ive finally decided to grow a pair and off myself, i just cant do it anymore, everything hurts to do. i cant do the most simple of tasks, i am an embarrassment to my entire family. i am a horrible person, i dont deserve life. i dont know what to do anymore, i cant do anything right and i am sorry, i had a panic attack today over a fucking doctors appointment, so thats fun :)) also thanks to the terfs and other nasty people for encouraging this. it made me realize how truly hated i am, the attention was fun for a little bit.