i have a feeling that someone dislikes me

Scrubs {Sentence Starters}

  • “Ahh. Uncomfortable silences and alcohol. Just like thanksgiving at home.”
  • “You have no chance of being normal.”
  • “Don’t ever be afraid to come to me with stuff like that.”
  • “A person doesn’t have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.”
  • “It’s the kid inside of us that keeps us all from going crazy.”
  • “I don’t dislike you, I nothing you.”
  • “Nothing’s worse than a ninja - they’re masters of every style of combat.”
  • “Have you been in the supply closet, crying?”
  • “It sounds like you’re asking me out on a man date.”
  • “There’s a good chance I’m gonna kill someone.”
  • “The only way you could be more useless right now is if you actually were the wall.”
  • “Gosh, now I’m too proud of you to be mad at you.”
  • “Relationships don’t work they way they do on television and in the movies.”
  • “Sometimes it feels like you’re holding back.”
  • “All you do is bitch about your relationships all day long!”
  • “We’re only four seconds in and I’m already regretting my decision.”
  • “I can’t believe you lost our bottle opener.”
  • “I think we both know there’s a little more to it than that.”
  • “Does this lipstick make me look like a clown?”
  • “Why don’t I ever listen to me?”
  • “Well isn’t that just the pickle on the giant crap sandwich that is my day.”
  • “Come on, what’s the worst that could happen?”
  • “I can’t help but notice you love telling jokes.”
  • “Do you want to be alone?”
  • “You’re telling me that you actually made a decision that had a positive impact on your life?”
  • “Can you get that for me? I can’t reach it.”
  • “Don’t look in her eyes, she might steal your soul.”
  • “I refuse to be judged by a grown man wearing a hockey jersey.”
  • “That was my mistake. I keep forgetting that you’re a horrible, horrible person.”
  • “Why are you so afraid of loving me?”
  • “Do you want to cry a little?”
  • “Why do you have to jump out and scare me all the time?”
  • “What do I know about good relationships?”
  • “Newsflash! You can’t drink and then come to work!”
  • “Why is there a pancake in the silverware drawer?" 

I just want 2 say, my mental illness causes me to attach a large part of my identity to certain things such as bands, movies, books, television shows, ect. and when people shit on that thing it feels like a personal attack on me and the spiral of self loathing begins.

So please do not shit on peoples likes and dislikes. You have no idea why or how someone likes this thing. It could be a coping mechanism. Do not shit on people’s coping mechanisms. 

cleverstudenttigerfan  asked:

What are your favorite sims 4 bloggs?

You know, I usually don’t do this ‘cause when I see these lists by other people and don’t see myself on the them I kinda feel upset and left out so I don’t want to make other people feel this way. Although, when someone asks me to do this I make a list of newly discovered blogs I like. I think there are two of them, but for some reason I could only find the most recent one [boop]. What I’m ready to do is the list of people I’m not happy with. People I tend to dislike most of the time. Generally annoying people. I will call it The Unfollow Forever List.

1. The people I dislike the most is @beverlyallitsims. She’s my Guy Gavriel Kay. Have you heard about Guy Gavriel Kay? He wrote an awesome trilogy called ‘The Fionavar Tapestry’. There was this sexy prince that I fell in love with, Diarmuid, so G.G.Key just went and killed him. Bang, and there’s no Diarmuid for me. It’s been like ten years but I still haven’t forgiven him. If I met him, the first thing I’d say would be, ‘Guy Gavriel, you’re a jerk!’. @beverlyallitsims ruined my life. She’s awesomely talented person, but no, just no, not after what she did.

2. @neopixiesims. Jeez, she really enjoys causing people pain, I mean she really like actually gets off on that. Sick. She’s also having Danny from the City Living trailer, you may know him as Danny The Commercial Slut, as a legacy spouse. Can you believe this? Danny The Commercial Slut’s genes ruin everything, my life included. Sure, she’s funny and witty, but Danny and her general masochistic ways? No, thank you.

3. @nadinemaee. Gawd, so young and already so sick. You know, I never follow drama-llama simblrs ‘cause they are not my thing, but this girlllll, gawd. I’d unfollow her every day of the week, I swear. She ruined everything and everyone. She killed my OTP with help of a man called Pornstaches. Pornstaches, can you imagine that?? Her screens are gorgeous but… Unfollwed.

4. @neutralsupply. Ton of her followers have been waiting for two of her sims to finally… you know… do it? And do you know what she did? DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE DID?? She made them kiss and then proceeded with another storyline. I’ve been sexually frustrated for like a week now. I keep messaging her about it but she stays silent. I won’t even say anything good about her, because there’s nothing good about her. Bye-bye, Z!

5. @furiouslydecaffinated. The little shit writes her smut so good it always leaves me horny. I’m a single lady, you know. But she doesn’t offer me a decent man whore, she doesn’t even make a dildo shop out of her tumblr, she’s just fucking leaving me horny as hell. Every damn time. Thank you, girl. See ya in hell for horny people! The music at her blog is toleratable, though.

6. @tinwhistletoo. This one is a total maniac. Like, for real. Sure, she seems to be so lovey-dovey, and nice, and sweet, and her stories seem so captivating, but, mannnnnnn let me tell you, she’s got more gore in her than Tarantino. Tin’s having a new story? Well, prepare to see some guts flying around the neighborhood.

An Even Season WOULD NOT be a repeat of season 3 and heres why

Okay so I don’t know, some of you guys who have been following my blog for a while now, might have picked up that I’m just ??? not an angry person. I like naming every single fly I see and leaving messages like “be happy” and “What’s a pigs favourite pizza? MUDLOVERS!” on the fogged up mirror after having a shower… but like recently my sister told me something that made me 

MAD 

I was telling her for the millionth time how much I love Even and I couldn’t deal with how much I wanted and needed an Even season and get this, 

THIS is what she said to me: (note: please read the following in a very high pitched annoying voice that you would give someone you dislike when retelling stories)  “ew omg noooo i would hate that! omg that would suck so much and make me so annoyed.” 

Me, getting super confused and just feeling so attacked: “um what? why? what?” 

Little smelly sister: “Because omg we’ve already had evaks story! That would be so silly to do it again! it will just be season 3 all over again. Would be SO BORING”

Okay I know, I was so angry I just….couldn’t think straight and then it made me think: Did other people feel this way? Do people actually think an Even season would be an “evak” season and not a god damn Even season???? 

Because listen, that is bullshit and heres why:

1. Last season was not about Evak. 

Sure it was part of the storyline, Isak falling in love with a boy that made him see the world differently and face all of the insecurities and issues he has been repressing since season 1.

- Religion, 

- Mental illness, 

- Knowing that it’s okay to ask for help, 

- Being true to yourself, 

- Learning to accept yourself and 

- To not let fear of an uncertain future stop you from truly living life. 

Those were all of the things season 3 was about and I think it is an insult to Julie and Isak, to say that his story was just about his relationship? No. Season 3 was so much more and it was about Isak

2. Even is more than a love interest. 

oh my gosh, Even, Even, Even. This character proved to be so much more than I initially thought, the first time I laid eyes on him. This boy is amazing. He is 19 years old yet he has been through so much more than we can even imagine. He is kind, charismatic, creative, he draws silly pictures, makes movies that no one but Even himself could think of. He loves so much and smiles so bright, yet at the same time he is dealing with a serious illness that could easily control his entire life, yet ??? he is at school, trying to take charge and give himself a fulfilling happy life despite the illness that hangs over his head and tells him that he doesn’t deserve that, that he isn’t worth it. There is so much essence and potential to his character that, I just cannot see him as being just a love interest. he truly deserves to have his story told but it’s more than that…

3. His story NEEDS to be told. 

Most of my life I have spent so much time feeling things that i don’t understand and that i’m even ashamed of for feeling. How many times have you thought to yourself “no one understands me” “I am alone” How many times have you felt like no one in the entire world could possibly feel or make sense of the things you feel? 

The thing is we all have “the brain is alone” feelings but the worse part is feeling too ashamed to talk about it and believing that you are alone in how you feel. Having an Even season not only means that we have someone to represent everything that we feel and can’t put into words, someone who we can relate to and show us that if they can live a life with an illness and not let it take control, then, maybe we can too…

But it also gives a chance for people who don’t quite understand mental illness, to literally be put into the mind of someone who does and live the life of a person with bipolar. 

I can’t even fathom how brilliant that would be. Not just for people who need someone to show them they aren’t alone and how they too can fight back and be worthy of a happy life despite the illness that tells them they aren’t, but also for the people who are confused about mental illness and would like to learn more. Even can both educate, and relate to us all. 

and oh my gosh can you just imagine how brilliant that would be? Not only will we all be brought together but for once, we can talk about the things we feel and go through, without feeling ashamed and silly for feeling it. 

Because if Even Bech Næsheim, the most beautiful, sweet and charismatic guy on earth feels like this, then what is there to be ashamed of? What is there to hide? Maybe Even’s season can finally make us feel safe enough to talk about it, safe enough to not be alone. 

Insecurities (Josh Dun)

Hell this is my second ever imagine I have written on this blog and I am thankful for the notes I received on my first post, as always feel free to drop some requests in my inbox and I will try to get round to doing them as soon as possible.

I was in a very sappy mood so I decided that I was going to write some emotional stuff about Josh being insecure about his looks as well as comparing himself to Tyler.

I want you to know that everyone reading this out there is beautiful even if people tell you any different (Including yourself) Trust me you pretty and beautiful every single day. If you ever want someone to speak to feel free to send me a message. :)

Triggers: Josh talks about body parts he dislikes such as, hair, eyes, chest, tattoos, and height. If any of the things above trigger you please be careful, however they are only brief mentions and don't go into any detail.

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Josh POV

I have alway been slightly an anxious person throughout my life, whether that means hiding behind my powerful drum kit and letting Tyler be the main attraction during concerts or breaking into a small sweat when I order at a restaurant scared that I will mess up a simple order. However I thought that the one thing that I was able to control really well was the amount of negative comments me and Tyler often receive, I tend to just block them out because I know how many positive comments we get back from our fans, but something is different.

As I sit on the cold sheets at the very edge of the bed that me and my girlfriend (Y/N) share I can’t help but hear all these pessimistic words flood into my ears. I am sitting shirtless with only a pair of basketball shorts laying low on my hips, my elbows creating red marks on my thighs from where I had been leaning on my hands for a period of time. I didn’t know where this ongoing battle in my brain was leading to but instantaneously, I couldn’t handle in any more and the tears cascaded down my cheeks all at once as if every hurtful, mean and spiteful comment I have ever read suddenly turned to a pool of tears I was slowly creating on the crisp clean bed sheets, I have no idea what has come over me but I don’t feel this flood of emotions starting to slow down anytime soon. I suddenly remembered that (Y/N) is downstairs and that I should quieten down, the last thing I want to do is worry her about my stupid problems. I quickly jump up off the bed and rush over to the large mirror that was on the wall above a chest of drawers and stared into it

She doesn't love you 

She doesn't really want to be with you 

Did you actually think that someone like (Y/N) would actually want to date someone like you. 

Everyone likes Tyler more than you

Tyler is the attractive one

All you do is play the drums, Tyler does so much more and you just sit there

I look in the mirror that was in front of me, I stare into my dark brown eyes, brown boring old brown, I look at my bubblegum pink hair, its horrible, not even a natural colour. I continue to pinpoint different things on my body, my tattoos, my chest, my height and the list goes on. 

“Josh are you alright? You have been in their a while now” I hear (Y/N) call from outside the door, with concern laced in her voice. I look once again into the glass mirror and rub the salty tears from my eyes trying my hardest to rid any evidence that I had been crying.

“Yes I’m fine, I will be out in a second” I reply unconvincingly because my voice broke halfway through.

“Josh, I know you’re upset please can I come in?” (Y/N) asks, (Y/N) wasnt stupid she knew when I was upset I don’t even know why I tried to hide it from her because I knew that she would just find out anyway. She was also stubborn so no matter how many times I tell her I am fine she wont stop pestering me to make sure that I really am alright.

I dont respond in the fear that my voice won’t be able to support me, I walk back over and sit on the bed like I was previously. (Y/N) pokes her head from around the door and sees me with my head in my hands trying with all that is left in me to fight back the tears that were threatening to spill.

“Oh Josh” (Y/N) exclaims sadly, putting her small her to her mouth and rushes over to comfort me.

I feel her protective arms wrap around my shoulders, I respond automatically by turning to her and burying my head into her soft sweet smelling hair, I continue to cry into her shoulder for another few minutes until I am settled enough to talk.

I explain to (Y/N) about all the emotions I have been experiencing and that I felt like people like Tyler more than me because he sings as well as play other instruments. I continue to speak to ashamed to look up at her softened glance. But when I finally do I notice she is also crying, however she speedily wipes the tears away not wanting to show her emotions on the situation.

“Josh, I can only understand that you being in a famous that at times it is going to get overwhelming for you, having all these amazing fans look up to you, admire you. However I know that you and Tyler are going to get your share of negative comments, but honestly that is because they are jealous, they are jealous that they can’t play the drums, they are jealous that it isn’t them on stage surrounded by thousands of people who love them, they are jealous that they can’t tour with their best friend, fuck that the people who say these low life comments proably don’t have a best friend.” (Y/N) takes a sharp intake of breath and swallows hard.

“(Y/N) I-”

“I’m not finished” She cuts me off and I stay silent looking at her from the side, at this angle I can see how the low moonlight reflects beautifully off of her glistening eyes. She truly is beautiful. 

“Do you know how upset it makes me when you say all these untrue negative things about yourself, Josh you are beautiful, personality wise and appearance wise, I love your chocolate brown eyes, because I love the way that they widen when you hear something funny, I love your pink hair because it suits your personality and I love the way that it sticks to your forehead when you play the drums.”

I cant stop grinning, I didnt realise that she picked up on all these small details about me.

“I love the your tattoos they look amazing, I love that when you are asleep next to me I trace over them softly not to wake you, I love your body all of it I love your toned chest and the way that your back glistens with sweat you have been playing the drums for a while. I love how tall you are you may not be the tallest but you don’t need to be any taller because your height is the perfect height for me to do this”

(Y/N) then gives me a quick and small peck on the lips, I grin widely.

“I love you Josh alot, and so do thousands if not millions of fans out there.” She finishes and tightens her grip around me. I sit in shock I didnt realise I did all of those things myself so I was surprised when (Y/N) picked up on them.

“Wow, I don’t know what to say, I mean how did you notice all these things about me?” I question a smirk appearing on my face. I see (Y/N) duck her head down as a red blush forms on her cheeks.

“I dont know I just, notice” She replies, I chuckle deeply.

“I love you (Y/N) and I’m sorry, I’m sorry for upsetting you”

“Josh it’s alright really, as long as you are feeling better then I am ok to. I love you” She says with a genuine smile on her lips.

We both sit there in silence for a minute just taking in each others company. (Y/N) stands up suddenly and stretched her arm out towards me, encouraging me to take her hand.

“C’mon, lets go watch a film and cuddle on the sofa for a bit” She suggests, I grin

“that sounds perfect.” 

People have different preferences

If someone doesn’t like your favorite character, you should let them be, not go and send asks to them and basically harass them because of how they feel.

People have all the rights to like or dislike something and they don’t need to explain why.

This applies to characters, ships, shows, etc. and it’s not that hard to understand.

What I’m trying to say is: stop harassing people over their preferences.

Sometimes I get hit by this endless loneliness, that consumes and burns my heart, this infinity loneliness that won’t go no matter what. The knowing that I’ll never be really important to someone, that as much as I tell myself that I’ve best friends, they don’t feel the same the way about me, because I always do something to push people away, I make people dislike me, people hate me and I don’t have a lovely family to go when I feel like this, because my sister and I can’t speak more than 5 words without trying to murder each other, my dad has made it very clear my sister is his favorite daughter, and my mom has so many mental problems that make her scream she never asked me to be born. My real life friends have more important people in their lives and I feel so lonely I can’t breath, because even if people are important to me, I am not important to them, my existence doesn’t change anything, I’m not important, and that knowledge, that you could be gone, you could be dead and nothing will happen, seeing all the people you care about leave you behind without a blink on a eye is killing because at the end of the day, no matter, I am alone.

anonymous asked:

Just curious Mr. Badge and maybe you've answered this before, but do you drive?

I know how to, but I rarely do – I don’t own a car, but I have access to ZipCar, so a couple of times a year I take the car out to do a Costco run or similar. 

I dislike driving because I don’t feel comfortable operating a machine that can very easily kill people, and I also think most people who drive don’t drive with the awareness of how easily they could kill someone. Which is why I intentionally moved to a city where public transit will take me almost everywhere I need to go (including to Costco, but the bus doesn’t have the cargo-hauling capacity of a private car). 

I’ve kept my license current, but yeah, I’ve built my life carefully around not having to drive. :D 

just an fyi

Saying “I don’t like this ship” DOES NOT equal “I don’t like you”

So if you take it personally… I don’t know what to say to you. I can have my opinion, and that includes being against something alllll I want. That doesn’t mean I dislike anyone for it. Doesn’t mean I can’t get along with someone despite our disagreement. Doesn’t mean I’m not allowed to be critical of a thing. If you think it does, that reflects more on you than it does on me, tbh.

This is exactly why people are afraid to share their opinions. Anything seen as negative or critical is seen as being an a-hole, when you know what? I just don’t like a thing. That’s it. That doesn’t mean I don’t like you.

Because surprise! You are more than the sum of your ships. And I realize that.

Babe

You know, I never liked the pet name ‘babe’ I always felt that it demeaned me in some way. The thought of having someone, even in affection, call me it brought about this feeling of extreme dislike.

I am now a changed woman.

Hearing Tamatoa from Moana say it in that voice of his has changed my view entirely. I don’t know why but his nonchalance and tone of how he said it changed everything. Now if the pet name babe is ever bestowed upon me the feelings of negativity that I once had have been replaced with warm fuzziness and contentment.

Tamababy, you are an amazing crustacean.

I have legitimate fears of loss and abandonment and of being replaced. I tend to say impulsive things to ppl who mean a lot to me and then regret it after. It’s cos I feel like I’m a second choice, they’ve replaced me with someone/other people, they don’t think much of me at all etc. When I say it or imply these things I feel a momentary sense of relief and then I regret when I notice how it’ll make them dislike me or how it’ll drive them further away from me.

anonymous asked:

i have a guilt i feel like i need to confess to get off my chest. My bias list is Tae, Kook, Jin, Hobi, Jimin/Suga tie, Namjoon. Now, i admire Namjoon, and the reason hes last is NOT because i dislike him, I LOVE EVERY MEMBER OF BTS, DONT GET ME WRONG PLZ. I relate to namjoon alot and love his beautiful mind, so deep and complex. but as a christian army his solo songs like 'Expensive Girl' really offend me. but i feel like a fake fan for disliking his solo things? i genuinely hate some solos :'(

so as a Christian i also see things i’m like uhhhhh but I just ignore them and this is such a touchy subject in todays world hahaha but i would NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS JUDGE SOMEONE EVER! because i myself am NOT perfect and i have messed up a crap ton of times. tbh… yes i do not like expensive girl but i just don’t listen to it. i just push out and ignore all the things that make me uncomfortable and i know i shouldn’t look at. JUST BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE A COUPLE OF SONGS DOES NOT MAKE YOU A FAKE FAN! :) trust me! every artist comes out with MANY songs and it’s not guaranteed that you will love every song! I LOVE EVERY BTS MEMBER TO DEATH! don’t worry about it love! and if you want to talk to someone i’m here :)

Originally posted by keepingupwithbts

please, for the love of god…

make it stop. This site for me is becoming a shithole. These stupid ugly motherfucking blogs, make me really fucking frustrated.

I’m starting to feel really uncomfortable, and I’m hesitant to post here any of my works now.

Just to see how my KIDS are being violated? To see another whore-themed-blog shitting under my pictures? No, thank you. It’s even worse than to just see someone dislike your work you put your heart and soul into. Like, whatever floats your boat man, I’m not for everyone to like!
But this… This is like… raping what I love. And I HAVE TO WATCH it being raped.

This is bullshit. I hate the fact that this is a common thing, and that this is happening to my work.

I really, really hope that they’ll leave me alone. Or that tumblr staff is going to do something about it. Otherwise - fuck this site. And fuck those blogs…

jaycetechmaturgics  asked:

3 bby cakes

Do I Call This Criticism? | Not Accepting

What I like:

–  “Ugh… Your…. …Physique….”

–  “Those little grey morals you have. For someone who blames me for their own wicked decisions so frequently, you have yet to leave my side.”

–  “I’ll admit, your readiness to indulge me. You’re feel like putty in my hands, even when they aren’t on you.”

What I Dislike:

–  “Your sass and backtalk. While it can be pleasantly engaging, you should learn to have a bit more respect. At the very least, have some grace.”

–  “The way you disappear for days on end without a word.”

–  “I despise your natural charm.”

victoriane  asked:

Unless you get paid for doing this, do you genuinely spend your leisure time running a hate blog dedicated to this dude? Look, I didn't bother reading all this drama on your blog, because it's boring. But you came up in my feed and I got curious. Do you get paid for doing this? If not, why do you? To expose someone you've never met or spoken to? Why do you even care? It's alright to dislike someone, but the idea of spending your own time running a hate blog about a stranger is beyond me.

I acknowledge that it’s not exactly a conventional way to spend some of your time and it does feel surreal from time to time, but if there is anyone who deserves to have whole blogs dedicated to documenting all the bad things they do or say, it’s him. I can’t even keep track of the amount of blogs there are that are dedicated to hating him and documenting all the bad things he does or says. The fact that there are that many and that he does enough for them to post nearly every day should really say something about him. And it’s not even that he’s just a “jerk” or has offensive humor or content or the like. It’s that there’s so much stuff out there, a lot of which he has put out there himself, that adds up to him being an overall abusive, manipulative individual who causes nothing but trouble (he’s involved in drama what, every week? every two week?) and never contributes anything positive or meaningful.

What particularly makes it troubling is how he uses his platform. Dating two 17-year-olds (Shiloh and Lainey, his current wife) who wouldn’t have known who he was if he didn’t have some amount of YouTube fame, putting pictures of minors in their underwear in his videos, and having a 16-year-old (Sarah) live with him and his wife when he’s shown himself to be attracted to people around her age before (the two 17-year-olds, Billie who was 18 when he brought her into his marriage). It’s bizarre, all-around. And people can say,“Well, you don’t know these people so stop hating. Stop being so upset.” But when people hear that someone has been raped or murdered or abused or died in a plane crash or was killed in a shooting or etc… Whatever other news might they hear, they tend to care and be angry or sad or disgusted and want justice if it’s a situation where they can want justice. It’s the same thing here. And you don’t have to know somebody personally to know they’re a bad person. If there’s evidence, if you can add it up like 1 + 1 = 2, it’s only logical.

(and no, I don’t get paid.)

the-nerdy-curvy-feminist  asked:

A terf went on my boyfriend's blog and said a bunch of horrible things on a personal post about his history with abuse, then attempted to misgender him by calling him a man. Because, you know, only trans women hate terfs I guess? And by their logic trans women are men? I feel bad for him because it was horrible but I have to admit that was slightly funny to me. "Let's call a man a man, that'll show him!!"

Oh god I’m so sorry that happened, that awful! But yeah they really do think that only trans women actually dislike them so they’ll first assume that someone’s a trans women, then if they find out that person’s dfab they’ll try and be condescending and pitying.

-Mod Ash

stillloveyou  asked:

I was wondering, did you ever like Hinata or did you just grow to dislike her? I'm pretty neutral with her, it's just her fandom that I hate. Like I know they like her but why do they have to mention how she's so much better than so & so when it has nothing to do with the other character?

I never cared about her , and I did thought nh was end game but the way the end up together was pure bullshit , sp throwing shit on every damn character just for her made me hate her with her passion . And her wankers makes me feel disgusted everytime they speak abut her . Never thought I could dislike someone from Naruto
Plus neji dying for such a shitty pair was the worst

anonymous asked:

jotaro's extremely misogynistic as well though

Oh I’m well aware, but that doesn’t excuse Johnny for being forceful with Hot Pants, either.

Lots of characters have awful flaws, but to me, Johnny forcing himself on HP is worse than Jotaro (who is just generally a dick; both to men and women) yelling at someone. And to be fair, Jotaro matures, whereas Johnny continuously acts like a spoiled rich kid who feels entitled to everything in his line of sight.

Again, personal opinion. I still dislike how Jotaro acts in the anime (even if he’s a lot less harsh in the manga), and thus like part 4 and 6 Jotaro a lot more than his part 3 self, but I don’t see anything redeemable in Johnny. To me he’s just kind of an ass. I don’t like the way Araki is developing him.

(I’m gonna go off on a slightly irrelevant tangent here, so brace yourselves.)

He’s not my kind of character, and it’s fine if you like him; I don’t. It doesn’t make you a bad person to like a flawed character, and just like how people might not like Polnareff for being obnoxious, or how people might not like Giorno for being too preachy or too quiet, I don’t like Johnny because of specific character traits.

I won’t go into details because of plot-related spoilers, but he’s just not going on the path I wish he would’ve. There are certain aspects of his character that I really like, which makes me understandably conflicted as I’m reading parts like the one with Hot Pants, because I WANT to like him. I rarely DISLIKE characters, especially main ones. I might find certain ones annoying, but I’ve never been this upset about something a character’s done, because it made me dislike him so quickly. He was kind of teetering on “alright” for a while, but now he’s just kind of pinned to the top of the “dislike’ category. And I can understand why people like him; but he’s just done too much that I don’t like, for me to really appreciate him as a character anymore.

mat-murdock replied to your post “the hate people have for mon-el is honestly hysterical to me”

finally someone making me feel that it is okay to ship karamel. i hate this ugly fandom. they make like likeing mon-el and shipping karamel is a crime smh

for the most part i don’t follow mon-el haters (i follow a few but either they tag it/don’t post a lot). but like ???? some of the reasonings i’ve reason for people disliking him is so dumb i wanna smack my head against a desk.

they complain abt mon-el taking screen time away from the main character but like ?? the guardian is doing that, san/vers (which is a gr8 ship minus a non latina playing yk, a latina), etc etc but they’re only complaining abt the White Boy. and i’m in no way saying mon-el is perfect or anything, bro has his flaws and karamel had a rocky start but idk. i just like the build up and everything about the ship.

i want kara to have the most screen time as anyone but at the same time i also want my child to be happy.

rant

I’ve always gone out of my way to please people and do everything that they ask for and desire, be on my hands & knees like a peasant because I just wanted to matter, but never put myself first or ever realized my worth. I should have had the word yes on my forehead, always saying yes and never saying no; in result of being used and walked all over. This was my problem. I thought I wasn’t capable of being loved if I didn’t do something for someone or do the favor they asked for, and give them what they wanted from me, making myself feel almost though I wasn’t enough. I felt like I deserved to not have good things, to not have effort, which in the long run made me dislike myself more than words can even identify. I have always cared about people’s opinion of me, how I should be like for them, what I should look like. Yet I never listened to my own, and ultimately at the end of the day, this is my body and MY life. I’m the one that knows me. You being yourself should be a plenty enough reason for somebody to love you, just the way you are. Not for what you can do for them. Or who they want you to be. Coming to terms with that, making the decision of self love, is the best decision you can ever make. Being alone helps you find yourself and remembering who you are, what your passions are, what you love to do, what you stand for as an individual, loving yourself a little bit more without the shattering downfall of a negative opinion from other people & honestly it’s the best feeling. People will dislike you everywhere and anywhere, and that’s just something I had to accept in this life. But misconceptions don’t define you. Only you define you. You know your truth, so don’t pay mind to the negativity. There are far more things to live for, good surroundings. You have to live for you, you cannot accept being unhappy. The number one thing I hated most, was asking for anything. But now I realize, demanding for the littlest of things isn’t drastic such as respect. When you don’t stand for something you fall for anything. You fall for the disrespect. Be the change. You will grow by accepting and letting go of what has been; as a lesson and become the change of bettering yourself for you, taking care of yourself, and seeing your full potential.