i have collected these since i was 13

I stopped shaving my legs every other day
I stopped only eating citras and drinking a gallon of water a day
I started smoking weed with my friends
I stopped bringing my phone with me to Temple, to coffee houses, to record stores, to concerts
I stopped ignoring my family and started baking cookies and pancakes with bananas and nuts and apples
I’ve made 32 pancakes since Friday,
I’ve burnt 13 but I’m getting there
I won’t let you burn me anymore I’m so fucking sick of flames
Turns out I don’t get off on pain
I don’t get off on being treated like a toy
I do not enjoy having a collection of sticky notes covered in conversation topics because you never held up your end
It’s true that one person always loves more but the other side needs to give something
You knew this would happen I have to go for my own self respect
I should’ve known when you stopped sending good morning texts
Or when your texts didn’t come at all until
late at night
When your words were always about sex
Maybe I should have turned my phone off or blocked your number when you told me about the first girl
Or the second or the third
But I thought you were worth it that I’d never find a better guy
You always listened you respected my boundaries
It’s probably easy when you have six other girls who will give you what I protect
I’m not picking up this time
I’m not checking your timeline I’m not listening to your music
I’m not dying my hair your favorite color or getting a tattoo
You
You don’t deserve my kind of love
Not from me,
You deserve a quiet love that won’t take up too much time
You killed me over and over again
You wasted and
disrespected me without even noticing
My heart has been replaced with beetles and old peach pits but soon
You won’t live there anymore to poison my wood
Flowers will bloom in my brain once again
Watered by my own love and confidence
Planted by me for me
You will never see them
Lilacs and roses were my favorite before you
Fuck your daisies you’re the one who cut them down
—  I Always Grow Back

Okay, bear with me, but what if it was Montgomery? We see Tyler take the picture of Alex down and a flashback of Alex protecting Tyler from Montgomery. So maybe he took the picture down because Alex showed him and act of kindness? And maybe Tyler is trying to get revenge on everyone that has hurt him.

I mean we are shown his gun collection. And in the ambulance we see brown hair, but I doubt that it was Bryce or Justin since they have such big roles. Most people wouldn’t think of Montgomery since he wasn’t a major character, but Jeff wasn’t either until we find out about the car crash.

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HAPPY AUTISM AWARENESS DAY!!!

Springtime has Finally come, and what better way to Celebrate it than making more of these Collection of ‘Autism Awareness’ Drawings that I have been doing since 2014. 

For the First Pic, here are some of the Original Characters that we have made since 2012/13, from the Universe of 'Edward & Roji’, 'Devilbull’, Mr. Stirwin with Plum’s Younger Brother, my co-Production Team, Noodle & Lipstiffie’s Daughters, and a few Special Guests.

As for the Second Pic, I kinda felt like I screwed up on this one, depending on how I placed the Characters, or How big I made them, and now it feels like I’ve put less Official Characters into it than I did with the Original Characters set & my Past Entries.

Hope Y’All Enjoy This, and have a Nice Day!

14-th  asked:

6 16 26 :3c

6. tag your favorite artists/inspirations!

(aa i don’t actually want to tag the ppl srry) mmmm i don’t have very specific inspirations but im totally in love with @/mangalho ‘s art, @/zukich has also been a huge inspiration since i was like,, 13 and recently @/mikarugehelga. Also artists like jhonen vasquez, kaneoya sachiko, blake neubert and ofc hirohiko araki (big surprise)

16. what kind of tablet do you use? v v

i use a wacom bamboo pen :0! iv’e had it for years now and it’s been pretty damn good :>

26.  draw urself! (it doesn’t have to be detailed)

a collection of v confused and sleepy eli’s

INTRODUCTION

im still in that phase, in which i figure everything about studyblrs and tumblr in generel out, so im not even done with creating my profile. im sure i will make my first posts in a few weeks, since my whole new stationery is coming by then, yay. i appreciate any help by the studyblr community till then :)

so, before i end this post, ill try to introduce myself as much as i can.

my name is sophia but i prefer the nickname soph. first things first; i have my own writting style and im aware of grammar rules, so please dont correct me in that. im in middle school, when it comes to the american school system, i guess?? but i could be in high school next year idk sry. im only 13 years old but im turning 14 soon, so. my favorite subjects at school are english, art, biology, history, politics (my politics-economy class) and german. i struggle with latin, but im studying for it as hard as i can atm, since i have spring break. i love, love, love japanese stationery so much, i gladly re-bought my mildliner collection a few days ago. anyway im a very loud and open person, so i keep in touch with a lot of people at my school. when it comes to my private life, my favorite hobbies are drawing, swimming, watching tv series and cuddling with my little dog.

as you can see, this paragraph is way too long so ill end it right now. ask me questions and dont be shy; message me if you want to! i love getting to know new people :)

If Aizen's army were assigned letters of the alphabet


As requested by anon. :)


What if the arrancar, like the Quincy, were given a letter of the alphabet to represent some aspect of themselves or their power? And what if I, BLG, strove hard to make sure that every letter was used, and that no letters were repeated (except for people sharing one position)? This would be the result!


1. Aizen: A for “Absolute”

Aizen: I possess absolute power, absolute knowledge, and absolute planning skills.

Aizen: I’m an absolute kind of guy.


2. Charlotte: B for “Beauty”

Yumichika: Now that’s just false advertising.

Charlotte: Only for those who don’t understand beauty!


3. Halibel: C for “Cascade”

Halibel: Because it is my power.

Halibel: Not all of these are very creative.


4. Nelliel: C for “Centaur”

Nelliel: Before Halibel’s time, I was Espada C, for “Centaur.”

Nelliel: Kinda spoiled the suspense of my release, to be honest.


5. Grimmjow: D for “Destruction”

Grimmjow: ‘Cause that’s what I bring wherever I go!

Ichigo: I can’t believe you’re not K for “Kitty.”

Grimmjow: …don’t make me demonstrate my epithet on you.


6. Luppi: D for “Deathipus”

Luppi: Because I am OCTOPUS of DEATH.

Grimmjow: …what the actual fuck

Luppi: Look, I replaced you, so I had to make D work.

Luppi: I tried, okay?


7. Ulquiorra: E for “Empty”

Ulquiorra: Because I am the espada of emptiness.

Ulquiorra: Which makes sense I suppose.

Ulquiorra: Although I cannot believe that Aizen-sama didn’t make me H for Heart.


8. Wonderweiss: F for “Fire-extinguisher”

Tosen:

Aizen: What?


9. Starrk: G for “Gunslinger”

Starrk: A *lone* gunslinger.

Starrk: Just to clarify.


10. Aaroniero: H for “Hungry”

Aaroniero: Hungry for powers!

Aaroniero: Just to specify.

Aaroniero: Since that stupid epithet makes me sound like I want a sandwich or something.


11. Barragan: I for “Inexorable”

Barragan: Such is my power: inexorable, unable to be avoided or withstood.


12.  Tosen: J for “Justice”

Tosen: I am justice.

Tosen: And I have the arm-chopping credentials to prove it.


13. Szayel: K for “Knowing”

Szayel: The pursuit of knowledge is, after all, key to my success: I collect intel on all of my enemies.

Szayel: I am the guy who knows.


14. Zommari: L for “Love”

Zommari: But I am not identical to PePe.

Zommari: I am not.


15. Nnoitra: M for “Mantis”

Nnoitra: Because that terrifying predator is my release: the preying mantis!

Ichigo: You mean that bug that gets its head eaten by females?

Nnoitra: …shut the hell up.


16. Nirgge: N for “Nose”

Nirgge: Because my trunk is my weapon.

Nirgge: But “T” was taken.


17. Poww: O for “Overpower”

Poww: I am giant and I overpower my enemies.

Poww: That is all.

Poww: Never got much of a personality, I guess.


18. Lilinette: P for “Pistol”

Lilinette: Which I think gives too much away, frankly!!


19. Findorr: Q for “Question”

Findorr: It may not be my power, but I *do* like to ask people trivia questions!

Findorr: That tendency is honored in my epithet!

Findorr: But mostly I think “Q” is just a hard letter and the blogger was tired.

BLG: …shut up.


20. Yammy: R for “Rage”

Yammy: Do I really need to explain this one?


21. Ggio: S for “Saber”

Soi Fon: Lies. You don’t fight with a saber.

Ggio: No, I AM a saber! A saber-toothed tiger!

Soi Fon: Oh. I didn’t notice.

Ggio: Y-you didn’t notice??


22. Apacci, Sung-Sun and Mila Rose: T for “The Trio”

Apacci: That fail epithet makes us sound like a singing group.

Mila Rose: Shut up! Halibel-sama likes it!

Sung-Sun: And at least we aren’t T for “Threesome” like Ichimaru wanted.


23. Rudbornn: U for “Unending”

Rudbornn: Such is my power: endless buds creating endless soldiers.

Rudbornn: I cannot be defeated because I am unending.

Rukia: You can be defeated, actually.

Rudbornn: Shhhhh


24. Gin: V for “Venom”

Gin: Me? Venomous?

Gin: I don’t know what you’re referring to, Aizen-sama.


25. Tesla: W for “Warthog”

Tesla: My epithet is my animal, just like Nnoitra-sama’s.

Tesla: I’m so happy.


26. Abirama: X for “X-treme”

Kira: That is not how you spell “extreme.”

Abirama: It is if you’re X-TREME!


27. Cirucci: Y for “Yo-Yo”

Ishida:

Ishida: Yo-Yo? Is that a reference to your weapon?

Ishida: A mocking reference?

Cirucci: Shut up!

Cirucci: All the good letters were taken!


28. Dordoni: Z for “Zesty”

Dordoni: What do you think of my epithet, Niño?

Dordoni: Pretty fitting, am I right?

Dordoni: I have some zesty moves!

Ichigo:

Ichigo: I need to go boil my eyes now.

I made this for the most important person in my life. He was my boyfriend since I was 16, and we’re been together for 13 years. Today is our 3rd wedding anniversary.

He’s a huge fan of Arno (and Shay too)(he loves Assassin’s Creed as much as I do)

Last night we exchanged gifts. I gave him the Arno’s pocket watch… and with a cute smile he said: “I got something special for you too”. A little box with a little bag with this: 

I can’t even tell you how happy I am to have this man in my life. Someday, I’ll show you our AC collection. And yes, we are going to cosplay Arno and Elise. 

Senshi/Shitennou age differences

I have been wanting to this for a while since it’s always talk about Usagi and Mamo age difference…. The senshi and Mamoru ages are all from the start of the manga while the shitennou ages come from the materials collection. 

Usagi ( 14) Mamoru (16)= 2 years ( I think Sere/Endy age gap was the same.) 

Ami (14) Zoisite (16 or 17)=2 to 3 years

Rei (13 when she appeared in act 3 but 14 in Casablanca Memories ) Jadeite ( 18)= 4 or 5 years

Makoto (14) Nephite (19)= 5 years  

Minako ( 13 in Code Name Sailor V but 14 around the time she appeared in act 8)  Kunzite ( 25 or 26)=12 years….

Yeah people

Usagi and Mamo age gap is the smallest and have the least lawful implications but receives the most flack in the fandom…….

Carry on… 

But what the hell Naoko was thinking with Mina and Kunzite…

Unless the senshi was older in SliMill than they were in present day..

I think that’s why they stayed concept into Crystal made them canon… 

I’ve been lazily collecting witchy books since I was 13. I think I became enamored with the idea of having a library like Hogwarts - one of the first witchy books I got was an “Encyclopedia of Divination” and I’d carry it around and imagine I was Hermione (I know she hates divination OK w/e). I have books about tea leaf reading, hedgewitchery, “high magic”, even an odd freemason book in code from the 1940s (I’m gonna sell it tho). I don’t set aside a book budget or anything. About 95% of the books I get second hand, and if I come across them at thrift stores and I don’t have them, even if they’re pure shit (and most of them are L M A O) I’ll get them.
But this weekend I came across some pure shite and I didn’t buy them. I was all like “oh man, maybe I’m past that. Maybe I can finally move on and get rid of all my pure shite witch books (see: teen witch, that hilariously awful  faeriecraft book, ~~ancient teachings~~, yt ppl bullshit etc. etc.)

But now I’m like “damn i should have bought them”.

Oh weeeeeell. FYI: Jailbreaking the Goddess was great. Would recommend. Tbh, it’s the only recent witchy book I read that I’d recommenced. shrug 

(I also have a tarot card/oracle card collection I began when I was 14, but I really only use one deck frequently.)

Couples Retreat Pt. 6 | Rucas Fanfic

Lucas Friar is in dire need of a promotion when his boss announces an important position is opening up. But of course, there’s a catch. His boss is only hiring someone who is a responsible family man and encourages his employees to try to impress him at their companies annual couples retreat. Lucas, afraid of letting the opportunity for a promotion pass him by, signs him and his wife up to attend the retreat. The only problem is…he’s not married.
So he turns to one of his oldest friends for help and she agrees to be his fake wife for the weekend

Chapter 1 [x] Chapter 2 [x] Chapter 3 [x] Chapter 4 [x] Chapter 5 [x]

Chapter 6

Lucas couldn’t think straight. It was like he was overcome with adrenaline. All he could hear was his heart pounding and the sound of his feet hitting the gravel as he ran to his office building. It was 5 o’clock, he knew his boss didn’t leave the office until around 5:30 so he had just under a half an hour to catch him and tell him the truth. He didn’t know what he would say and he didn’t care.

Up until early he hadn’t realized how selfish he was being. He thought he was ready for a big promotion after just six years of being there but the truth was; there were so many more deserving candidates.

Men and women who have given their whole life to that company. Employees who have been there since he was in middle school. It wasn’t fair. He got so caught up in the job that he forgot what was really important.

He wanted more than just financial stability. He wanted to make people happy, take care of animals, he wanted to be his own boss and run his own practice, he wanted happiness and more than anything he wanted Riley. So much so that he was willing to give up his promotion and his job just so he could tell her that.

Keep reading

*lights up a cigarette* listen here kiddos, i’m a nice narumitsu. but i am not just any nice narumitsu. i am the nicest narumitsu to ever dwell in this forsaken land. and i’ve seen things. lots of things. like narumayo being as much a legit ship as narumitsu.

*breathes in* shipping wars are always stupid. but this time, they’re even stupider than usual. hell, we’ve collected evidence for years. we hadn’t rested until we had inspected every suspicious-looking nook and cranny. we’re ace attorney fans, for god’s sake. we should know better.

i must say, i always like homosexual ships better, and i’ve personally shipped narumitsu since i was 13. but narumayo too is there, and that’s undeniable.
i would have been mad if maya was yet another plain, boring and uncharacterized love interest character, but she’s not. she’s probably one of my favorite female characters of all time, and i cried when i saw her coming back in aa6. she and phoenix have a beautiful friendship that’s been elaborated and that has grown through the games, and even if it might seems obvious, it is not. at all. most times, because of this dreadful thing called heteronormativity, writers don’t even bother with the main character’s relationship with his love interest. and thus the vast majority of m/m ships is born. but, luckily, not this time. so hey, if narumayo gets canon, i’ll be cheering with you. and you should do the same if narumitsu becomes canon.

ahh, ship wars, the days of my youth, like the scent of fresh lemons… some things never die. but i wanted to throw my 2 cents on this matter anyway, because i care about all the narumitsus: the nice ones, the noisy ones, the aggressive ones. i also care about the narumayos (you know, except the troublemakers), and my hope for the future is to live peacefully with everyone in this fandom.

court is adjourned.

HOI HAS COME TO AN END, NEW SPLATOON BLOG

First of all, WOW… I can’t believe it is all over… I still remember drawing that octoling comic back in June and wanting to do this whole comic. And now it is done. Wow… And all the splatoon content that has come after it. I love making splatoon art, geeking out abut this game and characters with you guys… But I did not make this blog to geek out about splatoon.

This blog was always suppose to be an art blog. But it is clear splatoon and questions about these characters have taken over and while I do love doing this I would prefer to dedicate this blog for art, and not splatoon nerd talk. XD

SO! I decided it was better to make a new blog for my splatoon content. 

CAFE-CARDAMARI

This is why I have not posted almost any splatoon related art in a while, I wanted to save them for this blog. That’s right. I’m cleaning the table. Starting whole new. I have done some rethinking and even a bit redesigning. Majority will stay the same but don’t be surprised if something I said here no longer is canon.

 HOI has ended but it was only the beginning of splatoon stories.

I am terribly sorry for any inconvenience tho. This blog has over 13 000 followers and I bet about 99% of you here follow me for splatoon art. I WILL reblog any big and important art pieces here, since this blog is a collection of my art, but any sketches and silly stuff will stay on the other blog.

Again, thank you all for the support and all. I hope to see you on the other blog if you are here for my splatoon content. 

To recap:

  • I made a new blog for my splatoon content
  • I’m cleaning the table and seriously starting to tell stories about these characters now there
  • I will reblog all big pictures here but silly stuff will stay on the splatoon blog

Again, thank you all so much. I got so many nice messages and questions about the names already. I will be talking about the names and especially Whinter’s on the splatoon blog in a minute. Hopefully see you there. ;D

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I’m on holiday at my step mum’s and I always get a little over excited to go adventuring in neighbouring towns, because this area used to be within Prussia, when it was still a country. Being a really dumb history geek and having collected bits and pieces of information about the once country since i was like 12-13 (4-5 years later YEAH BOI go hard), I’m practically shaking with excitement every time I find out something more and actually seeing things that I’d read about is just gosh gosh gosh

anonymous asked:

AU where Bucky's parents are super homophobic and when he tries to come out, they throw him out. So he moves in with Steve and they just love each other so much

Sorry this took so long to post! I’ve been on vacation since Saturday, so I’ve had no wifi/access to the internet besides my phone. I’m home now though so hopefully that means more time to write!

“What the- Hello?” It’s 12:36 in the morning, according to the alarm clock sitting on Steve’s bedside table, so why the hell is his phone ringing?

“Steve.” Hearing Bucky’s voice, thick and heavy like he’s been crying, on the other end if the line gets Steve to sit up in his bed.

“Bucky?” All he gets is a sniffle in response so Steve moves out of his bed, cradling the phone between his ear and shoulder while he pulls jeans on over his boxers. “Is everything okay? Have you been crying?” Silence. “Buck?”

“Yeah. Yeah I have been. Steve, I-” Bucky stops to collect his thoughts. Figure out how he’s going to say this. “I told them. About me. About us.”

That gets Steve to stop pulling his sneaker onto his foot. He moves back over towards the bed, laying down with his hand in his hair.

“What did they say?” Steve isn’t sure how telling Mr. and Mrs. Barnes about his and Bucky’s five month relationship (Built on top of a 13 year friendship, since they were causing trouble and picking fights in kindergarten) would work out. The couple had never shown an acceptance of anything other than men being with women, but Steve had hoped that having a gay son might’ve changed that.

Apparently not, since Bucky had been crying.

“They um,” Bucky laughs, harsh and bitter “They kicked me out. Said I wasn’t family anymore.”

“Oh, Bucky. I’m so sorry.” Steve sighs and Bucky just sniffles some more. “What did Rebecca say?”

“Rebecca was. She was nice about it. She doesn’t agree with it, but she fought Mom and Dad about kicking me out. I told her not to bother with it. She’s only a sophomore in high school, I’ve only got one semester left before I’m off to college.” Listening to Bucky talk about his life, his parents dismissal of him so distantly, makes Steve nervous.

“Bucky, where are you now? I’m coming to pick you up.”

When Steve found Bucky, he looked the worst Steve had ever seen him. He was sitting on a bench in the park only one street down from his house, he and Steve used to play soccer here together when they were little kids. At his feet sat a duffle bag, probably stuffed full of anything Bucky was able to grab while he was being kicked out. Steve parks his car and walks over to his boyfriend, sitting on the bench next to him.

“Hey.” Steve reaches for Bucky’s hand, holding it gently in his own.

“Hi.” Bucky looks and sounds much worse in person. His eyes are red and puffy and his voice is thick and watery. “Thanks for coming to pick me up. You sure your mom doesn’t care that I stay the night?” Steve and Bucky hadn’t even had to tell Mrs. Rogers about their secret relationship. When they had tried, she just laughed and told them it ‘was about time’. She had never been anything but supportive of Steve, and Bucky envied that, even though he knew Steve, the stubborn mule, needed a mother like her.

“About that, Buck.” Bucky stiffens. “My mom and I talked before I left. She thinks you should stay with us for a while, at least until senior year is over.” Bucky pulls back to look at his boyfriend, stunned.

“Steve-”

“You aren’t burdening us, Buck.” Steve interrupts, “Trust me. Mom said that you could stay as long as you want if you help me pass calculus.” Bucky laughs, nodding his head.

“Thanks, Steve. Don’t know if I could survive without you.”

“C'mon Buck.” Steve smiles and pulls his boyfriend up from the bench “Let’s go home.”

-Kennedy

Dear All,

I’m opening the “ELSANNA” commission. Since I’m going to a vocational school for CG/Animation this October, but I have only 8-year-old, 13" Sony Vaio to work… And yes, all the artworks you’ve seen, I’ve done on this little notebook which I’ve been struggling with its “slower than snail” speed for years… It took me forever to create a piece of work. TTATT

Above all, I want to help my parents by collecting some money to buy my own computer, because they’ve already paid (and will pay) a lot of money for me. I want to help them…

Here’s the process for ordering:

  1. When I get a commission I’ll discuss with you via e-mail.
  2. Show you the sketch.
  3. If you’re ok with it, make the payment via PAYPAL.
  4. I’ll continue the work once I got your payment.
  5. Will send the finished pic to your e-mail in full resolution.

*** Sorry for the confusion of where to send your commission request.

Please send your e-mail address in my Tumblr Ask.

I’ll contact you back. ;)

Thank you all. :)

LORELEI