i hate this show you know

C: As a Black nerd who grew up being called White and was ostracized for being a Black immigrant lemme tell other fellow Black nerds/geeks/alt types something: We are not special for having different interest and not every single Black person is out to get you. Seriously stop this shit. Enough. I hate interacting with Blerds sometimes because some of y'all are so fixated on those experiences that you can’t even enjoy your favorite shows or movies or comics without trashing your own race. Some of y'all hate your own so much that when another Black person shows up in your predominately Non White and White spaces you fucking lose it and act hostile towards that Black person. Many of you see yourselves as permanent victims and got stuck in that mindset.

Look I know it sucks! Like being openly hated for liking rock or anime was hard for me. I just wanted to be with my people and be accepted but growing up I never was, not in groups at least. So I know it’s hard being different. And it’s okay. But what’s not okay is the bashing of your cultures. That’s not healthy. Intraracial beef is difficult to handle I just think some of y'all revel in negative commentary about “ghetto” (I hate the word but this what a lot of y'all say even on confessions here) Black people and it’s sick. Don’t sit there and cry about being different then shit on your own about being different from YOU.

To The Moon And Back

A while back @carrie11 tagged me asking if I could write something for this pic. So here you go. Nothing but flufff ahead. 

Mulder is hiding in the kitchen, not touching anything, not even the dirty dishes. With his luck he’d shatter Scully’s favorite plate, or flood the whole apartment. He wishes he could just leave, disappear, but that would be selfish and cowardly. Or would it? He glances at the kitchen table where a bunch of diapers, unused, lie scattered. Scully didn’t say it, never says it, but he’s useless here. Instead of being a father, he is a second baby in need of attention and supervision. Scully doesn’t need this. Or him.

“Mulder?” She walks into the kitchen gently rocking William, who is wearing a diaper three sizes too big for his small form. He’s cooing happily, at least. Scully, hair and clothes disheveled, looks anything but. It’s his fault, of course, and he’d do anything for her right now. “I know I said it was all right but… could you maybe go and buy the right sized diapers after all? It doesn’t really work.” He sees it now on Scully’s shirt. It’s white. Or rather it’s supposed to be. Right now it’s dotted with yellow and brown spots.

“Of course.” He swallows hard.

“I found this,” Scully stops him momentarily in his haste to get away from here. She hands him a piece of cardboard. “Just… these are the diapers. If you can’t find them yourself ask someone.” Mulder takes it and nods solemnly. He considers kissing her, but she turns away from him again before he can. With a sigh, he leaves, closing the door quietly behind him.

Before he puts the three bags of diapers into his cart, Mulder makes sure they are the right size this time. Ten times. It’s the right one, he is certain. He quickly maneuvers through the aisles, trying not to get distracted again. Who knew it was this difficult to buy diapers. They should use bigger letters and numbers on their front, he thinks. Not cute babies. None of the babies are as cute as William, of course. Yet, staring at these toothless, smiling faces he’d been reminded of his own son back home, safe in his mother’s arms. So no, he hadn’t noticed the age indicator in the corner. All Mulder had seen was a baby that resembled William and he’d bought those diapers without even thinking. Not this time, though. He stops for a moment, checks the size once more, just to be sure. He doesn’t want to face Scully again, see the confusion in her eyes, hear the disappointment in her voice. He can do this. If he can do nothing else, but damn it, he can buy diapers for his son.

When Mulder lifts his head again, he notices that he’s surrounded by baby clothes. Oh oh. He tries not to look at the cute little outfits, but his legs feel like lead as he tries to leave as quickly as possible. Then he sees it, stops without even wanting to. It’s a bib, nothing more. They have plenty of those already. They don’t need any more. They don’t have a bib like this, though. Mulder picks it up, the fabric soft under his fingers, and stares at it. The longer he contemplates buying it, he figures, the later he’ll be back at Scully’s. So he throws it atop the diapers, decision made, and hurries to get back home.

Mulder hears William babbling the minutes he unlocks the door. He grins; the sound his favorite these days. He doesn’t know how he’s lived without it, before.

“Hey.” Scully sits in the rocking chair in the nursery, William against her chest. Her hand is on their restless son’s back.

“Oh hey,” her voice sounds exhausted, as if far away, “you’re back.” Her eyes wander to the bag he’s holding and Mulder shows her that this time, this once, he didn’t screw it up.

“The right ones.” He tries not to sound proud. He should have bought the right ones the first time.

“Can you take him?” Scully gets up with difficulty and hands Mulder the baby.

“Hey buddy.” William’s eyes grow big and he starts kicking his tiny feet joyfully. At least someone’s glad he is around, Mulder thinks.

“I’d like to take a shower,” Scully says shrugging off her robe right there in the middle of the nursery, “can you watch him for ten minutes? Maybe change him into a fitting diaper.” To his greatest surprise, Scully smiles at him. It’s tired and small, but it’s there.

“Sure, we’ll be fine.” He isn’t sure that’s the truth, but Scully believes him, and shuffles off into the bathroom. A few moments later he hears the shower come on.

“All right, buddy. Your mom says you need a new diaper,” Mulder tells William in a gentle voice, quickly undressing him and taking off the diaper. The boy hates the changing table, is much rather upright where he can see the world, his curious eyes always finding something new. “You’ll grow into these one day, Willy boy,” his son squeaks and Mulder nods at him, “I hope your mom lets me stay around long enough to see it. I’m not exactly father of the year, huh?” Mulder quickly puts one of the new diapers on his son, fastens it, and marvels at his accomplishment until William reminds him that he’s still there, too.

“Right. Let’s put your clothes back on. You know, I bought you something today that you’ll love. I hope you do, anyway. You’re half Scully, so I guess skepticism is part of your genetic make-up. But you’re also part me,” Mulder whispers and grins at William, who seems to have forgotten that he’s on the hated changing table, staring up at his father, listening intently to his words, “so I thought you’d like something that’s a bit more out there. I know your mom prefers these plain things saying you don’t know the difference yet anyway, but it’s never too early to start, right?” With one hand on his son’s stomach, Mulder rummages through his shopping bag. He takes out the bib he bought earlier, shows it to William who pushes his tiny arms into the air, trying to grab it.

“No, no. It’s something you wear.” Carefully, Mulder puts the bib around William’s neck. The boy gurgles, kicks his arms and legs. “You like it, huh? Yeah, me too. Looks good on you. I may not be the best, most organized dad around, Will. But I love you so much. More than I ever thought possible. I love you to the moon and back,” Mulder says, leaving kisses on his son’s stomach, who squeals in delight. “I might send you to school without lunch, but I’ll never not answer any of your questions. If your mom lets me, I’ll tell you all about these planets here, the moon and the stars. All of it, William.”

“Even about the aliens, Mulder?” Scully joins them and Will grins when he sees his mother, gurgling his own version of hello. She sneaks an arm around Mulder’s waist, leaning heavily against him. Her hair is still wet, but she smells great and he leans down, kisses her head.

“If you let me.” He whispers into her hair, closing his eyes.

“Why wouldn’t I, Mulder?”

“I’m not exactly good at this, Scully. If you haven’t noticed.” She leans away from him, picks up William. She straightens the bib, smiles at it, and Mulder just watches the two people who mean the world to him. Scully looks up at him a moment later and hands their son to him.

“Mulder, you bought the wrong diapers. It’s not the end of the world.” She tells him as she puts on a new pair of pajamas.

“Don’t you remember when I tried to do laundry the other day?” He’d rather not think about it.

“So what? Mulder, you were tired. We’ll be tired for a while. We’ll both make mistakes.”

“You won’t.” She chuckles without looking at him.

“Mulder, you’re the only one who can calm William down when he gets into one of his crying fits. Look at him,” they both glance at their son, asleep in Mulder’s arms, “this only happens when you hold him. You might not be good at shopping, but Mulder you’ve never been good at that. I don’t expect you to be anyone else. You’re a wonderful father.”

“I am?”

“Yes,” Scully whispers, stroking the arms that hold William, “you are. I love the bib you bought, Mulder.” Her fingers trace the symbols on the fabric, the smile never leaving her face.

“You know what, Scully?” He waits until she lifts her eyes, looks at him. “I love you to the moon and back, too.”

She grins, gets on tiptoe, and her lips against his, answers his sentiment with a kiss.  

anonymous asked:

I'm honestly so glad that you understand what Sadie did was a good person doing a bad thing. I'm sick of people getting mad at and hating characters forever for things like this. You treated Lars with similar respect in other episodes (which is honestly so rare) and it makes me excited to continue watching you liveblog other situations like this as the show progresses.

It’s just the human thing to do. Good people will make the wrong calls. Good people will not always know what the right thing to do is. Good people lose their heads sometimes. Not to say that they can do whatever they want and it’s okay because they’re a “good person”- everyone should still be held accountable for their actions no matter what. But you gotta give people room to make mistakes. Also, I really hope in the future this show explores the opposite side of this- Bad people doing a good thing. It’s always interesting to struggle with wanting to like a character, but knowing that even though they did something good, they’re still a bad person. Interesting and frustrating at the same time.

I love the berry so much like you don’t understand, I don’t even know how to properly put it into words. He’s so sweet and kind and he sees the best in people. He’s smart but he doesn’t show it often for the sake of not making people feel dumb. He’s such a sweet s/o like, he wouldn’t force me to run or exercise with him, or to wake up early, but I still would. He makes me want to be a better person and to hate myself less. There are times where I literally want to die and the only thought that keeps me going is how would Berry feel if he knew you were saying this? Like, I love him so much it’s taken over my life. I read fanfics or rp or whatever, and every time there’s a fluff scene with the berry, my heart flutters just a bit. And that never happens with anyone ever. Same thing goes for like, seeing cute fanart of him. I actually cried over how cute he looked in a comic one like you don’t even know. There were actual tears and everything.  At one point, I was rping and when his soul cracked a bit, I felt a sting in my chest and I wanted to die, like. I want to give him the world. That’s what he deserves, but I can’t. And I hate myself for it. But him? He’s alright with that. He knows that I’m just trying my best and it’s hard sometimes. He helps as much as he can and tries to motivate and encourage. I don’t deserve that. He’s the greatest person ever and the fact that he could ever possibly love me the same way I love him… It seems impossible.


I wrote this before I had a mental breakdown a few days ago hahaha

I’ll never forget the day I woke up to swatstikas covering my local community center

I’ll never forget the time where my local holocaust memorial was shattered twice in one summer.

I’ll never forget the swatstika in my school gym, the drawings of Jews burning in an oven in the school bathrooms, the cruel holocaust jokes thrown at me daily.

I’ll never forget what it’s like being the jewish kid in class, at work, and in life.

And I’ll never forget the day the Nazis marched in MY state.

But you know what else I’ll never forget?

I’ll never forget how many people showed up to protest them. I’ll never forget that when the “alt right” came for MY city Boston stood together and made it clear that they weren’t accepted there, that our love will always outnumber their hate.

Keep defying their hate with your love, because we are stronger united than they will ever be.

anonymous asked:

Them touching foreheads mean nothing. Moana touched foreheads with the mountain lady, its 4 am i cant think, tefeti but is moana a lesbian. No. Forehead touches are a way to show affection and whenever girls show affection is that lesbianism? No.

“Piper cupped her friend’s face. She pulled Annabeth forward until their foreheads touched. Through her fingertips, she could feel Annabeth’s rapid pulse.”

[…]

“’No,’ Piper agreed. ‘Stop thinking about it. Just feel.’
‘I hate that.’
‘I know. You can’t plan for feelings.’“

c,

I showed you this website, I told you that I go on here several times a day and that I hope that somebody writes to me one day. Now you are writing to somebody else. I hate you so it should not matter but this is mine. I know you could never come up with anything original but please choke on this; you are nothing to me, you are not hurting me by having submitted that, I honestly just think you’re naive and pretty plainly stupid. 

“Shiro kinda looks like Keith’s dad!” Cus they’re buff and have square jaws. By that logic Lance, Lotor, and Allura should be related cus they have pointy chins and are pretty slim.

“They’re both Asian!” Keith’s race/ethnicity hasn’t been confirmed aside from being confirmed to be half Galra, and using the whole “they’re the same race so they’re related thing”…highkey racist.

“They have the same hair color!” So do Lotor and Allura but I’m pretty  sure they aren’t related.

“Keith says Shiro’s like a brother to him.” Emphasis on LIKE. Also just because you consider someone like a brother, doesn’t automatically mean you’re related. It’s just meant to show a close bond. But I know fandoms hate close bonds these days. Either you’re blood related or you’re a couple. Friends are worth nothing. They’re worthless and unimportant.

Keith and Shiro can’t simply be bros who love each other and have a close bond with one another, like they do in canon. People have to switch Shiro out with someone like Lance and make it romantic. There’s such a push for romance or making characters blood related and it annoys me.

Let him and Shiro be BUDDIES. Acknowledge the close bond they have with one another instead of forcing down “facts” that they’re brothers. Platonic relationships between non-relatives are important. Acknowledge friendships.

This is why I can’t stand “broganes.”

anonymous asked:

It's so heartbreaking how they're treating Sansa I wanna cry... please tell me you're writing one of those beautiful fics of yours because I'm so done with this show 😭

I know, Anonny. I hate it too :’( 

I am currently writing Chapter 2 to my Sansa as the emissary story, but it’s taking me awhile because writer’s block is a bitch. I also have a Jonsa modern au one shot I want to write. Okay, maybe several modern au one shots, and a harry potter au one shot, and maybe a hunger games ficlet. And pride and prejudice. Not to mention updates for Little Wolf and Hear the Wolf.

And fuuuuuuuuuck, why do I do this to myself? 

But akjshdskjfhsdkjfhdkjfh thank you so much for your kind words!!!! I feel like I say this a lot so it sounds insincere, but I really do appreciate it. And it makes me so flattered and happy. You guys are the best <3 

Seriously, hands down, the Jonsa fandom is the best fandom ever!!

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Lipstick or Chapstick: neither i hate the taste

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Last Movie: Weird Science

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anonymous asked:

How do you know Scooter bought her those votes to win at the TCAs? Like do you have actual proof or is this just an assumption because I hate when people throw that around because it makes people look bad when it may have never happened.

there’s SO MUCH proof floating about over the tca being rigged like get into a google deep dive about it and you’ll find more than enough proof. 

The most compelling of which was that they played THEMSELVES by showing this ON the tca in a previous year;

Results were counted electronically then ignored by Fox representatives, Fox had the right to choose winners. Ultimate choice was determined solely by the producers.

(other) (sources)

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The hype with Bughead (Unpopular Opinion) • r/riverdale
Why are people so obsessed with Bughead? They're cute and everything but I feel like it's way too over the top. Even now with people wanting Lili...

Why are people so obsessed with Bughead? They’re cute and everything but I feel like it’s way too over the top. Even now with people wanting Lili and Cole to date in real life because they share cute moments off screen, KJ and Camila are just as cute but you don’t see people going crazy over them. Like I legit want to know why their relationship is so hyped up, is it ‘cause people are reminded of Suit Life with Cole or…? What? At this rate, the show’s writers will keep them together out of fan service because if they break up it’ll get so much hate, and they’ve really only been together for a few episodes and it’s already like this…

Edit: And you can downvote me or whatever, but I just genuinely want to know- if you’re a huge Bughead shipper, what makes you love them so much?

<sigh>

As a parent the Suite Life was sometimes on. I thought it was stupid and the only kid actor I liked was Ashley Tisdale. I referred to Cole and Dylan as “the Sheepdog Twins”. I was similarly unimpressed with them as little kid actors and I normally find ex-Disney slaves (except Dove Cameron, who’s legit good) to be closer to Bella Thorne in acting talent versus Cole.

In fact I didn’t even realize that WAS one of the Sheepdog Twins until episode 4, when I was so completely blown away by Cole’s acting and fell completely in love love with Jughead. He was now my favorite character, on a show I was becoming obsessed with, even tho….

I consider Archie Comics abysmally bourgeois and stupid, thought the first three episodes were varying levels of dreadful (tho, on rewatch, 3 has its moments, all with Cole in them) and very nearly ditched the show, because it initially seemed more clean cut than I wanted…but nothing else was on during mid-season hiatus. Again, episode four changed that—all because of Skeet and Cole, TBH.

Initially, I was thinking (believe it or not) Juggie and Vermin could work (the annoying qualities I noticed in Crotch Pizza’s acting and Vermin’s character were something I initially ignored because I liked her clothes—which also went down hill in subsequent episodes)—-because they were both quippy, etc (again now it’s apparent how middle-brow at best, mixed with snotty elitism hers are)….so I did a bit of researching…

And saw the Just Jared Jr piece, spoiling Bughead (complete with sweet kiss pics)—and I thought about it, found the then 10 of us in the Bughead tag, daily blocking “Jughead is aaccccceeeeee!!!” tag invaders left and right….and also, suddenly saw the similarities to my other ship, Captain Swan.

The two broken, misfit toys—-one a seemingly perfect girl always put upon, forced to place her own needs aside to save or help everyone, the broody loner boy…that they’re actually two “shades of grey” outsiders, with the “darker” one really a rather ethical person, desperately pining for the ray of sunshine girl to bring a tiny bit of light and happiness into his life…

And the whole hot nerd thing. I had already made a photocrack cap of episode five and they were so adorkable that I was fully besotted….

And all of this was just early writing and their acting. Once their chemistry became apparent I was fully sold….plus they’re one of the few functional couples (particularly on a teen show), who have real fights, where both are right and wrong and I like them scoobying together. They’re (generally) beautifully written, gloriously engaging and both, again, incredible actors.

And, now that this long post is finished, that the OP can’t see all this, kinda makes me feel sorry for them….

y’all: i’m not gonna watch the trc show if [x] and [y] and [z]

me, with my popcorn already popped: ……………………………

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: three days ago thomas stanley holland, a man who i USED to stan, tweeted "bye bye hair". harrison fucking responded to the tweet with an cheeky ass emoji. he knew that little shit he knew but he's holding out on us just like tom is. so tom's hair, the hair i love, the locks, the curls, the softness, is gone. next harrison is back at it again with instagram posts, this one with them riding horses but toms head is covered by a helmet. covered by a helmet. these boys, before we even truly knew it, were setting us up for cardiac arrest. so for three days we were left in the dark. then out of the blue we see tom with a hoodie covering his head strolling the streets in montreal with a laughing harrison beside him. we cannot see the hair. not one bit. THE LITTLE SHIT is specifically is pulling down his hood so we cannot see what he fucking did to his hair. AND THEN he posts another instagram story saying "guys it's not as bad as you think. i actually think it looks really good. i think you'll like it but i'm going to save it for an actual picture to show you." with harrison 'legit devil on the shoulder' osterfield smirking over his shoulder. these two boys are fucking teases and they know it. BUT IT DOESNT STOP THERE! Oh no. Tom then posts a photo on his instagram. throwback to my curls + tash. bitch, we all know you cut your hair. STOP TEASING US FOR FUCKS SAKE. we should've seen this coming. we should've listened to anthony mackie, he knew and we all should've listened. tom is a little asshole. so is harrison. i hate him. i hate them both. they can both CHOKE!