i like reading john steinbeck books and i cry every time i read of mice and men. i dont know how to act every time i meet new people and i still have dreams about people i dont like. i always liked my nose but i started hating it because some people told me it was big and ugly so i hid it all the time and now i dont like looking at it. ive always thought that everyone was out to get me even when i was in preschool i was afraid to say my favorite color was purple and not pink because i didnt want to be weird. i used to want to be an astronaut but i went to a planetarium and changed my mind because i found out the rocket makes a really loud noise when it takes off and thats scary. my favorite movies when i was little were the wizard of oz and annie. i hated that pixar short before finding nemo with the snow globes i would run out of my room because it scared me so bad. im still trying to find out who i am today. i like wearing things with lettuce trim because i like the way it looks and sounds. i love when cats lick me and i dont mind when they scratch me. i cry every single night because its so hard for me to fall asleep. i think i have body dysmorphia. i like caterpillars and spanish and forest green and starfish. i still feel like im 13. i dont think i’ll ever feel any older.