i have bad feeling

i dont think id ever want to like… fully return to the “good old days” of being a teenager or anything but sometimes i think itd be nice to return to a period of my life for like a day. like have a day that’s just “a typical day of stripe at age 16.″ get to see a bunch of people face to face that i barely see or talk to anymore, get to eat at old favorite restaurants that shut down, have smells and experiences that i can no longer experience from where i am now.

then i can go back to my normal life and keep moving forward with my fond memories more fresh in my mind. kind of like nostalgia tourism i guess.

back on the writing table!!

back in business baby!!!

it’s been a full year since i got into this RL affair that ate so much into my free time. but wew, it’s winding down and will be done in around 5 months. my boss has given up on me doing any back end programming work so it’s all front end bricklaying which means i spend less time during weekends giving a fuck that i’m so useless at work. 

anyway, i can write agaiiiiin!! i recently discovered this text editor that is older than me i think called “vim” and it is a lot of fun to use.

Snowbaz isn't cannon

in cath’s world. this completely baffles me because they’re so made for each other that i can’t imagine a universe in which they’re not cannon.

poor Cath  

Deck9 keep outgaying themselves with Before The Storm! Rachel and Chloe’s improv, getting to know more about Mikey, Steph, Samantha & co….. BABY POMPIDOU 

It’s such a wild ride!! It’s just a shame…… it’s all headed towards dark room and destruction no matter what I do ://

Do you ever just…. think about Victor and Yuuri holding each other, in complete silence, simply listening to each other’s heartbeat.


TBH if someone was making me live in some strange isolated place for an indefinite period of time…gotta take the essentials.

Being nonbinary is nothing to be ashamed of. You don’t have to be bursting with pride, ready to shout it from the rooftops if that’s just not who you are, but nor should you have to hide it, keep it tucked away. It’s a part of you, big or small, and you shouldn’t have to worry about life being complicated because of it, or what other people may think.

You do you. Be nonbinary. Pin the flag to your wall, or just whisper it to yourself in the middle of the night. Lead rallying cries for nonbinary support groups, or just reblog nb posts on tumblr. Be nonbinary, whatever and however that means for you.

Luna Lovegood, Hogwarts Librarian
  • Adds student publications to the catalog- like zines, club minutes, even notes for classes that haven’t much changed in years (Professor Binns, we’re all looking at you.)
    • Adds MUGGLE PUBLICATIONS to the collection
    • It all started with this one kid and a comic book. They may be Luna’s favorite student, ever. 
  • Recording commentary for quidditch matches so that kids who miss them- due to detentions, studying, or just plain anxiety- can hear how it all happened
  • Recording oral accounts of the battle of Hogwarts. 
    • And then on and back as far as she can get anything for. The war, times before that. Even mundane things. 
    • She finally gets the stories of each of the ghosts hanging out. It eases a lot of muggleborns’ minds to know a little bit about these people who are past but not gone. 
  • Making a book that works something like google- all text of everything in the library is recorded, and by speaking a few key words to the book, it will tell you what book(s) you need, what page, where to find them, etc. It will also say “Listen just ask Professor Longbottom about this, I don’t have anything for you” or “our library doesn’t have anything about why you want to kiss girls, Jane, but Miss Lovegood has actual experience with this, why don’t you ask her?”
    • This book, of course, will tell you that the book you want is in the restricted section. It will still tell you exactly what page you need, though, so there’s none of that “welllllllll, it must be in the restricted section, but I don’t know where……” nonsense. It puts a lot of teachers at ease and helps them sort out students who want to Learn and students who want to get in trouble
  • Changes the charms on books from beating students for doodling in them, to calmly explaining why it’s better that you Not doodle in the 500 year old book that is not Yours, Dear
    • Provides doodling supplies so students have an outlet that isn’t 500 years old
  • Spends holidays painting murals on every wall and the ends of the big shelves. She enlists different teachers for sections that apply to their subjects and hobbies for ideas on what to paint. The history section is legendary for depictions of the giant wars and various scenes from Merlin’s life. 
    • (She also enlists students who don’t have anywhere to go over the winter break. The parties in the library are a secret well kept, but only because these kids who have so little deserve something special)
  • The herbology section is actually draped in various vines that, if you ask nicely, will reshelve books for you. Though everyone agrees that if you want the books back where they really belong, it’s best to water the vines. 
  • The library becomes a place to escape, not just study and/or fear for your life
  • McGonagall has pretty much never been more proud of anyone she’s ever hired
  • Luna and Neville and McGonagall have tea every Thursday
    • And other days in between, but Thursday is a set date

this is really old but BABU BATH TIME