i have a thing about hands ok lol

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Hey Guys, @jordan202 here. 

So I wasn’t going to review the episodes but upon requests I decided to do it. Plus, I figured it would be an easier way to get to most of your asks than to reply one by one. (thank you everybody for sending it, you guys broke a record this time). 

- If you are a non-Omelia fan who just wants the review snippets for the other characters, just scroll down to the end - 

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During this long hiatus, very often I got asked “Hey Jordan, what do you think is going to happen to Omelia in the upcoming season?” And each time I replied to that same question, I said that I didn’t know, because to have an idea of where things were going, we needed at least a sample of this new change of pace and writing that the show has promised.

And well… Krista Vernoff & company sure did make an impression.


Originally posted by mrsfefeninja

For the past weeks, I have been hoping for a shocking plot twist and I guess sometimes we just gotta be careful what we wish for. I have to confess, I didn’t see this coming at all. I was shocked, sad, upset, frustrated. All at the same time. 

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How i began using Reiki.

So i am not so sure how long this story willbe but lets begin. It all started… naw im kidding lol.

This is how it happened. I love to pick up books about things that for a gut feeling i have to have. There is no real reason. Oops i am jumping a little ahead….

(Past) Ok so, when i would be in pain in like my arm or leg or something i was always able to put my hands on the spot and, the only way to describe it was iron out what hurt. Be it muscle or nerve, i would use my energy to iron out the pain. But i only knew how to do it for me. Also i didnt want to tell people cuz my family can be really… eh when comes to the spiritual side, except my mom. Anyway i still kept it silent.

(Back to the book) so i had this gut feeling to pick up this book, and an even stronger one to read it and absorb its message. Well if you know me by everything i ever say you know i go with my gut on everything. So i picked up the book and my gut, my soul everything yelled BUY THIS NOW. So i did. I went home and began reading, and reading and reading. I learned why my hands were always warm. Why i could fix my hurt areas and that i could do it for others.

I looked at the palm of my hands, Fae hands. That was what they were called. They were always warm and the only time they werent was when i was sick. But other than that it could be 30 degrees outside and my hands would be so warm, like they were 100 degrees. And not in a weird way but the rest of me would be freezing and my hands would be polar opposite. Constant heat in my palms, they dont change unless i am sick and then only by 10 degrees. Enough for me to know, i cant use Reiki.

Then i asked my husband. Can i use you as a guinea pig? Imagine the shock when that is the sentence out of my mouth 😂 but he listened and understood. How can i practice if i only know how to do so on myself. So he agreed. The next time he was hurt, he wouldnt take medication, we wouldnt go to the doctor and he wouldnt apply heat. Nothing, he would just let me do it. So he twisted his back about a week later, and he was in pain, bad pain.

I asked him to lay down on his tummy and i began to close my eyes and placed them along his upper back. I didnt touch his skin, i needed to find his energy. This was before my wings, so a bit harder to do then now. I found it and searched for the problem. I see black where the pain is. And so i focus on that location. Now my style changed to suit how i learned and became better. So in the beginning it was finding the location, using one hand to put in white energy and with the other make a ball of the black energy. And after about 25 minutes of doing this. My husband got up and i waited like a nervous wreck.

He looked at me and smiled wide, ‘what did you do?’ Why? I was so nervous. 'I feel great the pain is gone.’ Your lying to make me feel better. He got up, an was unable to move very far towards his left without wincing or giving up. And all he did was turn to his left with ease. Truth me when i say i was shocked. No wincing, no giving up just movement left and right. I jumped up and down excited.

Since then i developed turning the black energy into a string and pulling it out until i feel resistance. All thw while i am adding energy to the area. Once the resistance hits i tie the black energy into a knot and give it back to the earth. Then i try to pull more out. Usually i can get it all, depending on how much the pain is and how deep it might take a session or two. But it all comes out.

I think that is all, any questions are welcome 😀 blessings to you and yours and that is how i got into Reiki 😊😊

itsnotliketherearehillshere  asked:

First, thank you for answering my ask, I really needed to vent, also lmao I wrote a post about the "red blooded male" thing, I heart your anon, if you're not straight, nonnie, I offer you my hand in marriage, I even have a ring! lol, finally, you said all I needed to say, but *Hamilton voice* OK one more thing!: If they make this shit "romantic" it's even worse, because he "falls in love again" or whatever and then she dies tragically, FOR HIS MANPAIN, ugh, least favorite trope OF LIFE ://

If they make it romantic and then two episodes (or three weeks) later he reunites with his Claire, and then another two episodes after that its revealed he’s hiding a wife, someone who tried to kill his “great love,” all that’s going to be an issue. Look how many people think Claire doesn’t remember or love Jamie anymore after sleeping with Frank in 302… oh wait, double standards. I don’t care that Geneva dies. In fact, since we always get Jamie processing things he’s done or that have happened to him, I expect her death to leave him with wracking guilt that he gets substantial time to process. If they frame it as him mourning a great love I’ll be pissed. “Everyone I love dies!” Poor puppy. They’d better play up the blackmail. Couldn’t it be a transaction like Claire with Louis? She laid back and thought of England. It was the least sexy thing ever. But because everyone will go gaga over seeing Sam shirtless—and we can never miss a chance to display the fruits of Valbo and Roarke gyms—not to mention she’s a virgin, I’m sure it will be extended and overwrought. “I’m going to be as tender and loving with you as my wife Claire was.” Barf. We’d better get proper handling of the aftermath. Jamie tells Claire in the book that he didn’t love Geneva and she just wanted his body. We’d better get that in the show. I hated how LJG was the one to tell Claire about Willie. I hate DG for creating Geneva so there’d be Willie and therefore a reason for LJG to always be part of Jamie’s life. There could’ve been other ways to achieve that. One thing for certain, I’m going to need booze for 304.

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The bloodied remnants of the fae woman lay scattered across the clearing. Derek was barely standing, leaning heavily on his left leg with no idea how much of the blood soaking into his shirt, jeans, and hair was his own.

The distant pulse of feet slamming over dry earth matched the sound of his own racing heart, and he let himself relax, slumping down into the dirt. Stiles was coming.

She was on him a second later. Small and delicate looking with soft curls and elfin features, and the strength to grip his throat in one tiny hand and lift him up effortlessly. Fae. Just like the one Derek had barely survived fighting, looking at him with a rage deeper than years could put words to.

“She was killing,” Derek tried, because more than half the blood soaking into the dirt was his, and there was no strength left to fight in him. He didn’t expect it to make a difference, and it didn’t. The creature’s wild eyes swept over him, unforgiving.

“She was mine.”

Stiles’ footsteps were still pounding closer, seconds away and sounding horribly alone. Backup must have been waiting at the loft or spread out too far across the forest. And why would they need to come? Derek had messaged that the threat was gone.

The fae’s lips twitched before he could even think to shout warning, the cold rage in her eyes melting to something thoughtful and somehow more terrifying. A finger dragged an absent caress across Derek’s throat while her eyes tracked to his pounding heart and outward, as though tracing some invisible thread from Derek’s heart to the source of the sound.

“Well,” she mused, “equal and fair in all things, I suppose. Bravo, hero, stopping the wicked fae. I suppose you’ve earned a reward.”

He was expecting a quick tear of nails to his throat, and knew right away it would have been preferable. It was obvious from the curl of the fae’s grin, the hand at his neck, the blood still dripping wet down his temple: a quick death would be the best thing for him.

Instead the fae waited, while Stiles’ footsteps came closer.

day four - fireflies

??look im kind of not late???kind of?? im sure its still the fourth in some part of the world??

anyway here is a pointless fluffy drabble (?) of eren and cat!levi enjoying life in the countryside~~ as usual a thank u for ieatkitcat for putting up w my fluff and editing thru this ((u better be sleeping rn u butt))

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Okay all jokes about “lol gay” aside I love this a lot ??? I don’t watch Ryan and Matts channel but this is just like a really important and sweet thing ??

two straight guys, who have no doubt about being straight being this intimate is a good thing.

There’s no joke and it’s in the background while someone else is talking and matt just kinda reaches out for Ryans hand nudging it with his fingers and Ryan looks over like “ what’s up bu- oh ok ” and he holds his hand. No joke , no flinch or hesitation just

“bro hold my hand”

“mkai”

and in front of several of their friends and an entire youtube audience

that kind of intimacy among friends, is so important and needed god bless

Rereading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix: Chapter Thirty-Five - Beyond the Veil

i am the opposite of ready for this.

(EDIT: sorry this is so long, i just have a lot of feelings OK)

- ok EW bellatrix is talking to harry in a baby voice and just… gag me

“Oh, you don’t know Potter as I do, Bellatrix,” said Malfoy softly. “He has a great weakness for heroics”

i meeeeeaaaan…. he aint wrong.

But the Death Eaters did not strike.
“Hand over the prophecy and no one need get hurt,” said Malfoy coolly.

yall know lucius is just like ‘get me the FUQ outta here so i can go home to my family plz. lets not make this a thing’

- lol harry is being so casual rn, just trying to stall, asking questions about the prophecy and like, the death eaters are actually answering him??? wuts going on

“You dare speak his name with you unworthy lips, you dare besmirch it with you half-blood’s tongue, you dare-”
“Did you know he’s a half-blood too?” said Harry recklessly. Hermione gave a little moan in his ear. “Voldemort? Yeah, his mother was a witch, but his dad was a Muggle - or has he been telling you lot he’s pureblood?”

JFC HARRY NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR YOUR SAVAGERY 

- damn what a waste for them to smash all the prophecies like??? those could have been important???

A baby’s head now sat grotesquely on top of the thick, muscled neck of the Death Eater as he struggled to get up again.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUQ

Harry raised his wand but to his amazement Hermione seized his arm.
“You can’t hurt a baby!”

UM HERMIONE I THINK IN THIS SITUATION IT IS PERFECTLY REASONABLE TO HURT A BABY

- OK shit is going BANANAS - hermione just got hit with some purple fire spell that made her pass out, neville just got kicked in the face REAL hard, ginny, luna, and ron are missing… like…i cant handle this rn

He had one hand on Hermione’s shoulder, which was still warm, yet did not dare to look at her properly. Don’t let her be dead, don’t let her be dead, it’s my fault if she’s dead…

ugh. BUT COULD YOU IMAGINE? if hermione died in the 5th book, harry might as well have just given up. like theres no point continuing without hermione

- ok we found the rest of the gang but ron is high as fuq and ginny broke her ankle… SO WE WERE KIND OF BETTER OFF WITHOUT THEM TBH

“Harry, we saw Uranus up close!” said Ron, still giggling feebly. “Get it, Harry? We saw Uranus - ha ha ha -”

NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES RONALD

“RON, NO!”
Harry did not know what would happen if Ron touched the tentacles of thought now flying behind the brain, but he was sure it would not be anything good. He darted forward but Ron had already caught the brain in his outstretched hands.
The moment they made contact with his skin, the tentacles began wrapping themselves around Ron’s arms like ropes.
“Harry, look what’s happen - no - no, I don’t like it - no, stop - stop -”

MY BABY!!!! jfc this is such a shit show I FORGOT

“You see, there are ten of us and only one of you…or hasn’t Dumbledore ever taught you how to count?”
“He’s dot alone!” shouted a voice from above them. “He’s still god be!”
Harry’s heart sank. Neville was scrambling down the stone benches toward them, Hermione’s wand held fast in his trembling hand.

the truest gryffindor ive ever seen. 

“It’s Longbottom, isn’t it?” sneered Lucius Malfoy. “Well, your grandmother is used to losing family members to our cause… Your death will not come as a great shock…”
“Longbottom?” repeated Bellatrix, and a truly evil smile lit her gaunt face. “Why, I have had the pleasure of meeting your parents boy…”

OK TOO FUCKING FAR. IM OUT OF HERE. 
ok im not but STILL that like, reeeeeally hurt.

- they are now crucio-ing neville. its seriously getting hard to read.

Then, high above them, two more doors burst open and five more people sprinted into the room: Sirius, Lupin, Moody, Tonks, and Kingsley.

on one hand im like ‘YES our saviors are here!!!!!!’ but on the other hand its like sirius im begging you. GO BACK HOME

- neville cant talk bc of his bloody nose and mouth so he just STABS A DEATH EATER IN THE EYE WITH HIS WAND. amazing.

Directly above them, framed in the doorway from the Brain Room, stood Albus Dumbledore, his wand aloft, his face white and furious. Harry felt a kind of electric charge surge through every particle of his body - they were saved.

dont mind me, just silently weeping.

And Harry saw the look of mingled fear and surprise on his godfather’s wasted, once-handsome face as he fell through the ancient doorway and disappeared behind the veil, which fluttered for a moment as though in a high wind and then fell back into place. 
Harry heard Bellatrix Lestrange’s triumphant scream, but knew it meant nothing - Sirius had only just fallen through the archway, he would reappear from the other side any second…
But Sirius did not reappear.

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But as he reached the ground and sprinted toward the dais, Lupin grabbed Harry around the chest, holding him back.
“There’s nothing you can do, Harry -”
“Get him, save him, he’s only just gone through!”
“It’s too late, Harry -”
“We can still reach him -”
Harry struggled hard and viciously, but Lupin would not let go… “There’s nothing you can do, Harry…nothing…He’s gone.”

this part has always hit me hard because as much as this hurts harry, think about REMUS. his best friend, who he already lost once and only recently got to have him back in his life. like imagine having to be strong for this young boy while you’re silently dying inside. 

basically fuck this shit.

WELP if you liked this, follow me for more chapters!

realfrost  asked:

Why do you think eragon is gay? :v that's interesting

I AM SO GLAD YOU ASKED. ok this started because my friends and i were talking about books we read as kids and obvs eragon came up bc dragons. and then it began. the questioning, the wondering. we all know eragon was trying to have A Thing with arya for fucking eons but JUST WHEN she’s like ok maybe, he backs the fuck up like lol lets hold hands instead while their dragons are LITERALLY FUCKING IN THE SKY like goddamn eragon its almost like u had a crush on an unattainable woman bc u were deeply, deeply closeted its ok bb we’ve all been there. 

thats where we started. and then the googling began and by the way there is a depressingly small amount of meta about gay eragon HOWEVER, we stumbled across this homosexual gem:

“Going to the stream by the house, they quickly disrobed. Eragon surreptitiously watched the elf, curious as to what he looked like without his clothes. Oromis was very thin, yet his muscles were perfectly defined, etched under his skin with the hard lines of a woodcut. No hair grew upon his chest or legs, not even around his groin. His body seemed almost freakish to Eragon, compared to the men he was used to seeing in Carvahall—although it had a certain refined elegance to it, like that of a wildcat.”

LIKE

BUDDY

i mean there’s description and then there’s Staring at Your Friend’s Hairless Groin While He Bathes and i gotta say, through door #2 is a whole lotta repressed homosexuality. theres another place where my man paolini spends i kid u not three goddamn paragraphs describing the physical characteristics and walk and the curves of this guys fucking face and dont forget his “hard, sinewy muscles of his arms and chest, the narrowness of his hips, and the coiled power of his stride”

im just sayin. eragon is gay.

Camren, other ships+Management?

We all know for a fact that Camren shippers think management has done/is doing something to camren interactions. Possible. Here i’ll be talking about how management could be a factor that affects the interactions of Phan, Larry, and Camren.

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I’ll get yall warmed up first to the ships first.

Larry

Originally posted by larryshelp

Phan

Originally posted by phanielhowell

and the dearest to out hearts… Camren

Originally posted by sparkling-and-enchanted

First things first…

Let’s talk about Larry.

Now, I don’t ship larry nor phan, but I’ve seen many interesting things that got me curious. Especially Larry. Overnight, i’ve went through Larry and observed, “wow they were definitely a thing.” 

Don’t believe me? Scroll through the Larry proof tag on tumblr, the most legit shit is there. I, as a non-larry shipper, believe they were real. As for now, Louis is engaged/married/girlfriend (idk im not updated on 1D cause im not a fan) and has a child with her. And now there are rumors about the whole “louis is a dad and has a gf/wife” thing is fake. I’m not going to talk about that though, because this post is supposed to define management behind ships.

Originally posted by itcomesbacktolou


Not to mention Linda Jameson and Terry Jameson confirmed that these two have been in a relationship, but are not together anymore. 

“Psychics are fake lol”

Well, ok.. if you dont believe in psychics then forget i mentioned this part.

From what i’ve seen with my two eyes, these women have predicted 9/11 on air, BOTH paris attacks on YT channels, Kardashian pregnancy on YT, Boston Marathon bombing on air, and many other things. 


Originally posted by itsfetus1d

At first glance i bet your reaction was, “holy shit harry was about to kiss him.”

For a fact I know that friends dont do this. Even the best of friends don’t do this. In fact, if they held hands it wouldn’t be normal for guys to do it.

I’m pretty sure you haven’t been convinced yet, so I’ve gathered some more information.

(IN THIS THEORY I WONT BE POSTING WHY I THINK CERTAIN SHIPS ARE REAL, THAT WILL BE TALKED ABOUT IN A VERY IMPORTANT THEORY SOON THOUGH)

1. Harry was OPENLY bi in secondary school

He was openly bi in secondary school, so of course he wouldn’t mind people knowing his sexuality.

I mean, wtf is this???

this???

rumor has it they knew each other before the x factor: http://yourlarriefriend.tumblr.com/post/142008339943/larry-before-the-x-factor

Hm,

Ok last one, but I can assure you they weren’t just friends with the legit proof out there.

Originally posted by roseanddagger28

I have tons of more proof to show you Larry shippers, but it isn’t the point of this post.

Moving on to Phan…. they’ve always been reportedly caught holding hands. All.The.time.

However that’s not enough proof for you. I know.

Watch this: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXnSR4T80MM

Since they’re a YT channel, collecting proof is hard. Because unlike Larry and Camren, they always appear in interviews, so it’s much more simple to catch on to their body language and intentions in general.

Camren (bitch you know who they are)

Originally posted by fuck-me-hard-jauregui

Alright, I dont even need to explain camren because soon enough I will be releasing an important theory about camren. It’ll basically answer all your questions and settle things down hopefully.

So…


Larry was first noticed when 1D was on the X-factor, 2010, it was until the 3rd/4th year that things changed. Crazy right? 2010-2014/2013: Interactions lessened after the band became very well known

Same thing happened to camren, and don’t fight me on this. We all know camren is being different and more distant than ever. 2012-2015/2016:

Interactions lessened after the band became very well known

*both Fifth Harmony and One Direction have the same management. Maverick. Funny thing is Maverick made a management deal with 5h at the beginning of 2016, and that’s when not only camren, but all the girls became distant with camila, perhaps to get the fanbase ready for camila’s leave? Dont come to me saying it was because of Camilas solo projects,Because the girls were perfectly fine after they knew about C’s solo song with Shawn, I had an anon with a theory about this vvvv*

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^^^ anon with a theory

Same thing goes with Phan, they’ve been on YT for a long while and they have publicists and managers now. Now you still see them interacting, but that’s the point of their channel, it’s a duo. Dan & Phil. You can notice now they’re more careful with their interactions, unlike the days before Dan and Phil were known widely among the youtube community, careless. 

Interactions lessened after they became very well known

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Anyways…. this was just a quick post about how suspicious it was that these 3 ships basically went through the same cycle.

I’ll be out with a great theory soon though.

My best friend

So I’ve had this best friend for like 4 and a half years, we’ve had our ups and downs but I know hes always going to be there for me. I’m in college and hes still in highschool (two hours away) so our friendship now consists of texts, too many snapchats of his cat and the bags under my eyes, but also the best part - the hour long phone calls once or twice a week.

We always joke around about getting married in the furute and the house we will live in and all this stupid but kinda cute stuff. So today we were on the phone and talking about our future marriage and the really big bathtub that I want and he said just about the cutest thing Ive ever heard… (side note: I have always had a lot of problem with my weight, and due to a lot of stess and easy access to taco bell, I gained a lot of weight my senior year. This year I have been losing weight and have actually dropped two pant sizes these past couple of months so..) he says

“You know, I’m getting kind of nervous. I’m worried that if you keep losing all this weight and gaining confidence you will realize how hot you are and you wont want me anymore. I can see myself on this park bench, and I’ll have flowers in my hand and a ring in the other, it’ll start to rain but you won’t be there, you’ll be with someone else because you realized you were too good for me.”

And that was just about the cutest thing I’ve ever heard.

anonymous asked:

Lol I love how guys wasted a shit ton of money putting up billboards when you're not going to change anything. Lexa is dead af and bellarke is endgame. Again the clexaids are unfortunate. Didn't you hear eliza say she's sick of holding the chip? She's so tired of pandering towards you people. But it's ok because soon she won't have to hold the chip she'll be holding bellamy's hand amongst other things ;)

“clexaids”? you’re really going to use an std as an insult? btw, 95% of every thing eliza has said since 307 has been talking about how lexa is clarke’s soulmate and the love of her life but, what was y’all’s defense on that again? i guess eliza’s been drunk on mimosas for the past 3 months, huh? did you miss the umpteen interviews where eliza and bob both have dissed blarke as a ship and repeatedly stated they hated it on a romantic level? oh, haha, right, i forgot how delusional you guys are. 

and frankly…  according to raven there’s not much to talk about, so, what’s clarke gonna do with her other three fingers?

Yvette Nicole Brown Fan-Girling Over CARYL

*Don’t forget to send in your questions to Talking Dead for Sunday March 16, 2014 and show your support on Yvette’s twitter 

Especially if you want to hear more CARYL love like this;

Famous Quote;

“Okay, when Daryl… look you guys, I’m gonna have a girl moment… wait a minute, I’m gonna have a girl moment… when Daryl said to Carol, ‘Stay safe,’ and she said, ‘Nine lives,’ that’s equivalent to, ‘I love you,’ and no one can tell me anything different. THAT IS EQUIVALENT TO, ‘I LOVE YOU. YOU STAY ALIVE FOR ME!’ THAT’S WHAT THAT MEANT, YES. I love them together.”

Notable Conversation;

Yvette Nicole Brown - “Um, Carol loves Daryl. They bet’not! And that’s all I have to say about that!” 

Wada - "Welcome to the Carol ship! You made my day! " 

Yvette Nicole Brown - "Welcome to it? I STARTED IT! Lol!!!" 

Twitter Love;

"Couple of thoughts…why don’t they spread out anymore? And no I did not miss that “Pookie”

"Oh hon, my Caryl & Richonne ships are still “sailing”!

"I am not ok with this! I will not be ok with this! I know cray-cray impulsive things were done but is this the answer?” (referring to Rick banishing Carol)

“Was this the back door pilot for a spin-off?” (about Indifference)

“Do you think I’d be sitting next to the man and NOT talk about #Caryl?! Lol! It WILL be mentioned! :) (referring to Norman Reedus)

"Wow. Get off my page with that nonsense. I don’t dig it & I have every right to post that on MY page. #PoofBeGone! (referring to B**hyl)

"Umm…. they are really trying to push this on us, huh? Piggy-backing AND hand-holding?! #ImStillNot On Board #TheWalkingDead (referring to B**hyl)

"Um, I’m okay with all of this as long as they DON’T kiss. Ya hear me? NO ONE wants that. #AShipICannotGetBehind #EVER (referring to B**hyl)

"I hope I’m back because I love the show SO much but #Caryl WILL be discussed if I have anything to do with it! ;) (about coming back to Talking Dead)

"We are all clear on the conditions of us rioting, right?#TheWalkingDead (For CARYL)

*Don’t forget to send in questions to Talking Dead! Visit their homepage, twitter and facebook! 

**Yvette Nicole Brown plays Shirley Bennett on the NBC comedy series Community

thing i need:

a baektao fic where they are their precious whiny self. and they are about to get it on and have a conversation like:

“you prep”

“no you prep i dont want my hands to get messy”

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“put on a condom”

“ughhh but they are all the way over there”

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“you be on top”

“no you do it”

/with lots of cheesy kisses and so on inbetween/

skylarraifox  asked:

Why are you such a self righteous and pretentious scum bag? unfollowing you because I now see the kinda person you are, doubt that you'll care though because you have soooo many followers that only follow you to see if you've gotten anymore free commissions done and to ask you questions so they feel validated. You're oppressive, you're a lying sack of shit, And just an overall bad guy. Please take the time to step out of your realm of tumblr and actually look at what your life has become.

you for one don’t know who i am, you second off don’t even know what self righteous is because that isn’t even close to describing me. lol? let me guess, Olkite has been talking more things about me, ok so since it appears things are getting out of hand i’ll go over what has happened.

I never once asked for free commissions, they were either a gift or i paid for them myself. since you and others have so wished to make comments on this based off of ONE PERSON saying these things, who might i add is a known liar if you had any brain cells, and risked me being homeless in a state across the entire country, then you need to grow up.

ok so here is the full god damn story of what has happened with Olkite, sirkavalierthefox and I. this aint no short fucking story so go get some popcorn and get ready for a long fucking read. 

i was moving to California to live with Olkite but started to date Sirkavalierthefox so i moved in with him, on the first night i spent with olkite at his dorm, he forced me to help him ejaculate, which is sexual assault, i said no probably 10-12 times. I had TOLD sirkavalierthefox and he didn’t do anything and, what felt like, couldn’t understand why I didn’t want anything to do with olkite. as i said before i had also found out olkite lied to me and my father, who paid for my plane ticket there and back, about me being allowed to stay at Olkites parent’s house. he literally risked me being homeless, in a state which i had no family living in anymore nor knew where anything was or any money at all, till my father could get the funds for me to get back to new york. Sirkavalierthefox and I DID NOT have the best relationship, we had our problems, which might I add neither he nor I were abusive to each other, we argued a lot, and my depression and anxiety had gotten tenfolds worse after the sexual assault. I avoided olkite the entire time after that doing my best to make sure I was able to keep as stable as possible. come around 2 and a half months of dating sirkavalierthefox he broke up with me, which just destroyed me, there is no denying that, I had loved him. after come around 4 days after the break up i had lost control and self harmed and was having anxiety attacks 2-3 times a day. Sirkavalierthefox and two people, who will not be named, came to the decision to put me in the hospital against my will, that of which I was hand cuffed and cuffed inside the ambulance, which Sirkavalierthefox did not know, nor did the officers or EMTs or fire department, tell him. nor did I tell him. I had spent 3 days in a psych ward with no way to contact him to tell him were i was at. Sirkavalierthefox and the two unnamed people had decided it was best for me to go back to new york, though at the time he didn’t want me to but it was the best for me. After I had gotten back to new york Sirkavalierthefox and I still talked but argued a lot so he and I stopped talking. 

so literally that is it. That is the full truth posted on tumblr now. I was not abusive Sirkavalierthefox was not abusive, there was no abuse done on my part or sirkavalierthefox part. 

now what I did for my part of recovering and to get myself better was get on very strong meds, BLOCK the two unnamed people, sirkavalierthefox and olkite on tumblr and other things to leave the past in the past. The only post I had made about Olkite in the past….well since i blocked everyone so late september early october of 2014, was asking people to TAG olkite so that my xkit could block it because he and I had not so great history. I had refused to answer any and all asks about it, Olkite had then proceeded to send me multiple asks harassing me on MULTIPLE Accounts, that of which I blocked them all. 

I have done my best to NOT cause drama, to keep the past in the past and to move on. I now have a boyfriend sitting right next to me playing destiny on my xbox, I have many friends, and have cause no drama, has kept the past in the past and left Olkite, sirkavalierthefox and everyone in that group of people ALONE. I have not bothered, posted anything about, or told people about what has happened because IT ISN’T ANY OF YOUR GOD DAMN BUSINESS. 

so my advice to you, is to mind your own business and to grow the hell up and get the real story. 

anymore asks related to this, any fanmail, anything tagged with me among this topic is and will be handled as HARASSMENT and if need be I WILL bring in outside help to have this handled. I am an adult, I am in recovery of my own disabilities, have moved on, and don’t care to be harassed by people who don’t know shit about me or know the real story from someone who will lie about anything and everything to get what they want. 

Have a nice life, SkyLarriFox anymore messages from you will be considered harassment and will be dealt with as needed, through tumblr and if continues through law officials.