i have a lot of feels sorry

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything

I know this should probably go on my personal blog, but I’m going to post it here because nobody will understand better than y'all.

EXO gives us their everything.

How rare do you think it is for them to see their friends and family that aren’t each other? They are constantly on the go. They never stay in one place long. They are constantly working insanely hard for us.

We don’t deserve all that they give us, yet the give us their all.

A and I both got to see the boys live this tour. They are passionate. They are fun. They are encouraging and happy with each other.

I hope that they get to rest now that this tour is over.

EXO are too incredible to us.

Please never forget how much they love us, dedicate to us, and give for us.

Okay so I know this past week ya’ll have been hearing me talk about how I have had this blog for a year. (Yesterday the 27th.) And its been a interesting year! It also really doesn’t feel like a year and I hope to be around for many more! I have made so many friends, had a lot of feelings both the good and bad and just have met so amazing people in my life. I am so thankful to all of you! So here is a shout out to some amazing people! Along with my entire follow list. If I leave anyone out I am sorry, there is a lot of people.

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Okay so I’m not done with this and legitimately when I have time this summer in the season break, will probably end up writing some Savitar fic and will probably make it coldflash if I do.

silver-89  asked:

Salty Asks: 1, 7, 13, 20

1. What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?

Well we all know my major NOTP in the TWD fandom so I won’t even get into that lmaooooo. But okay there were honestly people in the XF fandom who shipped Mulder and Krycek and I was just like HAVE Y’ALL LOST YOUR GODDAMN MINDS? Dude kills Mulder’s father, totally screws with Skinner, and is trying to kill Scully and their baby but yeah let’s ship him with Mulder because what, they’re both hot white dudes? Ugh, okay people. Get awayyyyy from me. Also I absolutely ship and adore Buffy and Spike but I do get exhausted when people try to suggest that she was in love with him in canon. Like, nope. That was the entire point of that storyline, sigh.

7. I already did this one!

13. (I’m doing this one since I already did 14 lol.) Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

I’m gonna go with Morgan, because I see so many people in the fandom hating on him even now. And yeah, because of the way this damn show is written, I have a lot of issues with what happened between him and Carol in ‘Start to Finish.’ HOWEVER. I love them now (as friends guys, omg I do not ship them). I love how he calls her on her bullshit and how she is just such a beautiful caring cupcake that she can’t watch him self destruct without wanting to help. I hope they keep being friends forever and ever tbh.

20. What is the purest ship in the fandom?

Caryl. It’s Caryl, okay? I mean if you hate on this ship, honestly you just need to say that you’re an ageist piece of shit and go. There is no more compelling love story than these two people who have been so relentlessly beaten down for the entirety of their lives discovering the one other person who loves them perfectly and completely. WHY CAN’T WE HAVE NICE THINGS GIMPLE YOU MOLDING MUSHROOM?

hello all. :’) thank you for all the nice messages after what happened. I’m sorry to make anyone worry, but I appreciate all the kind things you sent me. It really means a lot to me. ;-; I wish I was in a better condition to answer them and express myself better but just know they really helped in a time of need.

For now I’ll be taking an indefinite hiatus from this blog and the two stories I’m writing. I might pop back in if I have a drabble or something to post if I get the writing bug again, but for now I am just going to turn off asks because there’s still people asking every day where the updates are and I just can’t take the time or energy to continuously answer them when I have no updates for you. :(

I’ll be back soon when I am feeling better. Also, I don’t know how some of you got my personal twitter, but please don’t message me there about stories and updates… if I’m not answering asks about it here, then there’s a reason and it can be overwhelming to get those msgs here and on my other accounts as well. lol =/

I have some explaining to do.

So a lot of you know I haven’t been active all May. First I’d like to say I am safe and well and doing okay. And I’m sorry for not being here, for not sharing my excitement with all of you. I really am. But it really has been a rough month. Probably the worst month of my life. And what I’m about to tell you isn’t a cry for help, it isn’t me trying to fish for people’s attention or make you feel sorry for me. And I really don’t want to make it much bigger than it is but I just… I just don’t know what I’m doing, okay? This is just me being honest and upfront because I know that some of you care and are concerned. So here it goes. 

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May Fic Rec

I’m super sorry for posting this so late in May! I couldn’t watch the last few episodes of the Flash, and since a lot of the fanfics I have bookmarked are referencing those episodes, I couldn’t really read many of these ffs… Found a few awesome ones nevertheless ;)

by @backtothestart02:

Fifteen (” HS!AU - Iris figures out she has feelings for Barry when he starts dating Becky Cooper. When news of their break up spreads throughout the school, she decides to act.” So much cuteness and fun to read. Wheee! ^^)

Full and Aching (”1x23 - Barry & Iris’s rooftop conversation. Iris’s POV.“ Nice look into Iris’s head and thoughts during that scene)

by Cee693:

Sunshine on A Cloudy Day (”Day 3 of Iris West Week- Iris & The Rest. Fic submission dedicated to the wonderful friendship between Iris and her fellow Sunshine twin, Cisco Ramon.Or- Two times Iris found Cisco’s warm rays on cold day and the one time she was able to return the favor and keep him warm.“ Such a sweet, heartwarming and awesome portrayal of Cisco and Iris’s friendship! Plus, the background-westallen is really cute, too)

by @sophisticatedloserchick:

Always There For Me (”After a bad date Iris spends the night with Barry watching Dragon Ball Z. High school!AU” So cute :)

by wanderer765:

Talking Bodies (”How Iris feels in the afterglow :)” Short, but-oh-so-sweet!)


anonymous asked:

hey uhhhh ive missed a few streams lately n i was wondering which stream was the one where steph calls mat beautiful?? im sorry im stephew trash with not a lot of stream time lately lmao ^.^ hope u have a beautiful day, love! xx

I do believe it was https://youtu.be/cTZ-0WUkm9Y this stream! I unfortunately don’t have a time stamp for you, but I’m pretty sure it was somewhere in the front third of the stream??

anonymous asked:

once I came here and said my boyfriend was jealous of Taehyung. can you believe we had another fight last night because he saw me writing to a friend that I would like to see how Hoseok is while having sex? I don't know why I am saying this to you. Sorry if it bothers. It's just that...i feel bad. he said a lot of things to me again... that if I really want these guys I should go after them and not waste his time. It was a terrible weekend. -_- I ended up drinking too much... it sucks.

I usually do not answer advice related asks because I don’t feel like I’m the kind of person who should be doling out advice but I just want to be clear here…Your boyfriend needs to quit it.  There is almost a zero percent chance that you would ever meet them and, even if you did, you would still have to conquer a language barrier (if you don’t speak Korean), cultural barriers, the fact that they are celebrities, and even if you managed to pass all of those issues they would still have to be interested in you.  The likelihood of anything ever happening with any member of BTS is so abysmally small that it is bizarre that he would get so worked up over it.  I don’t know how old you are, how old your boyfriend is, or how long you have been together but it kind of sounds like he has some jealousy and insecurity issues that he needs to work on.  Especially if he took the opportunity to say anything awful or demeaning to you!  

Long story short, it is entirely healthy to be in a relationship and still fantasize about people outside of your partner.  As long as you don’t act on it and betray the trust your partner puts in you (or should put in you) then there is no issue.  My husband, for example, has his own celebrities that he finds attractive.  He is lowkey obsessed with Sunny from SNSD and Morena Baccarin and I am not at all bothered by that.   

anonymous asked:

Favorite AU for Lawless x Licht???

Favorite?… Mm, that’s hard to answer, really… there’s a lot, and most are just in my head(?) xDD. But I guess I’ll have to pick one that involves Licht calling Hyde “Mr Hedgy”. Aahahahajshdg I’m so sorry, this AU is one of my massive headcanons (I suppose you could call it an AU idk) which I’ve mencioned a couple of times, and I’m trying to give shape to it. I really am, it’s a project I set to make as one of my goals for this year, so… I really don’t wan to spoil it too much.

I feel this isn’t the answer you were hoping for xD You probably want some specifics, so umm… I’m just going to mention @reimeijennoir‘s child!Hyde AU caus it’s ADORABLE :3 Check it out if you haven’t yet ♥

Hope that helps? xD

plunnybreeder  asked:

Circumstances-that-would-make-character-act-or-turn-OOC for Shisui or *insert someone you want*. Take your pick!

I honestly wasn’t sure what to do with this ask. I leaned a lot toward different environmental influences that would change him. I’m sorry if I answered it wrong, but I tried my best. ~Admin Shadow

Something that would Turn Shisui Uchiha OOC

Originally posted by yakumocchi

If for some reason Shisui was part of the Akatsuki, or had infiltrated them like Itachi did. I think it would really have put a damper on his very bright, and optimistic attitude seeing all those heinous crimes the Akatsuki had committed. I’m sure Shisui would have been frustrated having to stand by and watch everything and feel completely powerless to stop it, because he always had a very strong sense of justice. Even though Itachi went undercover, I really think being a part of the organization changed him a little bit even though he remained optimistic about Sasuke.

Maybe if he had been forced to be a member of Root when he was a child, this is all theory though. That would have changed him completely because Danzo did a lot of brainwashing with all his members so they were completely loyal to him, I mean those guys just lived and breathed Danzo and did any morally tainting thing to please him. I think not even Shisui at such a young age would have been able to fight that brainwashing until he was much older and maybe he would realize how awful Root was and want his own path, just like Yamato.

Maybe if he had been a jinchuuriki like Naruto, because that really shaped Naruto into a person who was really looking for acceptance and to prove himself to people. I don’t think Shisui really had to prove himself to anyone, and he wasn’t isolated from everyone since he was a big part of the Uchiha Clan. So that probably would have shaped him into a different person, maybe being isolated and alone. But of course, this would have been really unlikely because they never would have put a tailed beast inside someone who could or would possess the Sharingan

Honestly, I think maybe losing a best friend, someone like Itachi. Like if the roles had been reversed and Itachi had died and it had been Shisui that was supposed to carry out either using his Mangekyo Sharingan to put the clan under an illusion or having to massacre his whole clan. I mean he probably would have bore the burden very well, but I do think it would have changed him still.


Hey it’s me, and I’m here to say that life is not always fair. And a lot of the time people will let you down. People will say that, “it’s okay” and, “you’ll feel better,” and, “know your self worth and value”. And while all of that is true, I’m here to tell you that I’m sorry. I’m sorry you were treated unfairly. I’m sorry that someone hurt you. I’m so sorry that you were mislead. I’m sorry that you feel this way. Hearts are valuable and you don’t deserve to have yours dragged around. I hear you. I hear you and you are okay.

(Tagging this as a ‘pregnancy post’ for those that want to blacklist this)

So I’m almost 7 months pregnant at this point and my experience has been awful. I’m always sick or in pain. My pregnancy was very much so planned, we had been struggling to have one for a long time. That said, I love that I’m having a baby but I hate being pregnant. I can’t wait to get her out. I’ve been pretty miserable and it makes me sad I can’t bond with my baby like others who have been or are expecting. I’m definitely jealous of people who’s pregnancy was a breeze. I also feel bad I’ve been distancing myself from a lot of my friends (especially online friends) and I’m super sorry but I’m just to sick.

anonymous asked:

(Mtf) I saw the comic about looking pretty and I broke down. I want to be feminine so bad but I miss being masculine so much. I want both but neither

I’m sorry it made you have such strong feelings…

I relate to you a lot…

anonymous asked:

Don't beat yourself up please. You still have just as lovely a voice so once you're comfortable writing again you should do so. I don't think you ever had malicious intent and I shall continue to support you.

i want to thank you for this, anon. i haven’t been too active on the blog, which is a strange feeling for me at the moment as it had become such a big part of my life recently. i have gotten nothing but kind messages since my first apology post, and for that i could not be more grateful.

i want to apologize again for the whole situation. i don’t know if i can properly express how sorry i am. i let a lot of people down, and no matter how innocent my intentions, my mistake caused grief for many people in this fandom. part of me thinks i don’t deserve to be here, so i’m taking the time away from the blog to figure myself out. i’m sorry. i know there are requests in this ask box, and i’m sorry to keep you waiting if your request is in here.

my main goal, writing-wise, is to finish the last two pieces in my SitS coffeeshop!AU series, mostly because it’s my baby and if there is one thing i want to finish, it is that. after that, i think i would like to finish the requests sitting in this ask box, because i feel bad leaving those of you hanging as it is. (as a side note, my ask box is closed as of now. i’m sorry. i feel it’s for the best for everyone involved.)

this is probably more than anyone wanted to hear from me right now, but this blog isn’t something i’m ready to leave behind. i’m still grateful for all the community has given me. i’m grateful for the lesson i have learned here, despite all the trouble and pain it has caused. and i am so grateful to everyone who has encouraged me to find my muse again, and stood by me. i love you all dearly.


i used to make so many text posts on here. about myself, mental health (or lack thereof), anything really. and i miss it. so, here’s an update?¿ jus some thoughts ???

•i have lots of things to look forward to
•also lots of things that are making my anxiety go crazy
•i felt super sad today
•it’s been super hot outside and it’s weird. being sad in spring/summer is weird cause everything is so bright, there are flowers, children playing outside etc and it jus doesn’t match your feelings
•i’m so scared?? of my future?? i’ve also been feeling really nostalgic for some reason. i miss being in school, i miss people i was friends with, the sense of community in a class, that feeling at the end of the school year
•i also miss jake a lot
•i’ve been doing a lot of crying, but like ? i’m not surprised
•i’m finding it very hard to distract myself, my brain is just like ANXIETY like can you chill for a second? i have stuff to do
•also, i feel like i have learned a lot about myself these past few months. some good things, some not so good ones. but i’m learning
•i’m finding it unbearable to be alone. i used to love being on my own, but it terrifies me now
•i love dogs so much
•my ocd has been all over the place. i’m struggling a lot but i’m trying, i really am
•i went for an evening walk with my sister and mom and we somehow always end up talking about sex it’s great i love them
•the sky was beautiful this evening
•i’m gonna be ok i think

anonymous asked:

I really wanted Sana to be the lead but I'm really disappointed. Seriously, if I knew this is what this season would have been about then I would have rather have her not be the lead. She deserves so much better than what we're getting so far. And we're so far ahead in the season, that it feels like the ending will be rushed and unrealistic. This is disappointing ...

i was so happy when the trailer dropped!!! soso happy and then the first episode I was like YES!!! because that episode was good and I feel like a lot of muslims felt it was relatable, (im not the best to say anything about it because im not muslim so im sorry if I say something that I shouldn’t say), and there were good moments of the season so far, like the det beste fra islam was such a good clip!!!! SO good!! in all aspects, it is one of my favourite scenes from the WHOLE show.

But it really makes me sad that the muslim fans are feeling very badly represented right now, which sucks so bad because this season is for them, and the only reason i have been educated is not even because of the show itself but because of the lovely muslim fans that have been amazing to educate all of us in really important topics and also clarifying us a lot of things. 

And everything is being so messy, like tbh i’ve enjoying a lot about this season but now things are just so so so messy, so messy, and i dont want to be negative in any way but im disappointed at this. we have less than 4 episodes now, and we have SO SO SO many questions that need to be answered. And like you said im very afraid the ending will be rushed, really really afraid.

And same anon same, sana deserves SO SO SO much better. 

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: why is broadway merchandise sO DAMN EXPENSIVE. all i want is something to commemorate me seeing a show that i already spent a shitload of money on, but i can't do that bECAUSE EVERYTHING IS TOO EXPENSIVE.