Have this impression at night that you’re gonna fall asleep very soon, and you actually FEEL yourself falling asleep like feel yourself leaving consciousness, you can’t feel your body and everything is numb, your heart doesn’t beat anymore and you suddenly have to pull yourself back awake in fear of dying?
Because it happened to me around 3 times last night and it was terrifying
On another note I finished today’s exam woooo! Hardest day is tomorrow rip \o/
Another beautiful shot from my shoot with @vesper-moth <3 Just finished a huge exam report with my group today and the relief is palpable! I can’t wait to have the whole day off tomorrow and just pamper myself <3 I’ll touch up my hair, do a face mask, do my nails .. aaaahh
Request: A quote request for Sirius and reader! - “I almost forgot that you did that.” “Well, some things never change.”
A/N: Hello my loves! This is my second to last request, and I should be able to post the final one tomorrow, and the first part of my fic the following day (but I will be making another, more detailed post about it tomorrow). This also means I will be opening requests back up soon, probably the first week of April as that’s when I’ve finished both, mock exams and prom (again, a more detailed post coming soon). Thank you very much for bearing with me, I have so much love for you all! xoxo
Chatter fills the corridor in front of the Great Hall, nervousness clinging to each word that sounds through the air. The few minutes left until the beginning of the N.E.W.T. exam are brimming with the rushed reading of notes and hasty exchanges of questions and anxious answers.
In the crowd, Y/N spots Sirius Black, his slim frame leaning against a marbled wall, dark hair falling over the defined edges of his jaw. She expects to see the same frenzied expression on his face that seems to stick to all the others surrounding her, but a flip of black hair reveals a dazzling smile, filled with an unexpected confidence.
“You don’t look nervous,” she states, her brows knotting into a confused frown as she tilts her head to the side.
“That’s because I’m not,” his grin widens with his response.
“You do know what’s happening here in like 5 minutes, right?”
IMPORTANT: Exam season starts tomorrow and I have been studying A LOT and I’m so tired all the time. For the next 9 days I probably won’t be posting as much (I will try) please don’t be mad,and when I’m done I will be doing requests and another part of Lie to me (until the next exam season starts again) …..and I need to update the masterlist god damn
another note:this is smut I wrote last year and my sorry for not posting as much gift *runs away crying with notes and books*
27-28/01/17 || It seems like I keep posting every other day lately, anyway my exam was yesterday afternoon and it went so well, I’m so happy for everything I’ve achieved so far during this first semester, feeling super proud and motivated.
But today is a new day of studying, I have less than 20 days to get ready for my next exam so I’m already in full swing of reading and memorizing stuff. I can’t wait for this exam to be done as well (I also have another one after that but that’s ok).
I plan on reading half of my notes today and half of them tomorrow. I prepared a plan of action of how much I have to study every day. I have a lot of material to look at for this exam but I know I can do it 💪🏼.
Also forgot to mention it’s Italian literature this time and it’s always been one of my faves so I’m at least happy about that.
OMG THEY'RE SO FUCKING CUTE. I SHIP IT SO FUCKING BAD. I'M THE CAPTAIN AND I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THIS SHIP TO SHORE. ONE MORE BLOODY CHAPTER OF THIS BEAUTIFUL, SINFUL, GLORIOUSLY WELL WRITTEN FANFICTION AND I'LL BE DONE FOR TODAY.
I think Heart is right-
WHAT THE FUCK?! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND, WOMAN? DO YOU THINK THIS IS A GAME? THINK ABOUT IT, YOU'LL BE ABLE TO READ THIS TOMORROW, ITS NOT GOING ANYWHERE. GO. TO. BED.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, BRAIN! COME ON, HUMAN! LET'S DO THIS! THEY'RE GONNA KISS, I FEEL IT.
hey everyone, guess who’s back ! it feels like it’s been forever since i’ve been on here & i’ve really missed a lot of you & writing yang ! obviously, i’ve gotten the login for this blog back meaning i can start roleplaying again, however, i still have a lot going on in my life, especially with school, so activity will probably be real slow or completely dead for a bit. & while i do have spring break next week, i want to work on cosplay, specifically making yang’s robot arm & i’m not sure how long that’ll take. i’m also … planning on a new rp blog for a character from t.wau but i don’t know if i’m gonna go through with it yet, we’ll just have to see !
but yeah, long story short, i’m back & i’ve missed you all so i’m really excited to be back !
I made an analysis of the book and completed three unfinished ones. So now I have finished 4/20 books for my finals in Czech literature. I must work more! Also I made a page for another week ahead in my bujo, because I have lost my school diary and I have nowhere else to write my other tasks and events. I am going to study philosophy for the rest of the evening.
As my spring holidays are over and tomorrow I am going to school I want to sum up whole week:
I spent about 16 hours on my part-time job (home office)
completely cleaned my room twice
went to get new amazing glasses
also finally had time to go to the doctor’s
studied philosophy for next Tuesday’s exam
completed two topics for finals in Spanish
completed 4 analyses of some books for finals as well
remade 6 Biology presentations into one document
read another part of my favourite book
and made some cute doodles in bujo
I feel proud of myself even though I finished only smaller half of my study plan. However, I am going to try to complete it during next week or two so there’s no need to be sad.
Also I know I did much better than majority of my classmates who just relaxed and had great time. Yeah, my social life during this week was like zero Kelvin and I didn’t get relaxed much, but I feel fine and satisfied with myself. And that’s the most important thing about it.
Final exam prep in the student union 👍
Suuuuuper busy the next two weeks but I got accepted to another honor society this week and we get cool blazers so hEEYYYY
But Matthew and I are having another date tomorrow (eek) so I’m just trying to get through the next 3 chapters of comm theory 👌☕️📖
I have my Extension 1 English mid course exam tomorrow. I have 2 hours to write a full essay, covering a novel, two poems and a related text, and a creative story. I am so stressed and I only just managed to finished 5 pages of outlines for the 4 possible questions/stimulus. Once again, I should have started much earlier so I would have the time now to memorize the quotes and ideas but nooooo that’s not how I work.
Sorry, just mad at myself for procrastinating yet another MASSIVE assignment.
Gradblr Challenge, Day 15
3.20.17; 12:43am @gradblrchallenge
Going to bed early for once because I have my mammalian neurobiology exam tomorrow. Before that, I have a lab meeting with my rotation PI and then another one on one meeting with my advisor. 😣 Wish me luck!
As much as I want to run today, it’s probably good I wait. I’m still congested and on all 5 of my meds. I’m itching to get back out there though. I’ll try tomorrow. I was only planning on doing 3 miles, but I have to remind myself to take it slowly and remember that I’m still sick and I’m tired and that’s why I’m going to feel super out of shape.
I have another test Monday anyways, so I need to be a good steward of my time and get a lot done in terms of reading and flashcards before I have to spend the weekend in heavy study mode. Thankfully the material from my lab exam last week overlaps.
I’m making some changes in how I track my fitness stuff. Even though I’d love to lose some more weight, I think I’m transitioning from more of a diet mentality to a lifestyle mentality. I’ll still lose more over time if I stick with it, but it’ll allow me to spend my mental energy elsewhere, which is needed right now. Honestly though, I’m in a good place and I’d be just fine if I stayed at this weight forever and just made gains in running and strength.
I have the most important interview of my life and Im scared that my tired sick ass is going to let that slip out of my hands. Lately i havent been feeling like myself and feel my grades are slipping along with my finances and Im letting myself down too much. I just hope that I dont fuck up tomorrow for my interview (summer research internship) because if I do, knowing myself, I will be so hard on myself. I dont know what I’ll do.
in the study area in college and I have another exam tomorrow so I probably
should be doing anything other than writing fic but . oops
hope no-one can read this over my shoulder im so paranoid lol I’ve had to turn
my laptop screen brightness right down how #shady of me
this is primarily reality-based, not all the elements of this fic are accurate
so pls excuse if Dan and Phil’s roles seem a little out of character lol I
don’t often write reality stuff I think AU is more my calling
I still hope this is somewhat ok <33
brief mention of self-harm)
2012, and they’ve settled into an unhealthy routine. They argue every day,
fight every night, and Dan plays the piano at a volume no-one would deem
acceptable for 2am. But when they’re in bed and too tired to bother with
conflict, 2009 doesn’t seem as distant as it does in the daylight, and perhaps
they never fell out of love after all.
loosely based on creep by radiohead [x] and crash by ymas [x])
It’s two in the morning, and Dan doesn’t really know how
this argument started. There are too many arguments these days; every day in
their recent lives another episode in the series, crashing into another in a
medley of fights and tears and one door slam after the other. He’s lost count –
he can’t remember.
But what he does know, is that however it started, it
wasn’t his fault. It wasn’t his fucking
fault and he shouldn’t take the blame for it, he won’t let Phil push the blame on him for this.
“Why the fuck didn’t you
check?” Phil follows him into the kitchen, shoving open the glass door from
where Dan had slammed it behind him.
“Why is it my fucking duty to do everything?” Dan fires back, feeling the thrum of his heartbeat in
his ears. “What do you expect me to do – sit on fucking Tumblr twenty-four
hours a fucking day?”
“Don’t you think it’d just be a little more logical to
track your tag every now and then?” Phil grits his teeth.
“And what – scroll through hundreds of fucking posts per
second?” Dan shoots back. “It’s impossible
for me to check everything, for
“When did I ever suggest you check everything?” Phil challenges. “I just- we just need to be a little
more careful, is what I’m saying.”
“Careful?!” Dan repeats, his voice going a little shrill;
probably from the constant shouting they’ve been doing all evening. “You don’t
even fucking know the meaning of the
“I know more than you,”
Phil folds his arms, leaning against the worktop and Dan sees red.