  16. “It’s okay. I couldn’t sleep anyway.”
  17. “Watch your step.”
  18. “Here, drink this. You’ll feel better.”
  19. “Can I hold your hand?”
  20. “You can borrow mine.”
  21. “You might like this.”
  22. “It’s not heavy. I’m stronger than I look.”
  23. “I’ll wait.”
  24. “Just because.”
  25. “Look both ways.”
  26. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
  27. “Try some.”
  28. “Drive safely.”
  29. “Well, what do you want to do?”
  30. “One more chapter.”
  31. “Don’t worry about me.”
  32. “It looks good on you.”
  33. “Close your eyes and hold out your hands.”
  34. “That’s okay, I bought two.”
  35. “After you.”
  36. “We’ll figure it out.”
  37. “Can I kiss you?”
  38. “I like your laugh.”
  39. “Don’t cry.”
  40. “I made this for you.”
  41. “Go back to sleep.”
  42. “Is this okay?”
  43. “I picked these for you.”
  44. “I’ll drive you to the hospital.”
  45. “What do you want to watch?”
  46. “You can go first.”
  47. “Did you get my letter?”
  48. “I’ll do it for you.”
  49. “Call me when you get home.”
  50. “I think you’re beautiful.”
  51. “Are you sure?”
  52. “Have fun.”
  53. “Sit down, I’ll get it.”
  54. “I made reservations.”
  55. “I don’t mind.”
  56. “It brings out your eyes.”
  57. “There is enough room for both of us.”
  58. “You don’t have to say anything.”
  59. “Wow.”
  60. “Happy birthday.”
  61. “I’ll pick you up after work.”
  62. “It can wait until tomorrow.”
  63. “Cross my heart and hope to die.”
  64. “It’s two sugars, right?”
  65. “I’ll help you study.”
  66. “Stay over.”
  67. “I did the dishes.”
  68. “You didn’t have to ask.”
  69. “I bought you a ticket.”
  70. “You’re warm.”
  71. “No reason.”
  72. “I’ll meet you halfway.”
  73. “Take mine.”
  74. “We can share.”
  75. “I was just thinking about you.”
  76. “I want you to have this.”
  77. “Call me if you need anything.”
  78. “Do you want to come too?”
  79. “I’ll still be here when you’re ready.”
  80. “Is your seatbelt on?”
  81. “Sweet dreams.”
  82. “I was in the neighborhood.”
  83. “Stay there. I’m coming to get you.”
  84. “They key is under the mat.”
  85. “It doesn’t bother me.”
  86. “You’re important too.”
  87. “I saved you a seat.”
  88. “I’ll see you later.”
  89. “I noticed.”
  90. “You can tell me anything.”
  91. “I hope you like it.”
  92. “I want you to be happy.”
  93. “I believe in you.”
  94. “You can do it.”
  95. “Good luck.”
  96. “I bought you an umbrella.”
  97. “I’ll pick you up at the airport.”
  98. “Take a deep breath.”
  99. “Be careful.
  100. “I love you.”

You’re the reason why I stay up and lose sleep
I ain’t complaining though I always think about you
My headboard is filled with pictures from the things I’ve dreamt about you
I hope you get it
I hope you hit my line cause I love to hear your voice
I wrote these lines to you cause I don’t have any other choice
Would you listen would you tell me what you meant
Would you open up cause it’s okay to vent
Any probables baby you can share them all with me
Come and get them of your chest and lay your head on me
I got you and I promise I swear I will always honor and I was always honest
Just come speak to me and talk about our problems

Finn Balor x Reader

Summary :- You and Finn have been dating for a while. You’re about to make history as one of the first inter-gender matches of the New Era, but neither you nor Finn can focus entirely on the match…

Warnings :- Fluff, mentions of cheating

Word Count :- 1,431

AN - This is literally just something I dreamt up last night, so let me know what you think. Should I do a part 2 of when they get back to their hotel if you get when I’m saying? *Wink wink nudge nudge* 

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anonymous asked:

New Seb photo? I've heard about it a little bit but I haven't seen it? Do you have a link to it?


i dreamt that i up and fled the country because my subconscious can’t handle this photo. where do i begin? his biceps? his HANDS? his always hard nipples? the way he carefully arranged his pants to show off the top of his boxer briefs? 

Kyuhyun Accuses Ahn Jae Hyun Of Spooning Him On “New Journey To The West 3”

After Kyuhyun accused Ahn Jae Hyun of spooning him, the actor was teased once again about his famous newlywed status on “New Journey to the West 3”!

While the cast members were sitting down for a late breakfast in January 29’s episode of the travel reality show, Super Junior’s Kyuhyun asked Ahn Jae Hyun, “Were you spooning me in your sleep last night?”

“What are you talking about?!” said Ahn Jae Hyun with a laugh. Kyuhyun replied, “I think you did though.”

“You dreamt it!” said Ahn Jae Hyun. “You must be lonely.”

Lee Soo Geun then jumped in to tease Ahn Jae Hyun by saying that it must have become a habit for him by now. Producing director (PD) Na Young Suk commented that Ahn Jae Hyun has said that he tries to hug his wife Ku Hye Sun like that often, but she tells him off. “Is that why you’re doing it here?” he joked.

Kang Ho Dong chimed in to add, “You know that when your wife says something is annoying, she doesn’t really think so, right?”

Ahn Jae Hyun replied that she was really annoyed. But when Kang Ho Dong insisted he was right, Ahn Jae Hyun asked him, “Is that what was going on?”, which cracked the others up.

Check out January 29’s episode of “New Journey to the West 3” for more of the guys’ fun adventures!

Spoo Spp


Spooning Him at night

Sheets are a mess
I have not seen you in a while;
But I tried
I really did
I used to think
I set a fire in your eyes.
But I have learned,
It was just reflections
Of the ones you set off in mine.

They said;
The past has passed,
Let it fucking go
I dreamt of you.
I’m going insane
There’s no remedy for memory
And your face
Won’t leave my head
It’s not getting better
The things I’d do to press rewind
You ruined me
Why do I still love you?

—  v.m
Random DA:O Thoughts - Part 3.
  • So my character wears a boob tube bra thing lol.
  • I quite like Flemeth; she’s very sassy as well. Every character in this game seems to be sarcastic haha!
  • The bandits made me laugh. Especially when he said “go back to your King killing” haha. I didn’t intend to fight them but I opened a chest then suddenly it was a fight. After the fight, I told them to piss off! Now I’m paranoid before I open locked chests and save beforehand.
  • Doggo killed three bandits, brought me a tattered soggy book, and a damaged cake. Good boy.
  • Must have spent about 30 mins talking to Alistair and Morrigan. I had to load and re-do Morrigan’s cause i picked a convo dialogue I shouldn’t have and lost 10 approval points. Oops!
  • Some pretty flirty lines with Alistair. He keeps joking to avoid questions, he then asked what I dreamt of, so naturally I picked the “dreaming of us together in bed” option. That got his tongue tied haha. It was amazing! He reminds a bit of Carth. He used to use humour to redirect.
  • I have Leliana in my team now. I quite like her. She helped me beat a bunch of guys who were recruited by Jerkhain to kill us. Not today fools! I sent a message back to him: “I know what you did!!”
  • Met Sten. The priest lady wouldn’t agree to free him. I googled, found out if you have Leliana in your team she agrees. So did that.
  • I also had to google how you can change party members haha. 
  • It’s cool having her in my team now cause I can open locked chests.
  • Sten seems interesting. I’m curious to know why he killed the family. Guess he’ll tell me later.
  • Everyone in the village seems to think the grey wardens killed the King. That bastard advisor!
  • I have a cute lil will ’o’ wisp following me now ^_^
  • I love Alistair’s puppy talk towards Rufus (doggo). It’s super cute! He just makes me laugh so much.
  • I laughed a lot when I was talking to him and pressing for info, he said: “poke poke poke, tell me about your liiiife Alistair!” hehe.
  • Him and Morrigan keep passing insults at each other haha.
  • In one convo Morrigan insinuated that Alistair was staring at her boobs.
  • Haven’t died yet but almost did. My whole team was dead, I was running away from two bandits going around in circles then stopping to hit them with magic. Managed to survive haha. That was a hard fight. Maybe ten bandits, plus one of them was the leader.
  • I love Rufus so much! He’s adorable! hehe
  • Also I played as him for a moment to pee on a tree. Not too sure what that’s about.
  • He brought me something of value, I can’t remember what it was now.
  • Was sad the little boy’s Mum (with red hair) died.
  • Have I mentioned how much I love Alistair? <3
  • I met my first Dwarves. OMG they are super cute!
  • At the camp now. I had a freaky dream about the dragon. o_O

anonymous asked:

hi emery it's Jason and I'm not dead I'm fine :). I don't think love is all too likely for me given time isn't really on my side and I've accepted that. at least I can go knowing what it felt like at one point no matter how much a violent storm it was. I've been pretty sick so I'm so sorry for making you worry I hate making people worry. I'm doing alright but I don't want to go emery. for the most part I'm calm but at night I get so scared there's nothing after this. I'll miss the sky too much.

Hi Jason (: You know, I think after this life anything we could imagine is real. I think all of the things we’ve dreamt up and believed exist. I hope you come back as something that will never have to miss the sky again.

arctic monkeys lyrics meme


  • they’d probably like to throw a punch at me.
  • i’ll be yours until the stars fall from the sky.
  • i’m a mad motherfucker.
  • you’re a rule breaker, baby.


  • ain’t it just like you to kiss me and then hit the road?
  • it’s not like i’m falling in love I just want you to do me no good
  • i’m trying to change your mind.
  • i wanna grab both your shoulders and shake.
  • you and me could have been a team.
  • i’m a puppet on a string.
  • satisfaction feels like a distant memory.
  • unfair we’re not somewhere misbehaving.
  • will you pour me one for the road?
  • i can’t explain but i want to try.  
  • it’s kinda strange now you’re gone
  • have you no idea that you’re in deep?
  • i dreamt about you nearly every night this week.
  • ‘cause there’s this tune I found that makes me think of you.
  • was sorta hoping that you’d stay.
  • maybe I’m too busy being yours to fall for somebody new.
  • we could be together if you wanted to.
  • you call the shots, babe.
  • maybe i just wanna be yours.   
  • if i had a heart you’re the one who should break it.


  • you look like you’ve been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel.  
  • i’m sure that you’re still breaking hearts.
  • i’m hanging on by the rings around my eyes.
  • be cruel to me 'cause i’m a fool for you.
  • that’s not a skirt, girl, that’s a sawn-off shotgun and i can only hope you’ve got it aimed at me.
  • baby, i was made to break your heart.


  • can I call you her name?
  • there’s absolutely nothing for us here. 


  • try and keep your trousers on.
  • i’d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck.
  • i crumble completely when you cry.
  • it seems like once again you’ve had to greet me with goodbye.
  • take off your wedding ring.
  • do me a favor, tell me to go away.
  • stop flattering yourself.
  • perhaps 'fuck off’ might be too kind.