i have a knife

anonymous asked:

Why did you get escorted out? Are you okay?

Ugh last night was so stupid. J and I got into a fight over the stupidest shit which led to me having an episode and I stabbed a wall with a knife (instead of harming myself!!!! Which is a huge improvement!!). I wasn’t anywhere near him like he was in the other room but he felt “threatened” so he called the cops and the cops that came were ones that have dealt with me mid-episode before (even though I was completely calmed down by the time they came) so they immediately cuffed me, wouldn’t hear my side of the story, and took me to the hospital. I was arrested under the “mental health act” for the third time in 2 frickin weeks. The fight was so pointless too and it barely escalated like I get I shouldn’t have stabbed the wall but he pissed me the fuck off and instead of harming myself I just harmed the wall. I’d never take it out on another person or living thing FYI just myself and inanimate objects really. I have a bad, bad tempter.

catvape  asked:

Hello! I hope you don't mind me asking, but what tools/method do you use to carve your foam? I've been using upholstery foam for costuming for years and I've never been able to get it that uniform!

i have this electric meat(?) cutting knife that i use carefully upright against the foam so that i minimize angles when cutting the initial pattern pieces which is increasingly harder the thicker foam i have, then i go n cut at it with some new scissors from the fabric store but any sharp ones will do. 

razors also cut like butter and so well getting equal clean cuts on thin pieces. it starts to get harder to make even cuts when u have to pass the razor thru the foam more than once bc of thickness

ALSO TIP, GET A SPRAYBOTTLE FULL OF WATER N WHEN U GO N CLEAN UP UR STATIC CLINGY HELL PILE OF FOAM TRIMMINGS, SPRAY IT AND ITL MAKE IT SO MUCH EASIER TO SCOOP

this morning i heard clint say the sentence, ‘no, bucky isnt allowed to have chocolate’ and i nearly killed him. but it turns out i misheard and he said ‘lucky.’ so that was close.
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happy anniversary to the loveliest and rowdiest bunch of boys~ i hope this year and all the years to come are wonderful and full of blessings~ ೕ(⁍̴̀◊⁍̴́ฅ) featuring yoongi and a restless night. 2013.6.13→2016.6.13~FOREVER

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