i hate this sport no i love it

anonymous asked:

@mod jay i love she/her pronouns but i hate having boobs,,, what do????

So first off, my own two cents is that you might have dysmorphia, which is when you hate a part of your body. It’s similar to dysphoria, which is when you feel that your body doesn’t resemble that of your preferred gender. If you feel that you need to bind, I wear a tight camisole, but you can also use sports bras or an actual binder. Just remember not to make your own, don’t wear one that restricts your breathing, and DO NOT USE ACE BANDAGES. Dysmorphia can be a serious mental condition, do you might want to talk to your parents/doctor if it keeps up.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.